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pranked
#my art#portgas d ace#one piece#portgas d. ace#marco the phoenix#marace#monkey d. luffy#monkey d luffy#i didnt like the other art i did so ill post this to make myself feel better....#anyway. for once im kind of happy with how i drew ace :']
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truly my comfort ship
no skull paint ver:

#all roads lead to griddlehark#ran to draw this after finishing arcane s2 to make myself feel better#also ignore me exploring a new coloring style every few posts lol#the locked tomb#tlt#tlt fanart#gideon the ninth#digital art#gideon nav#illustration#griddlehark#harrowhark nonagesimus
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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BANG!💥BANG!💥BANG!💥
#sonic fanart#espio the chameleon#sth#my my it has been over a month since the last art post hasn't it?#i could deeply explain in excruciating detail but let's not#this is a joke about a line espio makes in the olympic games that NOBODY is going to get but me#but basically he's like “so you're interested in learning the way of the ninja!” and starts going off explaining how to use a pistol#it's so fucking funny to me LMAOOOoo i love him...#i AM working on a big illustration but it is taking a long time#i have decided to consider myself in a lull period before a big skill increase to make myself feel better. i have still been practicing...#i hope to share more with you soon#love you all and everyone who sticks around through my mood whiplash art nonsense#<3!
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In the woods a little
#my art#mcyt fanart#trafficblr#martyn inthelittlewood#is that the right tag..?#life series fanart#wanted to test out my character design chops again#ngl I only used my memory of other fanarts for this#official mc skin who I only know animatic and fanart martyn#if I hate this later then I’ll post the sketch ver to make myself feel better :’)
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Happy Birthday to Fallen London; My favourite British people beefing it with bats simulator.
#fallen london#ambition: nemesis#mr.cups#the grey mourner#Happy belated birthday to me: I finished my Nemesis ambition. I get to make a fun comic about it. THAT WAS THE DEAL!!!#...Is what I would have said had I not spent *four* days trying to draw a cool dramatic comic. This is all I have to show for it.#I also missed posting this on the Flondon anniversary so I'm double Smad and frustippointed at myself.#This is niche content but I know there are flondoners following me who will understand.#I had to make a second account because all my friends who I played with *also* picked Nemesis and dropped the game at various gates.#I failed every possible check at Knifegate. I was on the verge of madness. And yet I still love this game.#Little known secret about me: over 70% of the blogs I follow on tumblr are flondon rp blogs.#The cool art and character lore brings me a lot of joy!#With that said; what the hell is the coincidence that right as I finish Nemesis -#The flondon community starts a Nemesis Race.#Guys. it’s not worth it. It is a revenge quest about losing everything you have to see your task through.#All to culminate in the discovering that you are beefing it with a fanfiction writing bat.#That said; I do feel like this story was very satisfying for my melancholic doctor.#I knew I would get the choice between sparing or killing my nemesis (the bat) and I had a long time to think it through.#Someone who wants to save lives and (does as much as possible to do make things better for others) choosing against mercy?#Someone who never permitted themselves to let the city truly become a home because they were not a person - they were a tool for grief.#Alright..Yeah the ending was really good.#I will be back with a part two. Clearly I'm tenacious enough to commit to what I started.#If I am not excommunicated on sight by the flondon community I will be back with comics for the other ambitions.
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update and story excepts
guys i swear if i post chapter 4 sooner for my series: again &. again, soon, will that revive the yandere batfam/dc tag because i swear i've been consuming less content of it both lately and sadly 💔 like it's a bit dead ngl. ill reply to asks once i'm done with ch.4 istg
and yes, i'm back from my short hiatus again to announce this. and it's 3:30am but i dont care teehee. anyways, if i do post a new chapter expect it to be this week and that's final for once, since i've kept all of you guys waiting so long, i'm so sorry :(( i swear it's me trying to gain confidence through my writing and i don't know if i like chapter 4 or not. all i do know is that it's one of the most emotionally draining chapters so expect triple the angst, yippee!
anyways, excepts from the chapter below the line break:
DICK'S THOUGHTS:
he sighs, resigning his thoughts all to himself as he checks his phone every minute for a simple ring of notifications just from you. he prefers to leave his phone in silent mode from the multitude of other contacts bothering him, but god forbade if that means he'd scroll past to a single reply of yours, then he'd rather burn in hell.
dick doesn't know it. why he's suddenly obsessed with you. you? yes you, his stupidly precious sibling, the one who looked up to him, frail and wronged by the world, with so much drive behind that stare. third child of bruce, yet second youngest in the family. the one that got away, the one he has never once saw outside that one memory of glinting, awe-inspired eyes that told more stories than poets, drew more emotions than artists.
