#octavia blake one shot

[grotesquebellamy]

What We Deserve

asked anonymously: Could you do 24. "you deserve better" with John Murphy please? warnings: minimal proofreading and bad editing :) word count: 1276

To say John Murphy was coming to terms with the relationship the two of you shared was somewhat of an understatement. First he was angry about it, like most things in his life, and he lashed out because of said anger. Picking fights, saying rude things, doing everything in his power to cool that fire that burned in his chest every time he thought about you.

Your relationship started not long after the two of you made it to Earth, you being the caring person you are had checked on him after one of his petty little fights with one of the other delinquents. That one time turned into sneaking into his makeshift tent every night and having conversations until the sun came up.

Murphy is infatuated by you, completely and utterly smitten with every bit of you, not that he would ever admit it. He refuses to acknowledge the blush that takes over his cheeks whenever you're mentioned or the way his heart pounds a mile a minute when you're near.

You two became nearly inseparable even with his lack of commitment, he called it close friends, and you called that bullshit. You know you're not just friends, friends don't look at each other the way you look him and friends don't open up like he does when he's with you. And well, friends don't stop to make out in caves during hunting trips, which you admit is probably the most irresponsible thing the two of you could do, considering the grounders that are currently hiding out in the woods, but that never stops you two.

Although now, nothing is going to stop you, you're going to tell him about your feelings for him, you're going to tell him about how tender he makes your heart and how hazy he makes your mind by doing nothing but being around.

You make your way to his tent at your normal time, taking a second outside to get yourself ready, this could make or break your relationship with him, and honestly, you're nervous to lose him after everything you've been through.

But the nerves seem to fall away as you enter his tent, and you see him in all his glory, shirtless and already laying down, as if he was waiting for you. When he looks up at you his smile is like a sudden beam of sunlight even with it being pitch black outside.

"Hey," is all he says as he beckons you over to him, his arms held out to you. Your body easily molds to his as you lean into his chest. He was only ever like this when it's just the two of you and everyone else is asleep, and it makes you question what it would be like to really be his.

"What happened?" Your finger reaches up and lightly sweeps across his cheek that's adored by a purple and black bruise. But he's quick to brush you off with a shake of his head.

"Nothing, hunting trip gone wrong, don't worry about it," he doesn't seem very interested in talking about it, and you're not one to pry. "What're we talking about tonight?"

You fidget slightly where you're leaned against him and push yourself up into a sitting position, "I have something to tell you." You do your best to sound confident but the nerves are starting to come back to life.

Murphy nods as he falls back against the blanket he uses as a pillow and stares at you expectantly.

"Well you see, I've been wanting to tell you this for a while now," your heart is racing, "and I'm hoping you feel the same way," your cheeks are starting to heat up under this stare, "but I like you John Murphy, and I think I'm starting to fall for you."

He stays there for a second, contemplating his next move, he's never been in this situation before. Yeah, he's had relationships before, but nothing like this situationship, nothing as deep as falling.

He rolls over onto his other side, putting his back to you and essentially forcing you away from him, "I think you should leave Y/N." And your heart shatters.

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The next few days are spent with nothing but your longing eyes being stuck on him as he walks around camp and his cold demeanor ignoring anyone and everyone. The nights are harder, no more conversations about your passions and connecting with him on a deeper level, not to mention the warm cuddles that would put you to sleep without fail.

Now you have plenty of sleepless nights that always seem to get colder as they progress, but maybe that's just the lack of his sunshine smile in your life that would warm you from the inside out.

One morning you're woken up to some commotion outside of your tent, and you're quick to make your way out there. You were considered one of the peace makers of the camp and what was happening right now does not sound like peace.

You find Murphy on the ground with his eyes closed and another boy walking backwards shaking his fist, as if he had just punched someone. Which by the look of Murphy's face, he was the one that got punched, and hard too.

The other boy looks ready to come back for seconds, and Murphy still hasn't stood up, he was in no condition to fight with a bloody lip and bruised eye. You're on the ground in a second, your hands finding his face, pressing along his cheekbones, checking for broken bones or fracturs, and he's groaning under your touch.

"Come on," you pull him up onto his feet and into the direction of your tent, where you quickly close the flap behind him as he takes a seat onto your makeshift bed. "What the hell Murphy, what was that all about?"

Murphy groans again and falls back onto the bed, his head landing softly against your pillows. "He's a dick." is all he says.

You roll your eyes and sit down next to him, "And you're not?" You're partly joking, everyone knows Murphy as the camps resident dickhead, you wouldn't be surprised if he thought you were serious.

"Why are you helping me?" he completely ignores your earlier comments.

"You know why," you counter.

He sits up, puts his head in his hands, and mumbles something into them. When you just stare at him instead of answering, he removes his hands and tries again. "I wish you didn't like me," he can tell his words hurt you by the look in your eyes and he does his best to do damage control, "you deserve better, don't you get it? You don't need me, but I need you. You're the only thing in this world that is worth being here for, you mean everything to me. Is that better?"

You're taken aback by his words, completely and utterly speechless as you try to fully take in what he just said. You never expected this from him, he wasn't one to admit his feelings or even say he was wrong, and now he's doing both. A smile starts to break out across your face as you fight back tears, this is everything you've wanted for the longest time and now you have it.

You take his face in your hands once again, minding the bruises that adorn his cheeks and lean forward. He seems to get the gist of it and leans in too, and when your lips connect, it's like fireworks exploding within you. And you know this is exactly where you're meant to be.

a/n: not a fan of the ending but really wanted to get this out as the request has been sitting in my inbox for a while. Anyway hope you like it nonnie!!

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the 100 [ bellamy blake x reader ]

type : angsty, maybe a bit fluffy?

tropes: forced proximity, best friends to lovers

warnings: mentions of anxiety, heavy language, lowkey manipulative bellamy

in which bellamy blake and reader used to date but when he spiraled after octavia was arrested and his life fell apart, he distanced himself from her. after he begs her to trust him blindly and she does, they have to figure out their relationship on earth as neither of them is able to let it go.

a/n: hii, this is my first piece of writing in a loooong long time but i’m really enjoying the 100 again and i’ve noticed a severe lack of bellamy content on here, so i hope you like it! i don’t think i used any pronouns but i did use the term “girl” multiple times to describe reader! w.c.: 4.831

after octavia was discovered, he lost his job and his mum was floated, bellamy fell into a terrifying rabbit hole of depression. he lost himself with everything else in his life and instead of holding on to you, he wanted you to do better than him; so he ignored you. of course it made everything worse than it already was but it helped to tell himself he was actually saving you, despite seeing you fall apart piece by piece for months. he knew you'd get it together at some point, you had a great life going for you and he didn't want to risk you losing it at anytime soon, especially not because of him.

so when commander shumway approached bellamy and asked him to assassinate chancellor jaha in return of being able to go to earth with his sister and he said yes with barely any hesitation, he couldn't help but think about you, the girl he was so deeply in love with.

so now, bellamy was close to sprinting across the hall, giving his all to reach your door as fast as he could. he was going to earth, he had already shot the chancellor, but he couldn't leave you behind, no matter how hard he tried, not even after all those months of breaking your heart.

but just because he broke your heart that didn't mean he didn't love you the entire time.

you had taken the day off of guard duty, not feeling well as your three year anniversary with bellamy was approaching or, well, it would've if he hadn't abandoned you a few months ago.

although you tried your hardest to get it together, especially because you didn't want to risk your job as a guard on the ark, you couldn't just forget about bellamy. you had never loved anyone like him and no one had ever hurt you like he had.

there was aggressive knocking on the door, startling you immediately. you sighed frustratedly, there was no one who'd have time, or even want to, visit you in the middle of the day. especially not that desperately, since whoever was disturbing your peace got more and more aggressive with each knock.

you opened the door and before you could say anything, you were pushed into your room by a strong, all too familiar man. not being able to comprehend, you simply stared at the tan man in front of you, admiring his freckled face you had missed so much.

"bellamy? wha-", he cut you off, shaking his head frantically.

"look, y/n, this has gotta be really weird for you right now, but we have to leave. like, now. you have to come with me, okay?", although he was clearly stressed, there was a softness to be noticed in his voice that you knew all too well. you also recognized that he wasn't exactly asking you to come with him, he was telling you to.

"bellamy, what do you mean? you can't just come here and, and.. bellamy i don't understand! why are you wearing a guard’s uniform?", you rambled, looking at him more than desperate for answers. you knew that you would follow him anywhere but you didn't want to. you shouldn't after what he did to you.

he sighed, looking around nervously before taking a deep breath in and putting his hands on your cheeks. he held your face in his hands, pulling you a bit closer to him as he looked into your eyes.

"y/n, i beg you, you have to trust me, okay? i know i haven't been the best.. the best to you but if there's one thing you can do for me, even if it's the last time you ever help me out again, i need it to be today, right now", he noticed your big eyes, only now realizing that this might not work out and it scared him, terrified him even. "y/n..y/n, baby please. i'm begging you, begging. we don't have time, we need to go, please trust me, please y/n!"

"okay, bell."

you could tell how much this relieved him immediately and right as a little smile started showing, he pulled you out of your room, swiftly grabbing your necklace you always kept next to your keys and dragged you through the ark. it felt like you were running through the entire space station and when you finally slowed down, bellamy didn't give you a single second to ask questions.

he just motioned to you to be silent as he carefully pushed you towards something you recognized to be a dropship. your eyes widened in panic, what the hell was going on here.

"bellamy, serious-", he simply covered your mouth and shoved you into the dropship before closing the door. as panic overtook you and your breathing got heavier, your perception lessened. without bellamy pushing you around and doing whatever you needed to do for you, you wouldn't have gotten anything done.

you were clearly having a panic attack and while it hurt bellamy to not be able to help you get through right now, he had to prioritize your safety during the travel to earth and before you knew it, you passed out.

