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hopeheartfilia · 2 years

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i believe libraries are important and good. i do not emotionally care for them

Ive been having trouble thinking today, or rather expressing sentiments in accordance with an essay structure

At some point i gave up and watched a sj the x video. that helped imensly s in i can now make logical atatements again. however i am not really thinking and making connections im just sitting here like hello yes i have thoughts

And like i can see how i could write an essay on themes of estetics and the subjective and objective merits of art in relation to my theme, Should we close public libraries, but it wont change the fact that my answer is no deeper then a simple "no, are you an idiot"

and i have reasons ans back up but its just a liat of articles i could point someone towards, like hello this is research i found on the positive impacts of libraries on communities. please think of how someone would apply to a job in the current landscape of online applications if they dont have acess to a home or the internet. the answer may be libraries.

also librarians exist and libraries have other communal funtions. like reading to children. supporting local charities in various ways. serving as a social environment.

I have all the building blogs of yes one could make an essay out of theese parts

but i do t have the connective tissue. im missing the fucks given to explain. it probably wouldve helped if ive ever argued with someone over this but frankly im having a hard time actually making genuine contraaruments about Yes we should close public libraries, without making a pseudo strawman, like hello if you genuenly think we should close public libraries you eirher have no clue what youre talking about or your intentions are like. evil. whcih isnt. its not accurate. it doesnt make for a good essay

Id rather write several essays about me trying to write this essay then the actual essay

the theme decided i dont wanna fuck with it and now im here. wishing i spent the last 5 hours doing a little gouache painting instead of trying to turn my beain on and off aga-

maybe sleep would help. didnt help the last 2 times i tried to fic this "i dont wanna start this essay" problem, but at this point ive done that and moved to I dont actually wanna write it

.. i should probably talk this out with someone. as in ask them what reasons do you think someone could have for closing a library?

Also look up essay structures again. i hate doing that i prefer just reading and listening to essays and seeing where what i consider a logical train of thought goes, but im very stuck and if you cant make something you like, make something very technical

#this is about the essay i have due 6 hours ago #making something very technical sounds so boring but tjis whole essay is #which it shouldnt be #libraries are inherently interesting because they have books and shelves #theres architecture and historical significense to some #but like i dunno ive always felt my local libraries so seperated from what i hear of other libraries around the worls #and i never emotionally connected with one #if in even one of the bookstores you can actually sit down in around me there was a library with the same amoutn of books i could sit in i #frankly dont know if i wouldve gotten emotionally attached to it but it feels more likely #yes ive spent years of my childhood wanting to visit the national library #no i havent done it now that i can #its just laziness and also the front doors are giant and intimidating and sometimes im small pathethic trash

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girlwiththegreenhat · 2 months

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team fortress 2 finally getting rid of the bots after 5 years

work on the team fortress 2 comic continuing after 7+ years

half life 3 development looking more likely than ever with legitimate code, file, and voicework leaks referencing a new non-VR single-player game from valve featuring a HEV suit wearing protagonist and Xen creatures and concepts

shoutout to the valve fan that found the genie lamp. you a real one

#liz blogs #valve #team fortress 2 #tf2 #half life #half life 3 #what did i say. what did i fucking say.#once again the impossible becomes commonplace #valve exists as a company to walk into the gaming industry. slap their dicks on the table. and yell THIS IS HOW ITS DONE #and the gaming industry has never been in a more sorry state than it is now. maybe second only to the 80s i think. something something ET #in b4 its called Half Life Xen as all the files reference ''hlx''. hl3 fakeout. but its another half life game.#half life 3 has been ''made'' multiple times in various states but its never been up to standards. whatever this project is though sounds l #like its very far in development. maybe they didnt give up this time #ive never been closer in my life to actually saying half life 3 confirmed. its not confirmed but its looking really good for once #crazy year to be a valve fan i'll tell you what #its only the actual objective most anticipated game of all time. no biggie #edit - added a link for the comic news for those who dont know. and the bot bans havent been announced in one place anywhere #but you can literally just look it up on youtube or twitter. valve has been mass-banning bots for the last month. fixtf2 worked

