#panic at the disco rp meme

[consult-sherlockholmes]

Why is everyone talking about some panic at a disco? I know discos are loud and filled with idiotic drunk people that are even louder and bright lights, but that suddenly everyone on Tumblr agrees that discos are anxiety inducing and starts to post about it at the exact same time so it starts trending can’t be a coincidence.

[halloweeneverlong]

pretty. odd. sentence starters

sentence starters taken from pretty odd by panic! at the disco <3

we’re so starving

- “it’s been so long, we’re so sorry we’ve been gone!”

- “we’re still the same.”

- “you don’t have to worry.”

nine in the afternoon

- “yeah, we’re feeling so good.”

- “looks like the end of history as we know.”

- “it’s just the end of the world!”

- “you know that you feel it too.”

- “man, it feels good to feel this way.”

she’s a handsome woman

- “just don’t put your teeth on me.”

- “i wasn’t born to be a skeleton.”

- “everything you have is on your back.”

do you know what i’m seeing?

- “i’d sing along, wouldn’t you too?”

- “what would they do if they just knew?”

- “i never gave a damn about the weather, and it never gave a damn about me.”

- “if i go to hell will you come with me or just leave?”

- “if the world were ending would you kiss me?”

that green gentleman (things have changed)

- “things are shaping up to be pretty odd.”

- “it seems i’m someone i’ve never met.”

- “and everybody gets their way.”

- “things have changed for me, and that’s okay.”

- “i never said i missed her.”

- “i’m the only one to blame.”

- “i wanna know what everyone knows.”

- “i never said i’d leave the city!”

i have friends in holy spaces

- “you remind me of a former love.”

- “it’s fine with me, i’m just taking in the scenery.”

- “you remind me of a few of my famous friends.”

- “i’d like it a lot more than you’d think.”

- “hey, moon.”

northern downpour

- “hey moon, please forget to fall down.”

- “i missed your skin.”

- “i know the world’s a broken bone.”

when the day met the night

- “she was drinking tea in a garden.”

- “her eyes saved his life.”

- “would it be alright if we just sat and talked for a while?”

pas de cheval

- “imagine knowing me!”

- “it’s the greatest thing you’d ever imagine.”

- “you’ll never know until you’re there.”

the piano knows something i don’t know

- “she’s the smoke.”

- “i can’t prove this makes any sense, but i sure hope it does.”

- “i was born with curiosity.”

behind the sea

- “we’re all too smart to talk to god.”

- “boy, did they have fun!”

- “the men all played along.”

folkin’ around

- “nothing really mattered except for me to be with you.”

- “your melody sounds as sweet as the first time it was sung.”

- “i’ll even have the courtesy of admitting i was wrong.”

- “i’ve never been more scared to be alone.”

- “find your own way back home.”

she had the world

- “she didn’t ever hold me.”

- “it never made her happy.”

- “when i look in her eyes, i just see the sky.”

- “i don’t love you, i’m just passing the time.”

- “you could love me if i knew how to lie.”

- “who could love me? i am out of my mind.”

from a mountain in the middle of the cabins

- “you do this all the time.”

- “this isn’t how we paid the bills before.”

- “such torturous things.”

- “if you’re going, then go.”

mad as rabbits

- “i’ll sleep in the rain.”

- “who could ask for any more?”

- “we must reinvent love.”

[riokhosa]

❝ OH, HE'S SLIGHTLY CLEVER TO JUST A CERTAIN EXTENT ... #RIOKHOSA — THE LAST LIVING DOLL ! independent, exclusive monster popstar oc rp blog. no fandom attached but open to different verses. mutuals-only. 21+. ( clowned on by adam 🎪 he/him ) BLOGROLL: @bloodtwin & @mrsaxobeast CARRD. <- not done yet ): RULES & ABOUT BELOW.

RULES: 01. RIO KHOSA is a MAN. his pronouns are he/him, exclusively. he is transgender, has not medically transitioned, & has NO PLANS TO DO SO. if you think this is ‘ fetishizing trans men, ’ block me. i am a feminine trans man myself ! do not patronize me !! ( it's happened in the past, so i needed to say it. *sighs like a tired, old dog* -_- ) - additionally: he's a bit of a mary-sue LOL. i am self-indulgent with my ocs. he's kind of perfect at everything he does, BUT that's like, the point of his character & his personality is quite disastrous so that balances things, no ? 02. SELECTIVE because rio is my baby, this blog is exclusive & mutuals-only. please do not interact with my posts if we do not follow each other. 03. FORMATTING i stylize my posts. you do not have to. if my formatting is difficult for you to read, lmk & i will change it ! 04. SHIPPING rio is very difficult to ship with bc he kind of sucks, but i am open to it if there's chemistry. 05. TRIGGERS "cw ___" is how i tag triggers. there will be gore & n/sft themes on this blog, but i will tag them. lmk if you need me to tag anything specific for you !! my only personal trigger is roaches. i can handle written descriptions of them but not images, so please tag those !! thanks :] 06. INTERACTIONS feel free to message me, send me memes, etc any time !! i am very nice, i promise. i felt quite stern after writing the first rule, but i am just a little guy i swear.

