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electrozeistyking · 5 months
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"She's Gone"
This bad boy was started on the third of November, and finished on the seventh. In total, there are thirty panels (all of which were drawn separately).
A good chunk of N's dialogue near the end came to me after I did some improv to figure out what he should say. I have since dubbed it "N's Failure Monologue."
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turquoisemagpie · 8 days
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Appreciate the little things.
Not to ignorantly deny all of the big bad things in the world, but to survive them.
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evakant · 7 months
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SUNMI — STRANGER
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swaps55 · 2 months
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Not sure what it says about me that I am more alarmed people don't know how to download files from Google Docs than I am about Google's policies.
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ying-doodles · 3 days
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my brain is running a million miles a minute rn
help
#ying rambles#let me try to just spew out my ideas in here so i'm not making so many individual posts#uh let's see#i wanna make an underwater version of void ying (my main sona rn)#where instead of having stars all over there's little fish? and they're wearing a clear raincoat and boots#i wanna draw myself in little outfits again (like those old wardrobe memes that are like pjs casual formal etc)#i need to actually sit down and draw new pfps for main and spam cause i'm tired of my current ones#it seems like the reverse absolutes are winning the poll so i have to come up with an archangel javier design (not that hard actually)#but i want to try to draw his rainbow wings in that piece?? maybe??#and then there's the turnaround i just talked about that i have to figure out#cause that's like what. 4 frames if we keep it simple (front left back right). or 8 if we do quarter turns (so many angles..)??#and then there's the drifting closer comic that's in second place in the poll#i have a vague idea of what i want it to look like but i need to sit down and sketch it to actually figure it out#and then at some point i need to figure out what the fck i'm drawing for the tged zine#cause i don't actually know what i'm gonna do yet (but i have until june to think on it i guess)#and. and...#... i think that's everything?#no there's still a lot of other stuff i wanna do but these tags are so long by now..#if you read them all uh good on you i guess?#i gotta go to bed i need to cease thinking-
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izzyspussy · 1 month
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i think a lot of people have never been in a truly desperate situation but think they have, and this causes them to pass really harsh judgment on people who made bad choices when either irrational or having no good choices to pick instead, and i really wish people could get some fucking self-perception and work on their compassion skills and not fucking do that as much anymore
#jack facts#people be banging on about empathy this empathy that#and like sure maybe people have a measurable capacity for it but i can tell you what#that sure as fuck don't mean any fucking one of them ever bothers to make use of it when it matters lol#and i mean on the other hand it's hard to conceptualize how you would feel going through something you've never experienced before#i just wish people would be AWARE of the fact they don't know!#or like that there's a difference between ''i can't afford anything but instant ramen'' and ''i can't get any food or water''#or a difference between being freaked out by spiders and having clinical arachnophobia#or a difference between ''my loved one is sick and i'm really worried about them'' and ''my loved one is dying in front of me''#etc etc etc etc etc#anyway the longer i live the more i'm convinced that empathy is a garbage concept#and actually a more reliable way to act with true compassion is through at least some capacity for relative objectivity#the ability to say ''i don't know how that feels and i cannot understand it through comparison'' and to be able AND WILLING#to take people's self reports on their feelings thought processes or lackthereof in good faith and with sympathy#and also the ability to acknowledge that doing a bad thing for good reasons does not negate the bad thing being bad#but also should and does change what consequences are appropriate and/or most effective#and also like............... things people do in desperation or other irrational states do not represent Who They Are As A Person#or what it's like to hang out with them in a day to day situation#another thing i keep getting more and more aware of is like. if y'all can't even handle an irrational or impulsive choice that does harm#done by an otherwise ''good'' person under short term desperate situations#that they then do their best to reduce the harm of after the situation is over#i can not even imagine how absolutely unforgiving you must be of anyone who has delusions#and i mean real delusions and real psychosis not the hyperbolic babytalk version lol#like i don't think most of you even know what the fuck a delusion even is the way you act about things as simple & straightforward as like#fear. hunger. pain.#absolutely fucking exhausting
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kakyogay · 5 months
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seller account or whatever on paypal hath been set up :DDD
now I just gotta make a sheet and rules and whatever for the comms and I'll be ready to start getting big dollars👍
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fisheito · 24 days
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is there a critter you’d like as a pet, assuming anything goes and you’d have it legally and you had all the time in the world and resources to care for it in the best captive conditions possible?
yeeeears ago while pondering this very question, i settled on smth like a great horned owl
- lives in a temperature similar to me (i don't want to subject a heat-loving creature to my preferred frosty home - awake at times similar to me - i'm not allergic to them 😭 - independent (can feed/defend itself) - quiet - can claw attackers' faces off if i get into trouble (i can roam outside at night more!!) - portable if necessary. can travel distances with me
so it wouldn't be captive so much as a regular owl who's somehow super bonded to me ahahaha but i feel it's a bit dull to pick an owl based on such practical parameters..so... if you remove my fear of inadequate caretaking ability and all the cost-/time-saving benefits of picking a lil guy matching my natural biome...
i'd like to have a critter who's uh, a bit more emotionally intelligent. *knocks on the owl's eyeball-occupied skull* not much going on in there besides special birdy hunty adaptations. i CRAVE PAT-ABLE COMPANIONSHIP
which makes me choose domesticated species like alpaca and pigeons so PFFT i'm sorry i gotta be bland for this 😭
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mossyflowers · 9 months
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*gets possessed* okay anyways
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thiscrimsonsoul · 6 months
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{out of paprikash} Guys, once again, I have failed, heh. I thought I would get on earlier tonight, but I ended up spending most of the night baking (reason under the cut because of family drama, so avoid if you don't want to read that). Wanda has also... left the building? My muse for her is at an all-time low. I may have to put her on hiatus for a bit if this continues, but for now I'm not going to. Let's see how next week goes and then I'll revisit things, but... needless to say I won't be getting on here tonight. It's a combination of lack of muse and all my free time being eaten up in other ways. I'll try again next week!