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wtfforged · 3 months

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zoros my farmer on sdv. i drew his current outfit with my mouse

#he looks like a smurf it brings me so much joy.#i have HATED stardew for as long as i can remember just bc i genuinely didnt have the attention span for it sadly. never made it past fall #and then as soon as i made zoro in the farmer creator i locked on target and now i suddenly have ~70 extra hours.#like im an insane person. just stone me to death #also drawing with ur mouse is so fun and freeing why havent i done this in so long. the perfectionism left my body #the chickens names are marek. marek 2. and shithead btw #wtf... art #zoro #roronoa zoro #one piece fanart

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goatpaste · 6 months

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I think Charming Man should be put into a Highlights Hidden Image page for his enrichment

[Commission Prices][Etsy][Buy me a Kofi]

#also everything IS technically findable #now the real question is can you find them dsjkgh #because im not sure how well everything is gonna look after upload and i havent done uncolored lineart piece like this in a lONG time #its not my usual lol #good luck o7 #the jojolands #jjba #jojos #charming man #jodio joestar #dragona joestar #usagi alohaoe #paco laburantes #Wild Cat Size

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in-study-hell · 16 days

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Lone warrior: 50%

#double life spoilers #basically the entire dlsmp #Didn't compile every single frame I finished but heck it this is 50% done and its barely presentable #BUT I'm tired of struggling in secret so I'm going to struggle in public from now on.#Can anyone hear me? I hope this reaches at least one person that sorta see where I'm going with this #yeah i over-scoped this but im stubborn as hell so its probably fine #I have a bunch of sketches related to this amv that i havent even shown anyone yet so im going to post them in a bit.

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risingsunresistance · 2 months

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who would win, god of the realm or one (1) hog 🐖

#based on the video technoblade vs hypixel btw PLEEEEEEEASE WATCH IT IF YOU HAVENT #also new simon design wooo i had to redo his entire part of this drawing to account for that #i cant believe he's in an official server animation now waaaaaaaa #um. augh idk what else to say IM JUST GLAD IT'S FINALLY DONE I CAN GO BACK TO DOODLES #THE WEIGHT OF AN UNFINISHED WIP HAS BEEN LIFTED IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #um click for quality or something idk i just like how techno's face turned out in the smaller details hehe.. especially the stripe #and are you proud of me i didnt put the black line under the neck for once. i thought it looked better without it this time #clogging tags to lower visibility dont perceive me outside my circle im scared 🏃🏃🏃#technoblade #simon hypixel #my art

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arom-antix · 4 months

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I bring to thee some quick late night Viktuuri sketches because I think we could all use some fluff

#some viktuuri for the soul!#my blorbos are always in my mind even if im not creating for them in that moment #they never leave <3 #their eepy leepiness is a reflection of moi and i love their eepy leepiness for them i hope theyre getting some great naps #just some calm and quiet #love that for them #also this isnt the first time i draw in like two months what are you talking about?#the last art i posted totally wasnt from the 14th of march shhhhh the date on the post is definitely wrong source trust me #no but like i have been so dead for months #dont expect to see much art from me before july when my break starts and i can stop being stressed out of my mind #now i can be one of those tortured artist types except i havent done any art to communicate how sad i am #tbh im just tired i just wanna sleep #am i gonna? youre funny of course not but now i can at least pretend my awake time was vaguely productive #yuri on ice #yuri on ice fanart #fanart #art #arom antix art #arom antix #viktor nikiforov #kastuki yuuri #viktuuri

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actualjenna · 2 months

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2024 SELF PORTRAIT 🥣 ENJOY MY SOUPHEADS

#illustration #artists on tumblr #traditional illustration #traditional art #colored pencil #ink #pen and ink #ink drawing #self portrait #i had so much fun with this i feel like i havent gone through this much process work #since school #ignore the fact im doing my comic that is always ongoing. this is just one picture #speaking of which no misfortune comes singly ch 1 part 2 drops this coming fridayyyyyy #and now that this is done i can get back to comic work :muscle:#ok byeeeee

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fate-defiant · 6 months

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🦋~I want you to kiss me, I want you to remake me I want to drown in this moment of captivation~🦋

(I fucking did it dear god that was so many fucking layers)

