#nkt many my bad

[thefandom-casserole]

Episode 51 Notes-

THE INTRO ALREADY IS THE BEST ONE THEYVE EVER DONE EVER

DVER

DAHJKUDGHJJGDTHH

OMG

once made a bill nye song parody for my step dad cause he’s a fire fighter and it was just. Fantastic 

My headphones are not working 😭 

Taylor Teen Fact: Our Taylor Swift would never leave Japan for anybody/any game

Linc Teen Fact: Lincoln only has only one thing on his wall unrelated to soccer “Best son/student award” from Grant and Marco

Scary Teen Fact: Scary doesn’t use an umbrella ever. She looks up at the rain to get the emo mascara smudge 

Normal Teen Fact: The Oak-Garcia families only thing they can agree on is a 60 frames/second motion TV 

Love how much Freddie loves that 

Porn update!!!

Anthony Fact: They’re starting shooting in March!! WILLY STAMPLER AND ANTHONY BURCH IN HIS PORN JESUS CHRIST OMG

Beth… 

This is gonna be good

I’m excited

Lincoln is still trapped :<

Wowwww Taylor and Normal are fighting 

Oh boy

Mercedes my beloved <333

Love how Normal is like “Taylor… Taylor…” like a dog

HERO AAFJHHHGHHHQHAJAHAJSJDJJSSNJSJSN

HERO AHAHAHAHSHSHSBBAJAHAH

I LOVER HER

Taylor and Hero omg….

Hero does Track!!!

I cannot hear the phrase let me cook again after watching Slimecicles one vod omg

Chapperal vs Teen High hehehehe

Track goes through everything fr

Highschool sports are crazy

Hero and Normal the siblings of all time!!!!!

ANGELS COME FOR HERO KABAJAJAJAJAHHAHAHAHAHHA

OMG

The fucking dank memes

Reminds me of this kid in my class holy shit

Larry sounds so excited there “YES! Yes!”

“A phase you go through”

A phrase- a life style 

Oh god

“You’re a very smart kid Larry”

This is bad for scary holy shit

AMRS ICY

IM SCARY

Circle of death holy shit holy shit holy shit ahhajajahshs 

Ha get Willy’s ass

DOOD ON NO

“You got me!”

Oh dear

Sonic mention!!

Jezz ball!!!! I love Jezz Ball

This whole bit was hilarious

SCARY HAS BURN SCARS NOW TOO

HERMIE NORMAL AND SCARY

Linc already is playing with a soccer ball!!!

“I love my parents, I love my spouses. But loves not real so I don’t feel anything at allllllll”

DARRYL

Finger puppet if Carol

This is a craft podcast 

Darryl and Linc interaction is giving me life actually

Glenn!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matt playing so many characters this is lovely 😭 

LINCS COMPELYE FOXUS ON SOCCER IS ABAIANJAJSND

Freddie has another plan 💀 

Glenn was in prison before!!

Darryl and Glenn…. Holy shit I love them so much

Linc is so funny

There’s no world where it wasn’t a Nat one

Ron!!!!!!!!!!! He’s singing!!!!!! Agajjajajahahsjsh

Ron and Henry!!!

I love the daddies so much

Erin O’Neil!!!!!!!!! My wife!!!!!!!

Operation Black Friday into Heaven

Taylor going through his Anime Villain arc at the end of the season 😭 

Scary and Linc’s soccer thing!!!!!

I missed a bunch

HERMIE!

[ventithedrunkbardehe]

Hello hello

I'm baackk~

Warnings: English is nkt my first lanuage so there might be grammar errors, also typo's mighz happenen here and there, also swearing

So let's get started shall we?

Streamer!reader accidentaly revealing their relationship with the Xsoleil boys ft.Nina!

You were just doing an ordinary drinking stream, or so you planned to. You didn't realize how much you got caught up in drinking and started answering the questions in the chat. You didn't realize how much of a bad idea it was beacuse of your drunked state. You took a sip of your drink as you read out the next question

'Is there anyone that has your interest in NijisanjiEN' - you rewd the question out lous and without even thinking you answered to it. "Mhmm... And I'm so glad that he's actually my boyfriend..." - you said as you took another sip.

Ver

"I mean who wouldn't love Ver... He's just so perfect, and handsome, and cute, and everything else you could ask for..." - you continued babbling about your boyfriend as the whole chat turned into a mess, both hate and love coming from fans. You would've kept going unless Nina called you up that you should stop the stream since you were so drunk and you didn't realize what were you talking about. You argued a bit with her ws she tried to convince the fans thru the phone call that you were saying nonsense and it was just beacuse you were drunk. But everyone knowing that you're one of the most honest streamers out there, why would you be babbling lies about being together with Ver. Nina luckily got you to turn the stream off and go to bed, but you weren't ready what would happen tomorrow.

