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#probably not the first one to find these tbh but im still excited. IM new to this leave me be
danidoesathing · 1 year
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found these in the Night We Met lyric video. hm
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artemis-moon101 · 13 days
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tbh i dont think i ever stopped thinking about wilbur less (the character especially) or enjoyed, for lack of a better word, content related to him/the character less since shelby came out about what happened.
like yeah i stopped watching the vods and stopped listening too the music and whatever. but like. im just as obsessed with him as before its just. im not happy about it (rant incoming)
like im insane about the character and i'll be honest hes still one of two or three people i actually find attractive (one i only realized like 2 months ago its very complicated and the other is slimecicle but only when hes cunty) but instead of actually enjoying the content and talking about him with friends and looking at his stupid face im mad about it
i fucking hate his guts and i dont care that its parasocial bc like swagever but i dont think of him less i just think of him worse. its empty enjoyment.
and like. i cant not. i dont have a replacement. ive tried getting interested in other things but nothings gotten me as excited as watching my first (and last) tntduo wine stream or learning about mcr coming out in the middle of class or celebrating a new album with my friends
and i idolised the guy. i acted like him bc i wanted to be like him. and i still do so so many of the things i did bc its something he did. even the things i did before that i liked even more bc i made me similar too him. the repeating things you find funny, the using pretentious words for no reason other than be a prick, the standing on things to be taller (im 5'1 so its not like i have a choice but whatever), even the things i say! ive never said prick before and its probably bc of tommyinnit not him but still. even the fucking manipulation. i do that shit. i dont like too but i can and i do and i can be good at it.
its just. GOD. sigh. swagever
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yasminewestbank · 5 months
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all movie asks answers from the ask meme post bc it was fun
Your favorite movie released this year DIDNT WATCH ANY 2023 MOVIES YET.. CRIES
A movie you think is underrated - obliged to say An Elephant Sitting Still by hu bo bc i can never find it in dvd stores and i unfortunately honestly dont know if i will find a screening of it in a cinema available to me ever again but i dream of it
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A movie you think is overrated - going to put two, one new and one classic. first one is parasite. im bitter abt this movie bc it was advertised like crazy and the reviews were so hyping and then i went and it was average. its not a bad movie but not only doesnt deserve the hype the hype ruined it for me bc if i went with the proper expectations i wouldnt have gotten so disappointed. a classic is alphaville of godard... obviously its a good movie and im sure it was groundbreaking at the time but by now the story doesnt feel as sophisticated bc this genre of story is at this point.. i wouldnt say overdone bc its still a great genre but its not fresh or suprising by now without making it more complex. this movie felt like a blueprint to the 1984 book soviet dystopia genre so it didnt keep up with the times. many classic movies are still exciting and fresh just like when they came out including other movies of godard but this isn't one of them. but i can also see how it was probably one of godard's top commercial movies, bc it was easier to digest and more basic than his other work
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A movie you like but wouldn't recommend - stalker of tarkovsky and tarkovsky movies in general bc i think it would probs be boring to most ppl (its slow and not much plot) + tarkovsky movies r slow and the kind of movies u have to watch in the movie theater
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A movie musical you like - annette of leox carax. and its not only a good movie the music is so good too
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A horror movie you like - audition by takashi miike . love japanese violence
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A sci-fi movie you like - high life by claire denis. AND it has robert pattinson in it!!!!!!!111 and hes amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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A fantasy movie you like
A movie in your native language you like - Life According to Agfa by Assi Dayan. one of the only good israeli movies that exist bc i didnt see so far any good, worthwhile or complex israeli movie besides this one (not including documentaries).
