#mourning for a time gone by
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If yknow...
*listens to Rosyln by Bon Iver & St. Vincent*
Yknow.
#the nostalgia#the feels#twilight#the twilight saga#mourning for a time gone by#but glad I got to experience that era at the same time#so empty#yet whole at the same time#it´s bittersweet#rosyln#bon iver#st. vincent
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Something Old, Something New.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#a-yuan#Hey now! It's been a long while since we've seen that hair style!#Something old - in the way you see a little glimpse of a boy that died a long time ago#Something new in a man who has a new direction and purpose. Somehow it is still you. But you can't ever be that *you* again.#I think grief comes from a mourning of futures we lost. We associate it with love-#-but what else do we mourn if not the future we had with them? So too do we feel grief over the future our past self once hoped for.#I love the radish extra because it is so sweet and so full of small sorrows.#WWX is as playful as always with A-Yuan but there is a constant presence of how he no longer sees a future for himself.#Be it in the way he talks about the impossibility of him having children.#Or in the way he creates this silly and artificial game of helping A-yuan grow-up faster.#It's always about the moment to moment with him. Tomorrow isn't guaranteed.#His major hubris moment has yet to come but I would strongly argue that the seeds of doubt were already gestating.#It might be a bit of a 'ship tease' moment when WWX comments that his idea kid would be more like LWJ than himself -#But I consider it to be a true (if unconscious) sentiment that he sees himself as having gone down the wrong path.#It's not a 'I want LWJ to have my kids' moment. It's an 'if I were to have kid - I'd want them to never know what I went through.'#WWX is the parent that breaks the cycle. He walked for 10km through the corpse piles everyday and by god he's driving you to school.#LWJ is also a cycle breaker parent but in the opposite direction. He packs chocolate chip cookies and extra snacks in your bag.
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The most well adjusted apocalypse survivor
#silver the hedgehog#sth#sth fanart#sonic fanart#my art#doodles#sonic the hedgehog fanart#listen listen i know he is caring and kindhearted. but there is no way you live in an apocalyptic world and dont have some way of coping#he fights for the living. hed see a dead body and go ''sad! well. theres other survivors'' and start looting#not much use in mourning those who likely wont be dead (or exist) in better future!#anyway yeah there is NO way he hasnt looted some long gone persons gear and seen some shit#just a doodle. been thinking up animatics to Time Machine 2 by Daisy the Great and unable to get time to sit down and draw
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DP X DC PROMPT #26
(I'm feeling angsty today.)
(#) = Notes at the end of post
(*) = Just me building off of other ideas.
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Going Supernova
The GIW have discovered his identity, and they don't waste time on using this knowledge to their advantage. They spent the last six months creating a weapon that not only hurts ghosts but absolutely obliterates them down to their very cores. After testing it for so long on minor ghosts and then discovering the local ghostly menace's secret, they have the bright idea to make an example out of Danny.
They ambush him as he's fighting the invading ghost of the day. Their first shot misses and hits the ghost they're fighting. As soon as the shot lands, the ghost freezes in place with a look of dread and horror.
They look up at Danny with tears in their eyes and has only a few precious seconds to say, "Run," before their skin cracks and they shatter, the miniscule shards evaporating into nothingness.
Danny is petrified and grief-stricken over what he just witnessed that he doesn't have the time to even twitch before the GIW lock their sights back onto him and shoot him in the back.
Agony consumes him. His chest burns, and his ribs rattle with the effort it takes for him to breathe through the pain. The civilians who were still on the scene gasped in horror as they watched their local hero's chest start to crack and glow from within.
What the GIW didn't know was that Danny had just recently elevated to Ancient status due to helping Clockwork with the timestream. That and with his status as a halfa, what they did will end in nothing but disaster. (1)
Danny spots his parents, sister, and friends in the crowd. His parents watched in awe and excitement while his Jazz, Sam, and Tucker looked at him with horror-stricken disbelief. Knowing what's to come and not having enough time to explain, he gives them a wobbly smile.
"I'm so sorry."
