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apurplenessie · 1 year

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How would the 141 + Alejandro + Rodolfo + König React to a morning “helpout”?

MDNI! GN Reader!

! GN reader! Part 2 Alejandro & König. Sorry for taking wayyy too long to write, work and school is a bitch. (fellow IB’ers whats uppppp?) this one is a long boi (2.6k words ;) dont tell me i dont treat my fellow alejandro & könig enjoyers well)

keep in mind i've never written for these characters before ( also i'm not fluent in spanish nor german + english is my third language so yk read with a grain of salt). Requests are more than welcome! THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT THO! I defiently want to write for Gaz soon but i gotta figure out his character better!

Contents: graphic descriptions of oral m!receiving. Lots of boners lmao. Yeah I know it can get repetitive but the prompt is limiting.

Alejandro

You were on base with him. It had been a super slow day but you enjoyed it because your schedules matched up. Most of it had been spent in Alejandro's large office, you two sitting in silence while doing paperwork. You and Alejandro were usually loud but it's days like this that make you certain that you love him. Just peeking over your papers and getting eye contact. The smirk he gives back, the twinkle in his eyes, god it could keep you up for days. Just that image of him..

Of course after sitting down for hours you needed to move. He led you to the training area and you had a blast. Training was always more exciting with someone else but it was magical with a man like Alejandro.

The way his arms flexed when he would lift the weights. The way his thigh muscles could be seen moving in the hip adduction machine. Of course he knew you were staring and he made sure you saw he added your exact weight to his hip thrusts…

It was the subtle ways Alejandro could seduce you further. He was all talk with many others but these unspoken flirtations were his attempts at showing his attention was purely on you. And you had to admit it worked.

He scoffed at you when you suggested with a wink that you’d shower together. “Lo siento amor, can't be caught fooling around like that on my own base” He grinned “Though i’ll make sure to grant you your wish next time we’re home, ok?” He winked and you separated to wash off the sweat.

You didn't say where you’d meet up again. You didn't think much of it but after 2 hours of no Alejandro and waiting at his office you went looking for him.

Not in the kitchen, not in the common room. He was with Rodolfo in the training area. ..Cute you thought to yourself as you watched them brawl.

Like a lightbulb lighting over your head you got an idea. Finding a way more mischievous use for the water bottle you held in your hand.

You snuck up to them, hiding amongst the training equipment. Alejandro had his back turned to you and rodolfo was solely focused on taking the taller man down. “Try to catch me hermano - bet you can’t” Alejandro teased. Rudolfos eyes as usual barked back a louder response than his mouth. His eyes darted over to you as you were nearing your boyfriend. He was a smart man who immediately refocused his eyes back into staring down Alejandro’s. Though now he sported a smirk. “What's with the sudden change in confidence, really think you can intimidate me amigo?” Alejandro spat in a mocking tone. Though shortly his breath hitched and he yelped. You poured your ice cold water all down his back.

He turned around sulking, slightly shivering due to the drastic temperature change. He had barely started sweating again but his shirt was soaking wet and clung to his strong muscles. He let out a low whine “Por quééééé”

Rudolfo snickered, now behind Alejandro “ Gracias, Y/n” he tossed his friend a towel, warm by the gym's temperature.

“Stabbed in the back by my own amor de mi vida” Alejandro dramatically moaned, grabbing his chest in pretend physical pain. You scoffed and kissed him on the cheek. “Feel better now” you held his face in your hands. He pulled you in by your shirt collar and you could feel his forever warm chest up against yours. He went in a bit and licked from your collarbone to your ear lobe. Too distracted to hear Rudolfo silently backing out of the room to give you your privacy. “Maybe, but I'll get my payback sometime baby” He’d whisper before shoving you away playfully.

After a long day together you ended up on the roof of the base. It was a secret spot that was reserved for just Alejandro - and now you. As unbelievable as it was to you, it was also kept secret from Rodolfo.

You had taken two thermo containers of coffee / tea out with you. As well as some simple biscuits. But the aura still felt heavy coated in luxury when you looked up towards the sky, in the arms of the man you loved so much. You admired his relaxed face in the pale moonlight. Caught up in massaging his hand you didn't notice he had fallen asleep. Only when you heard the familiar sound of his light snoring, did you go to look at him again in his now slumbing state. He was normally cute, but in his current state he was adorable.

You initially had no intention of waking him up but that changed when he transformed from a peaceful state to a groaning stirring mess. You were scared that he was having a nightmare and contemplated waking him up.

That was before you looked down to see a bulge not present before - and heard what was suspiciously horny noise mewling out of his mouth.

You flushed at the lewd noise. Wanting to help out but after all he seemed more than hesitant to do that stuff on his base. However, this was his secret spot… You slid a hand under the blankets covering you both. Snaking your hand down, pushing his shirt to the side and rubbing the base of his cock with probably a shockingly cold hand. He responded with a little puff of air and a thrust of his hips into your hand.

His dick was warm and you laughed at using it as a hand warmer. His cock grew harder with each stroke and his eyebrows knitted themself into patterns on his forehead. He wore his focused expression but with closed eyes instead.

You dragged his pants down, slightly cringing at the thought of his sensitive skin hitting the cool night air. Your solution? Taking as much of him into your mouth and rubbing his thighs trying to keep his warmth.

Alejandro woke himself up with a guttural groan. He was quick to figure out the situation, he hadn't fallen into deep sleep. His chest rising and falling as he lifted a hand to brush your hair with his fingers.

“Fuccck cariño, you look espléndido debajo de mí~” he’d be too needy, too cocky to stop himself from thrusting into your throat. Throwing his head back as he did so.

He wouldn't care how he’d cum. Either cumming on your chest or deep in your throat, it didn't matter. He just wanted his mark on you.

“Feel better now?” You’d joke and he chuckled, interrupted by distorted breathing.

After he did catch up with his breath, though, he'd be on you like an animal, smirking in that magical way.

“ I need you baby, so so bad” He’d hover over you, pulling you into a heavenly makeout session, so close to the stars.

König

It had started the day before. You had no real way of knowing if König was just busy or if he was, like your gut was telling you, ignoring you. Some days it was just difficult figuring what was happening in that gorgeous covered head walking 2 meters above the ground.

You didn't always know what was going on inside of his head but you'd give him space if he needed it.

Going to the common kitchen for a hot cup of coffee you saw him pour his own. Taking the time to admire your boyfriend as he was standing out like a sore thumb in the small tea kitchen.

Of course, he'd know you were staring. A soldier in his rank would be dead if he couldn't notice your ogling eyes. But he didn't say anything, just turned on his heel. You thought he’d sit at the small metal table, but no, he stormed out of the room, through the opposite door. Which was further away than the one you just came from, you noted to yourself.

Ok so he was mad. While watching the instant coffee melt, then foam up, you thought of what you could do. It wasn't easy to confront him like this. You two would be texting frequently when either of you was away, but right now you were both here and it felt obnoxious to text him when he was right there.

“Man problems, huh?” You heard the teasing tone of Soap coming up from behind you.

“How do you know that?” You question him. Staring at him you knew that if HE knew - there was a good chance it ment bad news.

“Sorry i notice the 2’ meter and hell man running away from his ‘little rodent’ or whatever he calls you' You snort, thinking fondly of the actual nickname your boyfriend called you during the softer moments together. Little mouse, you wanted to be his little mouse in his shirt pocket right about now. It bothered you deeply that he was acting this way, and soaps expression turned slightly less smirky when he saw your expression change.

“Yeah i don't know he seems upset at me but i don't know why” you sighed. Soap gave you the best advice he had, which was useless anyways. His relationship dynamics not matching yours at all.

König continued to not even look in your general direction for the rest of the day. You got tired of it and tried to call him before bed. He didn't pick up. You wrote him a message before throwing away your phone and going to sleep. “Hey what's up? Please talk to me König.” Your message was left to read.

The alarm called its usual warcry at 6 am. You had gotten your hours but felt restless. The situation with König was affecting you more than you thought it would. Especially looking at your phone and seeing that König had not returned anything. He could be really upset if you did not respond to him reaching out. You couldn't blame him for his anxiety but at this moment it felt especially cold. Fuck this, you’d confront him.

First thing in the morning you had a briefing and Soap was really enjoying this new aura on you. You stayed silent, frustration bubbling underneath your skin. You stood up and left with a loud bang of the chair you were sitting on falling. But you didn't care. You didn't care if Price would view it as a sign of disrespect. That was something you could deal with later, you left for later.

This time, when you entered the tea kitchen, he was sitting there. Uncharacteristically all of his focus was on his phone. So focused in fact he didn't seem to notice your shadow slowly encompassing his sitting silhouette.

“König, talk to me.” You commanded but choked on your words, biting the inside of your cheek in exasperation. Tears threatened to escape your eyes when you saw his hood flow in a sigh. He went to stand up but you put a strong hand on his shoulder and prevented him from doing so. He gave an impatient groan in response.

“Please if i did something wrong at least let me know what” His icey eyes looked up into yours. The staredown that most likely lasted less than half a minute felt like an hour in a snowstorm. You saw the storm under his irises. “Not here” He mumbled, rolling his shoulder to push your hand off but indicated for you to follow when he left the room.

He led you to his quarters. A route you had not taken in painfully long but knew by heart. The silence on the way there was new though. The only sound was cadettes yelling vaguely in the background, the constant hum of electronics and his heavy footsteps.

He opened the door for you, the room hitting you with his comfortable smell. But you felt a stranger in the room, you. The way he now stood over you. Awkward position behind the now closed off door. The sound of his heavy footsteps had been replaced by your heartbeats. “So…” You wanted answers.

He started pacing around the room. Periodically looking in your direction. You let him think. His shoulders dropped and he stood before you. “You.. if you want him more, then just go” He took your hands in his own, brushing his thumbs over your knuckles.

You paused in partial confusion and disgust. Who was this other man? “König i have no idea what you are talking about”

He puffed in impatience “Soap. I see the way you look at each other” the silence that followed felt like fire. As much as you wanted to respect the insecurity of your lover you lost it and started hysterically laughing. “SOAP? You can't be serious. I see that idiot as an annoying brother at best!”

He gave another sigh in annoyance “Please take me seriously y/n. Don't toy with me like this” His eyebrows furrow visibly under the mask.

