#okay...bed time now gnight

[itsrexxyo]

finally home...

[brownieocean]

Tinder in real life ( Harry Lewis x Reader)

Word count: 1,1k

Summary: You work as an influencer when you wake up to a call from your manager. She tells you about a chance to be on a video about tinder-in-real-life where you could raise your visibility and get more followers. You take the offer up and end up in a Sidemen video where you get to meet a certain shy, blond-haired boy who seems to have a liking to you.

brrr brrrr

Your phone rang somewhere.

brrr brrrr

”Ughhhh” you groan as you reach for your buzzing phone on your bed. You pat empty spots a couple times because you cant be bothered to open your eyes this early getting more irritated by the second when your hand cant find your phone. 

brr-

”Hello?” You answered groggily.

”Rise and shine girl, i got u a job offer!” It was your manager.

”This early? Give me like 2 more hours n call me again, i cant think rn”

”No, i need to give a response now if youre in or not”

”Ughh fine, okay what is it?”

”They cant disclose much, but its a tinder-in-real-life type of video and they’re getting a bunch of girls on it”

”Girl what.”

”It's a good way to raise your following! get your name out there, they get tens of millions of views every video, i really think you should do this”

”Hmmm alright when is it?”

”It's next month, ill send you the address and time closer to the date”

”Mhhmhm ok gnight ttyl”

”Oh and don’t forget to do the-

You hung up on your manager, shes great at her job but sometimes shes a bit too hyper. You throw your phone away and pull the covers further over your head.

It's been about a month and you’ve been getting more anxious every passing day about this video you promised to be in. It is tomorrow and you don’t feel prepared at all. You would need to put on your best smile and make yourself entertaining and likable so you could get as many people to follow you after the video was posted. Your biggest fear was that you’d say the wrong thing or completely embarrass yourself in front of millions and millions of people. 

You walk into the studio and step into a line of beautiful girls. You knew you were pretty but these people were all breathtaking. The line went by fast because it was just a security and id check and after you were guided into a room to wait. You went on your phone to pass the time while some of the girls were squeaking about getting to meet "The Sidemen".

Soon it was your turn. Hands sweating you left the waiting room and walked over to where the tape was placed for you to stand on. You saw a line of about ten guys, some chatting amidst themselves and some giving you awkward smiles. Infront of you there was a cardboard frame with yes and no stickers at the bottom representing tinder. 

You noticed you were fiddling with your ring and made a mental note to try and not look so nervous. “Okay, first introduce yourself, say your name, age and where you’re from” yelled someone from the camera crew.

You took a second to calm your nerves. “Hi, I’m y/n, I am 21 years old and I’m from Brighton!” You smiled at the guy ahead of you. 

He was tall and confident. “Hi, I'm Simon, I’m 27 and I bet I could touch your belly button from the inside!” You saw him cringe at himself.

“Eughh” was heard from the herd of men. “You winced when you said that, I don't even think you wanted to say that” you laughed. “I know, '' he said as you guided him to the left with your hand. Time went on and you kept swiping people based on their lines. You were nearly halfway done and you were having the time of your life.

Next up walked a cute blonde boy who seemed even more nervous than you, if that was possible. He was holding a notebook with both hands where he had scribbled in earlier, probably trying to come up with good pickup lines. 

“Hello, im harry I’m 23.. uhh”

He glanced at his notebook

“Girl you got more legs than a bucket of chicken”

You couldn’t help but giggle at the fact that he had written that down, and thought it was good. 

Every guy laughed while he stood there sending you an awkward smile, fiddling with his notebook. He was having a hard time keeping eye-contact since he was nervous but he tried his best. Something about him made you unable to stop smiling.

“I liked that, plus you’re cute so…” you swiped him right. He did a little “hooray!” with his hands and walked up next to the guys you had said yes to.

After saying yes to Harry you kept sharing sneaky glances with him. Every time you looked over at him, he was already looking straight at you. You noticed he hadn’t stopped smiling since getting there.

Rest of the group went by quickly, lastly you gave a little recap on why you rejected the people you did and then you were on your way. While walking away you looked back one last time and gave Harry a smile checking him out. And he seemed like he was about to say something but decided not to. Shame.

You walked trough the waiting room, where there were only 4 more girls waiting for their turns, to where your jacket and bag were. You felt happy because you did well and it was over. You couldn’t wait to be able to see the video in a couple of weeks. Just as you were about to open the door to leave 

“Hey! y/n wait!” You were surprised he remembered your name

“Oh hi! did I leave something?”

“Just my number haha! uhh anyway..” He scratched the back of his neck holding his phone in his hand.

“..so yeah i was thinking maybe we could grab coffee sometime? Id like to get to know you more.. or i mean if you want that is.. so uhh”

“I would love to! Here” You took his phone and put your number in it. 

“Text me -

“Harry where the hell are you ? We have to wrap this up” 

You heard somebody yell

Harry looked at you and smiled. You nodded signaling that he should go. He jogged back over to the set looking back at you once more.

And there you were walking back inside your apartment smiling from ear to ear when your phone received a notification.

