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happyk44 · 11 months

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[A little brother-sister Fluff and anxiety, because I'm a weakling].

She didn't know why she was doing it and didn't understand.

In fact, she didn't want an understanding of her behavior.

she didn't understand why on rare cold nights she wrapped Percy with a specially stolen warm blanket for him.

And she sat for a long time before going to bed and looked at his peaceful but lively face, unlike hers.

She didn't know why she was looking for more money or giving her own when Percy didn't have enough for exactly the burger he wanted, although she needed to remove the hunger.

"good sister" said faceless sympathizers.

She didn't care.

She didn't know why when Percy's hair grew, she stole combs and hairpins and braided his braid.

a normal person could say that Percy turned out to be very cute with a thin braid falling on his shoulder and hairpins in the form of starfish — she could say that he looked like an abandoned porcelain doll.

She didn't know why when Percy had another incoherent, but terrible nightmare, instead of the usual brief look and return to sleep, she hugged him to her — people called it hugs.

she pressed him into herself and put his head on her chest, and his torso was between her legs.

Percy stared at her with wide-open eyes, salt flowed down his cheek and he sniffed and buried his face in her neck, his body pressed tightly against her.

the pose their sleep was strange — she was half-sitting, half-lying, Percy curled up half-foetus on her, laying his head on her chest and drooling.

That night Percy still shuddered and moaned fearfully in his sleep, for some reason she ran her fingers through his hair and cheeks.

He calmed down and even smiled a little in his sleep.

his skin and hair were soft and slightly damp, for some reason she wanted to touch them.

"Caring", her mother had told her, "when you love someone or at least feel sympathy for him, you do small or big and pleasant things for him".

She frowned trying to understand this concept.

"Is it like you told Aunt Monica that I would be silent and not talk to her sons because I want it?".

"yes honey".

"I only want to take care of you".

"Her mother smiled at her."I will ask your father that when I am gone, you have another person you would like to take care of."

Her mother knelt down and hugged her.

Caring is a strange and incomprehensible thing for her, but what she does for Percy is exactly what it looks like.

Percy — her little brother and he belongs to her.

most likely their meetings were not accidental and Neptune, remembering her mother's prayers, gave it to her.

she has already softened him and made him pliable in her hands — he is no longer squeamish about himself.

But she will need to let him go, let him go to Jupiter's camp because she knows that something more than her is waiting for him.

It's good that she knows how to do what she doesn't want...

This is soooooooo cute!!

I mean yeah! Just because someone has SzPD or vibes close enough to it but doesn't quite hit the criteria doesn't mean they're without affection or positive emotions. Honestly you're giving me so much inspo 😂

I'm gonna go w/ Coral as a name for my version of this character (obvi ours aren't like one-to-one same, but you can use Coral too if you'd like, I just picked it at random yesterday when I finished writing that other fic and realized I should probably give her a name lmao)

Despite what others said, she wasn't a psychopath. It was an insult she heard more than most people probably did until the night she grabbed her things and left the group. The kids in school, a couple of older cousins, an aunt. Even a couple of the Wolf House kids had muttered it in her direction. Others probably said it too. Behind her back when she wasn't aware.

The first time someone called her that she asked her mother what it meant. She was seven. Her cousin had hurt himself. She didn't know how, but there he was crying in the hallway as she left the bathroom with damp hands. There were no obvious signs of injury. He wasn't bleeding, no bones were broken. All that was wrong was his tears and his clinging grip to his leg.

So she carried on to the kitchen because she was hungry and wanted something to eat.

Eventually her aunt went looking for her son, and found the blubbering mess he was. Coral didn't know what was said. But whatever was, it had her aunt come barreling into the kitchen, spitting vitriol and expletives while Coral held a glass of water and cookie in either hand.

It was a confusing event. He wasn't dying. Why did she need to make him feel better? Why did she need to go get an adult from where they were all congregated outside? She didn't want to talk to anyone.

As she always had, her mother came roaring to her defense in seconds. There had been a contested yelling match - screams from her aunt, moderated but loud tone from her mother. They went home shortly after. Her mother's first thing when they arrived home was to pull out the dictionary. Aloud she had read out the definition of psychopath. Then, as always, gave a couple general examples that had Coral confused over why her aunt would call her that.

Flipping back the pages, she said, You are not a psychopath, guppy. You just don't have empathy. She read aloud the definition of empathy. Once finished, she pressed both hands against the table on either side of the book. Not everyone can easily put themselves in other people's shoes. I have trouble with it. Your father can't do it at all. People like us have to focus on sympathy and compassion.

Both words were explained to her. Compassion was the one that had stumped her. She knew her cousin was upset. He was crying. Crying usually meant someone was sad or hurt. She understood that, was sympathetic to it. But she was hungry and he wasn't bleeding, so his tears didn't matter. Why did she have to stop and give him a hug over something that didn't matter?

I wasn't feeling well last week, her mother had said. But I wasn't dying. I wasn't bleeding. I wasn't throwing up. You still made me soup.

Coral considered that. How she'd stood on a footstool in front of the stove, opening a can of soup into a pot. Then carrying the pot at a snail's pace to where her mother was resting. She'd laughed at the time, before thanking Coral and telling her not to use the stove without permission.

But she had been stuffed up with a small cold. And Coral knew that people were supposed to eat chicken noodle soup when they weren't feeling well. It was what her mother did for her. It was on the TV in shows and commercials.

I care about you, she said. Should I pretend other people are you so I can care about them?

Her mother had laughed. No, guppy. I don't think that would work for you. You've never been good at that kind of visualization. But you know how it works, yes? When a child cries, their family hugs them and reassures them that they are safe. When a person is injured, you call an ambulance and try to help until it arrives. When someone is cold, you offer warmth.

Scripts, Coral said. She understood social scripts, even if she didn't get them. Niceties. Saying hello to people as you pass them by, holding the door open when someone is following you out, sharing the toys at school or on the playground.

Listening to your little brother as he tells you about the things he went through in the weeks after your farewell.

When he'd first flagged her down, there was an obvious change in him. However, it was hidden behind a fragile mask. It had been months since they last spoke. He followed her to the closest park. Settling down on the grass felt reminiscent of their last day together months ago. Bag of food between them, sun shining above, and a sense of things to come.

He'd laughed as he told her, Oh, I'm the son of Poseidon actually.

While she had never thought about it before, it wasn't a surprise. The world was a big place. Why would the Roman pantheon be the only ones out there?

As Percy explained things, she pieced together a separate understanding.

She had wanted him to embrace the storm he so clearly kept at bay. There was nothing to fear from a hurricane. A typhoon. A tsunami. He just needed to let go of that worry. But there were signs that he couldn't. That emotion was an important part of the storm. Something she couldn't comprehend.

Now it clicked. The old adages - the sea is loving, the sea is hateful, the sea is angry, the sea is calm. For him, the ocean was an emotional entity. Where Neptune was apathetic, Poseidon was passionate. That passion carried down to Percy, as apathy carried down to her, and left him needing emotion to generate the storm.

It made sense.

The Greeks prioritized Poseidon more than the Romans did. Fisherman, casual sailors, navies, those who lived too close to the coast - they'd see the sea differently than the Romans, who really only encountered the sea for conquest purposes.

In Rome the ocean didn't care about you, because they didn't care much about it. But in Greece prayers to Poseidon were likely made often - clear seas, plentiful fish, no sea monsters. Storms and destruction meant he was angry. Gentle tides and full nets meant he was happy. There was meaning to the way his waves crashed against the rocks.

Just as there was meaning to the way Percy pulled at the skin on his wrist. As he spoke, turning tide to what had happened after she left, his gaze cut far away from her. Haggard down and tired, his voice pulled out of him with a low rasp. Every word was clipped of detail. Trimmed down to the barest bones.

It wasn't for her benefit. He was sticking to the shallows for his own. Traumas slept in the depths. He wanted to stay surfaced with only the lap of it against their feet.

Silence poked its head up between them after he finished with bitten off words about his suicide attempt and how he was staying elsewhere, hiding from gods. Ah, she thought. That's why he had come to her.

His question cut the background noise. "How do you do it?" She cocked her head. "Just. Not feel." He pressed his hand to his chest. "I'm so tired of feeling everything all the time."

She opened her mouth to answer. Then paused. Her breath held frozen in her throat. Slowly she let it out and shook her head. "I don't feel. I've always been empty." She tilted her head, caught his sea-green eyes. "I thought you knew that."

He chewed on his lower lip before answering. "Yeah." He turned away to face the the rest of the park, staring with a vague and distant look. "I just. I thought..."

As his voice faded away, his gaze dipped down to his hands. One was tightly gripped to his drink. The other lied flat on his thighs. He twitched it. Trying to remember he was real.

She turned away. The grass was swaying gently in the low breeze. There were little kids running around. One tripped over their stubby legs and fell. Their friends shrieked and ran over to check on them. Internally she knew she should feel something for that kid, feel something over the events. But only empty indifference pumped through her heart.

"Not feelings things isn't all its cracked up to be," she said. "I know when one brand tastes better than another, but there's no joy to create a preference." She gestured loosely. "Even swimming - I never got excited at the idea of it. My mother knew I enjoyed going out into the ocean. But I felt nothing about it. I still don't."

Quiet curiousity passed through Percy's eyes. "You don't feel settled?"

"I don't feel anything." She turned back to the front. The kids were now chasing each other again. The child who fell was laughing, the sound of their voice carrying faintly over. "If anything is there, it's shipwrecked and buried deep."

She picked up a few french fries from the bag between them. After eating, she licked the salt from her fingers. "Not feeling won't stop you from getting hurt," she added. "But it will stop you from keeping your Annabeth." He lit up briefly at the sound of her name. "People don't like being friends with robots."

He snorted. "I know a guy who'd disagree with you on that." He pulled his drink out and peeled the leftover paper from the top of the straw. "Besides, haven't you seen any movies? Lots of people have robot friends."

"Those robots are human," she said. "They're just made of mechanics." She considered another french fry. "The ones that aren't human want to be. They don't feel but they learn what it is to feel. To dream. To care. They are not empty or devoid. That's why those characters have robot friends. And it's why I don't have any."

The paper rolled between his fingertips. "And that doesn't bother you?"

She held her hand out for the paper. It rolled off his thumb and onto her palm. "No." She stared at the little white ball. "It doesn't."

There were a few trial friendships through her life. But either the classification of "friend" didn't suit them to how she knew friends were supposed to be or they were bothersome and she told them outright, flatly, to leave her alone because they were annoying.

Her openness tended to get her sent to the principal's office. Or the counselor. Who, often, wound up sending her to the principal's office.

When the wolves took her away, she was pleased it wasn't a group of people trying to drag her along. Animals were always pleasant to be around. She liked their elderly cat, a black and white girl, who spent most of her time napping wherever she fell over. If she crawled into Coral's lap for a nap, Coral was never bothered by it. The same went for the wolves when they nipped and nudged her into warm wolf piles.

Wolves were pack animals though. With that understanding, the Wolf House was unwanted. Would she have no choice but to befriend someone? To make the bonds that slipped off her like soap before? Was she willing to try? Would it work out for her this time? Or would she just be gritting her teeth and trying to get through the training before making her escape?

There were social aspects at the Wolf House. Teamwork was emphasized. Coral was decent at teamwork. She didn't quite understand what the point of it was - protect the pack and all that. She'd asked Lupa once. The wolf goddess' answer didn't make sense, and she rebuffed her when Coral told her so.

It's been so long, I forgot, she'd said so loud in Coral's head. Children of the sea do not understand the purpose of the pack. Run along, pup.

I'm a guppy, Coral said aloud. I would be called a fry, not a pup.

