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felix catton x fem!reader

| he falls hard for you

📎 tags : fluff, female reader, felix being older than you by a year, fanon of felix bc i’m such a bad writer guys, bad orthography, (my first post…), felix being a fucking cutie patootie, (y/n) not mentioned

📎 words count : oof idk but not a lot 💀🔥🔥🔥😜😜😜

📎 author's note : this is my first post (so first story), don’t hesitate to comment to help me to progress! english isn’t my first language, idk if felix is fanon but i tried my best to write him like i how i see him

felix was a charming, flirty, wealthy and captivating man. everyone loved him. everyone wanted to be around him. it exhausted him. people just wouldn't leave him alone. especially the girls. but he didn’t care about them, you were the exception.

you've only known felix for 6 months, but that hasn't stopped you from liking each other's personalities —and physiques. you're a new student from california studying at oxford, and the handsome british guy hasn't stopped coming to see you to find out more about you.

it all started with a laugh he heard in the hallway. a cute one he thought. and that's how he first saw you.

"hello?" you called loudly when you noticed eyes on you.

the sunlight illuminated felix perfectly as he met your gaze. you were just too cute. your doe eyes watching him while scanning him up and down due to his height.

"hey sorry- ive never seen you here before, are you new?" he asked.

as you were telling your friend to wait for you, an other guy appeared besides the stranger.

"felix where the fuck have you been mate??" a man with curly hair said.

"dude i’m busy let’s talk later" felix replied.

"hey sor-"

and you were gone.

felix didn’t even catch your name and it disappointed him. he likes to meet new people, even more when they’re cute like you.

a month passed after this rather short meeting. as you were revising in the library, a voice called out to you.

"oh hey arent you the new student?"

felix. you heard about him, only good thingd though. you’ve met him but his — pretty face, made you speechless. you felt shy in front of him. now there you are, sitting like an idiot and saying nothing. gosh.

"oh — uhmm hey!" you relied a bit nervously.

"hey! sorry i think we'd met before but hadn't talked more" he said.

"yes i remember." you introduced yourself and smiled.

"i’m felix catton nice to meet you as well" he smiled in turn.

"yeahh i heard about you, felix" you smirked and closed your book.

"oh yeah? i hope you've heard good things about me haha" he said.

"mmhh who knows?" you teased him.

while there was a small blank, he glimpsed your book.

"wait aint no way you’re reading harry potter?!" he said, trying to whisper as much as possible so as not to disturb the other students.

"way. i really like reading books. they're better than movies. and this is not the first time that i’m reading it." you replied.

"it’s my favorite book and it feels good to meet someone who thinks the same about it." he said with a big smile on his face.

it was getting late and you had to get back to your dorm to phone your best friend, who unfortunately wasn't at the same university as you. you exchanged phone numbers and then left.

one day.

one fucking day.

you two were apart for only a day. he sent you the first message and you answered them. he couldn't stop thinking about your smile, your eyes and your voice. it was the same for you.

even though you'd only been messaging each other for 2 weeks, he asked you if you wanted to go out somewhere. of course, you agreed and offered to go for a coffee to take a break from studying.

you put on a beautiful white summer dress that showed off your body.

‘i hope i’m not overdoing it...’ you thought.

03:17PM

"i’m so sorry for being late—…" you whispered to the man with a glass of soda against his lips, letting him know you were tired and done with the conversation. your eyes sparkling with joy, your lips curling up into a gleeful smile when you locked eyes with the person you had been craving to see all evening. he hadn't missed one night, not a single one. he was right on time. right there to stay with you, make you feel comfortable, talk to you all night.

you'd laugh, he'd watch.

he'd talk, you'd listen.

"no no don’t wo—" as he turned to answer you, he was stunned by your beauty.

his eyes wandered up and down your face. you noticed him and smiled at him.

‘i hate the way you make me feel — my chest begin to tighten when my eyes lock onto yours, yet i find it merely impossible to look away.’

[angelmichelangelo]

my initial thoughts of tales of the teenage mutant ninjas turtles below the cut, don’t read if you’ve not already watched the show cos SPOILERS!!

off the bat i think this show is really good fun and overall i think i can say i enjoyed it! the style is good, the writing is just as easy and as realistic as the movie. each of the turtles do shine here in their own individual way. but alas if do have my gripes i wanted to share.

not so sure if anything that actually happens in this series is… even canon? maybe im just dumb but with the whole “leo making a comic book” and “raph dramatising a story for a school project” thing it’s not so clear as to whether the events in the series with bishop and the east river 3 are even real ?? kinda disappointing if not cos that’s honestly just as lame as “and it was all a dream!!” kind of endings you find in like. middle school creative writing homework.

also. just gonna say this now. splinter. if they couldn’t have gotten jackie chan back or gotten someone that at least sounds like him, i kind of wish they’d removed him entirely from the plot because raph doing the voice over for him in the entire second half of the series was. OOF. it really pulled me from the immersion especially when there was some really strong character moments from him, but it’s… raph? speaking in a gruff voice ?? for some reason? not sure what happened with jackie chan and whether they wrote all his scenes BEFORE they maybe realised he wasn’t coming back to voice him but… yeah. could have just gotten another va and made a gag that he had a cold or something rather than… whatever that whole thing was. i didn’t like it, sorry. pulled me out of the stronger moments for that character which was a shame.

i really liked the whole separated storyline. tmnt rarely does that and it plays no favourites in getting each of the boys to shine individually within their own arcs and play out their own strengths and weaknesses and their brothers own strengths !! and then a little reunion at the factory, especially raph and leo’s hug. very precious :D

but then… the second half of the series is that.. again?? feels kind of a waste of time to redo what we JUST saw. turtles separated (this time with a mutanimal) and have to think like the others to get out of a tough spot and then boom huggy happy reunion time. which brings us to like 2 whole episodes out of 12 where the turtles actually are all on screen interacting with one another…

i had the same issue with mutant mayhem that, whilst they are good characters in a group and alone, there’s never any like. closer interactions. aside from like, the leo raph hug or when raph gives mikey a noogie affectionately in the first episode, there’s never like any one to one interactions that makes it feel all that more believable to me. don’t get me wrong, ive been asking for a mikey centric episode where he gets to shine for YEARS now and we finally got it!! but in the words of rise donnie… something they feel more like roommates rather than brothers just because their interactions are so sparse and far between. that’s just how i feel so take it with a pinch of salt.