CONNER'S SCENES:
"you're hot," and if you were sober enough, you would've felt sheer embarrassment and shame from eyeing the boy, but you're not— and because you're not sober, or any bit sane, the next few sentences you spewed out were all coherent, yet wonkily pronounced utterances paired with teary eyes and sniffling nose, as you can't seem to control the feelings of melancholy in your heart and the sudden emotional burst from your ramblings.
"thank you, you too, actually— but are you alright-"
"haha! is it strange to say that you look so cute whenever you look at me with wide eyes in the short span of time we just met?"
"it's conner, conner kent. call me kon, though. or yours if it's you."
BATHROOM BREAKDOWN P.T.2 PRIOR TO CLUBBING
you don't remember the last time you looked in a mirror, looking healthy, fresh, and proud of yourself for dressing up in your style. in the back of your mind, there will always be hatred, resentment for how you look. and right now, you hate how you every bit of your appearance because...
because you look exactly just like an image of your mother and bruce wayne. a reminder, your punishment for your parents' beautifully tragic affair with one another. a billionaire who courted.the lowly dirt-class slut of gotham.
(spoilers: expect shit to go down with jason todd with you, and him with the family, and a good 4k words of you flirting with conner before actual shit goes down)
leave comments down below if you do like the direction this story is coming to! otherwise, thank you all for reading my series and supporting it from the start !! <33
#🍨... yael's talking#yandere dc#yandere batfam#guys pls dont attack me if i take too long#i feel so much pressure (from myself) to make this chapter as good or even better than chapter#than chapter 3#since the third chapter has a whopping 4k likes#and i dont want anything i post to flop#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere batman#yandere conner kent#yandere dick grayson#platonic yandere#soft yandere
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I’ll probably delete this later but in my quest to be more silly on the internet I made this comic based on the concept of miles edgeworth having a dog and phoenix wright having Heterochromia.
There’s a dog at my new job with one blue and one brown eye we call “Two-Eyed Toby”
#stupid comic#I’m so embarrassed to post this#cringe is dead cringe is dead cringe is dead repeated to make myself feel better#ace attorney#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth
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I know I keep saying it and other people keep saying it but what’s so unbelievably frustrating is that MENA people, Palestinians, Iraqis, Persians, Muslims, Arabs… are just people. Like they’re literally just people. They drink, they party, they have sex, they like the same fandoms as you, they can be gay, they can be trans, they can have all the same existential fears, the same mental illnesses, the same infinitely nuanced and complex opinions and frustrations about topics like religion, morality, politics. They’re doctors, lawyers, teachers, actors, scientists, musicians, artists. And because people can’t process this, MENA people are left having to fucking spell out their humanity to people who consider themselves otherwise bleeding heart liberals. It’s insanity.
One of the best indicators of the lack of knowledge people have of Arab people to me is the existence of arak. It’s the Middle Eastern liquor. It’s produced across the region. It’s considered the national drink of Lebanon. Production of arak in Palestine is internationally recognized and has won awards. This seems like a tiny thing, but it’s actually crazy how many westerners truly believe Arab people don’t drink, that they follow religious law with such strict adherence that their behavior is just unrecognizably foreign, and they live in some state of austere repression beyond which the average westerner could even imagine. They have no idea this even exists.
Shortly after the onslaught post-Oct 7 I remember following updates from a Palestinian girl on Twitter who, in between sharing fundraisers for herself and her family (who, thankfully, did manage to evacuate safely, although not without needing serious medical attention) and updates about the broader situation, logged online after a few weeks of silence to lament the fact that she had missed her favorite anime character’s birthday and was sad she hadn’t been able to celebrate it with her mutuals. Her friends drew pictures of him for her.
And like, I truly believe that people are deserving of life even when they are quite different from us. Nobody deserves to be murdered en masse by the imperialistic machine as a display of power, over land, over resources, etc. But people aren’t even able to NOT dehumanize MENA people and realize that they AREN’T that different!! You’ve been fed propaganda your entire life that has convinced you that MENA people are just so deeply foreign that you couldn’t possibly understand or relate to them. Steve Jobs is Syrian. Shakira is Lebanese. Rami Malek is Egyptian. Salma Hayek is Lebanese. DJ Khaled is Palestinian. Freddie Mercury was Persian.
