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In Los Angeles, one of the queerest cities in the United States, there are surprisingly few spaces where trans masculine individuals can find solidarity and community. For some, trying to fit into queer spaces after transitioning can be an isolating experience once they start to pass as men. “In general, people can’t necessarily look at me and know that I’m trans,” says Devyn Payne, jumping rope outside to warm up ahead of his match. It’s now different for him to enter LGBTQ+ rooms where lesbians might read him as a straight man or gay men might not recognize him as trans. “Passing as a Black man, my experience has been different in sapphic spaces ... I don’t necessarily feel welcomed [anymore].” The 27-year-old used to wrestle competitively in high school, but three years after coming out as trans he is now rediscovering his joy in the sport and reconnecting with the queer community in a different way — tonight by wrestling another trans man in a neon green jock strap under the alter ego “T-Payne.”
“Before I went to my first Trans Dudes of LA event, I had no trans men friends,” Payne says. “I can’t necessarily relate to [cisgender men]. So it’s great to have people who I can talk about the changes of being on testosterone.” [...] In this room full of transgender people, the weight of a gender binary disappears. Masculinity becomes play material, a performance to bend and break. People dressed for the part exude “Brokeback Mountain” homo-eroticism, another pair act out a construction worker role-play in a BDSM scene in which a plastic hammer is shoved in the mouth. Cal Dobbs, dressed for the part as a judge for the tournament, wears a white wig reminiscent of the founding fathers and a thong under his black robes. (“RBG, classic sex symbol,” Dobbs explained of his costume inspiration from the late Supreme Court Justice.) “Trans men and trans masculine people are redefining masculinity,” says the 27-year-old, who was the first trans person to run across the transcontinental United States. “[Wrestling] is a hyper masculine sport, [but the competitors] bring an element of humor and romance and cuteness to it that makes everyone feel really comfy and safe.” [...] In the weeks leading up to the big performance, Elías Naranjo and Arón Sánchez-Vidal had practiced their wrestling routine weekly for a month, familiarizing themselves with consent and boundaries to make sure they wouldn’t hurt each other. “I was asking them, ‘Is it OK if we kiss? Is it OK if I pick you up and grind on you?’ And he was like, ‘Yeah, I’m open to it,’ ” says Naranjo. But on the spot the two also decided to improvise as Sánchez-Vidal took his testosterone shot on the wrestling mat — a moment met with thunderous applause. The two entered the ring waving Mexican and Peruvian flags dressed as vaqueros. “EL VAQUERO... STR8 4 PAY?” read a sign that Sánchez-Vidal’s girlfriend had made to cheer on her partner. “There’s so much in being brown and trans and queer,” says Naranjo. “We want to show up and take up space ... we’re Peruvian, hot and trans.” The two won best partners, splitting a $150 cash prize at the end of the tournament. Inclusiveness was on the forefront of co-organizers Miller and Bandrowski’s minds as they planned this event. They prepped over 200 hot dogs to feed their hungry fans, a hot and heavy playlist to rally their attendees, and hired ASL interpreters to make the event accessible for deaf members of the queer community. This was their biggest event yet.
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Ok people in this thread either need to stop describing my experiences or I need to get tested.
Actually can plural egg cracking (memes or otherwise) become a thing. It might seem obvious to YOU that emotions don't normally have gender identities and gender fluidity doesn't normally give you different hobbies per gender but nobody bothered to tell ME until I was already knee deep in this shit
#like haha what do you mean genders shouldn't have hobbies. of course they do. when I'm me i have my own hobbies and interests and I#am aware that sometimes I don't because sometimes i feel faintly aware of that or i find results that indicate such hobbies#and it's like I feel like I've seen blender maybe like twice in my life and i couldn't do anything in it BUT sometimes I'm not me#and the 'me' who isn't me at all is a woman and she has created like a billion things in blender. and if i wanted to do something in blender#I'd have to either start from scratch or I'd have to tear myself away from my body and force myself to stop being myself#and if i got lucky we might both be present for the ordeal. as in both me and her.#and anyway I'm pretty sure that that's how BPD works. since that's my formal diagnosis. like that's what they mean by rapidly#changing emotions and an unstable sense of self right#but yeah anyway of course my genders have hobbies. or more like these foreign genders that are not mine are trying to convince me#they're me but i know who i am and I'm a guy through and through so idk why that thing that is not me but inhabits my body#keeps being all 'I'm a woman' like ok nobody asked. go back to your Blender or Maya or whatever. and anyway those foreign genders have#hobbies. and their own emotions. which is why it can be REALLY hard to know if something will make me run off into the woods#because 'i' can find the situation totally ok and fine and if i get anxious i can calm myself down through like fact checking and#opposite reaction and all the other DBT shit BUT i might also rapidly and suddenly get hit with an emotion that is very much not mine#and I don't understand it at all because it doesn't align with anything in me and that's much harder to calm down because it isn't me#and if i manage to talk to it i find out it's one of the 'genders' and that i won't be able to calm that thing down because#it feels like that due to a difference of opinion on the situation. for example i literally just do not give a shit what other people think#they can stare at me all they want why should i care. it's their problem. most people probably aren't staring anyway.#but sometimes the non-binary gender in me peaks its head out like 'ouuuughhh everyone is staring at us we need to run off into the woods i#hate being outside i hate living in a town i want to live in nature forever i hate this place i want to run off i want to go home'#and I'm like 'what the living fuck are you talking about. hello???'#and anyway i think that's BPD or just a normal experience. i think. or...is it not?
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Eijiro confesses his feelings to you and Katsuki.
Kiribaku x Reader
1,600 words~
You turned the page in the book as you sunk more into Eijiro's bed.
"UGH!" I'm tired of studying!" You exclaimed, unable to hold in your frustration anymore.
"Same- let's take a break," Eijiro concluded setting aside his book.
"Tch- no wonder you damn extras are always complaining about the exams. You don't work hard enough!" Katsuki barked at you both.
"Awe- come on Bakugo we deserve a break," Eijiro pleaded. "Plus... I kind of wanted to talk to you both about something."
"What's wrong?" Bakugo asked his friend curiously.
"Nothing's wrong I just-" Eijiro began to say before being cut off by Katsuki.
"Yes, there is. You got that stupid look in your eye. Just tell us," He demanded.
"Well ok... here it goes... so I uh- I have a crush I guess-" Eijiro began.
"Aweeee~" You began to say in a sing-song voice. Katsuki grunted and rolled his eyes looking back at his studying materials.
"Don't be mean Bakugo!" You spat and knocked the studying materials out of his hand.
"HEY!" He began to yell at you before Eijiro spoke up again.
"You guys, come on! I really need help!"
"Fine! Just be quick and spit it out. This shit makes me uncomfortable," Katsuki replied.
"I like um someone, and I just don't know what to do about it..." Eijiro finished.
"Fucking tell them and stop bugging us about it," Katsuki said bluntly.
"Don't listen to him," you said giving Katsuki a playful shove.
"God damn it extra! THIS IS YOUR FINAL WARNING!" Katsuki yelled at you, frustrated by your playfulness.
You ignored Katsuki and continued talking to Eijiro. "As much as I hate to admit it, Bakugo's right. Just be honest with her," you said smiling at him.
"Oh well um- I just don't know how they will react," Eijiro said, Katsuki stayed silent with his arms crossed, his disdain for this conversation all too obvious.
"Oh, they? I'm sorry for assuming Kirishima! Is this a boy? Or wait, non-binary?"
"N-no- well I mean k-kind of-?" Eijiro said, stuttering his words suddenly.
"Oh! They must be gender fluid?" You asked.
"Um- Uh- I uh- I don't know- but- that's not the point!" Eijiro said, starting to get flustered as he looked between you and Katsuki nervously.
