#man i just

[ganondoodle]

you know, as if it wasnt already boring enough that both link and zelda got back to their 'perfect' physical selves without any consquences from all that happened, the fact that zelda doesnt even remember anything either is just adding insult to injury

although it was also a lil disappointing at the end of botw that zelda didnt age even a little bit or had any other physical change at least she was conscious during the time she sealed calamity ganon in the castle and it overall feels less illogical

when you get the mastersword back in totk you get a cutscene of zelda with it after she had already transformed which kinda .... is weird? she seemed pretty awake there, and it being right after transforming is strange since the mastersword was already restored in that cutscene, i would expect it to be a slow progress- that said .. it also seemed like her soul was doing pretty fine, unlike how mineru said that you lose your soul when you do the dragon thingy; i guess it could be that that was jsut a thing that was believed without knowing if its true but ... why even mention it then, just to dangle some consequence in front of us only to reveal there wasnt any danger actually?

also someone (i think) commented once that zelda being turned back in that weird way was meant to be that she got time reversed .. which ... okay??? the teleport to that weird nakey floating dimension is still a weird choice to me (yes i know its probably the spirit realm or soemthing and thats why the ghosts that went poff already were there but it still feels off to me) .. aynway, i guess it was meant that ghost sonia + rauru did the give power to link thing that sonia and zelda did to rauru when he magic laser blasted all those poor moldoras (and never does it again ... why not magic laser blast away gan instead he was pretty openly standing on that rock problem solved hfldshnflsnjlfs) and that time reversed the dragon thing .... but aside from the symbol for the time thingy lighting up theres no indication for it if i remember right? its just some awkward looking magic beam blast save zelda edition (tm) why not at least include the clear tök sound that goes off when you use time reversal in game? would it have been both more clear AND cool if link was still standing on her head, the world gets that spirit realm filter like it did in skyward sword to indicate that theres a shift, then have the ghosties appear and let you as the player select time thingy and then her, ghosties give you their energy and the sound of time reversal goes off, the schemes of the world below goes black and white and start to shift; you dont need to literally show the path zelda had been flying over those thousands of years, but make the world a blurry mess and let the music speed up so you feel like you are actually doing something and then she turns back maybe near the temple of time (zonau edition) so its near the place where she was last human, the filters and ghosts disappear and whoop you got your epic falling scene ... but i would like to have zelda still remember it, otherwise it just feels .. weirdly manipulative? like lets reverse your brain and memory zelda no dont worry i meant good lmao trust me

that is if it was meant to be read as a time reversal on her .... but then i question why it wasnt used beforehand? couldnt you have done that to ganondorf even? if sonia and rauru can give you enough energy as ghosts then why couldnt sonia reappear after getting one-punche-mand-to-death or when you fight gan in the present time? is the excuse that he was so miasmafied or deep below the earth that the spirit world thing isnt in reach? couldnt you have done it after he did the dragon thing then? or is it a one time thing so they saved it for zelda? but then why didnt sonia get her ghost ass back there immediately after she died and time revrsed gan getting the enigma stone? ALSO if it was a time reversal on zelda where did the stone go??? shouldnt it be time reversaled out of her in some way to undo the dragon thing? where it go?? also to time reversal a body gotta be different to getting her soul back?? or was it just never gone so what mineru said about the risk was literally jsut so it seemed more tragic when it really wasnt??? like the apparent possibilty that the time reversal CAN be used on living things and not just objects makes me question it all even more?