“Entschuldigung mein König, didn't mean to make you insecure” You stepped closer. It was comforting to know that his behavior did not stem from him growing to dislike you but you still felt guilty for making him think you had a thing for another man.

After talking it out with him you had both grown exhausted. He was sitting on his bed, head in his hands. You stood in front of him, taking his hands away and placing soft kisses on his temples.

“Nap with me, bitte” His eyes blinked tired, the blue orbs staring up into your eyes expectantly.

You laid together for the first time in what felt like an eternity. The familiar smell of him under his garments and gear. The way he held onto you, made it feel like you were two puzzle pieces joining together perfectly.

You were the first one to wake up after a couple of sweet hours. You took the time to look at his sleeping face, seeing him so vulnerable, unlike what he shows to everyone else.

When you shifted to get better access to his face you felt something else. You froze contemplating what to do in this situation, before getting an idea. I’ll show him I'm his, you thought to yourself, a smirk forming on your lips.

You moved away under the duvet, cringing at the cold air hitting your body. Looking up at him you could see his peaceful expression had changed to one of slight discomfort at the exposure to cold air as well.

Taking in the sight of this large man, in this large bed. You’d plant kisses starting from how far you could reach when still being straddled just below his hips. As soon as you’d put weight on his crotch he’d sit up, awake and alerted. He’d look puzzled, disheveled his short hair pointing in all different directions. “What, what are you doing?” He’d question.

“I'll show you it's only you who I want.” His eyes widened as you pushed him gently into a comfortable resting position again.

Releasing him from his underwear, you’d hear him start groaning. “Gott I missed this” he’d whine, already too desperate for his own good.

Starting to stroke his reddening cock, his large hands gripping the sheets. You only hummed as a response, spitting on it to lube it up.

His breathing was irregular and deep. He was touch starved severely due to most of his life spent in the forces.

His hands found the back of your head as you decided to take the tip into your mouth. He was impatient, so close already - and not in the mood to wait. He pushed you down, not paying attention to the small gags coming from you. “Gott~” He cursed with his head thrown back.

He’d cum fast but hard. His body tensed. He’d cum down your throat no questions asked. Though he’d be a bit embarrassed by his behavior as he calmed down.

He spent the hours following glued to you. Either in bed or around the base. Soap made an effort to disappear as soon as he could hear the familiar Austrian giants footsteps.

#call of duty #cod #cod mw22 #cod mwii #könig mw2 #könig call of duty #alejandro vargas x reader #alejandro call of duty #alejandro mw2 #alejandro vargas #könig #könig x reader

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seagiri · 4 months

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i love your lamari art <3, tho i wonder, and dont take this the wrong way, why do you ship them (like besides from them looking cute together, which they are :D), especially as kikimari is more popular.

i keep getting this question and I genuinely don’t know how to reply. I really like Kikimari but I also like the “short, buff and awkward” x “tall nerd” kind of dynamic. The more I think about it, the less sense it would made in canon. But I just think it would be cute, the two of them hanging out from time to time and having that kind of “we don’t talk about it” thing going on, genuinely learning to enjoy each others presence. Laios catching feelings without realizing and Namari having an inner battle about her own is really funny. I guess most DM ships are just like that.

TLDR; bisexuality is a hell of a drug

(Mención de spoilers)

También me gusta mucho que a pesar de que Namari no tenía muchos sentimientos fuertes sobre Laios al inicio del manga, el siempre le ha tenido confianza y la ha visto como alguien a respetar a pesar de que dejó el grupo. El siempre ha confiado en su criterio y en el transcurso del manga ella va y hace cosas para defenderlo o apoyarlo que siento tal vez no habría hecho antes. También se veía en flashbacks que iban a comprar armaduras juntos,,, y ese panel al final cuando Namari ve a Laios con la capa de rey y se sonroja??? Y todos la miran así 🤨?? La idea de que desarrolla un crush a partir de ahí me gusta mucho y Laios no piensa nada al respecto HE IS CLUELESS!! Y el ya tuvo un “finjo amistad pero no te soporto”, “finjo amistad porque no sabia como acercarme a ti (sentimientos complejos. Vamos a ser amigos)” y “finjo interés romántico por mejores tratos/beneficios”, pero qué tal . “No te veía así antes y mientras más tiempo paso contigo mas complicada se vuelve mi imagen de ti, creo que siento algo distinto que simplemente querer ser tu amiga”

Y NAMARI OH NAMARI, su arco es la razón por la que siento que el ship no funciona en canon, pero como lo interpreto yo, es que está un poco reprimida; en toda la historia de DM y en los extras nos revelan su historia y los prejuicios y la injusticia que ha pasado por cosas fuera de su control, y el dolor que eso causó a otros. Con la familia Tansu, Namari encuentra, pues, eso. Una familia. Con el resto del cast, Namari encuentra gente que la aprecia, gente que se preocupa por ella. Siento que con Laios es algo parecido, su party es su familia, y toda la gente que conoció en la mazmorra no son necesariamente amigos, pero confidentes y gente que ha visto de lo que es capaz. Ambos han pasado por discriminación y han lastimado sin querer y han tratado de arreglar sus errores, lastimándose a sí mismos en el proceso. Siento que ambos tienen experiencias similares en espectros muy distintos y que eso les ayuda a entender al otro y por eso mismo siguen regresando otro día a pasar el rato.

Y ni hablé de la vida de rey de Laios,,, me duele un poco el final de DM porque Laios es infeliz hasta cierto punto. Obviamente no se arrepiente de su decisión, y esa era la mejor opción que tuvo, pero no puedo evitar sentirme mal con el hecho de que no puede hacer lo que le gusta, las juntas con extraños, la política, todo esto que se indica que lo estresa y que Kabru es mejor manejando. Namari, Izutsumi y Senshi son lo más cercano que tiene a su vida vieja, y como Izu y Senshi viajan mucho, Namari es a quien tiene más posibilidades de ver (Aunque también viva bien pinches lejos), salir juntos es un escapismo del estrés de su vida actual- no hay responsabilidades, no hay otra persona que sepa que es lo que va a pasar el día siguiente, puede simplemente volver a ser el mismo Laios de siempre y tener la compañía de alguien que entiende la dificultad de tener que llegar a cierto estándar.

?????NADA DE ESTO TIENE SENTIDO LO SIENTO MUCHO SOLAMENTE PIENSO QUE NAMARI TIENE EL MAYOR PEGUE DE TODA LA ISLA Y SE MERECE TODO EN EL MUNDO + EL SHIP ES MUY GRACIOSO EN MI OPINIÓN ES LA MEZCLA PERFECTA DE ME DA RISA Y ES ALGO SUPER CASUAL Y COZY BASADO EN RESPETO MUTUO Y PASAR EL TIEMPO JUNTOS QUE ME DA UN POCO DE ENVIDIA PERDÓN POR TENER OPINIONES GRACIAS POR LEER me voy a aventar de un Barranco

#ask #im sorry I get embarrassed talking about ships that I like #just translate it on Google idk im so sorry I want to cry it’s really hard to put into words what I think

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asexualcloud · 1 year

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i did this with tdlosk characters so now, evil nevermore chararcters:

lenore: "i love rules" duke: "Utilicé un traductor para esto, lo siento por la mala calidad. jeje esto no son hijos de puta franceses"

Annabel lee: "me? gaslighting? never!" (this is kinda just normal Annabel lee tho-)

Pluto: extrovert dog-boy

Motresor: respects women

Will: has a spine

Ada: has great taste in guys (this applies to Will to)

Morella: the reincarnation of Regina George

Berenice: "ewwww feminism" Eulalie: is not cool

Prospero: "hi there friends! how are you doing on this lovely day! i would never betray a girl named Ana!"

#the funny haha joke is that prospero looks like hans from frozen #nevermore webtoon #oh boy im gonna tag everyone now #lenore nevermore #annabel lee nevermore #pluto nevermore #duke nevermore #montresor nevermore #will nevermore #ada nevermore #morella nevermore #berenice nevermore #eulalie nevermore #prospero nevermore

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txnshisarchive · 11 days

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Me pregunto de qué sería mi diario del futuro.

Me gustaría que fuera como el de Yuki, para no tener que sobreexplotar mi mente creando cincuenta mil outcomes diferentes por cada eslabón en la cadena de situaciones que van sucediendo desde que me despierto hasta que vuelvo a dormir, la verdad. Solo tendría que esperar a que me salieran las entradas y actuar en base a ello para ahorrarme un montón de situaciones por las que no quiero ni querría pasar.

Pero si tuviera que utilizar esa habilidad (😂 not even funny) más un diario que la complementase, aunque haya pensando en el diario del amor, siento que el de Yuno está totalmente enfocado a Yuki por él es la persona que a ella le gusta, y de hecho, sobre él escribía en sus notas antes de convertirse una portadora de un diario; entonces asumo que su díario está enfocado en Yuki porque ella ya estaba obsesionada con él, y no porque pueda funcionar con cualquier persona con intenciones románticas a las que ella pueda conocer. Cosa que a medida que escribía esto pensaba que me vendría de culette, since even tho I can be obsessive (because I’m just an obsessive bitch) I couldn’t think of a person I could obsess like Yuno does, staying by their side like she did after all of the Yuki miss treatments… but there’s one.

Yuno’s obsession was fueled by love, but I think being able to go day by day by just “loving” someone or being the slave of a thought can be freeing. Siempre y cuando ese pensamiento sea lo suficientemente estimulante como para mantener un interés real, y no como para caer en una dependencia en la que aunque no quieras tienes que estar.

You would only have to eat, drink, sleep and attend your unskipabble responsabilities, while just worrying about surviving this hard reality to poorly keep yourself in condition and the, let’s call it, totem. The interest would be so huge that this world would not be able to completely rot your soul since it will always be alive thanks to your totem. I don’t think, I can’t call it motivation since I think obsession is the top tier brain mechanism to be ALWAYS thinking about something concrete, I feel like even standard paranoia would be below obsession.

A person could anything for an obsession but I think that even tho in both factors there’s a little psychosis, I think paranoids would take active action motivated by the thought of a reality that at the end of the day may not be exist. But obsession? grows from inside eating your brain with dopamine and endorphins (I guess) which gives you joy or relief.

I know obsession can also degenerate in violent actions and very dark situations, but this time I’m speaking about normal persons that will base their lives on their totems but still wanting to be normal subjects of a civilized society, so they wouldn’t stalk or really get close to their totems but keep them in repeat in their minds for comfort.