ABOUT: Name: Rio Khosa Age: ‘ 21 ’ — for the past seven years Date of Birth: Feb. 14th Hometown: Grand Ari City Occupation: Pop singer, Actor Species: Undead Human, of course ! Gender: Man ( transgender ) Pronouns: He/Him Sexual Orientation: Bisexy

Height: 6'2 Hair: Pink, wavy mohawk Eyes: Pink, doll-like Complexion: Pale as a corpse Distinguishing marks: Beauty mark under one eye ( which eye ? depends ) Personality: Ambitious, abrasive, self-absorbed, stubborn, honest, generally an unpleasant person to be around, but he is very sweet to his fans ( he gets better when you get to know him, i swear ... ) Character Inspirations*: Lady Gaga, Rohan Kishibe ( JoJo's Bizarre Adventure ), Mettaton ( Undertale ), Panic! at the Disco's A Fever You Can't Sweat Out, Mary Shelley's Frankenstein *just to give you a few reference points for his vibes while his carrd is under construction LOL

[literally-lydia]

Emo Song Title Starters | RP Meme

(Go put those title names to good use!)

Panic! At The Disco:

• "I write sins, not tragedies."

• "Hey look Ma, I made it."

• "This is gospel."

• "Don't threaten me with a good time."

• "Build God, then we'll talk."

• "Dancing's not a crime."

• "Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off."

• "But it's better if you do."

• "Let's Kill Tonight."

• "Do you know what I'm seeing?"

• "I have friends in holy spaces."

• "The only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage."

• "The piano knows something I don't know."

• "She's a handsome woman."

• "We're so starving."

• "When the day met the night."

Fall Out Boy:

• "Dead on arrival."

• "I'm like a lawyer with the way I'm always trying to get you off."

• "I've been waiting."

• "The kids aren't alright."

• "A little less Sixteen Candles, a little more 'touch me'."

• "Sugar, we're goin down."

• "This ain't a scene, it's an arms race."

• "Alone together."

• "Dance, dance!"

• "Hold me tight, or don't."

• "I don't care."

My Chemical Romance:

• "Bury me in black."

• "Famous last words."

• "Fake your death."

• "The five of us are dying."

• "Give 'em hell, kid."

• "Heaven help us."

• "Honey, this mirror isn't big enough for the two of us."

• "I'm not okay, I promise."

• "I don't love you."

• "I never told you what I do for a living."

• "It's not a fashion statement, it's a fucking deathwish."

• "Look alive, sunshine."

• "The only hope for me is you."

• "Save yourself, I'll hold them back."

• "This is the best day ever."

Paramore:

• "Ain't it fun?"

• "Feeling sorry?"

• "For a pessimist, I'm pretty optimistic."

• "Hate to see your heart break."

• "Here we go again."

• "I caught myself."

• "Never let this go."

• "Playing God."

• "Tell me how."

• "Tell me it's okay."

• "That's what you get!"

• "Told you so."

• "We are broken."

Death Cab for Cutie:

• "Different names for the same thing."

• "For what reason?"

• "I dreamt we spoke again."

• "I was a kaleidoscope."

• "I will follow you into the dark."

• "I will possess your heart."

• "Someday you will be loved."

• "We looked like giants."

• "You moved away."

• "Your heart is an empty room."

[amourmemes]

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘.  𝐎𝐃𝐃.   ,    𝐁𝐘  𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂  !  𝐀𝐓  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎  .

lyrics  selectively  chosen  from  panic  !  at  the  disco’s  album  pretty.  odd.  ,  which  happens  to  be  my  favorite  !     customize  /  change  pronouns  as  pleased  !