"The hell?" Katsuki grumbled, raising an eyebrow. "Why are you being so damn weird about this shitty hair? Who the fuck is it anyway?"
"I uh... I don't know if I can say yet- well maybe- I don't know," Eijiro said, letting out a big sigh and hiding his face in his hands.
"Sorry, are we overwhelming you? Just tell us how to help. We're here for you Kirishima." You said, patting him on the back.
Eijiro mumbled into his hands, "What happens if I tell them, and they don't feel the same?"
"HA?!! THEN I'LL MURDER THEM!!" Katsuki yelled. "How could they not feel the same?? You're going to be an amazing pro hero, and you're always too damn nice to everyone so- yeah- of course they will feel the same idiot," Katsuki said and looked away from you both, his arms crossing just a bit tighter as he wondered who could have caught Eijiro's attention.
Katsuki was very observant, so the fact that he hadn't noticed his best friend and developed a crush on someone was dumbfounding him. More important, he was concerned about who, and if they'd be good enough for Eijiro.
Eijiro picked his head up from his hands, a small blush was tinted on his cheeks at Katsuki's compliments.
"You- you really think so?" He asked.
"Duh- I don't just say shit to say it dumb ass," Katsuki said.
"Well so... if they do feel the same- then what do I do?" Eijiro asked.
You tilted your head to the side, "What do you mean, Kirishima?"
"Like- if they... feel the same way about me... then what? Where do I go from there?" He asked.
"Well then maybe plan a day to spend time together? That way you can get to know them more." You suggested.
"Hmmm...," Eijiro mumbled and looked down. "Well what if... what if I already spend a lot of time with... them?" he asked, and hesitantly looked back up at you.
"Oh uh... well I don't know, maybe you just give them a kiss, if you both are confessing your feelings?" You said and started to wonder more about what was going on. It seemed like nothing you and Katsuki had said was making Eijiro feel any better. He actually seemed to be more on edge now.
"Oh man," Eijiro said and hid his face again.
"The hell is wrong now?!" Katsuki asked annoyed.
"This is so not manly at all but- I've never kissed anyone before," Eijiro said.
"You're joking right?" Katsuki asked.
"No man! I'm not joking, come on don't make fun of me!" Eijiro said giving Katsuki a defeated look.
"Hey, it's ok! Everyone has different experiences!" You said, trying to calm him. "It's not that hard Kirishima, don't stress. It'll come naturally in the moment." You spoke.
"But what if it doesn't?! Have you seen my teeth?! What If I hurt them?? Or- or- what if my quirk goes off? Man, that would be so bad! Haven't I showed you what I did to my own eye?!?!" He said, panicking swinging his arms and pointing at the scar on his eye.
"Wow wow- calm down Kirishima," You begged him. It pained you to see your friend so upset that you wanted to do anything to help ease his anxieties. "Did um- did you... want to practice?" You squeaked out so low that Eijiro and Katsuki almost didn't hear.
"The fuck?!" Katsuki exclaimed.
"Wait- like... kiss you???" Eijiro asked, his whole face igniting in a blush.
"I'm sorry! That was weird for me to offer, wasn't it?! I didn't mean for that- I just- I hate seeing you so upset and-" You spat out anxiously feeling embarrassed by your offer.
"No!" Eijiro stopped you. "I uh-... can I?" He asked looking at you with wide eyes.
"You're fucking joking, right? I'm out of here," Katsuki said standing up.
"No! Bakugo wait!" Eijiro called after him.
"HA? Why the fuck would I stay for that?!" He barked.
"Yeah stay," you said. "If you leave then it does make it weird, then it's not just friends helping each other out and- well uh it would feel too intimate if it was just me and Kirishima, and this is just for practice." You explained.
"Uh yeah right..." Eijiro said, but suddenly looked downcast by your explanation.
"Tch- whatever," Katsuki said, sitting back down and looking away from you two. "Just fucking do it then so we can get back to studying,"
"Right ok," Eijiro said to himself as he hyped himself up.
"Alright well- go ahead," you said shrugging your shoulders.
"Um- just go? Like that?" Eijiro said blushing.
You couldn't help but giggle at his nervousness. "Yeah silly- here I'll get closer," you said scooting over to him more on the bed.
"Ok- ok-" He mumbled as he nervously shook. "I'm going to do it-"
"FUCKING KISS ALREADY!" Katsuki yelled.
Eijiro startled by Katsuki's yell, jumped, and moved his lips quickly to yours, causing his teeth to knock into yours.
"OW-" You exclaimed as your hand shot up to your lips.
"OH MAN! I'm so sorry! See I hurt you, didn't I!? That's exactly what I was worried about!" Eijiro cried out, tears beginning to form in his eyes.
"It's fine Kirishima! It didn't really hurt, it just startled me!" You said, trying to calm him.
"Oh my god! No, your lip is bleeding! I'm the worst at this!" He cried.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP KIRISHIMA!" Katsuki yelled, startling you both, and causing you both to turn to him. "Why the fuck are you always so down on yourself!? COME HERE-" Katsuki yelled and grabbed Eijiro by his shirt collar pulling him closer. You watched as Eijiro was now pressed against Katsuki by force. The moment happened fast but you could have sworn you saw it in slow motion. Katsuki forcefully pressed his lips to Eijiro's.
A surprised, "Hmpfh~," escaped Eijiro as you watched him close his eyes momentarily getting lost in the kiss.
Then, as suddenly as he had yanked him, Katsuki threw Eijiro back down to the bed.
"There, see you can kiss someone without hurting them. So- stop fucking crying," Katsuki barked.
Eijiro looked up at his friend, his face flushed as he panted slightly, "Bakugo that-"
"DON'T FUCKING TALK ABOUT IT!" Katsuki warned. "JUST- just go! Go tell whatever dumb fucking extra it is how you feel! Just- get the fuck out of here already," Katsuki yelled and looked away. You could have sworn you saw mist in his eyes before he turned away.
"Uh Bakugo-... we're in Kirishima's room," you dared to say.
"Tch- I'll fucking leave then," he said beginning to storm out.
"Bakugo wait!" Kirishima called after him.
"FUCKING WHAT!?" He yelled but didn't turn around to face you two.
"I already did..." Eijiro said.
"Hu?" Katsuki exclaimed and turned around looking at Eijiro, a confused look on his face. His cheeks were flushed, and his eyes were watery.
"I did... I- I told them... both of them..." Eijiro said, quietly and the room froze. No one spoke for a moment as you all stayed in this moment processing what it had meant, and what this whole interaction had been about.
"Both?... Kirishima... Is that what you mean by they- you meant they as in plural?"
"You mean... both- as in... both of us? You like both of us?" Katsuki asked him, eyes wide.
Eijrio nodded his head shyly.
The three of you looked at each other now having an understanding.
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Could we borrow... another moon, please?
Alien 1: What did you do this tim-
Alien 2: Wait, it's a trick! Humans don't ask for permission to take our moons anymore. What are you distracting us from this time?
Human 1: Darn, they're getting smarter. Activate Plan C!
Human 2: Hold up, are we skipping Plan B?
H1: No, Plan A was stealing moons outright, Plan B was distracting them while we replace their star with a binary system, Plan C is to throw the party of the century!
H2: Oh sweet, I love parties! There's gonna be gluten and vibes!
A1: Ohh, I like vibes
A2: Stay focused! What was that about a binary system? How crazy are you???
H1: Hey!
H2: To be fair, that is crazy. Why did we want to do that anyway?
H1: SCIENCE!
H2: ok
A1: I would still request the party to commence.
H2: Yeah, me too.
A2: I'm leaving this galaxy.
#humans are space orcs#humans are space oddities#humans are space australians#humans are deathworlders#humanity fuck yeah#carionto
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Ok so: Old English (450-1150, roughly) had a word "cwen". It meant queen/princess/woman/wife. It is where the word "queen" comes from.