i feel like they tempered the whole leo april thing which, for me, isn’t really a big deal. she’s more like an sister to the guys in my opinion but if you were hoping for more of what we got in the movie, then only expect like. one or two moments where it reminds you leo has a crush on her before they’re acting like just friends again.

bishop was really cool! i loved her design and backstory!! they’re bringing in the EPF which i LOVE!! this franchise seems to swing heavily towards the whole anti-mutant thing which is always fun for me. love seeing the boys chased off or shunned especially since they’re known to the public (even if i… don’t super love that plot but here we are) so even if the whole bishop thing.. wasn’t canon?? im hoping they bring her back somehow.

the whole “humans have mutations too” thing was actually really clever, with rod and his different coloured eyes, i wish they did more with that!! i think i would have rather had an entire 12 episode series about bishop and her robots rather than the random mutant pearl heist just cos the bishop storyline felt more important. that way we could have done the whole separated storyline AND have the boys actually fighting together again.

even if i complained about the second half it was still really written and a lot of fun! donnie’s episode with wingnut and leatherhead was so good, maybe my favourite episode out of the lot, as well as mikey trapped in the bodega. im not hating on the show, i did actually enjoy it i promise lol

i think going into the show, i had an inkling that as far as plot was concerned, it wasn’t going to push itself out too far. often times when you have a tv series bridging between one movie and the next, you’re saving all your serious stuff for the thing people are most likely to see, which is the sequel, rather than the 12 episode series. if they were to add casey or shredder or Krang or put leo through an actual window as per tradition, and casual fans hadn’t watched the series but sat down to watch the second movie, they’d be confused as hell and it wouldn’t do as good. marvel do it too, where it’s just to fill a gap for a time being without any serious plot or arc. so i kinda had that anticipation going forward into watching the show and i guess i was right. so if you’re expecting your big leo trauma moment, know they’re probably saving it for the movie instead where more people are likely to watch it.

i really love the animation, the style, the voice acting. (though im just gonna say this in like the kindest way possible. mikey’s va needs to work on the fact that he delivers some lines like he’s reading straight off the page. im not a professional but it stood out to me a few times and that’s just my humble opinion. i do think he suits the character so so well though and i wish him all the best going forward as our michelangelo!) whether we ever see brady noon as raphael again is a nother story lol

overall, as a tmnt fan, it delivered. it was fun and punchy and honestly worth the watch if you’re thinking about delving into another series. it’s not rise nor any of the previous iterations and i think sometimes you gotta just step back and view it with a fresh pair of eyes, because in all honestly i came off the back of watching all the rise episodes in like 2 days to then watching this, so i was making a few unfair comparisons throughout, none of which i think were obvious in my above points but. yeah. i didn’t hate it!! I thought it was funny and silly and well crafted by people that genuinely understands the characters in this.

now im just looking forward to the sequel :D

[monstrouslyobsessed]

some of these are SUPER old, gomen, so it'll be all under the cut for yall sanity. i really need to start answering more timely rip

tw: mild implications of noncon (cerelos), psychological mindfucks (cerelos), mentions of pregnancy (dol)

Oh, I can wait for your content as long as it takes! Creating is not an easy task, so take your time, dear. Ofc, posting everyday is cool, blah-blah, but your health and mental state is much more important. Don't worry about this <3 And talking about DoL, did you get to Ivory Wraith already? Who is your faves generally? —anonymous

did i not answer this before??? tumblr, please. anyway, ye i did! plotwise, very very fascinating. gameplay wise, annoying as heck when i was in middle of things i was working towards to lol i do wish ivory wraith's plot wouldn't be centered around weird anal/ear/whatever pregnancy tho, thats…kinda not my thing kdshkds--and thats coming from someone who writes preg on the regular. pls dev.

Ahhhh don't feel bad! Ur content is top-tier and u r a lovely perfect bun! Even quick look on your post is enough to feel that you're always working hard to give your best – it's we who should be thankful for all food u r giving </3

A lot lot lot of love to ya, dear 🥰 @iwanthistongue

dawww thank you dear <3333 i just wish i have it in me to be the super productive like some of the epic writers on this platform, but i dont dsklhdsl so all i can do is to do my best and provide every so often <3 also sorry that i cant seem to ping you???

Omg you're into dol? Who's your favorite character so far? —anonymous

eden, tbh! i ran into a scenario where they kidnapped me angry after being gone for too long. oof, what happened after that…wheeoooow but most of the characters are pretty dang good too!! i'd like to focus more love on kylar but theyre quite...annoying gameplay wise so…augh lol

i crave more beastfolk content 🤤 maybe something with a male reader dealing with a few yandere beastfolk who are trying to one-up each other and compete for him? male!yandere x male!reader content is a bit hard to find, especially if it's transmale!reader —anonymous

just send in an ask and i'll see what i can do! i found writing male readers (be it cis or not!) a little tricky sometimes, because i always feared crossing that…bad line, yanno? in spite of the contents i write.

that said, i'm all for writing more gays, just need a little nudge and sparks to write one~

have you heard of scp 401? —anonymous

…huh, this is a pron in the making. but no! this is the first ive heard of it. im aware of scp and knew some of its characters but not this one!!

Happy bday! I hope you got yourself a nice treat! —anonymous Happy birthday, dear! 🥳—anonymous Happy (i guess)late birthday, luv!!! Thank you for writing at this special day, hope your day was amazing <3 —anonymous

ohhhh this is months late;;; im so sorry but thank you all so much for your kind bday wishes!! ily all a bunch!!!

OMG YESSSS LORE!!! MORE MORE MORE <333 Thank you for the food, I can't stop re-reading 😭😭😭 —anonymous

ye~i mainly wanted to do more centaur pron tbh LOL glad you liked my nasty bois!