Lupa growled. The warning was obvious, though Coral didn't know why it was being given. The growl faded out slow. All the while Coral stared deep into black eyes, unbothered and unafraid. In the back of her mind, she had the sense that she was supposed to be. That Lupa was a creature to fear. The other kids trembled when she stalked by. The wolves bowed their heads to her.

Coral never did. She found no reason to.

The final social aspect of the Wolf House was the journey to Camp Jupiter. It was awful.

From hour one of their venture, she'd become exhausted by the people she was with. The only exception was the Mors' girl. She was chattier than expected out of a child of death itself, but she was not intrusive. Where the others moaned about every little problem that came their way, she was more anecdotal. The few times she vented Coral didn't find herself winded by any of the words.

"Friendship isn't something I've ever needed," she said. "But you like your Annabeth. You need feelings to like her. And to like the other people I'm sure you have who are important to you.."

"Yeah," Percy said. His straw bounced against his lower lip. "Grover." A gentle smile tugged at the edge of his lips. "And my mom. She's great."

Coral nodded. "My mother's good too. I think she's the only person who loves me. And I didn't mind being around her before I left home." She glanced over at a dog jogging alongside their owner, then cut her eyes to Percy. "But I don't miss her."

He went stiff, eyes widening just a smidge. His grip on his drink tightened.

She leaned back on her hands. "I don't even know if I love her. I don't know what love is." She shrugged. "It's an intensity I don't have the capacity to experience."

Rumination slipped across his face. He sipped from his drink. She turned away The kids were now chasing each other again. The child who fell was laughing, the sound of their voice carrying faintly over.

When his sips turned into trying to drink the leftover ice through his straw, he said, "I can't imagine not loving my mom." There was a quiet grain in his voice. Not quite pity. An internal stress at the thought. A fearful possiblity. He popped the lid off his drink and shook the ice inside. "Or not being sure that I did."

She reached over and pressed the side of his cup with the tip of her forefinger. The sensation of rapid melting tickled against her palm. Once all that was left in his cup was cold water mixing with the soda he picked, she pulled away.

"No," she said. "It doesn't."

The phrase itself was spoken infrequently in their house, and only by her mother. She wasn't required to echo it back. Once, and only once, she asked what love was - what defined it, how people knew they felt it. The dictionary definition was vague at best. Intense feeling of deep affection for people. The definition for love of a thing made more sense to her - great interest and enjoyment. But even there she was stumped.

Coral, herself, was hollowed out and empty most of the time. When she wasn't, it was only the barest sense of emotion. Annoyance or confusion featured the most. It was vague haziness. Like a question mark of an emotion, versus a concrete feeling.

The emptiness made people difficult. Their problems, their needs. It all crafted a straightjacket she wanted to avoid. Lonely kids would try to befriend her at school only to realize she was not equipped to or interested in dealing with their sadness. She could play games with them. She could visit their house. She could sleep beside them in a sleeping bag.

But once they attached themselves to her side at all times, once they piled on or prodded at her empty center, the simplicity of what once was would immediately fall apart. Annoyance was usually what she felt. A vague creeping sense of wrongness.

The lack of space, physical or otherwise, was a cage. She wasn't an animal. Their endless emotional needs were burials, every word a shovelful of dirt trying to crush and suffocate her. Sticking their hands through her hollowed core and demanding something that wasn't there was just purely bothersome.

However, with her mother, with the girl before, with Percy? It was easier. Her mother gave her space at an early age. The Mors' girl never asked her to carry her problems like others did. Percy believed her when she said she felt nothing emotionally. They didn't require her to adapt herself to fix the world's silly molds.

With that in mind, she took a slow breath and reached over to pull Percy into her side. He stiffened up in surprise, but went easy.

"Coral-"

"Shush," she said. "It's called compassion." His laugh cut short with a quiet cry that he stifled. She stroked his hair. It had grown out some, still short, but shaggier now. "I'm not good at emotion. But I know they're important to have." She let him go and stood up. Gathering up their things, she held her hand out. "Come on."

There were worse things than a motel room. Despite popular theory, she found a good number of them to be clean and comfortable. Maybe the decor was strange, the carpet dull with time, but they were livable. That's what mattered.

Her current motel had a bathtub that she bullied Percy into. Turning on the tap, she sat on the dry side. The only sound between them was the sloshing of the water. Once it filled to just below the edge of the tub, she turned the tap off.

"I don't feel," she said. "But sometimes when I was younger, I would know that I was a certain way, even if the feeling wasn't there." She tapped the water. It rippled out across Percy's clothed torso. "Sitting in the tub would make those thoughts fade away."

Percy splashed the water over his exposed knees. "You think it'll make my feelings fade."

"No." She crossed her arms over the edge of the tub. "Those feelings are a wound that needs to heal. The tub isn't a therapist." She drew up a little spout of water that splashed against his cheek. "But it'll help."

He splashed the water over his knee again. Then again. Then again. Then turned his face just enough to catch her eyes. "Why are you trying to help me?"

"My mother told me that sympathy and compassion were important to focus on when you're not born with empathy," she said. She rested her chin on her wrists. "And I care about you." His brows furrowed. Her cheek squished into the back of her hand. "I don't need to feel things to know who's important, Percy."

She pulled back, planted her palms against the edge of the tub, and pushed up enough to lean over and kiss the top of his head. She counted to five in her head, then pulled back and relaxed back into the soft gray bathmat.

"I'm still a person," she added. "Even numb limbs feel something. The wires just get crossed so nothing processes. Or they don't know what it is, and that vagueness gets written off as absence. But even if people think I am, I'm not a robot."

He tilted his face away. Then leaned against the back of the tub. "Sometimes I don't know what I'm feeling. It's just a fog. But I know it's a lot." He closed his eyes. "And it's hurts." A ragged exhale shattered from his lungs. His hands drew up to the side of his head, gripping at his hair. "I just wanna stop. Feeling. Anything."

The water beneath him stirred. It cycled in a slow circle around him, before increasing in speed. The mini bathwater waves slashed against the rim of the tub.

"You can't," she said. "Even our father feels." She reached over and began detaching his hands from his head one finger at a time. "Your version is too emotional. Mine isn't. But he still feels, as small as it might be." Lowering both his hands into the water, she held onto them. He shook in her grip. "It's why he has his wife. It's why I'm here. Why the others before me were born. Even the uncaring sea knows that emotion is necessary to live."

Grief and distress covered his wet face. The water slowed down but thrashed around him, as though a writhing creature.

Or a drowning man.

She squeezed his hands. "You're lucky. Feeling the hurt means you know what the cause is. You can work it out, Percy. Not feeling anything means it takes you two months to realize the strangeness in your head every time you answer the phone is actually annoyance, or discomfort, because your classmate won't leave you alone."

His laugh was watery. His chest heaved in thick weary breaths. The water drew cold and colder, as though it was gearing up for a winter freeze.

Releasing one of his hands under the water, she cupped his cheek. "I can't be upset that I don't feel, because I can't feel enough to be upset. But I know it's something worthwhile because if it wasn't, the lack of it in myself wouldn't be so noticeable."

Their foreheads bumped together. Her eyes drew down to their entwined hands. She stroked his cheek until his breathing relaxed. His breath was warm against her skin. Sunlight slipped through her mind. Reflective waves. Boiling geysers.

"I'm dying." The words cut out of him in a whisper, a rasped confession. Even under the growing heat, he shivered. "It's like I'm trapped in a hurricane. No matter how hard I fight, I can't get out it." His voice went hoarse. "It wants to kill me."

"It's not going to kill you. Stop fighting it," she said. "Embrace the storm, remember?" She squeezed his hand again. "It's the only way you can get back to the calm."

#my writing #my fanfic #percy jackson #happy's asks #happy talks pjo #glitterytheoristmentality #oof i am. sleepy tired. but heyo! got another one. hugs and hugs everybody #at some point i should write down how coal is for some consistency between these drabbles but lmao who's got the time #daughters of neptune

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spaceraceart · 2 years

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what is the backstory behind sleazton? i saw all ur art and its super cool but like whats his deal? why is he like that? or is it just a random idea u drew with no real stuff behind it? /genq

i think ive answered something similar a while back when i first drew him (forgot to tag it with him lmao. that ask should be in the sleazton tag now). sleazton is just canon spamton but with a different look. i love how i normally draw spamton, pretty close to canon, but i wanted to experiment a little more with his look and came up with the sleazton design! in the universe he exists in, all addisons probably look similar to him (probably without the puppet-like features, but yeah).

(got kinda long so the rest under cut)

in a similar vein, sleazton also acts similar to canon spamton. however, since hes in a snowgrave timeline, i wanted to make him act more fucked up so to speak asgdhasdh like how spamton acts during that route. his EX form is then something that happens after he gets snowgraved, and from there he gets more vengeful and cold (lmao).

as for the backstory, he follows spamton's canon backstory. of course, his canon backstory is kinda vague soooooooo... i havent thought much about it, but sleazton was probably a big jerk in his big shot days. thats the most i have for him atm in terms of that hehehhee.

tldr; sleazton was more or less just a character design exercise, but i liked the design too much and wanted to do something more with it <33 he's kinda just normal spamton but with bed room eyes asdjashd

#asks #anonymous #text #spamton #spamton au #sleazton #interesting question!

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wildernessuntothemselves · 2 years

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soooooooo a new chapter and I've just finished it.......

still team taehyun lol, easily because he is the better one and I could see their future with each other if it weren't for Beomgyu (fuck you prince) like they could help each other grow and more important to be normal individuals. It is a better scenario for the oc to stay with taehyun as if it were me, i could never handle what would happen after i returned to the castle like nah i will pass.

i don't really know if it's just me as someone who has a lot of empathy and sympathy toward people in specific cases but from my point of view, taehyun lacks his parents' nurtured since he doesn't have one lmao. about beomgyu i don't know if his parents didn't raise him in a good way or if he was just born like that, but that is what differs them from each other, though i am sure they both have *cough* *cough* ALEXA PLAY DADDY ISSUES BY THE NEIGHBOURHOOD *cough* *cough*.

and yesssss omg, baby kai appeared yayy. i just knew that he was the only decent man in this story before i read the chapter. man could court me if he wanted, my dowry is ready honey (3000 love from me). no I'm serious, TAKE ME. CHOOSE ME. LOVE ME.

i wonder if y/n could escape the castle on her own like she make a whole ass plan about that. yk training secretly and outsmart beomgyu, i kinda hope to see that improvement in her since so far i have been very much proud of her. lol we kinda have some similar personality traits, to be honest, about 47%.

and finally, TAEHYUN AND OC ENDING SUPERIOR or maybe the reader dies with beomgyu, taehyun becomes more powerful so that the Imperial family won't kill him off with baby kai 😖😭. plsssss don't let it be a bad ending. normal ending or happy ending pls.

Have a great day, darling 😄😚.