Imessage:

“Hi its Harry from that video! are u possibly free on saturday?”

[legobatjoker]

OKAYY its half past midngiht !! and im so tired sleepyyy aaugh so im going to go to bed now lol but before i do i do just really want to say that !! you really are just scu ha wonderful friend to me love like. you really are just so so very sweet and kind and caring and thoughtful and sweet and loving and good to me and you really do just make me feel so so loved and cared for and safe and warm with you my deasrest and just knowing you and having you in my life and getting to spent time with you and know you and share things with you brings so much joy and life and light and happines and warmth into my life and my world and i hope you know that im here for you no matter what and whenever you need me dearest and you really are just such a wonderful special part of my life and i really do just love you so so very much my dearest love !! :'> i hope ur days been good and tht ur doing okay and tht u have many sweet dreams, ilusmm gnight <3 💗💞🍊🍓🐞🦋💞🐈💗✨✨✨

yesh i rlly hope that u can get some vvv good rest tonight and !!! omg ur such a wonderful friend to meeeee tooooooo like u rlly are sooooooo kind and considerate and thoughtful and compassionate and knowing u and having u in my life is sooo amazing like for example vcing today was sooooososoo much funn !!! and yah u just mean sooo much to mee and are so important to me and are such an amazing perosn who i feel so very lucky to know and i just;;; i love you sooo muchhhhhhhhh toooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! gnightttt 🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕🫶🏻

[retro-rezz-the-est]

Okay it is now past 11:00 which means it’s time for bed so if p*nk wins, don’t tell me because I hate seeing his bitch ass succeed. But if he loses, pls let me be the first person who knows so I can dunk on him publicly as always like the punk ass bitch he is 🥰

gnight y’all 😘✌🏾

[caruliaa]

okay somehoww it is already midnight which is crazy cuz like 2 hours ago i thought that if i stayed up i wld at least do something and i fully just watched youtube the whole time ajsbdjxnxjzkzk but yeahhhhh now i am like suddenly itse midnight wtf so!!! i am going to sleep so sorry for not sending more asks but i did wanna say before go to bed that!!!! you are realy soooo amazing jules like you truly are an incredible lovely person and i feel so so so lucky and grateful to have met you and to know you and to be friends!! with you!!! like its so lovely and just like you bring smmm joy to my life as well as such warmth and just like comfort like i feel so safe and loved with you and ur friendship is j a wonderful experience and i hope i can bring the same to you bcuz i j rlly want to and bcuz you really deserve that and i hope u know also that i am always always here for yoh no matter what!! and that i love youuu smm (hugs you gnight if u wld like beloved💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕)

I GET THAT SO SO MUCH ACTUALLY LIKE ACTUALLY it is soo soo insanely easy for that to happen for me idk at what point in my life i stopped registering 40 min yt vids as "not that long" but it was MISTAKE istg !!! also pls pls dw at all abt not sending more asks belvoed its so so understandable and i hope you got lots of good rest last night despite the lateness of when you went to bed beloved !!! and ough omgg youre soso sweet my dearest you really really are i hope you know ;; like i hope you know im really soso grateful and lucky to have met you and become your friend too i hope you know like !! you really do bring soso very much joy and happiness and light into my life dearest whenever we talk and spend time together you really are such such a wonderful amazing incredible person to know and talk with and spend time with and just have as a friend and you really are so so sweeet and kind and thoughtful and considerate of me and ik that youre always here for me through everything and that really does just mean everything to me and make me feel soso loved and cared for and safe with you and i hope you know that im soso glad that i can like be the same to you and bring you the same joy and comfort and happiness w my friendship beloved because you really do deserve it soso much and i really do just want to because you really are just soso dear and special to my my love and i really do love you so so very much i really do :'> *hugs you back !! soso v much !!* 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[textsacc]

mm 🥺 nvm bestie i cant sleeb i have a lot to say n think abt

like how when i put my head down on a pillow n close my eyes i can rly see mc and its bad idw to 🥺 n also now im feeling regret for playing mc im so upset bc i cant seem to feel good abt being able to play games

mmm n also i felt bad trying to sleeb bc i missed u n miss sleebbing w u but was playing mc and i prefer u to minecraft and its just !!!! bad that i had to focus on minecrafr

like i didnt even get to ask u abt ur day or anth i ddint get to tell u that u did a great job w the party i didnr get to ask how u celebrated. u know what i also realize while laying down. i didnt even get to ask u out this summer n im so frustrated bc sch is starting for u n idw interrupt your schedule but i wanna do stuff now that im finally not busy and its just!!! its just a whole mess!!! i dont like it,,, i just wanna spend time tgt n cuddle,,,

i was only reading some manga today, regular fantasy isekai, called reincarnation of a sword, but i hated how the story progressed so i just. got rly mad at the state of my life rn idk???? tired n upset abt it n also i miss u n like cant believe i want to prioritize u above all else no joke its kind of }:v mood??? idk