For a few days I had a thought- I hope it's ok to share ahaha- Okay, so – after getting in his grasp his future bride were acting so, so good. Her dedication is admirable, she's a quick learner and charismatic enough to get the liking of the teachers and maids. Her gentle and caring nature shows while she's communicating with others – no surprise everyone likes her. She's the same she was the day he met her... But the thing is, after all of this, she's absolutely terrified of Cerelos. She's not crying and wailing, but she's getting so quiet, so uncomfortable in his company, she always hiding her eyes and never tries to speak first – and she trembles so, so bad every time they're touching! Last time she even fainted from all nerves. How he may act and how mad he would be that servants getting more smiles and laughs than him? —anonymous

hmmm depends on why the darling is frightened tbh are they always afraid or is this started after cerelos took them the first time? i do imagine he'd be pretty upset and even offended, though he won't outwardly show his feelings. he'd probably start ordering the servants to disappear whenever the darling is in sight, be invisible, to further isolate them, to force them either to face their loneliness and/or accept cerelos as their emperor and husband. since humans are in nature social, they'd naturally long for some form of company and possibly some skin to skin contact.

in short, since the coecrced sex doesn't seem to do enough, cerelos would've likely infict some psychological damages on his darling to force them to accept him. he wouldn't be…physically abusive, no, but he will emotionally and mentally cripple his darling without relying on cruel words and uses some amount of gaslighting.

regardless, you will only have him and you will love him. he is, after all, your emperor and husband. why wouldn't you embrace him and his power?

Hi! I hope this is okay to ask: I saw one of your slightly older asks, and you mentioned you have a draft with a slime monster. I'm very curious about that one (but I also love your writing in general!), so I just wanted to ask you if you plan on finishing it —anonymous

.....sdhdflsk i thought i posted it, gosh dang it. well, i'll look into this later. if nothing else, it would be nice to go back and post my shitty 5 minutes thoughts again.

Hello how are you ? Hope you are doing well ❣️ I wanted to ask if you will continue or write anything similar like the rabbit hybrid fic ..it's my fav and i also like the ghost husband fic ..sorry if i made u uncomfortable👉👈...Have a nice day💖 —anonymous

i'm doing better!! <3 ty for checking in, luvvv

and after some waffling around, i considered since human/beastfolk hybrids are so rare and are considered the 'monsters' of their world (ig basically, considered as 'mythical', like yeti's and such, but actually does exist, kind of monsters), i figured it couldn't hurt to make these sad hybrids canon to my universe soooooooo ye i wouldn't mind doing more of them!! also i've done a crocodile hybrid one, if you've missed that one.

no, no, you're good! <3 loves getting asks like this~

the momster is back!!! we missed you, hope you’re having a good day <333 (p.s i am a monster fucker through and through, i will literally read and love anything you write mwah) @letskidaddle

daww youre so sweet!!! <3 ty!! monster fuckers united!!!! and yes you have a lovely day as well!!

whewwww, thats some asks to get through hhhh but man tumblr is so ugly. anyone know the fix to get it back to its simple self??

anyway, im slowly getting into the swing of things. got couple wips i can work on, maybe, and clear the inboxs for a fresh start (sorry to anyone who were waiting on certain things!! you can send them again tho!! a clean slate is needed imo). anyway, hope yall are doing wonderfully <3

[madwickedawesome]

HOZIER OH MY GOD HOZIER!!!

i didn’t get good pics because i was in the nosebleeds but i got a lot of videos that i’ll probs post tomorrow

those are the best pics i got^^

ANYWAYS HERE ARE THE HIGHLIGHTS OF THE SHOW:

ALLISON RUSSELL IS SO AUSHFKSOANCNSJS

she gave a lovely speech about palestine

it was supposed to rain all night but RIGHT before hozier went on, the rain stopped and the sky turned bright pink

the backdrop turned into the bi flag at one point

it started raining the second he said “you called me angle for the first time” and ended at the end of the song, i think hoziers a rain god or something

he shouted out my favorite coffee place and said he was there literally the same day i was (i’m so mad i missed him)

someone got engaged (maybe even enGAYged, i couldn’t see or really hear them but when hozier asked their names i think they said dave and bob) and hoziers reaction was just “oh that’s lovely 😊👍”

i have never screamed as loud as i did when too sweet started

he had a cold :(

jackie and wilson went so hard

AUGH TAKE ME TO CHURCH OOF IT WAS SO GOOD

his speech about palestine and ireland and protesting was amazing

everyone did the phone flashlight thing when he played cherry wine

he hit the highest high note ive heard from him during would that i

he took selfies with the crowd :)

LOVE LOVE LOVE IM SO JEALOUS OF YOU OH MY GOD. dont even say the photos are bad im like 😝😝😁😁😁😍😍😍😝😝😁🥰🥰🥰😛😛😛 CRAZY OVER THEM RN. also i love the continued theme of hozier controlling the rwin i think that is something that can be so special to me. congrats dave and bob🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

[easy-revenge]

hey!! idk if tumblr ate my ask, the himeno brainrot has faded or if you just didn’t feel like it (which is so valid lmao no worries) but i would love to hear your headcanons for her!! xx

hiii so sorry !! i actually started answering ur ask when i was on vacation a couple weeks back and then i didnt have enough ideas and put it in my drafts....and to no one's surprise i forgot about it lmao so thank u for reminding me !!

also i can't NOT have himeno brainrot atp don't worry heheh

however im afraid I won't deliver too much on this bc instead of like individual headcanons ive mostly just filled in the blanks that canon left with my own things (often self-indulgent) and made up a life for himeno which i now basically treat as canon lmao (yes this is delusion central)

i will attempt this though but fair warning that a lot of the behaviors and things i associate with her aren't very wholesome or a jolly good time (i suffer daily with this brain)