-Iv :)

yeah they're helping each other be better human beings, aren't they?

tyun did lack a nurturing parent and his father would target any sign of weakness from him because he wanted to mold him into the perfect killing machine. as for gyu, he also never got any love from his father but instead of direct abuse, it was neglect and making him feel like he will never amount to anything. that's why he's so dependent on oc because with her he feels like he matters

not the take me choose me love me 😂 yup kai is a sweetheart and he's too pure for all of this... or is he? 👀

come on oc tyun trained you so much. show us what you got 💪 but she's a whole clown who is still in love with gyu so would she? :'D

hahaha i love how you're rooting for taehyun and kai more than the actual oc like it's fine she can die but not them

#thank you so much for the message babe #love ya #mort talks #yamqn #Iv :) anon

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misscaptainamericana · 3 years

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Nicole woke up staring at her ceiling with a sigh. “Alexa, turn on the first plug.” She said with a groggy tone but the AI turned on the Christmas lights around her room anyway. Rolling over to face her dog, she smiled as Kennedy snorted. “Good morning to you too bud. Gotta go outside?” The dog excitedly agreed and licked her face before hopping off the bed. “Alright, let’s go.” The two made their way downstairs and she let him out into the backyard. She smiled at him as he went off sniffing around the backyard. She went into her kitchen, grabbed a mug and started up her Keurig machine. After placing a k-cup into the slot and starting to brew her coffee, she did a few stretches. The dirty dishes in the sink caught her glance a few times along with the several ingredients spread out across her countertops. With a sigh, she grabbed her two-thirds of the way full-with-coffee and added an adequate amount of creamer before letting Kennedy back in. Nicole stopped to give him a treat before the two of them made their way back upstairs. She would normally set her coffee on the nightstand on the right side of the bed before crawling back in but she noticed there was something on it. As she got closer, she could tell it was a post it note and what was on it caused her to chuckle. She set her mug down on the opposite corner before sitting on that side of the bed to read it. It was a little note that said call me with his number and a small doodle of a spider from daddy long legs. She couldn’t help but smile as she recalled her joke she made towards his height the night before. Reaching back across her bed, she grabbed her phone off the charger and put his contact information in as daddy long legs. Opening up a new text conversation, she took a photo of the sticky note before texting him.

July 23 10:47 AM

Nicole: uhm, thank you for this? :) (crying laughing emoji) (attachment: photo of sticky note with spider drawing and his phone number) Chris: Ah, I see sleeping beauty has woken up. Nicole: yeah, yeah, yeah. How’s DC? Chris: Pretty good, on my way to a luncheon actually. Nicole: yikes, well I hope they actually give you some decent food. Chris: I know it won’t be half as good as the food in Texas. Nicole: damn straight, i’m having leftover pizza for breakfast as we speak Chris: Soooooooo jealous (crying single tear emoji)

July 26 2:47 PM

Chris: (Selfies of him and Dodger) Chris: I’m telling him about his new buddy! Nicole: you two are the cutest Chris: How’s Kennedy doing? Nicole: He’s good! I got his little kiddie pool full of water and he is just happy as can be Chris: That’s great, I hope they can meet soon. Nicole: me too :) they'd have a bunch of fun running around the yard together Chris: Oh definitely. I ordered Dodge that tennis ball launcher thing and he LOVES it. They have a common interest!

July 29 7:13 PM

Nicole: movie night :) Chris: Oh yeah? What are you watching? Nicole: Please tell me you know that your own movie came out on netflix today lmao Chris: Oh boy. Nicole: You know, I didn’t think I would like you with long hair but...fuck Chris: I hope you’re actually watching the movie and not just ogling at me. Nicole: I am!

August 4th 4:57 am

Chris: Shooting is about to go into full swing here so if I seem rushed or don’t reply right away, that’s why.

9:22 am Nicole: no worries! :) Same thing applies for me but when I’m streaming or filming so I get it. Nicole: I hope you have a fun day at work? That’s a thing for actors right? A good day? An interesting day? A productive day?

6:21 pm Chris: (crying laughing emoji) I’ll take all of it, thank you. Are you free?

8:56 pm Nicole: Not exactly, break time on stream. Doing some lunges while eating some string cheese, Ken is using the potty. Chris: Oh? How long have you been streaming today? Nicole: Four hours almost, I’d say this game is hard but I think I’m just not good at stealth or shooting games. Chris: I see, I see. Remember, stretches and water! Nicole: yesssss daddy long legs, talk to you after? Chris: I gotta head to bed, but I’ll talk to you tomorrow for sure. Nicole: okay :( i hope you sleep well and have a good start to your work day tomorrow.

August 7th 6:38 pm

Chris: I asked dodge for a backrub and all I got was a sloppy kiss to the face. (selfies of him and Dodger) Nicole: awwwwww :) Hard day at work? Chris: Been a couple of long days, yes. Nicole: well i would happily give you a backrub. Chris: Then what are you doing girl, get your ass up here. Nicole: we both know we have to work :(

August 16th 2:42 am

Nicole: CHRIS!!! WHAT THE FUCK?!?! I just watched Before We Go!!!!! WHY IS THERE A CLIFFHANGER?!? I NEED TO KNOW WHAT THE NOTE SAID Nicole: THAT IS SO RUDE I COULD CLEARLY SEE WORDS ON IT!!!!

5:33 am

Chris: Baby, you know I didn’t write the movie, right? Chris: Either way, it’s open to your interpretation. Do you want them to end up together?

8:37am

Nicole: I don’t know… I just want them to be happy. Nicole: and they were so happy together.

2:42 pm

Chris: See, so no cliffhanger. In your mind they’re happy together. Nicole: I guess :(

August 17th 7:16 PM

Nicole: I miss you so much, my bed is very empty now that you’re not in it. (selfies of her in skimpy pajamas) Chris: Shower looking empty too? Nicole: hardy har har Chris: Cmon, that was a good one. Are you really still pouting from yesterday? Nicole: maybe.

The few weeks had gone by fairly quickly, the texts had gotten a little less infrequent, and they seemed to be settling into the long distance rhythm of things. They were still facetime-ing each other every night that Nicole wasn’t up late streaming, but he would always try and facetime her when he had free time. It was an early Thursday afternoon when she got a call. Accepting it and setting her phone up so it could rest against the computer screen she smiled at her phone screen as he waved to her, “How’s filming going?”

“Oh it’s going good, we’re getting closer to the end of filming. We’re just doing a lunch break and wanted to see what you were up to.” He shut the door behind him before sitting down on the couch.

“I’m just editing some of the videos I’ve filmed this week. My friends are supposed to message me when they get off work so we can find out what games we’re playing this weekend.”

“Oh yeah, what are the options?” He asked while trying to find something to prop up his phone.

“Well we finally finished Wolfenstien: Youngblood. The game that we’ve been waiting for, Telling Lies, comes out tonight so we’re going to play that probably on Friday. We might just play Overwatch on Saturday.”

Chris finally got his phone propped up before opening his bag, “What’s the Telling Lies game about?”

“It’s a sequel to a detective game, I don’t know how to explain it.” She paused to laugh slightly, “Basically there is a big database and you search keywords to access different videos and you have to piece together what happened in the case. It has the really gorgeous girl from Love, Simon in it so I’m excited.”

He playfully raised an eyebrow, “Is this you giving me twenty-four hour notice to dump me?”

“No!” Nicole said with a loud laugh, “I just, she’s pretty to look at it. What’s for lunch today?”

“Ham sandwich, salt and vinegar chips, a pickle, and apple juice. Did you eat today?”

“Yeah, I had an acai bowl this morning, but my morning was like not even two hours ago.”

Chris nodded while chewing a bite of his sandwich and she smiled at him as she pulled her legs up onto her chair, “So, I sent the video over to Nick and the other lady so they could review it.”

“Why didn’t you send it to me?” He asked with a small pout.

“I didn’t know you would want to see it.”

“Of course I would want to see it… That was our first date, that was us falling for each other. I’d like to see it played back.”

Nicole laughed slightly, hugged onto her leg, “You know I had to edit the bulk of your flirting out right?”

“So, where’s the flirting cut?”

“On my hard drive.”

He smirked, “Can I have a copy of that?”

“I can put it on a flash drive and give it to you next time I see you, yeah.”

“I’d love that.” He smiled before going back to his lunch as they continued to talk about their plans for the rest of the week.

August 28th 6:12 pm

Chris: Hey beautiful lady. What are you up to? Nicole: getting ready for stream (selfie) Chris: You look so gorgeous Nicole: Yeah? You digging the blonde hair? Chris: Absolutely loving it Nicole: What’s my handsome man up to at this lovely hour? Chris: (sends photo of lasagna in the oven) Just made some dinner, about to put it in the oven Nicole: Looks yummy, I only had peanut butter toast and some apple sauce. Chris: Please tell me you’ve had actual food to eat today. Nicole: I had eggs and bacon today, it was when I woke up but the answer is still yes.

September 8th 11:48 pm

Chris: Hey, strange question, are you up? Nicole: Yeah, why? What’s up?

Nicole was taken off guard by the facetime call coming through her phone. “Uhm, Alexa, turn on the first plug.” She checked her hair and appearance in the camera before hitting accept to see him lying on his side shirtless in bed, “Hey. How are you doing?”

She smiled as his accent came through her phone speaker, “I’m doing good, just finished streaming like an hour ago. How are you?”

“I’m good, I’m good. Y’know, I actually got to tune in for a little bit.”

“You, uh, you did?”

“Is that okay? The game looked interesting.”

She nervously laughed, “No it’s fine, I just didn’t think you had a lot of free time and if you did have it I didn’t think you’d be watching me play video games.”

“I keep most of my nights free, sweetheart.” He smiled as he saw her blush and look away from the camera. “How have you been? I know it’s been a while since we’ve actually talked.”

“I’ve been alright, sent over the final edit to your manager and the three other people on that email thread yesterday. Kennedy ate a bee last week so that wasn’t fun but I sent you that picture at the vet, uhm…”

“Yeah, I’m sorry I forgot to follow up on that. He doing okay?”

“Oh he’s great now. He was coughing for a few days after but he’s good. Uhm, I’ve been watching your old movies while on the couch with him.”

“Oh really?” He raised an eyebrow before adjusting his place in bed, “How is that going?”

Nicole laughed slightly, “Uhm, Not Another Teen Movie was truly an experience.”

Chris couldn’t help but laugh, “You didn’t like it?”

“I didn't say that. It was just very much not what I was expecting.”

“Oh yeah, and what were you expecting?”

“I guess I just wasn’t expecting a stupid comedy. That sounds like such a dick thing to say but I watched Red Sea Diving Resort first and I really thought all your movies would be like that. It was different, like the two were on very different ends of the spectrum.”

“Did you watch anything else or did you give up after that?”

“I watched Playing It Cool and I really liked that one actually. But first, Not Another Teen Movie happened, so then I put on Gifted and grabbed a bottle of wine and cried on my couch.”

“Gifted is a really good one, and Playing It Cool was a lot of fun to make.”

Nicole smiled, “I didn’t even mean to start watching them. I just… You said you were busy filming and I missed you. I had nothing else to do so in my mind I was like maybe if I watch his art I’ll miss him a little less.”

“I guess the missing is mutual then.”

Her breath caught in her throat for a moment, “It is?”

“Of course it is. I wish I wasn’t so busy, I’d come back down there so we can make that pizza.”

“Oh yes, the infamous take home kit I didn’t tell you about.” She smiled as he laughed. Rolling over on her side, she propped her phone up against her water bottle before laying back against the pillow. “Do you work tomorrow?”

“Nope, I’m off for four days. Go back on Saturday and Sunday so we aren’t as much as a hindrance when we film in public locations. Did you-uhm.. I don’t know how to ask this.” He paused with a laugh looking her over, “What happened to the blonde? Was that a wig?”

Nicole reached up and pulled on one of her curls, “Yeah, I wear a lot of wigs.”

“Is...That a wig?” He asked cautiously, causing her to giggle and shake her head. He raised an eyebrow leaning into the camera waiting for her to explain, “This isn’t a wig. This very curly coily afro is my natural hair.”

Chris nodded in response, “So, when I was there was it straightened or-

“I was wearing a wig when you came over, yes.”

“Seriously?”

“Seriously serious.”

He couldn’t help but smile, “That was a really great wig, I didn’t even think twice about it.”

“That’s kinda the point.” She said with a little laugh watching as he propped his phone up on a pillow next to him.

“So, that’s your natural hair with nothing done to it?”

“This is my hair taken out of the braids, so the curls are looser than they normally are. I’m going to wash it tomorrow and then it’ll be really small tight coils. But when it dries it's still very big, coily, extra thick hair.”

“Why didn’t you wear your hair like that when I was there?”

“I just...It’s complicated really but the short answer is I think I look better in wigs.”