The other obsessive type of people, needs to get professional help. I would feel pity for the ones that don’t know that that is NOT a normal behavior, but is such a either eerie or euphoric feeling that once you get it you know it is NOT normal behavior. And forgetting their totems might be real persons that they could put in dangerous situations (John Lennons death, Bjork fan’s package, Christina Grimmie…) so that’s it I would say “these persons were sick but they didn’t know”, but till I don’t get more information about this kind of mental behaviors I will say that this kind of obsessed persons are disgusting, because knowing they were about to cause a damage they never planned on stopping themselves.

I guess an obsession can also turn you into a terrible person without you even realizing, until of course you notice, but I think that happens way way before stalking, harming or killing anybody.

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cibellathoughts · 4 months

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After therapy 😌

Good morning.

Im sorry. I used writing as a coping skill. I shouldn't have sent the writing, tho 😕

I'm sorry for bothering you, I need closure.

Well, after reflecting, meditating, and my therapy session here, I am...

I'm sorry for being so talented with my words. It's a shame that I can't make a song lol seria un Palo. 😅 necesitaba botar el golpe. Lo siento.

En serio this time, because unlike you, I can be 100% honest. I'm sorry for being so mean. I should have chosen to react from love. I was really mad.

I guess I have been out of practice. Im sorry. Even though I was/am mad, I can't justify offending you that way. After all, I asked God to remove you from my life if you were not the one. And he did. I should be thankful. Sacar la curita dolio pero fue rápido y ya estoy un poco mejor. I kind of knew you wouldn't be able to handle me. I am a handful. I know.

Today, I feel better lol and I could express my feelings without insults.

I understand that you can't see me the way I needed you to see me. I have work to do because I really want someone who loves me. There are more than 50 reasons that are facts about us and why we could not work out. You were right. Thank you because even tho I am pissed, it was the right call. I did feel used, tho.

I probably would not have been able to recover if you'd have me wasting more time, money, hopes, love, and energy on you. I do feel deeply mad at myself because struggling this way took me back to old patterns, and I hate feeling that I'm going backward.

This means I have to heal more. I do wonder why you couldn't love me? Am I really unlovable?

Thank you for not arguing because it would have been worse. (For you, lol, jk, for me). I am very sad and disappointed still.

I was getting to see us as a couple, and I gave us qualities that probably were not even real. ( I guess my nedednes created a story that wasn't real)

This is teaching me to re evaluate myself because I am very needed of love and my discerning is being affected, or continues to be fucked, idk.

I honest to God, felt our connection was real and honest. I'm sorry, I made a mistake.

I apologize for offending you. I was wrong.

I have a new story for my book. Thank you. ;)

I know you now will find your forever love. Be happy. I knew this would happen. It always happens. I'm the good luck charm for everyone except for myself.

I do get emotional because I help people find their true love and I always end up struggling, alone and trying to understand, why can't get the love I give.

I guess I'm not that cool and lovable after all. Lol

Continue making a great life. I'll take the good and the bad with me, I won't contact you ever again, as a matter of fact I'm deleting everything, chat, pics and your number. Do not reply please to this message. There's no need.

I can't be your friend. I'm still battling with feelings, and I am working on letting go.

Suerte y éxito con todo. There are some things I said that you could probably read and work on. For real. Don't play with people's feelings. That's not cool.

I'm sorry you couldn't see who I really am, and love me. Thank you for the orgasms. May be you could practice oral sex for your next one. Lol (is a minus one point for that one). 🤣

Anyway, I hope life gives you what you deserve. 🙂 Thank you for the lessons, I release you with much love.

Love always, Cibeis (la missi) :)

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emocionesoalgo · 5 months

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Stage 1, mi diario sin cortes, tiene horrores de ortografía debido al teclado de la computadora en mi trabajo. this started around january I think… No quiero seguir con esta relacion que se siente a medias, me duele un vergo besarnos y abrazarnos y sentir esta fucking bola de fuego en el pecho cada vez que estamos juntos y luego simplemente vernos la cara y tratarnos como amigos porque al final…. es lo que somos, Idealmente me encanta pensar que simplemente nos hacemos compañia y esperamos a que ambos crezcamos y maduremos lo suficiente para tomar decisiones que impliquen compromiso con bastante voluntad, pero si ese es el caso no quiero seguir besandonos, cojiendo y sentir tu cuerpo y esta conexion tan fuerte y luego pretender que nada pasa, o somos o no somos nada

im passed out the denial stage at this point, consiently I found myself jumping around anger and depression. I think for me barganing came after denial, or with it, like a whole emotion. Now I must cluster myself and regenerate, live the other stages. I need to work on myself and start saying no to some things, focus on my introvert side for now

I'm experiencing Rage today. EVIDENTLY I don't even know what makes me feel so oddly mad about the hole thing, I just wanna pass thru it already, have to keep me strong.\ Sometimes burning the city for no reason will be the only thing I need to feel good lol or am I sad about it?

Vuelvo a NEGACION(?/negociacion though:

Te parece facil que te vas a deshacer de mi, o que voy a dejar esto porque si despues de todo?, realmente solo necesito sanar ciertas de mis heridas hechas por mi y mi entorno; te amo y tenemos el poder de convertir esto en algo mas fuerte de lo que siquiera imaginamos, lo sabes, I got u and u got me wanna love you without any hold back talvez le de un aproach diferente a esto, talvez cuando regrese a ti lo haga con energia y sin el peso emocional que tengo por el momento (apego) jaj!

I want to improve (me) so I don't care if you love me or not, I still love you tho, one thing is not attached to the other, I just want to respect myself enough to be respected by others and love me enough to be love by others, meaning this that even if I don't get external love I still have the respect that I have for myself, I know that this is a basic concept however a very difficult one to understand and place in practice.

Depression: Es aceptar el hecho que me has dejado mas que claro que no me queres mas que como tu amiga y me niego a aceptarlo por mi miedo al rechazo(?. soy tu mejor amiga somos mejores amigos nada mas.

am I experiencing ACCEPTANCE today???? por que parece que estoy comoda con el dolor que me causa "perderte"? no es siquiera perderte a vos, es simplemente desechar mi expectativa de vos. es curioso porque de alguna manera esta emocion esta ligada a cierta tristeza de no sentirme suficiente, te amo y no sentis lo mismo, lo entiendo y duele no ser suficiente para merecer tu amor, asi lo acepto, que duela esta bien, es triste.

at the same time, barganing, de alguna manera sigo tratando de justificar la idea de estar cerca de ti bajo la premisa de "amor"

I'll enjoy this day, with all its emotions, as they come, as they'll go Me siento estupida a este punto. ANGER/DEPRESSION

today is Depression, YES, AGAIN DEPRESSION I wish for you to fall in love with someone, I know it will hurt me, I wish that for sure anyway. I also wish to be far away from here by that time, I also want to live my dream :( Estudy College and have my universitary experience in a foreingh country

Me enoja mucho las mentiras que me e dicho a mi misma justificando la total falta de amor que tenes por mi, aferrandome a MIS sentimientos por vos, cuando era un vinculo vacio, lleno unicamente con mis ilusiones, como duele malditasea, I literally feel my heart broken. and yes IM MAKING DRAMA OUT OF IT, is only for me tho, my own little drama for the things I'm feeling, I will manage my regulation as soon as needed. PERO QUE MIERDA, justificar tanto maltrato simplemente porque en mi cabeza nosotros de alguna manera "teniamos una intimidad unica", incomprensible para todos menos para nosotros????, BITCH WTF, HE NEVER LOVED YOU, literally used you only for his benefit, me enoja a la vez que me duele lo inconsciente que has sido reconociendo lo que es amor, no es como que nunca te hayan amado, sabes exactamente como se siente que te amen sin embargo parece que continuas rechazandolo porque de alguna manera te aburre, es precisamente eso lo que tenes que sanar, deseas ser amada sin embargo el amor incondicional te aburre y te seguis apegando a la inconsistencia, el abandono y el maltrato, time for changes.

Even tho, por alguna razon no me siento preparada aun, porque tengo esta idea que en cuanto empiece con el proceso de sanarme por completo, voy a sentirme plena y no voy a tener la capacidad de seguirme motivando para salir de este cuchitril, por alguna razon quiero salir antes de aca y luego empezar mi proceso para sentirme plena estando en mejores condiciones que las que me encuentro actualmente. Don't feel capable of blooming in an enviroment that constantly kills me. Basically.

I cannot stop blaming myself now, for how I let all of that happen, for how much I hurted myself again.

Hay una emocion entre todo esto que no se como categorizar, es basicamente el fucking enamoramiento que tengo por el, todo en el me fascina y es precisamente por eso que el fucking proceso es tan tedioso, lo unico que quiero es correr a abrazarle y quedarme con el. Negacion talvez? Continuo perdidamente enamorada, lo unico que esta cambiando es mi actitud con el respecto a lo que siento. Esto es lo peor: almost all good memories with you are followed by a weird feeling.

Don't come back please, please go, please just let me do my things and live without you, please don't come back, even when it hurts I prefer you away

Me siento tan atraida a vos como asqueada de tu conducta a este punto. I must leave, there is no way to heal este vinculo. Back to basics with him, full respeto y distancia. prefiero ser una energia estable, I live in my own world.

I need strengh for not calling him this weekend. IM NOT CALLING HIM THIS WEEKEND Kinda realized that ( and this I should write on my diary ) I rather be respected and choosed more than passionately loved. Obviamente quiero ambos, sin embargo I think love can come afterwards and passion is funnier when there is respect and EXCLUSIVITY eso es lo que quiero, respeto y exclusividad porque es lo que yo tambien proyecto. He does not respect me. at. all. I don't care the reasons, maybe he is too young or maybe he just don't care, I won't care either.

Some depressive days have followed up on this, understanding the hole situation makes me sad but angry sometimes at the same time because I let all this happen. I do not regret anything, it just make me more consious that the best option right now it is to leave. Even when it hurts. On other side I've been very connected to my femminine side and I love that, there's also the thing about the tatto that keeps bothering me from time to time. It is external to this somehow was thinking I keep thinking of getting your love and acceptance… Is that idea that I'm tryinig to let go. Apesar de todo no quiero dejar de sentir, sea lo que sea quiero sentirlo!!, quiero que me consuma y me haga sentir viva, quiero llorar, reir, enojarme, desbordarme de amor y desear, quiero seguir sintiendo, quiero seguir viviendo..