{ ~* }

you felt soft taps on your shoulder as you slowly regained consciousness. slowly raising your head before finally opening your eyes and looking around. you were still in the dropship but you were all by yourself, no sight of bellamy. of course.

the person who'd been trying to wake you was a boy you recognized as wells jaha, the chancellor's son. he looked at you, relief basically written all over him as you finally reacted to his attempts of waking you up. "i'm so glad you're awake, i almost thought you wouldn't wake up again. wait, let me help you out."

he started to unbuckle you, holding you up as you were still a bit weak from your intense panic attack. he could tell how confused you were immediately.

"i'm wells, you're a guard, right? why'd they send you to earth with us?", wells questioned as your eyes widened.

"earth?!", you repeated immediately, not believing what you heard and completely ignoring his question. you couldn't be on earth, it wasn't even going to be habitable for the next three generations so how could you be on earth now, alive?!

wells didn't really know how to react, he had expected you to know but you were just as, probably even more clueless than the delinquents. he decided not to engage in any more conversation, respecting your space as he figured you'd want some time to cope, as well as recovering from whatever made you pass out.

you were thankful for being left alone, slowly standing up and once you felt stable enough to walk to the hatch, you followed the ladder down. immediately you were met with the most beautiful sight you've ever seen.

tall trees, their roots covered in beautiful, bright green plants and, of course, many people all around the area.

you didn't care about them though, the only person you wanted to find was bellamy, he had to explain himself. what was he thinking, taking you to earth without even telling you?!

luckily, it didn't take you long to find him. he was talking to a girl much shorter than him; she had dark brown hair and bright blue eyes and although you hadn't seen her that well the last time, the day she was arrested, you were certain it was bellamy's little sister octavia.

you walked over to them, careful not to overestimate your strength yet and once bellamy noticed you, he got tense immediately.

"y/n, how are you?", he spoke up, seemingly interrupting octavia who simply looked at you curiously. while she had never really met you, she knew so much about you. everytime bellamy told her a story to fall asleep to, it was always about princess y/n and once she got older, he finally revealed that you were actually his girlfriend. she loved what she'd heard so far but she decided to lay low, not wanting to interrupt the two of you.

"i'm good. bellamy, what the fuck is going on, are we really on earth? you have to-", he sighed loudly before cutting you off. "i'm glad you're feeling good. you shouldn't stress yourself too much, you're probably still a bit weak, okay? enjoy earth."

the usual softness in his voice was all gone, leaving nothing, but unfamiliar coldness as he walked off. what the fuck was his problem.

"i should've known that he'd leave me again, why did i fucking come", you mumbled angrily. you really had every right to be angry at bellamy, but if you were being honest, you were probably way more disappointed than angered by the man who once loved you as much as you love him.

octavia looked at you confusedly, not being able to follow at all. "what do you mean again, you're y/n, his girlfriend y/n right?"

"i don't even know what i am to him anymore", you answered, feeling tears shoot up to your eyes. no, you couldn't cry about him anymore, you had wasted too many tears on his egoistic ass.

octavia's eyes softened, similarly to how bellamy's used to. she walked up to you and hugged you carefully, not wanting to disrespect your personal space beyond your liking. you hugged her back, appreciating her sympathy a lot and although you kinda didn't want to spend time with bellamy's younger sister, you didn't want to punish her for something out of her power. she had dealt with that too much already.

"my brother can be a real ass sometimes but he'll get over it, i think i know how much he loves you", she spoke softly, smiling at you. you smiled back at her but realized that she really had no clue how over the two of you were.

{ ~* }

days on days passed and not a single interaction between bellamy and you happened. you wanted to talk to him so desperately but whenever you approached him, he'd find a way to get away from you as soon as possible. it felt like you were back on the ark, trying to understand why your boyfriend of two years was suddenly ignoring and avoiding you.

you wanted to fight for his attention, you really tried to but when he set up a knife fight between john murphy and wells, you figured that you had to say goodbye to the idea of ever getting anything positive out of a conversation with him. the bellamy you once loved was probably gone for good and whatever egoistic, violent leader he had become now, was no one you wanted around you.

this time, you really had to get over him.

it honestly made you sick to watch him act like the born leader of the delinquents and it was almost worse to see them follow him blindly. he was leading them to do horrible things, he was clearly motivating their aggression and allowed them all to be terrible to each other.

of course you were angry, but it also confused you a lot. bellamy really terrified you, he was going down a path you couldn't follow and he wasn't anything like he used to be back in the ark, back when he was still your bellamy.

he used to be sweet, loving and caring but now it was so obvious that he was using the 100 delinquents to reach his own goal, you just couldn't figure out what goal that could be. another thing you were pretty confused about, was the fact he took you with him. when he begged you to come with him, he was so different. it almost felt like he loved you again, you were embarrassed to admit that you thought things would get better now, that everything would be like it was back then and you knew that you deserved better, no one, not even john murphy deserved to be treated like bellamy had treated you that past year. still, you just couldn't let him go, so you decided it was time for some distraction.

while you really enjoyed spending time with clarke, learning a bit from her medical knowledge, as well as simply making a new friend, you needed more. literally, you had no one besides bellamy, octavia and clarke and you didn't actually have any of them. you needed to make friends.

deciding to go against bellamy's orders to stay with clarke, something he hadn't told you personally, instead sending one of his little minions your way, you left the drop ship in search for something else to do. you weren't gonna let him tell you what to do, not if he didn't even have the balls to talk to you himself.

right as you left the dropship, you immediately spotted a tall boy with funny googles on his head walking towards one of the gates and decided to approach him. you remembered his name, joshua, or jasper.

"hey jasper", you smiled at him and he immediately smiled back. "hey y/n, i'm just heading out for the hunt."

you raised your eyebrow. hunt? that was perfect for you. not only did you ace pike's earth skills class, but you were also a trained guard. of all the people in your camp, it was safe to assume that you'd be the best at it.

"can i come too? i think i'd be a lot of help", you spoke nicely and without even thinking about it, jasper nodded. his smile grew as he was more than willing to spend some more time with you.

"i'm sure bellamy won't mind", he said and although you really didn't want to be around bellamy for once, it upset you even more that he couldn't even ask you to go with them. he knew just as well as you did that they needed you and that you were the best shot they had, probably even better than him since you actually finished your guard training.

you followed jasper out of the walls, stopping right outside as you joined the rest of the hunting trip. there were about seven unknown faces and of course bellamy’s. as soon as he saw you, he tensed up, leaving you to sigh annoyingly and roll your eyes.

"y/n get back inside the walls, it's not safe outside", he said, voice stern, motioning for you to turn around and go. you immediately shook your head.

"i'm gonna come with you guys, i'm literally your best shot and you won't even notice me, i'll be with jasper the entire time", you complained. he knew you wouldn't change your mind but he wouldn't risk your safety. bellamy trusted jasper but not with you, he trusted no one when it came to you. no one, not even yourself, would protect you as well as he would and although he had been avoiding you for days now, expecting to keep going until he knew you'd gotten over him completely, he had to be the one going with you.

"yea no, you're either coming with me or not at all, y/n. this is your first time outside the walls and i wanna make sure you find your way back home, alright?! however, if you don't want to go with me that's fine. stay back and help clarke then. got it?!", he was convinced he'd make you change your mind.

"fuck you, bellamy. really, let's just go already", you were angry. he was treating you like a complete stranger and you actually felt a bit embarrassed in front of the other people. what was he thinking talking to you like that in front of so many of the others, it was unnecessary.

he was caught by surprise by your response, less because of your words, but way more because you actually chose to come with them. he was so sure you would never want to be alone with him after all he had done but this just proved that it wasn't enough yet.

he should've known better than to expect you to just stop loving him that easily. hell, how could you get over him, if he couldn't even go a single hour without thinking about you.

"okay then", bellamy said before everyone split up and went into different directions. you followed him, making sure you stayed behind.

"you know damn well that i'd be a great help. should've gotten your shit together and asked me", you mumbled and although he heard what you said, he decided not to respond.

you two were walking for a pretty long time, killing some birds on your way. obviously that wouldn't be enough for the entire camp to eat so you kept going. there wasn't much talking done either, you were able to work together without speaking, you had always been able to.

of course it was awkward, but it went fine until a loud sound rang through the woods. bellamy turned to you immediately, eyes wide as he grabbed your wrist and started running. despite having never left the camp, you knew that this was an alarm to warn about the yellow fog that was incredibly toxic and even deadly.

the two of you ran as fast as you could until bellamy noticed something in the ground that looked like a door to a bunker. he immediately pushed you in front of him and told you to go in, following closely as he rushed to close the door before the fog could get you. bellamy turned on his flashlight while your breath was shaky as you put a hand up to your heart. your athleticism wasn't an issue, your anxiety however was.

"y/n, are you okay?", bellamy asked softly as approached you, reaching for your shoulder but before he could touch you, you backed away.

"bellamy stop, stop doing this", he looked at you with a questioning expression on his face. "you know what i mean."

he simply shook his head, lowering it before quietly saying "i'm sorry, y/n, but i really don't. i just wanna make sure you're okay."

you huffed, did he even believe his own words? you were annoyed by his obliviousness and slid down the wall, he did the same oppositely from you.

neither of you said anything for some time but with every minute that passed, you feared that he would leave the bunker at the first chance he'd get, ruining your only opportunity to have the conversation you've been wanting to have for almost a year now.

"look, bellamy.. i just don't understand how you could do what you did. you're confusing me", you explained quietly, not wanting to look at him yet.

"i know, i don't understand either", he spoke back and as your eyes met, you could tell he wasn't lying. "i was angry, angry at everyone, even you. and i know that it wasn't fair, i wasn't treating you how i should have but when i lost everything, i was ashamed. you deserved better than that and i knew you wouldn't just let me go."