“I think you look beautiful right now.”

“Well, thank you.” She said quietly, hugging tighter onto her pillow before looking at him, “Maybe next time I see you I’ll make sure my braids are out and you can see it.”

“I’d like that...How does taking time off work for you?”

“Well, it’s not often that I do but when I do I plan ahead. You know, you record more videos so they can continue to post. I put out a tweet like hey guys, I’m sick or visiting family. Streams are postponed but videos will continue, I’ll be back later, yada yada.”

“You wanna come stay at my house for two or so days?”

Her eyes widened at his question and she had to wonder if she had even heard him right. “The fuck?”

“I mean, if that’s overstepping just forget I-”

Nicole started to laugh nervously, “No, no, I’m just extremely excited that you want to spend time with me and my brain just shot out the first thing that came to mind. I am so sorry.”

He laughed that beautiful laugh and she smiled, “So, Boston or around there or something… Uhm, when?”

“Tomorrow.”

“T-tomorrow?” “Yeah, we could fly you out tomorrow, stay the night, get two full days, and fly home the day after that. I’m filming this show. It's only like 30 minutes away but I would feel bad pulling you away from your work and then making you sit here all day until I get home.”

“I mean, I wouldn’t mind…It would probably be super weird for me to be alone in your house though, you know what. Forget I said anything. Yeah, I think I could throw a bag together and head over. Do I just go to the airport and ask for the pilot or how do rich people things work?”

He laughed, “Well don’t call it a rich people thing for starters because that makes me really uncomfortable. But the building is sort of by the airport you guys have there, it’s on the other side of it all. I’ll send you the address and then I guess it’ll be five your time. I'll text you what FBO it is and the time. It won’t be before nine because I know you don’t like waking up super early. Uhm, but yeah. We’ll get you all set up. Do you wanna bring your dog?”

“I can bring my dog?”

“It’s a private jet, why not?”

“A private jet? They just go whenever you want that fast?”

“Well, I called them while you were streaming and I figured if you couldn’t take time off at least I could go down and see you.”

Nicole couldn’t help but smile, “You were gonna come down and see me again?”

“Of course, baby. I miss you.”

“I miss you too.” She took a deep breath before nodding, “Alright, so do you want to stay on the phone with me while I pack for our little trial trip?”

“A trial trip?”

“I didn’t say that.” Nicole let out a nervous laugh as he spoke over it, “No, no, you gotta tell me now. What’s a trial trip?”

“No, Chris. It’s stupid. I was thinking out loud, I couldn’t stop my mouth.”

He smiled, “Tell me.”

“You know, a trip to see if this could even be something. Short and sweet in case things go wrong.”

He paused with a nod, “But what if things go right?”

“Well, I guess we will plan for the next trip when I get back home.”

He couldn’t stop smiling, “Okay, I’m gonna get some sleep since it’s almost one thirty in the morning here.”

“That’s understandable. I’ll talk to you soon.” She said blowing him a kiss as he waved before hanging up the call.

(Next Chapter)

#rewrite the stars #chris evans fanfiction

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calpalsworld · 3 years

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Got A LOT of asks about Wu and Garmadon and their shapeshifting in Ninjago Respun so heres a BIG answer instead

[spoilers for canon Ninjago lore, and minor spoilers for Respun lore since I’ll gradually explain this all in canon anyway. Only read this if you are DYING to know I guess?] [Whenever I say “we’ll talk about that later” that basically means I won’t talk about that further even if you ask, sorry D: Gotta wait for the comic to address that.] CONTEXT: The First Spinjitzu Master was SOOO strong. He was NOT supposed to exist, not just because of the eternal war between Oni and Dragon, but because sex between the two does NOT usually yield any Baby?! (Plus some other reasons ill talk about later). So like. Woaaah wtf? So.... that one baby? The First Spinjitzu Master? Yeah, he is a god! All the powers that dragons and oni have? He has them, and more.

SOME FIRST SPINJITZU MASTER DETAILS:

Dragons usually only have titles for names, so “First Spinjitzu Master” is literally his name.

He is immortal.

Oni are shapeshifters with no defined form. Dragons are shapeshifters too, but to a lesser extent (we’ll talk about that later). So the First Spinjitzu Master is a shapeshifter too. And so, humans are literally the fursona of the FSM.

He can create shit like its no big deal. He made the land, the plants, the animals, the people, the elements -- he made *almost* EVERYTHING in the realm of Ninjago (we’ll talk about that later).

Some aspects of Ninjago’s many cultures came from the First Spinjitzu Master -- from Oni and Dragon -- but other parts developed independently. In the Oni-Dragon language, “he” is a pronoun referring to Oni, and “she” is a pronoun referring to Dragons. There are other things too but that would take A LONG TIME to talk about... moving on...

HISTORY OF WU AND GARMADON’S SHAPESHIFTING AND ONI-DRAGON HERITAGE BIRTH | YEAR 0: So, the immortal Oni-Dragon named the First Spinjitzu Master, aka: God, decided to create people for his cool awesome realm. He wanted humans to be different from himself, but he also wanted a couple people who were just like him that could continue his legacy. He wanted people who could forever defend what he created. So he just mpregged himself and made two kids! Lying: He summoned them into existence, no pregnancy involved, sorry. Cries. The first he created was named Garmadon (named by himself), and the second he created was named Wu (named by his dad like a loser HAHA). Garmadon was born (created) in late winter, and Wu was born (created) in early summer. Wu and Garmadon are biologically identical to their father, half Oni, half Dragon, and immortal. But they are not as powerful as him. Beings equally strong as himself would be impossible for the FSM to create. His sons don’t have the same creation powers as him, but they have the same Oni and Dragon abilities. When Wu was born (created), Garmadon instantly chose to look almost identical to Wu. He previously had a different form that the First Spinjitzu Master designed for him, but fuck that (we call this becoming the realm of Ninjago’s first transgender person). At birth they looked and acted like they were around 3 years old. CHILDHOOD | YEARS 0-30: Wu and Garmadon’s physical forms are a conscious decision, but are also affected by their subconscious mental states. This caused them to age like MOSTLY like a normal child would... just a BIT slower. They also interacted mostly with people the same age as them, and chose to age like they did (we’ll talk more about this later). Garmadon got bit by the Great Devourer when he was 7. His eyes would look like he is really high sometimes (glow red) because of the curse, unrelated to shapeshifting. He also has a scar on his arm from the bite and the venom. It is usually very hard to scar an Oni/Dragon, but it was a powerful, long-term, magical wound. The bite caused him to become soooooooo angry and evil that he made up a Oni-persona because Onis look evil and cool. The two of them were always distracted by exploring the world, rather than questioning who they were. They just knew their father was from “outside the realm” and “half oni, half dragon.” They knew he and they could live forever, while others couldn’t, and knew they could shapeshift, while others couldn’t. But they never questioned him further, like.... they didn’t really care lol. Around 30 they looked/acted like they were around 15 years old (around 30 is when they met Aspheera btw). TEENAGE YEARS/YOUNG ADULTHOOD | YEARS 30-70: More adventuring and not caring about who they are. On one adventure, Wu got “crucified” by a village of people, Breaking-Wheel-Style on a Dharmachakra, while Garmadon watched and laughed. Eventually Wu and Garmadon met this woman on their adventures. [[Ninjago spoilers, cough cough --mystaké, --cough cough]]. She cryptically explained a few things: Dragon and Oni were at war in the past, Dragons create, Oni destroy, and currently the two species are dispersed across the realms. Wu and Garmadon’s father got mad at this lady for spilling all these beans, so she shut up about the dragon and oni shit, but still guided them in other ways for many many many many many many many many years to come. Around age 60, Wu and Garmadon looked about 30 years old. Their father passed on when they were 60, and the brothers began to diverge in the way they physically looked. Prior to this, they were near identical and relatively normal looking. My dearest apologies to those of you who love sexy 30 year old sensei Wu, buuuttttttttt, over the next decade, Wu became eldercore and wisdompilled as fuck. Meanwhile, Garmadon became a ripped 7′0 hottie (smh), who SLOWLY got older over centuries, paralleling Misako’s age. We’ll talk about Misako later. CENTURIES GO BY | YEARS 70-450: Btw, despite being really hard to scar, Wu got scars on his arms from another “crucifixion” at some point. (we’ll talk more about this later). .......More stuff happens.... not related to onis or dragons shapeshifting...... At age 450: -- oh crap GARMADON YOURE EVIL AF *banishes him*. We’ll obviously talk a LOT more about the banishment event later, ofc. Garmadon gets #pissed and so #fuck #anger #kill that he turns into his four-armed oni-persona. Wu and Garmadon know dragons. Wu hid the four golden weapons so Garmadon could never get them, and had dragons guard them. He is actually pretty tight with these dragons. They’re his friends. They were friends with Garmadon too. In the “Pilot”, “Weapons of Destiny”, Wu could’ve stopped these dragons from fighting the Ninja, but he wanted to test his students lmao. As for Oni, Wu and Garmadon (believe they) have never met a full-Oni. UP TO THE CURRENT DAY | YEAR 610. Most of Ninjago’s people know nothing about Oni and Dragons. Oni and Dragons are just mythological, often dismissed as fake. They don’t know Wu, Garmadon, and the First Spinjitzu Master are related to Oni and Dragon at all. Their origin doesn’t need explanation to most citizens. People just think, “Oh, The FSM, Master Wu, and Lord Garmadon? You mean God, Jesus, and Evil Jesus?” (Of course, the “Jesus” part is COMPLETELY non-diegetic, and they don’t actually call them that. They don’t know wtf Jesus is). I could go off about religion in Ninjago, but don’t get me started lol XD So, in conclusion, we got two immortal half-dragon-half-oni idiots that are worshipped by the average citizen. Wu is purposefully eldercore, and Garmadon is purposefully a ripped 7′0 oni-persona hottie. Post that explains rules of oni-dragon shapeshifting. That’s the lore at the moment. Any thoughts? Criticisms? Any other questions?

#sorry for inconsistent capitalization #deleting all asks on this topic now #this is p much everything i am ok with revealing about wu and garm ooc #but if anything is confusing feel free to ask and i might clarify

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meowmeowmessi · 4 years

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You have so many rights for saying this about bitter sam girls. I am a Sam stan and even though Dean has sometimes hurt him he is still the one who loves him most. And Sam loves him more than anyone or anything. Honestly if 15x18 was about s*stiel, Sam would say "I am sorry, Cass, please don't do this" and feel really guilty about his sacrifice but he would never go to the same lengths he went for Dean to bring Cass back.

sometimes when I'm bored and have nothing to do I idly wonder if any bitter sam stans have cancelled me for my opinions fdjklfdjkl (probably not bc I'm not that popular lmao) so thank you for the ✨validation✨ maybe it's bc I follow blogs run by sam stans (mostly) but lately I'm seeing an influx of dean hate which I don't get at all??? like you said so yourself, yes dean has hurt sam at times but he's never, never had malicious intentions??? imho dean post s10 has improved so SO much. he's always soft with sam and he's willing to listen to him and tries to comfort him when he's upset and they no longer have fights??? just -- think about how bad it could've been after dean found out that sam was working with the bmol behind his back. but there was no big fight? dean was understanding and while he didn't give his own MOM a chance, he decided to listen to sam and work with the bmol. he lit rally only gave in bc SAM asked. when bitter sam stans say dean infantilizes sam and is controlling and overprotective of him in the later seasons idk what to tell them, but dean has always been this way??? once again, sam and dean aren't normal people. sam's hero worship of dean and his belief that dean can kick the literal devil's ass isn't normal. dean being batshit crazy about sam and doing the most morally questionable at best and horribly wrong at worst thing when it comes to him isn't normal (YES I'm talking about s9). dean has said so in canon that protecting sam and watching out for him isn't a "job" to him -- it's who he is. that is NEVER going to change. E V E R. so bitter sam stans getting all indignant whenever dean makes an executive decision on sam's behalf makes me laugh. I'm kind of reaching a point where I want to gatekeep spn from anyone who watches it for only one (1) of the brothers. bc aside from hellers who are from a completely different universe (so I won't even bother with them), these extreme bro stans have the worst takes i've seen so far.