(cw for mentions of addiction and a lil bit of drugs, i promise it gets more lighthearted after the first few ones lmao)

so, starting off strong, I don't think himeno spends a lot of her time sober. namely, i headcanon her almost always running on some kind of buzz. i think it's established that she handles her liquor well so i dont think it would be noticeable at work, but considering she trained under kishibe for a long time, i can see her having a flask of her own and sipping at it throughout the day.

in the same spirit, i think she would also take any opportunity to properly get wasted. friday nights with aki at her apartment, outings with the people from work etc, especially if she doesn't have work in the morning. i think maybe she believes she's more fun to be around when drunk.

i don't think these behaviors are about entertainment, but rather a way she's found to be more "functional" and able to keep doing what she does and uphold the carefree persona she's established, hence incorporating them into her life to the point of very rarely being stone cold sober.

i think she also doesn't like the idea of her family knowing about how she copes. maybe she doesn't answer her father's phonecalls sometimes, scared of sounding too noticeably drunk at noon on a tuesday. or she's often stressed about her sister's occasional surprise visits in case she comes over and finds himeno's place in disarray and her in a similar state.

apart from alcohol, which is basically canon, i once had a thought about himeno occasionally abusing pills. pain meds prescribed for recovering from a work injury hitting just right paired with some beer on the side one evening and boom yk. i bet it wouldn't be too hard for her, considering her line of work, to get her hands on opioids regularly enough, especially since the story is set in the 90s and doctors used to prescribe them left and right before the amount of patients getting dependent skyrocketed.

to complete the holy trinity of vices, again based on things mentioned in canon, i think himeno is also the type of person to sleep around a lot with distraction being the objective. she has a reputation for getting flirty and handsy with ppl from public safety when drunk and i think that speaks for itself. this is not inherently a vice ofc, but in her case I don't think she engages in this behavior being sound of mind. it almost never happens when she's sober and i headcanon her often regretting it at least briefly the next day.

oof that was a lot lmao. um chill anyways, on a lighter note i have a couple thoughts about her relationship with aki !!

i think it's a habit for them to take care of each other's injuries after missions. im actually writing a fic about aki showing up at himeno's doorstep, bleeding and expecting to be taken care of in his own begrudging, stuck up way lmao. i think himeno is less likely to straight up go to his house for that, but i see them leaving public safety and going home together to shower and bandage their wounds in companionable silence.

additionally to that whole thing, i personally do believe that their relationship could've had a non-platonic side to it, albeit still casual in its nature. leaving that aside, i think they share quite a bit of affection and physical touch regardless, considering how casually we see them invading each other's personal space in canon. so i think they sleep in the same bed a lot, after tending to each other's wounds, or getting too drunk in himeno's living room. i think it took a while for aki to stop being tense and relax into it, but they settled into a comfortable zone and it was sth they both needed more than they would ever admit.

fujimoto once talked about himeno and said that she is the type to leave a lot of her stuff behind at aki's place and u better believe i ran with it. clothes, hair brushes, a spare toothbrush in the bathroom, you can't change my mind. i also think that to some extent it goes both ways. himeno has a shitload of aki's tupperware at her place, from all the food he brings her weekly, and she never washes them unless aki comes over to do it himself and by the time he decides to take some back, there's always more. black hair ties are often littered in her bathroom cabinets and on one of her night stands. a book on her windowsill that aki brought to read before bed once and then never took home.

not to get dark again, but talking about them is bound to make me sad sooner or later :) based on the way she thinks about aki's death in canon, i think she would often panic when thinking about aki's shrivelling lifespan, especially at the beginning when aki had a lot of years to spare and surely used the sword more freely. i imagine her being restless in her bed with aki sleeping next to her, feeling compelled to check on his breathing or his pulse. reach over and touch his hand to feel him alive and warm, hoping it would soothe her to sleep.

i also think she's there a lot of the times aki cries. i bet the first time she saw him was accidental, or at least not a conscious decision on aki's part. i also bet himeno didn't really know what to think of it initially, but soon looked at aki under a different light bc of it. i think aki finds comfort in himeno being in the same room as the tears spill from his eyes after a day of watching people die. and i think himeno loves giving him that, even though it tugs at her chest in uncomfortable ways she can't quite point out.

i feel compelled to but i won't go into the whole being in love with aki situation, because first of all its not even a headcanon but very much there and secondly i will ramble indefinitely about how i think her pining for him would manifest and this is already a huge post god bless

on a slightly different note before i bring this to a close, i like thinking about her bond with kishibe a lot as well. it's not shown enough in the anime or manga, but i imagine them being friends. i think they would go out for drinks but more to talk than get wasted. i think they'd have the capacity to talk about very real things but also nothing at all. kishibe might be the only person himeno talks to properly about aki, aside from her letters to her sister, because he shares the same life as her and inevitably has more space tl understand. maybe kishibe gets to talk a bit about quanxi too.

haha oh well :D that's all i have for now. if u read this far thank you and also im sorry lmao. hadn't sat down to microwave himeno like this in a hot minute i loved getting the opportunity to do it so thanks for the ask anon !! till next time ~

[funnywormz]

i wanna do a second draft first before ANYONE can see it, which will probably take me a few days..... or weeks....... bc im busy and even at the best of times i write at a snail's pace............ but would anyone here be remotely interested in being a beta reader for my trans fem rimmer one-shot fic???? i've never had a fic get beta read before bc ive been too scared to ask ppl, but if anyone here feels interested and comfy with doing beta reading it would be cool if you could check it out 👀

like i said it might be a while though bc i wanna do a second draft first. i was just wondering if anyone might be vaguely interested for whenever i do get the second draft done. which could possibly be never depending on if i stay motivated rip. also it's just a kinda pointless one-shot it doesn't rlly have a plot fyi lol. im not rlly selling it here lmao OOF

[traumatizeddfox]

hi nothing extreme, just some AITA friend "drama" im looking for a second opinion on. hope ur doing well!

so i recently became friends w this girl and we've been friends for several months now. we met at a mental health awareness program and she immediately opened up that she had anxiety etc. on the one hand i was like it's good to just cut the bs and be honest but at the same time i was a little on guard that she immediately opened up like that yk?

