#misophonia triggers

[caloriecounter-ibarelyknowher]

hellooo :)

I'm 15 and I'm tryna lose weight, I don't rlly mind how my body looks atm but I kind of have health anxiety and I think my parents think I'm fat (they're low-key health freaks.)

I think I've had either binge ed or food addiction for a looong time and didn't realise bc I never thought about how much I was actually eating. in February (like the 20th I think) I binged (like proper binged) and I scared myself so much. since then my mental health has kind of gone down the shit hole 🥰

I also have misophonia which is SO fun

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I'll also post about my SHIT social life and stuff :)

all my posts are tagged #mine

anyway:

bmi: 23.9 (omfg it's so close to overweight I might actually scream)

sw: 65kg

cw: 63.5

lw: 63.5kg

gw1: 60kg

gw2: 55kg

gw3: 50kg

ugw (but probably not knowing me): 48kg

workouts and mealspo I have saved are under the tag

saved-for-l8r

[futuristictheoristcowboy]

you have misophonia, right? The sound of breathing, moaning, eating, chewing, it all makes you want to pull out your hair and bang your head on concrete, right?

whwh WH THEN WHY DOES.. WHY IS.. ??????

[mindmojis]

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[enden-k]

btw if i make kaveh say "oh my god" pls imagine him say that EXACTLY the way his english VA does bc its always stuck in my head with how funny and perfect it is ajkcjkab

[pagesofkenna]

I just queued a post where I said this in the tags but I wanna say it again as a real post: shout out to the Neverafter production team for both a) including misophonia warnings in the trigger warnings list, and b) keeping the most common misophonia trigger sounds out of the actual episodes

I think everything they'd included a warning for so far has been SFX added in post, and only played for a few seconds. they've been things like fly buzzing and water sounds, things that can bother me (and perhaps did bother other people) but only if prolonged. there have been no prolonged gross mouth sounds, no squelching or chewing

and in a run of episodes with a recurring chewing gum joke!!! they literally faked chewing gum on camera, and the audio was minimized (if there was any sound at all; I don't remember) and the players' visual triggers cut short

(for context, I had to stop listening to one of my favorite actual play podcasts of all time years ago because the GM introduced an NPC who chewed gum. I usually only glance at the screen while watching Critical Role because there's often at least one player chewing something the whole game, and though you can't hear it sometimes the visual trigger is so hard to ignore)

I remember seeing Sam de Leve's name in the credits for ACoFaF, working as the set accessibility coordinator, and they're someone I know is aware of misophonia issues and takes care to limit potential triggers in their actual play work. they might've helped the production staff develop misophonia accommodations, or it could have been someone else, or maybe the team is just more aware of this issue now (I feel like misophonia awareness is at an all-time high)

not that there have been any particularly horrible misophonia triggers in the past (that I can remember), but. I just remember seeing misophonia listed as a potential trigger for the first episode, and being both excited to see it recognized, and nervous to have to need it, and then excited again when the sounds ended up being so minor. love having sound design work that doesn't actively punish me for wanting to watch their show

[kettlechip-krispy-kreme]

a fun thing about me is that i have misophonia so when a video with ppl chewing in it showed up on my fyp last night i left a comment about misophonia trigger warnings thinking id get like 1-2 ppl telling me to get over it or something like that but instead ive gotten like 20 ppl and counting saying ableist things to me. i should be able to enjoy social media just as much as the next person, and all i was saying is that the decent thing to do is give a heads up to ppl who need it. the world is so inaccessible and that's why i left the comment, knowing that ableists would give me shit. ik the world doesn't revolve around me, but i do deserve accessibility. what's so wrong about trigger warnings? all they do is make media more accessible and more enjoyable for those of us who are struggling. if you don't need a tw then cool, you can ignore it. but for those of us who do need trigger warnings it helps a lot. i don't understand why the concept of being a decent human is so hard for ppl to grasp

[dennisboobs]

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[kiunlo]

having misophonia is like a witch cursing you to feel severe fucking mental agony that is triggered by the most normal human mundane experiences and then the witch dying and instead of the curse being lifted the curse is now locked onto your soul forever and no other witches or wizards or warlocks or whatever the fuck will ever be able to lift the curse for you and no potions work to make it go away even a little bit and whenever the sever mental agony occurs it also turns you into a violent horrible piece of shit who wants nothing more than to kill everything in sight. and then you tell people about your curse and they try to trigger your agony on purpose and then get surprised when you've ripped their face off. and you're just supposed to live the rest of your life like everything is normal without tearing off your own skin or killing yourself or going on a murder spree.

[lily28s]

Me: *singing quietly because it makes me happy and I'm in a public place where talking's allowed

Someone next to me: Hey can you please stop singing?

Me: WOULD YOU RATHER I METAL SCREAM INSTEAD??

[kingthunder]

reacting to certain singing affectations with a visceral hatred that is so strong

[truthdawn]

hi. ok. so this is kinda important but basically. my parents are gonna make us (the whole family) eat downstairs together so I was wondering if like. anyone has any coping strategies for situations like this? itd help me out a lot if anyone can share any :)

[caloriecounter-ibarelyknowher]

misophonia checkkk

⭐ chewing

⭐ mukbangs (when other people play them out loud)

⭐ finger licking (my parents especially)

⭐ my mum breathing

⭐ there's a specific noise my mum makes when she's breathing that I hate

⭐ my mum moving her feet around when she is knitting/watching TV.

⭐ when my mum kicks rocks along the road when we're walking

I hate it because I take so much care to not be loud or so the physical things because I know they irritate me so much but nobody else gives a SHIT

these triggers make me feel a lot of pent up energy and I often have to try and get away or I hit myself or silent scream

my mum has a cold right now and I can hear her breathing from across the room and it's making me want to scream

[rrover]

i hate the "is there misophonia" section of does the dog die pages bc that's such a vague question because the variety of different sounds that can trigger misophonia and it's almost always marked as "no" even if the media in question features the most common misophonia trigger, eating noises. it would make more sense to me if the question was "are there eating noises / gross mouth sounds" bc that's less vague and gives people less room to misinterpret it and mark it as no, and if there were separate questions for more specific/less common misophonia triggers like whistling but idk

[on-my-way-to-wonderland]

no one ever talks about the way misophonia restricts your social life and hurts your relationships with friends and family. and it hurts, it hurts a lot. wish this could just go away

[irlactualhuman]

help

my nine year old has horribly mutilated my youtube algorithm with slime videos and I survived 239409469 days in polygonal excavation and construction world videos and I keep unfucking it but I feel like sisyphus was in a Mr. Beast video where he turned the boulder into a pinata full of 100 dollar bills but also the tax on that gift as well as the pressure from friends and family made it ultimately financially unsound

[oars]

ive said it before but idc if someone is the absolute perfect match for me if you chew with your mouth open and smack your food its over its not going to work