(so yes, all women are queens. Linguistically, they are!)
But I had to dig deeper. Linguistic rambling after the cut.
But this word got brought into Middle English (at least) twice:
1. The first was basically English's "queen" : female monarchs. They also used it for some female nobles and queen consorts, but yeah. What we call queens.
2. The second was a word for a woman of "low birth", a sex worker, or an elderly woman. It was "woman (diminutive)".
But these two words came from the same one. And the way that happened is weird:
See, Old English is an inflected language: you decline nouns for different grammatical uses.
Middle English was slowly turning into the (mostly) analytical language that English is today.
So Middle English has two words which come from different cases of one singular Old English word: cwen.
Middle English took the nominative of cwen and made it into "queen" (mostly. Spelling wasn't as much as a thing, so that's also "quene" , or just "cwen"), giving it the modern meaning: a queen.
Middle English also took a different case (accusative/genitive/dative, or plural nominative/accusative, I'm not sure which) of cwen and made it into "quene". Or, given that spelling still isn't a thing yet, "queen". Or hell: cwene, queene, quen, qween, qweene, queyne, qwenne, qwhene, or kuene.
So we've got two words: queen/quene(female monarch) and queen/quene(female(negative)).
And then those evolved into the English words:
1. Queen (archaicly spelled Quene)
2. Quean (archaicly spelled Quene).
The second has become archaic itself, but it is used in two derived words:
1. cot-quean, which means an effeminate man or one who does "woman's work". This obsolete insult was also used to mean...
2. Cuckquean: a woman with an unfaithful partner, the female version of a cuckold* (or the sexual fetish for same)
So yeah. That fucking spelling of "quean" has been slightly bothering me every time I've seen it used in questionable erotica***, so eventually I had to look it up.
It's the same root word as Queen, but gets spelled differently because it took a very slightly different route through Old/Middle/Modern English.
* the fact that both of these are gendered raises an obvious question: what's the gender neutral/non-binary version? "Cuckold" is named like that from the Old French "-auld" which is just a namish suffix, and the cuckoo** bird. It's basically "Mr. Cuckoo". Unhelpfully the Old English word for "person" was "mann". Middle English? Also "man"! I guess you could use the middle English persoun and make it "cuckpersoun", but frankly I hate that more than "cuckquean".
** I've always felt this naming is backwards. I get that we're referencing the fact that European cuckoos are brood parasites, but the thing is... it's backwards! Cuckoos don't "get cucked", Cuckoos "cuck" other birds. They lay their eggs in other bird's nests for the other birds to raise. Those other birds are the ones getting cucked! DOES ANYONE CARE ABOUT ACCURACY IN LINGUISTIC ZOOLOGY OR IS IT JUST ME?
*** If Tumblr gave me the ability, I'd make these words wiggle up and down in a curvy**** motion, for added goopy grossness.
**** I almost called it "sinusoidal" but I realized that may be a bit much and also I can't spell "sinusoidal"
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ok but like… Dramione makes way more sense than Drarry and idc what anyone says. like yeah yeah enemies to lovers blah blah, but w/ dramione there’s actual room for character growth?? hermione would force draco to face his bs, and draco’s the type who needs that kind of intellectual/emotional check. it’s spicy and smart. plus, she wouldn’t let him get away w/ anything. not the blood purity stuff, not the fake bravado. and draco would have to grow the hell up to even deserve her. that dynamic is ripe for something meaningful. now drarry? nah. it’s just rivals and trauma-bonding vibes but like… where’s the actual connection?? harry barely pays attention to draco unless he’s doing something shady and draco is mostly just being annoying or petty. it’s not tension, it’s just background noise. also let’s be real, if draco wasn’t a pale sad boi with daddy issues, would people still ship it?? or is it just the redemption kink + gay enemies aesthetic combo. anyway, w/ dramione you get real conversations, moral tension, mutual challenge, and the chance for earned redemption. drarry is just vibes and no foundation lol.
Alright. No bellamort now. Dramione shippers can entertain me more than that Bellamort shipper.
First of all: yes, enemies to lovers is a tired trope unless it’s two traumatized, morally gray disaster boys staring at each other across a war they didn’t ask for, both one snide comment away from either a duel or a kiss. That’s not just enemies to lovers. That’s rivals with unresolved tension, layered resentment, and “I know you better than anyone because I’ve been obsessing over you since I was 11.” That’s intimacy through hatred. That’s poetry.
Drarry isn’t about “fixing” Draco — Harry’s not Hermione with her clipboard and her moral high ground. Harry is a deeply tired, complex person who’s been used as a weapon his whole life, and Draco is someone who’s spent years trying to prove himself in a system that ultimately used him too. These are two people with actual parallels in their trauma, their isolation, and their need for someone who sees past the masks. Hermione would therapize Draco. Harry would understand him, even if he doesn't forgive him immediately. There’s no savior complex. Just real, raw, “I see you because you’re broken in the same places I am” energy.
And don’t even get me started on the chemistry. Every scene they have is charged. There’s nothing background noise about it. Their eye contact could cause power outages. The obsession is mutual. The tension is practically radioactive. Even the “petty” moments are just foreplay. Like, who do you think was watching the other brood across the Great Hall like a gothic Victorian ghost with a crush? Yeah. That’s right.
And look. Yes. People love a good redemption kink. But Drarry isn’t just about Draco getting redeemed. It’s about Harry finding softness in unexpected places. It’s about letting go of the binary of hero vs. villain. It’s about nuance. Mutual healing. Mutual pining. Not to mention the insane amount of emotional repression that needs to be unpacked with a kiss and a half-accidental hand graze.
Meanwhile, Dramione? It's fine. But it’s giving...debate club romance. It’s giving “You should read this book I annotated for you.” Cute. Structured. But lacking the sheer feral energy of two boys who would rather fight to the death than admit they’re in love.
Drarry isn’t just vibes. It’s vibes backed by unspoken longing, years of built-up tension, and enough emotional repression to power the British Empire. That’s storytelling.
So yeah. Drarry supremacy. Dramione can proofread their essays while Drarry’s busy healing generational trauma and redefining masculinity. Let the sad boys smooch in peace.
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Ramon had a cute idea for the Huevitos (members of Fit's community) to fill the #ramonbday tag with art and kind messages so he can show them to Fit for his birthday (February 1st), so here's my contribution! I have over 800 Fit-related clips, so it was hard to choose just a few fun moments from stream :'D
Even though the QSMP server won't be open until February 3rd, we still have a few more days to share messages, art, etc. – so if you'd like to post something for Ramon to potentially include in Fit's birthday surprise, make sure to post it by January 31st and use the tag #ramonbday!
[ Subtitle Transcript ↓ ]
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Fit: I can't believe I'm a homosexual now.
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FitMC 2023 - 2024 Highlights
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Vegetta: Leonarda, give me the picture.
Fit: Leonarda, you should give him a picture.
Vegetta: It's for saving your life!
Fit: [Picks up the photo she dropped] Oh, now I have it. [Sees its a photo of Vegetta and Melissa in their stripper outfits] Oh. Oh my.
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Fit: It's a life experience Tubbo, you know? Aren't you glad you–
Tubbo: "Life experience" deez nuts, you bald bastard.
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Fit: Ok, I'm looking through the bars– There's like, yeah–
Pac: [Falls off the wall] AAAAA–
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Fit: [Dumping his wild cats in the Bakery] I'll just– I'll just release them in here. Screw it. What's the worst that could happen?
[The next day]
The big cats are still, uh– [Sees the cats mauling the Baker] Oh my god. They do NOT like the Baker
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Jaiden: Fit, you're just a guy, right?
Fit: I'm just a dude. I'm just like– I'm just like the generic RPG protagonist. Like, human male, warrior. Like, it's– I'm as vanilla as you can get
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Fit: Sneeg– shut up, I'm doing gay roleplay right now!