"literally what were you thinking?!  i was with you through any hardships you ever had to go through. what made you assume id just leave you, what made you think that after two years with you, i'd just abandon you. what for?! having a sister? i'm not the fucking council, you should know me better than that", you were angry but you didn't want to yell at him, you wanted this to work.

he sighed, he didn't know what to tell you. of course you were right, he fully agreed but what good would him agreeing do?

"talk to me, bellamy", you basically begged.

"i'm sorry, y/n. i have never regretted anything as much as breaking your heart. you were on my mind every single day", he said truthfully, not being able to look into your eyes as he spoke until he lifted his head. "if i could turn back time, i would. i am so sorry for ruining what we had."

you stared into his eyes, giving yourself time to think about what he just told you. you'd do anything to go back to how things were, you missed bellamy so much.

"me too", you then admitted. "you know, it would've been our three year anniversary a few days ago", you said and laughed slightly. bellamy smiled at you, oh how he had missed your laugh.

"i know", he said and reached into his pocket. "i didn't get you anything new and i know that i can't just regift something i already gave you years ago but i grabbed this when i asked you to come with me and i just.. didn't have time to give it to you yet."

you listened curiously, watching him pull out a silver necklace he once gave you. your mouth and eyes widened in excitement, it was your favourite piece of jewelry ever since you'd gotten it, but when you realized you didn't have it on you, you were sure you'd never see it again and it made you incredibly sad.

"oh my god, you took it with you? thank you so much, bellamy! i was missing it already", you admitted, excitement lacing your voice. he smiled again and handed you your necklace you put on immediately.

you smiled down at yourself, carefully grabbing the star charm.

"i missed seeing you like this, you are so beautiful, y/n", bellamy spoke quietly, you simply halted in your movement. your eyebrows were raised slightly as you looked at him, what was he doing?

"y/n, i know that i don't deserve your forgiveness, fuck, i don't even deserve you! but please, i'm begging you to forgive me for what i did. i don't expect it to be easy, but-"

"why did you ask me to come with you, bell?", you interrupted him. it took him a second before he chuckled and looked to the side, then focusing on you again.

"i spent so many months ignoring you, thinking i was making things so much better when i actually ruined us. i already told you that i thought about you every single day and i knew i wouldn't survive to go down here without you", he explained. "i know that it was incredibly selfish of me to bring you here and at first i didn't want to because i didn't want to expose you to all these dangers earth might bring. i wanted you to do better than me, that's why i distanced myself from you, but i was a fool to think this would work. the hold you have on me and my life is actually insane, y/n. when i had the opportunity to protect my sister and to take you down with me, i just-"

"wait, bellamy, why are you even here in the first place", you questioned. there was no way you wouldn't know about his mission but a janitor did.

his expression changed immediately, his jaw tensed and you could tell how scared he was to tell you, but he also didn't want to lie to you. not right now, not apart of this conversation.

"y/n, i messed up, okay.. i did things i regret and leaving you wasn't my only mistake, but i couldn't let my sister go to earth unprotected, alright? i had to make sure she was safe", he rambled immediately, panic lacing his voice. you on the other hand, only got more suspicious of him. "i shot chancellor jaha on shumway's request."

your eyes widened in shook, you couldn't believe what you just heard. "what, i-"

you wanted to be upset at him so bad but something in you couldn't. "is he.."

"i don't know, that was the goal", he answered quietly, not daring to look up.

"oh my god, bellamy! are you kidding me, you can't just shoot the chancellor, you can't shoot anybody actually!"

"y/n, i know, please. i know that i messed up but i can't change it anymore", he sighed before running his hand through his hair. by now, it was finally curly and loose again and you couldn't help but notice how good he looked. but that wasn't the point, not at all.

"do you though? you changed, bellamy. you have become someone i don't recognize, whats gotten into you?!", you got up from the ground, looking around helplessly. "first you shoot the chancellor and then you lead these kids in the aggressive way you do. do you even notice what you're creating?", at this point you were yelling, you didn't care anymore.

"y/n don't yell at me", he said but you just shook your head. he got up and approached you but you backed away like earlier.

"for fucks sake, stop telling me what to do! you're not my leader, if anything, you're my boyfriend, or ex boyfriend. hell, i don't even know what we are because you didn't have the fucking balls to actually break up with me before being an asshole. i have every right to yell at you", you hissed and you could see how much your words hurt him but bellamy wasn't gonna stay quiet this time.

"i never broke up with you because i didn't fucking want to. i didn't treat you like it but fuck, y/n i love you", he was raising his voice as well now.

"loved, you loved me, you don't anymore", you said and it seemed like this time, you went too far.

"shut the fuck up, y/n. don't say shit like that, don't disrespect me like that", he yelled at you, knowing full well that your disrespect wasn't even comparable to what he put you through. "don't accuse me of not loving you because i could never stop loving you. there wasn't a single day in the past five years where i didn't love you and you know that this is true, we both do!"

you bit your lip as you tried to calm yourself. the adrenaline was overwhelming at this point but still you somehow knew that he was right. you believed him.

"and you don't have to forgive me for what i did and for the way i'm leading these kids but you know damn well that i'd do anything for you and that i love you", his voice was softening again as he was calming down too. "and i know that you're not over me. you wouldn't have come with me, if you didn't love me at least a little bit."

you took a deep breath in, he was right. of course he was, but you couldn't just forgive and forget.

"y/n, baby, i'm not asking you to forget what i did, please don't. i just wanna know that i am right and that i still know you and most importantly; that i didn't ruin your life even more when i brought you down here", his voice got quieter and you could even hear it breaking towards the end of his sentence.

"yes, bellamy i still love you", you simply admitted, sad eyes meeting his right before he pulled you into his arms.

you didn't resist because you needed this, it was what you'd been seeking for all these months.

bellamy was relieved that you still loved him. he didn't expect everything to magically be amazing again but he knew that he hadn't lost you yet. he still had a chance for redemption and he was going to fix things. he was going to be a better man for you.

his strong arms were wrapped around you tightly, holding you against his chest as he also enjoyed feeling your touch again.

"i love you so much, y/n. i'll fix everything, okay? i will never hurt you ever again and we can work through this, if you want to. i missed you so much, baby", he said. his hand was now holding your cheek as he looked into your glossy eyes.

you nodded, believing him again.

you were hoping that he was saying the truth, that he would never mess it up again. you just wanted to love him again, but you weren't stupid, things, he would have to change first.

[bellarkeselection]

Can you do a John Murphy x reader like they were best friends since 6 on the ark and they have really good sense of humor and Murphy is always making the reader laugh and the reader is always making Murphy laugh and one day they go in to the woods with Octavia and they get lost from the drop ship and they see Lincoln which helps them and the the camp has a Bon fire and then Murphy confesses to like the reader who likes him back and the they date sorry that a lot

Hi I don't write for Murphy. I only write for these characters - sorry 😢

Bellamy Blake - ( female x reader only )

Marcus Kane - (father/friend only)

Clarke Griffin - (Sibling/friend only)

Abby Griffin (mother/friend/mentor only)

Octavia Blake - (Friends/siblings only)

Raven Reyes (friends only)

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John Murphy - All roads lead home

You and Murphy don't have the best relationship, but when Finn get's stabbed and Bellamy sends the two of you out looking for a cure, you start to feel things which you hadn't felt before. Can the two of you make this work.

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“Hey, you!” You heard as someone pulled you around by the shoulder. It was Murphy and he looked angry and annoyed. You were working on the wall with a few other people and had failed to make a knot to hold the logs together. “We���re trying to work here! Do you have the attention span of a dog?” “Talk to me like that again and I’ll bite like one.” “Oh feisty one, aren’t you?” You bared your teeth at him and made a biting motion. He snickered but didn’t say anything more and walked back to his previous position from which he could boss everybody around. You loathed him. Thinking that he’s better than the rest of you. 

Later you were standing in line to have a drink. Once it was your turn you took a hold of the cup, filled it with water and moved it to your mouth where it was rudely grabbed out of your hand as you were pushed to the side. “Hey!” You yelled as you looked up at the person who had pushed you. “Oh, it’s you.” You said tiredly as Murphy grinned down on you. You weren’t in the mood to argue with him. You ripped the cup from his hands and quickly took a drink then you walked away pushing the cup back into his hands as you passed. A look of disbelief came over his face that quickly turned to a smirk. 

A couple days passed when you walked into the dropship. Raven was busy making a bomb and Clarke had asked you to help. You were a pharmacist on the ark and the delicate nature of this job meant you were the best option. “Hey,” You started, “What do you need me to do?” You asked Raven. “Okay, so we need to empty all these shells but don’t do it too roughly, it could still create a flame.” “Noted.” 

You grabbed a shell and some pliers and started pulling the shells open and emptied the powder into a can. “So, anything I can help with?” It was Murphy and you immediately rolled your eyes at Raven. “No, Murphy, you can’t help me. Y/N is already doing it for me.” He walked over with a swagger. “I mean, everything that she can do, I can do better.” Raven squinted her eyes at him. “I’m pretty sure she’s got it down.” “Yeah, you see, you need brains for this kind of work.” You teased. He growled deep in his throat and quickly left the dropship. Clearly not amused. “Should I feel bad?” You asked Raven as you bit your lip. “No, he treats others the same way.” She said, still working on the bomb.

“Hey, Y/N?” Bellamy started. You stopped walking and looked behind you and greeted Bellamy. “Hey, what’s up?” “I need to ask you for a favor and you’re not going to like it.” You sighed. “What is it?” “I need you and Murphy to-” “Let me stop you right there. Me and Murphy aren’t going to do anything together.” It’s not like Bellamy hadn’t noticed that the two of you didn’t quite get along. “I know, I know.” Bellamy tried. “Finn got poisoned and Clarke needs herbal mushrooms which she says you can only find by the water. And I’m working on the Grounder that poisoned him. He has all these vials with him, but we can’t figure out which are good and which are bad. But Clarke is sure she can fix him up with these mushrooms.” 

