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ms-demeanor · 1 year

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Large Bastard was also in the wedding.

Also these are probably the last fully normcore photos of me; the day after this I shaved half my head and started stretching my ears again.

#it was so fucking hot and sweaty in that church #i just checked it was 98f that day and the church had no ac #no wonder we look so uncomfortable #the groomsmen were stuffing first aid cooling packs into their jackets

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skitskatdacat63 · 10 months

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2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix - Qualifiying - Fernando Alonso

#half asleep making these istg #yayyyy p9? idk ig i expected him to do better #old man asleep at the wheel whats new 😴#he was very quick w this interview i wonder if he was eager to get to bed #i certainly am rn #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #2023 las vegas gp #(i wish i could atop feeling insecure abt my gifs. i do it for fun.)#(of course i want them to look somewhat good but i get a bit ill over it)#(there was somw drama on here at some point that made me want to completely stop posting then ngl)#(cause like what is the point if im not as good as others ig :/ this is kinda vague posting but it made me so uncomfortable)#(as i said. i do it for fun in quick time bcs yay jsut wanna post smth i found cute)#(but ever sincce that thing happened its just made me extremely self critical and insecure abt posting)#(idk why im saying this. kinda repressing the urge tk be like 'SRY THESE ARE TERRIBLE. YEAH.')#(i need to sleep. but i often feel like this literally every time i post now bcs some people get on their high horse and ruin people's fun)#(iykyk ig. its smth bothering me lately. but i hate to act so morose. but i still feel bad abt the quality sometimes. i guess.)#we do a little bit of f1

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akkivee · 2 months

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Gambling and casinos are extremely illlegal in Japan so I always wonder, in ghe H era, did Chuuohku abolish those laws? How is it possible that Dice is alwaya gambling..?? Or that his casino-like visuals don't paint him as a negative presence amongst civillians?

gambling is still illegal in chuuoku’s japan!!! chapter 7 in the fpmtr➕ manga talks about underground casinos, the government cracking down them and even alludes to some dice mysteries lol

pachinko parlours are a legal grey area in japan tho. it’s like how gacha games are very much so gambling but are a huge profitable industry, a lot of people do it lol. they’re regarded as amusement centres in japan and get around the law that would normally prohibit them giving cash prizes by offering vouchers winners can take to an outside building that they can pretend is unaffiliated with the parlour lmao

a posse stan can correct me on this, but i think dice swore off underground casinos and instead uses the ones that fall in line with government regulations in order to maintain that grey legality. so he’s just a regular old pachinko addict lol here’s a pachinko place he went to and probably the irl place it’s based off of lol

#vee got an ask #like we assume dice left home at 18 and if so i wonder what he went thru to be as street smart as he is lol #like he knows his way around underground casinos like how they’re structured and run #but is visibly uncomfortable if you ask him why lol #i recommend reading that chapter btw it’s a really good dice chapter lol #but yeah gambling is just one of those things in japan that are technically illegal but still has an industry for it #like fanworks such doujin are technically illegal as well but most companies allow it for the by word of mouth advertising it can do #the reuters article i looked at to make sure my understanding was right was saying tho how pachinko isn’t as popular with the youth #and it’s bc phone gacha games are their preferred way of gambling LOL

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crabussy · 2 years

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I love being part of a system <- guy who hates being part of a system <- guy who loves being part of a system <- guy who hates being part of a system <- guy who loves being part of a system <- guy who

#osdd #did #system #HAVING A TIME EVERYONE #listen I fucking love my headmates but i fucking hate the constant confusion of identity and feeling like everyone can’t live a full life #and I love the wonderful conversations we have and the comfort of having the ability to leave any situation to someone better suited to it #but I hate not being able to walk away from fights or having a lack of privacy #and I hate how the others get so uncomfortable about looking in mirrors or seeing the body etc i’m really upset for them #but I love FEELING the joy radiate off sunny when someone mentions her to me and I love hearing jasper and phoebe bicker like siblings #and I love playing goddamn board games with these bitches #like man I wish I didn’t have goddamn trauma and dissociations and confusion and discomfort #but this is how I exist- how WE exist and I have a right to love how we experience the world #that’s enough tags haere ra motherfuckers #robin shut up challenge #syscourse blogs dni #please and thank you!!

