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Just read my entire fic through in one sitting for the first time ever. And I'm like, proper proud of it? Like, it was actually fun to read? And I'm not immediately tempted to delete everything and start over? Obviously it's not perfect, and never will be, but I'm honestly shocked by how happy I am with it.
#maybe this sounds sad#but I meant it in a celebratory way#like I think after another read-through for final edits tomorrow I'll be ready to post it#which is wild for me to even consider because in what world would *I* be able to write and post more than 20 000 words that I'm happy with#but it turns out that world is this one!#I did it! I wrote a thing!#sorry this is still blowing my mind#I WROTE A THING#ignore me#girlblogging#girlwriting#wc.ct
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I miss being able to make art and post it. And I miss when doing those things brought you interactions and friends
Idk, someone recently liked an old piece of mine from a bygone era where even sharing an OC of all things had people react. It brought me back to those days where you'd make a whole community and happily include newcomers and draw for each other and send asks etc, all for simply existing on this platform
Now it feels like you post in an empty room and the best you can hope for is a vague echo in return. People will see your art and move on without barely touching it at all
Why have we gotten so stingy with our comments and interactivity?..
#misc#not art#ive been a bit sad of late#maybe this post will sound hypocritical cuz i probably missed a billion posts from friends those last few months#but i promise its due to my current life circumstances. normally im way more on tumblr than ive been able to since may#at least i know that i do my part wherever im able#i just wish it was the standard still. i miss it dearly
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succumbing to the summer weather out here
#my art#chonny jash#cccc#cj heart#cj mind#cj soul#i cannot handle heat its actually sad#AND ITS ONLY STARING TO GET HOT IM GOING TO PARISH#funfact i spent a hot second researching fans but yet didn’t even think about looking up bird behavior when its hot#but it was like 2am so…#i give it a pass#maybe i can look up bird behavior later.. sounds interesting
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haven’t seen the movie idc i’m obsessed with this image
#*series#oops#like now i want to watch the movie but it sounds like a sad movie idk#maybe i’m scarred by marriage story where every movie about being married is just depressing asf😭#oscar isaac#jessica chastain#scenes from a marriage
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tapping the "do you even like Lewis or do you just like shipping him with a white man" sign
#some of you LITCHERALLY sound like helmut. 2 races into the season. wtf lmao#'i love him but-' but do you actually love him?#'its sad to see him like this. maybe its time for younger drivers to get a chance' no. fuck then kids#like some of you are so frustrating and disrespectful#you dont lose points if you stop pretending you like him. live your truth. its not mandatory to like Lewis#you just dont have to justify it with “hes not like he used to be” WHAT FROM LIKE 4 MONTHS AGO? LAST YEAR????#f1#lewis hamilton
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based on a weird pink dream I had once!
#I know this one seems a bit sad but i still loved drawing this little doodlE KJAHFKADJHF#i definitely feel much better! but as weird as this sounds I wish I could meet this little star again sajghfjkghdfkjgh#maybe in another dream#my art#sketch#doodle#sona#personal#trying to not be embarrassed in posting my more personal works ragh
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Not Without Maedhros
Thinking about a Fingon fic set in Mandos where Fingon is ready for reembodiment but won't leave the halls without Maedhros. Never mind the fact that he hasn't actually seen Maedhros's spirit yet...
The only way he can tell the passage of time is the influx of spirits into the Halls, the halls get larger to accommodate them all. Surely Maedhros is around here somewhere.
It's about Fingon being asked if he's consider Life again and he says he has, but he'd like to wait for Maedhros first. He does not want to leave without Maedhros.
More spirits enter and he waits.
When asked again he is indeed ready for Life but it is disturbing to him that it as taken this long for Maedhros to find him. So he reaffirms that he is waiting, he will not leave without Maedhros.
Spirits come and some start to leave.
