#pls don't be afraid to im me or ask questions if you have any

[kyo-kris]

Shigaraki Tomura x FTM Reader HEADCANONS

❥ Telling him that you're trans

Fluffy Headcanons.

Pronouns for reader: he/him

♡ You and him were having a chemistry, even if both never would dare to talk about this, and no one from L.o.V (except for Toga. Im sure she would shipp you and Tomura)

♡ Well, but when you noticed that you were liking him, you got nervous. So. Fucking. Nervous. You didn't know that they had a trans member in L.o.V and you were afraid of being just rejected or humiliated because of your gender.

♡ Well, you decided one night to open up to Twice about your gender, you were fucking SHAKING. Ending up discovering the trans member and that nobody gives a damn for what you identify yourself, as long as you are strong and help them, you will be respected.

➥ (If you don't like Twice, just imagine another member or you discovering by yourself that information) (pls who doesn't like him...)

♡ This information just relaxed you so much, and you just felt safe to talk about it to Shigaraki. But now how would you do it was the problem. He was always busy with his plans.

♡ But one day, you found your chance. Only him in living room, the others were outside doing different things. Doesn't matters. You took the advantage and courage (of course the courage of a few months thinking about this).

♡ You wasn't totally surprise because you knew about the member, but you hadn't seem any expression so genuinely like this. People tries to support or show that they support you, or they treat you differently (most time in a bad way). But this pookie? Nah. He was just "ok, and?"

♡ "W-what do you mean with 'ok, and?', you already knew it??" you asked with wide eyes, but at the same time you were so greatful for him not turn this a headache.

♡ "No? I mean, good for you, I'll keep calling you the same way as I always did." He said, same expression as if you just told him that you were going to sleep or something like that.

♡ "Thanks. I always feel like if I don't tell, the person will be mad or feel trapped. It happens more than I wish"

♡ "Trapped? What the fuck. Why would I?" You didn't know if was a rhetorical question or you had to answer it, but you just let a light laugh come out.

♡ "Is that all the reason you wanted to tell me you are trans?" He seemed to notice your nervous face.

♡ "Do you... Do you wanna go out with me sometime?" You felt your cheek burning like a fire "y-you don't have to accept, I was just wondering maybe we.. Uhm could-"

♡ "Yes" He coldly (or softly. You were too nervous to notice) said, turning his head away from your look.

♡ "What?" You heard it right?

♡ "Don't make me repeat myself" You thought maybe he was annoyed or impatient, but it wasn't, he was blushing as hell. And when you noticed, you made your way to tease

♡ "Whoa you're so red. Are you running a fever?" You tried your best to hold back your laugh

♡ "Im changing my mind!" His voice was slightly shaking, and you also noticed that, but decided to keep to yourself. It was just so cute seeing him like this!

♥︎ You could see a short smile on his face. Maybe you didn't need to be nervous at all. Everything went right.

Notes from Kyo ♡: Hello again! Well, my "I wanna feel safe and loved" is here, isn't? Two fluffy posts and the same character XD. Now you can suggest anything on my blog, can be anonymous too, feel free.

Here a list about what I do and what I don't:

[desceros]

You & GB are RUINING me with your blurple villain Leo au How dare you sirs?! You've turned me absolutely feral a slobbering bitey mess /pos

Unfortunately for you activating my hyperfixation also means activating my obsessive brain spinning... Questions be upon ye!!!

Did Lamb-chan grow up with Donnie? How did she first meet villain!Leo? What did she do/say that flipped Leo from "you're a pretty dumb innocent little lamb huh" to "you're *mine* I am keeping you forever"? How did Donnie react the first time Lamb-chan came home smelling like Leo? Is that what snapped his control, the moment his instincts drove him to finally (thoroughly) demonstrate just how well he can take care of her? How did Leo react the next time he saw Lamb-chan & she smelled like Donnie?

I humbly submit these questions in the hopes that you may see fit to give me any crumbs nay even specks of delicious brain food that can be spared 🙏 pls & ty 🙏🙏

[after i gush for twenty minutes about how this is all their fault for enabling me] oh man i love questions

EDIT THIS GOT SO LONG. OH MY GOD. IM PUTTING IT UNDER A CUT also hi @gbao3 <3 please add your thoughts to this as well

so it aaaaaaall started with this post, with leo being the wolf and donnie being the sheep dog.

as such, you're childhood friends with donnie, since sheep dogs grow up with their sheep. i imagine he's basically always been a little in love with you, but it hasn't always been... ah... healthy? like. when he was young it was that kind of 'when we grow up let's get married bc we're best friends' love. and then as a teenager it became kind of an obsession. doesn't the world know how important you are to him? can't you see how dangerous it can be without him to protect you?

it's during this stage that he's maybe a bit self-destructive with it, literally at one point putting himself between you and another mutant, ending up with him having the scars on his shell. he mellows out a little as he grows older, to the point where now it's just a fact of his life that he's in love with you and there won't ever be anyone else; it's less of a fire inside of him and more just. yeah. duh? of course i love them and would die for them? zzzzz next question. but he's still very much the kind of person who asks you your itinerary down to the fifteen minute mark when you leave so he can make sure to know exactly when you'll be home.

i suspect that as lamb-chan, as much as you also love donnie, that can get a little, uh. overbearing. to say the least. i think that you have a habit of slipping out from time to time (since you live at the lair where donnie is always always always watching), just to breathe, to get away from it a little. the world looks a little different without donatello at your side, after all, and you're a little curious. so maybe you wander a little too far, sometimes.

and leo. god. leo is a breath of something that feels like air, but you're not sure what it is.

i don't have the exact first meeting pinned down in my head, but i do have this mental image of him sitting on a fire escape, one knee bent up to his chest and the other hanging down the side, a toothy grin on his face as he mockingly asks what a soft little thing like you is doing on this side of town. and you see him and you're just like, oh. he. he looks a lot like donnie. so you're a lot less scared than you probably should be, and that—that fascinates him. what kind of world do you live in where he's all but a perfect picture of the underbelly of the world, and you smile at him?

what would it take for you to look at him like everyone else does?

so he invites you to come back again. and you, well, you're just like. wow!! friend shaped!! so you do. but this time leo's not on the fire escape. he's on the ground, and he circles you a bit like a predator would. he's looking for you to be uncomfortable; to be afraid. but he made one small mistake; the shape of his smirk, now that he's close, is eerily familiar. it looks so much like donnie's, you could swear the two were twins. and it makes it so, so hard to be anything other than curious. mikey and raph don't look so similar to donnie, after all. why does leo?