I honestly think at this point it’s partly a coping mechanism—If many westerners were actually to conceptualize the literal millions of human beings, people just like them, their friends, their loved ones, their heroes, their family, as burning unrecognizable bodies left charred in their homes they would just fall apart. So the only option is to insist until you’re red in the face that they couldn’t possibly be the same as you.
#ETA I kiiiiiinda wished I’d specified that I’m Arab myself in this post now that it’s gotten some notes#just to better contextualize it#but at the same time it goes back to that like. stolen valor thing I mentioned before lol#I am Arab but I’m also a white passing US citizen so I am really really really not like#the target of ire at all and I don’t want to be viewed as an authority just because I Am Arab#I’d much much much rather ppl follow MENA people IN that region ykwim.#but at the same time like. I mean it’s being an Arab person that makes me feel so inescapably aware of this#like I hear ‘middle eastern person’ I think about . my actual family .#immigrating to this country as war refugees.#my dad’s immigrant friends growing up#my MENA coworkers who got excited knowing I was also middle eastern#like it’s so crazy to just BE from a group & then people talk about people like you like faceless statistics of dead body counts.
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#star trek#star trek tos#spirk#tos spirk#tos#tos spock#spock#james t kirk#scotty x uhura#montgomery scott#nyota uhura#i’m crying for unrelated reasons so i’m posting my own memes to make myself feel better#should i make these posts smaller?#should i start posting on tiktok again#i mean i never stopped posting on my main#but y’all don’t know about that#(if you do shhh)#should i return to spirkbitch on tiktok??#star trek the motion picture#star trek meme#star trek memes#star trek the original series#bones mccoy#leonard mccoy#i can literally hear the second one in their voices like i would totally believe if that was a real line in a real episode
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day 12 || underrated trio in my humble opinion (just lineart under the cut cuz im stuck on which to post)
#daily gi-hun#art post#jun-ho kinda rotating in my mind rn im ngl#what do yall think of preemie baby jun-ho. cuz im rlly fuckin with that hc#fighting for his life since day one yuppp thats my struggler right there#amusing myself thinkin bout jun-ho just havin random healthy shit that he keeps trying to feed gi-hun#hes trying to start small like protein bars n whatnot tryna coax gi-hun back into eating like hes a feral starved animal#straight up holding out a handful of almonds to gi-hun once#ANYway back to these three#i love them..........i kinda wanna draw em just hangin out at some point#this is a random ass thought but gi-hun CAN cook idc idc he was just a little lazy and liked his moms cooking better when he lived with her#i mean he did own two food-oriented places and im choosing to believe they only failed cuz its hard as fuck to run a business#sorry im always rambling on about sum bullshit in the tags. but i Have To. my cross to bear#i get one million thoughts a day about squid game characters. rn im envisioning gi-hun checking his body for trackers multiple times a day#his skin feels ITCHY and it makes him tweak he swears to god he can feel another tracker somewhere inside him#starts ripping and tearing at his skin with his nails#yall i think im cooked i genuinely spend hours walking around in circles thinking about squid game ITS SO BAD#BY THE WAY YES IM AWARE OF THE BACKLOG OF PROMPTS I HAVE IN MY INBOX RN#im doin a thing where i alternate a prompt and a nonprompt every other day#so if you have sent in a prompt i PROMISE i will get to it eventually#my brain is just wackass with the way it wants to do things#squid game#seong gihun#hwang junho#choi wooseok#squid game fanart#my art#doodle
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Hogfather/A Hat Full of Sky/The Wee Free Men/A Hat Full of Sky/The Shepherd's Crown/Wyrd Sisters/Carpe Jugulum/Thief of Time/Reaper Man
- Sir Terry Pratchett
So since the Glorious 25th of May is today, the last day of Davrin week for @datvcompanionweeks , I thought I'd do a little crossover and use the free day to do it. Hope, Balance, Protection. Roar of a Lion, Heart of a Halla. He's basically a witch. But there's some themes from the Death books that fit really well too.
"Balance. It was all about balance. That had been one of the first things that she had learned: the centre of the seesaw has neither up nor down, but upness and downness flow through it while it remains unmoved. You had to be the centre of the seesaw so the pain flowed through you, not into you. It was very hard. But she could do it!"
P.S. thank you to the incredible people organising these companion weeks!!!!