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A foreign-language movie you like - (i put a bunch already so ill do one in a language i didnt put yet) tori and lokita by the dardenne brothers. takes place in belgium in french about a young refugee woman and a refugee child from africa who pose as brother and sister. this is going to destroy you but its such a good movie i cant recommend it enough but i still cant recover
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A movie you wish you could un-watch - the disney secretariat movie. it was so bad oh my god it was so fucking bad im in pain. i want disney to give me back the braincells i lost. this actor horse deserves so much better
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A performance you think is underrated - Vicenç Altaió (yeah had to google this one) in story of my death by albert serra. his acting was insane. probably one of the best acting perfomances ive ever seen, specifically the toilet scene stuck with me. so it's a period movie about casanova. there a scene in the movie that all of it is just him taking a shit. and of course it sounds goofy but it was actually a really human and sensitive depiction and his acting was so natural i completely forgot i was watching a movie. he really made this scene what it is. and tbh i think even from those other photos u can see what i mean on him
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A performance you think is overrated
A movie made better by the ending - only thing that comes up in my mind is barton fink of joel coen.. i can barely remember this movie bc i watched it years ago but (spoilers) i can just remember there was a twist in the middle that flipped the whole movie on its head and it was super enjoyable. besides this i cant think of anything
A movie ruined by the ending - the holy mountain of jodorowsky... at the time i watched it i was so disappointed by the ending it was so anticlimactic. i think he thought he did something but it just didnt work. (might be spoilers) same vibes when a story pulls "and then he found out it was all a dream". like.. in this case it just didnt feel fitting it was disappointing. but i watched it years ago so i wonder if i would feel the same now
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A trilogy/franchise you like cant think of anything
A movie you never get tired of talking about - drive my car by ryusuke hamaguchi. its fun to talk abt this movie bc even tho there are a lot of themes and details that make it what it is, its not too complex to not be able to grasp and pinpoint them. so its complex enough to be a good movie but not too complex to not be able to talk abt it, both abt the good and bad things (bc there r also choices the director made that i dont like). and there's also so much to talk abt that stems from this movie not only in the movie itself but also what it shows abt japanese cinema, contemporary japanese cinema/this generation of japanese directors versus the previous generations. also i love this director in general i recc all his movies
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A movie you never wanna hear about again - if i hear one more thing abt any marvel movie im going to kill myself
A movie you look forward to watching (could be an upcoming release or not) - aki karutismaki's fallen leaves that came out this year
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A movie you think looks beautiful - red desert of antonioni. i adore the aesthetic of this movie. tbh its probably my favorite movie visuals wise. i just cant stop adding photos from google bc i love everything slkfdsflsfgds
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A director you think is underrated - tbh hard to think of anyone.. i think any director i like got some kind of recognition, and if i think ok which one doesnt get mainstream recognition it would be basically most of them. so im trying to think.. who do i rlly think doesnt get recognition. maybe the crown should go to the photographer petra collins who actually directed the first season of euphoria before sam levinson kicked her out and claimed he did it and stole all her work
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A director you think is overrated - HITCHCOCK!!!!!!! HES NOT THAT GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HES TRULY NOT THAT GOOD!!!!!!!!!!! I COULD PULL UP 10 DIRECTORS FROM HIS TIME AND BEFORE HIM THAT ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN HE IS THAT ARENT AS HYPED UP. godard and kurosawa made movies so much better and decades before him so the reason hes hyped cant even be that what he made was groundbreaking for the time. hitchcock is MID
An animated movie you like - the cowboy bebop movie... its so fun and satisfying to watch i watched it so many times dsfdf
A silent movie you like cant think of anything
Your favorite movie - possession by andrej zulawski. im speechless abt it. dont read a summery go into this blind. its such an insane experience (sin look my fav movie is a polish movie)
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Your least favorite movie i dont rlly have one i have a whole bunch of movies i dont like but i dont have THE hated movie
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writer-komaru · 2 years
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*insert fanfair here*
Two new pieces of news for you all!
First, Im currently starting a new fic! Wooo! I haven’t wrote something for myself in a while, so I want to make this one as good and long as I can! ^^ it will be about a curtain someone~ that I feel would enjoy being “pushed around” a little bit. Heheh!~
And two! While rummaging through my old docs, I found all of old, dusty, prompts I was planning on writing for my either 50 or 100 follower celebration, so I’ll just post them here as a sorry for not being able to finish my old one and the other one I tried to do. I’m so sorry, I’m just really bad a completing big things like that </3 so this is a way for me to show that I’m sincerely sorry for not being about to do that.
