#ossd

[raemeh]

𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝

We’re finally doing this, yay

Hey there, We’re Flock or Error. You may know us as Rae. Only recently found out we’re a system. So sorry we were just tired of this acc being kinda a mess, so this is our attempt to organize it

Body info - Name: Flock/Error Age: 15 pronouns: they/them We have ADHD, And undiagnosed OCD & OSSD (Feel free to use this info when talking about us generally)

Hosts & Co-hosts:

Terry, host

(he/him) musical theatre fanatic, physical protector

Dani, co-host

(they/them) Terry’s personal Nuesance, mood booster (I think?)

Rae, host

(they/he) ttrpg nerd, trauma holder

Rhiannon, co-host

(she/they) mythology and history seeker, core

please be patient with us, we only found this out recently

-terry

[nostalgic-soda]

Hey uh. Sorry if this is a weird question but. Any systems okay with sharing advice on like. Figuring out if your a system. The last like two months I’ve been unsure about. That.

[lilithshospital]

Some userboxes for systems to use!! Credits are not needed but are very very very appreciated and please just leave a note if you save/use, ♡ Requests are open in my bio !! Feel free to request lovelies :3

This system has verbal shut down

This alter has verbal shut down

This user has verbal shut down

[frothingbeerbottles]

I don’t feel real, I feel like some kind of weird growth on the side of someone else’s brain and it’s so strange and confusing to me. I’ll never feel real and I’ll never feel like a separate person and maybe that makes me weird in terms of how other people feel but to know my purpose is to fill in for a fragment of the consciousness of a person who just couldn’t take it is so strange to me, I feel like a person, but I’m not really, or I am and I’m just confused.

[theminotaursafurry]

me asking my friend whos a system why one of their alters is fronting

[artemis-sys]

hey do any other systems have like a set time when an alter fronts? like maple usually fronts during the night, maria fronts during work/school, and lily usually fronts to get us up in the morning, stuff like that. we dont know if this is a unique thing or not.

-maple, maria, and sophie

[canary-project]

I really have noone to rely on for this and I am just hoping this reaches someone who might so.

I am not sure what I am.

I feel like I am simply not. I have a very loose sense of identity and a friend who has been by me and we share a lot of struggles mentioned to me that thes were questioning if they were a system (ossd to be specific) and in the conversation it just felt like puzzeles pieces falling to space.

I had a lot of past delusions. I used to believe myself to be a character from a media that whenever I saw others cosplaying or playing as said character I felt uncomfortable, but I chlaked it all up to a delusion, simple as that. Its not as heavy anymore but it still lingers. Than for over a year I was terrified whenever someone touched my back cause of another character with such fears, and when I did cosplay that character I just stared in the mirror like, yea, thats me. Which is weird cause I never recognise myself as me in the mirror, its always a weird face that remind me of someone, but never me.

To this day I struggle a lot and never have a sense of identity other than when I kin a character cause I see myself as them.

I can best describe it as 'MAG 85'

This is a snipet but that episode is simply something that screamed me, and I could simply not explain why

Im just looking for answers, really

If there is anyone out there who knows more of the topic and would be willing to help me, I'd appreciate it. I am really lost. I feel even more lost now with this idea in my head.

Thank you for reading.

[frothingbeerbottles]

OH MY GOD I LOVE IT

did/osdd creature!!

1- two heads!!!

2- three heads even!!!

3- why not give him multiple eyes on his brain 🤯

[if someone's done this lmk, i would love to see that holy shit] -🪱

[uscaacademy]

The Ontario Secondary School Diploma (OSSD) is a significant academic milestone for students in Ontario and internationally, offering a pathway to higher education and career opportunities.Get more information please read this blog.

[infinstar]

Dissociation and emotional flooding

When the feelings that you should've felt 7 years ago and the memories related to it are finally released like a tsunami, flooding everywhere, drowning me within it - I felt the most alive in years. It's also the first time I felt the emotions of that part of me.

I mean those feelings and memories are not even related to trauma or anything negative - it's do with falling in love. But my nervous system is receptive to any strong and high threshold of emotions as something it needs to protect me from so here I am.

When you live your life relatively stable in constant emotional numbness to the point you forget you have a dissociation disorder and there is this sudden intrusion into your consciousness of your past in such detail making you realise and feel so many things and remember your reality.

I mean how the hell am I supposed to have stable relationships with other people when I am so unstable within my self. How can I have an honest conversation with someone about our relationship when I am unaware that I am in love with them or that I care about them so so strongly, simply because those emotions have been hidden from me at that moment. Now that I am aware, it's far too late. That person is not in my life anymore and I realise 7 years later that it was mutual and the other indications of me being in love with them was true. I am so tired of this.

[catacombsys]

Constantly scrolling through a specific tag bc I miss my boyfriend is so fucking embarrassing dude kill me

-Stella

[lilithshospital]

Some quick userboxes I wipped up, I'm very tired right now, so their just little basic things!!!! Credits are not needed but are very very very appreciated and please just leave a note if you save/use, ♡ Requests are open in my bio !! Feel free to request lovelies :3

This system uses single terms

This system uses plural terms

This alter uses single terms

This alter uses plural terms

Single terms - I, Me, Myself etc

Plural terms - We, Us, Our etc

[meadow-dot-7z]

Hold on I need a sec

*transmogrifies into a puppy for a minute and runs around, then turns back into a human*

Okay I'm locked in