(well, them and the stannies who apparently enjoy the brobond but are like WincEstiEs dNi. those are another subclass of loons lmao.)

aaaaaaand I'm rambling again. smh.

NOW. about s*stiel. does it have more rights than dustyhell? hell yeah. but that's not saying much lol. like I said before -- bitter sam stannies who hate dean but think cass treats sam like a princess make me laugh. that's -- that's fanon s*stiel. the only reason why s*stiel seems like a "soft" ship is bc SAM is one half of the ship. he forgives cass for his every transgression while dean is RIGHTFULLY furious with him. cass is a pretty toxic friend and his relationship with sam, while better than whateverthefuck it is that he has going on with dean, is still pretty wishy washy from his side. sam clearly cares for him, but like you said, sam's love for cass can never compare to what he feels for dean. if dean ever had to kill cass for sam he'd do so in a heartbeat, with zero regrets, while if sam had to do the same for dean he'd just feel awfully guilty about having done it afterwards (and dean would try to comfort him like he did in the rupture). that's pretty much how their relationship is. s*stiel shippers are still nicer than destielies, it's just the hypocrisy I'm seeing from them about how dean aBusEs sAm aNd iS A wAr cRimiNaL aNd tHuS iSnt wOrtHy Of hiM while they ship sam with CASS of all people who put him thru so. much. SHIT. that annoys me. lit rally like hellers who are all jOhN iS SooOooOoO aBusiVe hEs tHe dEviL inCarnAtE while they coddle cass and call him a pUrE ciNnaMon rOLL uwu when in reality he's just as much of a monster as the ones sam and dean hunt on a daily basis. I mean,,,,,,,,, he went all hitler while he was godstiel and killed a bunch of people with no remorse lol. such a baby in a trench coat amirite. (the fact that at least the older cass had the power AND balls to commit war crimes while post s6 cass is just a wimp,,,,,,, i will never not find this amusing lmao)

#asks #anti castiel #lit rally why do bitter sam stans want sam to be validated by CASS of all people 😭😭😭#this is like going to moocher and asking him if HE thinks jared is a good actor skjlsjsksjk #anyway i think the point of my rant was #anti dean hate #anti sastiel #just to be safe #s*stiel still has more rights than deathstiel but if you hate dean then the show ain't for you son #i mostly bitch about bitter sam stans bc I come across them more #I /know/ bitter dean stans are on a whole different level of cray cray kay #i guess i'd expected some common sense from sam stans but nOPE #my fault for putting too much faith in this cursed fandom lol #anyway tldr: I agree with you nonnie!#*more often

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shouto will try to save dabi as his younger brother and not a hero, not someone with a better quirk; just shouto who suffered same as touya and wants to reconcile with his older brother as well as tell him his feelings and abuse are validated. shouto saving dabi is okay for me (ofc it depends on how the author handles it) but deku "saving" shigaraki is a lot more complicated tbh. because deep down, what shigaraki really craves is not complete destruction but the safety of a happy home (2/5)

that has been completely lost to him (not that it was ever there to begin with) yet he was happy with his family except for the time his dad was around. the guilt of killing his family and the fact that they would never come back to him still weighs down on his heart ("it is like i will never feel better again") unlike dabi, for whom the least his family gotta do is acknowledge his struggles and his person; for shigaraki, there is nothing left in the world. i want something more meaningful(3/5)

in "saving" shigaraki in the end, something that makes him (as well as me as a reader) feel that: yeah, this is something worth living for and not some inspirational talk (courtesy this being a shonen manga) which suddenly makes Shigaraki leave behind his (very rightful) convictions and change his view about the currently-rotten hero society. Because again and again, all that has happened to him is even his found-family torn apart (kurogiri, twice etc) so how is he supposed to (4/5)

trust the very heroes who are the reason for his life being a tragedy (same with twice) & allow to be saved by them? meaning, now it's Deku who needs a stronger conviction. just "i wanna save that little crying boy" is not conviction strong enough coz Shigaraki is not a crying boy anymore. unlike a young impressionable Eri who got saved by a hero with a cape, he is an adult who knows very well about the hero society and their hollow words. (so sorry it went so long; i had to say this to you)

ANON!!

I think tumblr ate part 1 of your ask so I'm sorry, I'll answer based on what you were able to send

So I agree with everything you said!!!

I'll say first that Shigaraki's convictions don't need to change. Just his methods. But moving on--

I've said it many many many times. I want Shigaraki to find family in those around him. Yes, the LOV is a found family, but the jury is out on who all will survive aside from the main 3. I don't expect them to die really but...trust issues. Also, the fact that Touya's endgame is with his family, it just makes me think that while they'll all always be very close and a found family, they might not necessarily spend every second of every day together like they do right now. Like, they'll start their own lives. The lives they want to live. Spinner literally has a fandom lmao. I wouldn't be surprised if he was like the face of advocacy for people with heteromorphic quirks. Compress deserves to become the magician he always wanted to be. A magician who steals from the rich. Lmao.

But in all seriousness--I so much agree that Midoriya's conviction needs to be stronger. And I think him saving Shigaraki will absolutely go beyond just taking him away from AFO. It has to. Like once he gets him away from AFO, it would be dumb for him to just say "bye" and go back to his normal life. No, they need to stay together and help each other. Midoriya saving him needs to extend to him staying with him after and helping and watching him heal and grow. Like, I've no doubt that Shigaraki will want keep the one person who viewed him as worth saving close and in his life. And I've no doubt that Midoriya will want to stay too after he's saved him.

I had to emphasize that ^^ because some asshole yesterday thought it'd be cute to test my patience on this subject that I talk at length about....and draw....and very obviously care deeply about. Anyway~

Shigaraki absolutely needs a family. I've said it many times that I want him and Midoriya to act like brothers eventually. After all, the whole AFO and OFA conflict is a war between two BROTHERS. Soooooooo yeah. But not just Midoriya. Toga and Bakugo too. Toga is not gonna go home to her family. Her parents had no problem shunning her so, I am doubtful she'll go back to them. So her and Shigaraki will probably remain really close, and Midoriya and Bakugo can be there for that too. And Ochacko! Like....all of them should stay together. The Todosiblings included. Shouto and Touya would definitely be a part of that group in MY ideal ending.

Shigaraki needs to be surrounded by people who accept him and love him. Touya has that with his biological family. Shigaraki will have to find that with the kids who worked to save him, and the LOV members who accepted him from the beginning.

Also, the kids who worked to save him would absolutely benefit from seeing him improve and heal and live his life. That's seeing their hard work pay off. Seeing that they made someone's life better and therefore made the world a better place and less cruel. That's hope. That's a happy ending.

Everybody ending up together and staying with each other is the best ending I can imagine, and I hope we get something similar to that, if not exactly that.

#bnha #bnha asks #anonymous #boku no hero academia #shigaraki tomura #shimura tenko #midoriya izuku

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moonasheschevalier · 4 years

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As Sesskagu shipper I must say that it would be amazing if somehow Kagura reincarnated as human and became the mother of twins.

But that discourse over Rin's being a mother is just hilarious.

Stop harrassing people who ship adult Rin with Sesshoumaru.

First of all, do you people got any, at least a single manga frame/anime shot where Rin calls Sesshoumaru her dad? Or Sesshoumaru's calling Rin his daughter? Ofc not. Something like this never happened.

More important Sesshoumaru never was depicted as a pedophile, and I remind you all, that he also traveled with Kohaku too.

Stop calling Rin a kid. She was a kid, but she's human, she's growing up and getting older.

If the cd drama was about the proposal it didn't mean that Rin and Sess engaged right after.

You all consider Sesshoumaru behave like a grown up man, but he and Inuyasha mentally and visually were depicted like what, teens? Those two and other characters were growing up with the audience.

Don't forget that whatever happened in the manga happened in the Feudal Japan. Life at that time was a nightmare, and it was well depicted in the Inuyasha's manga/anime.

I shall remind you, that the age of marriage in Feudal Japan was way more under 15-16 yo, so if Sesshoumaru proposed by the time Rin was about that age, it would be considered as something normal? If Kagome would took Rin to our Era, than yeah, at this time and within the modern society probably it all could be different. But we're talking about the Feudal Japan Era. So stop.

I also remind you that Kagome, 15-16yo girl ended up with Inuyasha, 100yo+ halfdemon but nobody cared, nobody called that pedophilia.

Again, the life at that time in Feudal Japan was a nightmare. Imagine being an orphan who lived and died in the village where you were hated and bullied and then you were rescued and brought back to life 2 times by literally a god, a good spirit, kami, for who time is something that doesn't matter, but your life matters so much they literally are ready to sacrifice everything for you. Someone who is perfect, a hero in your eyes. Just look how every second Inuyasha's fangirl of teens age (and older) is thirsty for Sesshoumaru. So for the whole goddamn army of fangirls it is okay to fall in love with the fictional character but for another fictional character of the same age or at older age it is... a no-no?

Lmao!

As I said, neither Rin or Sesshoumaru ever called each other daugther or father, so stop with the "he was like a daaad to her" crap. Prove me with manga shots that I'm wrong. Until the official info comes out cut it out.

If people ship Sesshoumaru with adult Rin - it is okay.

She never was his daughter. Not by blood or by the bond.

He never was attracted to her romantically or sexually.

She never was attracted to him romantically or sexually.

Because she was a kid before. But.

She can't stay a kid FOREVER.

She grows up and she might develop some feelings for Sesshoumaru later. Can't blame her, he's probably one of the most handsome demons in Inuyasha. And I literally can't blame him for falling in love in the future with the girl who is like the sun??? I doubt that there might even be any other woman who can be closer to Sess, closer than/as close as Kagura or older Rin.

Stop saying that Sesshoumaru was buying Rin's love with gifts like pedophile do.

Rin's an orphan. She had no money, nothing. And Sesshoumaru was responcible for saving a human. Just imagine saving someone and leaving them to die cuz they are homeless/orphans/have no money. Remember he got her a kimono dress as a gift? Even now a real well made kimono's costs as the whole new car. I doubt tho that she would ever sell any gift from Sesshoumaru. But it's something that may help her if she's in trouble when he's not around.

Having one of the most powerful demons as your husband in Feudal Japan means a way better life. The life better than any human empress can have.

As long as it isn't Inuyasha's mom...

Stop saying that by that logic Sess might be a pedo in waiting. As I said, it was never confirmed or shown that he was sexually/romantically attracted to Rin when she was a kid. In cd drama he is talking to older Rin, which indicates that he probably developed feelings for her later. It also might be that she has some feelings too, tho it's not clear for who. Rin and Sessomaru don't live in our Era, they live in feudal Japan. Also, neither Kagome or Jaken are disgussed or unhappy in the cd drama when they hear Sesshoumaru, and Kagome called it a proposal after all. Kagome.

Finally, the time Rin and Sesshoumaru spend together. They probably spent a year together at max. All the time after that she spent with humans, Kagome, Miroku, Sango and the rest. Probably, Sesshoumaru and Rin spent even less time together, less than a year? Wow, that's soooooooo much time to develop father-daughter relationship... no, actually it's not. Way not enough time. By that time Kagome and Inuyasha, Miroku and Sango already are good parents figures for Rin??

Sesshoumaru becomes Rin's ward, guardian, but no dictionary will tell you that it means becoming a father.

A ward, a guardian, a knight in the shining armor.