so it continues like that until one day, leo says something and you laugh. and that—that hits him like a bludgeon to the chest. it's not like any laugh he's ever had directed at him before. and when you open your eyes, wiping away the amused tears, your gaze is so fucking soft. in that moment, leo realizes that he's hungry. and you—you look like you'd taste so. good.

meanwhile donnie is like. no really. where the fuck are you going. and one day he follows you and who the fuck is this guy with his arms around you. (but i think i'm going to leave that one for another day bc i have a nice one-shot in my drafts folder about how that'd play out)

[starii-lins]

IM OPENING COMMISSIONS!!

this is purely to fund my dca addiction, its not a problem i swear /hj

There will be 7 requests at once (so i dont overwhelm myself) Payment/commission details below :] Info here may change, this is my first time so pls be nice-

Slots open: 7

If interested, DM me about the details of your commission here (pls feel free to be as detailed as you want, infodump even, it helps! /gen) and if you have any questions or special requests, don't be afraid to ask! Drawings will hopefully be done in 2-3 weeks, and if not feel free to yell at me

Payment: Touch N Go (MYR/RM (i will DM)), Ko-fi (USD)

Doodles & Sketches: Full price upfront, send proof

Coloured & Comics: I will send a concept sketch, and once agreed on, send proof of payment

Edit:

Ive also decided to accept commissions for donations to Palestine as well. Any donation (worth the same prices as the usual commissions) can be used to request something drawn according to the price given for the normal commissions! Screenshots of proof must be given, and donations must be to a credible charity or family in need etc.

Here are some links to info and the donations I will be accepting:

I will be open to discussion/negotiation if you can't donate the exact amount, just lmk beforehand :] (only for donations)

[porcelainpillowprince]

about me .ᐟ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁⋆｡𖦹°⭒˚｡⋆

read before following .ᐟ ★.˚𖦹｡⋆

hello !! you can call me myung (mi-ung) ! i'm 18, i use it/its , im a trans male + some xenos , and gay for my lovely boyfriend (taken) ! im a bottom leaning switch and 90% of posts will be bottom themed. this is a nblm/mlm centric account!!!!!

this is my silly little blog to get all of my horny brainrot out :]

my posts are light hearted nsfw writings both short and long form (when i get the time lol). i won't post any violent kinks or scenarios so you're safe with me here !! my posts are very in-the-moment and occasionally sappy and romantic because i don't see alot of that stuff!!! so i've taken matters into my own hands !! i don't take things to seriously here so i may often re/post stupid things or cute photos as well since this is my only account currently! (i may eventually start a sideblog for aesthetics or fandom things but we'll see!!)

i really do hope you enjoy reading ! i always love feedback on what you think or any ideas you'd want me to ramble about (i do love talking lol) my ask box is always open and i'd be grateful if you left any fun concepts , silly messages , or just a "hey i like your posts!" i do have some limits on what i will write but if you're unsure then don't be afraid to message me or drop it in anyways and ill always reply !! im very friendly don't be scared i don't bite (my posts say otherwise but i promise i wont bite you guys).

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‧₊˚.𖥔 dni ⋆˙ᝰ.ᐟ

hard kinks , r4peplay / cnc , women , fem-aligned , minors , ageless or empty page , chasers , fujoshi , ed blogs , people interested in flirting with me / sexting / relationship

all of these are insta-block on interaction (like, follow, reblog etc.) .ᐟ

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‧₊˚.𖥔 kinks ⋆˙ᝰ.ᐟ

"yes .ᐟ" ★.˚𖦹｡⋆

praise/degradation , dacryphilia , light somno , overstimulation , desperation , begging , bondage , creampie , breeding (no preg) , biting , petplay (some aspects not all) , marking , orgasm control/denial , royalty , vampirism , cockwarming , possessive , soft objectification (i am literally a doll lol) , free use (in specific contexts) , manhandling/wrestling

( may add more later .ᐟ )

"no .ᐟ" ★.˚𖦹｡⋆

any hard or violent kinks , non-con , dub-con , drugging , omorashi/piss cnc , rapeplay , detrans , misgendering , torture , scat , gore , impact (receiving) , inflation , incest , vomit , hypno , gangbang/threesome/polyamory , primal , anything dead dove/ taboo , any usage of "daddy" regardless of ddlb/g involvement.

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‧₊˚.𖥔 terms ⋆˙ᝰ.ᐟ

terms/ names i enjoy and am likely to use in my posts .ᐟ

- pretty boy

- good boy

- cuntboy

- prince

- slut

- (stupid/pretty) mutt

- (stupid/pretty) dog

- (sex) doll

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‧₊˚.𖥔 asks ⋆˙ᝰ.ᐟ

my rules for asks are fairly simple and i love answering questions .ᐟ

yes .ᐟ ★.˚𖦹｡⋆

ask questions about my blog or me , request specific writings or share ideas , ask my opinion or input on certain kinks or scenes (i enjoy learning about new things so pls share your favorites!) , ask for longer writings or for me to expand on a previous post

hmm.. ★.˚𖦹｡⋆

ask questions about my boyfriend (i have to check with them first lol) , ask to promote your blog (i gotta check it out first but usually yes!!!) ,

no .ᐟ ★.˚𖦹｡⋆

ask for me to post photos of myself publicly or share privately , ask for onlyfans or other social medias , ask for writings about kinks i don't like or with concepts that i am uncomfortable with

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[lovedazai]

miss mai, how was your week ? mine was quite chaotic, since i woke up at 3am because i had a painful headache tut . . .

i have a question ! how do you start a writing blog and grow it ? i've been wanting to start one for a while, but i'm unsure that people would want to read my works . . . sorry if this question seems stupid ! you don't have to answer it if you want ! have a great rest of your day !

hii nonnie! i had a good week, i treated myself to some french style hot chocolate, painted my nails baby pink, & got started on my christmas shopping! im so sorry ab ur headache :( thats the worst, im kissing it better rn! i hope u got some extra rest today & sleep well tonight <3 <3

i think the best way to grow ur writing blog is to post as often as u possibly can!! on my first blog, i got 1k+ followers in a few months cus i posted multiple times a week (it did burn me out tho :< so much so i moved to this blog instead) also dont forget ab tags so ppl can find ur work!! i think writing for more popular characters could help u if u want more interactions / want to build ur followers up at first. ive noticed smut gets more attention than fluff, if that helps at all !! im sure so many ppl would love to read ur works nonnie, i know this is a little corny hehe but u never know until u try right !! i still get a little anxious every time i post

running a writing blog is supposed to be fun so try not to put a lot of pressure on urself :< although interactions are ofc v validating !! just dont forget ab u & ur ideas, personally i have the most fun when i write what i want to write, ykwim? id love to follow u & read ur writing if u ever decide to post it <3 <3 !! i hope at least some of this helped u !! if u have any other questions pls dont be afraid to come back & ask!!