Estoy rozando una fase de "nothingness" que detesto y es ese punto donde lo que dolia ya no duele tanto porque lo estoy aceptando y tampoco hay una emocion respecto a eso, simplemente es nada… y es tan aburrido y plano e insignificante que solo me hace pensar que soy una masa inerte de pensamientos que respira, usualmente en este punto vuelvo a caer o termino en autolesiones o comportamientos compulsivos con el unico fin de sentir algo. No quiero hacer eso. Simplemente estoy aburrida… terriblemente aburrida.

Depresive// Estoy Triste pensando si realmente voy a poder seguir con mi vida sin vos y aceptando el hecho que no me queres. Me duele aun mas saber que tu no lo ves asi y que incluso si logro superar todo esto nuestra relacion va a cambiar para siempre, duele maldita sea, como duele.

Te amo por siempre, mi mejor amigo, mi complice y parte de mi corazoncito y energia. Siento haberme confundido tanto contigo, aunque e sufrido mucho todo esto lo e disfrutado como a nada.

For next time: No, ya no estoy dispuesta a cruzar esa linea, si me queres podes hacerlo bien. Sino; igual te amo infinitamente y el aprecio que te tengo no cambia.

decepcion/enojo/aceptacion ya no se que siento Me e dado cuenta que la razon por la que sigo prolongando todo esto es porque en realidad tengo inseguridades conmigo misma y carencias de infancia, todo mi apego y esta relacion en particular es el reflejo de esto. Si mi hermana nunca me hubiera dejado sola con mi mama seguramente yo seria una persona distinta a este punto. El hecho que entieda toda la situacion y no me clave a pensar en el "hubiera" o "pudiera" no lo hace distinto, o sea, solo trato de argumentar que el hecho que mi hermana se fue me hirio mas de lo que pudiese esperar, quizas porque incluso antes de eso ya me sentia sola y desde entonces mis mecanismos de supervivencia me llevaron a lo que soy ahora. Y aca estoy, sigo dando patadas al aire con esperanza de encontrar un camino por mi cuenta, completamente sola tal cual me dejaron.

ves como el hecho de haber encontrado refujio en vos por un tiempo me hizo apegarme? que excelente combo nos convertiamos cuando ambos solo estabamos viviendo y yo no necesitaba de un vinculo seguro para sostenerme, evidentemente vos no sos mi vinculo seguro, pero en mi soledad mi alma se agarro de ti fuerte. Ya se que yo nos jodi buscando alguien que me cuidara y vos me jodiste mostrandome que vos no eras esa persona. Todo esta jodido pero yo me siento mas jodida que nunca. Talvez porque todo sigue siendo una nueva experiencia.

I overthink sometimes thinks must just be. Aceptar la realidad no es comformismo, aceptar significa sentar base para poder moverse de ahi.

Te amo, pero tengo respeto por la integridad de mi cuerpo y mis emociones y le pongo limites a tus comportamientos y actitudes conmigo.

Te extraño.

Lit sos el unico hombre en mi vida. Y aveces siento que ni siquiera realmente estas;

Estaba haciendo el analisis que, ya que e decidido que sos y seras parte de mi vida, no importa que, en caso que me escojas para estar con vos, vas a ser el unico hombre en mi vida, lit. En caso me case con otro individuo, el tendra que entender que te amo y sos parte de mi vida. Obviamente si es el caso los 3 sabremos respetar nuestros vinculos y seras vos quien me lleve al altar (lol this). Te llevo hasta la raiz.

I've been feeling acceptance marzo I've been feeling Depressed, but as for now, my depression is mixing with the acceptance for the situation. "Esta bien, veamos dragon ball" Te entiendo, te amo pero no me gustas mas, te amo, pero no deseo ser amada por ti mas. Almost 4 years of a giving "relationship"… I'm still up to it.

No decidi amarte, pero te amo y hasta ahora no e podido cambiar lo que siento, sin embargo e liberado mis ganas que tu me ames

I'm strong, because I deal with my emotions(? going to my introverted world while I heal and process all this change.

march 15 At this point I don't know wat's going on, I'm just living.

Tengo un estado plano de emociones, parece que no estoy sintiendo nada, me siento resignada, existo, no vivo, existo en este momento.

Se escurre mi deseo de vos en mi mente Gotea besos por tu cuerpo Transpira suspiros y miradas intimas Es un ser vivo y vive dentro de mi Me come el alma deseando la tuya

I may cut my hair to release from all And it would grow again and it would grow healthier and more beautiful than now because I know how to take care now of me I'm different than how I was when I cut my hair last time, now we have both grow and have the chance to be better at being new with the changes.

I'm the one who's poison and that's why people does not choose me right? maybe I feel too good being alone, yet I crave love and understanding. If I want this I need to change my set up and become enough to deserve love. I'm not poison change your mind change yourself change Nadie te esta abandonando, solo buscan lo mejor para ellos Convertite en lo mejor y mandalos a la mierda (AJKAJDKA pensamientos intrusivos, perdon) Convertite en lo mejor para aportar algo valioso a sus vidas.

Ya deje que mis emociones controlaran demasiado mis acciones, precisamente parte de lo que la diciplina implica es sostener esos impulsos y mantener firme las decisiones, la rutina y los habitos que elejimos. Yo se que me siento mal, pero I'm working on something for me, I must keep that.

I really have nothing in here, nunca e sido demasiada apegada a mi familia, apesar que me importan y las personas a las que podria darles prioridad por eleccion tienen planes y vidas en las que yo no soy una prioridad, por lo cual no es justo para mi hacerles prioridad tampoco. No tengo nada asegurado, como casa o un negocio que asegure mi futuro, no tengo hijos tampoco a quien deba mantener, literalmente no tengo nada aca mas que la certeza que mientras siga aqui, seguire sufriendo. Mi mama es la unica persona que me interesa y honestamente puedo ayudarle mas largandome de aca. Estoy huyendo de la idea de no ser elegida como prioridad? Si. Y lo hago porque no me gusta la emocion que me genera la idea de no serlo, porque quisiera ser el plan 1 de quienes son mi plan 1 y no lo soy.

Tengo un trigger bien potente por abandono y me planteo escenarios bien impulsivos cuando me veo en esa situacion.

KINDA FEEL frustraded with life today. Por que adaptarse y aprender de toda la mierda que nos pasa es TAN FRUSTRANTE Y MOLESTO Y POR QUE YO TENGO QUE PASAR POR TODO ESTO Me desbordo de emociones y me fascina explotarlas, sin embargo es bastante desgastant a la vez. Quiero ser actriz. Soy increiblemente buena sintiendo. Y por otra parte tambien soy increible imaginando, ambos componentes necesarios para eltrabajo. Me gustaria. POR QUE EL UNIVERSO ME ODIA AHORA, LIKE QUE ESTOY HACIENDO O QUE DEBO HACER PARA DEJAR TODO ESTO SI no siento estoy aburrida y si siento me frustro y colapso ???????? soy inestable soy inestable? QUE QUEQUEQUEQUE QUIEROGRITAR Este ambiente tampoco me ayuda, me siento estresada i feel weird es tan fucking extraño sentirme rara, like if there's something u know ahggggg aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggggg

I WAS BORN TO CREATE

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(jaja me desaparecí pero volví✌🏽lo bueno es que ya terminó enero JAJA)

OH 4 MONTHS?!! Okay I don’t feel bad for being late now HAHAHA tho I’m also a little insane bc I’m now at Amazon Lily arc AND IM LOSING MY MIND!!1!1!!1!!!

TE LO JUROOO a mí me encanta que el plot me haga pensar qué puede pasar y que se vuelva más complejo de lo que parecía pero a la vez ser tan divertido, literally I came here for the plot JAJAJA

NO VA OKAY JAJAJA if we’re talking about stories, I f*cking cried with Robin’s bc it teared me apart by how sad it was, but Brook’s the sad of being alone + not sure if the only reason you’re willing to live for is still there?? It’s like another type of sad that *pretends to be surprised* made me cry JAJAJA y cuando escuché la canción no sé por qué sentía que ya la había escuchado y estuve un buen tiempo tratando de recordar si apareció antes pero parece que no???? igual la amo me pone automáticamente feliz o triste there’s no in-between 🫶🏽

I’m trying my hardest over here porque insta ya le valió un pepino si me muestra spoilers o no JAJAJA like of course I couldn’t avoid seeing Law or whatever state/gear Luffy gets to when he’s all white:’) but other than that I think I’m doing okay🫡

No te disculpes porque es cierto JAJAJAJAJA ay no mi lista de odio solo se va a alargar siento yo porque ahorita estoy que ya quiero que quemen al World Government JAJAJAJA Y NI HE EMPEZADO IMPEL DOWN

Ay pero que me alegra que el piercing te esté sanando bien 🥹🫶🏽✨ me encanta que caímos y ahora estamos aquí felices con un tercer piercing JAJAJA

Boy I’ve been meaning to start exercising but I’m mildly scared of hurting my lower back bc I kind of messed it up a little bit back in december?? No sé yo me estaba poniendo tacones y cuando me levanté sentí mi perdición JAJAJAJA kinda fixed it with one chiropractic session but idk

no te preocupes por desaparecer yo estaré muy probablemente acá todavía AJAJAJJA

dude yeah this anime grabbed me by the hair and simply did not let me go and now i'm just. it's so joever so me man LMAO that is such a good arc!!!!! i will say tho, that not seeing the rest of them does make me sad LMAO

no but dude it was the same with the song for me i was like where have i heard this before....... and then i rewatched opla with my brother and it was one of the scenes with shanks and luffy AJAJAJ ahí quede cómo aaaah este era el misterio. yo escucho binks no sake e inmediatamente hay lágrimas sobre todo si es la versión de sólo el violín AJAJAJA

dude honestly? those spoilers are very very mild love ir for you. siento q esos son los tipos de spoilers q te hacen preguntar ya pero cómo llegamos aquí q pasó pa llegar a este punto ajajaj

uuuf si tu lista de odio sólo tiene pa crecer AJAJAJ suerte con impel down y marine fort 🫡 son buenos arcos pero ay jesú q pasan cosas

the piercing is doing sooooooo well i'm so happy i hope yours is as well because man it's quite a literal pain when they start acting up

ay nooooo te llegó el viejazo de una JAJAJAJ in theory exercising does help especially your back but also if you do one wrong movement it all goes to shit and you're there like 🧍‍♀️ weren't you supposed to help me to avoid all this pain and yet here we are

#voy a responder el otro al tiro 🫡#asks #op anon

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pablitogavii · 1 year

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Hii i love your story’s I wanted to know if you can do a jealous Pablo/reader please thank you sm I love you

She’s my girl, tío!

