#mixing in general is just. hard
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auouaoagh having the itch to do vocal arrangement stuff again, tho since i can't sing for shit also voice dysphoria i've tried a few solutions over the years. none of 'em really stuck. forever ago i uhhh """acquired""" a copy of IA for some version of Vocaloid (3 or 4?), she was neat but she also sounded kinda flat. I tried UTAU but I literally could not get a single sound out of that program, even with the default voicebank. Never figured it out despite efforts, best guess is that it didn't like my audio interface drivers. Closest thing that somewhat stuck is Neutrino, technically a neural network sort of processing (but the banks are specifically made for it, without stealing shit ffs) with a bank named Seven:
Seven sounds pretty cool, but like. Rolling Girl in its default key here is a bit high for her range. Her pitch tends to be pretty shaky, and requires exhaustive tuning and tweaking after export to wrangle her in. I'm fine with tuning, I honestly love having that much fine control, but I wish I had more control over the initial rendering. That whole process just, kind of sucks? Set up the midi with hiragana lyrics in Cubase. Export as music XML. Open it with fucking Musescore just so I can re-add the tempo information. Re-export as uncompressed musicxml. And finally slap it in a source folder and run a .bat file via command prompt to render out the vocal to a .wav. Reimport into Cubase. Fucking exhausting lmfao. And even then, sometimes the bank just sings things in a way you really were not looking for. Rendering is a frustratingly hands-off process, and it's one of the reasons I wish I could get UTAU working on my machine. I want to find a voice bank that can really belt and growl, y'know?? I wanna be able to dial that in by hand, adhd hyperfocus style.
Anyway here have some pared down mixes. Dunno if I'd call the vocal harmonies final or anything, but I like the direction this goes in. I can't really say I'm good at it, cause I don't have much experience? But I really love arranging vocal harmonies n shit. Also u can hear my sloppy bass playing (yes that's me playing the bass and guitars lol)
#i haven't done drums yet because i am so garbage at mixing drums oh my god#why are they so HARD#mixing in general is just. hard#i just wanna do more vocal arrangement dammit#it is its own beast of composition and i rarely get the opportunity to do it
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VICTORIA HOUSEKEEPING CO. ā VON LYCAON
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#zzz#zzzero#zenless zone zero#von lycaon#lycaon#flashing tw#zzzedit#m:gifs#m:*#m:1k#HOYO-MIX HAND OVER THIS DEMO MUSIC NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#zzz is already fucking so hard with the music i'm gonna pass out. in general zzz's style is just sooooo good it rly stands out#this demo was also so damn good!!!!!!!!!! like these animations HELLOOOOOOO they're really gonna make me fall for the butler wolf man. lord
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ok so while tweek doesnt stutter jimmy style like they make him do in fanfiction he does actually have very rare very brief instances of stuttering! he tends to prolong sounds instead of repeating them & it just goes and doesnt slow his speech down (makes him sound even more rushed imo). its definitely not intentional and happens as a result of matt doing a panicky voice but i find it interesting
#his mannerisms in general are so fun to me like the way he makes these sudden stops while still talking very fast#his speech feels like going full speed crashing into a wall and just going through it. over and over again. he hits a lot of walls#its so hard to explain but his noises tend to mix in with words which also makes it sound like hes stuttering a bit but thats different...#txt#i mostly made this bc i saw someone say he never ever stutters in canon and i was like well. thats not true.#its definitely overused in fanon but you can make him stutter Sometimes... once in a blue moon. it happens ā„
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cant do much else right now but sketch
#library of ruina#netzach#netzach lor#just talking i think. todays an alright day to speak. in tags because im painfully shy. the opacity for the text block is very low becaus#it was mostly just my own experinces and ramblings about painting which had me want to draw the small sketch. nothing special just talking#abt how i often forget about papertowels and wipe and mix everything on my skin and hands to not break flow and feel physically tje process#wanted to go ahead and have that idea put down for a sketch. netzy. there is other doodles but theyre subpar i think. tried drawing before#because angela. shes gorgeous. but im having a hard time in general. slow...#... i keep forgetting how many people actually follow this blog im a bit baffled. sorry this isnt much im mostly just using this to make#sure i dont loose track of days and have 5 or the sort pass by posting semi consistently
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Funny thing about my mom
She struggles with pronouns a lot, but not just for like people who are trans or nonbinary or anything else.