The asking stops, and in its place he is told: "it is to leave these halls", "you have lingered long enough", "you can feel the yearning for Life in you, go on, it's time to go". He always says the same: Not without Maedhros, not withouth Maedhros, not without Maedhros.
It seems impossible, but the population of the Halls actually seems to decrease.
And yet he waits. He waits until all of his family has walked out of those great, beckoning doors. He waits as his fellow spirits dwindle around him.
He waits, until he is alone in the vast, silent halls.
#in my heart of hearts it is second person pov#i don't know maybe Miriel can show up#Fingon#maedhros#russingon#<- but only in a sad way#middle earth#silmarillion#mandos#i hope it obvious but yes mae is in the void#my art#my words#<- wow can you belive that me writing something that is awfully close to fanfiction in the year of our 2024#the silmarillion#fic idea#at risk of sounding arrogant if anyone does like this idea feel free to run with it#i would love to see anything you make (*/ω＼)
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i would really like to see people appreciate beau's growth and character arc more without trying to convince newcomers that "she'll get better eventually just you wait" implying she was such an unbearable character you have to make yourself sit through her scenes. i assure you, she wasn't
#you may like or dislike any character for whatever reason mind you! i'm not arguing with that!#but her flaws are so blown out of proportion in fandom while other characters' flaws aren't treated this way at all#and i'm yet to see someone saying that caleb gets better later on. or that veth does. maybe this is also a thing i don't know#but it surely doesn't happen under all relatively popular content centered around them#also beau surely wasn't the only one guilty of being rude and picking fights at the beginning of the campaign. this is just. not true.#the way she's usually referred to as the least cooperative member of m9#and she wasn't the one who got threatened with a sword for putting the whole party's lives in danger for her own interests. is interesting#this just. makes me sad. i really don't get why people who like her adopt that misconception invented by people who openly disliked her#and sound like they feel guilty for enjoying her character and have to beg other people to give her a chance#i got into m9 with little to none exposure to fandom opinions and honestly. it was really surprising to find out she upsets people that muc#critical role#beauregard lionett#the mighty nein
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deltarune
(Original: "Hot Yaoi Base" by K3nel1OS on DeviantArt)
#safeutdr#utdr#deltarune#suselle#noelle holiday#susie deltarune#that makes it sound like it's her last name.... who knows tbh maybe it is#shitpost#meme#art trend#hot yaoi base#fanart#ship art#my art#(unfortunately)#jonah draws#im pretty sure this is my first ever piece of deltarune fanart. man. that's actually kind of sad.
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"We get to, this season, explore their chemistry and their real love and their intimacy. So we get to have a glimpse into that world that just feels so pure and beautiful and romantic! And then, sort of navigating those other circumstances once they're out in the world, dealing with real... challenges." - Isa in an interview with The Knockturnal(x)
#outer range s2#outer range s2 spoilers#maria olivares#rhett abbott#isabel arraiza#lewis pullman#there was an article that said that maria and rhett may screw royal over? i say they should go for it! /hj#rhett x maria#i know the last gif is blurry but trust me she was holding his arm and i just thought that was adorable#i might add a lew quote if he ever gets asked about outer range s2 in an interview smh(i'm begging someone to ask him more about it!)...#the biggest fucking grin on her face whenever they kiss#her smile and him smiling back at her before the forehead kiss is EVERYTHING to me#also her little smile as he kisses the side of her head like she knows he's doing his best but knows that it's unlikely that he's leaving..#truly if it gives isa and lew more screen time i'm all for it!#i say all this but i still want a spin-off of them just on a roadtrip#i am convinced that he kisses her just because he thinks she's being really cute#i kinda had a feeling that was maria in the trailer doing something to rhett in the trailer(iykyk) and my heart still fell into my stomach#i'm not including any dream/nightmare sequences because as far as we know they can't see the future... right?#do i sound stupid and biased? maybe... please don't judge me#she's hungry but her heart aches to stay... will the flesh have its way in s3? will she be ... ''already gone'' a la eurydice in hadestown?#tw: food?#will forever be sad they didn't get a dance :(#the way he makes her giggle and smile before kissing her in the car? PLEASE#maybe leaving is her way of fixing things for the both of them so he doesn't have to choose between her and his family?#and so he doesn't have to feel guilt for holding her back every time he looks at her... but girlie have a proper conversation PLS