You sighed heavily. “Bellamy.” You groaned until an idea popped into your head. “What if…” You started, “I just go alone.” You raised your eyebrows in question at him. “hmm?” “No. Not happening. With all these grounders walking around Clarke and I want people to go out in pairs.” “Mmm, you and Clarke discussed a lot.” You grinned at him and he immediately turned red.  “I mean, we just talked it through,” “Sure.” You drawled out. “I’m going to look for Murphy.” You scrunched up your nose as you walked away. “Something I never thought I'd say.”

“Murphy.” You said. “What do you want?” He answered. You rolled your eyes at his arrogance. “Bellamy and Clarke need us to go to the river.” “Why can’t I do it with someone else?” “They want us to do it, so get over it.” You ended your conversation there, adding one more thing. “Get ready, I’ll meet  you at the gate in 10.” You walked to your tent and rummaged around to find your jacket and backpack. You filled up your water bottle at the water pit then you walked towards the dropship, wincing when you saw Finn lying on a table, covered in blood and completely out of it. You turned to Bellamy. “Hey, we’re about ready to go, but I’d like two guns so we can protect ourselves.” Bellamy looked over at Finn, who was shuddering in pain. “Sure, you got it.” “Thanks.” You walked to the far side of the dropship and pulled two Ak-47’s out of a crate. Maybe it was overkill, but you wanted to be sure the two of you had a fighting chance against the grounders. 

“Come on, let’s not waste time.” You instructed. He looked annoyed at you but decided to hold his tongue. He followed you out via the gate and muttered something under his breath. “What was that?” You demanded. “Yes, boss.” He bellowed. You only raised an eyebrow at him and continued walking through the woods. The two of you walked between rocks, over logs, through swamp like areas until finally you found a small stream. “Right, let’s figure out where this thing comes from. “On it.” He grasped a twig from the ground, broke a piece of it and threw it in the stream. The two of you watched with intrigue. The twig went right and you both immediately knew to go left. “That was smart of you. You know, to use the twig.” You said, putting your pride aside. “Thanks.” He muttered. 

You walked for miles and after a while the sky opened up and it began to pour. “Ah, for fuck’s sake.” You shouted. “Like it wasn’t bad enough already.” “I’m not that bad.” Murphy hissed. You looked up at him. “Sorry, that was rude of me.” You apologized after a few seconds.”But you gotta admit you’re not the easiest to work with.” “Neither are you.” You breathed in deeply through your nose and blew out a breath or air. “Fine, we’re both not the best to work with.” You insisted, knowing full well that you irritate him just as much as he irritates you. 

As the rain poured down on the two of you, you finally found the river you were looking for. “Okay, Bellamy said these mushrooms should be around here.” “Let’s look around.” Murphy grumbled. You rolled your eyes at his attitude, but decided to go look for the mushrooms yourself. “You do realize this will save Finn’s life, right?” You started, as you looked around. “Why should I care?” “He’s one of us, Murphy.” “Like he cares about me.” “You think no one cares about you, when in fact there are people who care.” “Name one.” You swallowed deeply. “Me. I care about you.” You walked over to him. “I might not always show it. But I do.” He blushed and walked further away from you, not saying a single word. Embarrassment befall upon you.  

You walked along the water's edge and filled up your water bottle, until you finally found what looked like dark flowers. But as you took a closer look you realized these were the mushrooms that Clarke needed. “Murphy,” You yelled “Over here.” He swaggered over to you, clearly lost his shyness from before. “These it?” “I guess so, I haven’t seen other mushrooms.”  “Well, grab them and let’s go.” He said, clearly ready to leave. You took your knife out of your pocket and cut some of the mushroom, thinking this amount should be enough for Clarke. You carefully placed them in a bag and put them in your backpack, for safety. 

“Let’s go.” You said, wanting to be back at camp as soon as possible. “Kay.” Murphy muttered. What was going on in that boy’s head? Was it because of what you said? Oh, this was so awkward. The two of you walked side by side, completely silent, for a long time. 

After you were about half way home, you got spooked by the sound of a horn. “What the-” You tried. “Acid fog.” Murphy said, immediately looking around for a safe place to stay. “What are we going to do?” You asked nervously. “Come on, I saw something when we came up here.” You ran a long way, looking behind you every so often to see if the fog was close by. “Faster, come on.” Murphy yelled at you. You tried, but you had trouble keeping up with Murphy. He switched trails and ran towards a white thing. 

“What is this?” You asked confused. “It’s a car.” He started, “A van actually.” He pulled at the door, but it didn’t move an inch. You took hold of the other door and together you pulled as hard as you could. You flew backwards as the doors opened up. You huffed, but quickly got up, knowing full well that the acid fog was getting closer and closer. 

“Get in.” Murphy barked. You jumped in the back of the van and Murphy followed suit. “You think this is going to keep the fog out?” “Yeah, I’m sure it can’t get in.” He didn’t sound too sure, but you kept your mouth shut. You saw the fog coming closer through the front window. You closed your eyes, honderd percent assuming the fog was going to get into the van and burn you alive. You counted, one, two, three. Nothing. So you slowly opened your eyes and saw that the van was completely covered in the fog, but nothing entered the van. You blew out a shaky breath. “We’re fine.” Murphy noted, giving you a shy pat on the back. 

It took a while before you were able to relax and sit a bit more comfortable in the van. “How long do you think this will take?” Murphy asked you. “Mmm, I don’t know. I’ve never been stuck in the fog before.” “Well, you’re no help.” “Wha- Like you’re such a helping hand.” You complained. Silence followed suit.

You felt awkward talking to him, but you wanted him to know that you cared. “Hey, I heard about what happened to your parents, I'm sorry.” You tried a couple minutes later, interested to know his story. “So does everybody else.” Murphy mumbled. “What I mean to tell you is, your fathers story, it made me who I am.” You took a deep breath. “I became a pharmacist to help the people who I should deny medication. Because I couldn’t do that, just leave people to die. That's how I got caught. I truly am sorry about what happened to your parents and how you had to survive on your own.” You looked at Murphy and could see the tears forming in his eyes. “Thank you.” His voice trembled. “I never knew anyone cared.” “I care.” You started for the second time, “I care a lot.” You put your hand over his and held him tight, he turned his hand around and the two of you intertwined your fingers and that’s how you sat for the next two hours, waiting for the fog to clear. Just hearing each other’s breathing and you had laid your head down on Murphy’s shoulder. 

“I hope Finn’s still alive. I mean us taking so long can’t help.” “Who cares about him?” “He’s one of us, John.” You said, trying the name out and waiting to see his reaction to it. “So I’m John, now?” “Uh, I mean, if you’re okay with it.” You said nervously.  “I don’t mind the sound it makes on your lips.” This made you blush, but you were happy that the two of you made this progress. He was clearly timid about a relationship, but you found that he was opening up to you and it gave you great pride. 

You got up from the seat in the van and took a good look outside. “I think the fog is gone.” Murphy came up beside you. “You think it’s safe to go outside?” You had to think on that one for a bit. “Only one way to find out.” You decided. You took a deep breath and held onto the handle, taking a moment to reconsider, but you pushed the door open anyway. You closed your eyes and waited for the feeling of acid on your skin, but it never came. You opened your eyes and looked at Murphy. “We’re good.” You breathed, you could see the relief on Murphy's face. “Okay, let’s go home.” He said.  “Where Finn is hopefully still alive.”Yeah, that too.” Murphy muttered. “Come on, he’s not that bad.” “Oh, but he is. I can’t stand him.” “So I noticed.” You grinned. 

It took about an hour for the two of you to reach camp. Talking way more than on the way to the river. Discussing likes and dislikes and just generally getting to know the other. Bellamy awaited you at the gate. “What took you so long?” He asked almost angrily. “We got stuck in the acid fog. Are we still on time?” “No, you’re not. Octavia had to cut herself with the knife to get the cure from the grounder. If you had gotten here earlier she wouldn’t have had to do that.” Now you were sure he was angry at you. “Oh fuck, is she okay?” “Yes, she’s fine now that we have the cure.” “I'm sorry Bellamy, but we had no choice.” You said apologetically. “Yeah, yeah, go get something to eat.” 

You and Murphy walked into camp, Murphy immediately going to get food. “I’m going to check in on Finn and Octavia, I’ll see you in a bit.” You said your goodbyes and made your way up to the dropship. “Hey, sorry we couldn’t come sooner, we got stuck in acid fog.” You said as you walked up to Clarke. “It’s fine, thanks to Octavia we got the cure.” Clarke said. “Yeah, but she shouldn’t have had to do that.” You apologized. “Hey, nothing you could have done about it.” “How are they?” You asked. “Finn’s still out cold, but Octavia is over there.” She pointed to the far end of the dropship. “Thanks.” 

“Hey Octavia, how’s that wound doing?” You asked, pointing to the bandage on her arm. “Eh, It will leave a cool scar.” “It was very brave of you to do that, you saved Finn’s life.” You pointed out. “Anybody would have done the same thing.” You scrunched up your nose. “I don’t think so,O!” “It was easy, I knew he wouldn’t let me get hurt.” “You trust this grounder?” “His name is Lincoln and yes I trust him.” “Okay,” You nodded understandingly, “I hope you can convince your brother.” “Yeah, I hope so too.” She breathed. 

“How was your trip with Murphy.” She snickered. “Better than expected.” “What?” she scrunched her eyebrows. “Yeah, we really got to talking and I might actually like him.” “Again, what?” “I know. It’s strange what I feel for him. I don’t know where it came from.” “Well, It’s your life, do what you wanna do.” You gave her a small smile. “Good to see you're alright.” You said as you started walking towards the exit of the dropship, giving her a little wave as you walked away. 