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Fit: Tubbo, if you want to disable mines, you are disrespecting the entire Hispanic community.
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Fit: What are you doin' staring at me, Baldy? Yeah, you think you're hot sht?
[The Binary Monster shows up]
Fit: OH, FCK–
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Fit: The oldest anarchy server in Minecraft.
Fit: The youngest gay roleplay server in Minecraft.
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Fit: [While playing "Hide and Seek" with Ramon] If he moves, then I know that was the spot.
Ramon: [Stares at him as the Metal Gear Solid "discovered by an enemy" vwing! sound plays]
Fit: [Cackles] WHERE YOU GOIN' BOY? WHERE YOU GOIN' BOY?
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Fit: To be a turtle in the Arctic, you hate to see it. Yeah, you know this turtle is... not so different from me. It's living in a place that's trying to KILL it.
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Tubbo: [To Pac] Just lay down. [Starts Casualonas-ing] This is for you.
Fit: [Immediately equips his weapon]
Tubbo: This is for you, king.
Pac: [Laughs] Fit - you see this?
Fit: [Shoots Tubbo, who starts screaming] I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Uh-
Tubbo: Ok, ok, well he–
Fit: Misfire, misfire, misfire!
Tubbo: He wasn't- he wasn't- OW OW OW!
Fit: Misfire!
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Fit: Sometimes- it's not about doing the right thing, Phil – it's about doing the more entertaining thing. Right?
Phil: PFTTTTT–
Fit: They banned my ass. They're like, "Why are you talking to Pac like that?" That's unacceptable on this family-friendly Christian Minecraft server (TM). Like– "We can't be having any of that." "Can't be having any of THAT."
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Cucurucho: [Slowly turns to stare at Fit while Pac is talking to him]
Fit: [Silently starts cracking up]
Pac: Ok Cucurucho, I'm gonna be waiting for your response
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[Fit putting up art that Ramon drew]
Foolish: Boo it if it's bad!
Fit: Heyyyyyy! That's actually –
Foolish: Oh! Wait, that's– That's actually pretty good, what the fck.
Fit: Ramon, you weren't supposed to actually try. This is incredible!
[They both laugh]
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Pac: Yeah, yeah! I was–
Tubbo: Everyone goes through their dick phase.
Fit: Yeah...
Pac: Yeah, everyone does.
Fit: Oh? Oh– is that so, Tubbo? Yeah?
Tubbo: Everyone- everyone–
Fit: When did you go through your dick phase? [Laughs]
Tubbo: I'd argue I'm in my dick phase right now.
Fit: Uh, you know, speakin' of spruce– you know Bruce Lee, right?
Phil: Yeah?
Fit: If Bruce Lee was a plant, he'd be Spruce Tree.
Phil: [Disappointed grumbling]
Fit: [Laughs]
[Fit gets kicked off the server]
Fit: [Laughs even harder]
#FitMC#Morning Crew#QSMP#ramonbday#Fit#Ramon#Edited#Subtitles#AT LAST#It always takes forever to write the transcript of these subtitles#hopefully I didn't miss too much#anyways. I do have so many frickin clips it was hard to narrow it down#I love the wii music it really is the perfect background music for these kinds of videos#Portfolio
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hi!! i took 🪶 anon, just in case so you won’t feel lost lol
okaaay. for the last couple of weeks (my whole lifeee) i’ve been discovering abt my identity, and ended up with the realization that i’m non-binary with a preference for masculinity !!!!
so imagine lawtie coming to terms abt you figuring yourself out with you >< seeing you questioning abt your pronouns, how you look, asking “do you think if i were to have top surgery... you’d still like me?” and her rushing to reassure you that it won’t change her opinion of you. sighhh
her randomly entering your guys’ living room (in the apartment that you rented the moment you got graduated) and finding you watching tutorials to make a makeshift packer; your first one, made with a sock !!!! her raising her eyebrows in surprise but leaning against the threshold of the door and smiling proudly. her watching you finding new stuff abt yourself and just being there and reassuring you abt every li’l thing that might cross your mind
“you want this strap? ok. pass me the card”
“what? yeah, of course i bought you that packer that you saw online— why wouldn’t i? it didn’t cost so much”
“no, baby, i will pay for your surgery— i’ll even accompany you to the hairdresser if you want!”
i loveee this so much ahhhhhh!!! i was thinking about this exact thing but with figuring out you're butch and asking if lottie would still date you if you were :( happy you figured yourself out though!!! <33!!
feel like she'd immediately apologize after you come to her and tell you that you think you're nonbinary cause she feels like she's been calling you gendered pronouns too often this week or something 😭 she's so sweet about it gahhhh. she definitely tears up a little, both from the fact that you trust her enough to tell her something like this and because she thought you were breaking up with her after hearing you say that you figured something out about yourself. her mind immediately just went to "they realized they don't love me anymore 🥺🥺" lmfaoo. her second question, after asking you about your pronouns, is if you feel comfortable with her calling you boyfriend/girlfriend or if you want something else because she loves to gush about you to EVERYONE and rarely calls you by name.
lottie reassuring you about your looks and that you look masculine enough :( but she loves to help you figure out how to style yourself to look more masc and jumps at the opportunity to pay for your haircut! she'll make it a date and get hers touched up too :) goshhh she's so giddy after seeing your new hairrrr she thinks you look so handsome and makes sure to tell you that. her eyes light up when you sheepishly walk to the counter, trying your hardest to fight your huge smile as you look at your girlfriend's proud face. she can't stop playing with it 😞
lottie who reads you so well and knows that you have something on your mind. you've been thinking of top surgery and asking her how she feels about it, but you're so nervous, thinking she wouldn't like it and maybe break up with you over it. she tries to get you to open up to her on your own, but she can tell it's eating at you, so she asks you if you have anything on your mind, reassuring you that you can tell her anything. she listens so well as you mumble the question to her, making a mental note to research more about top surgery so she can help you prepare because she WILL pay for it!! she tells you that she would Love it if you got top surgery, only wanting what you want, and telling you that if you're happy with it, she's happy with it.
idk i think it'd be cute if lottie were to go on reddit like on r/nonbinary or something and ask about how to support their nonbinary partner better 😭😭😭
when she catches you making your packer, she's so endeared <3 she's leaning against the door, just watching you and also listening, thinking about how proud she is that she gets to watch you and be by your side on this journey :((( you flush so hard when you use the sock packer for the first time because it feels so new and so good, and lottie compliments how good the bulge looks, which makes you buzz with gender euphoria.
oh my gadddd she'd splurge so hard on gender affirming things!!!!!!!!!! especially packers and binders. thinking about lottie who does her own research about packers and ends up buying you like 3 different kinds, including a STP if you wanted one?!!! she gets you a bunchhh of new packing underwear too, plus a couple of harnesses for it if you prefer those. it's almost like an early Christmas or bday when she gives them all to you 😭 you're so thankful and happy inside that you kiss her like 4000 times before you even open them up. she's the judge for how good they look ofc, telling you that maybe you should stick to packer #2 because packer #1 looks like you have a constant hard on. (think she'd be curious if they would work in bed despite how squishy they are.....)
she's there with you every step of the way throughout your journey... she loves it when you come to her and talk about some new things you've found out about yourself, always telling you how proud she is and that she loves you no matter what. she's there helping you go through the process of getting top surgery, accompanying you to appointments with doctors and surgeons and helping you research for the best top surgeon. and she's there to tell you that you shouldn't be discouraged that insurance doesn't pay for all of it because she can easily pay the rest :) you just have to thank her over and over again with kisses and she's wiping your tears while a smile on her face, sooooo glad that she can do this for you :(
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As a NB, Taash is a huge blow to non-binary representation. Yeah, give the non-binary rep to the rudest, most emotionally immature, hypocritical companion. Make their personal quest about them getting all defensive when their mom reasonably asks about what being non-binary is, because oh my God how dare Mom be ignorant to this super abstract concept that is difficult to articulate to someone who does not perceive the world that way, cancel her with death. Make Taash coded autistic to give them the excuse for being a poorly socialized brat that gives you no option to tell them to shut the fuck up like any reasonable person in the real world would tell them to do because autism is no excuse for rudeness and casual disregard for other peoples’ feelings.