#princess tutu #ahirue #ahiru #duck #rue #fanart #my art #this was by all means supposed to be a quick shitpost #but then I was looking at the sketch and the flats #and was like “this is bleak. dismal. i can do More”#so i did it for realsies and look how pretty it turned out #it feels good to complete something #i havent done that since like 2020?...21? i dont remeber 💀#and i can't lie i had fun figuring out the shading on the hair and skin #it was very fun #i mightve drowned this in way too many glowy effects though. i tend to do that a lot #but I decidedly do not care look how dope all that glitter is this was so fuuuuuun #if the lighting seems bogus no it isnt and bullshitting the light source is an honored artistic tradition. so #do not @me about anything ever #god tumblr nerfed the image quality so much #i was gonna upload this as JPEG but that looked even worse than this #well whatever. whatever #hitting post now good night IM DONE. 10 HOURS BABY I DID IT ITS A FINISHED ILLUSTRATION WHOO HOOOOOOOO

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b0nelessdoodles · 8 days

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was feeling the sad beige mom in my soul tonight so had to doodle a her 'cause its a crime i don't draw more mystic flour tbh

also have my dumb message to my friend about it

#cookie run #mystic flour cookie #shadow milk cookie #creme university au #i really fucked up the beasts for this au teehee #shoutout to the bestie mystic flour who let blueberry yogurt die #to her it was a mercy to let him die because she saw what the forbidden magic did to him #and knew that the friend she once had was already dead before burning spice swung his axe #so she just let it happen and didn't bother to heal him when it was all said and done #in the end only silent salt knows what she did but alas hes really good at keeping secrets now #okay listen i just think the beasts in general are so cool so i made them tragic in this au because nothing is safe from me #still havent actually decided if mystic flour is dark chocos mom yet or not but it could amp up the angst factor for him so much #im so sorry dark choco i also threw you in the horse plinko my man #i need the other beasts to have faces already so i can go feral drawing them too

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chacolachao · 1 year

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All Chapter Alternate Covers from SPF Vol 1 Read the comic here on Tumblr | DeviantArt | Or DL the entire Vol 1 for free on Ko-Fi

#my art #feeling antsy #upload spree #sonic #phantomforcesau #sonic phantom forces #spfaucomic #tails #amy rose #silver #ruby!sonic #havent done anything for a few weeks cuz im working on a different comic thingy but i just wanna draw sonic now #all i can do is upload stuff

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cobaltfluff · 1 year

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happy pride month to them!!

#art tag #sk8 the infinity #banana fish #no.6 #i havent drawn in so longgg #i finally squeezed out some dumb art #here's hoping i didnt make any mistakes #bc im apparently ill right now #i was also gona add milo and bisco but im lazyyy #these three are too iconic and kinda fit into the same world #i havent yet worked out how to put the sabikui bros into modern world lmaoooo #also you KNOW adam would bail them out i believe this to be true #also shion and nezumi are probs equally likely to kill people for each other #ash is a definite yes but eiji is more like a voice of reason #langa and reki really the most sensible two (comparatively anyway)#OH DAMN TAGS CAN NOW BE EDITED???#is this the best thing tumblr has done in a long time???

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fisheito · 7 months

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i told myself that yakuei only had one position then i proved myself (sorta) wrong

my fave face here:

#technically... if they were boinking in outer space... a lot of these would be the same position #makes a rotate-y gesture with my fingers #what is yakumo's kabedon if not a vertical missionary #so i've half proven myself right AND wrong! i'm net neutral in outer space broskis!!!!!#zizz-asdf if ur reading these tags i'll have u know that u inspired me to Do the Research1 #like. 5 garu riding eiden? no. it can't be. does yaku do one specific thing with eiden 5 times? *tries to write it down*#i can't quite... what's the word for that position...uhhhh #ah forget it i'll just draw it out #<- that was the process of creating this. collage? 😆#THE MATRIX OF YAKUEI BOINKINg POSITIONS (under construction)#when u about to be semi-normal and make a spreadsheet but ur sexcabulary is stunted so you resort to visuals instead #legit opening up every intimacy room and skipping thru sections to get as complete a picture as possible #wondering... where are yaku's feet planted in this one. (skips to 8minute mark)#ah! there they are. theyre not supporting his weight in this one *draws it*#while drawing crimson phantom room 2 my brow was furrowed and i was mentally narrating #[and this one i affectionately call.. rectal exam - professional misconduct Grounds for Termination)]#surprised they str8 up havent done classicdoggstyle yet. is it because he's a snake? garu should teach him #also surprised that there's been no Light SSR for yaku yet. come on!! Light mode on the double!#uhhh i think the only repeated positions were freestanding (choco liqueur r2 and dark nova r2)#and standing AGAINST! THE! WALL! (choco liqueur r5 {interior} and shadow lineage r5 {cave})#wait. *throws papers around* i swear they did missionary more than once. was it only ocean breeze???#i know with the intimacy rooms they gotta modify the positions into certain angles to make it...look...better #but seriously? only one missionary out of the lot of them? despite the aesthetic tweaks??? how can that ........#*tosses more papers around with increasing befuddlement* WHERE IS MY PURE 100% VANILLA BEAN ICE CREAM #sighs as all the papers lie scattered on the ground #dude... i don't know anymore..... this is beyond my scope #now that i see how evenly spread out the positions are...#i BET the devs have SOME SORTA CHART tracking yaku's positions. now THAT'S a funky office corkboard!#yakuei #nu carnival eiden

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undefeatablesin · 1 year

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My angel, my pride and joy, my beloved AKA the Good Hunter Ruza lmao 🧡 ft. Her Lost Chikage and her fun outfit from these screenshots! + some lil headshots of her in the Yharnam Hunter Garb, a look I also care Deeply About ✨️

#sin scribbles #bloodborne #good hunter #good hunter bloodborne #hunter bloodborne #bloodborne oc #bloodborne oc ; ruza #(ITS DONE CAN U BELIEVE IT I SURE CANT!!!!)#(yes. i repeat. this was largely inspired and enforced by me playin d/m/c5 again. LOL.)#(look.......is it my fault my favourite games happen 2 both be about monster hunters with cool swords???)#(anyways whatever AHEM *shuffles notes*)#(i do rly like ruza in the knights garb tbf its fun and flashy. especially in game where everything is dark af)#(very fun to draw. but i prefer her in the actual hunting garb so THATS WHAT WE STICKIN WITH.)#(at least for now idk my mind changes like the weather sis thats largely why i havent given her a new ref sheet)#(or posted her new bio bc tbh im cursed!!!)#(as soon as i post a ref or a bio i immediately want to change it all. so. i just wont LOL)#(if yall still curious about her u can just send an ask or a dm or smth i dont bite 😂)#(this was supposed to be a sketch sheet can u tell i lied deceived played myself to filth)#(bonus cainhurst armor look bc i love that set SOOOOO....much)#(watch out yall sin is back at it with her nonsense cloth physics again)

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kenjo-arts · 1 year

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Oh would you look at that! It's monday! Is this still a thing?

🥚💚 <3

C!DREAM EGGS MONDAY!!!! but lil blob!

#the answer to if its a thing or not is like maybe? maybe not?#in the end i started wanting to put too much effort into eggs monday and it burnt me out on it like crazy especially as there was #like a self imposed deadline of every or every 2 weeks on it #if i return to it itll only be for silly doodles that dont take effort #otherwise ill just keep drawing other things #i do however have a sketch with dragon dream for cdream eggs monday i havent done #ive also moved like a week or two ago and is still getting my stuff in place like shits been happening in my life for some time that made #drawing hard too but hopefully i can get back on it now. untill im taking a trip to help someone in july. not to mentionoh god zelda #kenjos art #c!dream #c!dream eggs monday #dreblr

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huni-bii · 6 months

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POV: You just left the Blue Moon Saloon

#my time at sandrock #mtas #mtas oc #mtas arvio #mtas fanart #mtas rosemary #mtas fake romance candidate #she's too dense to know he likes her. he has tried many times. he is now begging #has anyone done this with arvio yet? no?#can you tell i havent drawn a man in about 5 years...#does arvio even count as a man #asking the real questions #bii art

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