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No one understands my pain right now. My fucking. necklace. MY CHERRY NECKLACE THAT IVE BEEN WEARING FOR A YEAR STRAIGHT FUCKIJG BROKE. IM FUCKIHgbdb. for those who know. 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒 rest in peace cherry
#ive had this cherry obsession for a while now#is this my sign to move on#goodbye my beautiful cherries#that sounds. wrong#i cant believe this#e erytime i draw myself#i HAVE to draw the cheery necklace#everytime i wear anything#its incomplete without the cherry necklace#got it the first time i went to vegas too.#an di dont think we're going there any time soon again#hgGsgvdhddb#sorry guys im rambking about a fucking necklace#its nor suplosed to be a big deal but ughhshd#why am i sad#irs litwrally A NECKLACE!!!!!#i gotta stop being attached to inanimate objects#Or anything at all.#goodbye cherry#gooodbye cherry becklace#as lana del rey my glorious king once said#is it the end of an era...........#maybe#ur always righr lana#uHdhdhdh#you will be missed my dear necklace
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Anyone wanna cry about Lloyd's years of isolation in the monastery with me
#FUCK it hurts so bad#he's so lonely#taking care of mergequakes#with only the occasional letter from Kai to assure him that SOMEONE is out there#not knowing if his family is alive or dead#for YEARS#I will never not be sad about how desperate he sounded when he found Arin and Sora#he saw someone do Spinjitzu and he thought MAYBE just MAYBE he'd found someone he knew#and it turned out to he some kid#and he masks his disappointment well#and he takes the kid under his wing and grows to care about him too#but DAMN that initial disappointment kills me#ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago dr#lloyd#lloyd garmadon
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To five people who liked bez/logan concept
I'll also add that logan would absolutely love rubic and he WOULD give him all pats and scratches in the world
#logan sargeant#ls2#marco bezzecchi#mb72#like he would love rubic and maybe they would bond over their dogs because coco is a rescue#and he just generally loves dogs#but I'm sure Logan would be sad over not being able to arrange a meeting for them#okay that's all for today but i need your suggestions for ship name because they all sound shit#bez/logan#for now
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guy who only asks questions if they feel insightful enough to be worth asking and only hangs out if there is smth to do together <- deeply uncomfortable of the idea of wasting someones time
#yes i was constantly accused of not paying attention for asking questions i didnt know someone already asked why do you ask#maybe it does sound a little sad when i put it as 'i feel most comfortable when i feel like im not wasting the other persons time'#but its more like i want the other person to feel like im putting thought or at least care into it even if i dont express it very well#its weird feeling like im not giving back enough in the conversation but not knowing why or being confused by the idea#of someone who just likes to listen to me talk and not waiting for their turn to speak like i do like. arent you tired of it yet>?#how are you not thinking of ways to get out of this conversation yet??? it fascinates me bc ill never understand it#i like how we are now talking abt not letting yourself feel like a burden for asking for help and letting people help you#but i am on the other side of the spectrum where i want to feel needed when we hang out or else i wont know how to let u know me#yapping#diary#I hate feeling like this cuz it feels like im coming up with new and creative ways to defend myself instead of being myself
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🍷<3
#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ❤️🩹
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I wonder what Eve thought of Christ when he descended into the depths during the time he was dead. When she saw Him. The Son of the new Eve. Come to pull you out of hell into heaven.
#I once dated someone who sounded absolutely delighted at the idea that Adam and Eve would burn in hell#and perhaps it's irrational of me#but I found that so sad and disgusting#I pray our first Adam and Eve are saved#if they can be than maybe so can I#goblinthoughts
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