One for sorrow,
Two for joy,
Three for a girl,
Four for a boy,
Five for silver,
Six for gold,
Seven for a secret never to be told
Eight for truths,
Nine for lies,
Ten for large cheeseburger and fries
I have the final chapters of One for Sorrow, Two for Joy in a quick summary format, aside from a few in the middle that have not been formalized, the chapter summaries are essentially finished.
Meaning we have a total of roughly 80 chapters in total!
This can go on for a while, i’ve seen up to 20. It’s an old folk poem/ superstition based in seeing birds that aren’t native to the area. There are a quite few variations (this link has some of them listed), the most common one i’ve seen being One for Sorrow (A Magpie Rhyme). For the most part they’re pretty similar, and worth looking into.
I seem to be in quite a long period of sorrow at the moment , I haven’t felt depression for this long in a while, about 2 months now of mainly just feeling sad, down, tears and fatigue but I can’t sleep so no wonder I’m fatigued
I’m not in a really bad state of depression that makes you not get out of bed or function thankfully, I’ve been there all too often.
This feeling is just enough though to suck the joy out of everything, apathy and just a general feeling of can’t be fucked
A lot of the days I’m able to get through my illustration work with ease, it helps…thats how I know its not rock bottom because when that happens my head is blank, the switch has literally been flicked off
But the want or need to do anything else other than draw and zombie out on the internet, isn’t there …who needs food
This is one of the reasons I have started up this blog. I have been meaning to for years for my illustration work but never got around to it, sounds familiar….. I thought I’d combine it with my bipolar, on a whim ..umm that’s familiar too.
Hopefully it gives me another escape in the middle of the night instead of scrolling through FB reading and wading in on arguments with complete strangers!
i may not believe in god but i sure as hell believe in the magpies. whether i see one or two makes or breaks my expectations immediately and my mood will change accordingly. i take one for sorrow two for joy very seriously