(also was it meant to imply that rauru somehow through his arm got them both into the ghosty dimension?? bc how did they get there, and why cant they do it again? if spirits are fine over there even if they already went poof then why act so sad about mineru fking off like that? just go back there and say hi? njfkdnjkdj)

like im sorry i cant help but overthink all of this, with every supposedly explanation i just question it more?? i dont want to sound like one of those guys that go -OoHoh there was no clear text explanation for it so i dont knooooOOOOoOw i dont know how to use ma braiiin it makes no seeeensee- or maybe i am? i dont need an explanation for everything, in fact i LIKE when there are unexplained things, but it still has to feel .. whole? there are unexplained things that make a world and story feel more mystical without taking you out of it, but theres also a way to leave things both over AND underexplained with it seemingly contradicting itself or it just trusting that you take it all at face value and never think about it that it just feels off, the the first big moment where i felt SO taken out of the game i felt actually stunned was when i was at the shrine of life and it wasnt there anymore, at all, the cave shaped like a vague imitation of it, i felt like the game was laughing at me for being so distraught about it, like what you remember and care about the game this new one was supposed to be a sequel to? lmao, anyway theres a puddle of healing water :)))

idk i just ... if its not obvious already zelda is my special thingy so of course i overthink and criticize it in ways that may seem insane to the average person, but thats just how i work i guess :/

(i am still too thinking so much about how it all feels like such an afterthought, like especially with the weird time bubbles that literally NEVER COME UP AGAIN???? WHAT WAS THE POINT??? AND WHERE DID THEY COME FROM??? and why youd choose to suddendly give zelda time powers out of nowhere and then basically not do anything with it?? zelda astral projecting to the temple of time somehow even tho her soul was lost but is also fine just to give you the time reversal gimmick is so ?? oh wow look at that zelda gave you her sage oath before you even knew about them look how coool ok but how? and why? it wasnt the actual engima stone you touch to go into ghosty world either just like a .. a weird ghost of it, it just feels off man, ok you got zelda out the way and have your neat gimmicks and uuuh dang we need to find a way to give them to you idk lol listen, i KNOW you are not supposed to question it, i KNOW they always go gameplay over story but goddamn the story ruined the gameplay for me bc everytime i think about playing it again i just get reminded of the things that dont make sense or are just so .. lackluster in ways that even botws worst parts didnt)

[llamagoddessofficial]

me making a lurker tiktok account just to search myself up and watch the nice videos people have made about my fics

[nessieartss]

your art brings me so much joy and i always look forward to your next piece. had to show your blog to my friends cos of how obsessed i am and they love it as well. thank you for all your hard work so far, i hope this year brings you everything good and more♥️

Hi anon! Thank you so much you're too kind! 😭💖 ngl 2023 was a shitty year for me so i hope this year's gonna be different at the very least. Hope the same goes for you too anon! 💖

[ricketycr1cks]

Watching new sunny and missing Mac doing karate moves and project badass and standing up to Dennis and being treated as an equal in their friendship and everyone being really, really scummy like not just saying stupid shit but genuinely ruining peoples lives tbh

[takethelx3]

Resting Place

[urban-hart]

note to self: write as though you're writing for a Disney fantasy musical adventure. indulge in a few tropes (such as the obligatory animal companions or a villain song) for the pure enjoynment of it. draw some animals while you're at it, you love drawing the lil crechurs. you miss drawing them in fact.

new note to self: goshdarnit why arent you ddawing animals more?? >:( no need to feel wistful about what you used to do. YOU CAN STILL DRAW THE ANIMALS IF YOU WANT

[micanthrope]

Can we stop acting like school is torture. Yeah it's boring sometimes but getting hyped up to learn? Fuck yes. Best feeling ever. Staring at a whole field of things you're just beginning to understand? Fucking exciting.

[freakurodani]

so, apparently, as explained by my sweetheart of a doctor yesterday, its actually very common for a mood drop during recovery/release after a major illness but boy howdy, hello depression symptoms my old foe, we meet again

[torao-chan]

i love my queue asdlkjkglfsg

[kyluxtrashpit]

So we’re just getting NO good things now huh

[ceyrann]

Prayers for me please if y’all pray. 

That I won’t get skinned by my mom when she sees my tattoo hshshshs.