It's EVERYONE
My mom will call a cis man who uses he/him her on complete accident, she will accidentally call a she/her cis woman he. Everyone is getting misgendered.
It's mainly because her first language is Spanish where it's like el ella el hermana hermano and stuff (a and o to indicate gender instead of whole different words). So she just does it on accident.
Also she adores nb people because to her it's like, "You aren't a man or a woman? That's cool!"
Also she grew up in highly Catholic Guatemala with like a new dictatorship every year.
She supports my aroace sibling as well she just does not give a shit.
All in all, she is a bit confused but she's got the spirit
#aromantic#asexual#nonbinary#lgbtq#she's trying her hardest on the pronoun thing though dw English is just hard for her in general#she mixes me and my sibling up despite us not being anything like each other#our names dont even sound similar
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can I be so real with you guys I think warwicks design in-show is kinda ass
#arcane spoilers#to be FAIR the og game one which I just looked up is very generically mmo werewolf#so no winners there either#but they should have made him more wolfy šš#itās a little too ape-y wolf man-y for my liking#would have loved a freaky science experiment wolfy guyyyy#a snout at leastā¦ā¦#not even a tailā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦#YOU WOULD THINK my stand out favourite guy becoming a wolf creature would hit me so hard#and it does#but also it looks kinda uglyyyyyyyyy#šš#i donāt wanna draw ittttā¦ā¦.#was thinking about drawing some just werewolf-ified vander but yeah lmfao that would kinda be a Warwick redesign I suppose#arcane#.doc#ADDING ON:#not like I donāt like more human werewolf designs!!! i LOVEEEE designs that are more of a mix of human/wolf#I feel like pure-wolf can get boring easily#but just get freakyyyy with it make it look cooollllll#especially since heās a weird experimwntttt
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2024 reads / storygraph
Everything Under the Moon
Anthology of queer reimaginings of fairytales by mostly Australian authors
various genres, from contemporary to fantasy and sci-fi, mostly about older teens
mlm, sapphic, trans, nonbinary, demi, bi ace, and aromantic characters, some stories focusing on romance but many on familial relationships and siblings
#Everything Under the Moon#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#aromantic books#queer books#A really nice anthology of queer fairytales! definitely a mix of all sorts of stories.#Some were a bit forgettable (I mean Iām just not a short story person) but I really enjoyed others! I#I picked this up specifically because I heard there was an aromantic story (which I didnāt know much else about) and yeah it hit hard actua#itās about being okay with loneliness and also centred around artistsā¦.so. it did make me cry a bitā¦.#I liked that a lot of them focused on platonic r/ships - most on sibling actually? I appreciate that there were a couple sapphic aces too#I will say while the illustrations are really high quality (I especially liked the naturey ones) I found a lot of them depicted the chars#as very.....disnefied? idk. thin and generic. lacking 'imperfect' features like freckles even#(when theyāre described as having them) With a couple exceptions for sure - but a lot of them were a bit samey#I would have loved some authors notes or a list of the stories because I didnāt recognise which all were inspired by#(though theyāre on the endpapers; just not specified which) - I did find this in a GR review tho
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its pride!
#i have mixed feelings about pride. like in general not just the month#i choose to be positive about it despite that. does that makes sense?#anyways#i have been distancing myself from the labels and the community because it is not very kind to people like me#so i dont feel strongly bisexual or whatever the fuck gender i am#yes i am those things but i have felt small about it for a while as a result of the queer community#im just lukewarm queer. dubious queer. and thats really alright#im functionally cishet and thats alright#i have a wonderful boyfriend and i have been in touch with my femininity in a way that brings me joy#not that i am required to like. disclose anything. i just like sharing cus im a different flavor of queer. as we are all#err my initial point is that its hard for me to be insanely excited about pride when it feels like there's no space for me here#i just dont feel at home. this doesnt feel like home#i dont even feel good about just 'queer' because it reminds me that im not queer 'enough' to so many people nor in accepted ways#which means i must create my own home#within my own community of friends and lover#reagan rambles
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^ PUT THAT THANG AWAY
#wip#third time trying to write this fucking post because it WOULSDN'T POST THE FIRST TWO TIMES.#anyway. I originally made this cover in 2018 with my utau#decided I wanted to cover it once again...#he seemed like a good fit. however I didn't realize that it wasn't just the fact that I didn't know how to mix#that made it hard for me to master the final 7 years ago#(god I'm old.)#but also I forgot this kind of music is hard for me to mix in general#genbu is not making it ANY easier though I will say..#you tell a man to let it hang and he starts screaming in your ears
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See, I really want to ask about Aiden's morality, but I'm scared of the answer š
Will all his friends and Henry outlive him?