Love you guys!!!~ enjoy!!
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❀ Chiaki ❀ ~
❀ fav thing about you
You make her feel like she has the ability to not only become more, but just straight up be more than her ultimate, but also to become mroe social. She feels so happy around you, even if she wears her usual neutral expression. You make her realize how much she cares about others. I think that with your support, she would probably actually try to vioenteer herself as class president (or something like that, I forgot what it was called) while in school, and persuade her to make more friends again after the whole despair ordeal.
❀ a way they are adorable
Whenever she plays games next to you, it’s so adorable to see her fighting back against her body’s affords to fall asleep. Her eyes will be focused on the game in front of her, like a predator stalking their prey, and then they will fall heavier and heavier until they are almost closed, and they they snap back open and return to normal. If she can’t control it anymore, she will just flip against your shoulder and take a mini nap.
❀ fav way to spend time w/ u
Playing games, of course. But, spending time with you in a general sense is also her fav. Most of the time when you hang out together, you are usually playing games. But when it’s class time, she may or not put them away, depending on if Chisa is lenient or not. If so, you and her will spend your class time playing all sorts of games she had on her hand held. Also, you get to pick what you play. Since she has already played all of them, she doesn’t really have a preference. Just as long as it’s with you.
❀ way of showing affection
Quality time. Absolutely. She’s not very good with words, so not words of affection, plus spending time with you playing her games makes her feel connected to you even more. She may feel like she is only her talent, but there is something about doing her talent with you that makes it more… she doesn’t quite know how to describe it.
❀ nicknames
She doesn’t really use nicknames and would rather use your real name. And the way she says it is even better than a nickname, let me tell ya ;)
❀ How do they cuddle?
Starts with her leaning against you. She never really initiates anything head on and normally finds it easier to do things to hunt that she wants to cuddle (ie leaning against you, putting her legs on your lap, etc) when you both do start cuddling, she pretty much acts like an affection cat, nuzzling into you, humming gently, gentle breathing. It’s adorable tbh.
❀ Scenario
“Hey Chiaki, want to play this new game I got for us?”
You showed her the box and she nodded, a bright, excited expression on her still face.
“Heheh, I’ll start it up now.”
After a few hours both of you were very tired, limps sprawled out over each others’, barely able to keep up with the game. Chiaki yawned and shifted over to lay next to you. She wrapped her arms around your body, pressing her face into your shoulder. Your eyes widened at her display of affection.
“Do you… wanna go to bed now?”
She nodded sleepily, but didn’t move at all to get up. You chuckled. Maybe it would be okay to just take a nap here.
“Okay. Are you sure you don’t want to get ready for bed or anything?”
You waited for a response, but you were only met with soft breathing. She had already fallen asleep. You smiled at her, giving her a light kiss on the forehead.
“I hope you rest well, I know you really need it.”
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❀ Nagito ❀ ~
❀ fav thing about you
As stated before [;)] everything. Anything and everything. Even the parts you apparently don’t like about yourself. The way you bring hope to others and himself, the way you constantly strive to improve your ultimate, the way you act so kind to scum like him. All so perfect in his eyes. Everything about you is perfect.
❀ a way they are adorable
His. Fucking. Expressions! If you literally just hold his hand, give him and short hug, or compliment him on something he did, he will break out into a wild bush and smile, trying to play it off as nothing, as if it was just an accident. But, for god's sake, you gave him a kiss, he would truly combust. He would look like he was on cloud nine, like he is under the influence or something, all just from you doing something so mundane. He is truly an enigma.
❀ fav way to spend time w/ u
Doesn’t have a preference. Anything you want to do is his favorite! He is very easygoing. But, if you truly want to know, it’s doing everyday things with you. For example, when you two are cleaning the classroom, or studying, or even showing him how to cook, he really loves it. When you aren’t looking he will gaze at you with a love sick expression. And it’s just his luck if you accidentally get a glimpse of his face when he does. He will turn bright red and apologize, probably degrading himself as well.