I don't understand the other half of people here who whenever see male/female relationship call them father and daughter especially when it's never confirmed or their type of relationship is completely different???

Sure, you don't have to ship everything in a romantic way, but as long as whatever you say isn't confirmed officially by mangaka/studio can some people calm down and leave Sessrin shippers, those who ship Sess and adult Rin alone?

As also a Kakasaku shipper I already said this once:

These aren't the relationships about a pedophile and a child. Go, read Genji Monogatari, read how the Prince was a reason why beatiful woman dies and then the prince takes care of her daughter with the thoughts to raise her as his perfect future wife. Now that's gross, even the girl understood that - the authoress depicted too well how awfull the life of women was back at that time.

So, you if see people shipping adult and a kid - seems like those people got a problem.

But if you are against somebody shipping two adults - then it's you who's got a problem. Deserve an instant block.

P. S.

So yeah, whoever reblogs answer this with "imagine shipping/justifying that in 2k20" go do something better with your life, honestly. Scream whatever you want but shipping two adults means shipping two adults. If you still gonna rant how my point of view is ruining your daddy-dauther headcanons which by some strange logic some people consider as something official, canon material without any proof than idk... get help.

#Inuyasha #Anti Sessrin bs #Sessrin

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redxblueihateloveyou · 4 years

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i know that there are rinharu shippers that exaggerate interactions and read too deeply into them, but ngl mh shippers take it to a whole new level. Like, yeah we all know Haru cares about Mako, he's his best friend, but they take soooooooo many things and twist it out of context and then try to claim it as canon. i don't get it. it's fine if makoharu is your deal, but then they use it to attack rinharu and its like not. even. canon???

Every shipper exaggerates their otp moments, I mean, it’s a normal thing. But there’s a huge difference between taking an existing moment and overemphasizing it and taking this moment and turning it completely upside down, you know what I mean? Take a canon moment and go ahead and exaggerate it, but don’t create something that didn’t happen and exaggerate it, and don’t take a canon moment and make it the complete opposite of what happened.

I think it’s perfectly okay and understandable, when you like see your ship smile at each other or smth and freak out, for example. Or like when Rin said that maybe he and Haru also gonna be in one bed together next year, like I think, I deserve to make a big deal out of this, cause... I mean, it’s right there. He said it, not me.

Or take me, for example, after the new bnha ova, when I went like “tododeku flirted and forgot bakugou under the rocks”, which was like a hilarious scene. I’m of course exaggerating, cause I just found it funny that they started talking about getting out without even looking around for the third party, that could be crushed under rocks, but I’m just joking. I mean, you can’t help but joke at scenes like this, when it’s your otp.

Now imagine if todobaku fans for example were watching that scene in ova and be like “Todoroki only ran to Midoriya because he thought Bakugou was buried under him, and then Midoriya threw a magic dust at him so he couldn’t remember anything.” Can you even imagine such madness? Now that’s how most Makoharu fans are watching Free!

And I just want to say, that I’m normally in many fandoms are so good with people who ship something that I don’t. I mean, I absolutely love bakudeku and todobaku fans, like 90% are so sweet and they even write comments under my tododeku vids like “this is amazing, respect from bakudeku gang” and KNB fandom is very nice no matter what they ship, and etc.

But.. but makoharu, I mean Makoto fans, I in all seriousness cannot talk to. I mean, these bunch... most of them don’t even like Makoto for who he is. They sell him as some protective and secretly very dangerous dude. It’s like if I said that Haru is my favorite, cause he’s so good at communicating with people.

I mean, to create something that’s completely OOC and claim that it’s there is just utter nonsense to me. Like when someone wrote that Haru is unrequitedly in love with Makoto, I almost peed myself from laughing, but honestly at some point it all got to the point where it’s not funny anymore, cause when you read their posts, you realize that they’re serious.

I mean you gotta realize that when you change characters to the point that they’re not these characters anymore, it’s not called “all ships are valid”, it called “pure stupidity”. Because it’s not the said ship already. It’s some other characters.

And when you constantly post not in your tag and get jealous of a rinharu post that got 20k notes and screenshoot it on insta even tho it has nothing to do with your ship and wasn’t even tagged no by makoharu no by makoto, there’s clearly something not okay with you, just saying.

And I’ve seen some fandoms/ships who twist everything to the point where it gets histerical.

Like when, for example, when Eren told Mikasa that he always hated her because she behaves like a slave without her own will, and they interpreted it as “he said it because he loves her so so much” and I’m not joking there’s a whole tumblr post dedicated to this.

And I’ve seen some fandoms/ships who twist everything to the point where I’m genuinely worried for people’s sanity.

Like when V had a live translation and someone wrote him about getting on with Jungkook (1stly, are u even ok???) and he addressed this and asked to stop being delusional, and that they’re friends. I legit thought maybe it’ll stop people, until next day I saw a post on YouTube about how Bighit tries to cover vkook with jikook and Jimin is an asshole who always hangs on Jungkook... I’m like I do not know how to react to this. I mean, do I wanna ask why Bighit would want to cover one gay BTS ship with another one? Or should we just skip to the question “are you okay?” lmao

But I still think Makoharu fans take the cake tbh.

I mean it’s not about the ship wars, because I normally don’t mind anyone shipping anything, since everyone has their own tastes and some people, like in real life, see love in all kind of crazy shit. Like someone thinks “he treats you like shit and yells at you, means he loves you”, someone think that it’s if you’re with somebody all your life or grateful for something... ppl mistake this for love too. And hey, to everyone love means different things. Someone just settle for things, some dream big and wants to live a life. No judging.

But like if you ship makoharu, accept it for what it is, not for something it’s clearly not. But once again, it’s mostly makoto fans, cause it’s all going from twisting a character, and pretending he’s not what he is.

But then once again, many people do not understand characters in anime in general. Like if you think Momoi is really Kuroko’s love interest and do not see what author intended, you probably need to broaden your horizons a bit.

Or like if you think that, idk, Alois is a villain, Lance is really this cheerful and Kuroko is an angel. I mean, it’s hilarious how even in some obvious situations people do not get things. Like seriously, maybe put just a tiny bits of brains into work when you’re watching, this is all I ask.

And don’t get me wrong, I won’t generalize and say that all makoharu shippers are like that, but there are some ships and sometimes even whole fandoms whose most fans are just dumb, and makoharu is in top three of those for sure. I’m sorry, but it’s true, you saw it. I just can’t even have a normal conversation or a healthy argument with them, cause the logic doesn’t exist there.

And ones again, don’t get me wrong, you can be the smart one in the dumb fandom, too. Sometimes fandoms embarrass nice people, it happens.

#answered #anonymous #anime #rinharu #Free!#harurin #otp #shipping #free #free! iwatobi swim club #sharkbait

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tellywoodtrash · 4 years

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immj2 30+31.12.20 lbs

30.12.20

lmao ep starts off itself with vansh and kabir ka staring match.

vansh steady in first place, not having blinked for................ like 3 minutes now? this dude a fucking freak.

while riddhima gazes adoringly at him thinking bhagwaan ne mujhe itnaaaaaaaaaa achcha pati diya hai. pft. idk what the hell sins you did in your last life riddhima, to get a husband like this one in this life, but it had to be something reallllllllllll bad. like stealing from little orphans and kicking puppies or some shit.

thankfully dadi is here to put an end to this chutiyaapa.

countdown blah blah, no1 currrrrrrrrr.

itna pheeeeeeeeeenka happy new year. bhai-behen ho kya???

now we talking.

he just says some trite shit like new kahaani that will be remembered for ages blah blah and gives creepy looks. dude why can’t you be normal on oneeeee bloody day?

ahaana also giving random creepy looks seeing vansh/riddhima hugging. and she goes and............

i think i watch this show and rrahul a little too closely ki i instantly knew this isn’t his hand and thus it’s not vansh’s hand she’s holding.

yupppppppppp. bola tha na.

damn they make a hotass couple of shady bitches.

ok wow i’m really feeling it. wish kabir wasn’t a sociopath who is incapable of feeling attachment (“love” is too strong a word) for anyone but his mother.

lmao his reaction when ahaana tells him ki riddhima didn’t believe any of the pattiii she padaofied her about vansh.

ok but how do these two know each other??? matlab yeh le aaya hai issko? i thought vansh le aaya hoga?!!?

mereko kya kaunsa manhoos le aaya? i’m just here for the attractive ppl pressing their bodies up against each other. keep on keeping on, #KaHana

he’s warning her against ever double-crossing him and dude the angry/hate-sex vibes here are *~~~ExQuISiTe*~~~~

the way she’s confidently gazing at him all sexy tells me she’s a much more seasoned player than riddhima and i already love her more than the damn lead of the show.

damn. that’s a gnarly period you got riddhima. that’s an unusual amount of flow. go see a doctor about it, sis.

i’ve heard about ppl making art with menstrual blood and all, but this is fucking ridiculous.

anyway of course the dumbass goes investigating it. and got fucking attacked in the storeroom and SOMEONE HUNG HER UP. LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN THIS MESSED UP HOUSE DUDE????/ WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU STILLL LIVE HERE????

Chehra Appreciation Break

asadkjasldjlaskdjlsakjdlas the way he’s yelling for everyone and interrogating them of their whereabouts coz riddhima’s missing.

lmao ishani and ahaana’s reactions at this temper tantrum are fucking amazing.

dang what’s with the suuuuuper orange lower half of his face???? ugh. the foundation woes are back now that the beard’s growing back in.

anyway he went barrelling off to find her after some more chabaaya hua dhamkis at his fam. ahaana already regretting moving into this pagaal khaana.

this scene is so fucking disturbing to watch that i don’t even wanna fucking cap it. but she was legit getting HANGED and he managed to get there in the nick of time and save her.

how, you ask? BY SHOOTING AT THE ROPE, INSTEAD OF JUST.......... DOING SOMETHING NORMAL LIKE RUNNING AND PUTTING THE STOOL BACK UNDER HER FEET TO STABILIZE HER. THIS SHOW IS JUST FUCKING BATSHIT INSANE, MY LORD.

this poor girl, my god. i don’t think i’ve ever watched a tellywood FL be tortured to the extent that this one is on a daily basis. it’s fucking ridiculous. there’s no redemption for any of the raisinghanias at this point. she just needs to fucking leave (and file several domestic violence cases against each and every one of them, except dadi.)

anyway she tells him whatever went down today, starting from the period blood fiasco onwards and he’s........ vibrating in anger. cool i guess.

some promises and shit about how who ever did this will pay, time for “humaara khel” and .......... dude. you say this shit every single time. and nothing changes. i don’t give a fuck anymore about your stupid promises. move the fuck outta this hellhole with your wife if you really mean it.

seedha jaake ahaana ke sar pe bandook taan di. based on what evidence? only the Good Lord above knows, coz vansh and the writers sure don’t.

no literally based on what is he accusing her and pulling the trigger??????? idgi??????

almost shot her and is saying “riddhima pe kharonchh nahi aani chahiye, baat ishq aur vishwaas ki hai” and ahaana is giggling and literally what the fuck is going on i’m so confused.

ahaana saying wowwwww, you want revenge also, and she shouldn’t get hurt also.

MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNEW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE’S THE ONE WHO BROUGHT AHAANA IN!!!!!!!!!!!!

literally what the fuck is this dude on???? badla chahiye, par dard nahi hona chahiye. bhai, kya phoonk ke aaye ho, humein bhi toh thoda de do.

ok this is tooooo fucking convoluted a game. riddhima thinks kabir is the one attacking her. but it’s kabir + ahaana. kabir thinks ahaana is on his side and brought her into VR mansion, but ahaana is double agent who was actually planted in kabir’s nazar by vansh to fuck over BOTH kabir and riddhima. i think?????????

ahaana be like re devaaaaaa, what fucking madness have i gotten myself into????????????? the things i have to do for health insurance coverage during a pandemic.