Is he more vulnerable than the others?
Am I making the same mistake Ćkos did, and will I pay for my curiosity?
(Also, I hope I am not overwhelming you with how much I speak. Please, never feel pressured to answer!)
Are you sure you are ready to hear the answer to that? š
Truth is, I donāt really have an āendā set for Aiden, I donāt know how he will die.
But be it of old age, sickness or a heroās death, the bad news is that yes, Aidenās friends and Henry will outlive him either way.
After all, they are very long-lived. And though Aiden is half fae, that doesnāt mean he inherited their longevity. He is still mortal.
The good news however is that due to his power and him spending much time in the faerie realm, his lifespan is a little more stretched than that of a normal person, so he might get to live a few years longer (given he dies of old age).
Yet for a fae, the life of a mortal feels way too short, especially if you care about that person. Aiden isnāt scared of dying, but he feels bad for the people he will leave behind.
I think you might really feel like Ćkos after I told you this. Sorry for that!
(Also Iām not overwhelmed in the slightest! I donāt think you talk too much, either, Iām glad to have you around ^^)
#in general half fae do live a little longer than an average human but their lifespan canāt compare to that of fae#in my possible future au Aiden died at around sixty cause of heart problems caused by a very bad flu in a very hard winter#but possible future au Aiden was also tired and a little bit broken-hearted and paired with his sorta weak heart that wasnāt a good mix#I really donāt know how or when Aiden will die yet#thereās a legend btw that thereās a well that turns mortals to fae but no one knows if it exists#that just as a fun tidbit#writer speaks#writeblr#wip: the knights of the alder
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Does anybody else have this thing where you're used to living with anxiety and being constantly on edge, and the second you finally enter an environment where you know logically that it's safe, you get even more anxious because your nervous system is preparing for the Bad Thing that's bound to happen Anytime Now??? Because that's currently me and i'm not having fun
#it's bearable while i'm doing things but i'm running out of things i can do in this state#it doesn't help that this is mixing in with my general anxiety about changes#and like i wish i could somehow power through this and do the things i want to do regardless if i focus real hard#but unfortunately my anxiety usually comes with a big freeze response so#im just sitting here unable to move while feeling my entire body panicking#fun :))))#like... if you're still reading and you know what im talking about#is there any way to speed up this process of unlearning the constant fear of Danger#or do i just have to sit it out and wait until i get used to not having to be on edge all the time?#shut up salty
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another fun fact about my dumb little ninjastuck au is that, bc she was raised by kai/the occasional sympathetic ignacian, nya knows very little about troll culture. colton, who had a lusus and some influence from his ancestor, takes it upon himself to teach nya all the things she missed (jay also tries to do this to varying levels of success. they are both idiots <3).
this results in colton crushing pale on nya btw <>
#ninjastuck#remembered this au existed and. hmmmm yeah i still like it#kai similarly knows very little abotu trolls. most of what he knows is either rumors/bits of info that he picked up#+ knowledge of nya's general needs#zane learned a LOT from the tinkerer re: the things a troll would need to know but not very much abotu humans bc the tinkerer didn't know#very much himself. not that it mattered when zane's memories got yoinked + his design modified to give him a human guise so that he might b#more palatable to any local human populations and thus safer <-tinkerer's reasoning#jay kind of got a mixed upbringing bc sandgear & clipwire got really invested into taking care of this random baby they found as a Project#and so just kinda tried to make sure he'd have access to more human modes of thinking#but he did still learn a lot about troll social interactions#+ creative freedom to work on his inventions and other passions bc they heard encouragement was good for human children and RAN w/ that#meanwhile while lilly and colton were close and she kind of almost was his mother in spirit he didn't express much curiosity in human stuff#and most of what she taught him was how to fight and how to garden#+ a little bit of the context behind the tea ceremony they did to pass her powers to him#so really both jay and colton are trying so so hard to help nya (and kai by extension) get all the things she missed out on in her childhoo#but in truth they're all learning from each other <3
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Common characteristics for each characters' iteration (when they act differently). And how I connect them, personality-wise.