Like why are we feeding into the stereotype that NB people are immature brats who expect the world to freeze when they’re misgendered and for people to flagellate themselves with stupid performative punishments when they slip up or don’t immediately grasp the concept? This is literally how Republicans and conservatives see us. These are the jokes they make about us to invalidate us because they think that’s how we behave, and then you have Veilguard literally say “Yeah we’re like that lol”. If it’s some sort of subtle attempt at satire, it’s a shitty one that I’m not laughing at because it’s a waste of NB rep just to be ironic. If it’s sincere, it’s an embarrassing power fantasy that only the lamest and most miserable person on earth would find cathartic.
Imagine if Emmrich was the non-binary companion. Keep his personality and appearance (ok tweak it so it looks far less modern), but you learn in his romance ‘actually gender is not that much of a concern for me. In death we are all the same.’ and the reason he looks like *that* is because he likes it. You could add more depth to his fear of death with the question of “Have I lived as my most authentic self? Am I truly who I am, or have I fallen into the trap of reflecting what society expects of someone born with the body that I have?’ because there is this worry that some NB people like myself have where we’re not outwardly “NB” enough, like we don’t practice what we preach. Most importantly, Emmrich would never use the term “non-binary” to describe himself. He would have a term or phrase he would use to describe his feelings that someone of that setting would use to represent how queer people would characterize and conceptualize their gender and sexuality for themselves before they had access to all the precise modern labelling. He could call himself some untranslatable word that he’s transcribed from some foreign language—Tevene, Qunlat—or he gleaned from some epitaph while working with the Mourn Watch, an epitaph for a Planasene tribe member who was given the designation that roughly translated to “neutral” for referenced sex (gender and sex being interchangeable to these ancient peoples). SOMETHING cool like that. Something thoughtful and full of far more depth than thunk “I’m non-binary”.
Personally to me, non-binary is a political philosophy as much as it can be personal expression. You can dress “binary” and be non-binary because the point is that it doesn’t matter, and that is the beauty of it. There’s freedom in that nihilism and exploration, and Emmrich would’ve been a cool gateway to that sort of ‘live as you wish because we’ll be dust eventually’, especially from an older man. We have very little queer older men rep in media, and far, far less rep of NB individuals over 30 just in general. Being NB is seen as a phase dominated by young people. Emmrich would be that bridge and perhaps even that door for older individuals who might not have considered they were non-binary because it’s a young person thing or what have you.
And you know we could explore these ideas more if Veilguard had, I don’t know, extensive dialogue trees and opportunities to talk to our companions outside of demarcated “hey I need to talk to you” events, shitty banters, and lil intramurals between the companions that Rook is just a bystander to like a camp counselor or head of HR.
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I know it's a bit too early but as of now, what are your personally hopes/predictions for silent salt update?I am curious to see how many of them will come true.Jk ofc,I know you arent a fortune teller-
Sorry cheesecakemermaid I got nothing for ya. Similar to white lily I'd say silent salt is the most mysterious beast yet, we barely know what they actually look like much less their personality. My thoughts are the same as what everyone thought in that oh salt is definitely bad BAD news for lily. With them cleaving the moon that's associated with her in half and the fact that lilies irl can die from salt. It'll be... interesting. Crk have always been brutal I'll give it that (flashback to those sailors black pearl killed on-screen in her INTRODUCTION) n beast yeast has been up the ante ever since, I love white lily but oh I so hope she'll go thru it, for the character development.
Some said salt might be based on Authurian knights legend n I'd like it if we see the game expand more on that. I'm always fascinated by how mflour and bspice's motivation and personal philosophies are connected to their respective inspiration (Buddhism and Hinduism or more specifically, Shaivism) even a minor character like peach blossom cookie and the four dumpling kings, I can go on about the myths that may have inspired them. Which is sadly, something I found lacking in esugar, don't get me wrong the references are all over the place like the apple of discord in the title screen, pavlova cookie clearly being a cupid reference, their general clothing and architecture, the final boss of ep 9 having a *venus* fly trap. But I wish we see more of it weaved into esugar's motivations, hm maybe I'm missing something, we still have the other half of the story to go after all!
Silent salt is at the bottom of my beast list rn just based purely on the fact that we don't know much about them (n that I suck at drawing armors) but considering they're the foil of one of crk's greatest written character I'm keeping my hope up. Let the writers cook since there's literally nothing they can reveal would make me feel disappointed in silent salt. If salt turned out to be a beautiful lady warrior? Aw yeah. If salt turned to be a non-binary eldritch knight? Aw yeah. It's unlikely but if salt turned out to have a connection elder faerie, maybe as his alternate self a la white lily and dark enchantress making them a perfect foil to our hero of freedom? I will kneel before peak fiction I will stagger before peak fiction I will cry and proclaim crk to be one of the best piece of literature ever written-
Ok all jokes aside the dev can do anything with silent salt's story BUT rush it, both of white lily's eps (ep1-2 and ep 11-12) are the beginning and the end of the beast yeast saga so there's a lot of stuff to cram in as is. I don't want a repeat of ep 1-2 that's, while serviceable is like a battle royale for who get to have the most screen time. They were supposed to be white lily's big debut but we ended up spending the majority of ep 1 listening to pure vanilla trying to work through his emotional constipation while barely getting any insight on white lily's inner thoughts despite us following through her journey. And then, THEN smilk boy steals the show completely once ep 2 rolls out, the ending to that ep was spectacular n I love the little scenes white lily had with elder faerie/pure vanilla. Not to mention the sweet cutscene art+ominous final words that lily said, but... I came out of ep1-2 feeling like I gained more perspective on pure vanilla instead of the cookie that's supposed to be the star of the show. I got a lot to complain about beast yeast's introduction arc as u can see;;; Hope the writers doesn't muck up the finale, white lily deserve her own spot light *without* her being tied to another character, except maybe silent salt.
One thing I'll say for sure is to not expect the story to be concluded cleanly nor definitively. The writers like to employ a story telling technique I'd like to call drip-feeding. So much stuff is left open in the air in this game. My guess is the ending of beast yeast will be the same. The heroes defeat the villains bla bla bla the beast will not be redeemed but there will be heavy hints that they can be *wink wink* *nudge nudge* Ok there's one thing I dearly hoped will happen after the saga ends, is that the beast will be utilized well by devsis in a way that won't dismiss their threat as villains. The chances of them appearing again next year is low seeing as we'll be moving on to a new arc. The game won't have the balls to kill them off, they're the fandom's darlings after all, I'd give my respect to the writers if they managed to come up with sth that'll decommission the beasts while keeping alive while keeping them threatening AND not doing sth lame like sealing them in another tree again. We've yet to know what the beast binding ritual is, it has been 5 months. And as much as I love the guy.... Pls devsis stop milking the shadow milk he's a dry husk at this point😭
I'll wait until the trailer came out in maybe October/November to give more thoughts on them.