n also i wanted to ask for clash but like thats secondary

jn me in mc i was playing w kon n sab n we were killing the ender dragon n also raiding some cities aft that. which is rly high pressure bc theres a lot of enemies after me n its rly easy to die AND i was the only one raiding it bc kon n sab cldnt help as much so they took forever while trying to get to a place i alr cleared out. i was trynna go fast n get the impt stuff for them n get out bc we all hated the place. n they yelled at me for stealing the show n flexing ig

tmr ill b going to sabs house bc they wanna hang out b4 going to nex to eat dinner w yee. and that sounds rly nice but at the same time i feel rly burnt out for sm reason. yes its 4am ig thats probably why i feel awful but. idk i also want cuddles n kisses ig. i wan cute girl (you) n im sorry i didnt get to see u off to sleeb 🥺 i rly wanted to n i was trynna raid asap so i cld but ik ur good girl n sleeb early bc school n i respect that so its nbd but i also rly like u n i wanna tuck u into bed n its like so routine that i miss u dearly at night n also it feels wrong when i cant. like if every day was a chapter you wld b my ending paragraph and if u werent there it wld feel like the chapter ended with tension. idk does that make any sense

also i wanted to lyk that like. im still talking to katelyn right bc of the site n we're friends but like. bestie. i need u to know i forgot to spell her name when we were talking. the aftnoon like 3 to 4 days ago when u were like gonna go ask katelyn or smth. she was going to sleeb bc our aftnoon is usa sleeby time i think and she said goodnight to me with my name but i cldnt mirror it back. i dont know why i thought it was kaitlyn (league of legends???) but ik i dont rmb how to spell it and the fact that u did makes me rly upset platonically and impressed every other manner. because i fucking didnt. 😭 just ic u wanna know how much shes on my mind (shes not. i miss u a whole lot. i want to sleeb w u agn)

bestie i hope ur day at sch goes okay 🥺🥺 n ill sleeb early w u i promise im not even gonna touch mc past 11 any more idk why it makes me feel sick but ik it does n im just. i want to stop feeling awful n up at 3 to 6 am during the hols. i miss you a lot n if i cld i wld like to follow u everywhere n help u out 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 pls keep me close like ur pet or ur little meow meow,,,

ilysm cutie 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i wish i was cuddling u instead of blahaj atm even if he is comfy. i wan giv u so many kiss n brush ur hair n tell u ur cute n go head empty i always go head empty when ur arnd and i like that... ure an angel 🥺🥺🥺���❤️

thank u bestie gnight 🥺🥺🙏

[saturnsfather]

saying it out loud would make it real. if its real, it can hurt them. so they dont say it out loud - instead, miles mouths the words against phoenix’s forehead in the dead of the night while they cling to each other, pretending for one terrifying moment that theyre allowed, that there arent walls and miles and seas between them and having this for real.

when phoenix trembles in his arms, miles says nothing, but holds him tighter.

[image description: a minimal color digital drawing of Phoenix Wright and Miles Edgeworth. theyre lying down as if in a bed, though only theyre bodies are depicted. Miles is wearing a button up, slacks, and socks. Phoenix is wearing a t-shirt and sweatpants. theyre tangled together, legs over each other and arms across each other’s sides. Phoenix’s head is below Miles’, and Miles’ mouth is against Phoenix’s forehead, open as if speaking. there are a few tears down Phoenix’s cheek. the words “i love you, i love you, i’m sorry, i love you,” hover around them, backed by soft pink bubbles. the background is a dull brown and their figures are colored in with a deep, ruddy red. end ID]

[master-of-callous]

" I... am the Mistress. And you will obey me. “

[ampleappleamble]

hey go to bed

[eggceereal]

hhgdhnsd bros i am feeling all kinds of tired for no good reason.. might just head out now...

[ksjknj]

spent 65/72 past hrs awake

[legobatjoker]

okay its 4am iv been up for. almost 24 hours andi feel myslef spiarloing aggh. why am i like this lucy why di i do this to myself i also just went to csweekly and instead of queing a post were i fake how i excited i am just went fuck it its on pause no one seems to care abt this show anymore so why am i doing it bc im already so sick of running tihs blog nad then had a realization abt how dead the carulia and other cs tags are of lik.e why tf am i doing tihs if im theo nly one who still cares abt this show kinda and csweekly is doing notihng to fix that lmao which hurts bc i dont want this fandom to be dead but also its not like im adding to it when all my energy is going into running the stupid csweekly blog anyway agh sorry for kinda venting like i said ot doing the best lol so im going to go to bed like RN but boefire i do okay this is gonna se so shirt bc im so tired i just wnat ot acutally sleep but i do rly wanna say thait had sosos much fun listeing to speak now tv together nad calling today it really was soso wonderful just like it always is to spend time with you love nadi hope you know that you really are just the most ownderful incredible firend in the world and bring me soso much joy nad light and happinesss and im soso lucky and grateful to know you my love and you just makem feelsoso lveod and cared for and safe and warm with you and you really do just meaneverytihng to me and i hope you know i lrealyl do just lvoe you osso very much my dearest, gnight <3 !!!!