Having my grandmother living with us at a time of year she doesn't usually, my dad and I are having to adjust what we're doing for certain holidays. With Thanksgiving on Thursday, me and my dad usually have a lowkey dinner by ourselves. I know that's weird, but after my mom passed away, a lot of our family stopped inviting us to holiday gatherings for reasons I won't get into, so we just spend it at home, nice and quiet, with just a little food. We're both trying to lose weight and I have dietary restrictions, so we don't want to overdo it.
My grandmother, on the other hand, is very demanding and particular. When we told her we were planning to have a simple dinner, she was incensed that we weren't going to have more of her holiday favorite foods and desserts. Suddenly we're having to bake and cook a lot of unnecessary things just to appease her. I ended up spending most of my night baking things I can't even eat. Nothing like baking something that smells amazing but you can't eat it. *sigh* So yeah, I'm going to lose a lot of time this week for holiday prep I didn't know I had to do, and I didn't account for that tonight. So sorry guys! =(
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autistic-shaiapouf · 3 months
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Gonna have to bust out the comm sheet soon bc work is not scheduling me and. frankly. I simply do not want to be there as of late
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onyourstageleft · 2 months
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getting my wisdom teeth forcibly removed from my skull tomorrow yippee
I will attempt to make a follow up post to this as soon as I wake up from sedation but I make no promises that it will be at all distinguishable as something done under the influence, I am after all the person who once drunk texted a friend at 2am a completely coherent paragraph and ended it with "I'm like Alexander Hamilton, I can write even when my life is falling apart" for justification it was 2016 and we were theatre majors
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wayfinderships · 10 days
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Missing U.kai hours! Kiss kiss kiss for him! <3 He's so handsome methinks!
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thedreadpoetroberts · 13 days
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You can be really smart and still have a learning disability.
You can be really smart and still have a learning disability.
You can be really smart and still have a learning disability.
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I don't feel good, haven't for days, and I got less than an hour of sleep. So apologies ahead of times if I don't comprehend things. I haven't been able to these past few days.
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suncaptor · 27 days
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there's something specifically inside my head that is closing up that makes trusting anything so hard. i have to manually keep my mind open to the potential of anything being significant. i am so used to things being bad and things hurting and things not working and being powerless that it takes an exorbitant amount of mental energy to make sure I don't let myself shut down possibility. and I do it because I never want a certainty inside of me besides love to rule anything. but I want my brain elastic again. i want it open like breathing. it doesn't erase the unfairness or the critique or any of the bitter-built philosophy.
#it's so hard to describe what I mean. i think it's the combo of the like. specific part of my brain's development + the amount of trauma#I have endured + the degree of which that has been taking place on a backdrop of the world being incredibly injust no matter what I do#this is very very silly but the extent of how much this impacts me was made clear by how like. closed off I was to even liking an album by#my favourite singer. like obviously I am obsessively keeping myself open I would never let my preconceived sense of doom and stubbornness#control my willingness to let things in#but it shouldn't be so hard to keep my mind open to things like... liking my favourite musician of most of my life's music...........#and that's a VERY silly example but that's why it's easier to talk about. it takes so much work to be open enough for things like therapy#or religion because they've damaged me so much#how am i supposed to handle this on a backdrop of constant constant helplessness in the face of living insecurity and illness and trauma?#the problem is if you try so so so hard again and again and remain hopeful regardless of how illogical that hope is#but you get let down so constantly since you're never stop trying ever even when systems fail you again and again#and you're watching horrible things happen and everything that shapes you is horror#then regardless of how much you try it's so hard to let yourself let go of the very realistic lived experience of doubt and critique#and I DO. do NOT get me wrong. I am obsessive and refuse to be my own problem#but the act of doing so shouldn't be like this. it's in everything i do. from simple things like listening to new music to even the mere#possibility of a future#i am very worried this one is going to be misinterpreted bc I AM NOT saying I'm stubborn in the face of systems that have repeatedly failed#me. I AM NOT. I am saying to not be shouldn't take this work when it envelops the rest of my life.#if anyone reads this far please please acknowledge the degree of which I almost pathologically try again and again when I can guarantee#nearly everyone wouldn't and still fight to keep myself open to hope because that's just something in me that is like that. but BEING like#that is. repeatedly putting yourself in situations where you are powerless already and helpless to get better and then are hurt more and#there's no way to escape it's just the repeated nature of it and then trying to not be the issue.#it's the problem in itself.#my ambition SHOULD be smarter.#god I'll go into this when I fully understand it another time. i don't think i have this phrased in a way to make all the dots of what i#mean correlate in the significant ways to anyone but me#but hey i guess i'm expecting anyone to read this in a light to misperceive me in the first place instead of accept maybe I'm not explainin#well or giving me the benefit of the doubt. see.#delete
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