#aight when i said i got nothing for ya i kinda lied...#the thing I love most about the beasts is how eldritch they are#some of smilk's abilities n visual feels like something out of a lovecraft's book/ sugar's environmental eyes+dreamcore aesthetics/#flour's ability to instantly vaporize any cookies within her vicinity/ the eyes n patterns appearing when u pick spice up#the way all of them seemed to warp the world n the mind of cookies around them#devsis plss gimme more of that w silent salt#crk#beast yeast#1m4 answer#1m4 rambles#text
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More Than Meets The Optic
Ultra Magnus learns he stans non-binary rights
Word Count - 1827
Author's Note: I wrote this for my platonic soulmate after they came out to their parents as non-binary and was not supported. @quilbug, reality may suck, but in my world you are unbelievably loved and supported. Thank you for the permission to post this. Luv ya
My head bopped up and down in time with the beat, my eyes sliding across the words of my laptop screen.
Man’s invention of fanfiction can be dated back to the 18th century, and provided endless hours of entertainment while also creating a person’s own impression of the source material and building on it.
I spent hours lost in the worlds of my favorite characters, amazed at the creativity of people as they made new storylines, and did away with events in the canon they did not like.
Ratchet barked out an order to Miko, pleading with her to turn the music down as a louder song filtered through the speaker she had placed on top of the TV. Miko sassed the medic back, something about appealing to the masses.
“Miko…” I called out, drawing out her name and dropping an octave. A clear warning.
She let out a wailing groan, but did as she was told and the music diminished in volume.
“Thank you.” Ratchet sighed, turning back to his station. I tossed him a thumbs up without looking away from the screen.
God this story was beautiful, and funny. My cheeks hurt from smiling so much, and my chest felt warm and bubbly. These happy fics, slice of life stories of the characters the shows and movies don’t get to bring to life made the characters seem so much more real, like they’re somebody you actually know and can converse with. That being said, when the story ended, or the author decided to stop writing, it felt like you mourned characters as if they were real people, because you never get the chance to see new events happen with them again.
I had just finished one chapter and was ready to start the next when my name was called, by someone I never expected.
I spun in my chair, looking up to meet Ultra Magnus’ optics. He was frowning, and shifted on his peds.
“May I speak with you? Alone?”
My eyebrows shot up. Without thinking, I turned to look at Optimus. Whether to get his approval or check if I’d heard his lieutenant correctly, I was met with his version of curiosity. Still, my guardian looked down at me and nodded.
“Uhh, yeah. Sure.” I gently closed my laptop and stood, walking towards the steps.
Ultra Magnus interrupted my journey, holding out a servo in front of me. Ok, this was getting stranger with every second.
I accepted his servo, sitting stiffly as he began walking down the hall.
The big guy never carried us humans, didn’t want to be anywhere near us. Till Optimus paired him with Merling. They were the only one of us “natives” he tolerated. They had their spot, nestled between his neck and that weird shoulder situation he had going on. And Merling loved him, kindred spirits finding solace in one another.
It was funny in the beginning, because both Merling and Magnus had been confused at how Optimus and I would go for patrols and get so lost in our conversation that we’d just end up parked somewhere talking, all sense of time leaving us. Now, since Optimus had spoken to his lieutenant and explained how things were different, Magnus actually slowed down, stopped expecting something bad to happen every second and he and Merling had started spending extended periods of time together as well. Merling was finally allowed to join him on patrols, and at the base (once reports had been completed of course), they would find somewhere to sit together, spending time in one another’s company.
To have him willingly wanting to converse with me, which hadn’t occurred often since our less than friendly meeting, and carrying a human that wasn’t his charge, it was a big deal. Something serious must be going on.
Magnus carried me into the empty hanger in the base and deposited me on one of the catwalks, then took a few steps back. I waited, watching him as he dropped his helm. His optics were darting side to side, a quirk I’d learnt meant he was thinking. A minute later and nothing had changed.
“Everything ok?” I realized I probably needed to start this conversation.
“Everything is… well.” he said, hesitantly. And that was all he gave me, still looking down.
“Okaayyy.” I pierced my lips. “What did you want to talk about?”
He looked up at me briefly, unsure. I was so used to seeing him frown, always agitated by something, but this was more innocent, like he didn’t know what to feel.
“I have a question, regarding the one you share a namesake with.”
‘Quil.’ I silently wished I could correct. Merling hadn’t spoken to anyone at the base about their self-discovery yet. And I’d promised to keep it under wraps until they were ready for everyone to know.
“Ok.” I prompted.
His frown deepened, and he was still looking down.
“We were conversing while I took her home and she-”
He stopped suddenly, his expression turning into a scowl, and I swear I heard him growl softly.
“They,” he corrected, “told me they no longer felt content with previously used ‘pronouns’ or the name you share.”
Finally, he looked up at me. He shifted his weight again, servos twitching, like he was unsure what to do with them.
“Can you explain to me what this means?”
I couldn’t stop the smile that broke across my face, and my chest felt all warm and fuzzy again. This was the cutest thing, and the most caring thing, I’d ever seen the grumpy guy do. He wanted to learn.
“Firstly, thank you for coming to me to ask. It shows you really care, and that’s sweet. Secondly, I’m happy to answer any questions you have. Don’t feel silly for asking.”
He relaxed at my words, shoulders sagging just a smidge as the tension left his faceplates.
“Ok, to start. As you know, humans are often divided into two genders, male and female.”
Magnus nodded.
“Well, that can refer to what a person feels they are, and what they are biologically. For example, I am female, a woman. I was born a woman, have a body typical of that of a woman, and view myself as a woman. Jack is a male, was born a male and feels he is a man.”
Magnus nodded again.
“Now, some people aren’t happy with the gender they are born with, feel as though that is not who they are inside. In their souls.”
He frowned, helm cocking to the side slightly. It reminded me of what dogs do, and I really had to fight a laugh.
“They are not content in their own forms?” he reiterated.
I shook my head. “No. So what some people do, what doctors have developed, is a way for a person to change their gender.”
This caused him to look even more bewildered.
“Doctors can give people artificial hormones, and perform surgeries that allow the person to change into the gender they feel they are.”
“We did not have such things on Cybertron.” Magnus spoke, eyes shifting again. “Who you were forged as is who you were.”
I smiled at him, watching as he tried to comprehend what I was saying to him.
“So…” he trailed off, trying to find the word. He looked at me pleadingly.
“Quil?” I supplied.
“Quil,” he nodded. “Quil wishes to become a male?”
“No.” This caused him to look at me in exasperation.
“You just said-”
“I said in some cases.” I corrected. “Quil feels differently. They feel as though they are neither male, nor female. Man, nor woman.”
He stared at me blankly for a few moments, then blinked and continued to stare.
“Does that make some sense?”
“What can be done to make… make them feel content?”
I smiled again. “Well, for starters, doing what you just did. Calling them by a gender-neutral pronoun, so them/they, will make them feel as though you respect them, and support their decision.”
“And medical assistance?” he pushed, taking a step closer to me urgently.
“That’s their decision. They may choose to have a surgery to make them appear less feminine, or can use a binder, which they have already.”
He looked down again, silently taking in all I had told him.
Cybertronians already make so much more noise than humans, the sounds of their internal fans causing a constant hum to emanate from them. Now, even though it shouldn’t be possible, I could imagine hearing the sounds of gearing turning as he tossed around the words I had spoken in his processor.
“So, why ask to be called Quil, as well as ‘gender-neutral pronouns’, as you said?”
I paused, trying the find the best way to approach this.
“Kristin was the name they had when they were a girl. But they’re no longer a female, and that name is who they were, and so they need a new name for who they are now.”
Magnus nodded absentmindedly, still thinking hard.
“And who else knows? Because the other children do not refer to them by Quil.”
I nodded in agreement. “Humans can be… weird and intolerable at times. Many people won’t be happy or accepting that they have changed their pronouns and name. People will start to see them differently, but not in a good way.”
“And you think that others will treat them this way?” he asked. It was said harshly, almost like he was accusing them of it already. He was getting upset that someone might not accept Merling, treat them harshly. He was getting protective.
I bit back the smirk that played on my lips.
“I don’t think anyone here will, but Quil needs to make that decision. Who they trust to know this, who they want to tell. For now, it’s just us. When they are more comfortable, they’ll tell others.”