He whips around and rockets straight up into the sky. He breaks through the atmosphere in a matter of seconds and continues to fly at breakneck speed away from the little green-blue planet he calls home. He has to get away. He can't destabilize so close to them. He has to go even further.
His form is steadily breaking off into pieces as his human and ghost half fight and fail to keep him together. He can feel his human half dying and his ghost half barely holding on by a thread. He can't stop, though. If he stops here, the Earth will be destroyed from the backlash.
He had no worry for himself. After all, stars die all the time. That doesn't mean that's the end for them. They just take on a new form or even help breathe new planets and galaxies into life.
'A star's death is not the end!' He comforts himself.
He only makes it a few light-years further before his energy fades out to nothing, and he slows to a halt. It's only then that Danny starts to panic alone in the vacuum of space. The furthest he's even been from home and the comfort of his friends and family.
"No. No, no, no, no." He repeats over and over. "Not far enough. Not far enough! I'm still too close!!" (2)
His stuttering heart rabbits inside his chest along with his crumbling core. He hugs himself tight with the false hope that maybe that would stop himself from falling apart. He cries for his family, his friends, his planet. His life and lives he's about to take through no fault of his own.
Because for a star to give life, they must first destroy. (3)
"I'm sorry. I-I'm so sorry! Please!"
He sobs into his hands as the light of his core pulses one final time.
"Please." He whispers brokenly.
His core shatters, and he screams for the entire cosmos to hear. His form expands with immeasurable force and shakes the very foundations of creation. His desperate attempt to spare the Earth from his self-destruction was in vain as the waves of his shattered core ravaged the solar system and destroyed everything within its path.
The countless people and other creatures on Earth didn't even have time to blink before they were completely eradicated. Quick and painless but nonetheless gone.
It took centuries for everything to settle again.
It wasn't until countless millennium passed that the solar system began to take shape again. However, everything was reshaped and put back together as though with a child's memory of what it used to be from so long ago. Some things were bound to be different, like how Mars gained its own population of intelligent humanoid creatures. How Earth's own population started to develop extraordinary abilities and magic was able to be used more freely outside of supernatural species.
Soon, there were heroes popping up all over the universe of all shapes, sizes, and species. Some people were even reborn. They started remembering a life that, as far as they knew, never actually existed. How could it? None of the people they were before showed up in any records. There were records, of course. They just, unfortunately, no longer existed.
No one knew why, either. At least not until a magic user stumbled upon a tome belonging to what they knew as the Underworld. It told the story of a young boy who died too young and was destroyed from what he became afterward. How his destruction also destroyed the world despite the boy's efforts to save it.
This story was shared with the masses of people experiencing these memories of other lives, including the heroes who took up the mantle of keeping the Earth and other corners of the galaxy safe. They mourned the loss of a life so young, so bright and full of potential. They hoped that wherever the child ended up, that they were at peace.
Little did they know, the child was part of the universe itself, his very being woven into the fabric that makes up the night sky and everything that lays beyond. They can't see or hear him, but that precious child--the Ancient of Space--laid curled around the Milky Way itself with Earth cradled gently in his trembling hands.
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(1) Because of his status as the new Ancient of Space and the fact that he is half human/alive is the reason his destabilization took longer than the ghost he was previously fighting. An Ancient has immense power of the aspect of reality they control, and his human half was desperately trying to keep him alive. He can't live without his ghost half, though. It was also the power of his Ancient status that made his destabilization so explosive and damaging. However, him being a halfa is also what saved his existence in the end and allows him to still continue to be the Ancient of Space, as Space itself is always in a state of dying and rebirth. It just took several thousands of years to pull himself back into a semblance of what he previously was, but obviously irrevocably changed.
(2) According to scientists a supernova would have to be within 30-50 light-years to trigger a mass extinction on Earth. To be actually completely safe from one, however, it'd have to be 160 or more light-years away. Danny didn't even make it to 20 light-years before his core self-destructed, which is why he was panicking.
(3) As I'm sure most of you know, supernovae are essential to creating life, but that life is preceded by the death of said star.