I seem to think about how I tie the every-tmnt-iteration (past and present) characters in a way that each one won't be OOC (out of character) from another. A justification theories and all.
I did for Leo.
Now I'll do for R and a bit for the M-guy.
In 2003 R was pissy and had a foggy head when pushed too much (agitated, purposefully angered, or neglected might be). M's favorite pastime was to come and bother him, on purpose. Making him angry, knowingly.
You know for M it might be nice for him to have as much of a hyper friend like him as not to disturb and bother his bros. He tries to be positive and pass his time by trolling and being kind of mean to his bros. Esp to Raph when he (emotionaly) wears out quickly.
R has a thick shell like he doesn't really wanna allow anyone unless they know they are genuinelynice. He also likes to pride by achievements (fights perhaps) also has an ego but is defensive for his ego. While Mikey is on the way and playing with it. You know like bothering a tame dragon. On purpose. Like a purposeful d.
R would be glad to have smb to be secure and tame with (not nessessarily a love interest). Like Peter Parker when he goes to Mary Jane (her character majorly lacking, she sucks, clearly writers had no idea with her, who she iswhat her life was that kind of stuff). He goes to her after a very rough day, beatings, struggles, villains, flying etc. But R is stuck with himself. Almost everyone is emotionally stunted, D doesn't have to deal with psychological stuff, he has a hobby, M is a jerk and L seems to like to order around (maybe he doesn't like, depends. When he cant help himself that's when). He might need to meet and talk to a pyichatrist that would be nice. (Imagine the setting)
He is stuck with himself. He and his emotions.
And the bravery. He needs to remind himself to get a hold of himself. Maybe. He doesn't like ... maybe he thinks he has no personality, a monster-freak. He is passionate and ready to fight anyone that gets in the way of their group, but sadly M uses that care and push in order to run against, offender attempts against him. M is a jerk but he wants to stay positive (could be insecure too, why not) and that could mean he can do it on account of his bros. Could be gluttonous and take away kept food without warning.
Everybody is emotionally detached and hurt, and has a "?"sign about many things about themsleves (L is identity, R is his feels that he pretends he doesn'thave and D is focusing on his hobbies and tries to ignore pesky "?"s: depression and clingy thoughts maybe he is a faithful person(there's smth that keeps him gentle is it the TV series? Is it the faith in himself that he can change (life, make it more appealing and comfortable) and play as a benefit to their closed ones?)).
And M needs to have fun(be positive) in a mean way. Like a mosquito.
Edit: my HC for why Rise Mikey is tame. The 3 Brothers have been alright that M is in a position of "being taken care of, fave child and loved" from the 3. While '03 M was super bothersome because 4 were basically equal. So he was less about "being fave and more loved child" part and "parents being more attentive to him and his emotional needs", rather than he is one of tmnt and even viewed more of a slacker and a bothersome bro, rather than someone doing smth worthy and useful for the day. In Rise they came to the consensus and understanding about M. He also needs to be careful because now he has 3 more "parents", who have their own vision for how he needs to be brought up. Maybe beaten up too, a bit abused š¤ š¤·
M is self-serving, while D is detached (has passions and interests that make him feel better accomplishing).