As you woke up the next day, you're phone was blown up by how many notifications you got from Twitter. As you opened the app you saw several clips about you talking about how much youlove Ver and so glad that he's your boyfriend. You saw how many other streamer friend of yours tried to protect you, as you got embarrassed from reading all the tweets about your mistake, you finally got yourself together and wrote an apology tweet saying that you were sorry and that too drunk to even know what were you talking about, you didn't mean to say boyfriend as in a relationship but as a good guy friend. After ypu posted the tweet out you immediately called Ver up.

"I'm so sorry about everything honey, I was just-" -he cut into your sentence

"It's okay, but next time make sure that you don't get caught up in drinking and start spilling tea about our relationship okay? Anyways I'll go over to your place in a few minutes okay?" - he said

"Okay, love you" - you said as you giys put the phone down.

'This will be hurting for a while...' - you tought as you looked at the screen of your monitor that had twitter open.

Hex

"I mean who wouldn't like Hex... Just look at him... He has such an attractive voice... His humor... Ahh I could talk about him all day." - you said. You continued talking about him as you took several sips from you drink. You didn't ralize thst you were talking about him for like 5 minutes straight untill Mom came to the rescue and called you up to stop the stream which took her like almost 10 minutes beacuse your drunk ass didn't realize what was going on and you guys ended up arguing untill she finally got you to end the stram and to to bed.

When you woke up your head was hurting like hell, as you remembered back what did you do last night's stream and immediately went up on twitter to see clips about you talking about you dear boyfriend Hex, and others trying to protect you. When you got yourself together you wrote an apology tweet, saying thst it was just a big missunderstanding that the word boyfriend you meant was not the 'in realtionship' term but it was as 'guy friend' term. Hoping that people will belive you as you posted it. After a few minutes of continuing reading the tweets about your mistake your phone buzzed. It was you boyfriend Hex. You immediately pickee upand started apologizing to him about the accident.

"It's okay... Hopefully it will go down in a week or two..." - he said as you were on the verge of tears. "But to be honest... I never imagined that you love me this much" - he chuckled at your reaction as teased you.

"Oh shut up... This is embarrassing" - you said as you huffed and joined to laugh with him.

Doppio

"Pio-chan is just so cute... He's like a giant baby... His laugh... ahh so cute. Everything about him is so cute..." - you continued babbling about your boyfriend. Some of your streamer friends in the chat tried stopping you, writing to you on social media, but Nina saved the night. She called you up talking you down from continueing the stream as you were drunk drunk. After a few minutes of talking and arguing a little she finally got you to stop the stream and get yourself together and go to bed.

The next day you woke up with a terrible headache from being drunk yesterday night.

"Fucking hangovers..." - you said as you tried to get out of bed and get some painkillers. After ypu took them, even tho your head was still hurting you went up on twitter to see everything about your mistake that was clipped and posted everywhere. Everyone was talking about your little tea spilling. You saw some of your friends trying to stop the people from talking about these matters, but everyone knew that they won't die down from just these tweets. You were reading the tweets about yourself as the phone buzzed on your desk. It was Doppio. You didn't really want to answer it being a bit scared how he would react to it. But you eventually picked it up.

"Good morning darling~" - he said lively.

"Good morning" - you said back to him, it was hearable on your voice that you were nervous and embarrassed.

"Are you worried about yesterday night?" - he asked in a softer tone.

"Mhm... I'm sorry" - you answered.

"It's alright it's alright! My company might kill me but let's tell the fans ye? I mean it won't die down until they get to know the thruth yea? So why not make it easier for everyone?" - he said in a reassureing voice.

"I-... Pio-chan... Are you okay? Are you drunk? As I know I was the one drowning myself in drinks and not you." - you asked worriedly laughing a bit.

"Yepp a 100% sure!" - he answered immediately.

The two of you agreed to announce your guy's relationship and after tweeting it out the both you turned your social media's off. Soon enough he arrived at your place and you guys went and played games.

@lonelysimpfor2dmen thank you for the request ❤️ sorry thst it took this long 😭🙏

Hope you guys enjoyed it! Have a nice day! Byeee!

[spitinsideme]

hihihihihihihiiiii !!!

most memorable highschool moment?

woah !!! personal questions ahoit me !!! i love them i feel lime im on a talkshhow

i have like .. SO MANY high school memories and mosr od them are sas and embarassing in a funny silly way bwcause i had no friends AND zero social skills AND ALSO i donr understand social cues and am overall just rrally bad at talking and everyrhinf ... i lesrnt origami to make friends because i thoufh "hey, if i make people origami animals, theyll be friends with me !!!" whixh didnt work ! so j nlw can make like really intricate detailed oragamis by memory ! also the same with juggglong whixh i can do now ! dodnr get me any frienxs thoufh