(*) I haven't really thought of who would be reborn into which character. I originally thought of Jack Fenton being reborn as Bruce Wayne, but Bruce only disguises himself as a himbo while Jack actually is one. The only reason I thought it would work out it because 1) Jack's paranoia about ghosts and translating into Bruce's own paranoia 2) him regaining his past memories would explain his propensity to collect black-haired, blue eyed children because of his loss of Danny and 3) him and his relationship with Jason after he came back as Red Hood.
Other than that, I can't think of who any of the other characters might be. You can decide!
#dp x dc#dc x dp#dpxdc#danny goes supernova#the giw fuck up#but when don't they#ancient of space danny#danny's destruction destroys the universe and everyone in it#time passes and he eventually regains enough of a form and consciousness to put it back together#but not a 1:1 recreation#several millennium of existence is bound to make the memory foggy#and thus the DCU is born!#some but not all characters have memories of their past lives before the universe was destroyed#they're yours to decide#danny did self destruct but he is NOT permanently gone#space has a natural cycle of death and rebirth#danny is still the ancient of space#the people sympathize and mourn what happened to danny#they think he's gone but he's not#your decision if they do discover he's still around tho!#danny phantom crossover#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#writing prompt#prompt#sleepy writes stuff
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pain doesn't make people. . . it's love that makes people. the pain is inconsequential; it's love that saves them.
beloved, on hope & love
golden fool, robin hobb // catcrumb // another country, james baldwin // anna laura // golden fool, robin hobb // unknown // catchinglizards // assassin's fate, robin hobb // caduceus clay / taliesin jaffe, cr c2ep110
#while i know the beloved quotes all end up leading to something disastrous they are all ones i love & cherish due to the deep hope in them#i needed something a little bit happier & maybe you did too#beloved#the fool#realm of the elderlings#rote#btw that full bottom quote is: ''may i say before you go. . . i think you are perhaps one of the most powerful mages i've ever had the#pleasure to be in the presence of. and for this i would offer a gift: . . . i think it has been a long time since anyone has told you#that you are a fool. pain doesn't make people. . . it's love that makes people. the pain is inconsequential; it's love that saves them.#and you would know that but you have none around you - you've said so yourself. you surround yourself with lies and deceptions. and. . .#i wish for you in the future to find someone who will mourn you when you are gone. . . respectfully.''#**
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THE CREATOR (2023) dir. Gareth Edwards ↳ Wanna play a game? It's called, "Save your friend Joshua from being killed by the fuckin' police".
#filmedit#filmgifs#the creator#the creator 2023#cinemapix#cinematv#userfilm#userstream#junkfooddaily#filmtv#mgifs#mdiary#7.5 out of 10#more anti-american imperialism messaging pls 🤲🤲🥺#these VFX for sub 100M? wow!#that kids performance was caaaaaptivating. toe to toe with JDW!!#and the protag's name is Joshua. which I had such a hard time with#Joshua what r u doing mourning your wife and being a puppet of the American military machine? you should be in the club!!#third act was sloppy :( a few more rewrites and this could have gone all the way.
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What do you mean I’m losing them together at the end of the year??? What do you mean they’re taking my beautiful family away 😭


#I thought I had more time with them 😭#no more Darren Simone tired dad moments#no more beautiful Darren insta stories#no more iconic jannik pictures from him#my family is gone#happy retirement Darren 😔#i am in mourning#tennis#jannik sinner
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don’t mind me I’m still mourning all of the alternative universe Arthurs that Kayne called failures, took and forced them into his orchestra,,, how much did they go through before becoming a ‘failure’. Where did they all fall. What did they all experience before this, what happened to them to make them a failure. And after that. We get a glimpse in Benevolent how Kayne treats alternate Arthurs. What has he put all these through? He says it’s needed a ton of work/practice to make his song,, what did those practices look like. How did he treat them all? How did he force them to participate? Can he even threaten them, if they’ve already lost everything? Did he promise them even more pain? Or instead did he hold the lives of loved ones over their heads? Offer them a restart, a chance to go back and save the life they had?
