okay so it's really no secret that my activity here has been spotty, and while i have no intentions of abandoning this hobby or hellhole [affectionate], i do think that the spotty activity shittiness is here to stay. that being said, one of the things i'm most terrified of with my #spotivity (youseewhatididthere???) is losing the awesome human connections that i've made with some of you, so if you're like "i wanna make sure that i stay in contact with you in a space that's broader than the tumblrsphere!" i do have snapchat and instagram and discord ( which i suck at checking lately too so i'm about that ). if you want to connect via any of those, please either message me or comment on here and i'll message you!
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im so pissed at across the spider verse so fucking pissed i hate this shit
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Es que. Did it have to be Axel. Did ripper HAVE to go for Axel. Did ripper HAVE to stay long enough to go for Axel. Did Axel HAVE to have her potential squandered for a romantic subplot. WITH RIPPER? This feels like n//emma all over again I don’t know if I can do this
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oh my god im such a LOSER !!!!!
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help my brain is doing that thing where it brings up something that an old friend said to make me angry in 2016...but then realizes this person actually had, for our whole relationship from like jr high through to young adulthood, a habit of being rude, condescending, or just plain mean. and also getting mad anytime someone told her "hey, that was mean" and refusing to apologize and....huh, i guess i shouldn't be surprised she eventually burned down our friendship by making fun of me for having a "marketing job" because it wasn't "cool" enough for her, the upper-middle-class kid whose parents paid her way through university and young adulthood so she literally never worked a day until she got her dream job...
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It's so confusing even to me sometimes especially when it perhaps matters the most how I am an empath as in I will feel like crying while watching someone else cry out if their hearts and I could literally feel their pain but then I'm also so detached like so much so that if someone I know is going through something (as in trouble in paradise (yeah I'm eloquent)) and completely losing it over that person, not being able to function properly like not eating being sad feeling depressed -- it just makes no sense to me??? Like I can't even begin to try to comfort other than just pat pat like??? So you found out they don't care about you don't you just instantly lose all feelings as well? Don't you feel cheated and ridiculed?? Does that mean nothing to you, your self-respect?? And if it does all those things then why do you feel sad. What do you feel sad for. I would feel angry. So incredibly angry and I would simply think I was an idiot to not notice the signs or to stay for as long as I did and it would be like a switch just completely off. I don't think I could ever hold a human above myself. And this makes me wonder if I could ever love at all.
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i think my parents are enjoying jojos funny journey <- feeling so got a good grade in media taste rn
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