ANYWAYS THE STORY !!!! i have a habit of falling over everyrhing and everyrhinf because one, my school shoes didnt fit and i didnt bother to get new shoes since it was my last year and two, i wear huge fucjing platform shoes wore like thise mary jane platform shoes to school so youknow falling is mkre likely with me. i was walking home in a new path because i has to fo to the dentist and i wasnt looking down, and si i fell. but i didnt just fall. i had a school uniform which came wirh a skirr, and as i fell my skirt FLEW up into the air i looked like i came out from a scene made for fanservice i looked like i was going to say KYAAA !!!! in a high pitced voice my skirt flew UP in a way self diagnksed weebs wpukd moan and grunt over do you get me ? i had nothing but oants on undeneath, and god humself wouldnt be able to xounr how many people there were behind me becaude it was badically half the fuxking school taking that same road. i showed my ass to everyone. whenever i fall i also alwyas make a noise, bur nor a normal OOOH !!! noise bur a fucking cartoonish ass tom and jerrys sound.

i fell down, ass up, skirt flyong, pants showing, and i yelled out loud "yeeEEOWCHIE !!!!!". and eveeyone hesrd me. everythinf fell ot of my pockets but i didnt look back ir was like a scene from james bond bur instead of wlaking away from explosions i was walking away from embarassmenr. my keys, earphones, charger, pen, pencil, had fallen onto the floor on my descent to the floor in an anime girl style and a mickey mouse voice. and thats nkt even the msot embarassing moment of my life. i gave the kids behind me a SHOW

[izacore]

trust me when I say the majority of fans are disappointed if not that tired af this time. yeah you might see some ppl coddling him on twitter but that is a small minority. and those who are not expressing on twitter are letting it out in gcs. Like the fans who have been forever are tiredddd. And that's saying something since he has no new fans this era and most of them are here since 1d. so yeah happy faith in the future with the same old team louis.

Good. This is going to be a stream of conciousness so bear with me, but recently I've been wondering if Louis or lthq aren't a bit disappointed with the fanbase so they stopped nurturing it so much? I mean, I am pretty certain that they hoped for more with FITF release and the fitf tour, considering what kind of venues they booked and how many dates they put out. And imo, if all this happened in 2020/2021 the fanbase would be more than enough to sold everything out and keep the album on top of the charts for longer. I think that maybe they saw the fanbase growth, saw the numbers the livestream pulled and then just took it for granted and thought it's always going to be like that and that fans are going to stay through everything. Unfortunately tho I feel like lthq and tbh Louis too don't really know this fanbase, its dynamic, how it operates and why people wanted to follow and support Louis in the first place so it's hard for them to work out a strategy. I mean, you won't tell me that someone business savvy would recommend pushing with the Freddie stuff that turned off A FIFTH of his 2020 fanbase off if we go off of his twitter engagement. He says that we need him and he needs us and I don't know if it's true in its entirety anymore... I mean he does need us but do we need him? What content is his putting out there for us to enjoy. When we look at the doc alone it's stunts and struggles of a straight laddy lad devoted dad. I'm nkt sure that people necessarily need this person. At least personally the reason why I fell in love with him as an artist and as a person was cause he seemed such an inspiring, fearless, bold and resillent personality and I could believe in him and his fight. This is who I need. Because what exactly is he now against or what is he fighting for? Do lthq and Louis even know why fans feel such a strong connection to him? Why they want to support him? Cause in my opinion it feels like they have they idea of the fanbase completely wrong and I think they kinda proved it with the doc where they shows passion as camping and stalking completely writing off any other parts of his amazing fanbase. What it shows to me is that they only have a surface level knowledge about Louis' fandom and like with everything, the bare minimum is their comfort zone. And now you have this thing with this cancelation, where he didn't even mention what exactly he cancels and who exactly is affected as if hey let's pretend it was all a dream. And comparing it to him writing a lengthy explanation for when they had to postpone the signings for the fans in the UK.... I guess it leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I could go on and on and on about Louis' situation but I think I can bring it all down to 3 main points:

1. As long as Louis and lthq don't figure out, that it wasn't the extra laddy lad Louis who sold out the first tour and who people followed back then, nothing will change.

2. Louis and lthq have to stop wanting to be an indie artist with mainstream numbers.

3. Bare minimum won't fly forever. You base your image on your connection with fans and they always show up for you, but when was the last time you showed up for them, when you went the extra mile for the fan experience? If you want the way you treat your fans to be your main thing, then I'm sorry but you could learn a lot from people like Lewis Capaldi when it comes to nurturing and connecting with the fans.

[kusundei]

chat somethitb baf is happening.

no bcuz i had tbaf feeling this mornjng a little. i assumed it was me recovering from what i had said last night and grieving slightly but as the hours pass im slowly getting mire and more scared. i feel. sick.

i just i pdnt know god forbid the shower isnt helping. i think its the hot water its makinf it hard ti breathe but i know i wont have a panic attack no more how hard id wish it jnto existance. god how i wish i cohld have them still but im doomed to recovery even if it makes me more ill. im shaking and the water is boiling but i fesl cold. my throat is closing in on itself and j cant breathjkiuhwe? and i just feel so. so. torn? confused? doomed?

