It’s said, the Real True Soul Love is once in a lifetime, nothing before it matters, and nothing after it comes which can ever touch forget to even match it.
I kept everything and everyone away for I wanted to love the heart where my heart said YES, SHE IS THE ONE!! And it happened after all this time and it was YOU MY LIGHTNING!!
For my day starts with your thought, even before opening the eyes to see the sun and ask about you as how are you? How have you been? Has she been smiling. For I go to sleep with thinking of you, and praying and wishing for your happiness and smile, and asking all your pains to be mine and all the happiness to be yours.
I have listened to you, the sweetest voice ever to go in my ears. Your smile is my sun, your peace is my calm, Even your anger at me I adored and loved. Your tears shredded me to pieces, your sadness burned me alive, you being sick tore me apart sliver at a time, for I can not see you down, NEVER!!
I kept distance from you, just cuz didn’t wanted to hurt you, and in the end it still happens and I hurt you when I try my best not wanting to. I am tired of it all, I am tired of hurting you. I am tired of seeing you like this. I kept you outside in some places to save you, and it hurts you even more and you can’t trust me.
I forgot, with roses comes the thorns, with lotus comes the mud, with jasmine blooms in the night not as much in the sun, it weathers the sun and then blossoms at night when it’s peace and most needed.
Forgive me, for keeping away from you. I wanted to be there for you, that you are never alone and you will never be. You will not have to carry anything alone ever I am there, you don’t have to fight anymore I will for you. And I am here, I will always be with you. For I have shown you the glimpse of my love for you, this time I am taking you down with me to the Deep Blue Ocean to show how far it goes till there is no end. I am bringing you all in.
For you are the only one I love, and will be the only one I love. I am going back to where I was cold to everyone in the blizzards and the fogs where no one can’t find me. I leave you the way and you are the lightning and you will always be the light. You will find me whenever you need me, but no one ever will come close to touch my shadow.
My love is for you, and for you only. It’s not a property one can buy and sell, I am not that person and my love ain’t that cheap. It cannot be put a price on and no one can take my love for you. ITS MINE, and FOR YOU, for you have the RIGHT over it and ALL of ME. But no one else, is ever going to see me in this way ever again.
I love you till INFINITY, till my LAST BREATH, and even after when I am in CLOUDS, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU. And I pray, in every life either I spend my life with you or loving you, but with no one else ever.
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the way that one line from the new epilogue in an astarion romance is going to HAUNT me
just. what a profoundly intense thing to confess to someone.
like, just these six months of newfound happiness with you exerts a force on his heart equal and in direct opposition to two centuries of endless torment, the gnawing hunger and exploitation. this flashbulb-bright fraction of his long life holds the same gravity to him as years upon years of darkness and suffering.
in all likelihood, he hasn’t even known his lover for as long as his worst memory lasted, that year sealed away to go mad from starvation and sensory deprivation, yet he still tells them this brief time has been so fundamentally and powerfully important that the weight of even that unimaginable hell is vanishingly small compared to this present he has now and the future ahead of them both.
how am i supposed to act normal about this.
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When you love the love of your life unconditionally. And you miss them so much there isn’t anything which can comprehend to it. You want to be with them, and be with them forever as you have lives your previous lives together and for you will in the coming ones.
For when they are at a distance and you want to be with them every moment. For the time you didn’t meet them and when you meet and you talk to them, your eyes show you a life where you have been together the whole time without knowing. Your heart tells you this is who it had been waiting for, this is the one who he called for.
And for when the sometimes there is a gap and you don’t know what to do, for you can’t find the way to tell them how much they mean to you.
God comes not once but twice, a night before he shows for every thing i wished and prayed for her, has been heard and fulfilled and will be kept the same till the end of time. For when you have a smile and you miss them so much but you smile cuz your prayers have been heard and fulfilled.
You go to sleep in peace wishing for that you could tell them one more time how much you love them and they love you like no other. For whatever may happen you will always be there for them.
And God had enough of your wishing cuz with everything you have inside of you and with every breath you pray for them and its filling up his table. He tells you, I HEARD YOU.
And lights up the night sky where it wasn’t supposed to and shows you two being together from before and till eternity. He tells you to love her like you do and just do that. You do you and let me do mine. Treasure it, keep it safe.
For you see her in the night sky, dancing, singing, smiling, laughing, feeling the love and top of it all being with you and you two never leaving each other ever.
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