[givemearmstopraywith]

ohhh, can i ask why you personally don’t want to do therapy? not as a scrutinizing question but more of a “oh. i’ve never encountered a person who actively chose not to do therapy” because i’m really super curious!! but also, if it’s too intimate, pls feel free to just ignore this ask :))

i don't find that contemporary therapy practices, at least at the level which i can afford in the area where i currently am, serve the mental health issues that i have and what i've experienced in my past. therapy is subject to trends, like anything else. the current trend in therapy is one that has actively harmed my mental health and caused me to regress, dissociate, or worse when i've tried to access mental health services. i also find that most therapists who are available to me are not equipped to deal with the type of trauma and comorbidities that i have.

there's also, obviously, financial barriers. most free or low-cost therapy options are coming from people who specialize in cognitive behaviour therapy, which unilaterally does not work for me. cbt treats symptoms of mental illness in order to rehabilitate people who are "sick" so they can function at a level deemed "normal." it does not treat the underlying cause of the symptoms of mental health issues, and when ive done cbt i have ended up regressing hugely and wound up worse off than i was before. i thought maybe i was just doing it "wrong" for years and i was the problem, but i became friends with someone who has a similar traumatic background to me and discovered they also found that cbt did not work for them.

this isn't a choice that i would recommend to anyone, but for me personally being able to allow myself to not prioritize therapy and not play into a feedback loop of guilt and inadequacy- the idea that im not "doing enough" to "fix" a "problem" with my brain- has been hugely empowering. im saying that with caution because i dont want impressionable young people to take this and run with it. if i had the choice, i would be in therapy. and someday, when i have the financial means and access to the therapy that is right for me, i will absolutely pursue it. but we live in a wellness based culture that has simultaneously given everyone the tools they need for diagnosis, while also having coopted mental health into the same arena as fitness, thinness, and diet culture. if you're not actively try to make your brain work better or run faster, then you're lazy. if you're doing what should work to make your brain run faster and its not helping, then that's a problem with you and not with the help you're getting or the industry that's giving it to you. im very critical of how mental health is dealt with, and a lot moreso now that i've engaged in practical training in psychotherapy and spiritual care.

that being said, and this is very important: when my mental health was at its worst, when i was actively suicidal and experiencing extremes of manic depression, i was in therapy because i couldn't cope with it on my own. me deciding that i didnt want to therapy coincided with me recovering from serious issues with mental health and having numerous live changes that allowed me to be safe and stable- i left a very bad job, stopped talking to dysfunctional people, left abusive relationships, and reoriented my life path to one where i felt content and like i was fulfilling my purpose. not being in therapy only worked once the outside factors of my environment were as good as i could get them. if you are in crisis or feel like you may hurt yourself, you should absolutely not hesitate to seek help and not use me as an example in any way whatsoever, except in terms of being critical of the type of therapy you are getting and not being afraid to decide something is wrong for you if it feels like its not helping. you are allowed to decide that something doesn't feel right for you.

[pillatedcompills]

🌈Welcome🌈

Welcome to my Blog folks, a very wacky blog! My interests range from medias such as Pikmin, Fnaf, Tsp , Adventure Time, Owl house, Gravity Falls, Murder Drones, Bugbo Object Shows and 🎵Music🎵such as Will Wood , Tally hall, Dermot Kennedy , Passenger, and a lot more. You could say this is the "PNF404 / Gay parable blog!

General Rules for this blog is that,🙅🏽🚫 IN NO WORLD 🚫🙅🏽will there be any Nsfw accounts, Proship smuck, Losers,Creeps,Pedos, Anyone under 12, and forms of blatant bigotry allowed on this blog. If you fit any of those , see your way OUT of my blog. PS If you come to my blog, and want to talk to me dm me DO NOT send me an anon ask. Do not come on my blog if you think you're going to tell me to stuff, or to give unwanted advice. Any of that behavior will be rewarded with a BLOCK.

( Some info about me ) Im Blasian and a lesbian. My name is Charlie Com Shroom Pillated -Pills Pik William Spiral Miller . I have autism, and adhd, ( diagnosed btw 👿) I have a lovely girlfriend whos name is Juno, you might see her under my posts from time to time. I HATE THE NARRATOR FROM TSP /HJ and if you like him I WILL HUNT YOU DOWNNNN. I love 432 and Curator sm :)

My pronouns are Its/It only!!

Interests that I have that I don't usually talk about are Clowns, Memes, Commentary ,Singing, Dancing, Writing, Documentaries, Internet History , Gore and a whole lot more. My dms are ALWAYS open, so please don't be afraid to dm me. Please do not get me involved in online drama, if you have an issue with me make it known before hand .

Please respect my boundaries, if I tell you to not do something I expect you to do so. Do not question my wellbeing or anything else on here, as I do not need it. Warnings for this account are somewhat suggestive content, gore, awful humor, cursing and violence. I would quite frankly prefer 14+ but I don't mind younger folks. Respect my opinions and ships as well, if you don't like what I post go away.

https://www.tumblr.com/lxvesizk ( my girlfriends blog PLS FOLLOW HER!! )

( HERE IS MY ALT TUMBLR ) And here is my youtube channel as well! Thanks for reading my intro, anyways have a wonderful day!

[tsukkismoonlight]

There's a note on your desk...

Edit: These are now being closed for the time being ! Thank you everyone who has sent something in! I am going to be working on these for the next few days, given i have the time to get them done with work and all (gross, work,,, i am currently,, working)

Hello all!! I have decided to open up some match ups ! I'll be accepting them for a few days, starting right now, and ending on the 29th or so (depending on if anyone sends them in, i may or may not keep them open for a while)

What they'll consist of:

▪︎ a character who I think you'd fit with !

▪︎ either headcanons, or a drabble !

▪︎ if im feeling up to it, some sort of moodboard/lockscreen, or a few songs that also fit !

▪︎ honestly im not too sure but !! Anyways

What I'll need from you:

▪︎ a description of yourself (pictures not necessary! If you happen to send one, and don't want me to post it, please lmk) I wanna know hobbies, personality traits, favorite colors, anything you think would be helpful!