❀ way of showing affection
Acts of service, definitely, even if he slightly thinks that the things he does for you are just a waste of your time. He will make you lunch just in case you forgot it, help you with your homework, give you back something you dropped with walking in the halls of in class, or even fucking carry you to school if you want! Hehe! He would honestly do pretty much anything for you tbh.
❀ nicknames
Doesn’t think he deserves to use nicknames, or even your name for that matter. He doesn’t want to dirty it. But with persistence, time, and reassurance, he will come around eventually. He likes calling you his hope (because you literally are his hope. Without you, he feels like a shell of a person), and his Angel. Or, if he is feeling poetic, he will call you his Angel of hope or his divinity or just beacon of hope.
❀ How do they cuddle?
Here’s the thing. We all know he is a very clingy guy, but he never wants to actually initiate anything unless it is further into the relationship and knows he can open up around you. So it can go two ways. One, the relationship is fairly new and it’s been around maybe half a year. He would only use your last name to be as polite as possible. If you started callin g his nicknames of even just his first name, he would get so
❀ Scenario
On one lazy Saturday while you were off from school, you decided you wanted to surprise your boyfriend, Nagito. He was unsuspectingly cleaning around your house, which is something he just does without being told to do so, and you were leaking out of a room. He had his back facing you, peacefully dusting the tables. You snickered under your breath and slowly approached him. Once you were close enough, it was time to strike!
“Hiiiiyyyyaaa!!”
You wrapped your arms around his waist tightly, triggering Nagito freeze response. His head whipped around to face you, expecting it to be some sort of killer. But as soon as he saw it was his S/O, a blush and a dazed smile appeared on his face.
“Awww someone’s happy, hm? Just from me hugging you?”
His breathing was a bit uneven as he hummed in response.
“Y-you.. you’re so hopeful, even when I clearly don’t deserve it. I’m such an awful person-“
“Shut it with that. You absolutely deserve it, you deserve everything, you know. You’re so kind to me, so nice to others, heck, you even do my homework when I leave to use the bathroom! That doesn’t sound like a awful person to me.”
Is he thought you were giving him more hope then he could handle before, he definitely did now. He let out a couple soft but deranged laughs, his eyes swirling into spirals, face completely flushed. You realized if you said anymore, he would probably faint or something.
“Why not we both relax on the couch and watch a movie? Does that sound good?”
“Yes! Anything you want to do! I’ll do anything for you!”
(I wanna say he dropped on his knees and looked up at you with a depraved look but I don’t want this to be too long so-)
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❀ Fuyuhiko ❀ ~
❀ fav thing about you
Your determination. He loves a person with as much determination or presence as himself, it makes him feel as though you are on the same level of him and not some person to be bossed around. He admires that. He doesn’t like someone just based on their looks. He’s not that kind of guy. So if you have a personally similar to himself, know how to hold your own, and are very strong willed, he will low key start to get a crush on you, against his greater judgment of course.
❀ a way they are adorable
Well, let’s let’s just say if you, I don’t know, totally sweep him off his feet, or even, for the sake of argument, look at him with a pricing look, he may or may not look away out of embarrassment. But yes, he will be a little annoyed he feels this way. A lot annoye,
actually. He will turn into a total tsundere of you play your cards right. You should really try it, it’s totally worth it. ;) And you better know he is literally the most adorable tsundere, some may say even cuter than Mr.Himbo.
❀ fav way to spend time w/ u
Dates at nice places. Since you are his partner, he wants to treat you the way he feels you should be treated. This means that even though you both are in High School, he will not hesitate to take you to fancy dinners on Friday nights, non-alcoholic drinks, of course. He might even give you some nice jewelers or clothes, too, depending on his mood and if he has warmed up to you yet.
❀ way of showing affection
Quality time and gifts. Since he is the leader of the yakuza, saying he is rich would be an understatement. He could get you anything you could ever want. (just like Nagito lol) So expect many, many dates and many, many gifts.
❀ nicknames
Doesn’t use them that much. He’ll call you baby, darling, sweetie.