#I definitely made myself cry more than once while making this haha#davrinweek2025#davrin#dragon age the veilguard#datv#dragon age#this whole thing was inspired by 1. Death's reaper man speech#and 2. granny weatherwax watching the edges#and her fight with her own inner darkness#anyway that reminded me a lot of davrin#also him calling isseya by name and reminding whoever is with him and rook to do the same?#so important#its so so important#i think veilguard fumbled isseya a bit in the sense that she was villianized too much for what she did#despite that being what helped end the fourth blight#but whatevs that has nothing to do with this post#i feel like i could have done this better but i hope everyone sees the vision :)#i wanted to add more images but tumblr has the stupid 30 limit and I cannot make all these gifs AND learn to collage#i don't have it in me sorry
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since tumblr always has to suffer my personal vents and breakdowns and rants and annoyances you get the most wips and pics of unfinished stuff, im sure that makes up for it
the (unfinished) shiekah arm concepts that made me want to explode and i dont think im gonna work on again
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#ganondoodles rewrites totk#botw2#wip#calling it wip but i dont think i can go back to it#i tried to keep going on this for so long bc i have had the idea in mind for so long and it seemed fun#well ...... turns out that was a lie#thought to myself maybe i can do like one of those cool concept art things where they just go for interesting shapes first#and then refine it to actually work#but im not made for it#tbh im not sure what im made for#(i dont think posting wips im not posting elsewhere actually makes up for my annoying mental health spirals..)#i hope its not too small#was intending to go for version H but only got to do one variation#the outer casing can be customized with several designs#theres a guardian arm that extends and stretches to form the hookshot in the bulky part as well as the stored magic#there is always something on it to glow bc it also subtly shows how low your magic meter is#and if it runs out the blue parts turn orange like other shiekah tech in stand by mode#wanted to draw all that on here too#but .... ill need to start over when im doing better ....... WHEN im doing better and can draw again#speaking it into existence#(....man how all those “designs” look is so ... i feel even stupider for getting so extremely frustrated over it ...)
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More Doe!!!! Tea coloured the second one Here!!!
these are some older doodles, but people are actually appreciating her more than expected, so I'll probably draw her some more :D
#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise leo#rottmnt leo#rise leonardo#rottmnt leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt trans leo#transfem leo#trans leonardo#transfem leonardo#leonardoe#i usually draw her as warm up doodles but one day i'll colour her... maybe#also i wanna give her more turtle traits but the only one i can really do is the thin tail that female sliders have alsdjflasjd#posting her now because i made myself sad and she makes me feel better
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one of the most frustrating parts of avpd for me is that i can get so angry — i mean want-to-put-my-fist-through-a-wall-or-maybe-a-face angry, have-to-stop-myself-from-crashing-my-car angry, like scary angry — and i can’t do anything about it. i’d bet most of the people who know me would laugh at the idea of me being that angry because it’s so far off from anything i could ever express.
not that i would want to act on those urges, but i can’t even say that i’m angry out loud, much less raise my voice or god forbid slam a door. it just all builds up inside of me until there’s so much of it that it gets violent and i spend hours just sitting there with my eyes closed imagining what it’d feel like to scream at the top of my lungs or destroy everything in my room or leave with no intention of ever coming back again. all i can do is fantasize about what it would feel like to be angry the way everyone else gets to be angry until it gets so bad that it’s not just the way everyone else gets angry, it’s something worse than that. my therapist once told me she thought i needed to learn how to get angry, and i didn’t know how to tell her that i can get angrier than she would ever believe, it just lives inside my head and never gets to come out the way everyone else’s does.
and if you’ve never felt it, you can’t even imagine the kind of resentment that turns into, the way you start to hate everyone around you so much you want to see them hurt or even dead, because why do they get to be loud and angry and show it off to the world when you can’t? how dare they be so goddamn frustrating and piss you off so much when you know deep down that they would hate you for ever showing it?
i’ve imagined the catharsis of getting loud and destructive since i was little because something furious has been burning the inside of my mind for my entire life and it will never stop because it will never have anywhere to go. it makes me feel like a horrible person, like the kind of person who might just snap one day and do something awful, and i guess i just have to live with that.
#…anyway how’s everyone else doing today#posting this despite hating it about myself bc maybe other people feel this way too and it’ll make someone feel better#personal#vent#avpd#actually avpd#actually avoidant#avoidant pd#avoidant personality disorder#cluster c
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(wip) trying to get back into the swing of things
#wip#terracottaart#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#might delete later#rambling session: i've been truly so busy lately that i haven't had the chance to make art for myself#which has made everything i draw incredibly stiff and uninspired-- so im now trying to stretch some of those old muscles again orz#i really hope to make some wild life art soon!!! but i have kinda have to remember how to draw again lol#another block i have with art is also the pressure i feel to make a “masterpiece” every time i draw/post#so im trying to get better with that too u_u#kore's yapping
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