“Is it any good?” You asked Murphy from behind where he was sitting. “Mmm.” He turned to look at you. “It’s alright, but it’s warm.” You picked up a metal makeshift bowl that must have been dislodged from the dropship and made your way over to the campfire and poured some soup into your bowl. You sat down next to Murphy and bumped shoulders with him. You both eat in silence.

You felt nervous at the thought of what you were about to do, but moved past it. “Hey, can I talk to you?” “We are, aren’t we?” You sighed. “I meant private.” “Oh, uh, sure.” He mumbled uncomfortably. You stood up and pulled at his hand so he’d follow you. You walked all the way behind the dropship, no one was going to see you here. “Did I, uh, do something wrong?” He asked. “No.” You snickered. “Not at all.” 

Your back was now against the dropship and you pulled him close towards you. “I was just wondering if we, you know, could take this a step further?” “Mmm?” “I mean something like this.” You pulled him in by his cheeks and kissed him soundly. “Oh, that’s what you meant.” He commented, before going back for more. Your hands traced his back and his were on your hips. You moaned as his tongue touched yours. This was what you wanted, you didn’t know it this morning, but now? You were sure you wanted to be with him. Hold his hand, kiss his neck, anything to feel close to him. That’s all you could think as you kissed him some more.

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Hate with attraction - Bellamy Blake

I hated Bellamy and despised him since the beginning. He always had to counter my arguments and disagree with me on every move I made. Every step I took–he criticized. The feeling of hatred was mutual, I never failed to return the remarks he made.

           Bellamy brushed past as if I weren't there, yet he still managed to whisper, “You're falling behind.” 

           I picked up my pace as we walked through the forest. The whole hunting group was filled with all my friends–besides Bellamy. I shoved him almost into a tree, “Catch up soldier boy.” 

My best friend, Octavia turned around while walking, and Bellamy glared at me. “I get Bellamy is an ass but why can't you guys just get along?”

I could feel his stare on me, “Your brother started it on day 1 of coming back to earth. The power must’ve gone to his hollow head, can’t say more than that–” My words were cut off at the sound of arrows flying past us. 

“Grounders,” Bellamy yelled. 

Clarke and Monty spread out of their spot because that’s where most of the fire was, “Guys we have to split up! We all have intercoms so once it’s safe we’ll come back together.” 

Octavia reached for my hand but missed me by a couple of inches, an arrow grazed my palm and cut me, “Just go,” I yelled. She ran away but was hesitant. I was about to reach for my gun before a hand stopped me–Bellamy. 

“We have time to run, don’t waste your bullets.”

I crouched down with him so no one gets hurt again, “If you keep ordering me around, I’m about to waste one.” 

He groaned as he grabbed me and we both made a run for it, “Keep this shit up and maybe I’ll throw you to the grounders.” 

I pushed him off me as we walked into a tiny cave for cover, “I’d rather be with them than you,” I mumbled. 

“What was that princess,” he asked knowing he heard every word I said. His anger was pissing me off. He ripped a part of his shirt off and began wrapping it around my cut.

“I hate when you call me that.” He only called me that because my father is Kane and he won’t let go that I’m “privileged” just like Clarke. “I didn’t make the rules on the ship, It’s not my fault that–”

He pulled hard on the tie he was making causing me to wince in pain, “Don’t finish that sentence.” Bellamy glanced up at me then annoyingly back at my cut as he wrapped it to perfection–I hated how good he was at helping when I needed it. “I know it’s not your fault but your father and every privileged person on that ship let her die for what reason? Because she had one more kid?” 

“You know the rules,” I spoke lowly. It was a sensitive topic and even though I hated his guts and wouldn’t mind if he got floated, I did sympathize. I never liked what happened and the fact no one could have siblings. “The more space taken by more kids would’ve left us overpopulated Bell–” I paused when talking, his nickname Octavia slipped out so easily. 

He looked up at me whilst still holding my hand even though the t-shirt bandage was as good as it was going to get. “I’m sorry she was floated, but it was the rules. And you know the Ark was already overpopulated enough. That’s why they sent us down here in the first place, the stupid 100 who had to risk their criminalistic lives for the others.” This topic always got me upset, not sad but mad. My father, Jaha, and Clarke's mom, Abby, were all willing to risk our lives as if we were all test subjects. 

“We mean nothing to them, that’s why I was so hell-bent on making sure all of the 100 could survive.”

I rolled my eyes remembering this wasn’t a friend I was talking to, “No, Bellamy you wanted all of us to remove our locators so that you could make sure they didn’t come down here because your reckless ass shot Jaha. I understand it was for Octavia but don’t act as if you’re some hero.” 

He pressed down on my wound before dropping his hand, “I never said I was. You always think you’re better than me.” 

I went to punch Bellamy but he moved out of the way, I was always good at hand-to-hand, my father got me a trainer, one of the guards. I knew how to fight, shoot, plant, etc. I was built to survive as if he’s been planning this forever. I smiled as I ducked the attack he threw at me, “You can only stand your ground because of the training you and Lincoln did together.” I went to kick him but he caught my leg, kicks were the one thing I couldn’t get the hang of. 

“Learn to be faster, princess,” he had a tiny grin on his face as he twisted my leg so I was hopping. 

I’d never give him the satisfaction of beating me, I kicked my leg again and got out of his grip. I elbowed him and punched him. His lip began to bleed, he had a smile on his face as his finger touched his lip. “Better,” he whispered. 

I went to hit him again but he blocked it and turned me around and kicked behind my leg causing me to fall onto one knee. He grabbed my hair, not too rough to hurt me but enough to move my head so I’d look up at him. “Train more and maybe you’ll beat me.” 

Slowly I rose and hit him at his throat causing him to back up. Not hard enough to hurt him but enough so he’d fuck off. I regained enough strength to cause him to lose his balance, then I got him to hit his back onto the ground. I kept my knee on his chest as I looked down at him, “You’ll never beat me, Bellamy. And I don’t think I’m better than you–” Our breaths filled the cave, “I know I am.” 

I stayed with my knee on his chest until he gave me a look that I couldn’t comprehend. His lips parted and he moved in to kiss me. I don’t know why but I didn’t back away, I took my knee off of his chest slowly. His fingers slipped into my hair and he pulled me deeper in. He kissed me roughly and I could taste the hate he held for me. Then he pushed me with a betrayal of a smile, “Never let your guard down, princess.” 

I made myself look hurt, he stepped closer and I pulled him in for a kiss. He seemed hesitant but easily fell into it. I bit down on his lip causing him to wince in pain. He dragged his tongue along his bottom lip, blood was dripping more than before. 

I pushed him away from me, I hated him now more than before. But God, I’d kiss him again with hate once more if given the chance. “Never let your guard down, Bell.” 

Suddenly Octavia ran into the cave looking frantic, “Jesus, did the grounders attack you guys?” 

Bellamy and I shared a glance, I turned back to Octavia and smiled as if I wasn’t in pain. “No, no we made it out. Well not without one price to pay,” I said as I held my hand up. 

Octavia looked shocked, she now realized our words were no longer threats, they were promises. “Bellamy,” she said in confusion but also her annoyance was beginning to focus on both of us for being stupid enough to fight each other. “O,” he said while walking past her. I stopped walking so I could talk with Octavia. He turned to me and whispered, “Next time you won’t get off that easily.” I paused, next time?

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Bellamy Blake Appreciation week 2023

Hey, folks! As usually this time of the year, we're organizing Bellamy Blake appreciation week!

This time it'll take place from December 11th-December 17th!

You can tag your creations with #bbaw23 and we'll make sure to reblog them!

Here are the prompts for each day! Of course, you're free to create anything you like if you don't feel like a certain prompt works for you!

Day 1: Favorite season-last year we tried favorite episode but we thought this year you could pick the saeson where you loved Bellamy the most! Of course you can pick more than one or all of them if you just feel like it!

Day 2: Favorite character trait-we all know our boy had amazing character traits, whether it's bravery, selflessness, hero-complex, being a hothead and so on, so pick whichever one you love the most!

Day 3: Favorite sibling moment-here, the focus is obviously on the Blake's relationship because we think it's worth to create more about it. Pick a favorite moment between Octavia and Bellamy and if you're not feeling that, you're free to choose another Bellamy + the delunquents dynamic. He was after all a big brother to them all in a way!

Day 4: Favorite comfort/soft moment- We all know Bellamy was good at helping others, talking them through hard moments and being there for them but we thought we'd turn this around. Who comforted Bellamy the best? What was your favorite moment when he leaned on someone else and talked about his feelings or what he was going through? Doesn't have to be a full scene, could just be a soft moment you found lovely.

Day 5: Favorite Rebel!Bellamy-of course this is tribute to season 1 Rebel!Bell phase but it doesn't have to be just about that. He had plenty of moments where he disagreed passionately with the other characters in the rest of the seasons too.

Day 6: Favorite Head!Bellamy moment-we've done favorite heart!Bellamy but we decided to spruce things up a bit this year and challenge you to find your favorite moment where he used his head! That doesn't mean residing only to season 5 or 6. Bellamy has always been smart and using his head even in earlier seasons, so chose whatever you feel like it!

Day 7: Free day-You can make a lyrics gif, favorite relationship gif, underrated moment or just a perfect shot of Bellamy that you think more people should have to watch on a loop on your perfect gifs and enjoy! Once again, anything you feel like doing!