▪︎ you can put your age, or just an age range, gender preference, romantic or platonic ect.

▪︎ which fandom, or fandoms you'd like me to choose from (Out of the ones im going to list that is)

▪︎ depending on the day or time, I'll just need a bit of patience, i work a lot this coming week (dreading it already)

What I will do:

ill do match ups from any of the following fandoms

▪︎ Haikyuu, My Hero Academia, Attack on Titan, Naruto, Tokyo Revengers, Demon Slayer, Jujutsu Kaisen, Obey Me

▪︎ these will most likely be cute & fluffy, i may throw some au's in there (if you have one in mind, pls lmk!)

▪︎ it is about to be spooky season, so some may even be fall themed!

▪︎ this is a sfw blog so i wont be doing any nsfw or anything that relates to violence or gore and whatnot

▪︎ on the small chance you send me a picture of yourself, and you dont mention anything about your age, i will not be posting them! I will tag you with your username, or if you leave an emoji, i will use that as well!

▪︎ i will be using the tag #/matchups at midnight , so if you'd prefer not to see these, you can block that tag!

If you have any questions don't be afraid to ask !

[everyonesfavdreamgirl]

Hii I am writing this in a hope to get Reply:) Thankyou so much !!

I know about law from 1 year but i didn't manifested fully any of my desires but this time I wanna be consistent and no matter what I wanna manifest this time soo pls help me in my manifestation....

My exams are going to held from this 22 September and I wanna top my exams I wanna be a topper of my class and score my desired percentage but I'm afraid I haven't study anything I have so much syllabus to complete but I don't have any time to study now I am afraid how will I top my exams, What will I write?? and this doubt arising that Am I really worthy to be topper without studying ?? Do I really deserve it? What if others doubt me what if they ask questions and I'll not able to ans and blah blah blah but on the other side I am like wtf ofcourse I deserve it I am the one who is the main character here I am the one who know about law of assumption So OFCOURSE I DESERVE IT !!

But again I'm like How?? I didn't even study anything what will I write in my examss??

Anyways can you give me Affirmation example for my desire ( Become Topper of my class & Score 98.11% in my exams )

How to think from the end sorry I'm confused 😭

What scene will I choose for my SATS?

PLEASE REPLY ~~

Again thankyouu if u will reply mee ty for helping everyone !!!!!

hii and i’ll do the best to help and guide you but in the end of the day it all comes down to YOU. bby you can be topper of your class without studying bc all you need is yourself and your mind. honestly it doesn’t matter if others doubt you because guess what? YOU ARE GOING TO BE ON TOP NO MATTER WHAT. yess you deserve everything because you’re the god of your fucking reality so it doesn’t matter if you haven’t studied or if people are going to doubt you. affirmations you can use are “i am the topper of my class” “damn look at me, im the smartest student in my class and i don’t even study” “ wow i really scored 98% on my exams i am i really that smart?” you can use these affirmations but honestly coming up your own would be so much better in my opinion because it feels more natural. you think from the end by affirming for your desires and persisting no matter you see in your 3D. if you find it hard to persist in your desires and doubt a lot then just saturate your mind with your affirmations. the SATS scene is all up to you. and np <3

[transmasc-wizard]

I have a STS question to offer hello yes,,,

Out of the cast of GFS (or any other WIP if you want to answer for other characters),,,, which TMA fears do you think, for lack of a better term, match best with each character?

Or if that one doesn't work, pls tell me a little about your character creation process b/c I am Intrigued!! (Also not sire if I've asked that before JAJDJF)

HIHIHIHI IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND AN EXCUSE TO WRITE THIS OUT LIKE FOREVER AND EVER THANK YOU FOR THIS QUESTION

im going to list what theyre most likely to become avatars of. so, like, fears they're susceptible to and have, but also.... and YET.... can't help holding on to/feeling like they Need.

Angel: the End. they're a necromancer, after all. Angel's relationship with death is something that their arc is heavily tied to, in more ways than one.

Bea: the Lonely or the Buried. Bea is so, so afraid of being lonely, and yet she can't manage to bring herself to actually trust people and form lasting, strong relationships. Bea is also being crushed by all the pressures and debts and responsibilities being forced onto her, and she does not know how to escape--not to mention, feels like she isn't allowed to.

Hope: the Vast, in the more metaphorical sense--not the "help fuck i'm falling" way, but the "i am insignificant. I am nothing. i leave no impact on the uncaring universe" way. Hope wants desperately to be able to make a mark on the world, but feels they will never be able to do so.

Corey: I almost said the Web, Vast, or Lonely, and they'd be fair enough choices, but. no, actually. The Eye. He does not want to be watched, he does not want to be known, and at the same time, he MUST know. he's desperate to know, to have all his questions answered, even if it destroys him.

Rowan: this is another one where she could be split equally between two. Before the second half of book 2, it's definitely the Slaughter; she is forced into a life of relentless violence, but fears it all the same. After that, though, the Web (with Slaughter still in there). She must be in charge. She must be in control. She never, ever wants to be used or manipulated ever again. Ever.

Tasya: the Spiral, specifically the fear of the world being wrong, of deception and lies, and illusion. This was always kind of there as a fear of hers, but after literally everything with Rowan, it gets worse.

bonus side characters: Vanya's is the Stranger. He's deeply afraid and mistrusting of things that do not feel quite right, that are almost human but not close enough. Lucian's is the Desolation. It fears the constant pain and loss that haunts it, that it cannot seem to escape. Anya's (ooh!! villain i don't talk about!!) is the Corruption. She fears decay, disgust, unhealthy love. Dwyn's (another villain I don't talk about!!) is the Hunt. Pretty standard hunt stuff, too. Fearing being chased, being the prey instead of the predator.

i would also talk abt character creation but this got too long sdkjfhdsf. anyway this was fun!! and also i will now be obsessively thinking about all my other OCs' TMA fears

[onlyseokmins]

hiii how do you start a blog??? i reallyyyy wanna post my writing but idk how to start.... like formatting a blog making a pinned doing a layout idk what im doing😭 sorry if this is random for me to ask

Hey there! ❤️ Not too random to ask someone who's constantly setting up new blogs for fun and rarely using them 😭 ✋🏼 now take this all w/ a grain of salt but fr feel free to drop by/share your stories w/ me when you post them and come back if you need more help!!

So let me try to hit the points you addressed!