❛  it’s  just  the  end  of  the  world  .  ❜ ❛  let’s  go  into  a  place  where  thoughts  can  bloom  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  losing  the  feeling  of  feeling  unique  .  ❜ ❛  let’s  go  back  to  the  room  where  it  all  began  .  ❜ ❛  will  you  come  with  me  or  just  leave  me  ?  ❜ ❛  if  they  just  knew  what  we  could  do  .  ❜ ❛  so  it  seems  i’m  someone  i’ve  never  met  .  ❜ ❛  you  will  only  hear  these  elegant  crimes  .  ❜ ❛  you  carry  a  little  piece  with  you  .  ❜ ❛  if  all  our  life  is  but  a  dream  ,  we  should  feed  our  jewelry  to  the  sea  .  ❜ ❛  genius  only  comes  along  in  storms  of  fabled  foreign  tongues  .  ❜ ❛  i  know  the  world’s  a  broken  bone  ,  but  melt  your  headaches  ,  call  it  home  .  ❜ ❛  as  long  as  you  can  make  a  promise  not  to  break  my  little  heart  .  ❜ ❛  give  your  feet  a  chance  ,  they’ll  do  all  the  thinking  .  ❜ ❛  i  was  born  with  curiosity  the  likes  of  those  of  old  crows  .  ❜ ❛  we’re  all  too  smart  to  talk  to  god  .  ❜ ❛  and  if  words  are  just  hollow  birds  ?  ❜ ❛  in  time  we  all  forgot  and  we  all  grew  .  ❜ ❛  your  melody  sounds  as  sweet  as  the  first  time  it  was  sung  .  ❜ ❛  you’ve  never  been  so  divine  in  accepting  your  defeat  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  never  been  more  scared  to  be  alone  .  ❜ ❛  if  love  is  not  enough  to  put  my  enemies  to  sleep  ,  find  your  own  way  back  home  .  ❜ ❛  when  i  look  in  her  eyes  i  just  see  the  sky  .  ❜ ❛  you  could  love  me  if  i  knew  how  to  lie  .  ❜ ❛  but  who  could  love  me  ?  ❜ ❛  the  sun  was  always  in  her  eyes  ,  she  didn’t  even  see  me  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  sure  i  didn’t  ruin  her  ,  just  made  her  more  interesting  .  ❜ ❛  such  torturous  things  ,  always  chewing  up  the  only  words  i  ever  mean  .  ❜ ❛  all  your  wishes  they  will  sink  like  stones  slowly  down  a  lonely  well  .  ❜ ❛  who  could  ask  for  anymore  ?  who  could  have  more  ?  ❜

[semi-friendly-emo]

ATTENTION FOLLOWERS (AND THOSE WHO FOUND THIS POST UNDER THE BELOW TAGS)

If i make a discord server who would join???

ive made a server before and that kinda died :(

the new server would have a channel for: venting/ranting, mental health, marvel (and you can branch off this channel into RPs), disney, emo music and memes, a questions channel, and maybe more idk yet

if you are interested please like and/or reblog this aswell as DM me

if i get enough attention on this post i will set up this server

THIS SERVER WILL 100% BE LGBTQ+ FRIENDLY

check the tags to see if you would be interested 

[misscrazylove99]

[rpmemes-galore]

Panic! at the Disco --- Pray For The Wicked Album  {Sentence Starters}

“You're a sweet talker.”

“Someone still loves you.”

“And if you lose, boo hoo.”

“You need me, don't you?“

“You're not gonna make it.”

“I don't know if I will survive.”

“They were the best of times.”

“And nobody owes you, now.”

“Always had high, high hopes.”

“But, nobody knows you, now.”

“Now it looks like a wasteland.”

“And I don't feel anything at all.”

“I guess it just ain't big enough.”

“This is the oddest of summers.”

“Everything about you is perfect.”

“Sorry to get sentimental tonight.”

“I was gonna be that one in a million.”

“I'm filthy as charged, filthy as charged.”

“They were the best of times of your life.”

“And there's only memories when it's over.”

“Burn your biographies, rewrite your history.”

“Some only live to die, I'm alive to fly higher.”

“Didn't know how, but I always had a feeling...”

“Didn't have a dime but I always had a vision.”

“Been waiting for somebody else to carry me.”

“There's nothing else there for me at my door.”

“I don't trust anything or anyone, below the Sun.”

“All the people I know aren't who they used to be.”

“Been traveling in packs that I can't carry anymore.”

“So, pour out some liquor, make it an old fashioned.”

“All my life been hustling and tonight is my appraisal.”

“Far away to a place where I'm free from the weight...”

“We were swallowing the nights like we had nine lives.”

“Everything about you is perfect, down to your blood type.”

“Every face along the boulevard is a dreamer just like you.”

“This is what it feels like when you become one of the drunks.”

“Heaven knows that I'm born too late for these ghosts that I chase.”“

“It's just that everything reminds me of things I thought I shouldn't have to see, again.”

[inbox-bait]

pretty. odd. asks 🌺

we’re so starving — have you ever left someone high and dry?

nine in the afternoon — have you ever done drugs?

she’s a handsome woman — do you live in the moment?

do you know what i’m seeing? — have you ever hallucinated?

that green gentleman — have things changed for the better in your life?

i have friends in holy spaces — has a former lover ever fucked you over?

northern downpour — do you ever feel lonely?

when the day met the night — have you ever been in love with someone who was the complete opposite of you?

pas de cheval — what’s the best thing that’s ever happened to you?

the piano knows something i don’t know — does your curiosity ever get you into trouble?

behind the sea — do you ever talk to god?

folkin’ around — what’s your favorite memory?

she had the world — do you ever feel like you could rule the world?

from a mountain in the middle of the cabins — what’s your favorite season of the year?

mad as rabbits — do you believe in true love?