[lowkeyorloki]

Hiya! I just wanted to stop by and say that your work, LBD, has been stolen by -hanoirocks on Wattpad. It's included in their Marvel smut collection. They seem to have stolen a lot of works uncredited from writers on here. (-sarahscribbles)

first off, let me say, thank you SO much for letting me know. i can't tell you how much i appreciate it.

second, i'm so upset at this. i have said before that i do not want my work to be copied or stolen, but i ESPECIALLY do not want it on wattpad.

i don't have a wattpad account, so i feel incredibly powerless in this situation. for all my followers with wattpad, i would love it if you could help me remove my story and any other stolen works from this person.

this feels so exploitive and it's just a super shitty thing to do.

again, thank you for telling me, and i would really appreciate all the help i could get in this.

EDIT: i just looked and they prefaced my oneshot with “warnings: bad writing.” what the fuck. i’m honestly floored. my work was stolen AND it was insulted. i don’t even know what i’m supposed to do.

[angiiepaniic]

how tf do people get art of them with their f/os bc like i havent been able to find any artist willing to do that

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i just want a picture of us together :(

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

dude yknow fuck this im fuckin proud of myself like fuck my therapist fuck my parents fuck my teachers they didnt do shit to help me but ive done so much in my life like ive saved someones fuckin life and idc if that persons me i fuckin did that shit everyday and now im here and like i fuckin love life and im constantly angry and constantly in pain and things still suck but it feels like a lot less of a heavy fuckin weight on me everyday and like. yeah man. like things will always fucking suck all the time and ill definitely get to a point in the future where i disagree w what im saying but that wont be bc its wrong itll be bc i need someone to fuckin prove me wrong then. but im provin myself wrong rn. and likeee there r times i get so fucking angry at positivity bc it just feels so fuckin mockin yknow but thats just becauseeee. yea lots a reasons. but right now i am fuckin glad of what ive done n all like. nobody has helped me and ive had to work so goddam hard but. yea man. life is great. im realllll tired now and HAD things i wanted to say but ive lost em now too tired. but like LOOK AT ME. IM TIRED BEFORE MIDNIGHT. this shit rules. and likeeeee i have a million problems w a million friends but i have some real nice fuckin friends as well who im glad exist likeee. it takes sooo much energy to maintain these friendships n bein autistic sure as hell doesnt help BUT ILL DO IT ANYWAYS. bc i love people so so sososoo much and no amount of nihilism or negativity will stop me because i have been at my fucking worst and tryin my best to actively make everyone around me hate me and i just fucking love people so much BC IM FUCKIN HUMAN LIKE !!!! HUMANS LOVE HUMANS !!!! THIS IS JUST WHAT WE DO AND WE CANT FUCKIN ESCAPE IT AND I LOVE IT !!!!! IDC HOW OR WHY OR WHEN OR WHERE PEOPLE WILL ALWAYS LOVE N CARE 4 EACH OTHER DESPITE EVERYTHING AND ANYONE WHO THINKS HUMANITY IS INHERENTLY EVIL CLEARLY DOESNT KNOW WHAT THEYRE TALKING ABOUT BC WE R INHERENTLY FUCKING HUMAN AND TO BE HUMAN MEANS TO BE IN LOVE WITH THE WORLD A FUCKING MEN. the end goodnight sleepy times.

[acewhofellonmyface]

man, not to be all sad here and admit i have any emotions whatsoever but i just found out my ex has a new gf and that shit hit me like a punch to the gut. i shouldn’t be upset i feel like, cause i should be over it but it still hurts me, it hurts me the way they ended things and how much they really didn’t care when they said they did. and if anything i wanna be fucking mad about it but i can’t i’m just sad and feeling more hurt than ever and i already cried once today so i’m not doing that again but i’m still fucking upset

[fictional-worlds-are-exquisite]

oh fuck

i just realised

when the doctor asked me today ‘is your birth control working well?’

she probably wasn’t talking about period control like i assumed. she was probably talking about the anti-baby feature.

i said ‘yeah it stops it completely’

did she give me a weird look because she thought i was talking about like, sperm or some shit??? like builds a wall up in that bitch so well not a single fucker gets through, good bricklaying i’ve found, exquisite. or like thank god, my last birth control kept giving me half babies. hate the half babies. this birth control? not even quarter babies. swear to god. completely stops it this time. thank god.

i didn’t even remotely click at the time. fuck