Were they even conscious/physically and mentally able to see what was happening around them, or had they been conditioned/put through too much, only able to concentrate on their instrument and playing, overwhelmed with fear of failure and punishment thereafter.
Could they see this Arthur, standing up to the thing that’s been torturing them for so long, not obeying his direct commands,, did any of them want to step out and warn him? Did they feel anything at all,, if they were even able to watch that all go down? Would they even care if Kayne ended the world, reshaped it, whatever, cause they’re all in hell anyway? They’ve all lost EVERYTHING. and now they’re reduced to nothing, a background track to their cruel master’s victorious monologue.
what happened to them after all this (do we know? I don’t remember). Did he just kill them all? and if he did. is that what they would have wanted anyway. were they all there just waiting for their time to be up, to stop being wanted for their usefulness as instruments and finally be allowed to end. Or does Kayne not even care enough for that, does he just leave them to wander in this foreign land, ground covered in the gore of another one of their own. would he just leave them to try and fend for themselves, to pick up the scraps of what’s left of themselves and attempt to find some kind of life. if he did that. would they even try to move on. or would they genuinely just want to die. are they all dead, either way, and is that what they would have wanted all along
#guys I can’t stop thinking about the orchestra#I’ve been mourning them for DAYS#I love the Arthur orchestra but it makes me sick#it’s so cool but. man#me when fucked up things happen in the fucked up thing podcast#were they sat there the whole time hoping that this was their final song and after they could rest at last#I’m thinking way too much about what all of them may have gone through and it’s making me Sad#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent spoilers#malevolent part 52#thinking thoughts#ourthurchestra
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Wait, did no one else immediately assume Zane Day takes place on the anniversary of Zane's S3 sacrifice?
#ninjago#dragons rising#That. Makes more sense as to why people were so confused about it's existence‚ shdgjshdvs. It raises so many questions;#do the other Ninja have their own holidays? etc etc#to me‚ Zane Day is a holdover from the way people mourned/venerated him on the anniversary of his death#and then he. revived. So it sort of turned into a 'Time To Appreciate The Guy (because he still did do all that even if it didn't stick)'#Which means Nya would probably also have A Day for herself#and maybe Lloyd? The day of the Overlord's first defeat in s2??? the dawn of the ninja's era??#the only thing there is that. Uh. How would the ninja not have noticed that those holidays Were A Thing before the Merge..#To me they only really became an Actual Holiday/Festival thing in the ~5 years after the Merge‚ when the ninja were GONE#zane julien
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Wait did both Alice and Zane record Alan when he was at his lowest point? Didn't Alice make her exhibition to show the world what she sees? To show Alan the truth about himself? That it never was Scratch visiting and terrorizing her, but Alan himself? Did she depict his "self" and Zane depicted his "persona"? The two sides of him that he wishes he can eliminate bc they brought him into trouble (Scratch representing anger and the fallouts with paparazzi and stuff, Zane representing his self-destructive behavior with alcohol and drugs and the party nights)? The both sides that caused his marriage to start falling apart? Was that the reason Zane made that video of Alan when they were on that booze and drug-fueled bender while working on the Return manuscript? Is this party video the companion piece?? Alan's downward spiral, same as Alice's photos? Do they fucking work together aasdffjfjfkfk
#Can this game please stop messing with my head??#I mean we don't know how many years passed since Alice went to the dark place#She could have met Zane long ago. Over Zane's similar appearance to Alan they both have a connection to him#So they talk about him. They understand that they must help Alan to ascend the spiral bc he's too far gone to do it himself#Or Alan wrote them in their story as a plot decide bc he understood at one point that he must confront his lesser pleasant parts#In order to become “whole”#And he seems to deliberately ignore how close his marriage is to fail. Her POV is so different from his. Of course she mourns him#Bc she never stopped loving him. Although he did the things he did. That's simply not how love works.#Alan is a good man although he makes selfish and terrible decisions and has a questionable morale at times. Bc he thinks he can do it right.#Bc he thinks he can correct his mistakes later. That's how he's always been. He thinks a flower bouquet and chocolate and a bottle of wine#Is all he needs to give to Alice and she will forgive him. He was incapable to acknowledge his shortcomings but he tries!! In his own way!#And alice sees it. And she has accepted it's for the longest time. Alan is emotionally constipated except for his anger.#Guy needs to do some serious self reflection#alan wake 2#Alan wake theory#Alan wake 2 theory#Alan wake 2 meta#Alan Wake#Alice Wake#Thomas Zane#Tom Zane#Sorry for the endless fucking notes 🙏
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UU spoilers//rant
this one isn't gonna be that long cuz I can't be bothered so,, letsago(disorganized and sloppy as hell too)
What I genuinely want to mention is that Parrot embodies such expectancy for this kind of thing, it's been drilled into the back of his head to run, run, run. He wasn't even mad they betrayed, he was mad WHY they betrayed.