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31.12.20

first 5 minutes is some new year ka naach gaana bs. fwding.

ok this fucker is a legit motherflipping crazy. he just wants to keep torturing riddhima for god knows how long.

even ahaana is alarmed.

did he do absolutely noooooo research after the cliff chhalaang? like....... this revenge shit is so dumb at this point, when he knows she brought in vihaan to stop kabir from ruining the family, and took a second fucking bullet for him?!?!?!?!?!?! they shouldn’t have written the second gunshot plot point, coz now he looks like a reallllllllll unappreciative fucker for whom literally no good deed is enough.

WHAT PYAAR AND VISHWAAS, FUCKER???????? LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?????? YOU’VE PLAYED THESE GAMES WITH HER FROM THE VERY START OF YOUR MARRIAGE AND MAYBE TOOK A BREAK FOR A WEEK OR TWO IN BETWEEN - WHEN SHE GOT SHOT THE FIRST TIME AND DURING ISHANI’S WEDDING. THAT’S WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT??????/ LIKE.......... THIS MAKES NO BLOODY SENSE. THIS CHARACTER IS JUST SUCH A SUPREME DOUCHEBAG, MY GOD. THERE’S ABSOLUTELY NO REDEEMING HIM WHATSOEVER.

also can’t say rrahul’s extra chabaaaaa chabaaaaaaa ke bolna is making this enjoyable to watch at all.

all i wanna know is what ahaana has on him that he’s indebted to her and thought her worthy enough to join forces with. SPILL SPILL SPILL SPILL!!!!!!!!!!!! what does ahaana get outta all this?!!?!?!!!!!!

riddhima on the other hand running around wondering whom vansh is gonna murder. SIS YOU JUST GOT STRANGULATED CAN YOU SIT DOWN FOR A HOT SEC AND REST?!?!!?!?

ahaana is like bro you gonna ruin riddhima’s life, and he’s like yeah, that’s what i want. jesus christ, dude. just divorce her then. why prolong this shit out like this????? truly psychopathic.

riddhima hears his voice and heads to the pool area..........

............. isn’t that his shoulder there behind the tree? is she fucking blind???????? HOW CAN SHE NOT SEE HIS 7 FOOT TALL HULKING ASS BEHIND THAT PATLA SA JHAADI?????? HE’S LITERALLY THERE LIKE........

........... she left. god. she’s really really REALLY stupid. like pretty sure these crimes against her count as extraaaaaaaaa bad....... like, pick on someone with your own brain capacity, vansh? leave the simple minded sis alone!

the only gift that’s acceptable from you rn sir, is divorce papers. and a self-filed restraining order promising to stay 3 whole districts away.

yikes, that beard is notttttt growing in well.

“tum mujhe apne saare stress de do.” BITCH YOU’RE HER BIGGEST STRESS. ASSHOLE. I HATE YOU SO MUCH.

“tumse door jaake jaaonga kahaan? abhi toh bohut kuch baaki hai.” fucking dieeee, you psychopath.

lmaoooooooooooooooo her face when she doesn’t understand wtf this gift is supposed to be. i’ve been there sis. trying to fake enthusiasm for some reallllll bad gifts from men is truly painful.

also she’s so dang cute when they let her use her face properly!!!!!! har waqt bechaari ko bass rulaate rehte hain iss show mein.

one ainvayiiii gift ke bahaane some random cuteness.

sis gazing at him some more thinking omg he loves me soooooooo much.

she remembered ahaana’s warning, and is like no she was lying to me!!!!!!!!! stupid stupid stupiddddddd. no matter whoever planted her, you should believe that sister over your haraami misters. motive jo bhi ho, bol toh behen sach hi rahi thi.

yuck that looks ugly af. why the hell would you want that on your bedroom wall? esp. when your bedroom is already so goddamn fugly.

anyway he’s gaslighting her some more about ahaana blah blah.

riddhima like i’ll prove it. le, iska jee nahi bharaa. she wants to do more jasoosi and go get stuck in random traps that try to kill her.

vansh promising he’ll throw ahaana and her partners out if she can prove it. meaning you’ll........... throw yourself out?????

whatever man, idk and idc anymore what this fucker does. i’m just here for the faces.

threatening notes planted in all these ppl’s rooms. everyone instantly like OMG VANSHHHHHHHHHHH DID THISSSSS. lol coz who else does this chutiyaapa of leaving random messages around like this.

but nope. chachi saw riddhima’s earring lying there and knows it’s her.

isko bhi mila.

lmao kabir rueing the day he set eyes on riddhima coz jeena haraam kar rakha hai ladki ne.

riddhima like mwahahahahhaha they must have got my notes and now they’ll come attack me! behen, woh toh note ke bina bhi roz karte aaye hain...............

there. promptly got jumped.

surprise, surprise.

lol attitude toh dekho behen ka. wish she was the lead of the show instead of riddhima.

#ishq mein marjawan 2 #immj2 #immj2 lbs #episode liveblogs

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ladylillianrose · 4 years

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Episode 16 thoughts

Serkan being all concerned and confused at Eda lovingly reaching for him. Also I cannot with his facial expressions/eyebrows lmao

Serkan you're going to have your hands full keeping her awake lol (speaking from experience, you get pretty cranky and snarky when you've had a concussion)

Bless you doctor, you are clearly team Edser. Let's introduce you to Seyfi and Sirius

We need more Ceren Engin and Piril together!

Serkan don't deny that you want to spend all day with her

Engin honey you are so bad at lying it's adorable.

Oh Serkan love, having her this close and yet not is going to hurt so much.

Aydan yelling at Seyfi and Seyfi running off 🤣🤣

Someone should keep track of how many times Serkan has to tell Eda to not sleep.

"I would give everything to stay in this moment forever" *swoon*

Romantic Robot is my favorite nickname 🤖❤

Lol Serkan being haunted by the song.

Oh no, no too quick that she remembers! Serkan knew it wouldn't last.

Engin wearing jeans 🔥🔥🔥

Okay I take back what I said, Piril is a way worse liar than Engin 🤣🤣🤣

Lmao so much like their behavior early on in their relationship

Oh Serkan you giant liar!!! You want nothing more than to spend the night with her.

Eda you don't really want a "normal life"

They're going to be tormented by soooooooo many memories from that night!

Uggghhhh they're just so domestic and perfect together 🥺🥺🥺

Making her coffee 🥺🥺🥺

Oh yeah no one is going to make it through this night not tormented by memories

Fifi with the tarot cards lol

Thank God Eda is so smart and knows that there has to be a reason for the breakup because they both still love each other❤❤

Lmao the "depression cardigan" as Kerem called it🤣🤣

Lies you would so not go to the same levels you are for another employee! Similar but nowhere near these extremes

That face when he saw Efe's name!

"What remains in your life for a long time?" Yowch savage Eda!

Cranky surly Eda lol! This is basically me when my husband has to wake me up.

Lmao the music!! He’s so damn pleased with himself 🤘🤘

Uggghhh Serkan you both are hurting so so much!😭😭😭

Ooo Ayfer is going to murder him

Aydan's face at the ring and Serkan fiddling with it🤣🤣

Oh Eda you have no idea how justified in his mind the break up is.

Serkan is 100% right to not trust Efe! Omg hiring a detective yesssss!!!!

Selin, Eda and Serkan are none of your business!!!

Lmfao Engin listening to Piril over Serkan

Oooo I want to rent the café next to the flower shop

What is Eda wearing??? It's like she stole the linebackers fraternity sweater vest 🤣🤣🤣 Can we call it Eda's "depression sweater"?

Efe bringing her ice cream and Serkan being jealous

Jealous Serkan 😍😍😍

Ceren is an incredibly competent lawyer, Selin's jealousy is ridiculous

Yes Serkan wanting to keep Ceren!!

No no no you don't move Eda out of the building! 🤬🤬🤬🤬

Where are Erdem and Leyla to just lock them in a room together! (not one that will make Eda claustrophobic)

I'm glad Ferit refuses to sell to Selin. He’s coming into his own working for them

Oh no you won't get what you want Efe!!!

Piril giving Eda hope of Serkan's feelings, by telling her he knew where she was at the beach 😍😍😍😍

Eda go talk to Engin, he'll spill the beans!!

Leyla remembering Piril's birthday 😍😍😍 And saying she remembers those who are important to her.

I love Leyla so much!!

Ferit did right telling Ceren and offering advice.

Lmao Alptekin trying to arrange a boys night

Serkan you are terrible at watching Eda and not getting caught lol

Efe is missing the leather jacket to look like the "bad boy" with the wat his hair is and in that white t-shirt lol

Oh no Engin is going to be in so much trouble for forgetting Piril's birthday

"Have I ever asked you for something?" "Engin, you ask for something every day" 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Oh yes Serkan always wins

Oh no Efe did not just call Eda honey. That's Serkan's thing!!!

And there's the leather jacket, 100% the bad boy greaser look on Efe

Lmao Alptekin taking the "good controller"

Uggghhh these two and their rings 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭

Yaaaasss Karaoke night with the girls!!!

Erdem moved out!! And is sleeping in the office oh Erdem

Lmao the boys wearing team jerseys

Wow Leyla 🔥🔥🔥

I miss doing Karaoke with my friends 😭😭😭

Alptekin you can fix things by telling Eda the truth!!

The boys are so ridiculously competitive

I love Piril's voice

Oooo Engin you are so dead!!

Lmao Leyla drunk on the phone with Serkan 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Erdem singing and cracking that hard exterior of Fifi's

Oooffff poor Engin

Serkan watching Eda sing about her heartbreak 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Good girl Eda don't back off! Find out the truth!

Aydan is so backed into a corner feeling like if she doesn't try to leave the house she'll never get to see Serkan

Drunk Eda trying to pair everyone off lol

Don't even try Efe, she is not yours!

How could you say no to him *swoon*

He just wants to love her and take care of her 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Lmao post girls night hangovers

No Eda nooooo come on you know better!!

Lmao at Leyla and Erdem hangovers

Oh Serkan finding a way to help Ayfer and Eda without directly assisting,

Lmfao at Serkan throwing water on Engin to wake him up!!

NOOOOO not Efe! Serkan!!!

Yes put the pieces together Serkan!! Secret partner is Grandma!!!

Don't you dare take credit for it Efe!!

Aydan doing therapy 🥺🥺🥺 And being so upset about Eda because she loves her and has a strong bond with her

Okay so Efe's secret partner is a man, who could it be???

He never has been able to say no to her 🤣🤣🤣

He loves seeing her so passionate about her work!

Oooooo direct challenge!!!

Eda not willing to go to Aydan for coffee, but willing to help her with her therapy stuff

Ferit supporting Ceren 😍😍

Eda has a point about Ceren and Ferit, but Ceren also has a point

Lmao at Eda's condition for helping Aydan.

"Did she hurt you?" "Not as much as her son" damn Eda!