aghhhh nauurrrr not thee 24 hours awake miseries :(((!! i hope u can get smmmm rest and sleep in smmmm u deserve it especially with having had to deal with cs weekly taking soo much of your energy for so long and the reception for it trailing off like-___-!! that is rlllyyy very frustrating to see happen with something your putting that much effort and time into especially for such an amazing show that u love so much and like not being able to just enjoy it like you should get to like:((( thats rlly rlly tough but im really proud of u for making the decision to put the blog on break since that really sounds like it is the best decision possible for u rn and whether or not u decide to take it off break ill either be happily waiting for it or happy to just watch cs whenever which ykw is easy enough for me since i rlly love watching cs and i esp loeve watching it with you:33!!! but yeah anyway omgg calling today was sososoo much funnn im so glad we got to and yah ur just suchhh an amazing friend to me all around and bring smm joy and light to my world and u really do mean thee absolute world to me and!! i jsut love you sososo muchhh gnightt💕💕🫶🏻💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻

[magiaesabiduria]

As much as I don’t want to, I have to sleep. I’ll try to be on for a bit tomorrow as well.

[writemedrawme]

The One Who Didn't Like You, Pt. 1

Dennis (Split) x reader

Description: You like Dennis, but Dennis has never liked you. One bad day makes you bold and you try to tease him, but his reaction is not what you expected...

Warning(s): Angst, arguing, cursing, sexual/suggestive content

Why couldn’t you have fallen in love with Kyle from Food City? Or Jace from high-school band? Or Louis from Tinder? No, you had to catch feelings for the person least interested in you. Miss Patricia said that was wrong, she seemed to think he tolerated you more than he did. Jade and Barry shared the sentiment, albeit a bit more dramatically, they tried to tell you he was completely definitely in love with you. Kevin even argued that he must have some feelings for you. And Hedwig, well Hedwig kept asking if you could name your kids after him. You hadn’t talked to many of the others about it, you weren’t as close with them. However, even with people whose opinions you would usually trust without thought assuring you that Dennis did not find you disgusting, you were utterly unconvinced.

Dennis was a refined, intelligent, put together man. He probably preferred a woman more along the lines of those standards. You did not fit that image. Your dismissal of Dennis’s alleged feelings were not solely based on your insecurities, however. As comfortable as you were with everyone from Patricia to even the Beast and all the personalities in between, you had never been able to create a connection between yourself and Dennis. It wasn’t for lack of trying, you used to always try to talk to Dennis when he was around. He wasn’t rude to you by any means, you could just tell that he was uncomfortable. He averted his eyes, answered quickly, and never initiated a conversation. At first you thought maybe you had an unevenly buttoned shirt, or a stain on your jeans, that maybe his OCD was the reason for his discomfort. However, no matter how you dressed or meticulously inspected yourself it was never enough.

You couldn’t believe you had fallen for him in the first place. It wasn’t as if you were in love when you first met him, though you couldn’t lie, seeing his body language and expressions did make you fairly attracted to him. You had primarily only found him attractive for the longest time. Your infatuation didn’t start until one night when you had stayed over at their place. You were up very late, sitting in the kitchen and sipping on a glass of water. Dennis had heard when you tripped over your own pajama pants and fell outside his door. You hadn’t disclosed your reasoning for requesting to stay at their home, but it was clear something was bothering you. Dennis approached you slowly.

“I’m sorry I woke you up,” you mumbled.

“You alright?” he asked. He stayed a good distance away from you, not quite willing to sit beside you or even stand beside you.

You rubbed your eyes, hoping he would think the redness was from your hand and not your tears. “Yeah, fine.”

Dennis simply stared at you for a second before he turned around and left without a word. You almost burst into tears then, not sure what you had expected, but hoping for something more. It was a good thing you didn’t though, because mere moments later he returned. You couldn’t speak you were so shocked when he walked up behind you, placing a much too big for you sweater around your shoulders. The warmth you felt startled you, as you honestly hadn’t even realized you were cold. Dennis smoothed the shoulders down over you, pressing out all the wrinkles. It was because of his OCD, but in that moment it just felt like a tender touch.

“It’s my old one, you can have it. I know Kevin makes it pretty cold in here.” He rumbled, his low voice sending more shivers down your spine.

You barely mumbled a thank you as he left, staring wide eyed at his retreating back.

It was sad that this was what turned the tables for you, but now anytime you saw him you felt a rush of emotions; nervousness, attraction, longing… honestly it was embarrassing. From that moment on you were sure every interaction was different, at least in your head. You thought he looked at you with a slightly difficult look in his eye, but it was probably nothing.

Part of you hoped he wouldn’t be home tonight, but part of you hoped he would be. You had requested again to stay with them again tonight, and Jade had cleared it with you. As you wandered down the endless corridors to get to their home, you tried not to think too much about Dennis and just focus on the directions you’d memorized to get to them. Two rights and a left later and you stepped up to their main door, raising a fist to knock.

“Hold on a minute,” you heard Jade stumble to the door, checking when you heard a thud and a curse. The door swung open and Jade froze, expression shifting from a welcoming smile to a rather coy one. “Well hello, foxy lady,” she teased.