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time doesn’t stop.

pairings. bellamy blake x fem!reader

about. you attempt to make up with bellamy

warnings. foul language, gif not mine, set at s3e9/10

ricky rocks. missing bellamy hours

for a long time, a lot of people thought it’d always be you and bellamy. and for a long time, you believed it’d only always be you and bellamy.

it was only after mount weather did the pressure and realization of how hard a relationship really could be in living hell came to light; especially after a gunshot wound and many promises to keep one another alive.

you were fools to believe that dating was even a possibility beneath the pressures of trying to survive and play hero—that’s what you thought anyway.

you were ready to let go. ready to move on to callings of death that had been in your head the moment you had laid foot on earth. you had done many bad things that had ended you up in a cell block back at arkadia. some things that people believed were considerably valid for a punishment of death, which you were never really ready for up in that cell. but right then, right on earth and out of a cell, you were ready to die.

you had cursed yourself when you woke up days after, patched up, and relieved from the bullet a mount weather guard shot at you. you were alive, and all curtesy of abby griffin, an angel in disguise, as bellamy thought.

but that bullet changed so much, and created a great amount of damage that not even abby could relieve you from.

he moved on fast. or more of what you thought was fast.

you had left, leaving him angry and in desperate need of something with the amount of ties he still held to you. bellamy had never felt so much attachment to one person other than octavia. but with both of you gone, off with your curious minds in search for something that neither of you had found yet, leaving him alone, he had to find something to occupy himself with.

you just weren’t content with the idea of him kissing another girl.

but he didn’t know you anymore.

it wasn’t until you finally went back to arkadia to find several crazed chipped adults, including your own savior, abby, who rather seemed in need to kill you—did you come to realization that your time there and playing hero was not over.

“what the fuck was that?” you yelled into jasper’s ear as he drove the rover as fast as he could, away from the detrimental chaos that seemed to have erupted the moment you got there.

“hard to explain.”

“well find a way,” you looked down to raven and then to the back of the rover where camp was getting smaller and smaller till the only thing you could see was forestry. “i’m gone for-”

“yeah, that’s right, y/n, you were gone,” jasper finds his voice and yells back. “a lot happens around here if you hadn’t noticed.”

your disappearance hadn’t just affected bellamy, and you were now just beginning to realize it.

you could understand; jasper was holding a lot on his shoulders and the tension of you and then almost getting shot didn’t help the situation, “jasper, i’m sorry.”

“i’m not the sorry you owe it to.”

you frowned, immediately thinking of bellamy. you kept your mouth shut from there on out and let jasper guide his way toward a cave where the rest of your group was supposedly camped out at.

the moment you got there, you could tell everything was tense, even by the split second of seeing octavia walking away with bellamy on her tail before realizing the rover was there.

he squinted at you, before recognition kicked in and he realized exactly who he was looking at as you got out of the rover and moved quickly to open the back with jasper, helping him the best you could with hauling raven from her deadened position, “need your help! we have to get her inside before she wakes up!”

“were you followed?” bellamy trudged his way toward the two of you before taking raven into his own arms, clearly having a better chance of carrying her than the two of you combined.

“maybe, i don’t know.”

you stepped back, looking at bellamy’s face and the way he transfixed into taking lead so fast. his face was all beat up with fresh cuts and light bruises beginning to kiss his skin. it made you narrow your brows due to the last time seeing him, he wasn’t in this rough of shape.

he glanced to you one last time before walking to the cave, jasper following after him.

your head turned to octavia now, who you immediately reached out for as did she, “i have to leave.” her arms were wrapped around your neck, making it easy for you to hear the solum tone shoved deeply in her throat.

“don’t go now,” you shook your head in the hold you both had on each other. “you shouldn’t be alone, not with all that’s going on. not after lincoln.”

your words made the both of you cringe but they didn’t scare her off like you had half expected. she pulled away, nodding before walking into the cave with you.

“i told you on the radio, raven is not raven anymore. jaha has been chipping everyone,” jasper shifted nervously, keeping eyes on the frail girl while he tried his best to catch everyone up. “jaha is using the chips to control everyone. you swallow it, you forget who you are and you see this thing; alie. it made raven slit her own wrists.”

you watched raven carefully as jasper continued to speak on how he was trying to help her. you were losing your mind and couldn’t understand how your previous biggest problem—pike—just got blown out of the water and turned ten times worse.

“you say a chip, maybe it’s like the one clarke carries,” your eyes met jasper’s, “after lexa died clarke carried a chip that she gave to me for safe keeping,” you were quick to pull it out of your pocket. “this?”

jasper shrugs, “not exactly.”

and suddenly raven was on her feet and running, causing all of you to haul after her like a chain reaction. bellamy rung his arms around hers, attempting to restrain her as she looked around anxiously.

“if raven finds out where we are, so will alie and she’ll come for her,” jasper stabbed a reaper stick into her neck, causing her to drop from consciousness once more.

you all huffed and raven was once again hauled into bellamy’s arms. you frowned, suddenly getting an idea, “we have to leave,” your eyes were trained on raven.

“why, she doesn’t know where we are.”

“but i know how to fix this and where to find clarke.”

**

“you came back.”

you glanced up to bellamy who sat across from you. no one had said a word within the time you had all gotten within the rover to get to nyla’s location. not until now.

“why wouldn’t i?”

“you tell me,” his eyes were soft on you but the tone of his voice was condescending and hurtful—he wanted to hurt you.

and you understood why.

“‘time doesn’t stop,’” you looked to your hands as you mumbled the words before gaining enough courage to meet his hard, but eager eyes. “you remember when you first said that? ‘time doesn’t stop, not for me, not for you, not for anyone’… you’re good with your words.” an airy laugh came past your lips as you reminisced about bellamy when you all first landed and he gave a lot of leader speeches to the 100.

you couldn’t help but feel sadness seep in at all corners of your soul of how long ago that was and how your problems dealt with actual people and not a.i.’s.

“time doesn’t stop and i couldn’t handle that, bellamy. i wanted it to, but it just didn’t and i… gave up.”

“on us,” he clenched his jaw, hating how he felt sympathetic for you, hating how he wanted to hold you.

his mind thinks to the gun shot wound, and the blood that stained his hands as he kept pressure to your stomach, watching life fade from your eyes. he wasn’t scared of anything, but you dying proved that statement wrong.

“god, bellamy, i never wanted to.”

“i have a hard time believing that,” he frowned. you could tell he was trying to hide his emotions the best he could by the way he bit his tongue and was so overall tense. “you never looked back.”

“but i did,” you leaned forward, touching his face lightly to which made him slightly flinch, no longer used to the feeling. you almost pulled away but the touch with your finger tips turned to the palm of your hand, hovering over his fresh cuts. “i always did.”

“then you should have come back, should have said something.”

“i am back, i promise, bellamy. i’m back now.”

you could tell he didn’t trust those words even though he wanted so badly to lean into it—to put trust that you were really there and would stay there till the end of your days.

he leaned back, his eyes watching you gingerly, trying to decide on how to feel and what to say, but he just nodded, mumbling, “okay.”

you accepted that as good as mutual ground between you two could get. bellamy was a stubborn person at nature and it was hard to let people back in when they were traitors to his soul, but him defying his morals the best he could just for you was a sign of something positive.

especially when he reached for your hand, and held it tightly between the two of your bodies.

“now, are you going to tell me about your face?”

navigation.

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[drghostwrite]

Masterlist

prompt list: -> here

“rules”: -> here

Shows & Characters:

Criminal Minds:

Any character

Jennifer “JJ” Jareau:

Two hearts collide

A baby for Christmas

Once Upon A Time:

Regina Mills (favorite to write in like love/wife stories)

Scars for Love pt. 1, pt. 2

Until My Last Breath

Out at Sea

Running Back to You

Emma Swan

Other characters

Wednesday:

Larissa Weems:

Always You, pt. 2, pt. 3

Give You Everything

Morticia

other characters per request

Marvel CU:

Natasha Romaoff:

You’re Not Alone

Dark Nights

Maria Hill:

You are the Calm to my Chaos

Steve Rogers

Thor Odinson

When Lightning Strikes

Bucky

DC Universe:

Diana Prince

Lena Luthor

When the Sky Falls

When the Sun Sets on Us

Arthur Curry(Aquaman)

A Royal Bloodline

Grey's Anatomy:

Arizona Robbins:

If I Just Lay Here?

Already Taken

You’re my Comfort

The Shooting(request)

Next Time We’re Driving

My House, My Rules

Snowed In

Callie Torres

A Superstar with a Scalpel

Addison Montgomery:

Code Black

Supply Closets & Satin Sheets

Some other characters but those are primary

X-Files:

Dana Scully (obvi):

You Remembered(prompt)

True Temptation

Fox Mulder

Others are special request

Desperate Housewives:

Lynette Scavo

Bree Van de Kamp

To love again(request)

Other wives and some other characters can be special request

Law & Order SVU:

Olivia Benson (The only right answer for a wife)

Something to Fight for...

ED(request)

other taskforce members

Rizzoli and Isles:

Jane Rizzoli:

That Thin Line pt. 1, pt. 2

Maura Isles:

Drown Our Problems

When the Music Fades

Frankie or Tommy Rizzoli

Scream:

Sidney Prescott:

We All Scream Sometimes pt. 1, pt. 2

Orange is the New Black:

Alex Vause:

Ex-Lovers (request)

The 100:

Clarke Griffin:

Takes a Village

Abby Griffin

Octavia Blake

Game of Thrones(GOT):

A Rightful Heir

Crossovers:

(Criminal Minds) x (X Files), Pt. 2

There are some things I just won't write for but I do case by a case basis, I will put warnings if there is anything I view as may be triggering. Please give me more shows or characters to write for, I'm begging you! most fics are reader x character, some involve pregnancy and marriage but they will mostly be one-shots.

[relatable-trxsh]

What We Came Here To Do pt. 3

The 100 EPISODE 2 Pt. 1

A/n: I'm so sorry it took me too freaking long to get this chapter out. I started a new job and it's honestly kicking my ass. But hopefully, now ill be able to get chapters out more regularly.

Summary: Y/N Kane was a mechanic apprentice that worked under Jake Griffin and Sinclare until Jake gets floated and you get locked up for treason. Now you are part of the 100 getting sent to earth. Of course, you miss your best friend Wick but is stopping your dad Marcus Kane from coming down to earth worth losing Wick forever, the hot (totally not a guard) Bellamy Blake thinks so, so you just might follow him.

pt. 1 pt. 2

Finn Third Person POV

Finn was in utter shock, he could bring himself to move or even think properly until he felt someone pulling on his arm.

