#overcaffeinated

[notdelusionalatall]

i don't know if i am real i feel so disconnected from reality

[your-fave-gay-disaster]

im overcaffeinated, overdramatic, underslept (that's a word now) and ready to fuck shit up

no that's a lie im ready to go read fan fic on ao3 and pretend im cool but wtf its basically the same thing

[catinacoat]

Playing my music loud until my demons drown

[yesnowhatno]

Uggh I just overcaffeinated my heaaaaaadddd

[macmusicguy]

Tom's Tracks on the Tens: Short Suite 3 - Over-caffeinated

Tom's Tracks on the Tens: Short Suite 3 - Over-Caffeinated. If your Left and Right hands get into an arguments, who wins?

…and now, yet again, for something COMPLETELY different! It’s another installment of Tom’s Tracks on the Tens! Where the 1st movement is to frustrate toe tappers, the 2nd movement a bit of calm with some jazz voicings, the third a frenetic and has the two hands in a rhythmic argument. They do collide on the back page, resolve in a massive C major…… but the right hand JUST HAS to get in the last…

[watercolourferns]

Overly caffeinated thoughts:

Would a 60 hours day be that bad? I could take a 4 hour nap in the middle of the day, still have time to continue with my day, and it would be socially acceptable to work at night!! 4 hour nap in the middle of the day. 60-4= 56 Another 4 hour nap, taken as "sleep". 56-4=52 And lastly one 2 hour power nap to be had at any time during the day that can be squeezed in. 52-2=50

It's 50 hours left to do whatever I want!!! (Don't quote me on the math, I have dyscalculia.) Why can’t I do this?!

[thewertsearch]

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FROGS

[jicklet]

Nina and Crowley Mr. Six Shots Of Espresso In A Big Cup

[veliseraptor]

i love deeply when i bend my head down toward my cat and she closes the distance to headbutt me. love is real ❤️

[katsy-kitty]

I just wanted to say that I've been feeling better since Saturday afternoon and I'm no longer thinking of ending it all.

So that's good, I think.

Thank you once again to everyone who's been nice to me.

[notdelusionalatall]

30.04.2024 mhifwuh

i am supposed to take

sertraline 50mg

olanzapine 5mg

lamotrigine 25mg

alprazolam 0.5mg

brainvit capsules (some stupid vitamins that i believe are placebo)

once a day.

but

....

I BELIEVE THEY ARE POISON.

so i skip them from time to time.

and mom yells at me for that.

don't ask why. i don't know why exactly i think that lmaooo 💀

I am also a recovering alcoholic. 11 months WITHOUT ALCOHOL I FUCKING MADE IT.

😡

but i know someone is praying on my downfall so listen:

I WON'T RELAPSE JUST TO SPITE YOU.

(only I know what all of this truly means)

[fell-contract]

hi i talked to your spirit guide and she said it's actually your moral obligation to be as earnest as possible.

[american-dream-denial]

remembering the time last week when i did this. in an attempt to manifest mcr5. i know i’m delusional but i think i’m getting worse. gerard please come back i miss you ever so much

[tarnussy]

posting Rykard in Altus for no reason

[lemongrablothbrok]

Hehe hey remember that brief period in time when Mike Nesmith (The Monkees' lead guitarist and resident asshole) looked almost identical to Jimmy Page (who was not yet but would be Led Zeppelin's lead guitarist and resident asshole. I mean, a bigger asshole than the other members. Which I can't really say for The Yardbirds which was his band at the time, lest we forget Eric Clapton, who is/was at least as much of an asshole as Page, is also an alumnus of The Yardbirds. Anyway)? Pepperidge Farm remembers...

Anyway, a few key differences between these two control freak stick figures of undeniable talent but dubious likeability: Mike Nesmith could actually drive (and with proficiency) a car as well as a motorcycle (as well as -- I believe -- an airplane?) and punch a hole clear through drywall (true story), whereas Mister Black Magick on the other hand didn't (and still doesn't? Not sure?) have a driver's license, was not reasonably safe on a motorcycle even as a passenger (true story), and any attempt to do bare-knuckled physical damage to the structural integrity of a building would probably result in Jimmy looking like this:

Thank you for coming to my "How to Tell the Difference Between the Lanky Raven Haired Lead Guitarist Douchebags in lemongrablothbrok's Favorite Late '60s/early '70s Pop/Rock Quartets Where There's Two Capricorns and One is Some Cute Lil Guy Named Jones and the Other One is This Bitch Right Here" TED Talk. I forget why I did it in the first place, I think I was bored. And because comparing and contrasting arbitrary shit is my jam.

Also a couple months ago I had this dream that Led Zeppelin had their own TV show like The Monkees except it was them. Which would have been fucking wild. I blame those charmingly domestic indoor shots from the Chateau Marmont photoshoot for planting such zany ideas in my subconscious.

[caluski]

ah yes my mutuals with cannibalism kink, or as I like to call them, mu-chew-als,