our relationship (platonic) has been fairly smooth, but she will often text me (we live just across the street from each other it turns out) and ask to come over or for me to come over because she's unwell, either mentally or physically. 99% of the time i've been turning her down because i don't feel like we're on that level yet, yk? but i try to still show my support by offering to continue texting her and listening to her vent. but every time i say no she gives me the silent treatment for days and it's really annoying.

a few weeks ago i had invited her to a party i was going to, and she declined. when i was at the party, she texted me saying she had a headache, and i said oof. she asked for us to make plans for the weekend and i said yes. then she asked if i had a problem, and i was really confused, so i said no? and then she said "that was not kind" and that she'd been struggling the past week and i never checked up on her. i was so confused because i was like, how is agreeing to hang out not kind? so i was like sorry im confused, i said yes to hanging out this weekend?? and then the silent treatment began for a while.

today she asked to come over because she's sad. i said i have to clean the house in preparation for company this week, which i told her about previously. but then i offered to give her some coping tips to show that i'm not just trying to flake. and she hasn't responded since.

i know our friendship is kinda based off of the fact that i do mental health support stuff, and so i've really been feeling like i'm more of a therapist to her, or better yet, a firefighter. because she expects me to drop everything immediately and come running to fix the situation, when it's not my responsibility to begin with. i just don't know why she expects so much of me. none of my friends are as needy as her emotionally. (am i her only friend??)

i kinda wanna stop being friends with her. i feel like it's just unbalanced and communication isn't going to work if she's going to just ignore me. i know she's going through a lot, i feel bad for her, but i really feel like she's expecting too much too soon. i'm normally an empathetic and giving person but the amount of times she asks me to come over is frustrating and exhausting.

AITA?

I dont think you're the asshole at all for that. I think she probably has no one to talk to or maybe feels more comfortable with you, and maybe has co dependency issues. It isn't your responsibility to make sure she is safe all the top, especially since you guys aren't that close yet. I don't think distancing yourself from her is bad either, ive been in this situation before where someone treated me like a therapist and a not a friend and it was rly damaging to me. she also seems to have a lot of issues, but that isnt your problem either, and by the way it sounds, you seem to still help her out,so no i dont think youre the asshole at all!

[amourjins]

Some info: Me and her are in the same friend group and I started liking her during highschool since that's when I would hang out more with her (i knew her before high)

When I first saw her up close (bcs at first i knew her only from text), I was scared because she reminded me of a very specific girl with whom I had a bad past with (an ex). I think I started liking her from the beginning to middle of the first year of high. I don't know what it was that made me see that "shine" on her but yes... She has a special personality and I don't know how to explain that. I remember the summer after the first year when she wanted to go out with someone for a walk, and because I wanted to go out with her I volunteered (although the sun burned us, I had a great time) That day I remember characteristically that when she was about to leave, so both of us should go home, she thought about it a little... SHE HUGGED ME :3 I think it was the first time someone hugged me without me asking them if they wanted and somehow I was sure she was the one (probably...) Starting the second year (the one that just passed) everything was ok...? Yes well it was all fine since we were in the same major class, she was sitting with her friend (I'll call her the gym one) in the back and I was in the same row at the second desk (ALONE AS LAST YEAR) But someday (god remembers when and why) she came and sat next to me all of a sudden, something with her friend annoyed her, but I was fine since she would be next to me during major math and physics... ALSO at a friend's birthday party we went to an arcade and I remember winning a pink cat plush which I would call my "child" and I remember her saying: "since you're the mother of the cat, may i be the father;)" (AAAAAAA) (It may sound silly but I don't give fucks atp)... But here's where it goes off. Well after a couple of months, the school hosted some trips abroad and she went on both of them (i went to none for a couple of reasons) and after she came back from both she became distant with me (in the major she sat back with her friend) AND she would flirt with my closest friend (my pook) This would keep going until the week before the exams, but she eventually stopped because the stress of exams and other shit happening that somehow got her concerned about me(another long story saved for later) So after exams nothing really happens in June so it was kinda boring... Oof that was a lot, I'll give you this until I write the rest...

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im p sure this was badically your last ask just with a few more lil stuff + details BUT GOLLY.. the hug ??? okg no cs i actually love hugs but im very sure ive never reciebed a hug from her (my.. crush ???) which is lowkey saddening but our interactions made up for it for sure ! GOOD LUCK THO WISHGN YOU THE BEST 🙏🙏 screams i will eat that woman

[actuallyitsstar]

🫓 What is your most popular fic?

🥘 What category do most of your fics fall under?

🍛 Have any comments, tags or reactions to one of your fics every made you laugh or cry or both?

🍢 Have you ever gotten hate on a fic?

🍣 What helps you focus or get in the mood to write?

🍥 What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

✨ send me an emoji and ask me about my fanfic! ✨

🫓 : what is your most popular fic?

this is most certainly time takes no prisoners (you'll see). very much hands down, very much no contest lol 😅

🥘: what category do most of your fics fall under?

found family lol. what can i say. something about it does in fact hit different for me. i always want more and the brainrot is never ending and it's arguably not the most popular fic genre, so when i run out of content in the fandom of choice atm, i start making my own lol

🍛: have any comments, tags or reactions to one of your fics every made you laugh or cry or both?

well, yes, for starters, several of yours!! 💗 like when someone leaves a nice/heartfelt and/or detailed comment on my silly little fics i am quite LITERALLY screaming crying (and only metaphorically throwing up) about it. that shit does in fact mean the most to me and i wouldn't push myself to actually try and do things i don't feel very good at if people did not seem to want me to do it, so when people feel Some Type of Way after reading something i wrote that is the ultimate goal. i wouldn't write stuff if i didn't want whoever's reading it to connect with and remember it, so i connect just as much back when they do!

🍢 : have you ever gotten hate on a fic?

thankfully i actually haven't yet!