Formatting a blog:

Definitely have a profile picture! This is your "face" on Tumblr ~

Headers are a ton of fun. You can basically do whatever you want with them - hide, stretch, use your profile picture, or create something of your own (I would not suggest taking someone's gif or something they created unless you have permission 🙏) If you want something fancy, feel free to ask someone (but check their guidelines first ofc)

I would suggest enabling a custom theme under your blog settings if you want to format the web browser/desktop version of your blog (https://[url].tumblr.com is different from the "dashboard/mobile" view found on https://tumblr.com/[url]). This can only be done in the web browser/desktop version of blog settings (and can be important for your description later)

^ Confusing, I know! If you have more questions lmk, it's sort of not necessary but it's fun for me to customize 😂

You can find lots of tumblr themes to customize from the tumblr store or if you'd like you can get codes here too.

Making a pinned:

You can make any post a pinned post but only one can be pinned at a time.

Cheat: I have a habit of editing old posts that have 0 notes and/or one of my first posts and using it as I like 💀

Pinned posts can obviously contain whatever you want! Songs, funny quote, or a more detailed intro post - and can be changed any time!

Layout of your blog:

This is where creativity comes in lol! Try not to copy someone else if you can, totally cool if you're inspired but I've def seen a lot of people mimic others and it's just 😔

For example, ig you could say my layout/theme is based off a "streamer" concept lol. Some people keep it simple, some people just do whatever. Good news is you can always change it at your preference!

Honestly it doesn't matter how simple or fancy it is, I think as long as it's easy to navigate, you can do whatever.

Things I suggest to have somewhere on your blog:

Masterlist: a list of links to all your stories

Guidelines: don't be afraid to refer people to these!!

Intro: can be basic but be sure to tell a bit about yourself so ppl can interact with you

^ these can be linked in your description (code example below) and/or a pinned post

Tag navigation: (optional) much better than tumblr's featured tags option imho but if you use a specific tag for certain content/posts, make use of that!

Okay so tumblr is a hellsite but it has a TON of features and things you can do with it if you want. You do need to know some html coding but thankfully it's pretty straightforward and there are a lot of resources out there. I think html is still only editable on web browser/desktop version of tumblr. So you're best bet is to hit the edit theme button below (back to what we talked abt before 😂)

I'm horrible at tutorials btw. And helping people 💀 but fr I love setting up blogs so pls feel free to hmu more! I'm looking forward to another writer in the community! ❤️

[hongism]

Helloooo ^o^ I have a writing question! Do you ever plan out a series then get so excited you write a whole scene/chapter before it's time? Like the biggest action sequence or the biggest plot twist and would you recommend doing so?

Secondly, for moc have you fleshed out the ending, like do you know how it's going to end? And if not at what point will you decide to do so? Bc I'm planning a fic I haven't planned out the ending for but I really want to start writing it! And tbf I'm not at all sure how it's going to end

Ooh and also (pls tell me if I'm being annoying) when you were planning out moc characters, did they seem to mold themselves a certain way automatically? like I didn't want my character or my story to go in this direction but really it's the best way or the only option to write it this way!

And lastly do you have any advice for new writers? Much appreciated!!!

Also the most recent moc I AM BARELY BREATHING the hongjoong scene I cannot see straight I am too in my head about him ughhh JUST ONE CHANCE I BEG no but I looooove your writing so much 😌 take good care of yourself my dear caly ❤️❤️

oh absolutely ALWAYS!! i do that so so often, i have one of the final scenes of moc written and tucked away in a google doc for when the time finally comes 😭 in fact i very often construct my scenes around an idea that i have and i'll write out a whole scene if i feel really excited about it!! i totally recommend it, i recommend that you write whatever comes to your mind without stopping to edit or anything and just leave that bit for later. write whatever is in your brain and let it all out then you can go back after the fact and edit and make changes as you see fit! it's best to just,, let it rip i think

secondly, i have not fully fleshed out the ending. atm (and kinda since the beginning) i have had two ideas for the ending that are quite different so i guess you could say i have a vague-ish idea in that sense. i will definitely need to decide which way things go around act 12/13 i think? 14 at the LATEST. i'm not the best person about ending things tho bc i fear ending things period but i think it's always a good thing to think about while still in the planning stages bc that will help you figure out how you want to get from point A to point B!

honestly when i was initially structuring the characters i think i wrote 1-2 pages worth of character notes for each one, but when i finally started writing, things kinda just took their own course. now when i look back at those character notes, things are vastly different and there are only some minor bits/backstory notes that are still the same kkkk so yeah they molded themselves just with the writing as i went!! there are definitely things in retrospect i wish were different but honestly i don't want the characters themselves to be different from what they have made themselves become im happy in that regard ^-^

my advice to new writers is to simply not be afraid to write for yourself. i spent probably 8-9 years writing just for myself and i never posted anything and it was all simply for me but even just having that experience of constantly writing, constantly reading, constantly growing my writing in all sorts of avenues was something that really helped when i did find the courage to start posting my writing here on tumblr!

thank you so much for asking me so many questions i hope my advice can help even just a little bit and im sOOO so thankful that you enjoy moc so much hehe i love seeing people engrossed with hongjoong :3 take care of yourself too beloved 💕💕💕💕💕💕

[defiestars]

some quick verse + tlj thoughts related info  * *  very uhHHH likely to change as i go / as i remember things more clearly if / when i subject myself to tlj again

i.  recovery   //    in the empire strikes back novelisation luke was in his bacta tank for 12 hours and then slept for another 16 hours for fatal hypothermia.  assuming bacta technology has advanced and become more sophisticated,  particularly because it’s now been synthesised into a suit,  i’d estimate finn’s recovery to have been in the 30-36 hour mark.  (   also, he’s force-sensitive but that’s A Whole Other Topic  !  )   

if we assume:  day 1 post-tfa:  rey staying long enough to get her hot new Grey Jedi Look together  +  organise the gps bracelet plan with leia.  the resistance receiving alerts that the first order fleet is approaching and beginning evacuation plans.  day 2 post-tfa:  finn wakes up,  half a day earlier than he did in tlj,  just in time to offer information on the weak points of the star destroyers and the dreadnought, including helping devise the plan to eliminate the dreadnought’s surface cannons and clear the way for the resistance bombers. 