They thought he was the director, that got him so goddamn agitated because they thought HE killed Wifies, that HE is continuously ruining HIS OWN life. I think this is just the few first times he has to do it without Wifies.
He haunts the narrative, I think. Haunting every thought, action, and word of parrots.
It upsets me so much because Parrot was actually settling into BAT, he was--he was leaving the stupid isolation thing behind. And then without a single conversation with Parrot, Bat hunts him down. Like give this bird a break.
Parrot... jumps to conclusions so easily--he didn't even consider Jumper double spied with the wither material, he's so desperate for this to be over--just let them betray and he can run, run, run away.
How much do you think it fucking hurt when Leo said "We don't hunt/kill our own."?
Leo is so goddamn hypocritical in this video, you can the effect it has on Parrot. Leo doesn't even want to acknowledge the fact he did just call Parrot someone who was never apart of them. Plunge the knife and twist it, i guess.
In the end, it gets him closer to the director.
Now, onto that--We all have our theories and I wanna rant about some of them
Wifies being the director <-- something i actually freaking agree with. The director is most notably tangled in PARROTS life- "The voice changer isn't for me, it's for you." "If you knew who I was, youw wouldn't be scared- you'd be terrified." "You already know who I am."
The director puts so much fucking weight on the fact that Parrot would not be able to handle who they actually are. Nobody but Wifies would be able to shake Parrot as much as the Director is claiming it would.
Yeah, but the director being Wifies doesn't make sense for Wemmbu or Spoke, right? The Director is BARELY ever in Wemmbu's POV, and spoke is too early to tell. I reiterate, that, the Director is only ever so tangled up in Parrots POV.
So, yeah, call it stupid but i put all my money on the fact that Wifies is the Director.
Next, the Director being Parrot himself or his CC! self. It just- It just isn't worth it to incorporate into UU. You're taking this 4th wall break in SEASON TWO? when there has been virtually no buildup w it?? It just does NOT seem like a good idea for a plot point in UU. At least not one in season two? Feels like something final, yk?
It feels like something grand, not for a season two of a show. Just, no, yk?
i have no excuses except for the fact it seems really stupid from a story writing pov.
Another one that's so, so, plausible. Is that the director is future!Parrot- and I am honestly so much more inclined to believe that because it's, actually genius. It would be so, so genius as a plot point. The Director is future Parrot, he knew about the dandelion, Parrot would be terrified to see himself as the director, Parrot already knows who the director is.
It lines up catastrophically well.
Also, Wifies wouldn't do this to Parrot- Why would he? Not the Wifies we know, and it doesn't make all that much sense unless theres something else that can make it, yk, line up.
so, I am becoming more inclined to believe future parrot as the director--im mostly vouching for Wifies cuz I WNAT ODDYSEEYS DUO BACK AUGHJHDS I MISS THEM SO MUCH
PARROTS FIRST ACTUAL SENTENCE TO THE DIRECTOR WAS "WHY DID YOU KILL WIFIES?' IS THAT ALL YOU EVER THINK ABOUT. IS TAHT ALL YOU EVER SAY. WIFIES, WFIIES ,WIFIES AUGH....
yeah thats about it... im up for any debates and or counterarguments tho!
