someone I loved momentarily
once called me sunshine
& I smiled as brightly as I could for him
for as long as I could
no one had ever called me that before
i tried to pretend I was the sun
just as he thought I was
but he didn’t see the storms brewing in my eyes
or all the rainwater I swallowed
until we were standing ankle deep in it
& once it started raining it didn’t stop for months
he stopped calling me sunshine
& eventually tired of staying afloat
i didn’t blame him
he had probably never met someone who could shine as brightly as I could temporarily
then cause the most destructive storms
we moved on
but it was nice being the sun for a moment.
On being the sun momentarily
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It’s not that I forgot about you, it’s just I’m growing I am just changing on a daily and there wasn’t anything slowing me down not even the love you gave.
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Imperfections
Your two-inch white scar on your right leg
That's such a "war wound"
The tiny circular ding near your right eye
From that "bar fight"
Your crooked, sexy smirk
When you "think" you're right
A constant clanging of noise
Surrounds you: T.V., Audible, Youtube & Spotify
You can't handle silence for too long
Because it'll keep you constantly thinking
Your two-hour long stories
Could have been told in a few minutes
Your motor of loud engine snores
Which disturb MY sleep
Your brain which never stops running
So you must often anesthetize
Forget putting the toiletpaper roll on right
I feel fortunate if you remember to pull it out
You often say you're immortal
You'll be at our deathbed: we won't die alone
You constantly gag on your toothbrush
Gotta get your throat clean
Your imperfections help define you
Separate you from the rest
I refuse to imagine life without you
I love you... flaws and all.
Copyright by Arlene L. Perez on November 29, 2019
@writerscreed
Dedicated to my husband Mark with love
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I cast my net
into the sea,
hoping to catch a mermaid,
but her love
escapes me
like moonlight
upon the dark water.
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She was stroking
my cock
in the poetry reading,
and for once
i was
enjoying
the reading.
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Sometimes I look in the mirror and I’m okay with what I see.
The girl looks happy in a way that’s not familiar anymore.
Those times are few and far in between.
Sometimes I look into the mirror and I think, “God, you could look so much better.”
Those are the days that come by often.
They slink in and stay for weeks at a time. They cause sadness and indifference.
Those are the days that anger and sadness are close but can be kept at bay.
Other times, I look into the mirror and all I see is hate.
Hate for my skin, the color of my eyes, everything about my hair, the fat on my body.
Those are the days where nothing is alright.
Where nothing can look or feel right.
Those are the days my bad attitude has free reign because there is nothing holding back that dragon.
That is the time I want to rip and carve off my skin with my nail-bitten fingers.
Rip all the hair out of my head and let it burn.
Remove my eyes so I don’t have to see them or anything again.
Starve myself to death, because really, what does it matter anymore?
I can’t stand the sight of myself, but I don’t want to change.
I want to love myself, but the problem is, there is no one in the world who loves themselves, faults and all, no matter what they say.
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They all looked at you, but never one that looked at you like i do.
They all spoke of you, but never one that spoke of a fallen love like i do.
They are all your concerns, but here, you never gave one bit.
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In the end of the day, The blooming flowers fades away, Just like when you let go of me, My heart faded away day by day!
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