ii.  allegiance   //   FINN OWES !! THE RESISTANCE !! NOTHING !!!!!!  HE DOESN’T OWE ANYBODY SHIT !!!!!!!  this boy has risked his life and livelihood time and again from the moment he chose not to kill for the first order for complete strangers,  for a movement he had no prior connections with.  even if leaving and becoming a  ‘’’’’’’ traitor ‘’’’’’ to the resistance had been right for his character and a valid development in his character arc,  he does not deserve to be called a deserter for wanting nothing to do with the first order ever again.  like........... does anybody fucking realise that alongside the very possible defeat of the resistance, finn being captured by the first order again probably means he wouldn’t be killed, but  reconditioned  ???????  the first order has had deserters, too !!   they also get tasered !  in the Head, specifically their Brain, where they’re basically restored to factory settings.  not to mention the sheer amount of bravery and courage and heroism it takes for him to turn around and face the organization that destroyed his childhood, enslaved him, and has systematically abused him every day of his life.

with all of that said,,,,,  it makes 0 sense for finn to decide, in the middle of the resistance evacuation, to suddenly up and leave with a shitty ass excuse about needing to be far away for when rey comes back.  like ??????  rey's path is already so deeply and inexorably tied to the rube goldberg machine that is the jedi, the resistance, and the skywalkers,  and finn knows this.  even if he wasn’t fundamentally a person with a moral compass that couldn’t be broken even by two decades of indoctrination into a fascist space nazi regime,  finn does The Things He Does because they’re the right thing to do.  his character arc is not and has never been defined by rey.  i don’t know what dinosaur sloth titty juice rian johnson’s been drinking but repeating parts of finn’s earlier character development to the point of regression is not !!! good !!!! writing !!!!!!!

given that he’s spent 36ish hours in a recovery coma,  finn hasn’t had so much as a Second to process,  or decide,  where he stands in the resistance.  like rey,  he too is looking for someone to show him his place in all this.  unlike rey,  he has no mentor figure, no introspective screentime alone,  no inner dialogue or space to explore who he is now in the post-first order part of his life.  but,  for the time being and given the time-sensitivity of the resistance evacuation,  he is absolutely on the side of the rebels.  these are the people who saved him and protected him,  who gave him the jacket off their backs and something to fight for.  not only does deserting make 0 logical or tactical sense in the middle of an evacuation,  it’s just outright selfish ??  and self-serving ???  none of which finn is, thank you @ryan johnson.

iii.  rebellion   //   so there’s been a lot of differing opinions on finn and rose’s storyline and after agonizing a lot of this i’ve come to the almost final decision that it’s Not As Bad as ppl want it to be.  like a lot of mischaracterisation fuck-ups in tlj,  it mainly comes down to  how this storyline was treated in the grand scheme of tlj and how significant it was to the overarching plot.  canto bight only seems irrelevant because ryan johnson is a terrible fucking writer who thrives off sidelining his characters of color.  thematically, it served it as a damning critique of the powerful ruling class and political economic elites that are actively profitting from the injustice and oppression of war.  rose showing those kids the resistance emblem in her ring is one of the most iconic moments in the film;  inspiring a whole generation of children to rise up against their oppressors is  everything the resistance symbolizes and fights for.  

throwing in an unnecessary oc spitting some half-assed  ‘ everything isn’t always good or bad, sometimes there’s just grey areas ’  message in a parallel of the jedi story and ultimately having the undercover mission serve No Purpose Whatsoever was a shitty move.  in keeping with the fandom interpretation that tlj is a story about failure,  this would’ve been okay  only  if  the detour onto the star destroyer hadn’t been for absolutely nothing.  because there Needed to be fucking somETHINg,  instead of just benicio del toro rihanna.gif winking with the parting words that  ‘ hey sometimes people are just assholes ’.  star wars isn’t a story... about... people being fundamentally shitty..... it’s a story about good vs. bad and the enduring struggle for Balance between them;  People Are Both.  it doesn’t matter what you are but what you  do  and the choice you have to do good or bad.  to counteract the shittiness of dj fucking off,  leaving two poc to be forced onto their knees by a white fascist villain,  and a black character to be slapped upside the face by said white fascist villain we needed Something.  WHERE WAS OUR STORMTROOPER UPRISING, hMMMmm MMm MMMM mMM MM ????????????

bb-8 showing up as deus ex sight gag was funny for 2.5 seconds but now i'm just.... like crait.... a whole Salt Planet.  we could have had, it All ?  i don’t even specifically know where this part of my tlj-divergent verse goes because it actually requires other non-canon characters to exist but.... hey if any ex-stormtrooper oc’s wanna hmu.... u kno where i’m at.  basically,  i picture a handful of stormtroopers defecting,  escaping with rose and finn,  becoming part of  the rebellion that is reborn. 

iv.  battle of crait   //   this... fuc king scene..... god.  let’s just get the wampa out of the way.  rose’s  ‘ that’s how we’re gonna win.  not fighting what we hate, saving what we love ’  was totally narratively undeserved.  this is not a criticism of the character but of ryan, again, the man who was paid millions of dollars to write this garbage.  in under 18 hours,,,, rose has decided that she has gotten over her lifelong hatred for the first order,  her very recent and fresh grief over losing her sister who died Fighting The First Order,  and oH,  she LOVES FINN ?  WHAT.  cool.  coolcoolcool.

in my canon, i’m going to go with the idea that rose did not kiss finn.  but they have a fantastic dynamic,  and rose crashing into him, saving him and saying something similar to what she said but more along the lines of not wanting to lose another person she cares about to the first order would have been much... better....  i view this ship as primarily platonic, at least far as tlj goes.  finnrey and finnpoe barely had any screentime / development so ryan johnson is flat-out playing no-homo games if he thinks he’s going to sail a ship based on 18 hours of knowing each other.  but i’m totally open to seeing where it goes with proper development, etc. in rp,  so if there are any rose’s that would like to plot with me and discuss finnrose stuff please !!!  i’m begging you !!!!  

if ya made it to the end,  thank you,  ur the real mvp,  u are now obligated to message me to plot or yell at me abt ur own tlj salt / headcanons / character analysis. 

[weirdsht]

kahalangdon . 5 - last

a/n: rewrote this like 5+ times and i still dont like how it turned out. also I feel like this series should be longer but im afraid ill ruin it more if i continue so im ending it here lol

Warnings: hints of abuse, trauma, and ptsd, existential crisis, hints unhealthy coping mechanisms, I can't conclude

English isn’t my first language so there will be grammatical errors

Pls don't repost my work anywhere without my permission

If there's something missing in the warnings let me know so I can add it

Any form of interaction toward the post is appreciated <333

kahalangdon

(means dignity in deep tagalog)

Parental figure Cale Henituse, Parental Figure Alberu Crossman, Reincarnated child Reader

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Every single living being has dignity. It's a thing that everyone is born with. We are the ones who can hold and decide what we want to do with that dignity. Some strengthen it, some get lost in it. There are even some people who lose it in exchange for degeneracy.