🍣 : what helps you focus or get in the mood to write?

oof tbh i think me being ~in the mood to write~ is controlled by the whims of deities interested only in toying with me 😭😭 ive learned that even if i am not exactly in the mood i have to just Do it. and eventually i will either stop bc im like wow everything i am writing right now absolutely sucks! or i will get into it and figure out a whole bunch of shit and write 5k words. there is basically no in between lmao

🍥 : what’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

this is also gonna have to be time takes no prisoners. it is kind of a big first fic for me- longest, first top gun fic, first fic to rly get comments or kudos, most chapters, fic i am the most proud of, first series based work, etc etc- and the story (though obviously not my own, as it IS just a retelling of largely canonical events i can't take any credit for) means the absolute world to me. it's probably going to wind up being my fanfic magnum opus lol. it is always gonna hold a special place in my heart. i just adore this fandom and these characters and i just akdhdjhfjfhf love everything about the whole mav-is-bradleys-dad shit and the by extension found-family-w-people-mav-knows shit. it is just major *chefs kiss* for me <3

if i needed to give a more creative answer in the pre ttnp timeline (bc that is how it feels sometimes lol. there is pre and post ttnp/top gun brainrot and nothing in between), i'd have probably said all this effort to make it look effortless, which was the first writing of any kind i had done since like 2018 or something idk. i wrote and posted it last year, not too long before i began to write ttnp (it was actually right before i saw tgm at all), and it's for the world's most obscure fandom and it's very very self indulgent and i rly did just write it for myself, there's like under 50 fics in that fandom and mine has less hits than that lol. but i was and am very proud of it! (tho w the hindsight of rereading i hate the formatting so much god learn to use paragraph breaks what is wrong with you aaaaaaa).

[heybaetae]

i don't think its cus ur shitty but probably more cause they see u have a big heart and thats def something ppl take advantage of. sometimes we just meet ppl, good or bad for us so i wouldn't put it on urself too much esp if u know you're not toxic like that. ive also been getting the short end of the stick when it comes to friends & maybe i'm projecting but thats what it feels like. its crazy how much words can hurt esp said at the wrong time, while maybe the person who said it didn't see it that way. it's how they react to u telling them it hurt u, will show you the type of person they are. the irony is i never really do express how i feel and the 1 time i did it, the person took no accountability :) they felt like they can choose when their actions/words hurt someone when thats not the case at all. maybe they didn't /intend/ to but it could still happen & thats what they couldn't get at all. question tho, u have online friends right? do u only consider them online friends or are they just friends in general? (more so talking about the ppl u know by name and talk w/ often) asking cus i known someone online for a few yrs & got super close but recently they're treating me like i'm not apart of their life (barely hear from them, leaves me hanging for days before they reply) so im kinda backing off and it doesnt seem like they care tbh. now i feel like i'm just someone they know "online"

oof yeah you’re really hitting the nail on the head about the selective accountability thing. i can’t believe how hard it is for some people to acknowledge that they might have hurt someone with their words or actions. when someone’s pride outweighs their ability to own up to their mistake and let someone be vulnerable with them about how they made them feel. how do you expect anyone to ever trust you when you can’t do that? when you’d rather someone live with a bad version of you in their head instead of apologizing and making an effort to do better?

i do have online friends. most of my friends now are online ones. like i said earlier, the pandemic really kinda messed with the real life friendships i had (which ironically started as online friendships anyway) and with growing up, people drift apart or move away. i consider some online friends much closer than others, as you do depending on how much you talk and how much you let them in. i’ve learned to be a little more careful about it though because i’ve been burned by people. i’m a lot more reserved about it these days, but my best friend of twelve years is someone i met online and we’ve only met in person once because we live in different states, but he’s practically my soulmate and we can go days or weeks without talking and nothing changes. we have excellent communication too. i’ve had online friendships that were close but have fizzled out naturally and i get how it feels when that happens, it can be confusing when you realize maybe they were more important to you than you were to them 🥲

[nonoleeknowno]

Hi new stray kids blog. I'm a new Stay, just wanted to say hi and I loved your Animal Crossing/skz crossover x

omg my first ask awooga 😏😏😏

but thank you!! 💕 I appreciate that a lot, and welcome to the fandom! :DD

[boimgfrog]

People be out here slandering my autistic coded baby over fanon "he stalks Oikawa" and "he's a farmer hick" bs - Mimsy

Fanon ushijima frightens me but canon ushijima?? I want him to cradle me so gently

[guavagyu]

eyeshadow - y.jh (part 1)

JEONGHAN JEONGHAN HEONGHAN JWONGAHN HHAHHIUAHKAHJKSAHJKSHJKASHIUSHIUAHIUDHIUAHIUDHIUADGUIADIUGDGIUADGIUAIUGGIUADIGUADIGUADIHUGDAIUHSHIUAHIU

request: jeonghan fanfic where new stylist/makeup artist and jeonghan fall in love? slow burn, sexual tension, secret relationship typa thang ;) <3!

oof ive never written those things but ill try my best!! ty for sending in a request ily <33

also gonna make the reader the makeup artist AND the stylist cuz we love typical cliché shit like this

ITALIC WORDS REPRESENT THOUGHTS!

also ayo im gonna make this a series since i kinda left this on a cliffhanger and im desperate to publish so 👀

wc: 604

content/warnings: slow burn (duh), sexual tension (obviously), secret relationship (AASHGAJHGAJHS DUH), afab!reader, tall!reader (like same height as jeonghan aka like 178 cm or 5'10"), model!jeonghan cuz yum, stylist!reader, makeup-artist!reader, non-idol!au, swearing yihghgfdrtfyg, eventual smut lmao (not yet tho </3), lemme know if more r present 👺

next part!

