#or no! I have a housemate to check with

[exhaustedwerewolf]

hm,,,

[feverdreamsandlucidnightmares]

Why are showers so many steps I want to be unconscious

[dying-suffering-french-stalkers]

guess i'm making this shrimp scampi with macaroni bc either i can't find the spaghetti or we are fully out

[zanderbobs]

Just had the shocking realisation that my new uni house might not have a microwave

[totallyawesome123]

rediscovering I have empathy? craaaazyyyyy

[realmikedirnt]

It Is So Fucking Expensive To Live Out Here

[talkorsomething]

I can't sleep again.

[leonardburton]

Obsessed with your collection of NZ mutuals. Where do you find them. You're FRENCH

on august 24, 2019, i joined a discord server named 'neon writing' aimed at connecting amateur writers (the tumblr post advertising it listed a number of fandoms of interest to the people already in the server. one of these fandoms was starkid, which i was rather an avid fan of in 2019. i was one of the most prolific jazzalil writer at some point, in part due to the very small number of jazzalil writers at the time).

in this server were a certain number of people who were all fellow teens at the time and are all now fellow adults. they are some of my best friends in the world! and among them are 2 kiwis and one former-kiwi-now-usamenerican

(in that server is also the brit that transed my gender (it was an accident) and made me start listening to podcasts (i am now obsessed with podcasts, including wtnv)(special ty to nov loml)

[izzy-b-hands]

Think my phone has finally kicked the bucket, so now I get to rapidly rebudget so I can get a new one ASAP

[katya-goncharov]

every day i resent the fact that i'm not allowed to redecorate the walls in my room in my rented flat

[cosmicanamnesis]

.

[dontbesoevil]

One day, I wish people in all of my different groupwatches would decide that we keep the same time following European times when we switch to winter/summer time. Let’s have the Americans have to do it at a different time for two weeks for once rather than always us Europeans having to adapt our plans for two weeks...

[henswilsons]

i was meant to going up to visit one of my friends tomorrow but she just tested positive for covid :’((

[immortalsins]

i've now told my pat (personal academic tutor; supposed to look out for you) twice about how my home environment has impacted different pieces of work i've tried to complete there (an important group project and a whole internship), not asking for help or considerations, just explaining myself when necessary. he's ignored both emails and this faculty is acting surprised at their legal problems surrounding sui/cide prevention

[freakova]

About to go to bed but found a snake in my room

[feverdreamsandlucidnightmares]

So 4 years ago I was communally banned from using kitchen knives by the person I was living with at the time and our entire mutual friend group agreed with the ban bc I accidentally cut my hand open and almost had to go to the hospital and still have a scar from it and now im moving into an apartment by myself for the first time and I just realized I don’t own any kitchen knives. No one has allowed me to use them in years, I genuinely don’t own anything sharper than a butter knife. And while I don’t cook a lot, I am actually going to have to go buy things like that.

I’m actually quite excited to be moving into my own place. Without expectations or any shit like that carrying over from when I was 18-19 years old. This is just a small example of how I haven’t really been allowed to move on from things or get better. Everyone already had a low opinion of me and even though im less useless now, that’s not how they see me. Maybe I’ll feel like a real person now that I won’t be under that type of scrutiny