#sen cal kapimi #serkan bolat #eda yildiz #eda x serkan #spoilers

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also i’ve been mulling over the “we’re Living ex machina!!!!” line and like, it still doesn’t make sense Really, but here’s my Afternoon Musings i guess

i’ve only actually seen ex machina once like 3 years ago but as i remember it goes a little something like This: some rando white-collar programmer guy has like, won a contest where the prize is to go hang out for maybe a few days or a week or so with this ~visionary genius~ tech dude played by oscar isaac at oscar isaac tech dude’s off-the-grid reclusive mansion or whatever.......i thiiiink the Protag Programmer won b/c his programming submission was Really Good but also maybe there’s a [randomly selected] element to it, or maybe we Think it was partly random selection but then learn it was actually All “yeah i chose you b/c your coding was the Best,” idk. doesn’t really matter but anyway yeah protag guy gets helicoptered in to the oscar isaac genius bro’s secret mansion

oscar isaac soon reveals he has this advanced ai android whomst he wants the Protagonist to study / turing test, and the protagonist does that, but during one Conversation Session with this android (who is named ava i think? and designed to Look Like a Woman oo) like the lights turn off and ava-i-think informs the protagonist she’s found a Weakness in the mansion’s security system and hackt it so that the power (and thus the Security / Monitoring Systems) shut down for a minute like this but could feasibly be thought of as a glitch and anyways she’s like yeah i have feelings and thoughts and i want to Not Be Trapped here, ya gotta help me out here buddy, and then yknow ooh the systems come back on, oscar isaac can Observe them again, intrigue.....tl;dr protag and ava keep having these short secret convos and Do plan to break her out, there’s this dramatic moment where oscar isaac (who’s natch been acting weirder and more erratic as the plot unfolds) confronts the protag after the protag has just like, tried to get him blackout smashed by Hanging Out With Him lmfao and oscar isaac is like “ooh i knew you were planning to break her out, i’m gonna stop you guys though haha pwned” but then oh further twist, turns out ava and protag Knew that was the case and were thinking one step ahead and idk but yeah they break her out and oscar isaac dies but ooh further twist!!! ava locks the protag (or well, just Does Not Unlock, As Planned) in some room and leaves the mansion and gets on the Helicopter meant to take the protag back to wherever after the planned end of his stay. and the protag is just stuck there b/c everyone else is dead and presumably he dies as ava gets to exist in the outside world now, idk, we don’t need ex machina 2 where he’s escaped or smthing lmao

and i do NOT get what winston is comparing their situation to lmfao. like, oh rian is like an advanced ai android??? if anything, her being the more like ~true believer in High Finance as a means of socially beneficial effect~ vs winston like, having the supposedly cutthroat and cold Math approach would make Him more of the ~oh no more a robot than a person~ (though i think it’s Ambiguous whether we wanna judge ava as more Scary Bad or Sympathetic).........you can’t even really make the connection that “oh no we’re being deliberately Replaced!!” b/c if winston is [protag programmer rando] and rian is [ava] and wendy is, i guess oscar isaac then, uhhhh oscar isaac most definitely did Not intend to ~replace~ the protag with ava, he very much wanted her trapped in his mansion still........and the protagonist Only got “replaced” by ava in the sense that she took his place on the helicopter out of the reclusive secret mansion. i really doubt she planned to, or would even be able to, like take over his identity/life beyond that.....certainly not his job lol like, coworkers are gonna notice you’re a different person, there was no implication the androids can like oh shapeshift their appearance or whatever, and no implications about what ava even intended to do in the Outside World which is kind of bemusing b/c like, what of the Practical Questions of being an android and needing whatever Fuel Source a robot does, idk that might’ve been addressed or smthing like “oh yeah they can just Eat,” also she clearly does not Trust People considering her only company was evil oscar isaac creator and she wasn’t interested in bringing the protag along, plus yknow the fact that she Did deliberately manipulate the protag into thinking that she wanted to escape into the world With him........but not like i guess she has any choice for any other world to escape into but the one with all the people where she pretends to be an organic human

like there is just NO point of comparison where these situations line up unless you get soooooooo like broad strokes about ex machina that you’d do better to compare your experience to Anything else lmao. like, does winston think she’s some like, ideal advanced version of him?? like you might consider a crafted AI android to be?? i don’t know but i mean i think we have a more feasible explanation for why he’s so Insistent about this totally being Ex Machina, if only b/c as a straightforward comparison i swear to god it doesn’t work lmfao None of these points line up at all with any significance that’s worth insisting on

given that winston’s Apparently Canonically meant to be crushing on rian, and we have his example of ribbing her by calling her “gal gadot’s quirky sister” which is like, okay so the dunk is “you look similar to this famous a-lister who everyone thinks is pretty” and “also you’re quirky, boom” like, i think that could easily be meant as like, a Tell that winston already ~likes~ her.............aaaand it’s also somewhat ~ambiguous~ but i mean i think it’s safe to say that in Ex Machina you may understand the protag as having Fallen For the ai android lady. so maybe we can Understand this invocation of ex machina as being like “ooh person meant to replace me is Attractive but ultimately i think this Overall Situation is a bad thing i shouldn’t feel this way i resent it” like, a bit of a Reach, but honestly it’s way more of a reach to think about applying anything else about this scenario to ex machina, so i could v much believe that the thought that went behind writing this is once again, like, “okay winston’s invoking one thing on the surface level here, but simultaneously he’s already (inadvertently probably) acknowledging like oh also i have a crush on her already”

between this episode seeming to be Setup and the [winston has a Canon crush] and the fact that it probably seems like They Will Fuck A Nonzero Number Of Times or Make Out At Least But It’s Billions So, Might Get A Humorous Cut To [Postcoital] Or A Scene Where They Arrive At Work Together Short Of Breath With Messy Hair And Hickies And Winston’s Got A Hoodie W/ “Property Of Rian” On It Until He Goes "Oh Shit Woops” And Hands It To Her And She’s Like “Oh Btw You Forgot Your Glasses.....Uh You Left Them Here On Your Desk Yesterday I Mean Of Course” And Hands Them To Him And An Unnamed Character Stands Up And Asks “Daily Poll: Who Had Sex With A Coworker Last Night” And Rian And Winston Raise Their Hands Before Going “Oh Wait” And Lowering Them With A Shake Of The Head And A Nervous Cough and i’m exaggerating but you know, the equivalent of the billions writing saying “wwinnnk” at us. i am fine with them having an unsolemn like, quasi-rivals-to-lovers (or -And-lovers) dynamic, even with it being a bit messy in like, still an overall Fun way, where yknow it doesn’t have to be peak epic romance cuz a) that’s just Always true and yet it can still be overall an okay thing even if they don’t quite get it together / mostly just trade sparks and sometimes hook up and b) idk seems like mayybe rian’s character isn’t meant to go beyond this season, so, an inherent limit there if true

i’m like Apologetic for being like “already i like their dynamic even as Romantique and it’s kinda cute and fun and i’m willing to continue to be engaged w/ this as long as the writing doesn’t completely fuck it up” lmao like, i guess i Did inadvertently give myself time to prepare for this exact eventuality b/c of wondering if this exact character would have A Thing w/ winston whenever she showed up and even if i was like “haha the character could show up Anywhere and do Anything and what are the odds, right” i was also like “hmm but i’m going to really think about it though” like, as always, didn’t think i was cassandraing that hard, but truly did do it 4x03 style where everyone else can be like “you never [made the text post or gave any indication you were thinking about “what if whoever she plays and winston have some kind of romance thing going on”]” and i can go “i only thought it but didn’t say it....doesn’t count” but well. i did think it lmao and why would i make it up.......sorry i had such a head start on Getting More Used To This Notion.......some crimes can never be forgiven.meme.......

anyways natch “intense horrible passionate” seems a little foreboding but maybe she was talking about it relative to [any Normal show] rather than the standards we’re used to on billions, where this was all but a Meet Cute, and a kind of quasi coworker rivalry where nobody’s taking it *that* deeply seriously and they also seem to mutually like each other by the end of 5x05 already so how not-amicable can it get. and re: Intense like, maybe the writing in future episodes will totally upend this, but i’d say rian and winston in 5x05, even when “clashing,” was like damn near laidback and chill. neither of them seem at all that pressed, but maybe even a sorta-playful Friendly Rivalry is more “intense” than, say, a dynamic that involves no rivalry at all. imo “Passionate” is just like, okay, so they’ll fuck or at least make out? sure. not sure what to make of “horrible” lmfao maybe again it’s addressing like “this is a lil messy and they’re kinda rivals!!!” like, certainly not an ideal start, except by billions standards it IS weirdly great. rian seeming good-naturedly amused by winston is something we didn’t get from his longtime-coworkers until like, now, sort of, and still not to the degree that anyone has smiled at him as many times as rian did in like that course of [1 min long First Scene Together] wherein also winston always gets off to a way worse start with people lmao............like everything about this seems Way Better And More Dialed Back And Grounded than usual, actually. but it’s that like, point of reference of “what’s Usual for winston and, more broadly, Billions” that maybe explains this weirdly strong language when all in 5x05 seemed chill actually

anyways like i said Sorry For Already Liking Rian/Winston This Much with my head start and all where like, i’m even tentatively looking forward to seeing where this goes, by “tentative” i also mean going [”i’ll kill you” the office.jpg] at billions where i am fully aware that maybe where this goes *is* a mess and not in like, just kind of a fun, non-melodramatic, not-treated-like-a-total-joke-but-also-not-that-big-a-deal way, where 5x05 could seem like Those Halcyon Days b/c everything from here out just devolves into an unappealing disaster.......but this is an unexpectedly solid start imo and like. even if this doesn’t become like this epic romance where they officially date and if rian does eventually depart the show by the end of the season, it can still just be Enjoyable and Fun for the characters and, god forbid, the viewers, where like, you don’t have to demand we be desperately invested with our entire life in this deadly serious heartwrenching epic romance, they can just kind of mess around and enjoy having a mutual attraction w/ this mathy rivalry and etc and it’s neither a tragedy of “the greatest love story of all time torn asunder” Or, truly god forbid,” this is a Whole Mess In A Bad Way b/c winston’s involved and ugh who could Really like him, being at all romantically entangled is an embarrassing mistake surely, ew cringe we hate him............like, cautiously optimistic in how like i always say that a Romantic Arc is just an easy/efficient way to develop both characters and it could certainly humanize winston an ounce in a show that treats him more like a walking algorithmic plot device and the thoughts of any viewers but us are limited to “winston annoying” basically........the show doesn’t seem to treat rian as a joke, so it seems possible that their mutual Romance in whatever way it unfolds could also be Not A Joke, which means winston’s part in it isn’t a joke, so that’s Some aspect of him for people to take seriously, for once..........like, the way his apparently-already-official crush played out in 5x05 *was* funny but it also didn’t seem like oh it’s a joke b/c his feelings are a total joke......it might seem that way if this *was* totally unrequited and going nowhere, but i somewhat get the sense that the interest is mutual even by the end of the ep, that didn’t strike me as a “shove off, it could Never Happen” shutdown from rian there, just like, hold off on that for rn maybe cue to rein it in a little, not just yet........anyways lmao i’m like “oh yeah i started this post about the baffling ex machina thing” but yeah the point is i think so far it’s pretty solid and i like it and am cautiously but [relative-to-billions level of Hopeful] about whatever developments we’re surely gonna get b/c it def sounds like this has Not ended with 5x05, but seriously @ billions i swear to god. yes so far the approach to winston’s crush here and even their unfolding mutual dynamique and dare i say, romantic interest, is being handled with an encouraging level of “this is Humorous but the characters / their feelings are not what’s being treated as A Total Joke or anything,” but who knows what will come next, this is billions and you can’t predict anything. fingers crossed about it all, though

#winston billions #i'm enjoying what we have so far anyways While I Can #still billions-grade Hopeful that it will continue to be enjoyable.......#i can imagine that things could continue to unfold in a fairly cute & fun way. i am already somewhat Doing So b/c i like them enough already #have enough gentle optimism that i absolutely can be let down by next week's developments...........We Shall See #seriously just tl;dr i'm not the least bit sure what the ex machina thing means. tentative ''it's as much a Clue that winston already kinda #is crushing as much as idk.....meaning anything else at all'' lmao.........like okay whatever it's billions just roll w/ the weird refs #like the seeming nascar-or-whatever related one whomever taylor was talking about tony womsthever from 2005?? i didnt research too much into #that like i don't need to know cuz idc and Why Would They.....maybe it's like wendy making the unnecessary metallica reference 4 sec later #where everyone's just automatically in [unnecessary references] mode.........#riawin

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