Magnus remained silent, contemplating again.
“Does this all make sense?”
He hesitated before speaking, “This would not of been accepted on Cybertron, and I have never heard of such feelings among my kind, but I understand what you have told.” He paused. “And I will try to refer to Quil as they wish.”
“That’s amazing.” I praised. “If you have any more questions, please come to me.”
“I will.” Magnus nodded once, then took a step back. “Thank you for your assistance.”
Then, he turned and began walking out the hanger, leaving me behind on the only catwalk that didn’t have stairs connecting it to the rest.
By the time I realized, he was already turning into the hallway.
So, maybe he wasn’t progressing too far in his understanding of humans, or his tolerance of us. And yeah, it was taking him time to adjust to how we’d changed the base and dynamic of the team. But no one could ever say he didn’t have the capacity to want to change and learn, he just chose who he’d do it for.
#ultra magnus#tfp ultra magnus#transformers prime#transformers prime comfort#nonbinary pride#real people#real person fanfic#everyone deserves an alien robot to support their identity#tfp optimus prime#tfp optimus x reader
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vent am I in the wrong @goodolddumbbanana @catspawcreates @multifandomcutie13 @lednet-sorrow-au-blog @ikamigami @sillyzone1209 @weirdcoregal35 @dolce-cerise @theinfamousmaybelle @llamaisllama777 @sass-ruby
Ok guys look as you all know I am on the spectrum. And well she has a very or at least had a strange way of handling it. Any time I started to pacing she always told me to stop and it really frustrated me as it was a part of who I am and when she eventually found out she got redeemed upset and said in tears that she loved every part of me. Now while that may sound sweet just a few minutes later my sister said she wanted to tell my parents something and she then came out as non-binary to them and you what her response was that it was stupid as how it doesn't make any sense. That's basically what I remember. And they always say that there from a different time then us but still doesn't excuse something like that. I also remember I time were something similar happened and she was in tears and my mom just brushed it off....like it wasn't a big deal. And how it this a problem...... Well I am acesexual and I have said stuff that hinted that I don't like or want to have sex with someone and almost all the time my mom just says "oh your young" or "oh yeah now but it could change" and yeah she is right some people sexualitys do change but she just viewed it as just some phase to me. But the big clencher was when I was going to the heart doctor with my aunt and my mom and aunt started to talk about how or neighbor quit his job cause it didn't support woke stuff and my mom and my aunt were upset about it and even said that they didn't want LGBT+ stuff shoved down there throat. I ended up fighting back tears as I know it would case a scene. And they then said they wanted to Change the color of my room but when I said I didn't want to as it was my room my aunt said "it's her house" and my mom laughed and agreed with her. My love for my mother has died since then as I don't trust her anymore. I confined in my sister about this as she is the only one I trust as my mother just blindly defense her for everything and doesn't stand up for us with the things I mentioned. My sister is the only one that is honest with me and I trust. I always thought what my mother is doing is abuse but after a recent talk with my sister it's not I felt bad for thinking that badly about her in that light cause dispute everything I still do care about her. My sister said that I am not In the wrong and is should talk to people I know online and that they will validate me and that is what I am doing now. Am I in the wrong for thinking my mom is abusive for things she has done that I have.listed. be completely honest with me please take any positive rose tinted glasses and just be honest with me please.
#Vent#am i in the wrong#personal vent#Tw mention of homophobia#Don't just say I'm a good person blindly cause im not#I feel extremely bad for viewing her like this#I know they adore me#They practically spoil me#That's part of the reason I feel so bad about this
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Prime!Knock Out meets ES! Breakdown
idk I'm just imagining Prime!Knock Out post-Breakdown's death meeting the Breakdown from Earthspark. Maybe he gets dimension-hopped there or something and now he's gotta just live in this world that clashes pretty wildly with his everything. At least his 'assistant' is here and he's still alive! Sure Breakdown is...different, but Knock Out can work with this!
Knock Out: Breakdown, dear, I have an idea for a fun evening!
Breakdown: Is it racing again?
Knock Out: Even better!! Let's take one of the Terrans and dissect them!
Breakdown: ...huh?
Knock Out: Does your hearing have a problem in this universe? I said-
Breakdown: No I heard you! But we are NOT dissecting the kids.
Knock Out: Why not?
Breakdown: Because that would be a horrible thing to do!
Knock Out: Yes, I know! What's your point?
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Knock Out: Breakdown, I love you-
Breakdown: We met last week but continue.
Knock Out: And I know you like Bumblebee for reasons beyond my comprehension-
Breakdown: Because he's a nice person.
Knock Out: But if that snooty little scout ever scratches my paint job EVER AGAIN I WILL REMOVE HIS VOICE BOX LIKE MEGATRON DID MY BUMBLEBEE!
Breakdown: Have you considered talking with him about the issue?
Knock Out: Why in Primus's name would I do that?!
Breakdown: Talking with people about things usually helps them understand your perspective.
Knock Out: ...Haha! Great joke, Breakdown! Wow I missed your sense of humor.
Breakdown: I'm not joking.
Knock Out: Ok, it was funny the first time, but you can stop now!
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And he also has to get used to the fact that this universe lets him be out and proud.
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Dorothy: And who's this, Breakdown?
Breakdown: Oh, this is my conjunx-in-another-unvierse Knock Out.
Mo: What's a conjunx?
Breakdown: I think the closest thing I could say in Earth customs would be 'spouse'. So Knock Out is my husband-in-another-universe.
Knock Out: Wait...we can actually say that here?! The best I could get in my universe was 'partners' and even that was a stretch!
Breakdown: Yeah. Why, were people homophobic in your universe?
Dorothy: Well, in my home we accept people for whoever they are, including LGBTQ+ people! One of my kids is non-binary!
Knock Out: ...I'm gay. I am a man in a relationship with another man. I date mechs instead of femmes....OH PRIMUS I CAN SAY THAT HERE??!!
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Knock Out: Bumblebee doesn't like me. He must be homophobic.
Breakdown: I think it has less to do with homophobia and more that you're constantly doing unethical medical experiments and plotting to kill him.
#transformers#kobd#knock out#breakdown#transformers prime#transformers earthspark#one could also make this concept VERY angsty but idk I was in a good mood so instead it's comedy today#by the way I hate that Knock Out's name is two words. I get it but still
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ok after two (edit: 3.5) hours i am finally done viewing what i THINK is the whole update. my thoughts and a few significant things i noticed!!!!! (spoilers obviously)
disclaimer: i’m a crazy welcome home fan but my memory is literally so bad, so please point out if i’m digging deep into some detail that’s been there since last update or however long ago 💀 eddie’s my fav for a reason bless (this mess)
🍎 they publicly executed wally in the town square :( no but seriously what. so far he is removed from the main page’s opening graphic, main page’s bottom banner, and welcome home page’s top drawing (which has been renamed to “_and_barnaby”
🍎 on that note, on the neighborhood page, wally’s canvas is gone and he is no longer looking at us. on top of that, the button to leave says “go back” and his “that’s the most!” audio was replaced with a freaky distorted phone ringing.
🍎 this could be something i just hadn’t noticed before, but remember when the old stickers page had that one gif that, when you opened it, would rotate between the characters’ eyes faster and faster until it would linger on wally’s eyes? that gif is completely normal now. it still lingers on wally’s eyes, but the gif doesn’t become distorted or move quicker anymore. once again seems like wally getting his main character energy wiped
• i just realized i’ve been essentially listing things abt this update but that’s not what i’m here to do!!!! go look at it for yourself!!!!!
🍎 but yeah. i’m very deeply worried about him. did anyone else notice that in this update he sounds kind of dead? except in the radio, where he sounded like…. as alive and cheerful as ever? weird….