i. just. theres so much going in i think and god let it be the homework looming over me or the threat of the job or just home or eli and kira or god ajax. let jt be any but not all at once i am sick

i just i feel os. so. so. so. ? i cnatn even explain it i feel too mich right now and i cant pinpoint what im feelifn exaclty im jsut i cant

the most horrible bit abo this is that eight now like ysual im thinking about her. shes pipped into my mi today and she wont leave me alone and its been looming ovee me more than usual i just i dont know ehat is happening i feel strange nad insecure and i want to have a panica ttaxk so fuckinf abd but i cant because i hate when it just sticks okto me i feel sick

i genuinely cant im jjst so. fucking. i dokt knowni just i keep thinking about everything for no reason and its freakinf menkht and god forbif i just i .? i??, i want ajax so bad right njow?,? do nkt miscontrue my words i hhst i want to tely on someone and i want to let myself be vulnerable and i want to cry and i want someone to hug me and tlel me everyhtjng will be okay and that im nkt a burden and i can take up space and i can feel my own feeling snad j dont have to leep bearing others and keep doing thigs flr lther people and i want somekne to tell me im not selfish and im not a horrible person and god what the fuc is happenjnf tl me

i jsht god i cannt. the teason jd is looming so badly over me and gkf forbid i thjnk about bella too right now bht j jsut i cant? im taunting by mysrlf. consemning myself. i can commhnicate i am good at thag i can help myself but i juet i dont know what im doinfg. i feel strange and matbe thats what it is from yesterday because i said that and i regret it because i teel like ive just dumped all my feelings out for no reason i let mtself be vulnerable becahse i wasnt thiking straight and now im scared. im scared in the same wag hes scared i dont like change. i dont like jt and im thinking abkut it now and in scared? and jdotn know why??? i want change with you but im also horrified i wont be enlufh and i cant help. god forbid jd mindset rekindles inside of me but i jjst im so scared to be vulnerable. ii want to rely on someone j want to bevulnerabme i want to tell you im not feeljng good right now and i want you to know eberythint about me and i want you to understand but . but. but. theres so much stopping me. you are not mine but i am yours heh webweaving but i jhst i cant chat? ,? i an not your issue. you have your own issues you vocalized them with me and i just feel so. broken.? i dont confess that i feel the same way becahse i will not soeak into the truth that i am also doomed that i am broken and i am lying and i am a horrible person truly at heart and i wanted to help yu and put you first becaushe you mean soso much to me but i am not the good version of you i am the version of yoy that is lying to make themself feel better and victimize themself and hurt. hurt peiple hurt people. i an fuckijng ill andi an talking aboth so many things rifht now i jsut god jd i cant i mjss her but i dont i miss the wway felt with her thag i felt like i could be comfortable and talk to her and be broken but i cant do that with you because im not lile that. i an not rhat gersion of me anymore and god i just icantn fucking im ill and theres sp much . i am thinking ablht all the time god forbid your ex and the others and i am ill and sickened and selfish and horrible. and i didnt eben respond to eli and im horriblr and i keep trying to distract myself but tis nlt working and GOD you keep texting me and i jsht want to talk to you and cry i want to crt so bad i want to tell you that i need you but why do i need you why am i so attached to oyou am i already codependent from this many months? am i broken? am i still sick? i have healed in the least jmpprtant points i jjst i im sp. I cant. injsjt i need to calm down and think i feel so horrible ans so selfish i want someone to hell me but i want to be doomed but i want spmelone and i want thag to be you but im selfis h and im sorry

[nade2308]

Could you write meta on Jim/Artie, pretty please?

Thank you for the ask.

I have been thinking on this for a while now, wondering what I can do the meta on and then I was like WAIT, I did watch an ep like last week or something, or should I say last year now? I think this ep is perfect to be analyzed in this way, "The Night of the Grand Emir".

I mean, in general, whether you ship them or you think of them as a bromance, these two have the best chemistry. There is so much in their touches and looks and the worry, chef's kiss. But I chose this ep because there were so many hints about these two being together and having such a strong bond that I can only sigh and stare at. And admire.

First of all the number of messages exchanged between me and @thethistlegirl when we watched it for the first time:

There's just so much that I can say about it, but I'll let the picture speak for itself.

This episode was full of Jim and Arte moments that made me scream, like, HELP.

I think that this episode out of all the episodes I have watched from this show was overflowing with imps. Ever since it started, all I could do was watching and typing my screams to Thistle. There is something about these types of eps, you can see everything and anything.

Speaking of the shippy part, there was this character in the episode that gave me the weird vibes since he appeared, Jones. The way he looked at Jim and the way Arte looked at him made me think of Jones doing something to Jim at some point and Arte wanted to keep Jim away from him. There is a lot that Arte is not showing, being the actor he is, but when it comes to Jim, he cannot control his reactions and he really looked like he waw going to lunge at Jones for even looking at James wrong.

Then there was Jim being half-naked and Arte looking at him appreciatively when he reappeared, even though he already put on a shirt haphazardly. Like, Artemus, please gather your jaw from the floor.

Now for the moment that made me yell, because how did we get this in 1965? Like, HOW??? Sharing a room, and all I could think of was "there was only one bed" trope. I guess that that trope existed 57 years ago too, huh? And if anyone wonders about the moment, it is the moment Arte tells Jim that he put their luggage in one of the rooms down the hall when Jim says he needs a change of clothes. THEIR LUGGAGE. IN ONE OF THE ROOMS. It did nkt take a lot of imagination to get my head going, that's for sure.