"ok, thank you so much for your time. can you start next monday?" your interviewer asked, you had finally secured a well-paying job that fit your skills to a tee, at none other than Reminiscence, one of the most successful modeling agencies in the world as a makeup artist and stylist,

"yeah! that should work, thank you so much!" you gave your interviewer a quick yet formal bow, and calmly left the room, making your way out of the building with haste, eager to collapse in your giant, fluffy bed. as you started your car, you realized something, you had left your purse in the interviewing room! somehow you had your keys but not your purse, which was kinda dumb. anyways, you sprinted back into the building, shockingly balanced despite your high heels being, you know, horribly brittle. thankfully, your purse was still there, your interviewer saying they would've called you later if you hadn't returned already. you thank them again, and steadily pace your way out of the building yet again, making sure everything was still there, until (a/n: ugh so cliché but im fresh out of original ideas) a person clearly in a hurry ran straight into your back,

"OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY!" a man with royal-like silver hair fit for a prince, with the looks like they were god-sent, with his ears and cheeks pink like cotton candy, you were getting lost in his visuals as he kept rambling on how it was an accident and how he was in a hurry, but you paid none of it any attention, he seemed to be around your height if it weren't your heels, you couldn't help but think fuck he's so pretty. soon, once this prince-like man had finished his mini-rant, he noticed that you were staring at him, clearly not listening to anything he said,

“um, are you alright ma’am?” he smiled awkwardly,

“hm? oh yeah, sorry, was just thinking about something,” you returned his gentle smile,

"ok so what i was sayi-" he was about to restart his whole rant before you cut him off,

"hey, it's fine, don't worry about it, mk?" you smiled again,

"you sure?" he raised a perfect eyebrow,

"yeah, i'm sure, now i gotta get going, don't beat yourself up alright?" he gave a small "ok" and then you were both on your way, although, you couldn't help but letting that man cross your mind with every passing minute, and after a few more red lights and various turns, you had reached home, aka your apartment. ah, my bed, my beloved bed. soon, you quickly changed out of the clothes you wore to the interview, and into more comfortable attire. since you were quite free for the rest of the day, you plopped down onto your heavenly bed and decided to research the company you were gonna work for. you already knew a ton about Ethereal Inc, you just wanted to look random stuff up, plus you were bored as hell. you were doing some digging around the web, and you- HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT! HE'S A MODEL!? AT REMINISCENCE!? OH MY FUCKING GOD I MIGHT HAVE TO WORK WITH HIM! yeah, and you really didn't know how to feel about it. there were pros and cons, aka you having to work with a gorgeous noble hot as fuck man who's name was apparently yoon jeonghan, however, he might be too embarrassed from this morning's events, and may refuse to work with you. were you just overthinking things? it's all a possibility, but you never know.

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[natsbaby]

Actions speak louder than words

Pairing: Natasha Romanoff x Reader

Summary: actions speaks louder than words and its the philosophy you’ve held close to heart until you met someone that might actually change your mind

Warning: a LIL bit of angst but its just the reader’s background story, f l u f f

A/N: i had the sudden motivation to write this so I hope you guys like this really short one! With my birthday coming up on the 28th, I have something fun prepared for the end of the month so stay tuned because ill release a story or two on that day lets see 👀👀👀

“Another failed tinder date?” Nat asks as you enter her bedroom, peaking over the book she’s reading with a quirk of an eyebrow. You sigh in defeat as you drop the heels you were previously wearing, walking over to her vanity to return the jewelry you borrowed.

“I’m destined to be alone, watch me” you tease, albeit sadly, as you place the earrings at the little box Nat has.

With your latest breakup a year or so ago, Nat thought it was time for you to move on and try dating again. Reluctantly, you agreed to try tinder mostly to boost your lack of confidence with flirting and such. Unexpectedly, it’s going absolutely wrong with the past 5 or so dates you’ve been on because they all ended in disasters.

She chuckles at your defeated tone, placing her bookmark and putting the book at her side table. She gets up as she helps you unzip the dress. “You poor baby, lost your dating game?”

You huff in response as you hold up the dress, thanking her as you walk to her closet to steal back your sweatshirt and shorts she borrowed months ago. “My dating game never existed, she was the one that led me throughout the entire thing”

Nat hums in response as you sit down on her bed, grabbing the hairbrush on her side table as she starts brushing out the knots in your hair. “Im sure you have something in you”

You give Nat the side eye making her laugh while patting your head gently. “Im serious Nat, nonexistent flirting game”

“Alright then, how about I teach you?” She starts as she finishes, putting the brush away and sits besides you. “Ive done a lot of that over my career and last I heard I can be a pretty good teacher, what do you say?”

You stare at her for a moment, not believing a word she’s saying. You know Nat would never lie to you, but the reluctance will always be there regardless. You both have been going back and forth for a while, it’s the nature of your friendship so it’s nothing unexpected as Nat proposes this opportunity for you. This could honestly end south so easily, but you can’t say no to your favorite redhead after all.

You sigh as you get up, crossing your arms as you look at Nat who’s trying to not look excited at the opportunity. “Okay fine, Have nothing to lose”

“Alright perfect! See you tomorrow at 3! It’s a date”

The next day comes and you’re sitting down by the kitchen island, eating a bowl of cereal while scrolling on your phone. You promised yourself to not feel anything like excitement on something that might not even happen, its what kept you and your heart at bay this entire time. You briefly glance at the clock in the room, noticing that Nat has 5 minutes until 3 pm.

“She has time” you mumble to yourself as you place the spoon down, grabbing the bowl and drinking the milk before getting up and placing everything in the sink to wash off. “She’s not gonna do it”

After placing everything away, the clock strikes at 3 pm and Nat’s nowhere in sight. You sigh sadly, knowing you’ve always been right up to this point. You grab your phone and walk out of the kitchen only to bump into someone with an oof.

Your eyes meet with Nat’s who’s smiling at you while you’re looking at her, completely shocked. “You ready?”

You couldn’t believe that Nat’s here right in front of you, owning up to her words. You blink in response as you quickly look at the time on your phone and not only is she here, but she’s actually on time. Disbelief isn’t even the proper word to truly describe what you’re feeling at this point, but you definitely couldn’t help the smile thats growing on your lips accompanying the slightest blush on your cheeks.

“You remembered?” You ask in disbelief as Nat looks at you with a confused look.

“Of course I remembered, why?” She asks softly as she cups your cheek softly, looking into your eyes to see distress and confusion which breaks her heart. “Oh darling, has anyone not remembered their plans with you before?”

You hesitate for a moment, not really expecting any of this as you were honestly ready to go back to bed or maybe train. You sigh softly before finally explaining.