[lillarpmemes]

𝑃𝐴𝑁𝐼𝐶! 𝐴𝑇 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝐷𝐼𝑆𝐶𝑂 - 𝐶𝑂𝐿𝐿𝐴𝑅 𝐹𝑈𝐿𝐿 𝑆𝑇𝐴𝑅𝑇𝐸𝑅𝑆

WARNING: SOME SENTENCE STARTERS MAY IMPLY NSFW THEMES OR POTENTIALLY TRIGGERING THEMES.

❝ we’ve waited so damn long. ❞

❝ we’re sick and tired. ❞

❝ i won’t leave any doubt or stone unturned. ❞

❝ i’ve got a collar full of chemistry from your company. ❞

❝ maybe tonight i’ll be the libertine. ❞

❝ show me your love. ❞

❝ gimme more. ❞

❝ but it’s not enough. ❞

❝ show me your love before the world catches up. ❞

❝ there’s always time for second guesses. ❞

❝ i don’t want to know. ❞

❝ if you’re going to be the death of me, that’s how i wanna go. ❞

❝ you’ve got it all worked out in so little time. ❞

❝ i’d blackout if you were mine ❞

❝ you’ve got a pocketful of reasons why you’re here tonight. ❞

❝ baby, tonight, just be the death of me. ❞

[intombedarc]

*  knowing  your  partner  well  can  potentially  make  writing  a  lot  easier,  repost,  do  not  reblog.

name :  saturn🪐

pronouns :  she / her

preference  of  communication :  i panic at the disco tbh

name  of  muse(s) :  miss hawthorne @ adeadlyspy, miss natchios @ eleketra and my muses on here. there’s also another oc i have but it’s low activity for now.

experience / how  long  ( months / years ? ) :  2012 AD, bitches

best  experience :  i wanna say 2014/2015 when everyone started doing container themes and getting into icons. for some reason, it was a whole vibe and stressful at the same time lmao

rp  pet  peeves / deal  breakers :  pushing a ship that i’m not comfortable with. i think that’s everyone’s deal breaker tbh. uhhhhh not... communicating? or at least not communicating properly. there’s a few other pet peeves i can’t think of right now but those two are the main ones.

plots or memes :  i like both that work hand in hand. sometimes memes do a better job, sometimes plotting does. it really depends on the muse i’m playing with.

preferences  fluff,  angst,  or  smut :  smut is cool but fluff because i’m a soft bean. and angst because i’m a demon too. 

best  time  to  write :  for some WILD reason, it’s late at night when i have to go to fucking bED

tagged by:  @magizian 🪄 tagging:  @dingvs ; @crasvespertilio ; @handpickedriot ; @starsinshadows ; @rcliicta

[theshinsun]

I was tagged by @gaytaiga, ily buddy <3

1.name/nickname: Shinsun/Shin

2.gender: trans man

3.star sign: Leo

4.height: 5'7″

5.time: 11:33 pm, time to Start homework eheh... (I say and then procrastinate w things like this)

6.birthday: August 20th

7.favorite bands/groups: Mother Mother, Nothing But Thieves, The Neighbourhood, Silversun Pickups, Panic! At The Disco, Fall Out Boy, Muse, Bad Suns, Jukebox the Ghost, Rainbow Kitten Surprise... etc

8.favorite solo artists: Hozier, Regina Spektor, Florence and the Machine, Janelle Monae, Shearwater, Gregory Alan Isakov, khai dreams, Bug Hunter

9.song stuck in my head: I’m Your Wreck by Mt Joy

10.last movie: Into the Spider-verse, for like, the tenth time I don’t care I’ll never get tired of it.

11.last show: if a youtube series counts... I watched My Pride by tribbleofdoom, an artist whose animations I’ve been following for many years (it slaps check it out if you like badass gay lionesses)... otherwise, my roommate and I binged Ouran all the way through... twice in a row bc that’s how quarantine has been.

12.when did i create this blog: I think I originally made it in 2012, deactivated for a bit, then came back in 2014.

13.what do i post: a lot of KNB/Haikyuu!! meta, select other fandom things, fanfic and some of my art, animals, cool facts and memes. 

14.last thing i googled: “how big do goldfish get” specifically to prove a point to a customer.

15.other blogs: I’ve got a few (inactive) rp blogs still floating out there in the ether, @incorrectbballboys is my incorrect KNB quotes blog, which I started after the demise of @incorrectknb. @shintillating is my current art blog (though I may be rebranding soon if my teachers have anything to say about it) @ihavefishues is my fish sideblog bc yes that’s a thing that exists, and @stuckonloop is my music rec blog, for whatever happens to be stuck in my head at any given time.

16.do i get asks: uhh... sometimes? every now and then I’ll get one about my fics or headcanons, or if I’ve reblogged an ask meme recently. my incorrect quotes blog gets some too, once in awhile.