You flushed, pulling down your skirt. “Shut up,” You stepped by her, hanging your purse on the coat rack. “thanks again for letting me stay over… again,”

Jade ignored you, striding over and spinning you around to face her. She bit her lip, giving you a once over. “Well if you’re tryna catch his attention you’re definitely on the right track,”

“I’m not, shut up!” You were lying. You definitely picked out a pleated black and yellow plaid skirt with an oversized black off the shoulder sweater for a reason – and the lack of bra was also for a reason. It wasn’t too obvious, though. You weren’t that brave.

Jade was, though. She reached out and gave your boob a squeeze, laughing when you squealed and swatted her away. “What’s this for then?”

You tried to hide your smile. “I just felt like it.”

“Well I’m impressed but I’m not the one you’re trying to impress,” Jade giggled. “Sit down, I’ll start the movie.”

You flopped onto the couch, pulling your skirt down over your thighs. It was pretty short…

You had a bad day. A really bad day. Your roommate was a bitch but she charged low rates. On days when she was particularly bad you stayed over with Kevin and the alters. In your heated rush to pack your bag and head out you had made a rash decision. You were mad at your roommate and your landlord and some asshole on the freeway and when you thought of him, Dennis too. So you were going to make it hard for him to ignore you. You knew he had a thing for pleated skirts and obviously braless girls, Barry had made fun of his fashion taste enough in the past. You were gonna piss everyone off today. However, as you walked down the corridors your anger cooled, and you had begun to realize what you were wearing, just as you were now, sitting on the couch.

You couldn’t focus on the movie at all. You were too stressed that Dennis would take the light at some point tonight, or that Jade would convince him to. You didn’t think she noticed your discomfort. By the end of the movie you had wiggled your skirt so low it was hanging lower on your hips, and Jade was almost asleep. She let out a yawn, stretching her arms above her head.

“It’s late girl,” she stood, rubbing her eyes. “I’m gonna head to sleep.”

You breathed a sigh of relief. Hopefully she’d go to sleep and nobody else would get the light, and if she didn’t you’d get to bed fast anyway. “Okay, I’ll go soon too.”

“Gnight, Y/N.” Jade mumbled, shuffling to her room.

You stayed there for a moment before finally getting up the energy to stand. You were tired too. You winced at your skirt’s waistband cutting into your hips. You glanced around the corner, making sure there was no sign of Jade before you pulled up your skirt. Geez, it barely covered your ass. You hoped you hadn’t flashed anyone on your way there…

You decided tonight you would grab yourself a glass of water first and then head to bed, so you grabbed your bag and made your way to the kitchen. You stood on your tippy toes and grabbed yourself a glass. You filled it with water and began to walk to your room, but, because you were ever a klutz, tripped over your own feet. Now thankfully you didn’t fall, but you did definitely drop the entire glass on the floor. You cursed. The glass somehow didn’t shatter, but did leave a rather large puddle and roll all the way under the table. You decided you would tackle the puddle first. You managed to soak most of it up with half a roll of paper towels pretty quickly, you just needed the glass. You knelt down, spotting it on the other side of the table. Shifting to your hands and knees you almost had to go completely under the table, but you did manage to grab it. Just as you grasped the glass, you heard a voice behind you.

“Fucking hell.”

You knew that voice anywhere. You cringed inwardly, scooting out from under the table and trying your best not to look at Dennis, who was undoubtedly disgusted by the mess he knew you just made. “Sorry, I dropped my glass… I cleaned it up, and the glass didn’t even break, see? I -"

You broke and looked up at him, but froze when you saw him. His expression was not one you had seen before. His fists were clenched and so was his jaw. His eyes were not on the damp floor or the unbroken glass, but on your skirt. You swallowed. Oh yeah, your skirt. You were just bent over in front of him. He had to be blind to not have seen all the way to your thong.

His chest heaved under his white night t shirt and you could tell his teeth were clenched as he spoke. “What… what are you doing?”

“I…” you swallowed, slowly standing up. “Cleaning up my mess…”

He wasn’t satisfied with that answer. He just stared at you, his face and body so tense it looked like he was fighting something. You pulled down your skirt a little, and his eyes darted down to it.

“Why are you wearing that? You never dress like this,”

“You know what I dress like?” you cringed inwardly. That was not the conversation you should be having. You didn’t know what conversation you should be having, but if wasn’t that.

“Yes, I’ve been around you and seen what you wear. It isn’t that.”

You felt a little offended by his attitude towards you. Usually he was passive, but right now he was being so aggressive. “Why does it matter? Maybe I had a date or I just thought I looked good,”

His expression changed. “Why did you have a date?”

“I didn’t,” you admitted, half wishing you’d have lied. “But I could’ve,”

“With who?”

You blinked. “Nobody, I just said -"

“You said you could have. You could have had a date with who?”