“In all the relationships I’ve been on, regardless of it being a friendship or a romantic relationship, people tends to make plans with me then cancel at the last minute. At first it did hurt, I thought I did something wrong, but eventually I got used to it and it got so frequent that I expect it” you start as you fiddle with your thumbs, picking at the skin but Nat stops you by gently holding your hands. She looks at you with a soft smile on her lips and tenderness in her eyes, urging you to continue on making you smile. Your heart skips a beat a little, which is something you haven’t experienced with Nat before. “When you mentioned about hanging out today, I really didn’t believe you and that’s why I said yes. I’m sorry for doubting you Nat, I honestly didn’t expect for you to follow through”

Nat nods a little in understanding as she pulls you into a hug, pressing a kiss on top of your head affectionately. “I’m sorry that you haven’t been receiving the bare minimum, people should always come through with you or at least be respectful about it and let you known beforehand. It must have hurt huh?”

She asks as she pulls back slightly to see tears rolling down your cheeks, her heart breaking for you. She actually does know of this because you’d sometimes come to her during the times you’re supposed to meet with someone and she never questioned it, knowing you weren’t ready to talk about it yet. You sniff as you wipe your tears away, but Nat beats you to it and wipes it away with the pads of her thumbs.

“Oh my sweet baby” she cooes softly as she presses a soft kiss onto your forehead. “I’ll show you what’s like to receive the love you deserve. I know I said I’ll teach you how to flirt, but let’s watch a movie instead and hang out okay?”

You look at her with glassy eyes as you nod in response, pulling her into a hug as you nuzzle your face into her neck as she wraps her arms around you. “Thank you Natty”

“It’s the bare minimum sweetheart, I’ll always be here for you okay? Just believe in me”

[olderthannetfic]

anon 694129526351986688 here.

theres a LOT of victim blaming happening to me in the replies of my ask. i understand that there was not a lot of context but i would like to clarify, i was a teenager, and this grown adult woman followed me on her sfw account, and built a friendship with me. a very close one. she eventually started sharing fic. it was fun. she then shared ALL her fic and encouraged me to follow her nsfw account, so i did because i was a dumb teenager that saw her as my friend.

i said “let” me beta read because it started out sfw. she then asked me to beta smut. she would hold it against me every time i said no, so i did.

i undeestand fully none of you had the full story but its kind of disgusting to assume i was invading HER space rather than, idfk, believe a csa victim whos clearly in fucking profic spaces to cope with grooming or ask for more context.

speaking now as somebody who’s in my late 20’s, if somebody asks to beta read your fucking fic, you presumably should know their age, and if it’s nsfw it’s THE ADULT AT FAULT FOR NOT TELLING THEM THAT ISNT APPROPRIATE. and dont bring up “minors lie” MY AGE WAS **ALWAYS** VISIBLE. I AM NOT AT FAULT FOR AN ADULT BUILDING A CLOSE NSFW RELATIONSHIP WITH ME.

i felt so disgusted and invalidated reading those replies in a way i never have on any ask ive sent before. op i really love your takes but i no longer feel safe here. thanks for all you do but i can’t even believe people would sooner assume to blame the victim when their story is being shared. i feel physically ill.

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Oof. She sounds creepy af.

I think part of why people were so defensive is that you phrased it like this is a commonplace occurrence in fandom. Meanwhile, there are prominent anti-AO3 blogs that call things "grooming" that were more like "I wanted attention, so I repeatedly made bad choices, and no one stopped me".

It's a boy who cried wolf situation, though not one caused by you.

[lavishedinjimin]

oof ive been waiting for this one! kim seokjin monster coxk agenda where he tells y/n not to tease him because they can't handle him but y/n does anyway and ends up getting railed on the wall, on the couch, on the bed --- rough as ksj just smirks and tells y/n he told them so. Hajshsjsj

“You don’t know what I can do to you.” Seokjin states simply, face unreadable at first but soon was replaced with a smirk. He watches you walk over to him, slowly stripping yourself out of the confines of your clothes.

Involuntarily, he manspreads, bucking his hips up as he watches you with hooded lids. The sight of you was intoxicating. He lets out a shaky breath when you were left with only your undergarments. “Don’t…” he whispers, his dark eyes following your every move. You kneel in front of him, placing your nimble hands on each of his knees.

“I can take it,” you run your tongue over your lips, seducing him as much to your abilities, “You don’t know what I can take.”

“Say that one more time?” he inquires with a chuckle, tilting his head to the side. “You should watch your mouth before you regret the words that come out of them.”

“I said…” you move your hands up his jean-clad legs, never losing eye contact. Seokjin gives off that intimidating energy, but you try not to get affected. “I can take whatever you give me, babe— oof!”

With strong hands, Seokjin grabs your wrists, instantly making your body freeze up. He bites his lip, gives you a wink, before flipping you over. He lays you on the couch before he hovers on top of you.

As if a button has been pushed inside him, he turns into a different person with a different aura. He yanks your panties down and starts to run two, long and slender fingers up and down your folds. Your eyes widen, both in pleasure and in shock from how wet you are.

Seokjin clicks his tongue, “Tsk, tsk, kitten. You don’t know what you’re asking for. Tell me, do you really want me to fucking pound this sweet little cunt? Do you want me to do that?”

“Yes! Yes,” you gulp, “Please.”

“Well then—” Seokjin goes to work. His cock was already hard from all the teasing you had previously done and he didn’t hesitate to push his cock in your throbbing cunt. He throws his head back in pleasure, revealing his pretty neck. He laughs at the way you squealed.

“What? Too big?”

Seokjin fucks you everywhere. He makes you cum in every place and every piece of furniture that he can fuck you on. You were a sweaty mess, hair sticking onto your clammy skin, while your pussy was just beaten up with his big, fat cock. It was impossible not to cum every minute and every second.

This was only fueling Seokjin’s ego. But you love it. You love how confident he is. “Do you want to stop?” he pants after he makes you cum for the third time.

“N-No,” you whisper.

“That’s what I like to hear.”