There's also that segment from Johann Strauß the son's Kaiser Walzer that the creators seemed to prefer since it was present in many episodes during dancing scenes. And right back at the end when Arte plays it on the piano and Jim dances with Ecstasy on it. Just... chef's kiss.

Also, another point where I had to stop from actually screaming was the numerous times they were both passed out and the other one woke them up in worry. The sheer worry and care they showed every time the other one was in danger, I could write a thesis on that.

Last, but not least, that moment when Arte asked "Is Jim okay?" with such a sad voice, like, buddy, you are not subtle that your world is falling apart without Jim in it. And at the tiniest notion of him being hurt, or worse, you are crumbling. Same energy as when they whacked Arte on the head and Jim watched it happen. He was so startled, but couldn't do anything about it because he had to do something for them to prevent bad things from happening. And you could see it pained him to do so because the look on his face was devastated. If that is not something special these two have, then I don't know what it is.

Let's not forget about Jones trapping himself in that thing he put Jim in and even after all that was done to Jim by Jones, Jim still tried to get him out of there. Talk about Jim being the kind of man that wouldn't leave his enemies to die a slow, painful death if he could prevent it. Something about that gives you the vibe of restoring the faith in humanity in the end.

There are probably many more thoughts about this ep and Jim and Arte in general that I could include, but they are escaping my brain right now. Bottom line is that these two have a special bond, and there's nothing else like it, something about their friendship or the ship, if you ship them, it makes you feel alive and invigorating. It is much good and I am recommending this show to anyone who likes to get many feels from it

[tommyviolenceinnit]

tw c!Tommy source trauma

its been such a short time. between November16th and January 6th its barely two months and it feels like years and years and gears to me because of how much happened and how much ive lost and gained and lost

but its so short now as i live here its so short

i havent fronted for the better part of this time too so it feels like nothing at all

its so short

how can so many bad things happen in such a short amount of time

i feel so

disturbed

about it

i dont wven know how to finish tgis off

i had a big breakdown today before i even realised what date it was

and now i feel just numb

and i cant put into words just how devastating it is that its nkt even two months between my world collapsing and collapsing again

[crazyalien87]

Maybe it cringe & codependent but idc bc my bf fixed my self-esteem

When he first asked me out, something broke in my brain. (somethin bad, thus now my brain is better). over the course of our relationship ive realized that existing the way i am (ugly & fat & female) is actually not bad at all bc my bf is attracted to me actually. Like actually i dont need to like my reflection (still dont most times) bc he likes it. For once Im not actually hating being fat. My self-esteem has reverted to like elementary before puberty & society fucked it up. Im still a grown woman not a child I just mean it's been that long since i had actual good self-esteem based in my actual self & not on my imagination.

Like he is retraining my brain a bit (not purposefuly i dont mean gaslight he a good hombre) like now when i see my belly in the mirror i think "this is good belly" bc he say many times he like my belly🥰. Now im like Holy shit. This is actually good this is how i should feel about my own body.

(also before u rant about health first go fuck urself. second. im the rare 1% of fat ppl who is fat due to medical disorder not due to drinking 10 cokes everyday & it super difficult for me to lose weight & like eat enough food still so like maybe im just meant to be like this & i dont have diabetes. so fuck off).

Of course i love him bc i love him nkt bc he fixed my self-esteem but he is so epic dude i could rant about him forever he so handsome and sweet and cool and funny and silly and good at programming and.....hot... and.. .i think u get it lolololol

[ducknotinarow]

💭 for Karai: Technology, Flowers, Regret, Change, and Dreams

| 𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷𝓼 — send 💭 + a topic to receive a headcanon about said topic.

Little thing before getting into this mainly because her foot!Casey version is by far more develop my answers for this are in relation to that au primarily. I'm sure it can be easy to say what applies to her over all but I felt like it wouldn't hurt to add this in.

| Technology |

"If even those bumbling idiots can handle a piece tech with out blowing it up of course I can."

I would say karai is tech savvy but only with intended uses. Let me explain Karai is shown to be able to work well with computers and a lot of tech even quick to taking to it like the voice modifier used to trick the turtles. She can do basic stuff that can help on missions both foot related and personal. However, she isn't someone who knows a lot about websites. But she works well with tech even seeming to in the least get an understanding for how krang tech seems to work as she was able to mess with the bots and bring one back to the Foot's hide out to show to Shredder.

Karai shows a need to have all the facts before making a move. She doesn't want to go into a situation blind. So she is good about recon to get blue prints and such or scooting out a place before she enters. Far from being rash or reckless.

For personal use? Feel free to mock her because she doesn't know how to do things like save a picture of her phone.

| Flowers |

"Thier pretty but they don't have much use."

Karais favorite flower is Jasmine

In many cultures, the jasmine flower are a symbol of hope, purity, and spirituality, and is often given as a gift to bring peace and happiness to the recipient.