This was a strange conversation. You could almost, almost see jealousy in Dennis's eyes. So you made a decision. If you were wrong this would be the most embarrassing moment in your life, but if you were right…

You stepped forward, pulling your skirt back up on your hips. You noted his lingering gaze. “Dennis, why does that matter? If I want a date I will go get one. I have nobody pining over me or waiting for me so I have no reason not to. So if I want to pull up my skirt and take off my bra and go find somebody who thinks I’m beautiful and wants to take me home I will. I have nothing stopping me, do I?”

You were at a standstill. You wouldn’t speak until he spoke first. You felt triumphant, confident.

Then, Dennis turned to leave.

You watched in shock as he rounded the corner, all of your confidence draining. You were wrong. “Fuck you and fuck me,” you mumbled. Tears welled in your eyes. “Asshole.”

“What was that?”

You shook your head, grabbing your bag and stomping down the hallway with hi.. “I said fuck you and fuck me, you asshole.”

“Why?”

You stopped, spinning to face him. “Because you can’t be a normal person. You can’t just reject me or tell me you’re not interested, you just walk away. You walk away like your better than me and you are I guess but you don’t have to be such a fucking dick about it!”

“Reject you?”

“Yes, reject me. What you think I dressed like your fantasy chick and stare at you all the time? Because I’m interested in somebody else?”

Dennis looked stunned. Completely and utterly stunned. You felt your heart beat slow. You were at another standstill, but this time he was cemented in place.

“You didn’t know that?” you asked.

“Why?”

“Why what?”

“Why me?”

You felt your heart melt as his voice broke. You thought it had been obvious. “Because… you’re sweet, deep down. You’re protective, you care so deeply for Kevin and the others, you’re smart and eloquent … I love your accent, you’re so identifiable from the others, you’re handsome and brave… because you’re you, Dennis.”

Dennis had tears welled in his eyes, and he looked like he was assessing you, searching for a reason to doubt you.

You decided to take another risk. You walked to him slowly, giving him enough time to back away if he needed. You stopped right in front of him, so close you could feel the heat coming off of his body. You moved incredibly slowly, giving him even more time to back away, but he still didn’t. So you leaned in and wrapped your arms around his waist, laying your head on his chest. It took him a moment but to your surprise, he slowly wrapped his arms around you too. Your heart was beating so hard you were sure he could feel it, but you could feel his too. His body was firm and warm and you never wanted to let go. You felt his breath on your ear as he nuzzled into you.

“Is this a rejection hug?” you mumbled.

“No,” Dennis’s chest rumbled as he spoke.

You squeezed him lightly, gently starting to stroke his back. It took him a moment, but you felt Dennis’s hand shakily, slowly lower. With one hand he played with the hem of your shirt, and with the other he gently rubbed the place your bra would be. You slid a hand under his shirt, letting it rest on his side and giving him permission to do the same.

His hand slid under slowly, just barely grazing your skin with his fingertips before he let himself lay his hand flat on your back. He shuddered as he felt up your bare back, imagining what was on the other side. You could feel his hesitation to touch you any further. Your body was screaming for him to touch you, but you were also scared of this being a one time thing. You loved him, this would be more than sex for you.

“Dennis?”

He retracted his hand, assuming he had crossed a line. “I’m sorry, I -"

“No no,” you grabbed his larger hand, holding it as best you could in yours. “If you want to take me into your bedroom and screw me and then pretend it never happened I can’t do that. I can’t get you for a night and never have you again, I want so much more with you. So tell me now, please.”

Dennis stared down at you as if you had three heads. “Nobody’s ever looked at me like you do,” he mumbled.

You flushed and looked away, focusing on his hand. He pulled it from your hand and instead engulfed yours with his. He gave it a squeeze. “Please don’t ever stop,” He said.

You couldn’t keep the smile that spread across your face off. You brought his hand to your cheek, pressing against him and closing your eyes. He released your hand and held your face for a moment before he moved again, threading his hand through your hair and cupping the base of you head. He watched you closely for any sign you wanted him to stop. You made sure not to give him any. Slowly, he leaned in, stopping again just before your lips touched. You stood up on your toes and pressed your mouth on his, your whole body electrifying. You’d fantasized about this for so long, and it was everything you’d ever dreamed of. He was perfect, the hand on the back of your neck firm hut not painful, his other hand traveling down your side and under your shirt to squeeze your waist. You couldn’t decide where to put your hands first. He was finally yours to hold and squeeze and just touch. Your right hand cupped his jaw, loving the feel of him moving in the kiss. Your other hand mimicked his, under his shirt and feeling up his back. You moaned into his mouth and he gripped your hair along with your neck, and you squeaked when he pulled you forwards. He broke the kiss, pressing his forehead against yours.

“I… I want…” you couldn’t get the words out, or you couldn’t decide on them, you weren’t even sure.

He understood. “You sure?”

“Yes.”

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This is part one, do we want a part two? I may have some smut on the way... lol I'm in such need for Dennis content I'm just writing it myself.

[bontenswrath]

Wait for You.

First little one-shot I’ll post on my page. So I apologize if it’s horrible and cringey!!!