“Finn we gotta go.” It was Clarke, he kinda forgot she existed for a second.

“We can just leave Y/n!” He felt tears well up in his eyes. Clarke shook her head. 

“We’re not alone here Finn, we will come back for her but right now we need to make sure we don't die.” Finn quickly wipes his face and nods before following the group quickly out of the forest. Finn turned to look back until you could no longer be seen.

“Who are they,” Finn asks no one in particular. “What are they?”

“We are so screwed” Octavia whines a little. Just as they go to keep walking they hear a loud scream.

“Y/n, she's alive!” Finn whips his whole body toward the scream. Clarke grabs his arm.

“Wait, we stay out of the trees.” Finn nods and they all run back to where your body was supposed to be but it was gone.

“No! Where is she?!”

“They took her.” Clarke says in disbelief. Finn looks at Clarke with anger in his eyes.

“We shouldn't have left her!” Clarke puts her hand on Finn's shoulder. 

“You need to calm down Finn. If there's a chance we can get her back we will.” He nods. 

“Fine, let's get back to camp.”

Y/N POV

You kept your eyes wide open, trying your best to keep track of where the large man was dragging your bound body but it was getting harder and harder to keep them open until finally, they closed for good. 

When your eyes finally opened again you were in a cell of some sort. You tried shifting to sit up but a sharp pain shot throughout your whole body causing you to scream out. 

“Oyo nod we” You looked up at a beautiful woman with long brown hair.

“I-I'm sorry, I d-don't under-” You had to pause, coughing up blood. “I don't understand.” She crouches down wiping some blood from your mouth.

“You failed to stay awake.” 

“Why am I here?” You ask quietly.

“That's a great question. Why are you here? Where did you come from?” You looked at her unsure if you should answer. The woman grabs your bloodied face and lifts it up. 

“Answer my questions little one and I'll let you go.”

“I came from the sky.” 

“Are there more of you?” You nod. 

“We didn't know there were survivors on the ground.” She nods. “Well now you do so you should go back up to the sky.” You cough up more blood and start to lose consciousness again. 

“We…we cant…” Your words trail off as you fall back into uncousciness. 

Finn Pov

Exhausted, they made it back to camp. There was a circle of diliquents and shouting. Finn watched Clarke as she rushes over to the group. At the center of it was Wells and Murphy. Wells seemed to be disliked by most of the diliquents for one reason or another. 

“Wells let him go!” Clarke shots, immediately gaining everyones attention, everyones except Bellamys whos attention was focused on the crowd. Finn watched as Bellamys eyes go from Octavia, Jasper, monty clarke, finn, and back to Octavia. It was like he was counting heads.

“Octavia are you alright?” Bellamy walked over to her helping to support her.

“Yeah I’m okay.” He helps her to sit down. 

“Wheres Y/n…and the food?” He looks to Clarke just knowing she would have the answers. 

“We didnt make it to mount weather.” Octavia says while looking at her leg. Clarke walks over to examine it. 

“What the fuck happened out there?” Clarke signs looking up at Bellamy from where she was crouching on the ground. 

“We were attacked. Y/n was attacked. She went across the water to ge to mount weather and was shot by a spear.”

“How is that possible?” Finn takes this as his que to join the conversation. 

“Were not alone down here. There are others, people that survived the nuclear apocalypse.” There were a few gasps and whispers. “But forget about that, right now we need to focus on getting Y/n back.”

“Why need to get your little girl friend back.” Murphy laughs nudging one of his friends.

“Shes one of my best friends and she was shot by a fucking spear dick head.” Clarke puts her hand on Finns shoulder. 

“Were gonna get her back.” She looks back at Bellamy and furs her brows.

“Did you take off your bracelet??” She reaches for his wrist which Bellamy quickly dodges. 

“Ask him.” He nods towards Murphys direction. 

“How many?” Murphy gets a cocky grin.

“Twenty-four and counting.” Clarke scoffs.

“Youre an idiot! The ark is dying dont you people understand that?! Do you guys want all of your friends and families to die up there, our farmers and doctors? Because thats whats gonna happen. Those wrist bands are the only thing keeping us and them alive!” Bellamy scoffs.

“Dont listen to her, shes one of the privileged. Were are stronger than she gives you credit for. That wrist band on your arm makes you a prisoner. They say theyll forgive you’re crimes, but I say your not criminals!” The delinquents all cheer and clarke rubs her face knowing she lost this fight so she starts heading to the dropship. 

“So whats the plan princess?” Finn asks catching up with her.

“We go get Y/n.”

~Taglist~

@gaymansruse @severa-kane @slut4bradley

[kaiparkersgf]

I wanna write short (one shots/imagines) stories to practice my english and my storytelling skills, so requests for one shots are open.

MASTERLIST

The vampire diaries

Characters:

- Caroline Forbes

- Damon Salvatore

- Elena Gilbert

- Elijah Mikaelson

- Kai Parker

- Klaus Mikaelson

- Kol Mikaelson

- Rebekah Mikaelson

- Stefan Salvatore

- Tyler lockwood

The 100

- Bellamy Blake

- Clarke Griffin

- John Murphy

- Lexa

- Lincoln

- Octavia Blake

- Raven Reyes

The Hunger games

- Katniss Everdeen

- Peeta Mellark

- Finnick Oddair

MCU

- Steve Rogers

- Tony Stark

- Peter Parker

- Thor

- Natasha Romanoff

- Stephen Strange

For now, that's all i'm gonna take but the list can always expand! pls send requests and help a girl out lol💕

[grotesquebellamy]

Updated Masterlist

last updated: 5/17/2022

request: open

The 100

Scattered Memories | B.B.

Absquatulate | B.B.

What We Deserve | J.M.

prompt list

[kinetic-elaboration]

January 1: 2023 Year in Review

According to tradition, my first post of the year is a Writing Year in Review for the previous year.

I took a break from keeping track of word counts for a few years but decided to return to the habit this year. My total word count for 2023 was 118,120 words.

My most prolific month was August, at 28,106 words, and my least was June at 2,650. In March, August, September, October, and December, I wrote more than 10k (and in April just shy of 10k).

A lot of what I wrote this year was on projects that have not yet been posted. I spent much of the first half of the year finishing a long Bellarke fic called talk about timing in times like these, which I still need to edit, but hope to post this spring. Then I spent a while planning out a Blake Sibling-centric fic that I subsequently decided wasn't exciting to me, and then I worked for a bit on SGAU--admittedly, not enough. The second half of the year my writing life was taken over by my Time Loop fic, Make a Lot of Money and Feel Dead Inside, which came out of nowhere to become one of the major projects of 2023. It remains my first priority to finish in 2024.

I posted 5 one-shots and the beginning of 1 chapter fic this year, as well as 26 writing-exercise ficlets. I'm not going to link all of the ficlets, but you can find them on the tag 2023: ficlets.

Here is my fic posted this year:

Wonder: Bellamy/Clarke, 5,100 words, Valentine's fluff for the Bellarke Valentine's Gift Exchange (February)

(Cause This Can't Be) The Way the Story Ends: Murphy/Raven, 5,800 words, winter storm romance for Troped Madness Round 1 (March)

The Fairy Ring: Lincoln & Anya, Lincoln/Octavia, 5,500 words, fantasy with fairies for Troped Madness Round 2 (April)

The Tale of Space Station Alpha 114: Bellamy/Clarke, 11,500 words, a spooky story with aliens for the Troped Halloween Gift Exchange (October)

The Family Portrait: Clarke & Dante, 2,000 words, a ghost story (October)

Make a Lot of Money and Feel Dead Inside Chapters 1-2: multi-pairing, 22,300 words (projected: ~60k), a time loop murder mystery, for Troped Time Loop Round 2 (October and November)

And that's it! It's not a ton, but it's more than I posted last year. Plus, as I said, I did a lot of writing on stories that aren't yet posted. Overall I'm really proud of what I've written this year! Or I guess I should say, what I wrote last year. And I'm hopeful for a productive and creative 2024!

[wonderswritings]

Starless Lovers {8}

Summary: They fell from the sky. We roamed the earth. We were always meant to clash. 

Warnings: The 100 Themes, Angst, Death, Blood, Unrequited Feelings, Slow Burn, Possibly more to come

Pairings: Lexa x Sister!Reader, Bellamy Blake x Fem!Reader (eventual)

War has always been brewing. With twelve clans, each with different ideals, it was always going to happen. But tensions rise when they come, the people from the sky. We watched from a distance, learning. But then they attacked, and if there's one thing all the clans can agree on,

Blood must have blood.

Starless Lovers Masterlist | Tags

🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘

“It’ll be light soon, we won’t have the darkness to hide us.”

Clarke clenched her jaw, shaking her head.

“Neither will he.”

“I feel your anger, Clarke.”

Clarke scoffed, casting a glance at Lexa.

“Do me a favor, no more lessons.”

“You need to focus. We do what we must to survive, the enemy does the same. It’s not personal.”

“It is to me.”

“You think that killing the shooter will make you feel better but it won’t. The only thing that will do that is winning this war.”

Clarke stopped, turning towards Lexa.

“That’s enough.”

Clarke turned when there was the sound of leaves crunching, aiming her gun as a figure ran past them.

“Is it him?”

“No.”

Clarke walked out from where they were calling out to figure.

“Lincoln.”

He turned, his eyes widening slightly.

“Clarke?”

Lexa walked out of the shadows, Lincoln slightly shaking his head as he made a face.

“Commander what- Octavia said you were both-”

“You’ve seen Octavia?”

“Yeah. The few that survived the explosion are being pinned down by a sniper. It’s why I’m here.”

There was a gunshot, causing Lexa to step forward.