You came to one of his trainings which Pablo usually ADORED but right now he was in a particularly bad mood seeing Joao staring you down.

“Que haces tío!?” He said after Pablo kicked the ball and it hit his head which angered the boy. You just giggled knowing exactly why your boyfriend did this. You know him that well ;)

“You’re not paying attention! Not my fault!” Pablo raises his arms as Xavi walked up and told them both to quit it.

“Do you see what happens when you distract my boys??” Xavi joked seeing you as his daughter and obviously knowing how crazy you are in love with Pablo, and only Pablo.

“Lo siento mister! Can I take my boy home early today??” You asked with puppy dog eyes and the man shook his head saying you can take him home right now.

“Before he kills my new striker!” He added as you jumped up running down towards the pitch to tell Pablo good news.

“Xavi said that we can go home cariño..” you said when Pablo ran to see why you were not sitting on the stands anymore.

“Cierto mister??” He asked having extra trainings every morning for the past week and the man nodded knowing he deserved a break before a big game.

“But no hamburguesa chaval!” Xavi said and Pablo blushed while you giggled promising be won’t eat anything off his diet day before the game.

“She’s the boss..” Pablo tapped Xavis shoulder and the man ruffled his sweaty hair.

“They always are chico” Xavi said and you thought it was adorable the relationship they had always looking like a father and a son.

“Vamos princesa!” He snaked his arm around your waist about to walk away but then Joao called you name and you turned around feeling Pablo’s hold tighten.

“Let me give you that signed shirt before you leave!” He said and you nodded while he ran back to the changing room. Your friend is his HUGE fan and begged you to ask for her so you did. Pablo didn’t know that and wondered why HIS girl wanted some other boys jersey!!? Oh now he was really in a bad mood!

“Here you go” he said giving you the T-shirt and Pablo watched your hands slightly touching as you grabbed it thanking him and leaving with Pablo shortly after.

He was in no mood for the rest of the day and you can clearly tell it was something to do with Joao so you started the topic firsts.

“Let’s just talk about it amor..porf?” You say sitting next to him feeling awful that he was not holding you like he always would during movie nights. Boy is a giant cuddler!!

“Nothing to talk about. You have every single version of my jersey but you want his! You wanna wear it for the next game!!?” He was already fuming mad but wasn’t yelling because he knew you didn’t like that. He always respected your boundaries even during arguments like this.

“Wear it!? It’s not even for me Pablo! Tu eres tan tonto cariño!” You chucked seeing his very much confused face.

“Pero..why did you ask for it then??” He asked and you moved closer straddling his lap and kissing his lips.

“For Maria! You know she’s crazy about Portuguese boys” you roll your eyes moving closer grinding slightly on Pablo’s lap and whispering into his ear “I don’t get what she sees tho..it’s the Spaniards that drive a girl loca” you kissed the side of his neck and he moaned smirked to himself.

“Spaniards!?” He said referring to the plural tense you used in your sentence.

“Hm..actually one Sevillano in particular is driving me absolutely loca!” You said and he smirked kissing you passionately and he kissed you back grabbing your bum roughly. Let's just say you had a fun night together ;))

The next day, you got ready wearing his jersey and some shorts knowing it would make your boy's mouth water like always. You liked he effect you had on his very much. Little did you know, it would catch someone else attention as well.

"And Y/n is so nice. Such a sweet girl!" Joao was talking to Lewa who took it upon himself to teach Pablo some proper English lately so he knew the boy could understand everything.

"I would watch my mouth, or Gavi might kill you kid!" man said walking towards Gavi tapping his shoulder and winking. He leaned in whispering "she's yours, so there is no worries" before leaving to the pitch to warm up.

"Felix!" Gavi called asking him to stay behind while everyone else left and Xavi asked them to make it quick.

"I'm gonna say this only once..she's my girl, tío!" he said touching Joao's shoulder and the boy nodded his head knowing that he needs to watch out his comments since he just now realized how serious Pablo was about you actually.

It wasn't unusual for footballers to be in non serious relationship, but yours was definitely not one of those and the boy needed to back up (or Gavi just might kill him).

"You're a lucky man" Joao said and Pablo nodded his head letting go and grabbing his water bottle.

"I know" he smirked before running out towards the pitch looking up at your happy face from the stands. He waved and you sent him a kiss turning around to show him his name on your back..yeah, you were all his and everyone knew it now ;)) <33 !!

In the end of first half, Pablo scored being assisted by Joao and they both rushed to celebrate together. It made you happy that they were still friends and colleagues at peace that it wouldn't affect their play.

Pablo kissed his jersey touching his heart and pointing to you as his new celebration and you blushed cheering and sending him a kiss as camera caught it.

"Amor!!" Joao pointed at the two of you yelling in the camera and Pablo smiled hugging him as they returned tot heir positions for the rest of the game.

I hope you like it <333

#gavigif #gavi #fc barça #fc barcelona #fc barca #pablo gavi x you #pablo gavi x y/n #pablo gavi x reader #pablo gavi icons #pablo gavi #pablo gavira #pablo martín páez gavira #gavira #gavi x vini #gavi x yn #gavi x you #gavi x reader #pablogavixreaderfluff #pablogavixreadersmut

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mydiary-com · 1 year

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Hi, there

How r u? Hope you’re doing great wherever you’re, send u hugs

Nosotros hoy andamos en ola de emociones jajaja pero esta es una ocasión especial porque hoy oficialmente hemos dejado de ser becariaaaas, firmamos contrato en la tarde y estamos muy happys por eso ✨

Even tho jaja we were pretty idk all day long, I mean I wanna tell the good news but actually I found a little hard to find who tell. We showed the pic to my mom when I arrived, I posted in close friends de te y lo quería subir a cf de insta pero no sé, algo me dice que mejor no, I hace close friends de mi trabajo y idk doesn’t feel right

I told Edu y agh idk este wey I’ve found that it’s pretty selfish in the meaning that I feel minimizado when I’m with him and idk I feel that he’s just like that, he’s Scorpio and wey idk I hear it when I say it and it’s like why are you justificando que te haga sentir mal? I mean he’s just my friend not like a boyfriend but doesn’t your friends aren’t supposed to make you feel like that? Idk maybe it’s just my mentality y no debo de tomarme las cosas tan personales pero sometimes I’d like to be asked how was my day, or be listened, or not put after you know? Agh idk he’s could be an asshole in that way but I mean lo queremos al bato and sometimes I’d love to tell him this but idk tanto no ha salido el momento tanto no sé cómo expresarlo para que suene de la manera que quiero que lo entienda sin que se no se que podría pensar jajaja pero ash idk

Anyway, he has been the one that has been there this time and he’s a good friend in his way and maybe that hurts me cause lo estimo mucho y que una persona que estimo mucho a veces me trate in some ways we’ll hurts, it’s like when some say tomate las cosas de quién vienen y wey they’re important people in my life e importa, me importa mucho how they react to me, like my mother jajaja vergaaaa lo que me cuesta con ella leerla y que se que neta sus intenciones son buenas porque lo son pero verga la manera en cómo a veces lo expresa parece que a cada rato quiere buscar pleito y que lo que pide o quiere lo expresa en maneras que es como de ay madre, lo haré, me podría enojar y lo estoy haciendo un poco pero decido no hacerlo y llevármela tranquilo y al final ya sé que es lo que quieres decir so serenidad jajaja y por ejemplo con Edu el pedo es que solo habla de él jajaja y acostumbra a minimizar-me o así lo siento yo ay no ya que horror mi ex también hacia lo mismo verga issueeeeeees jajajajaja ay no regresaré a terapia un día de estos I need xd

Pero bueno, en panorama más bonito, estamos felices del lifestyle que hemos adoptado, amo esta nueva etapa de wey I wanna it I got it, no taaaan verga como una desearía pero si esta verga, jajaja aspiramos a mas, estamos trabajando para mas pero wey I’m 23, el próximo mes me suben el sueldo, ya ganamos en cifra de cinco números, la estamos rockets do en el trabajo, new retos se plantearon hoy, wacko coordi? 👀 omg estaría awesome, I’m proud of myself, party que se antoja, party que vamos, eficientes, más equilibradas, we’re doing more exercise, ya vamos más seguido al gym, nos estamos cuidado, nos estamos poniendo primero, a ponerle importancia a las cosas que se le deben poner (doesn’t excluye que algunas cosas duelen como lo anterior) pero we’re doing our best

Manifestanding crecimiento, aprendizajes, nuevas experiencias, achievement de nuevas metas, good surprises, health, seguridad, amor, cuidado a mi familia, y wey gracias por todo lo que está pasando, muchas muchas gracias, esta pretty amazing ver nuestra vida ahorita y que se siga viendo verga y se vea en un futuro aún mejor 💛

Te mando mil besos y abrazos, espero te encuentres muy bien, te mando un abrazo y nos escribimos luego.

Besitos

Loviu, Uri.

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mysecretboringlife · 2 years

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English translation below (the poem it's not translated, tho)

Escribí este poema el año pasado.

Mi profesor de lengua nos mandó escribir un poema sobre algunos temas y uno de ellos era la playa. Escogí ese sin pensarlo, porque era una de las únicas cosa de las que quería escribir.

Estuve algunos días escribiendo varios poemas, pero no en gustaba ninguno. Hasta que escribí este. No puedo expresar lo orgullosa que estoy de este poema. Mi profesor dijo que hablaba del suicidio, pero yo nunca he pensado en el suicidio y no escribí este poema por eso. Lo escribí pensando que si tuviera que morir en algún lugar, me gustaría hacerlo en el mar. Pienso que es maravilloso. El tremendo poder que tiene. Toda su fuerza. Es increíble. Me siento pequeña al pensar en una tormenta en alta mar. El océano en sí es hipnótico. Estoy enamorada de él y de todos sus secretos.

I wrote this poem last year.

My Spanish teacher assigned us to write a poem about several topics, and one of them was the beach. I chose that one without thinking bc that was one of the only things I wanted to write about.