#unstable universe#unstable smp#parrotx2#The Director#i also want to say that this video just felt like parrot reverting#yk? like going back to his antagonistic tendencies he had when he was fighting the mafia#jumping to conclusions-getting agaitated so easily-making jumper kill her spy- yadayada#only this time Wifies is gone#i dont think he's made peace with that fact yet#i dont think he's had time to process it at all actually--he's shoved it so far back in his mind he hasn't mourned at all#i feel when he does settle down and he's not in constant danger and gets a soft epilogue#he will make a grave for wifies.#talks & theories
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Do you ever think about Hegemol and think about how he was probably ambushed in his sleep so easily by the maggot, because he had exhausted himself trying desperately to stay awake during the spread of the infection, he was probably sent to the crossroads soon after the infection came back, because that area is most definitely where it started up again. (the radiance being within the area.) And he was trying to help the people to escape, block and guard the travel routes and what not, and because the infection spreads through dreams/while sleeping, he was trying to keep himself awake, probably stayed up for days and his body eventually just gave in, and because of it he was murdered.
#I think about the great knights#I cry#By this time it looks like Zemer would have already left to mourn the loss of her lover#and Dryya would have gone with the queen to her gardens.#Ogrim and Isma would have been in the city together. Locked within.#I hc that Isma died helping Ogrim the two of them trying to get people out through the waterways after the infection reached inside the cit#How exactly she died I'm still not sure.#But her dream nail dialogue “Ogrim we have no time.” Implies the two of them were together and it was an emergency situation.#Which#of course it was..#hollow knight#hk hegemol#hk the great knights#Hk the five great knights
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I’m genuinely so sad for Liam’s family (especially his young son) and the other one direction members but I am also sad for the people who’ve recently come forward with stories of experiencing predatory behavior from him and how they will most likely be blamed and shamed for coming forward
Everyone deserved better in this situation
#liam payne#one direction#like I’m mourning the fact that I grew up with him#and now he’s just gone#I’m also mourning who I thought he was or could be#and I’m mourning the person he could’ve become if he’d had better support during his time in the band#he spoke extensively about his addiction while in the band and how he was left to his own devices when he should’ve been in treatment#I’m mourning the peace his victims deserve#I’m mourning for the son who lost his father#it’s okay to have hard feelings about this#but don’t go blaming his victims or his family for any of it
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Silly thoughts I’ve been having about Stucky because I love ships with angst :P
I fear that Steve would run very hot, like sweltering at times. While Bucky, oh sweet Bucky, would run as cold as the day he fell from the freight car. And how sick and twisted that Steve could never forget the day; not even when he’s near Bucky or when he has him in his hands because it’s awful but all he feels is cold, cold, dead, lifeless Bucky.
It keeps him up at night, awake in cold sweat. It doesn’t stop—the fear; until he’s found Bucky and wrapped himself around the soldier. Until he’s so close to him he can hear the thump of his heart and his arms are both warmed to the point they feel real—like flesh from 1941.
#stucky#stuck in my head#again#I think Bucky would also hold Steve at times to know that they’re both here and real#it’s a stress / trauma response#it’s the whole thing of being able to feel someone you thought#was gone be there physically again after so long#it looks mournful but it isn’t always#steve rogers#captain america#bucky barnes#james buchanan barnes#winter soldier#marvel#bio’s stuff
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Something happens that makes Johan accidentally bite his tongue to the point that it's bleeding and his very first absolute agenda is to find you, make his way to you, stop whatever you're doing, and shove his tongue into your mouth to make you drink up all the blood dripping out. does not let your lips leave his until he sees with his own two eyes that you've swallowed every last drop of him.
#yeah..... yeah. sorry im in my sadgirl cannibalism hours.#Every year i mourn the death and deletion of my favourite cannibalism fic of all time </3 it was everything to me and its gone#it was a hawks x reader btw if y'all know which fic im talking about oop.#c.johan liebert#johan x reader#johan liebert x reader#yandere johan#yandere johan liebert#tw cannibalism
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who let trevi get a haircut.
#this cant be real#he cant be gone#rip long hair trevi#i will mourn you forever#theres still time#right guys#right...????#trevi wayne#trevor wayne#the outsiders musical
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