“Come on, we need to get to the high ground.”

🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘

Emerson and Cage walked down the hall, Emerson slightly shaking his head.

“It’s been thirty minutes, so the girl is dead by now.”

“I know that Lieutenant. They’ve made their choice. Go in strong, take them alive if you can, but take them.”

“Copy that.”

“Deploying flashbangs.”

They dropped the flashbangs into the opening, stepping back.

“Fire in the hole.”

The flashbangs went off, the guards with the riot shields stepping forward, pushing past the barrier.

“Go! Go! Go!” Emerson walked in behind them, looking around as the smoke cleared.

“Mr. President?”

Cage walked in, looking around the room before he turned back towards Emerson. “Find them.”

“Yes sir. Let’s go!”

🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘

Lincoln led the way, Clarke following behind him. Lexa stopped, turning. She could see the black smoke, watching as it spread, clenching her jaw before she turned, following after Clarke and Lincoln. The first gunshot rang out, causing them to duck behind a boulder.

“So much for the element of surprise.”

“I’ll draw his fire.”

“No. I will.”

Clarke stood, firing in the direction of the sniper. Lexa and Lincoln shared a look, nodding before Lincoln turned, running. Whitman held his rifle up in front of him, looking around when Lincoln jumped down, swinging his sword at him. Whitman dropped his rifle as they both fought, Lincoln gaining the upper hand as he straddled Whitman's stomach, unsheathing his knife. He lifted it above him, about to stab him when Whitman grabbed the reaper stick, pressing the button, causing Lincoln to groan as he dropped the knife, falling to the side as he grabbed his head. Whitman dropped the stick as he grabbed Lincoln’s knife, grabbing Lincoln as he placed the knife at his throat. Clarke lifted her gun, walking towards them.

“Drop the weapon.”

Lexa stepped forward, her eyes widening slightly. 

“Just let him kill me, then take him out. Clarke, please! Your people need you.”

“You are my people.”

She pulled the trigger, Lincoln wincing as he was hit, Whitman letting him go as he gasped. Lincoln grabbed his shoulder, falling to his knees as Whitman fell to the ground, dead. Lincoln looked down at his hand, seeing the blood on his fingers before he looked over at Clarke, grinning slightly.

“Good shot.”

Lexa walked forward as Clarke lowered her gun.

“Did that make you feel better?”

“No.”

🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘

 Octavia and the other second dropped the rope when the horn sounded again, looking around.

“Look! Sky people!”

Octavia walked forward, grinning slightly when she saw Sinclair.

“We saw the missile, heard the blast, figured you could use some help.”

“Just in time. Thank you.”

Everyone walked towards the opening, Octavia taking a few deep breaths as she looked around.

“Alright, I need everybody on that rope!”

They pulled the rope, Octavia jumping down into the small opening.

“We’ve got two survivors. Abby! Kane! We’ll get you out of here.”

Kane was led out on a stretcher, Octavia placing a blanket over him when she looked up, seeing Lincoln. She ran to him, wrapping her arms around him before she leaned back, kissing him.

“You did it.”

“I had a little help.”

Clarke and Lexa appeared at the top, Clarke looking over at Abby and Jackson.

“Kane needs blood, right now.”

“Slowdown, you’re bleedinging. You need help too.”

“I’m fine.”

“Heda! Heda! Heda!”

“What happened here will not stand. The Mountain will fall, the dead will be avenged!”

The grounders all cheered, lifting their weapons causing Abby to scoff.

“Enough, that’s enough! There are still others in the wreckage. We heard them. Go to work!”

“With our two people working together, we’re gonna win this war, Clarke.”

Nyko helped Indra stand, shaking his head.

“You’re not ready.”

“I will not miss this fight.”

Octavia and Lincoln walked towards Indra as Nyko walked off, Indra looking down at Octavia.

“You have done well, Octavia of the Skypeople. Today, you saved lives, tomorrow you will take them. Now get my gear, we leave with the commander.”

Lincoln glanced at Indra before he went to turn, Indra stopping him.

“Wait.”

He looked back at her, Indra holding her hand out towards him. Lincoln took it, Indra pulling him to her, hugging him. Clarke stopped next to Octavia, looking over at Indra and Lincoln.

“I thought you were dead, I’m glad you're not.”

Clarke nodded, looking over at Octavia.

“You too.”

Octavia walked towards Indra, helping her put her gear on as Clarke walked towards Abby.

“How’s Kane?”

“He’ll live. We could really use your help.”

“I can’t, we’re leaving. I’ve arranged for a caravan to take you and the wounded back to Camp Jaha.”

“Clarke-”

“The sniper wasn’t wearing a hazmat suit.”

“The marrow treatment works.”

“They’re gonna kill all my friends.”

“Then you better hurry.”

Clarke went to walk off when Abby grabbed her arm, turning her back towards her.

“I need you to do something for me, don’t forget that we’re the good guys.”

Lexa walked past them, nodding.

“It’s time.”

Abby placed her hand on Clarke’s cheek, smiling.

“May we meet again.”

🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘

They walked through the woods, leaving the destruction behind them. Indra made her way to Lexa, Lexa casting a glance at her.

“My sister-”

“Never showed, Heda. Esmeray left before we did but we did not see her or her guards on our way.”

“So she’s missing.”

Indra took a deep breath, nodding slowly.

“It would appear so, yes. We won’t know for sure until we’ve made camp and we do a headcount.”

Lexa nodded, tightening her grip on the handle of her sword.

“Do a headcount, but do not raise suspicion that she is missing. If anyone asks, she is out scouting.”

Indra nodded as she glanced over at Lexa, taking a deep breath. 

“And if she is missing, then what will you do?”

Lexa clenched her jaw, huffing slightly.

“We are at war, Indra.”

“Yes, and she is your sister.”

“My strisis made a swega klin. And she has always kept them. I do not doubt her now, so you shouldn’t either.” (sister, promise)

Indra nodded, falling out of step with Lexa.

“Sha, Heda.” (yes commander)

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Everything Tags:

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@cevans-winchester

@rafecameronswhore

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@daisy-the-quake 

@mariaenchanted 

@rafecameronswhore 

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What I’ll write for

——————————————————————— Who I’ll write

TMNT

07’

Leo

Raph

Mikey

Donnie

12’

Leo

Raph

Donnie

Mikey

18’

Raph

Leo

Mikey

Donnie

———————————————————————MCR

Gerard( any era) : this also counts for characters such as: Nurse Way, Party poison etc

Frank

Ray

( I’m not writing for Mikey at the moment because i don’t think I can capture him well enough)

———————————————————————SOUTH PARK

( when I write for SP I will age up the characters to be teens or adults depending on the type of story )

The main 4: Stan Kyle Kenny Cartman

Tweak

Craig

Tolkien:

Clyde

Wendy

Bebe

Butters

Pip

Damien

———————————————————————

AOT

Armin

Eren

Reiner

Connie

———————————————————————

Haikyuu

( same as South Park depending on the kind of story characters might be aged up )

Hinata

Kageyama

Tsukishima

Yamaguchi

Daichi

Sugawara

Coach Ukai

Kuroo

Kenma

Oikawa

Bokuto( aka big booty goddess ✨)

———————————————————————

Kakeguri

Midari

Yumiko

Mary

———————————————————————MHA

Bakugo

Deku

Kirishima

Denki

Sero

Iida

Shoji

Tokoyami

Dabi

Hawks

Aizawa

Mic

All Might

Fat Gum

Shigaraki

Twice

———————————————————————

Stranger Things

Steve

Robbin

Eddie

———————————————————————The Black Phone

Finny Blake

Bruce Yamada

Vance Hopper

———————————————————————

CODMW2

Ghost

König

———————————————————————Hazbin Hotel/ Helluva Boss

Charlie

Vaggie

Alastor

Angel

Arackniss

Sir Pentious

Tom Trench

Lucifer

Lillith

Vox

Blitzø

Millie & Moxie

Stolas

Octavia

Loona

———————————————————————

What I WILL write

hc’s

Fluff💛

Simple romance/one shots 💖

Smut♥️

Angst 🖤 to an extent

incorrect quotes 💚

Personal Headcannons🤍

——————————————————————What I WILL NOT write

anything MAPS Related

T-cest/ incest

abusive relationships

toxic anything

yandare

underage anything

———————————————————————if there is anything I left unclear of something I missed or was not on the list that you would like to see please LMK! I hope to hear from you lovely humans soon

BYE BYE

Amiri

[headstrongblake]

YOUR MUSE EXPERIENCES / octavia blake | xmen & marvel universe

broken a bone. gotten stitches. had a serious illness. had a near-death experience. killed someone. tried and failed to kill someone. invented something. been hungover. kissed someone. slow-danced. in a long-term relationship. had sex. had sex and regretted it. had a one-night stand. had a threesome. experimented with their sexuality. had a kid. gotten married. gotten a divorce. self-harmed. traveled to another country. been in a play. received an inheritance. been in a car wreck. lost a loved one. been dumped. dumped someone. smoked. gotten high. been slipped something in their food/drink. won a contest. won an election. joined a sports team. gone skydiving. gone hunting. been in a band. had a job. been fired. been in a wedding party. owned a pet. seen a ghost. skipped class/work. learned an instrument. gotten a noticeable scar. sued someone. been robbed. been mugged. been kidnapped. been sexually assaulted. been brainwashed/hypnotized. gone more than one day without eating. had a recurring nightmare. been bullied. bullied someone. seen someone die. attempted suicide. been tied/chained up. shot someone. stabbed someone. saved someone’s life. cheated on someone. been cheated on. had a stalker. been betrayed. been in a fight. been arrested. been to a funeral. had surgery. broken someone’s trust. gotten a piercing. gotten a tattoo. used a fake name. been tortured. been abused. been blackmailed. had an attempt on their life. gotten away with a crime. gone on a road trip. been in love.