But what about those who are stripped off of it? What does dignity mean to them?

That’s a question you ask yourself often nowadays. A question that you surely wouldn’t be able to ponder on when you were still back with the White Star. The question didn’t stem out of nowhere. You started  questioning everything a few days after you reunited with your hyung and got officially adopted  by the crown prince, oh you should really start calling him appa now.

A few days after everything settled, the lessons and training that every royal has to go through started. Yours is a bit more special since you have a dragon teacher. At first it confused you. Why is Goldie Gramps, the only name you know because that’s how Raon introduced him, one of your teachers when you’re supposed to be learning etiquette?

It was that day you learned what you really reincarnated as. Everything started to make more sense. Reason why White Star was so meticulous when it came to you, why they kept insisting that you’re the only one they can use for the mana and black mana fusion thing they wanted, why they kept whispering and researching about how to not make you ‘grow’. Things you didn’t understand back then you can now comprehend. 

Of course that didn’t stop your poor brain from overheating from the information that they loaded in you. Luckily Cale-hyung knew it would happen and went with Eruhaben, who he formally introduced to you since he doubts Raon would. 

Now that brings us to the predicament you’re in.

Existential crisis started seeping in from every bit of your being. 

You’re a dragon. A great and mighty dragon as Raon-hyung, how he insisted you call him, taught you. You’re supposed to be someone who has a lot of pride and dignity, someone who’s  supposed to be proud of yourself.

Someone who's suppose to be majestic just by merely existing.

However you aren’t anything like that. Maybe you being human in your previous life was to blame. Maybe the trauma you accumulated back in that ruined world was the reason. Maybe you can even shift blame to White Star and his actions.

None of that matters though. Because no matter how hard you think about it, it still results in you crying in your soft pillows in the middle of the night. Weeping silently inside your lavish room that you previously thought was a mere guestroom. 

You opted crying when no one could hear you. Wanting to show everyone that you’re moving forward made you do so. Mentality that you can’t show any weakness slowly eating you alive as you suffer every night.

Inside you know that it’s safe now. You may not be with your beloved hyung but your new appa isn’t so bad either. He guides  you in every step of the way. Provides you everything you want and need. He even told you the secret of his lineage and let you meet his dark elf relatives, something that resulted in you being greatly confused because these beautiful creatures seem to praise your every breath. 

Still even with how prominent Alberu’s care and protection is, you still didn’t allow yourself to be weak. There’s a lot of nobles that are against the crown prince’s decision and that fact didn’t go past you.

Okay maybe you will admit to yourself that all of this is just excuses. All of the reasons that you pile  on top of one another are just you being in denial that you're traumatized. Because you don’t want to be seen as weak, especially after hearing how common people praise the names of your guardians and the others associated with them.

But no matter how hard you try to put on a facade, someone was bound to notice. Someone that knows you probably better than yourself and someone who knows too well what it looks like to hide something. Both of their parental instincts nagged them before their observation skills even caught on.

Hence the reason why both of them are by your side right now, busy schedules be damned. Kingdom, continent, world, even the entire universe doesn’t matter. All Cale and Alberu wanted was for you to lean on them. Know that there’s people that will help, there’s people that will grab you if you just reach your hand out.

Reach your hand out was what you did. On that day no one bothered the three of you as you spilled your heart out, more than you did when you reunited with your hyung. No one judges you as you tell them the things you’ve been thinking, detrimental thoughts and nightmares that ate you alive every night.

“No one will ever hold it against you for acting like a child, because you are one.”

“Healing isn’t something that you can force, it also isn’t something that comes overnight”

Meaningful words of consolation from the two finally reached you. Perhaps you can’t still fully grasp the meaning behind them but don’t worry they’ll be with you at every step of the way until you fully understand their intentions.

After that day they seemed  to be more attentive when it comes to you. Alberu always makes time out of his busy schedule to spend with you, Cale also deliberately causes trouble to keep his sworn brother busy so he can steal you away. It doesn’t help that Raon has a knack of suddenly appearing and teleporting you away so the two of you can roam around the marketplace, of course everything you buy is on the palace's tab. 

Everyone took it upon themselves to simply give you the liberty to act like the child you are. Give you the childhood you missed in both of the lives you’ve lived. Sure you ‘paid for your meals’ but Cale and Alberu never made their people do something they know their people can’t handle.

Surely the love and affection you received from everyone amounted to something. You started showing what you’re really like, the you that Cale and Choi Han know, the latter knowing thanks to a certain descendant's memories. You started being more open and vulnerable with them, you even started being more cheeky.

Poor Alberu can only curse and get agitated at his instructor and sworn brother for not informing him just how playful  you are. To which the two just laughed at him with the red head saying.

“Where’s the fun if you knew?”

One of your quirks seems to be you quickly jumping into absurd conclusions that no one knows where you got from.

Like that one time where you woke up in the middle of the night so you went to your appa’s room to sleep beside him. What you weren’t expecting though, was for your dad to be wide awake and talking to a communication device.

“Appa why are you awake? Oh you’re talking to Rok- uh Cale-hyung, are you courting each other or something? Should I start calling hyung appa too?”

Alberu should’ve been happy that you finally called him appa. He would’ve found how you were draped in a blanket while hugging one of the stuffies he gave you cute if it weren’t for the next words that came out of your mouth. So instead the poor overworked man nearly choked on his tea while the man on the other side of the orb can only sigh in exasperation. 

Most of the time Alberu can’t  help but think that he adopted a mini Cale. How can he not think that way when your personality is so like his dongsaeng. From the way you like novels to you always insisting that slacking off is the best to even your impressive smarts, it’s just so Cale  like. When he brought this up one time to Cale the man just shrugged his shoulders, but Alberu could clearly see the way the corner of the red head’s mouth went up a bit.

Naturally nothing ought to be fun and games. Healing is also never an easy process. Still you’re more at ease now that you know you have people you can trust with you. Yesterday might always leave it’s stain but at least now you aren't alone.

[tartagliad]

hii!

um- I have a request 😶 ( if you don't feel like doing it, feel free to ignore this )

can I request a Kaeya, Diluc and Zhongli with a gn!reader who gets the urge to hurt themselves whenever they panic or get stressed ? like they pull their hair, scratch and bite their arms and think about gouging their eyes out.

again, pls don't force yourself to write it.