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overgrownmoon · 1 month

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it’s very frustrating to be laying around like “hm id like to be horny right now, in the safety of my own home” and my brain is like lol nah we out today boss. and then i’m out doing smth or hanging out with ppl and it decides HERES THAT HORNY YOU ORDERED and it is NOT the time nor place for that shit!!! why are we thinking about dick in the produce section!!! get yo shit together girl!!!

#ever since i realized that i’m (probably) demisexual my brain has decided #that clearly what that means is that i want to involuntarily imagine what my friends look like naked #no this is not what i wanted in fact. why in the fuck are you doing this. i’m uncomfortable #and i’m very sure my good wonderful friends would be too you freak! irls i’m so sorry if you see this #why can’t i just be normal for once. been rapidly swinging between a sexless monk #and the horniest teenage boy you’ve ever seen.#i’m not even on T yet bruh we don’t need to be rehearsing!!!

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holmesandwhatson · 3 months

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is it really that weird that i don't like being approached and asked out by random guys in public

(also it's super rare in my culture so it's usually Americans or foreigners and I'm so unused to such situations I never know how to handle them well and not appear rude ;/)

#idk i'm always weirded out tbh #today this guy from the US approached me and while he seemed nice he almost immediately asked abt my instagram or fb #like i don't even know you #but i get it may be a cultural thing so i gave him my insta bc first he said he was looking for friends in poland lol and we could just cha #i didn't want to be rude and tbh didn't know what else to do #then he talked a little and complimented how i looked and asked if i was single ;/ and i lied bc i wasn't interested #so yeah #i now regret giving him my insta but haven't followed him back yet and i wonder what other people do in such situations #one of my friends thinks it's not weird of him others said they'd be uncomfortable too and he could write to me first and talk on insta #i agree bc when you're asked out in public and don't know the person you're put on the spot

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the-cinnamon-snail · 1 month

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Parents quit acting like interracial relationships are so surprising and something to point out at every single time it happens instead of being surprised at the wins of Olympic champions challenge...

#we were saying that woman was insane with the 7.1 meter long jump #and they were busy saying that her partner looked a lot like her coach and 'no wonder she's with a white man'#we dunno #makes us kind of uncomfortable we're just trying to watch the Olympics man and if we say its kinda weird for them to say that #we get yelled at #so

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disdaidal · 1 year

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I don't want to brag or sound too optimistic about it, but after three weeks of training at a private college, I think my lessons with this one particular immigrant student (who has serious motivational problems lemme tell ya) are finally starting to get through and there's been improvement.

Only slight improvement so far but I have spotted some, so maybe not all hope is lost yet.

Remains to be seen I guess.

#personal #so in case anyone's still wondering i'm studying to become a tutor/instructor/guidance counselor etc. etc. whatever it's called in english #and currently i mostly work with immigrants with language. sometimes i help high school students as well. but mostly immigrants #and there's this one immigrant student who's been there since last spring. and he still barely even knows the basics because he's 'given up #according to him that is. he told me this at least three times yesterday and i told him that's a problem #so i've been trying to hammer it through his head that he can't be sitting in classes and using his phone when he's supposed to be learning #or expect me or teachers giving him all the answers when he also needs to show a little effort and help us back as well #and that he needs to participate in pair and group activities in classes because we're a team and we need to work together #so basically he's been asking me to either teach him or then find someone who can teach him #i told one of our teachers this and she answered that he could also participate in evening activities at the college but he's not doing tha #and according to him he doesn't 'mingle'. so i told him maybe he should once in a while. get out of his comfort zone. at least try #to my surprise he actually showed up to one of the evening activities that i hosted. didn't do much anything there but sit but still #that was effort. he did exactly what i said despite it making him a little uncomfortable so that's improvement #so then yesterday he asked me about teaching him the language again. i told him i host a homework club at tuesdays & thursdays @ 3:30-4:30p #he showed up there yesterday and was the only student. so i had time to teach him basic greetings. weekdays. months. things he shoulda know #and i thought it's all probably in vain but i tried. so today. he was in their class and actually doing pair work and reading stuff aloud #and even translating some stuff when i asked. calling it easy. and that he's trying to use his phone less and memorize this stuff instead #to which the rest clapped at and cheered him on for. and i told this to the teacher afterwards when she asked me about him. and she gave #me a thumbs up and looked a little surprised but also delighted. because he's been a popular subject amongst ourselves for a reason #so i don't want to get too optimistic about it. because he still has an attitude problem. but he's tried a little at least. so there's hope