I spend a few days writing lots of poems, but I didn't like any of them. until I wrote this one. I cannot express how proud I am of this poem. My teacher said it was about suicide. I have never wanted to do that and that wasn't the aim of the poem. I wrote it thinking that if I had to die somewhere of my choosing, I would choose the sea. I feel it is amazing. The sheer power it holds is astonishing. I feel so humbled when I imagine a storm at the sea. The sea is mesmerising. I'm in love with it and all is secrets

(I don't think I could translate it, but if you want me to I can try)

#poema #poem #poetey #mar #océano #sea #ocean #my writing #my poem #im proud

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kpoptrashlord-007 · 2 years

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helloooo! a little late, but better late than never! how you been? 💙

just passing by to continue our small talk around here ! welp my bias right now is kyuhyun, i love him so much, but also i have a soft spot for hae & teuk 😭 i think elf tumblr is kinda small, i do get happy if i see elfs here lol i joined in 2ya2yao, my first comeback ever! i don’t know if you answered before too, but what about your bias or when did you join the fandom?

thank you so much ! hope you like the recs or my fics 💙 i also found some old blogs, like old blogs from like 10 years ago HAHAHAHA i’ll add them too on the fics recs. that’s how obssessed i am, i need serious help, someone assist me.

i’ve been relaxing and taking a break recently, thank you dear! hope you’re great as well! 💙

Hello Elf-Bot! Never mind about being late here - everything happens in its right time.

I've been well~ I took the weekend off to work through some stress and burnout. I'm much better now and already back to writing! How about you, lovely? Was your weekend relaxing?

Oh! You'll fit right in with the overlapping biases. To quote Cherry anon:

We now have a mini elf fam 🥺🥺 we got a leeteuk/ryeowook biased, a donghae/zhoumi biased and now a kyu/eunhyuk biased (me 🕺💃 also biased leeteuk and zhoumi)

And now we have another Kyuhyun biased, with a dash of TeukTeuk and Hae! Sharing is caring it seems.

Oh!! 2ya2yao! What a fun comeback to join the fandom with! [Immediately gets the song stuck in my head - damn SuJu, why most every song be such a banger 😭]

How did you like Mango? I just feel like it's certified iconic in my heart. Idk, maybe that's just me... but it has, like, the vibe of Mamacita and Sexy, Free and Single in that it will always be that bxtch, y'know??

Short answer: My first SuJu MV that I watched around release was either Black Suit or Lo Siento!

Long answer: The issue for me when it comes to remembering first MVs and comebacks and what got me into a group is that I just let YouTube recommend me things and then I watched it all out of pure fascination whilst also letting Spotify (back when I used to use it) feed me music at work. So I didn't know what was new or old - I just consumed. I can tell you the exact moment I fell in love with EXO (because I originally dismissed their vocals omg this is my shame) and I can explain the feeling certain older songs give me because Spotify used to suck and just play the same few BigBang, BoA, and SuJu songs for me over and over and now those songs are interwoven into my memories, perfectly sliced out images and sounds that play on loop when I reminisce. But overall... that period of time was a mess of me absorbing any and all kpop I could get my grubby little hands on. Black Suit definitely pushed me along that path to stanning, especially after the negative Reddit / online posts about SuJu that originally deterred me. And still to this day it holds a very special place in my heart ♡ as does Bonamana because of Spotify!

Ahem... sorry, I rambled >.<

Anyway my bias is Leeteuk but Ryeowook is in my ult top 10 biases, if that makes sense 😭

Hehehe, we love to see it tho!! It's awesome when you find a band that's been around for awhile because you have a lot more content to consume! I'm always on top of new debuts and releases these days so even if I got into one of them, there would be nothing to watch or read. Sometimes it's better to go back to older groups and just enjoy a steady, dedicated fandom that has stuck with them through high and low.

Stay shining lovely! Sending you good vibes~

[Omg this is so long, I'm SORRY T_T]

#elf-bot #elf fam ❦#long post #oops 😅#wishing you the best #much love to you!

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I want the K!!

31: RAGE Kiss

It’s a job gone sour; rotten from within, disloyalty among his ranks. Someone betrayed him, someone dared turn a client against him. He was furious! Foreign curses slipped passed clenched teeth as he paced Serenity’s cargo bay-- a place he’d retreated to, finding sanctuary while he figured out a way to restructure-- to cut the decay from the organization he’d built.

His gorram life’s work!

How dare his own men turn against him, after all he’d done!

Anger sat hot in his chest, swelling up with each thought, each suspicion on just who could’ve done it, but his was a world of cutthroats and deceptions; liars and crooks, hired guns for the right amount of coin--

How could he have expected loyalty when the highest bidder ebbs the rest?

An unsettled thought stops him in his tracks; expression shifting from anger to resentment to doubt-- and there, sat a few feet from him, Jayne had quietly let Badger rage while he cleaned his gun.

Would his ‘loyalty’, too, be bought from him?

Bitterness rises like bile in his stomach; mixing sickly with the anger in his chest.

“Want me to kill ‘em for you?” The question comes so casually from the mercenary that Badger stalls in his steps, gaze lifting to watch a man gaze down the length of his weapon, discerning any imperfections he might’ve missed in something so routine.

There’s no hesitation in the offer, no doubt, and though he’s loathed to read more into it, it almost seemed like a favor.

Badger stepped closer to Jayne, focused now on what to do next with his troublesome group of henchmen. “I don’t want t’ kill them, no--” Another step, thoughts tangling up with every awful deed to be done, “I want t’ teach them a lesson. Make sure they know exactly who they’re dealin’ with.”

Jayne’s set Vera aside in favor of something new, fingers reaching out, smile slowly pulling at the corners of his lips. “Well that-- I reckon I can do that, too.”

Badger can’t help the breath that escapes him; what fool he was for the slim hope of loyalty-- of something more, when here, with strong hands lifting to curl around the nape of his neck, is one paid for services rendered.

Oh, how greedy he is to want more...

He leans in; sealing those lips against his own though anger still settled in his chest. He bites, tugs, wants, and Jayne responds, taking over a dictated kiss before putting an abrupt end to it.

“Now stop pacin’. You’ll wear a hole in the gorram floor.”

#poeticpecker #kiss meme #TRIES TO RAGE KISS YOU #ends up letting up control of kiss.#god jayne just take care of ya boy.#also badger: Lol is this like-- a thing or are you just acting this way because i pay you...?#yeah dOUBTS!#a zillion years later #lo siento i love you tho

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siemprejuntosx · 6 years

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Fede

#ay lo amo muchísimo #Federico #what’s his last name tho #ruggero pasquarelli #oh you gotta watch the whole scene to understand but basically the girls are trying to find a dress for vilu and Fede wants to help #but they don’t want his help so he’s a bit offended #and later he comes back wearing a dress #I’m sorry I put the subs in Spanish but it was funnier that way #I will translate them here for people who are still reading the tags #1: I don’t think it (the dress) is that ugly #2: I don’t feel wanted #3: beautiful. and how does this one look on me?#pease guys watch the scene how he says no me siento querido it’s so funny and cute #I love him to death #Violetta #my gifs #if anyone’s wondering why I’m giving Violetta it’s bc I was emo and watching sl only depresses me #okay I’m gonna finish this rant #bye guys I love you #also sorry if there are any mistakes in the subs I tried my best

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Stranger Things incorrect quote generator (feat. The Girls, Max and her Moms, El and her Moms, Murray adopting Robin AU +Robin Protection Squad)

Pt 11

The Girls

Chrissy, peeling a banana: May I take your jacket, sir? Hahahaha.

Robin: Do you think other people can’t hear you?

(She knows, and she doesn't care 😌)

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Vickie: I lost Nancy.

Max: How did you LOSE Nancy?!

Vickie: To be fair, they are very small.

(You're the same height)

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Vickie: Hey, wanna help me commit arson?

Robin: What the hell!?

Vickie: Oh, sorry, my bad.

Vickie, whispering: Wanna help me commit arson?

Robin, whispering: Of course. What do you need?

(sus)

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El: What if mayonnaise came in cans?

Chrissy: Well, that would such because you can't microwave metal.

Erica: Good morning to everyone except these two people.

(Erica fitting perfectly)

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Nancy, holding a fork: You know your talking a lot of shit for someone who has 2 perfectly good eyeballs each cost about $16,000 on the blackmarket.

Vickie: ....

Nancy: *lip smack*

(....what did you do?)

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Max, handing a balloon to Chrissy: I have no soul. Have a good day!

Chrissy, walking off: I don't have one either.

(Ye, she made a deal or smth)

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Nancy: I should've left you on that street corner where you were standing.

Max: But ya' didn't!

(And she regrets it)

(not)

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Max: I think my guardian angel drinks.

(Well, I think from the others too)

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Erica: Which way did El go?

Robin: Well, based on the direction of the wind, the broken sticks in the corner, and the slight disturbance in the dirt, I'd guess they went left.

Erica: You could really figure it out from that?

Robin: No, you idiot, El sent me a text. See?

(Omg, Robin sassed the sassy Queen, which she already did in the show once tho actually.. I think)

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Vickie: Oh, so when crows remember people who wronged them and hold grudges, its “intelligent” and “really cool”.

Vickie: But when I do it, I’m “petty” and “need to let it go”.

(who you holding a grudge on?? Also does it fit to Vickie?)

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Robin: Wait a minute, how did this happen? We're smarter than this!

Vickie: Apparently, we're not.

(welp ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

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Chrissy: Can we go to a haunted house?

Max: What’s wrong with the one we live in?

Robin: Wh-what?

Max: Goodnight, Robin.

(Nancy should have left you in that street corner you were standing at /j)

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Eden: Do you mind if I slyly mention that you’re single?

Erica: Do not do that.

Eden: You won’t even notice!

Suzie, entering: Eden, you wanted to see me again?

Eden: Erica's single

Erica:

(Eden likes Erica, so she tries to set Suzie up with her...???)

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Eden: Guys where did El go?

Erica: They got arrested.

Eden: How the hell-

El: *bursts in through the window* The cops are after me, I thought it would be fun to steal crackers and throw them at people.

(✨the Es✨)

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El: You ever see something that changes your life and you're just like "huh.."

Max: I saw you.

El: Honestly that's so cute and sweet but it kinda makes this awkward because I was gonna show you a picture of Vickie in a turkey costume.