I hope you'll have an amazing week (:

hello nonnie, sorry to respond this so late.. life is busy ._., ANYWAYS- here it is, and dont worry im fine with it >_<, also.. idk what title i should go for this one.. please give me some suggestions if you have some.. thank youu~

Comfort and Stress

Summary: reacting to a reader who has an urge to hurt themselves when stressed or panicked

Fandom: Genshin Impact

Characters: Kaeya, Diluc, and Zhongli

Genre: angst and comfort

G/N reader!

Warnings: mentions of self-harming, stressed, hurt, scars, blood, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!

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Kaeya:

Kaeya is concern about it, he wanted to know where did you get this habit

And to be honest.. you don't know either, it just came out of nowhere and here it is

There's just this tingling feeling that urges you to do it

That's also the reason why Kaeya is a bit scared when he has to leave you alone

Just seeing you scratched yourself forcefully hurts him really deep

Especially when you scratch it until its bleeding, nope, that ain't gonna vanish from his head anytime soon..

The smooth skin of yours is now covered in scars...

He would bandaged it for you and tries to calm you down

And maybe cuddle with you

That's why sometimes he would go to the guild and ask what are your commissions for today

If it's fine and not that much, he's a bit relief that he could leave you alone

But if its stressful and on the heavier side? Kaeya would either split the commission with you and took the heavier one or do it together with you

And Kaeya would NOT bring you to the tavern.. cuz.. yeah.. people is always slurring things without even realizing it and he's afraid that it'll trigger you

I hope you don't mind he does this, he just didn't want to see you like.. that

''Now now, take a deep breath.. and blow... yes, just like that, calm down, I'm here.. there there.."

Diluc:

(this gif literally said 🧍‍♂️)

Similar to Kaeya, he wants to know where did you found a habit like this

At first, Diluc thought that someone did this to you in the past.. he wanted to find them and give them a little lesson

But after hearing what you said.. he's a bit confused and worried at the same time when you said that it came out of nowhere

Now? well, he tries to not make you panic or stress or overthink on something

For example, if he's back from his 'night work' and injured, he would ask one of the maids if you're inside the room sleeping

If you're in the room sleeping, he's gonna treat by the maids at the living room

If you aren't sleeping, he'll do it in a bathroom or as quickly as possible

But if you're in the living room... yeah.. he'll be doing it outside without being caught by you.. he'll ask the maids to sneak some first aid kid for him

That's how he's so protective of you, he didn't want to see you hurting yourself

It hurts him to see you like that..

And if you did caught him or get stressed and it triggers you.. he'll immediately tries to calm you down in any possible way he could think off

Like cuddles with you or maybe try to talk about something to distract

Diluc tries his best to not trigger you.. and he tries his best to always be there for you when both of you are working on commissions

"Shh shh.. it's okay now.. you're safe with me.. I'm here.."

Zhongli:

Zhongli actually knows something about this..

Well, he lived for a really long time, surely he must've seen something like this before

He just didn't understand why does it have to be you.. :(

Why you? his most loved one.. why?!

Those questions just roams around his head when he first found out about it

Luckily, he knows how to comfort you

So he only needs to keep an eye on you when it happens

Tries to be there for you when he isn't busy

Always go out with you whether its on commissions or just have a walk around

Zhongli always told you that when you started to feel unease, just tuck his hand or grip his wrist

And you did, when the atmosphere started to get a little heavy or wrong, you tucked his hand

He'll immediately bring you out from the atmosphere

If you slur a word like "ugh.. i would like to rip my head off" or something like that on your commission.. he would pull you closer and give you some words of comfort, like "there there.. it'll be fine.." etc

When both of you got home from a stressed activity, Zhongli would brew you some tea and maybe run a bath

And before bed, he will cuddle you and tell you a story to distract you from whatever is happening from that day

Yes.. a great boyfriend indeed ;)

"Let's take a little break from everything, how about I make you spme tea to help you relax a little? It'll be ready in a few minutes."

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(A/N: HELLO IM BACK, sorry for disappearing for a month, life is so busy especially school.. i'm trying my best to post again.. oh btw, my request box is closed.. thank you for those who have request.. bye bye.. have a great day

[starletgirlie]

civil war; — scars and sins

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bucky barnes x reader

Summary: In a difficult day, Bucky is presented with kindness when he wasn't expecting

Word count: 446

Warnings: angsty if you squeeze really hard

Author’s note: I'm trying a new style, i hope it works

english it’s not my first language, so I’m deeply sorry for any mistakes or inconveniences. xoxo, lola

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Your week had started it off easy, nothing big, but then everything went to shit in days

When asked about the Sokovian accords, the only thing that came off your mouth was "fuck the government". Stark regretted asking

He knew you would team up with Steve, but he had a bit of hope

Things were fast and confusing, one moment you were in the compound and in the next Clint was picking you up to go get Wanda. After that, it got even more confusing

When you got to the airport and got out of the van, Steve was the first to come to you "are you alright, kid?" you nodded, and he went to talk to the rest of the people and your attention drifted off

"we're outside the law..." he kept talking to some guy called Scott, but you were only focused on the brunette super soldier in front of you.

You approached him, not wanting to scare the man "I'm Y/N, i know all of this is awful... but i just wanted to let you know that we all here know that you're innocent. we just want to help." you gave a soft smile to him, and he retributed.

bucky got confused, why the girl was being nice? he thought it was because Steve asked

the lady voice on the airport speaker went on, and it was time to fight.

Prison definitely wasn't in your plans.

You knew Steve would find a way to save the team, but from the people there, you were the one who really deserved. the thought never diapered of your head

When Steve showed up, nobody was surprised. When he came to you, he knew something was off

"you guys can go, don't waste your time" you said, going back to your cell.

"are you crazy, y/n?" Sam questioned, he looked at Steve in hope the captain would do something

"you are innocent, im not." the blonde man felt sorry for you, he knew how broken you were, but he wouldn't give up

"you don't deserve to be locked up, kid. HYDRA got you when you were a kid, you're brainwashed... come with us, we'll figure it out"

you trusted him, things were going to be fine.

Steve asked another favor for T'Challa and you end it up staying in Wakanda.

You would help Shuri around the lab and in return, could stay in the kingdom

Bucky was on cryo.

Steve, Sam, Wanda and Nat were on the run.

Scott and Clint had decided to stay, in hope to get house arrest

You let yourself believe everything was going to be okay, it needed to be

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