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exoexid · 6 months

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the suyeol lore is so crazy

#their relationship is so interesting to me like aoughhhh #like you see subaek and even tho they don't talk a lot on camera (most of the time) those two get along so well #they understand and respect each other so much they take their job very seriously and they're actually good friends as a result #suyeol on the other hand is 12 years of slowburn like it's crazyyyyy #you admire him and believe in him like no one else does and then you discover that he isn't that great actually #so you get disappointed and distance yourself and then you both are in this weird limbo for years as you grow up #and slowly but surely you rediscover how your relationship works because both of you are adults now and now we're here #like yeah suhito was stressed back then the context was not great for a leader AND tao was still with exo so lmao pcy could fend for himself #so i get ittttt they were going through it but. i need to know what he said to pcy like oh my god was it really that bad 😭#i wonder if they've ever mentioned it 🤔#writing this bc i just remembered that one time they had to describe e/o and suho was like #“you're my cute dongsaeng i admire your talents so much and oh btw you're not uncomfortable around me these days right? uwu”#LIKE ??? KING YOU CAN'T SAY THAT AND LEAVE US IN THE DARK #(<- they totally can it's not our business lmao)#idolization to tentative ''''enemies'''' to coworkers to friends to good friends is crazy #i need to look into this properly omg let's do some research #anyways i want a subunit :) they can be called exo sc too sehun won't mind bc these are like his favorite people in the world!!!#idk i find the exos and their bond so interesting because you truly have it all with them there's a whole spectrum of friendships #and i appreciate that it's not like with b*s & taegi (if you don't know who they are... let's keep it that way <3)#because those two were just too different to get along. it was extreme. but bighit forced it so much it was painful to see sometimes #and then the hawaii trip came and they painted it like a ''see? after this trip they get along so well now <3'' moment #1. girl let's be serious for a sec 😐 and 2. it's not our business!!!!! focus on making good music!!!!!#i'm so glad exo didn't have to go through something like that bc i just know that they'd have disbanded by now sjfsifjsk #the saranghaja sprite isn't that intense we lovr freedom of choice (keeping in mind that they were under sm) <33333 #so YEAH. can you guys tell i can't sleep hehe :)#dara.t #suho and chanyeol

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neurocophany-theyshe · 2 years

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Allistic people: ✨☺️ eyes are the window to the soul ☺️✨

Also allistic people: wHy dO aUtiSTic pEoPLe hAte eYE cONtaCt sO mUcH?

Me:

#eyes are the window to the soul #therefore don’t look at my eyes please #or expect me to look into yours #why would I want people staring into my soul #and why would I want to see your soul #like do allistic people just share their soul with everyone #but then stay totally surface level with small talk #they’re like here see my soul bc we must maintain eye contact but we can only talk about the weather #no wonder nt social rules are so uncomfortable #like let’s gaze into each other’s souls but pretend like we only care about the weather #not for me thanks #autism #neurodivergent #adult autism #neurodiverse stuff #self diagnosed autism #actually autistic #autistic adult #autism masking #masking #eye contact #eye contact is hard #adhd #adhd brain #social anxiety #anxiety #social rules #parks and rec #parks and rec gif #ron swanson

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blujayonthewing · 1 year

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you know. it is genuinely insane that we've somehow ended up in a culture that treats the human body as inextricably tied to sex and therefore filled with sin, and also, if it's not very beautiful, unspeakably gross and a crime to inflict the sight of upon others, and then this same culture turns around and says 'okay if you wanna go swimming you gotta get pretty much naked :)'

#lookin up swimsuit refs and like. how did we collectively get so fucking weird about bodies and also land on swimsuits that look like that #like! it's no wonder people get so anxious about going to the beach!!#your body is a SIN and also-- statistically speaking-- probably also DISGUSTING TO BEHOLD. enjoy swimsuit shopping idiot #I... have a weird glitch in my brain that turns off body self consciousness if I'm swimming #which is great news because I definitely fall under 'your body is hideous and making other people see it is Bad of you' by modern standards #but a lot of people... a LOT of people. A LOT of people. feel uncomfortable about being seen in revealing and formfitting non-clothes #and no fucking wonder!! a woman in a bikini is basically naked and there's nothing that comes under scrutiny like a woman's body #we're forced into this stupid awful catch-22 of social pressures and norms that we didn't even ASK FOR #how did this HAPPEN!! it's fucking EVIL