17.why i chose my url: I’ve said this before, but some asshole has been holding onto the url “shinsun” since 2012 with a Blank Blog I shit you not... 

18.following: 1,371... my dash is never boring. honestly most of them are probably inactive now, but I’ve been accumulating for seven years, in my defense.

19.followers: 662. I still have no idea how it’s that many tbh my blog is all over the place.

20.average hours of sleep: lately? like 6? unless we’re talking consecutive hours, in which case it’s closer to 3 or 4, I am... not doing so hot.

21.lucky number: none, I cannot stress enough how little I believe in luck.

22.instruments: I have a guitar, but it needs tuning and I haven’t learned to play it. I did learn to play a recorder in elementary school but idk if I still can.

23.what am i wearing: my undershirt from work and basketball shorts that are my pajama bottoms.

24.dream job: something where I can work with animals, help people, and/or create art (preferably without pain)... otherwise the what and how have gotten pretty fuzzy now.

25.dream trip: all around the world. no, really, I want to see everything. ...for something more realistic, I’ve been really drawn to the idea of roadtripping up the west coast all the way to Alaska lately.

26.favorite food: chocolate cheesecake. anything involving chocolate and/or cake, honestly. ...also this one specific fried jumbo gulf shrimp from this one specific restaurant in my hometown; no seafood place here on the coast has even come Close to matching it.

27.nationality: 'murican

28.favorite song: f-favorite? uhh right now I’d have to say Moral Panic by Nothing But Thieves, but I know that’s not the answer I gave last time I was asked this.

29.last book i read: I just finished The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham Jones. I also recently plowed through Alice in Wonderland in one day, I’m trying to get back into reading books again.

30.top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: Avatar universe and Narnia. once I would have said H*rry P*tter universe, but it’s been ruined for me so fuck it, Animorphs universe (yes I’d take that human and alien gore-fest over H*gwarts at this point, I’m not playing).

Tagging: @bakugoukatsuki-rising, @hybristophilica, @choking-on-roses, @vanilla-daydreams, @ruluxe, @hadenxcharm, @spaztictwitch and anyone else who’d like to tbh

[maos2013]

Get to Know Me Tag!

I was tagged by @justanalto

Name/Nickname: Ashley, Ash

Gender: female

Star Sign: Virgo

Height: 5′6.5″ (I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again - the .5″ is important.)

Time: 6:55 PM

Birthday: September 15

Favorite Bands: Paramore, The Head and the Heart, Panic! At the Disco, The Original Broadway Cast of Hamilton (does this count? Idk, but I’m listing it anyway)

Favorite Solo Artists: Taylor Swift, Lizzo, and I’m sure there are more, but my brain is empty. 

Song Stuck In My Head: “happiness” by Taylor Swift

Last Movie: Holidate it was cute!! And I watched with friends, so even better!

Last Show: The 100. I am possibly a little obsessed.

When Did I Create This Blog: sometime in 2017? I think? Maybe late 2016? Idek.

What I Post: memes, fandom content, cute animals, whatever strikes my fancy.

Last Thing I Googled: samsung galaxy book comparisons (waiting on that stimulus check to hit my bank account so I can finally get a new computer lol)

Other blogs: @theofficialagentdavis though I don’t think any of us have been active on our RP accounts in a while. Could be wrong though.

Following: 1043. Um. Wow. Had no idea it was that many.

Followers: 348 of y’all really like my random assortment of content and ramblings huh? Alright. Maybe, I am doing something right then.

Average hours of sleep: ok, listen. The average makes me look pretty sane, ok? It is almost always either 4-5 or 10-12 with very little in between. Don’t come for me.

Lucky number: Is that a real thing? I dunno. 

Instruments: I played the trumpet very poorly in middle and high school. TBH, band got me out of working on Friday nights since I had to go to all the football games, sooo. Sit outside with my friends for a few hours each Friday or work at KFC/Taco Bell? The choice was easy for me.

What I Am Wearing: a pair of comfy shorts that I’ve owned for way too many years, and free t-shirt from my dentist’s office

Dream Job: stay-at-home dog-mom

Dream Trip: go to London/ Paris with my bestie. We’ve been trying to plan/ schedule this for almost 2 years and it hasn’t happened yet for a variety of reasons.

Favorite Food: Italian!! My dad is part Italian and when h cooks from scratch it is so good!!

Nationality: From the US. More specifically, I’m from the deep South, y’all. Don’t hold it against me. ;)

Favorite Song: depends on the day. But today, I listened to “champagne problems” and “happiness” by Taylor Swift on repeat while I was out and about running errands.

Last Book I Read: I think it was P.S. I Still Love You by Jenny Han. 