Fem Y/N x Sano Manjiro (Mikey) & Y/N x Baji Keisuke// NOT CANON

Includes: Angst, fluff 🥲 So please enjoy.

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You were sitting behind Mikey on his motorcycle, heading back home from visiting Baji’s grave on what would’ve been your 3 year anniversary.

You knew the fanged boy from school. Nothing special, he would always ask you for help on his assignments and whenever he was writing a letter. You were in the top 3 of your class and seeing how he struggled (cutely you thought) you decided to help him whenever he needed it. Over the months you two became friends, though he never straight up told you what he was involved in, you knew, but never touched on the topic since it wasn’t any of your business and you figured he would tell you when he was ready.

Hearing about the death of Baji Keisuke was like being kicked in the chest. His passing threw you into a spiral of grief. You would miss his groans of frustration while in class, his lame jokes during breaks, the way he would drape his arm on your shoulders while he walked you home and the 2 am phone calls that would usually go like this:

“Y/N?” he would whisper into he cell, careful to not be too loud since his mom was most likely asleep in the next room.

“What is it Baji-kun? Are you okay?” Even though he never told you about his involvement with Toman you knew because you’d seen him once hanging out with Mikey and Draken while on your way to the store. Pulling you out of your thoughts you hear him quietly chuckle before answering.

“I’m fine Y/N. Damnit. I’m sorry, I probably woke you up.” Baji would always feel bad for calling you so late almost every night, but his heart did flips in his chest knowing you’d pick up every time.

“No it’s okay Baji-kun, I wasn’t asleep yet. What’s up?” Lies. He could tell by the sound of your voice that he indeed did wake you from your sleep, which sent his heart soaring once again that you’d answer his call regardless if you were sleeping. He knew calling you out for lying would be pointless since he had woken you up already so he sighed and decided to address the other issue.

“Kei.”

“What?” You reply while sitting up on your bed while rubbing your droopy eyes.

“I thought I told you to call me Kei, you don’t have to address me by my last name! We aren’t on that last name basis anymore Y/N.” He huffed out. You giggled at his words. It was true, he did tell you to stop calling him Baji since you two became friends. More specifically, he said that you were too cute to be called by your last name, and started calling you by your first. Telling you to call him Keisuke or Kei instead.

“Sorry, I guess I’ve been calling you Baji-kun for so long it’s hard to stop. However, I know you didn’t call me at 2am to tell me that, so quit stalling and tell me why you called Kei.”

A grin would appear on his face the second he heard you say his name. Proceeding to tell you that he needed help with his assignment that he couldn’t finish as well as some letters he wanted to write and if you could come over the next day so you could help him. Obviously you wouldn’t deny so you would say yes and stay up for the next hour or so helping him finish his assignment. After that you two would talk about anything that came to mind before it got to late to talk. The onyx haired boy would always end your phone calls with

“I’ve kept ya up late enough, so I’ll let you sleep now. Thanks for helpin’ me, gnight N/N, sweet dreams”

As you reminisce the good memories you had of Baji you smiled into Mikey’s back. Closing your eyes before your tears could fall. Your hold tightened around Mikey’s waist, which didn’t go unnoticed by him. However he knew it was better to not say anything since you usually did this whenever you’d go see Baji.

Baji had asked you out a year after you two became friends. He had invited you to go with him to the river at night to watch the fireworks. Baji was so nervous he kept stuttering over his words. He really wanted it to be special for you. However his nerves got the best of him, ditching his initial plan and saying ‘oh fuck it’ He grabbed your shoulders and pulled you in-front of him before taking a deep breath saying:

“ITHINKYOURETHEBESTGIRLINTHEWORLDDOYOUWANTTOBEMYGIRLFRIEND!!??”

You blinked a few times before your brain registered what he has said. Your eyes turned glossy and you couldn’t say anything due to the lump running up to your throat so instead you just nodded while quickly wiping the tears from your face.

He chuckled and wiped your tears for you.

“Dummy, what’re ya cryin about?”

It was definitely not according to plan but you wouldn’t have wanted it to go any other way.

Since Baji’s funeral you changed. The happy girl you were left along with your beloved. You stopped caring, you stopped taking care of yourself and stopped looking for happiness. You stayed locked in your apartment for weeks. Not sleeping, not eating, not changing clothes. All you could Do was grieve the loss of your boyfriend.

It wasn’t until Draken busted down your door alongside Mikey and Chifuyu. They ran in to see you sitting on the floor against the living room wall clutching the photo of Baji and you for dear life. The sight that sat in front of them was enough to have the three Toman members hearts break. Your face had lost its color, only having the dark bags under your eyes from lack of sleep. Your collarbones so prominent that it seems you could snap in half if hugged too tight. Your knuckles bruised and scarred from punching the walls and mirrors because life was cruel and you had lost the person who meant the world to you.

The boys had cleaned your trashed apartment, cleaned you up, cooked you a nice meal and stayed with you since you clearly needed some company to help you through this.