(Elmax🥺✨... Not gonna comment on the rest)

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Max: I wish I was a cat, but not in a furry kinda way, more like a “I can sleep all day and hit people with no consequences” kinda way.

(You really are Nancy's daughter 🙌 you can't tell me Nancy wouldn't love to not have any responsibilities and just hit people)

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Robin, to Nancy: You're starting to forget your Spanish. You don't practice.

Nancy: Lo siento. Estoy embarazada.

Robin: You just told me you're pregnant.

Suzie: Congratulations Nancy, you're glowing!

(but what if she's actually pregnant 👀 and ofc it was planned)

Bonus:

Nancy: No idiot... I'm.. I'm actually pregnant..

(Robin would be full on happy tears, not Max being jealous of them actually having their own baby, but she's be an older sister✨ idk what the hell I just came up with lol)

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Erica: What should I do?

Robin: *holds out hand* May I suggest dinner with a friend?

Erica: Well, none of my friends are available, so I guess I'll have to go with you.

(Damn, but Robin knows you not serious👀)

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Max: Ah, Hello again. We really need to stop meeting like this.

El: Maybe we would, if you would sTOP BREAKING INTO MY FUCKING HOUSE!!!

(Max, I know Robin somehow succeeded in dating Nancy with that tactic but that doesn't mean it's gonna work with El. But also I think El wouldn't react like that lol..also maybe it's S2?)

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Vickie: Damn, the power went out.

El: Don’t worry, I got this.

El: *shakes rapidly and starts to light up*

Vickie: What-?

El: I swallowed a glow stick!

Vickie, on the verge of tears: WHY WOULD YOU-

(She thought it was colorful spaghetti)

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Robin, to El: If you see Max, give them this message *makes a neutral face*

Robin: They'll know what it means.

*later*

El: oh, and Robin said to give you a message.

El: *makes a neutral face*

Max: Oh no. The neutral face of displeasure.

(more like her disappointed dad face)

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Erica: I typed "bitch" into my GPS and guess what? I'm in your driveway.

Max:

Erica: Vroom vroom, come out already.

(well it's either in the future or Erica has those mini cars that can actually drive....and I'd love that)

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Erica, shooing Robin away: Can you go be depressed over there? You’re bumming out my whole area.

(I feel like that was in the RV after the Vickie thing)

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Vickie: Do you have a self-care routine?

Robin: "Keep going bitch" said to myself in different accents.

(Fun fact (probably only fun for me): in the scene where she lists out the language she can speak, if you watch it in Italian she says German instead of Italian...I didn't watch it in French or spanish so idk what they said there)

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Max: Wanna get out of here and grab a bite to eat.

Erica: I don’t usually eat with losers.

Max: Neither do I but I asked you, didn’t I?

(Well Damn, Erica wanted to take the cake but Max ate it without leaving crumbs)

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Robin: Why were you up yesterday until 3am?

Nancy: How did you know I was up until 3am?

Vickie: We could hear you clapping to the FRIENDS intro every 25 minutes.

(Nancy loving Friends? Sure, I'm all in for it... Even tho I haven't watched it lol)

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Max: Why are you guys acting like this?

Robin: Oh, we're not acting. We really are like this.

(Max first time coming over to the sapphic senate)

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Vickie: So what, now I’m just supposed to do everything that Nancy does? What if they jump off a cliff?

Robin: If Nancy were to jump off a cliff, they would have done their due diligence regarding the height of the cliff, the depth of the water, and the angle of entry. So yes, if you see Nancy jump off a cliff, by all means, jump off a cliff.

Vickie: You jump off a cliff.

Robin: Gladly, provided Nancy did first.

(um.. She has a point 🤔.. Also maybe she's just a simp...honestly same tho)

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Eden: Did you have to stab them?

Chrissy: You weren’t there. You didn’t hear what they said to me.

Eden: What did they say?

Chrissy: "What are you going to do, stab me?"

Eden: That’s fair.

(Eden and Chrissy 👀 are you high?)

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Robin: Damn, Suzie, are you secretly cool?

Suzie: Well, poker is just math, so I guess it depends on if you consider the mathematician, Carl Friedrich Gauss, cool.

Robin: I do not.

(Suzie playing poker tho, that'd we fun)

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Nancy: Didn't you die?!

Chrissy: That was weeks ago, dude. Things change.

(Nancy, chill, you've seen stranger things...or more like, I thought you were not stranger these things)

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Robin: What are you eating?

Erica: You wouldn't like it, it's really salty.

Robin: I like you, don't I?

(Oop- Erica be getting a taste of her own medicine in these quotes)

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Eden: Last night I found out Suzie is a sleep talker.

Max: Oh, really?

Eden: "The mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell." Right. In. My. Ear. At 3am.

(when Eden and Suzie stayed over, they had to share a room, so that's how she found out)

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El, texting: Answer your phone

Vickie, texting back: Wait a minute, I can’t find my phone

El: Understood

El, 5 minutes later: You’re a terrible person. You know you’re killing me. You’re killing me, Vickie.

(How dare you do this to El 😔)

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Robin: I hate when people ask me, 'What did you do today?' Buddy listen, I woke up at noon and then it was five p.m., okay? I don't KNOW!

(I feel ya... Mostly because I don't do anything...)

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[Max and her Moms]

Robin: Did you have to stab them?

Max: You weren’t there. You didn’t hear what they said to me.

Robin: What did they say?

Max: "What are you going to do, stab me?"

Nancy: That’s fair.

(Understandable)

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Nancy: What is wrong with you?

Robin: Loaded question. Elaborate.

(In the Creel house)

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Nancy: The results are in, I’m afraid you have updog…

Max: What’s updog?

Nancy: Robin! Get in here, I told you I could do it!

(Robin proud and jealous because she couldn't do it)

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Robin: Fruits that do not live up to their names; passionfruit, grapefruit, honeydew and dragonfruit.

Robin: Fruits that do live up to their names?

Robin: Orange.

Nancy, trying to fall asleep again: Robin. Please go back to bed..

Max, sleepy: she's got a point tho..

(Family cuddles✨)

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Robin: Sorry I’m late, I was doing things.

Nancy: Hi, I’m ‘things’.

Max: Well she couldn't have done stranger things then that.

Nancy: Rude

(sorry idk, I just wanted that joke and Max included..)

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Nancy: Are you sure Robin's even gay? They barely even looked at me.

Robin: I hope Nancy doesn't find out I'm gay. But I'm barely even looking at her, she has to have figured it out...

Max, who heard to both of them:...are they serious?

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Nancy: Sorry, I'm late to the party. I've been doing things.

Robin, entering in an unbuttoned shirt: I got caught up doing things too.

Max, obviously knowing what's going on: Wow, Nancy was late too! What a coincidence!

(Max just wanted a Girls hang out 😪)

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Robin: Bro-

Nancy: No, no, hold up, rewind.

Nancy: My tongue was down in your throat just a second ago and now you're calling me bro??

Max:...I didn't need to know that....should I just go?

(Robin was so embarrassed 😬)

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Robin: I didn't drink that much last night.

Max: You were flirting with Nancy.

Robin: So what? They're my partner.

Max: You asked if they were single.

Max: And then you cried when they said they weren't

(Max loves having embarrassing stories about Robin)

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[El and her Moms, since I saw a post about Chrissy and Vickie adopting El because Ronance has Max]

El, talking about Chrissy: Is this a friend of yours, Vickie?

Vickie: Kind of? Not really. They're in my life and there's nothing I can do about it.

(El doesn't know they're dating (same with Ronance) and Vickie just answers like that)

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Chrissy: You disgust me.

El: *eating a kitkat sideways* I realize this and don’t care.

(El 😭)

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Vickie: Where did you get that tomato soup?

El: It’s actually a bowl of ketchup I just microwaved.

(Chrissy in b flat)

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El: Why is Chrissy crying?

Vickie: They saw a leaf on the sidewalk and-

Chrissy: IT LOOKED SO CRUNCHY!

El: Please don’t say what I think you’re gonna say-

Chrissy: AND WHEN I STEPPED ON IT THERE WAS NO CRUNCH!

El: NO, NOT THAT!

(😭😭💔💔😔😔)

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*While planning to break in somewhere (trying to break out El)*

Chrissy: Hey, let's do "Get Help!"

Vickie: What?

Chrissy: "Get Help."

Vickie: No.

Chrissy: C'mon, you love it!

Vickie: I hate it.

Chrissy: It's great! It works every time!

Vickie: It's humiliating.

Chrissy: Do you have a better plan?

Vickie: No.

Chrissy: We're doing it!

Vickie: We are not doing "Get Help!"

*A Minute Later*

Chrissy, carrying Vickie: Get help! Please! They're dying! Help Them! *throws Vickie at guards, knocking them out*

Chrissy: Ahh, classic!

Vickie: *gets up* I still hate it. It's humiliating.

Chrissy, laughing: Not for me, it's not.

(Well I didn't know Chrissy could throw Vickie)

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Vickie, to Chrissy: I'll be under the mistletoe when you start feeling desperate!

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Chrissy: A mosquito tried to bite me and I slapped it and killed it.

Chrissy: And I started thinking.

Chrissy: Like, it was just trying to get food.

Chrissy: What if I went to the fridge and it just slammed the door shut and snapped my neck?

Vickie: Are you ok?

(does this next incorrect quote answer your question?)

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Chrissy: I don’t think the therapist is supposed to say ‘wow’ that many times during their first session with a client, but here we are.

(does it?)

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Vickie, ordering coffee: I’d like a light roast.

Chrissy: You're kinda ugly.

(another quote)

Chrissy: And how do you want your coffee?

El: Black, like my soul.

Chrissy:

Chrissy: El, your soul is a latte.

(I love her ✨🥺)

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Vickie: El, what are you doing?

El: *shaking a cat shaped piggy bank* I’m just trying to figure out how much change I have inside.

Vickie: You could always take it out and count it.

El: Where’s the fun in that?

(yea, stop making logical ideas)

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Vickie: If I say I love you, will you say it back?

El: Yes.

Vickie: I love you.

El: It back.

*Later*

Chrissy: Why is Vickie crying face-down on the floor?

(El confused on what she did wrong, because she said 'it back')

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Chrissy: So I was just having a conversation with El about Star Wars; particularly, about the choice of architecture. The amount of people who die from falling down bottomless pits is TOO DAMN HIGH! Like, who designs architecture like this? Catwalks with no guard rails whatsoever, just zigging and zagging through enormous voids. Giant holes to nowhere!

