#mar at dawn

[storiesatdawn]

diary entry 01

i just wanted to hold your hand as we walked into the new year together. I don't believe I'll have to reminisce about you instead. This fever reminds me of you, and I can't imagine why. All I see when I close my eyes is pictures of you.

Today I can only think about my future- my head hurts and my eyes burn and my heart is tight and my fingers tremble. If I sit here and tally up my losses and my wins I might surrender right here.

Of all of the things I've lost this year, I realized that I am a happy person. I am capable of choosing happiness every single day. I do choose happiness every single day. I will continue to choose happiness every single day- whatever that looks like for me.

Painting, drawing, singing, laughing, playing & loving is all what that looks like for me.

Making coffee slowly in the morning and having a home that smells nice is what it looks like for me.

Being lazy enough to lie down when I want to and not wake up to the sound of an alarm is what it looks like for me.

I'll give up everything over and over again if I can be happy.

[ladiemars]

come in the water please please please i swearrrr i won’t drown you

[goryhorroor]

horror sub-genres • action horror

action horror is elements of horror combined with more action packed scenes maybe with some scares or not scares at all.

[meme-xx]

NO WAR

Moon and Mars (May 5, 2024)

[rainagainstthewindowatnight]

hurt/comfort scenes

greys anatomy (2005-present) / boy meets world (1993-2000) / pretty little liars (2010-2017) / outer banks (2020-present) / the hunger games : catching fire (2013) / the twilight saga : breaking dawn part one (2011) / normal people (2018) / a beautiful mind (1993) / queen charlotte (2023) / veronica mars (2004-2007)

[kharmii]

Art credit: 高梨かずき@kaduki123 Twitter.

[grey822aaa]

Classic event

[barbwalken]

Please pokemon masters i NEED their interactions 😩

[artythebear]

Vampire parents 🤲❤️

[marsenatsu]

I read this fanfiction where Molly was given the journal as a gift to preserve her memories but being ten she didn't see the point and found it hard.

Which leads to a grieving Edie writing that journal entry in Molly's journal.

Something that was based on 'Molly' saying 'I ate a lot of things that night' not 'tonight'.

I wanna reiterate that Edie did this out of grief like barely a year after Molly's death, not for some evil ulterior motive.

So I was wondering what you thought of this theory?

I feel like this tracks for Edie, and I firmly believe that very few discrepancies in this game can be written on as a writing mistake (despite there being some timeline issues such as, where were Sam and Calvin during Barbara's Final Scream, and allegedly I've read rumblings off Walter's death timeline being weird, but I can't quite find any certainties on that.).

Here is the thing, Molly's a pretty imaginative girl (as a fellow fantasy enjoyer.. I can relate), and based off the cute little drawings around her room and her love for her animals and nature I think there is space to say

I find it interesting that all the animals that Molly had become can be found in her room in some form. I know many people see this as Molly taking from her environment during a hallucination. I was led to believe this as well until now... I can totally see Edie, who probably at this point wanted to believe this wouldn't happen, wanting to 'honour' her firstborn by giving her final moments something that she would've loved. A fantastical tale where she gets to run wild as the animals found in her room. Who knows if Molly even wanted to be any of those things, it feels like a classic mom move to take like three things she knows her kid likes and just use those, similarly to how Gus is kind of just reduced to Kite Boy when he seemed to have his entire punk deal going on.

All this to say, yeah I think it's pretty neat, and I think it really adds onto the idea that Edie is doing this to preserve their legacy, especially if we go off of the idea that in her head, the curse is very real. I'd hate to feel like my family was insignificant just because of how little time they had...

I like to think that's a similar conclusion that Edith finds herself.

'I want you to be amazed that any of us ever had a chance to be here at all.'

[lightscamerabitchsmileee]

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[storiesatdawn]

banh mi

When I was crying and sad, you'd take me to a vietnamese cafe for banh mi and iced coffee.

My hands were shaking, and my heart was fluttering, and there were silver linings to having an emotional breakdown. I watched you delicately place your pho noodles into the soup spoon, before holding your hair back with one hand and bringing the spoon to your lips with the other. Something about the pucker of your lips and your half closed eyes made me shy- I tried not to get caught staring.

This delicate, beautiful way of eating left an everlasting impression on me, and I think i've loved you intensely since. Not a lustful, sensual longing, but a heart-wrenching, gut thrashing need to know that you're safe and cared for and smiling somewhere- I don't want you to lift a finger. But I want you to do what makes you happy. I want you to stay tucked inside a safe, warm home, forever. But I want you to see beautiful sights and breathe beautiful clean air. I want you to be content to stay at home and take care of things at home and find fulfillment that way- but I know that you know the joy of making your place in the world.

Now I can't eat banh mi without thinking of you- from a completely different store, in a different city, surrounded by different people. The bread is different- tougher, it scrapes the top of your mouth. The vegetables are the same, but the Jalapeno tastes sweeter. This restaurant uses kewpie, but the cafe we went to before made and seasoned their own mayonnaise. Whenever I eat it by myself my heart shatters a little, and bits of it fall off into the abyss and I haven't seen them since.

[ladiemars]

my d&d character and her long-term low-commitment casual boyfriend

[jadeazora]

Funnily enough, not the first time Saturn has been mistaken for a woman. (In the official English translation of the DPA manga, there’s a chapter where he’s referred to, several times, as a she.)

[meme-xx]

NO WAR

Moon, Venus, and Mars (Feb. 7, 2024)

[rainagainstthewindowatnight]

father & daughter relationships portrayed on television and film

sweet girl (2019) / the twilight saga : breaking dawn part two (2012) / pretty little liars (2010-2017) / the glass castle (2017) / pride and prejudice (2005) / veronica mars (2004-2007) / i am sam (2001) / black widow (2021) / never have i ever (2020-2023) / modern family (2009-2020)