This also was her mother's favorite flower, which is why she loves them. She always has fresh cut ones in her room by a photo of her late mother. She dosent know much about her mother her father hardly ever gives her information about her so she tends to cling onto any information she can manage to get her hands on a out the women.

Because of this, Karai also has a big soft spot for those who have lost their mother as well. It's a pain she can relate to but also nkt because she never got know her own so she can only imagine the pain of another. Giving away her more sympathy side away. And yes this did come up when learning her adoptive siblings lost thier own mother. Though say this dose reflect on how she acts towards Angel the most seeing how she likes to brush and style her sister hair.

For casey it's mkre why she soon starts to lighten up with him and sometimes is why she has her own weak spot for her older brother. Well aware of how much he has lost and her willingness to help him keep from losing more.

| Regret |

"...Casey"

This can sound bad out of context. Her regrets are all around her older brother. She regrets not being nicer to him. She regerts not being there for him. Or how he needed her to be. She regerts not being able to protect him. She regerts not letting him know she loves him and how much she generally counts on him and even looks up to him. Maybe if she had been just a bit more emotionally available, Casey wouldn't have felt so alone. Or felt expandable. Or been a victim to rhier father.

Karai is seen as cold and calculating and well she can be this way. It comes more fron her not being able to let down her walls to be emotionally open or vulnerable. As stated her feelings about her own mother can also be a major weak spot for her. And she's not meant to be weak.

Of course she cares and loves Casey. They tount and tease each other and it's something she generally needed growing up. She is unaware how this seems to be taken by Casey at times. And thought it worked the same both ways. They can joke with each other because they are close to each other at least she assumed they were.

Funny enough Casey's the reason she can at times stand up to Shredder as she dose time to time. Casey is also the reason Karai decides to turn traitor herself. Because Casey is the one who always looked out for her filling in the void in her own life and he would have been the reason that too would have been gone.

Don't think she dosent hold some upset feelings towards Casey though. She always believed they were close thar they had each other's backs learning Casey never seemed to see it that way? That dose in fact hurt her a great deal but more because it shows how's much she failed someone she relied on so much. It's why she has to make it up to him.

| change |

"Becoming a snake has had a lot of side effects."

Her mutation into a snake has certainly effected her a lot but she has an advantage in that she is able to shift back and forth to a human appearance and her snake. How ever staying her snake state may offer her better fighting advantages and such it can effect her mind and make her lose her humanity. She dose still keep some of her abilities in human form such as the her venom which she can even spit out

At first her change was a lot to handle not to mention being turned into a brain wash captive by her father to control her didn't help. She now holds a fear of having no control so she tries not to stay like that for long. If she exceeds her personal time limit she can start to become frantic and tries harder to end a fight.

But change also can be in other places like hiw her life changed when Caeey and Angel became part of her life. At first she wasn't the biggest fan of this change but now? She dosent think she could go back to that life. Where it was only her. But she will for them, Angel needs to be safe too soon as she can Karai will be asking the Hamatos to take in Angel because she can't risk Angel getting caught up in the mix of things to come as she turns against Shredder herself.

Karai knows change can be a good thing so she hope this applies to the foot.

| Dreams |

"Are for fools."

And Karai by this logic is the biggest fool of all.

She holds on to a few herself, questioning many, knowing that you can't only simply dream for something to happen.

But she has a drive behind her new dream, and she's willing to do whatever she can to make it happen. She wants to take the foot Clan from her father. She truly believes the clan can be changed under her lead. Though that's going to tougher then she thinks considering how loyal the clan is to her father and many follow his rule as thier law. Killing her father may nit be the end if the issue buy she's willing to think doing so will give her family peace at last.

[zelsisi]

Ok. So I’ve had a bit to come to terms with this but I’ve had my first D&D character death after around 3-4 years playing.

My male Tiefling Swords Bard named Thyn is the first character I’ve lost to death. We had just wrapped up his whole character arc and him having a very bad mindset (cause I mean he just killed the last of his childhood friends so who wouldn’t spiral?) when the BBEG comes onto our ship and stops right in front of Thyn.

Thyn of course doesn’t want to talk the situation down cause he’s ducking pissed and wants to hit something which just so happens to be Hawkins (BBEG) at that moment. So combat starts. Thyn’s first in initiative cause he’s fucking ready to rumble and in soldier mode but misses and then goes unconscious in the first round of combat. Comes back up with the Wither and Bloom spell and Dimension Doors away cause he just went down so. Thyn had like 46 max health at level 7 so not surprising. The Wizard had more than him

But Thyn’s on the other end of the ship and Hawkins dashes up to him taking opportunity attacks. They have a small conversation “Nkt surprised you’d come after blood in the water it’s your type.” “My type?” “Type of character. You see an opening you take it.” “You would know wouldn’t you?” The last part was only so Thyn could hear and then he’s stabbed, knocked unconscious again and thrown into the main mast losing a death save. The party starts to try and get him back up while trying to get his focus off of Thyn