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cheekblush · 2 years

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i might just fall in love with my physiotherapist..... 😳

#just had my first session & i've never had a man touch me like this ansnsjmsms #he's also my age which makes this whole ordeal even worse like i've only seen him with a mask but he looks very attractive....#he's tall and has dark hair and he has a nice voice and his hands were so warm.... this is not good....#actually thankful we both were wearing masks otherwise this whole thing would've been even more awkward #like i knew i would get a young male therapist that's why i was so scared of this appointment bc idk it's kinda uncomfortable as a young..#woman to have a young man a STRANGER touch your body & of course it's his profession but still..#he didn't make me feel uncomfortable thankfully but i was just so embarrassed & shy throughout the whole session zhananka #i hope he didn't notice i think i acted normal but in my mind i was going crazy ahhabsnsna #like when i was laying down & he was doing wonders on my back i had to hold back a laugh the whole time & i was just smiling..#i'm glad he couldn't see bc my face nc it was inside this hole thingy idk how to call it shabwjwjnw #he made my back crack 3 times that was so sexy of him...... i need to calm down #actually my neck/shoulder hurt even more now after this session but he was so fine i forgive him shahnsnsn #☁️

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winepresswrath · 11 months

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drusilla's canon grandma kink is a thing that can be so charming & unhinged.

#do i empathize with darla not being into it. yes. 100% it is horrible #but come onnn it's so funny and endearing that drusilla wants to go there #sexually and also emotionally she's making it uncomfortable for everyone. if she wanted to play nuclear family & iirc sometimes she does #they'd role with it because they're creatures of the night perverting wholesome domesticity is their jam. but no.#drusilla says this is an intergenerational household of cringe and i want a boyfriendson just like grandma #spike when drusilla is like you're the knight and i'm the princess: overjoyed. honoured. so turned on and blissed out he could die (again)#spike when drusilla is like i want to show grandmother my new baby: incest is just a very touchy topic for me right now babe #you can't cancel her she's just processing her trauma!!#incidentally i think it's also interesting that william the bloody awful poet does not have daddy issues at all as far as we see.#very much unlike angel and also penn! angelus has so many daddy issues he actually sought out another human with daddy issues to turn #so he could play vampire daddy about the art of murdering your family. like a full 2/3 vamps we know for sure he turned (i think??) call hi #dad. only partially as a sex thing. yikes!!! this manpire is so unwell on the dad front #but it looks like william's father predeceased him #and he had time to process and come to terms with that before he got vamped #if he had a bad relationship with him he doesn't think about it unless i'm misremembering season 7 which is very possible #but spike the vampire is so daddy issues flavoured and it's just. it's just angelus issues like imagine you're 27 years old reborn #to eternal night and your girlfriend's other boyfriend she calls daddy fucks you up like that. there's so much oof in that relationship #no wonder he's mad. that is just embarrassing. like yes obviously the backdoor of his mommy issues provided an opening but still. still!!!#press says btvs #cw: incest #cw:drusilla

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abyssalpriest · 11 months

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if i disappear after saying that ive been assassinated no jokes aside if i take that down its not bc i disagree with it, you can still pin it on me as a belief that i think that shit should be said and ill put my whole ass behind it, but saying shit like that has consequences lmfao. also theres a time and a place to bring that up