El: It's by design. It's a cleaner look, for a more elegant time.

Chrissy: Like... who the fuck put this hole here???? And why????

El: Exhaust?

Chrissy: Darth Maul falls down a hole, Palpatine falls down a hole, Solo falls down a hole, everyone falls down a hole! Star Wars universe needs OSHA.

El: Luke falls down a hole, Boba Fett falls down a hole…

Chrissy: Yes, yes, I forgot about those! R2-D2 falls down a hole in the Millenium Falcon after he fixes the hyperdrive.

El: We're onto something here!

Chrissy: Obi-Wan almost falls down a hole.

El: C-3PO falls off the barge into the sand. Pretty close to falling down a hole.

Chrissy: His lightsaber does though.

*El thinks hard about what other Star Wars Characters fall down holes*

Chrissy: What if the hole is symbolic? The hole represents the dark side.

El: Nah, doesn't work. Luke chooses to fall down the hole instead of joining Vader/The Dark Side.

Chrissy: Fair point.

(oh God, who introduced them to Star Wars...but also very interesting tho)

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Chrissy: Vickie, I don't like you.

Vickie: What did you say?

Chrissy: You heard me!

Vickie, internally: And it turns out I actually didn't hear what the fuck you just said.

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El: I'm a nice person, but I'm about to start throwing rocks at people.

(or rollerskates)

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Chrissy: Fight me!

Vickie, standing behind them and holding a knife with El standing there having death glare: *mouths* Do not.

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[Murray adopting Robin AU: Robin's protection Squad]

Erica: Good morning. As you begin your day, remember that violence is always an option and often the answer.

Lucas:

Erica:

Lucas: ...Please, go back to bed.

(Erica trying to convince Lucas to also bully Steve)

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Robin: Max... you've been cuddling with me for over and hour now.

Max: *muffled* mm hmmm :)

Robin: Fuck. I should be annoyed but you're adorable.

(this is so fucking adorable 🥺😭 *holds gently* 🤲)

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Lucas: You think you're smarter than everyone else.

Murray: I don't think I'm smarter than everyone else. I know I am.

(Well, he's not that wrong)

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Lucas: Erica, I am questioning your sanity...

Robin: I never questioned it, I knew their sanity was missing from the start.

(When Erica suggested something to do against Steve)

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Nancy: Who the fuck broke the toaster?

Max: It was Robin.

Lucas: It was Robin.

Erica: Robin broke it.

Robin:

Robin: ...yOU PROMISED-

(wow, what a great protection Squad)

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Lucas: We’re all in this together. If one of us falls, we all fall. Nobody is expendable on this team.

Erica: Sounds fake but ok.

(we're all in this together 🎶)

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Lucas: Do you ever feel bugs on you when really there’s nothing there?

Murray: Those are the ghosts of the bugs you killed before.

Lucas:

Lucas: *sobs*

Max: You fucking scared them, you idiot.

(Poor Lucas 🥺)

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Squad reactions to being called straight:

Max: The fuck, no I'm not.

Nancy: Excuse the hell out of you?

Erica: Ding dong, you are wrong!

Lucas: Who told you that? And why did they lie?

Murray: Rude.

Robin: *punches the person*

(Nancy joins the protection Squad later in the AU, anyway seems accurate enough without changing)

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Robin: So, did everyone learn their lesson?

Lucas: No.

Erica: I did not.

Murray: I may have actually forgotten one.

Max: Also no.

Robin: Oh good, neither did I.

Nancy: *Exhausted sigh*

(Love them all)

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*Everyone is standing around the broken coffee maker*

Max: So. Who broke it? I'm not mad, I just wanna know.

Everyone:

Lucas: ...I did. I broke it.

Max: No. No you didn't. Robin?

Robin: Don't look at me. Look at Murray.

Murray: What?! I didn't break it.

Robin: Huh, that's weird. How'd you even know it was broken?

Murray: Because it's sitting right in front of us and it's broken.

Robin: Suspicious.

Murray: No, it's not!

Nancy: If it matters, probably not, but Erica was the last one to use it.

Erica: Liar! I don't even drink that crap!

Nancy: Oh really? Then what were you doing by the coffee cart earlier?

Erica: I use the wooden stirrers to push back my cuticles. Everyone knows that, Nancy!

Lucas: Okay let's not fight. I broke it. Let me pay for it, Max.

Max: No! Who broke it!?

Everyone:

Erica: Max... Robin's been awfully quiet.

Robin: rEALLY?!

*Everyone starts arguing*

Max, being interviewed: I broke it. I burned my hand so I punched it.

Max: I predict 10 minutes from now they'll be at each other's throats with warpaint on their faces and a pig head on a stick.

Max:

Max: Good. It was getting a little chummy around here.

(Max in b flat 😪 but I love how fitting it is tho)

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Nancy: You know, when Steve comes over, Max can get a little…

Erica: Psycho?

Lucas: Scary?

Robin: Drunk?

Nancy: All three.

(I wonder why 😑)

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Nancy: Time for plan G.

Robin: Don’t you mean plan B?

Nancy: No, we tried plan B a long time ago. I had to skip over plan C due to technical difficulties.

Erica: What about plan D?

Nancy: Plan D was that desperate disguise attempt half an hour ago.

Lucas: What about plan E?

Nancy: I’m hoping not to use it. Steve dies in plan E.

Max: I like plan E.

(I think Erica also likes plan E)

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Robin, at Nancy: You're my significant other.

Nancy: Yeah I am!

Robin, at Max: You're my child.

Max: Yes boss.

Robin, at Steve: You're my bitch.

Steve: Yeah I am- wait, what?

Robin, at Lucas: My bestie.

Lucas: Naturally.

Robin, Erica: HA, GAY!

Erica: Fuck you.

(She only did it because Erica say it to her once)

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Robin: Bye Nancy! Bye Lucas! Bye Steve! Bye Erica! Bye Nancy!

Max: You said ‘bye Nancy’ twice.

Robin: I like Nancy.

(we know)

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Lucas: Between Robin, Erica, Steve, and Nancy -- if you had to -- who would you punch?

Max: No one! They're my friends. I wouldn't punch any of them.

Lucas: Steve?

Max: Yeah, but I don't know why.

(you know why 👀)

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Max: You're alive.

Steve: There's no need to sound so disappointed.

(Plan E didn't work 😔)

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Lucas: This is a very powerful artifact. You’d be messing with some forces we don’t fully understand.

Murray: That sounds like a dare to me.

Lucas: Oh my god.

(Murray no.)

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Max, holding an antique bottle: Is this whiskey or perfume?

Robin: *grabs and chugs the entire bottle*

Robin:

Robin: It's perfume.

(well at least your breath won't stink?)

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Erica: This is getting embarrassing.

Robin: Getting? We’re already there!

(Erica when they have on of their hang outs including Lucas and Max)

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Lucas, when Max walks in: Oh, hey, I'm just making pizza.

Lucas: *accidentally smacks Robin in the face with the baking sheet*

(Lucas apologized a million times)

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Max to Steve: I don't dab. I stab.

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Max: Hey Erica, do you wanna help us?

Erica: Oh, I would... but I don’t want to.

Max: But we have a plan in how to get revenge on Ste-

Erica: I'm in.

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Robin: Drink your school, stay in drugs, and get 8 hours of drugs.

(That was Robin after she distants herself from the party)

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Erica: I don’t mean to be rude—

Robin: Yet, sadly, accidental rudeness occurs alarmingly often.

(Erica and the other checking in on Robin when she distances herself)

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Robin: Big day today, Lucas. *holds up two shirts* Mustard stain or ketchup stain?

Lucas: Mustard– looks less like blood.

(Ronance adopting Lucas and Erica✨)

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Erica: I found a note in one of my old word .docs that said Note to self: Get revenge on Robin.

Erica: Except I couldn't remember what I was supposed to get revenge for.

Erica: But I trusted my own judgment, so I went with it.

Robin: Hmm... I don't know what you were supposed to get revenge for, either.

Erica: I can only assume you got what was coming to you. Not 100 percent sure, though.

Robin: Well, whatever I did, I guess I deserved it.

Erica: Let that possibly be a lesson to you.

(We shall never know😔)

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Lucas: Who hurt you?

Robin: *snorting* What, do you want a list?

Lucas: ...Yes, actually.

(When they found Robin at Murray's, also love Lucas ❤️✨)

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Lucas: I typed "bitch" into my GPS and guess what? I'm in your driveway.

Erica:

Lucas: Vroom vroom, come out already.

(Lucas you better run 👀)

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Robin: Goddamn it, the printer broke while printing out Lucas's birthday invitations.

Max: Well, what are they supposed to say?

Robin: "Lucas's birthday".

Max: So, what do they say instead?

Robin: "Lucas’s bi".

Max:

Max: Works out either way.

(Cute)

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Max: Hey I just got a pet snake. What should I name him?

Lucas: A pet WHAT?!

Erica: William Snakespeare.

(does it fit? Idk.. kinda?)

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Max: Welcome to Fucking Applebees, do you want apples or bees?

Steve: Bees?

Max: THEY HAVE SELECTED THE BEES!

Steve: Wait-

*Lucas approaches, shaking a jar of bees menacingly*

(That's what Erica didn't want to help with, but then did help)

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Murray: Steve doesn’t deserve you.

Murray: If they don't treat you right by now, you're gone.

Robin: I'm gone.

Murray: Now go chop their dick off.

(Murray when Robin told him about what Steve did)

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Murray: Ooh, somebody has a crush

Nancy: Pfft, I don’t have a crush on Robin I just think they’re cool, it’s not like I stay up at night thinking about them.

*Later that night*

Nancy, very much awake: Uh oh.

(well let's see if that ends well)

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(nsfw?)

Robin: Nancy, you do remember when we agreed we were better off as friends, right?

Nancy, naked in Robin's bed: No, I absolutely do not.

Robin, already taking off their clothes: Fuck... Me neither.

(well that ended more then well)

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If you want more context for the

Murray adopting Robin AU

look at @corgiplays post

(sorry that I added you, I actually didn’t want to at first but few quotes actually fit the AU so I decided to add you and people can find the post easier)

hope you liked it!

Lots of love ✨❤️🤗✨

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