Thyn comes back to conscious after Kharis (Paladin and boyfriend) uses all of his lay on hands to get him back up. Chrone (best friend and Captain) starts taunting Hawkins. Hawkins kills the two zombies we had. Thyn runs to the back of the ship using whole movement and action while shouting out “What do you mean I would know?!” To which Hawkins replies “Oh I’d love to tell you but so many memories so little time.” Chrone is blasted with lightning to kill him however since he’s a vampire (and a halfling) he becomes mist and gets back to his coffin but as far as we know in character he’s dead. The Kharis goes unconscious. Hawkins moves up to be within 30 feet of Thyn. Kharis comes back up with Aura of Vitality (or life can’t remember but is at one hp)

Thyn seeing Hawkins closing in and nowhere to run decides to just go down swinging so to speak and casts Dissonant Whisperers. Then Hawkins is finally on him. So Thyn goes down. Gets stabbed once then twice and he’s failed all death saves. In his finally moments he stares unafraid at Hawkins and says as he grabs the sword imbedded in his gut “They’ll ruin you…” Hawkins leans down and whispers so that only he could hear “Not before you ruin them.” Then Thyn looks to Kharis and says “Time was never in my favor. Never…” Opens his mouth to say I love you but dies before hand. His eyes don’t close and he’s staring up as his hand falls off of the sword.

That was a session ago. This week’s session was even more emotional. We picked up from where he just died. Kharis, enraged goes to fight Hawkins as he screams. His goddess helps him to save his life and they wake up on an island with a dog bank and a mountain on it. Just Kharis, Daziss (Druid), and Malcer (Wizard) on the beach with the ship aground and slightly wrecked. They found a coffin with Chrone’s body inside but couldn’t find Thyn’s body. They did find his spear and his viol his signature items/tokens. There was inter party drama. Malcer has a fucked up view on life and death is all I’ll say. Kharis goes to Thyn’s room on the ship and finds letters to the crew and a journal. The letter were farewell letters that they read that night and the journal contained a story. All of these I read aloud and had the desired effects. Then they had a mourning ceremony for Thyn. They threw an item into the fire that reminded them of him and explained why. Malcer threw manacles in saying that he was a soldier and used it to capture people just like we were. Daziss threw his own flute into the fire since Thyn was a bard and sang and played music they even said they’d jam out when they had time. Kharis threw in his hair band saying that Thyn had said he always liked him better with his hair down. Kharis is also keeping Thyn’s spear and viol, the latter entrusted to him.

They slept. Kharis was knocked out cause he wasn’t going to sleep. He had a vision of his goddess unconscious with black tendrils making their way towards him and the message of “Find me.” Malcer had a nightmare. Then they ascended the stairs to find a woman who said she wasn’t impressed with a Mortal Combat like tower behind her and that’s where we ended session. It feels weird. I know Thyn’s story isn’t over tho. Cause the DM and I have plans but that’s all I’ll say for now. Tho if any artists would like to draw any of theses scenes please do I beg since I can’t commission anyone

[stickrsheet]

Re: The tags about wanting to make an in-universe killjoy zine on the zone bands post

*insert SpiderMan pointing meme here*

~ Maxx (vinyls-and-valentines is my sideblog, but hi! ^-^)

Hii yes I really wanna make a zone bands zine bc I make zines for irl bands so why not make them for zones bands innit but I know next to nothing about zone bands currently and I'm not entirely sure if I should make it from a specific pov or just something you'd randomly pick up

[mejomonster]

You'll go to a doctor having gone to ER 12 times in recent months cause u have been so sick and then they will prescribe u a supplement and say you'll be better in a month

[elpublico]

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[cptspiegel]

Bleach guys fluffy relationship he's please? (Ichigo in particular)

Hi!!! I hope you enjoy :) 💙

Warnings: mention of injuries/bandages, lots of tags, my love for soft Ichigo on full display

Ichigo Kurosaki

Our man is really respectful and tries to do the traditional thing of letting you sleep in his bed and he take the couch on nights that you sleep over. Not that he doesn't want to be close to you, Ichigo just doesn't want to deal with his dad's perverted questions and praise.

Can he commit to that decision? Absolutely not.

It's probably just past midnight when he sneaks into the room.

"Good, you're awake." Ichigo would say even if you were completely knocked out.

He's so great at spooning. Like so good at it.

Man has such long arms and he holds you so close too himself that his arm almost wraps around you twice.

Don't think he won't sneak out to come see you!

If your window is low enough Ichigo would go right up to it.

"What are you doing?"

"I missed you. Now let me in it's freezing out here!"

Post fighting, Ichigo only wants you to bandage him up if possible. Some things need to be handled by a professional, but the usual scrapes and bruises he wants treated by you.

For many reasons. Mainly because it's an excuse for you to touch him and you're so gentle about it he loves it.

Not to mention he'd be all, "I just fought for my life! Least you could do is give me a kiss!"

It takes forever to get him fully taken care of because all he really wants is to have you in his lap and kissing him.