#ive already. dealt. with enough fucking propagandising royal family members on my fucking ASS this lifetime to last. the rest of #this universe's incarnation. sometimes its better to not get involved which i KNOW is a big part of why the propaganda is rampant #among people who work with ''demons'' but like. no. no race is more superior than other races. hot take i know sorry #ramblings //#honestly tho. im so sick of dealing with the topics of ascending and (''demon'') racial supremacy and fighting jxdaism under the guise #of ''we hate chrxstians tho and thats good!'' bc ''(JEWISH NAME FOR GOD????) is a horrible person he wiped out half his angels!!!!''#listen i do not care how uncomfortable you are w your species' and peoples' histories you are. leave innocent fucking people and their #concept of the Creator that you dont even understand alone. whats the point in pride in your people if youre only proud of how #your people are Better than another set of people. like. bruh. are you proud of being a (demon) or are you so insecure your only source of #literally describing said propagandising family members lord almighty im gonna stop myself there.#WOW. I DSFJKHDFH. IVE NEVERRRRR SUDDENLY GOTTEN THE URGE TO TALK SHIT ABOUT WAR /AND/ SPILL THINGS PEOPLE #WANT SECRET /AND/ TALK SHIT ABOUT TWISTING KNOWLEDGE TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD /AND/ HAD IT DEVOLVE INTO #''even tho im (practically) hindu jxdaism is too fucking important to my family for me to not have OPINIONS about shit'' BEFORE HMM #WEIRD WEIRD unincarnated selves just fucking going AT it. i mean. spilling opinions. cant say they havent gone at it in other #ways too wow no wonder Ardhanarishvara (God as half man half woman) and Shiva and Shakti are super important to me -#NO WONDER THIS CAME AFTER TALKING ABOUT CONSCIOUSNESS AND MIND WHO I SEE AS SHIVA AND SHAKTI #anyway the first post had nothing to do w jxdaism and this topic itself has nothing to do w it i just finally had it click why Certain Peop #calling the things the kings they worship did atrocities of (name) was bothering me SO much. i mean i knew why the rest of it was bothering #me - i mean the NAME bit clicked

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ca-cupid · 2 years

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me when the realization hits that I’m going to have to change my pinned post to say 20 in like a month,,

#what happened #I feel so strange about it like I still look 12„ I literally bought a rh shirt a while ago and it was meant for kids #and like it’s so uncomfortable because my family makes pokes fun that I still “play with dollies” and I’m like dude really? you’re so funny #anyway„ what the fuck it’s so comforting to be on tumblr and discord and see y’all who are the same age or older than me get excited about d #dolls #but anyway still wonder if I’m going to get dolls for my birthday because my family doesn’t really know what else I like skdhsj #but even if they do try to get me dolls it would probably be like one of the single barbies because they don’t know #my nana is so cute though she bought me g3 Clawdeen when we went out because she was like “I can tell you really want it and idk what to get #you for your birthday” I love her so much 🥺

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 years

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WHY are there still days where it’s in the 80s in tHE MIDDLE OF OCTOBERR

#............climent charnge............... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr #it is supposed to FINALLY get like.. a little cooler later this week BUT that's happened before #like a few days of 60-70F weather then right back to 80s #the cooler weather now is projected to start friday. wwhich is october 21st!!!!!!!#thats like over half of the entire month that was spent in the high 70s mid/low 80s still like......HEWWo #It does get cooler at night now at least. like at 1am it's more like 50F instead of only getting down to 68 or something #but... like even in the PEAK afternoon sun hours I just feel like it should never be 85F in mid october #It also hasn't rained in probably 4+ months lol #there was a time like 2 weeks ago that it rained for maybe a few hours lightly. and then I think 3 weeks before that it rained for maybe an #hour. but still weirdly rare #I was promised a cool moderate rainy climate when I first moved here by people I was talking to who had lived here a while #i wonder if they even sell those '~~ oo it's so rainy in oregon~~' type tourist merch anymore or if they've removed it from #all the stores. I used to see a lot of like shirts or mugs that said stuff like that maybe 10 years ago but now all #the merch is probably just like 'dont fucking come here please i beg you dont fucking come here we dont even have a dunkin #donuts and it gets to like 105F+ in the summer now fuck off take this mug and fucking run'#''it doesnt rain here anymore than it does in plenty of other places we are not an outlier also fires are getting worse and we're #uncomfortably close to like fault lines or some shit if you dont get out in 2 years were all going to die in an earth quake #white hipsters with dreads handing you weird pamphlets on public transportation are the least of your worries turn back NOW'#'if youre not a hiking loving SUV having middle class liberal with 5 dogs who loves driving like 2 hours to the plain looking #beach like 10 times a month for no fucking reason and socializes exclusively through late dinner meetings at gentrified hipster foodie bars #with weird gimmics and subpar food then fuck off. take your tourist shirt and get out. youre better off whetever you are now.'#*whereever #ANYWAY..#We better randomly have a fluke winter where it snows like 5 feet + or something or else I'm going to go crazey hhh #something must compensate for the endless summer.. the people need retribution. if the winter sucks at least give every household #like $5000 and free installation of actual central heating and air system as a thanks for staying here lol.

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