Top 3 Fictional Universes I’d Like To Live In: Probably His Dark Materials by Philip Pullman - I’ve always wondered what form my daemon would take. Then of course Harry Potter (but like @justanalto said, without the JKR bullshit.). And finally the Inheritance series by Christopher Paolini - I just want a dragon, ok? Don’t remind me that I’m afraid of heights, it’s fine.

tagging: @browneyedgenius @aleksandrachaev @sapphicsgaia @immhungry @queen-of-love-and-beauty @ussjellyfish or anyone else who might want to participate. :)

[panwriter]

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you want to know better.

Thanks @violasmirabiles for the tag!

1. Name/Nicknames: Sydney or Syd. 

2. Gender: Genderfluid, She/He

3. Star Sign: Gemini babeyyyy

4. Height: Last I checked I was 5′6

5. Time: 9:45 am cause I’m waiting for class.

6. Birthday: May 23, gonna be 22

7. Favourite Band: Imagine Dragons, Fall Out Boy, Muse, Panic! at the Disco. Yes, I’m white.

8. Favourite Solo Artist: Billie Eilish, Megan Thee Stallion, Ariana Grande, and many more.

9. Song Stuck in My Head: Rasputin by: Boney M but slowed

10. Last Movie: Bride of the Reanimator. Hyperfixated gang rise up.

11. Last Show: Desperate Housewives. @brilliancetheory and I are working our way through the whole series. Currently on the beginning of season 4.

12. When I Created This Blog: February 11th, 2020. But I’ve had many blogs before this one. I’ve been on tumblr for a while.

13. What I Post: Whatever the fuck I want lmao. Mostly my interests, stuff that I relate to, stuff I agree with, etc. As for my own posts, its mostly @brilliancetheory and I clowning around.

14. Last Thing I Googled: American Horror Story Winter. It’s for an FC.

15. Other Blogs: Only got this bitch, but I have many abandoned/inactive RP blogs floating around. Bet you can’t find me.

16. Do I get asks?: Nah. I wish I did. I’ll reblog those ask meme things once and a while but unless I’m being a nuance I don’t get asks.

17. Why I Chose My URL: I’m pansexual, and I’m a writer. I will also write almost anything, and pan means all. Ergo, PanWriter. Plus it sounds and looks legit.

18. Following: 142 blogs that just provide the content I like.

19. Followers: 38. Love you guys.

20. Average Hours of Sleep: Six to Eight

21. Lucky Number: I don’t fuck with odd numbers. 6 and 8 are the best.

22. Instruments: I don’t have any but I used to play the bass clarinet in school. I’m asthmatic. I did okay.

23. What I Am Wearing: Green leggings, blue t-shirt.

24. Dream Job: Direct a movie or write a graphic novel. That will never happen though lmao.

25. Dream Trip: Going to England to visit @brilliancetheory

26. Favourite Food: Spicy, crispy, fried chicken sandwich. Imma be getting it today!

27. Nationality: Canadian

28. Favourite Song: I can’t pick it changes literally every week. Right now I’m vibing with Herbert West by: Atom Force

29. Last Book I Read: I have no fucking clue. Do school textbooks count?

30. Top 3 fictional universes I would love to live in: ATLA, Desperate Housewives, Sims. I don’t fucking know lol.

Tagging: @brilliancetheory , @xmichaelmyers , @xnaitomea , @the0verboss , @sweet-as-battery , @rhysmeyers 

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Thank you for tagging me @thisgirlsays22

RULES: Answer 30 questions and tag whoever you like; tag me too if you do I guess?

Name/Nickname: Conundrum / Dee

Gender: she/her

Star sign: taurus

Height: 5′8″

Time: is relative

Birthday: April 27

Favorite bands: Florence + the Machine, The Killers, Bastille, Cold War Kids, Panic! At the Disco, Lord Huron, Mumford and Sons, Queen, idk I either listen to indie/folk-ish stuff or synthwave when I write

Favorite solo artists: Adele, P!nk

Song stuck in my head: None at the moment. Give it time.

Last movie: Not sure. It’s been a while. Something I watched for CKR I think.

Last show: Superman and Lois

When did I create this blog: 2012?

What I post: stuff about writing, art (other people’s and occasionally my own), grumpy socialist rants, current fandom fixations (due south, teen wolf, doctor who, campion), memes

Last thing googled: how old a particular hockey player was

Other blogs: none active, used to have a couple rp blogs

Do I get asks: rarely, and if I do there’s good odds I forget without answering (sorry)

Why I chose my url: I have a thing for time travel stories, and I was using this name elsewhere and liked it. I have never changed my tumblr url.

Following: 1103 (I literally cannot keep up with my dash and don’t try)

Followers: 478 (mostly real humans I think?)

Average hours of sleep: depends on if I’m working; 7-8 if I don’t have to be up early, 4-5 if I do. I’m naturally a night owl and often sleep deprived.

Lucky number: 27

Instruments: not really since the violin attempt

What am I wearing: hoodie and leggings

Dream trip: Husband and I wanted to have our honeymoon in Italy. Still hasn’t happened yet. Someday, hopefully.