Byakuya Kuchki

Beautiful and intimidating. That's what Byakuya is on the surface.

And it's unnerving to have him watch you any time you're within his sight.

Everyone tells you that he looks at you with admiration, but how would they know when his face never changes??

It's so true though. Byakuya wants to approach you, but you know how it is in the court...everyone's always busy! He has to watch you closely to see when you're free!

That's why he shows up randomly to your quarters. (Something he makes a habit of until you inevitably just tell him you'll move into his.)

"Captain." You greet him with a bow.

"Do you think I'm handsome?" He asks in the most casual tone you've ever heard. If you had tea in your mouth you would've spat it out.

"Uhm...yes. I think you're very handsome Captain."

He's closed the space between you now and reaches his hand out. "Let me treat you to dinner."

Did I mention when you're standing behind your own captain Byakuya is nkt paying attention to a single word that's being said.

"Captain Kuchki, I hope you've heard what is to be expected of you."

Byakuya doesn't even break eye contact with you, but agrees. "Of course. It will be done."

He's a man of few words so his love language is physical touch.

Some may consider it bad for his image to have his hand wrapped around yours all the time. Could possibly make him look "soft".

But who is going to tell him otherwise?

You often give his hand a squeeze to let him know you're fine and don't need him to step in.

Heaven bless anyone who shows you disrespect.

Shinsui Kyroaku

If anybody values quality time it's this man.

Hes also not afraid to show his affection in public.

"There's my sunshine." "How was your meeting my love?" "Stunning as always I see." "You light up my world."

All of that said within 30 seconds of seeing each other. It's almost embarrassing.

At home, you wear his favorite kimono. You want to obviously, but Shinsui also asks you to.

The reasoning is that you make it a good luck charm when you wear it.

It also smells like you and when he's laying about it puts a smile on his face.

You have a lot of quiet, intimate moments with Shinsui.

Those mornings where you're up right as the sun rises is the best.

Breakfast is served, the tea is hot, you're both sitting across from each other in the most comfortable silence you could imagine.

Shinsui pauses to just stare at you. You raise your eyebrows in question.

"Nothing. I just realize every time I look at you how much I love you."

[wlw-lovestruck-fiction]

Okay i know that's not about lovestruck but i have to ramble so im sorry i guess a year ago i moved to another city because my gf life's here and she didnt want to move , started a new job cause my old job just wasn't what i wanted anymore i felt stuck, so now my new job is great and everything great opportunitys but im in a new city, i only know my gf's friend's around not the people i grew up with, now there is talk about kids and everbodys just saying how good it is that im so responsible and level headed blabla im taking care of

Things i can take charge and stuff i don't want this i feel so tired but nobody is listening i dont want children

I don't want all the responsibilities everyone should get there own da** stuff done

But nobody is listening as soon i say i can't do this its like what do you have to do you cant be thst stressed etc. Like what the people are just so ugh..

And as soon as i cant do something there like how hard can it be bla bla bla im a quite person i would rather sit at home read and olay video games nkt be social with all this people sometimes i just listen i dont always have to talk now my gf's mother told me how respectsless that is made a giant scene and ny gf agreed like seriously.. Few days later everything's forgotten and now we have to help renovate

I don't know i feel helpless 😣

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First of all dear, I am sorry you're feeling so helpless 😣 And never apologize for needing to vent or reach out to people ♥️

Secondly, when I say I felt this on so many levels. Like holy- I moved to Texas a few years ago because my gf at the time was from here. I also left behind all of my friends and basically my entire support system (until I moved my Mom and brother down here), and only had her friends and family to talk to or hang out with. I am also a quiet, nerdy introvert, who also happens to have no filter. All things that are severely frowned upon and misunderstood here. I spent years putting in an effort and trying to be this version of myself that was acceptable. I was called rude or disrespectful if I didn't keep up with conversation or act a certain way socially (I also have really bad social anxiety, so yay) After awhile tho, all it did was make me lose myself. I forgot who I even was. I felt depressed and misunderstood everywhere I went. And my ex also always sided with her friends and family. There were days here where I felt (feel) completely alone. It hurts, I know it does, dear. And I'm so sorry you're being put through all of that. You have every right to be the shining light that you are, and not be judged for it. Best advice I can give you is maybe talk to your gf about it (if you haven't already - and if you have, maybe try again) and hopefully she will be receptive to how this is all making you feel. You have every right to not want children, to need time for yourself, to not want to engage in every social activity that happens in your gfs life, and just to be yourself. It's OKAY to just be you. That should be enough. Always. I wish I had better advice to give you, and I truly hope that everything gets better for you. I do feel as though maybe taking a stand on how it's making you feel might be needed at some point, tho. Just remember, dear.. you are amazing.. you are incredible.. you are enough, just the way you are. Don't allow anyone to make you feel like being introverted or a quiet person is a bad or disrespectful thing. I allowed that to happen in my life for way too long, and now here I am... Single, alone, and trying my hardest to find myself again. Be kind to yourself, and know that we are always here for you ♥️ - Mod Runa