🍎 edit 2: creds to @/citrineaura for leading me to /ringring... oh my god wally :( i feel SO bad for him AAAUGHHH... i still can't tell if he is talking to us as the viewers or talking to W
🍎 edit 2: stole this from @/citrineaura as well but i 100% see how it could entirely be the whrp silencing wally and even being behind playfellow. why would the staff do that to him if they didn't have some kind of sinister plan????
🏠 oh but on the note of wally being slowly scrubbed from the website, home is cleaned up too. the black goop is replaced with a paint splatter, and the black spiral behind home is replaced with a cutesy little scribble. makes me wonder if home is behind all this
🏠 edit 2: i no longer believe home is behind this just because of /ringring. wally seemed too friendly with home lolz
🏠 home’s gif on the neighborhood page is now called “seeyoutogether”
🦋 way less deep of a detail but frank’s got lil eyelashes now :3 my non-binary king
🌸 the cards on floriography all have different flowers on them. i’m not a flower nerd and i’m too lazy to deal with flower language but i’m sure some nerd is gonna post “🤓☝️erm well this flower means frank is gonna die” or something so. lmk when that happens!!
🌸 edit: thank you to @/capribornio for giving me da links to the deep stuff 🙏 but WOW that was. wow i was really tearing up there. so moving and so so sad and so relatable </3 i don’t even know what she’s yapping about but whatever it is is incredibly relatable
🌸 edit: to me it sounds like. julie’s switching between a human and a puppet consciousness???? i don’t really know how to describe it, but it doesn’t really seem like she’d just be masking with a super strenuous voice like that, like that takes WORK. idk!!!!!
🌸 i kind of interpreted that as if she was grieving someone. maybe feeling guilty for someone’s lost life? but it could also be not that deep, and maybe something terrible will happen to her if she doesn’t make all the flowers bloom
🌿 jonesy joyful green cool version of red guy dhmis
🌼 god frank and julie were my fav duo before but NOWWWW. literally wlw and mlm solidarity i love them SO MUCH……. my fav icons ever
💻 the logo(s) have less mold than before on them… still mold there!! but idk it looks like it healed a little bit
💻 i’m genuinely SO BAD at args but there doesn’t seem to be any outright hidden links/websites this time around? spoil it for me in the comments if there is but idk…. even awayfrompryingeyes is down which makes me think maybe W (the curator of it) got caught? or something happened to them?
💻 edit 3: clown posted that awayfrompryingeyes was back up so i had 2 hop on.... tbh i have nothing to say about it other than that i think wally could be the one sending all this info to W and also oh my god did they actually drink the bottle of joy. jesus
• edit 3: to end this on a stupid note: this is so niche but when i saw the bottle of joy i immediately thought of we happy few because the game also has bottles of joy LMFAO
i think that’s all i wanted to talk about (other than some sillies i’m posting separately)!! obviously i didn’t cover all of it, these r just some thoughts i had while going through it all :D ugh such a STUNNING update as always!!! frank and julie’s vas COOOOOKED with this one….. literally so adorable and expressive UGH fantastic update as always <333
edit 4: i posted a couple resources: brightened toybox photo / hidden frank photo (with my theories)
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PRIDE MONTH PROMPTS 2024
They are here!!
Last year I released them in May, and I asked you when I should release it this year. You agreed I should release it early/mid april. And I think the perfect time is now! You have plenty of time to prepare your things for June!
So, here are 30 prompts, 1 prompt per day, for all of June! Use them for writing, or for art, or why not for something else creative you can come up with?

I will now write all the prompts in the list if it's hard to read, plus some explanations/suggestion what you can do for them.
Day 1. Actually, I'm not straight. Someone kicking off pride month by telling their nearest and dearest that they aren't straight, like everyone seems to think!
Day 2. Surprise! We're dating! A couple comes out to their friends ;)
Day 3. Early signs. Early signs someone was not straight, or not cis. Or both!
Day 4. Gender euphoria. Euphoooooriaaaaa forever to end of time /j Ok no but yeah, someone experiencing gender euphoria :) It's great :)
Day 5. Surprise! We're engaged! Surprise engagement! Did people even know they were dating?
Day 6. Proposal. You can choose to show the proposal for the couple at day 5... or a brand new couple! :D
Day 7. Pride flags. Are they making pride flags? Buying pride flags? Identifying pride flags? So much you can do! :)
Day 8. Prideful baking. A return from last year! Who's baking? Are they doing it with pride? Are they making rainbow cakes? This is also a way to make some ships be cute together as they bake.
Day 9. Wedding. To quote Sam from Glee: "YEAH! COME ON GUYS! GAY MARRIAGE GOOD!"
Day 10. Shenanigans at the Pride Parade. Time to let those characters run wild at the pride parade!
Day 11. Coming out as trans. Pretty self explanatory I think ;)
Day 12. Planning for a child. Two women, two men, maybe a trans couple... any not-cishet couple are planning for a child <3 Are they adopting? IVF? However they're doing it, they're gonna get that child :)
Day 13. Two moms. Two mommies thriving with their kiddos!
Day 14. Are they dating or not? People are speculating the relationship of some people.
Day 15. First crush. Aww, someone's first crush! Have they ever felt this before?
Day 16. Alternate universe. Go crazy with this! This could mean anything from "a universe in which this ship is canon" to "they live in a fantasy world". Do whatever!
Day 17. Realizing they're ace. Self explanatory ;)
Day 18. Two dads. Two daddies on request (Sorry I've watched too much of Papás por encargo (Daddies on request) to not make that joke). They'll do anything for the kids!
Day 19. I thought everyone liked both? What??? They don't?????
Day 20. Fruity sleepover. Anything and everything can happen at a sleepover!
Day 21. Pining. They pine so hard and yet... will their crush ever notice?
Day 22. Secret dating. Or are they as they secret as they think? How much chaos do they end up in to keep this?
Day 23. Dinner. Maybe just a normal dinner in a queer friendgroup. Or maybe someone coming out at dinner. Maybe the first dinner at their partner's house. Or maybe someone's making dinner for their loved one.
Day 24. Confession. Coming out confession? Confession to your crush? Just a confession about your favorite food in the middle of a pride parade? Yeah, you decide!
Day 25. Date. THEY'RE ON A DATE THE BABIES!!! Is it a good date? I hope so!
Day 26. Gender is a construct. Not everything is binary.
Day 27. Queer group meeting. You can toy around with this a lot. A group meeting with closeted gays? A group meeting with every character from your different fandoms that you headcanon as bi that you want to interact in the group meeting for disaster bi's? A group meeting for aces just vibing? Maybe we'll meet a lot of different groups!
Day 28. Accidental coming out. Oops!
Day 29. Alternate time period. You want to play out a little love story but instead they live in the 1950s? Or maybe they live in the future! Maybe they live in the medieval times! Woah!
Day 30. Growing old together. Look at them now. Who knew they'd find each other in the world and now they're here?
I hope I'm gonna see some of you in pride month! It's always a pleasure! Also, when the time comes in June, and you want to use one of these prompts, don't forget to tag me ;)
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[Person bringing up the attack helicopter shtick, one of the most widely used phrases to mock nonbinary people] "this is clearly directed to binary transfems" like ok are we just blatantly rewriting oppression now. I wouldn't call it rewriting history because it's still happening and it's still directed mainly to nonbinary folk
But admitting that would mean admitting that there's trans people beyond transfems that get oppressed in ways that are not always directly related to transmisogyny and the entire point is to pretend that other trans people don't exist and that they have it better I guess. These tend to be the same people who mock "stargenders" or "genderfucks" anyways which aren't very removed from the helicopter thing. But it's okay to insult a th*yfab I guess because that's punching up?
yeah lol girliepop was really like "I used to be exorsexist and now I'm still exorsexist QED transmisogyny is the only real oppression"
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