Favorite food: chicken fajitas probably 

Nationality: US / American

Favorite song: this changes constantly, current obsessive go-to is Higher Love - Kygo & Whitney Houston

Last book read: I’m currently too deep into fanfic comfort reading at the moment to remember the last actual book; I think it might’ve been a hockey romance novel

Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in: uh... star trek maybe? I could really go for some post-capitalist utopia right about now.

Favorite color: blue

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OC Music Meme

I was tagged for this by @actualanxiousswampwitch ! Thank you & sorry it took so long, didn’t have time to write this out before I left for holiday stuff so here we go! I shall tag: @actualanxiousswampwitch (go on give us another one XD), @a-muirehen​ , @kyber-heart​ , @thedinalixlegacy​ (no pressure as always, I know I’m kinda late now sksjkshskhs!) and anyone else who wants to do this, yes, I promise I mean you!

art is by @ ocellifera on deviantART! :D

Let’s do Aria this time, shall we! Since her playlist is the second-longest, and her and Vano’s ship playlist is the longest, we’ll have the most (probable options! Long post so goin’ under a cut. Additional TW’s for: drugs, alcohol, alcoholism, drug addiction and murder, in case I’ve forgotten to add it to the song-specific sections. If you click past this cut, know that this is what you may find there.

reminds you of them most: It was super hard to pick just three for hers, there were so many others I wanted to include here, but couldn’t, as I wanted to make sure I included songs that covered as much of her over-arching characterisation as I could. Honourable mentions to: Miss Jackson - Panic! At The Disco feat. LOLO, Wilson (Expensive Mistakes) - Fall Out Boy, Beekeeper - Keaton Henson, and Bones Of A Rabbit - Young Heretics, which can all be found (and more) on her Spotify Playlist - catch-all warning for: sex, drugs, violence and murdering of parents applies here, be aware her playlist is very dark, just as dark as Rai’s but with differing subject matter, proceed with caution if you find anything like that triggering!)

You’re Going Down - Sick Puppies :: This one is kinda self-explanatory. I heard it on a Spotify or Youtube shuffle at some point a year or so ago and immediately went “Oh, hey Aria!” so onto her playlist it went XD “Because I'm hyped up out of control If it's a fight, I'm ready to go I wouldn't put my money on the other guy If you know what I know that I know.”  don’t mess with the Tiny Sith, guys, she will put you in the medbay. She’ll do it, she’s done it before ask Vano what happened to the last guy *nods*

Liar - The Arcadian Wild :: This is a relatively “new” song in comparison, which was sent to me by a good rp/writer friend on Discord (who afaik doesn’t have other socials!) that I often discuss plot points etc. with among other things, saying “hey this reminded me of Aria thought you’d like it!”. I listened to it and yep, sure enough, it’s an Aria song. A big part of Aria’s character is that at the start, she really is quite a bad person. She’s nasty, and cantankerous and she really doesn’t care about anybody except for herself (and maybe her dad. A tiny bit.), as things progress, however, while she is still inherently quite rude and selfish, she DOES learn to value other people...provided they are people she cares about, like Vano, and her friends, and so on,  as well as (sometimes, she’s working on it still) taking the blame for her own actions and learning it’s not “weak” or bad to a) admit you care about people, b) make mistakes and c) admit those mistakes and take responsibility for them. "I sense there’s trouble ahead, it’s clear by the signs and warnings. That should tell where all blame is due, So why are they pointing at MY head? [...] I sense deception to come. Honestly, truth and I are never one. 'Cause I am the lying man and I have made you my next victim. I need you to see through my act, to tell me I'm wrong, to take off the mask, or else I'll be left in the lie. And I'll deceive my way straight to demise! Cause I’m not in the right state of mind, I just wish I had strength to admit it. My stubbornness will put up a fight! But I don’t deserve to win it... I’m left in the dark, pondering my mistakes But in the light I swear I will, deny it all...” 

I didn’t mean to post like half the song but woops it’s done so have it anyway lmao

Brutus - The Buttress :: TW: intense violent imagery in the lyrics. This one is very relevant but contains spoilers for upcoming and as of yet unposted/incomplete chapters (as in...like 3 ish chapters time at most) of Creeping Shadows, so I’ll post this quote as “explanation” and let you theorize who it’s about

“My name is Brutus and my name means “heavy” So with a heavy heart I'll guide this dagger into the heart of my Enemy! My whole life you were a teacher and friend to me Please know my actions are not motivated only by envy I too have a destiny! This death will be art! The people will speak of this day from near and afar This event will be history, And I'll be great too! I don't want what you have, I wanna be you!!“

reminds another character of them:

Where’s My Love? - SYML :: (Vano) I think the acoustic version is especially emotional : ))) Vano looked for her for years but couldn’t find her and genuinely thought Aria was dead. You can understand why she was so fucking angry when she found out that was a lie...but at the same time, she just wanted her love to come home :( “Did she run away? Did she run away? I don't know If she ran away, If she ran away, Come back home Just come home“

Mothers - Daughter :: (Myla, her mother) “Love all you need to love before it goes... When your face becomes a stranger’s that I don’t know. You will never remember who I was to you [...] I’m called “mother”, but they’re called “home”.”