On Bloody Halloween Baji had told Chifuyu to take care of you. To look after you and to never let you be hurt. One of his few dying wishes. Mikey had decided that you would be a part of Toman in Baji’s place. Though you never fought or attended meetings, you being part of the gang ensured your safety and you would never be alone. Everyone loved you and saw you as either a close friend or a sister. Everyone wanted to keep you safe to honor Baji. You were his heart, his world, his home.

You had arrived at your apartment, hopped off Mikey’s bike and thanked him for accompanying you today. As you turn on your heal to walk towards your building his voice stoped you in your tracks.

“If you need someone to stay with you tonight call me or Chifuyu. We’re worried about you Y/N, we know this day is the hardest for you and we’d rather you be with someone than deal with it alone. Remember, you’re a part of Toman and we promised him we’d take care of you.”

“I know Mikey, but really I’m fine. See?” You turn and show him the biggest smile you can muster at the moment. “I really appreciate it, I really am okay though. You don’t have to worry, I promise if it becomes too much for me I’ll call you.”

Arguing with you wouldn’t change your mind so Mikey decided to nod and bid you a goodnight before heading to his own place. You wave at him goodbye and head up to your apartment. The second you close the door your entire vibe changes. You slip off your shoes and head to your bedroom. Changing into some shorts and one of Baji’s old hoodies you make your way into the kitchen to start dinner. Unconsciously, you ended up making his favorite food. Sitting at your table all you can do it stare at your plate as memories start flashing in your mind.

“You didn’t have to cook babe! It was my turn to cook dinner tonight!”

“This is amazing! You’re gonna be a great wife with your cooking skills!”

“My favorite? What did I do to deserve you!”

You couldn’t handle it. You hands are trembling and your breathing was fast. Looking to the wall where a framed photo of you two hung.

“Happy anniversary my love. I hope you’re not causing too much trouble… Lord knows how you get when you’re hungry, I love you Kei.”

You manage to chuckle the last bit out before the hot tears make their way down your cheeks. Placing your head into your hands you start letting your suppressed emotions free.

It started as soft little cries leaving your lips. Occasionally wipe the tears with your wrist. But after a few minutes you turn into a blubbering mess. You knock your plate off the table, shattering it once it hit the ground. Throwing whatever was near you to the wall and punching the table causing your knuckles to turn into a purple color.

Now you’re sitting against your fridge, knees pulled up to your chest, holding yourself with you arms. Your loud sobs being the only things being heard. Life was cruel, taking the only person who made you feel appreciated and loved had been torn from your side leaving you to learn to live without him. How could you though? 4 years later and it’s a scar that refuses to heal. You end up falling asleep on your kitchen floor from the exhaustion.

Not knowing that Mikey is sitting outside your apartment door hearing every cry that you choked out. His chest hurt and his hand gripped his shirt knowing he couldn’t do anything to comfort you because the man you loved first was gone and he would never come back.

Hearing your door unlock your eyes open slightly. A small smile tugging your lips as you see Mikey walk in and closing your door. He notices you staring up at him and even though he felt so much guilt and pain seeing you in that state he flashes you his signature smile while walking up to you. He picks you up bridal style and heads towards your room. Gently laying you down he goes back to the kitchen to clean the mess before coming back with a glass of water and setting it on your nightstand.

“Mikey..”

“Hmm”

“Why do you do this every time..?” a lump forming in your throat.

“I already told you Y/N. You’re a part of Toman and I promised Baji I WOULD take care of you. I know you say you’re fine and it’s okay, but I know you well enough to know that you mean the opposite.” He pats your head

“Plus, I told you I’d wait for you. You mean the world to me and you healing is what matters to me.” His words only made the lump in your throat even bigger and you eyes began to sting yet again.

You had so much guilt inside you. You had become so close with Mikey after Baji’s funeral that 2 years after his death he had confessed to you knowing you still weren’t over Baji. He had said that he would wait for you and even if you couldn’t love him back at the moment he would be there for you no matter what. He has kept true to his word and has been by your side since then.

“T-thank you Mikey… I’m s-sorry, I’m trying, but it’s h-hard and you deserve someone w-who will l-love you and who isn’t crying over their d-dead b-boyfriend 4 years later an-”

He cuts you off before you can say anything else.

“Y/N… I told you that I WILL wait for you. I don’t want you to think you have to hurry and forget Baji. I could never expect you to do that. I don’t WANT you to do that. He was my best friend and I want to respect his memory by letting you heal at your own pace. To be with mr when you’re ready. I love you Y/N and I’ll wait for you until the end of time if I have to. So don’t push me away. I’m here- always. Okay?”

“Mmhm” you manage to choke out. You really did appreciate him and everything he has done for you. You truly wanted to be with him, but you knew you had to heal before ever trying to date Mikey. He reminded you so much of Baji and you knew he would want you to look for happiness even if he was gone.

Mikey turns to look at you and sees your cheeks stained with tears. He smiles softly and brings his hand to your face, using his thumb to wipe away your trail of tears.

“Dummy, what’re ya cryin for?”

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Thank you for reading! Sorry if it’s garbage but I wrote this at 3am😅 I lowkey cried while typing this out.