#Tmnt#I've noticed that Ms are not developed#In Rise he has a youngest bro role (ironically people complained about L being just a leader and not knowing much more of him heh#nevermind)#And I also haven't talked about M too.#Leo lives with a code for not to fear and cry and all#As much as he pleases the status quo the further he is away for knowing or understanding who he is suppose to be at the core#as a person#Dysfunctional yet protective family#They might tear each other apart with that row personality and identity.#No empathy just Mikey#Like Genji says 'I need healing'#How can you be affectionate with smb so much that you are bothersome#Who can fathom#D might think bros are cruel and enjoy being one#one of them would've said I don't and you don't know me#Could he (said that and not know them)?#He is generally sheltered but not from his bros who he hangs out the most.#Edit: D is living with dumdums who are sorta dipshit to each other if he stays with them longer he will go and feel apeshit#so he goes to his own corner and do smth useful creating and making stuff (he can be sassy and on point too)#R is very soft and stable when not agitated L and D know#negative energy can ruin a person (D and his bros live in a vacuum they should consider talking#to understand each other more)#Rise R would hug '03 R š«#Edit: tmnt rise could get partners with 50% gender ratio#Meaning (like Shredders revenge character introduction order; Karai and Casey Jr were incorporated as a family so Usagi Mona and Mondo wher#they stand) Mikey and Mondo; Leo with Usagi and they are gay; Raph with a reptile maybe a female ('maybe' because since the previous show#makers won't like to shoehorn females into male turtle's crush category; a male gaze); and who's left; with D (who I have mixed with '03 D)#it is hard to tell if he would like to deal with the 4th mentally ill person in his life (an Angel alternative)#but he had really enjoyed dancing and sharing a moment with his idol Atomic Lass even though the character was a costume
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Spell your url with song titles and tag as many people as there are letters
thanks @pondsphuwin for the tag, always happy to do these games!! ā”ā”ā”ā”
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tagging @srnileforme @spicypussywave @kess-in-the-perthchimzone @writerwithoutsound (only if you'd like to do this/haven't done this before of course! ā”)
#i now realize my music taste is so early 2010s teenager mixed to pretentious old lady who should probably be in prison lmao#this was pretty hard to put together by the way#three of my absolute favorite songs in the world have a G title#i chose the one i'm currently listening to the most but generation why and ghosts again you two are just as important#and as it turns out in my very variegated playlist i have little to no song starting with an I and surprisingly few A titles#was still fun though!#tag game
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im never practicing my harmonies on ariana grande's safety net ever again wtaf
#fuck this HER HARMONIES ARE SO HARD ISTG HOW DOES SHE DO IT#okay in general i'm just so ass at making harmonies + mixing and i can't harmonise to save my life#BUT OMFG SHE MAKES IT LOOK SO EASYYYYY UGAUYHJKF#i'm being deadass tho i'm so out of breath... my breath control needs work ā ļø#āĀ wystys musings
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god i have neverrrr everrrr everrrr been a morning workout kinda person i usually always workout after work around 5pm-ish, but since its october now and the days will start to get shorter and SAD will no doubt set in this year i wanna try switching things up for the first time and see what it does for my mood and body and brain if i workout in the mornings before work at 6am before or after i pray fajr salah instead.
#SAD wasnt /as bad/ last year but i wanna try some things out ... lifestyle changes ... shifting a few things around in my day to day routine#just to see if it does anything. bc after i workout i am always always in such a good mood so idk. i wanna see if thatd work in the mornings#before work. bc after work i used to think id be too tired to workout but i never was. its always a smash. so yeah.#and people are always like ohhh mornings are the best time to workout and whilst i dont believe that theres ever really 'a good time#to workout' (bc ANY time is a good time to! in ramadhan sometimes whilst i wait for suhoor i workout at 2am!)#i just wanna see what it does for me if i DO workout at 6am-ish. it'll be HARD at first bc i'll feel sluggish.#but idk i think i'm quite self-motivated and self-disciplined so it shouldnt take too long for it to become a habit. hopefully. iA.#and generally i am a morning person i LOVE mornings (but never tried working out during them) so yeah. i get up 6am everyday anyway.#and pray my fajr and then have my coffee and just sit with myself for an hour before i get ready to go work. so yeah. i dont meditate.#but fajr for me is my silent quiet introspection time. its so nice and peaceful to just sit and pray and think and practice gratitude.#so yeah i wanna mix working out in with it now too.#ANYWAY. all this to say that its never too late to change things up in life! freshen your routine up!#faiza talks
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