Myla raised Aria for the first few years of her life, and really wanted to keep her away from both the Jedi and the Sith but as it became more and more clear that Aria’s Force affinity was as strong as her father’s, the situation rapidly spiralled out of Myla’s control. She tried to hide Aria, but in the end her father Noctis did find them and take Aria to train with the Sith. She didn’t see her daughter again until she was a teenager, suddenly turning up with the task to kill her for treason against the Empire (Myla is not the canon Imp Agent, but follows the general trajectory of the LS!Agent storyline i.e. an agent disillusioned with the Empire who eventually defects to the Republic with the help of the SIS.). Though she’s a Senator on Onderon now, Myla carried a blaster for personal protection and ofc knows how to use it, except...she couldn’t shoot her own daughter and that was all she wrote. I imagine her thought process during her final moments went something like in this song, especially the bit that I highlighted up there.

reminds you of a relationship of theirs, doesn’t have to be romantic, can be paternal, friendly, etc:

Tongues & Teeth - The Crane Wives :: Aria & Vano (Romantic). Aria’s relationship with Vano is incredibly messy and complicated. On one hand, she knows Vano deserves better, but at the same time she doesn’t want her to go anywhere else and it seems like no matter what she does to try and “warn her off” about what a “bad person” she is, Vano keeps coming back anyway. Ergo, this song. "Oh, I will ruin you. I will ruin you. It’s a habit...I can’t help it. I know that you mean so well, but I am not a vessel for your good intent. I will only break your pretty things, I will only wring you dry of everything! But if you’re fine with that, if you’re fine with that [...] You can be mine.”

Colours - Halsey :: Aria & Merak & Ziri (Friendship/Platonic Love) “You’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope, I hope you make it to the day you’re 28 years old...”

Aria “coped” (i.e. not very well but she did it) with the guilt of killing her mother and the stress brought on by the night terrors by self-medicating with glitterstims (spice) and alcohol, and this is how Merak in particular remembers her. Though she got clean from spice after they picked up Ziri, she still continued to drink (and still does) quite heavily, though at least it’s easier to manage that habit. Both of them supported her through this the best they could and it’s probably a big reason (other than Merak being Vano’s little brother) that they’re still Aria’s friends to this day, even if she doesn’t actively travel with them anymore.

(honourable mention to Agnes - Glass Animals which also falls under this “category” but I didn’t want this to get too crowded lmao, it is once again a super long post woops) You’re Gonna Go Far, Kid - The Offspring :: Aria & Roan/Darth Noctis (Familial/Familial Love) Listen, he may have taught her very bad emotional habits and turned her into a tiny attack dog, but her father did love & protect her the best way he possibly could. He was very proud of her and always envisioned her taking his place as a Darth one day (and it takes her a longass while, but eventually she does! Congrats dad!). That’s all I’ve got to say about this one 🤷‍♀️ Monster - Willyecho :: Aria & Satele Shan/The Jedi Order (Enemies to Begrudging Respect (eventually) “I can see the truth. No, you don’t have to lie to me. Don’t fill your head with things and think you’re free~ [...] You don’t believe in monsters, do you~?” ”Of course not!” ”Well, I do...” See me change...into something...darker....” My personal favourite from this “round”. It’s not until Ilum that Satele and the Jedi finally realise they have not “converted” Aria as they thought they did, but rather...they’ve had a Sith hiding under their noses, a Sith related to a Dark Councillor well-known for murdering Jedi no less, and that perhaps...the “deaths” she had convinced them were accidental, were in fact, not an accident at all. 😈 Aria, of course, gets her ass thrown in jail for a few years for this lmao When the schtick with the Revanites happens and Theron needs someone who can “negotiate in a civil manner with Sith”, he and his mother agree Aria is the best bet - if it works, the Sith will respond more positively to her than any other Jedi, if they kill her instead then they’re “rid of” her and don’t lose one of their own - when Lana’s point-of-contact happens to be Vano and the pair reunite after another several years apart, Aria refuses to return to the Republic after Yavin IV. By then, she’s developed enough of a begrudging respect for Satele (and vice versa) that the Grand Master lets her go (not that she was willing to try and fight Vano, Ni’kasi, Marr & Lana to try and take Aria prisoner again anyways). They haven’t seen each other since and though Aria is neutral to the Jedi who have joined the Alliance, she doesn’t care for those who are still loyal to the Republic and would rather have nothing to do with them if she can help it.