❀ How do they cuddle?
Okay, okay, you might think I’m going to say he wants to be held, or he is the little spoon, or that kinda stuff, huh? Well, yes and no. Deep inside he knows he likes being the big spoon. Protecting you from the world makes him feel like even more of a strong man. (Lol) but, something else, maybe his heart, tells him that he does really like being held. Maybe it’s the fact he was brought up in a fairly unsafe environment. Even when he had Peko to protect him, he never truly felt safe. So when you swaddle him in your warmth, even though he doesn’t like being treated like a kid, he can’t deny how comfortable it is.
❀ Scenario
“Hey Fuyu! I have something for you!”
He gives you a confused look as he walked over to you.
“Here! I made it myself! I… wanted to give you something nice since you always spoil me.. I mean, it’s not as nice as-“
“Don’t say that kind of shit. I bet it’s beautiful since you were the one who made it.”
He takes the small box from your hands and opens it. His eyes widen as he takes out a small bracelet with black beads on it. A metal plate attached to it had the words ‘Fuyu’ engraved on it.
“You…. You made this for me?”
You nodded with a smile, anxiously anticipating what reaction he would have. You slightly gasp as you see tears prick at his eyes.
“Aww, are you crying?”
“N-no! I’m not fucking crying.. it’s just…”
He carefully puts the bracelet on, feeling his heart beat rapidly.
“You’re… you’re just too damn perfect sometimes… come here.”
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❀ Akane ❀ ~
❀ fav thing about you
Your determination and drive!!! She admires people who have the ability to push themselves out of their comfort zones sometimes. Since she never had the perfect life growing up, but has overcome the life and troubles she used to have, she wants to see others achieve the same thing! So if you are down in the dumps, expect a very passionate Akane to be knocking at your door so you, her, and Nekomaru can train together. And it truly does pay off, you feel a lot stronger than before, But unfortunately… it has its downsides. She may try to wake you up at the crack of dawn so you can work out to be ready for the day. So if you aren’t a morning person… good luck
❀ a way they are adorable
Her enthusiasm is truly something to marvel at! The way she acts like an excited puppy when she sees something she likes is so adorable! Her eyes will light up with joy and if she had a tail, it would definitely be wagging.
❀ fav way to spend time w/ u
Training, of course! She wants to see you and herself improve, So expect many gym dates and work out sessions together. Watching you grow fills her with even more determination!!
❀ way of showing affection
Quality time, of course! Time spent with you, even when it’s not working out, is never a waste in her book.
❀ nicknames
Honey, babe, pumpkin. All that cute stuff :)
❀ How do they cuddle?
With lots and lots of passion! And movement. She can never sit still long enough to straigh up cuddle, she always ends up either carrying you around or bench pressing you. But when she is tired she will be a lot more clingy.
❀ Scenario
“Hey Akane, are you okay?”
Akane only murmured sleepily, rubbing her eyes as she both entered your house. She had just gotten back from a whole day spent training with Nekomaru and she was thoroughly exhausted. She wasn’t really hungry for once since she ate before coming back home, so all she felt was an insane amount of tiredness.
Before she could stop herself, she gently grabbed your hand and lead you to the couch, flopping down on top of you. She nuzzled her head in your neck, her body relaxing into yours.
“Ack! Akane?! Huh? Oh, are you tired?”
She slowly nodded in response.
“Want to sleep on the couch tonight or do you want to go to my bed?”
“…. Here…”
“Hehe, okay. Goodnight, sweetie. You did great today.”
Her face grew warmer at your words.
“Mmm… thank you, I love you so much.”
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❀ Sonia ❀ ~
❀ fav thing about you
It’s a mixture of things, but overall, she just loves you for you! You’re a new experience, to put it bluntly, for her and as someone who has never really had any of those, she cherishes you so so so much! She loves how unique you are and she especially loves it if you are a bit of a daredevil. She was always sheltered as a kid and she always day dreamed about that kind of stuff!
❀ a way they are adorable
This is more on the funny side, but the way she says and does things. Like, for example, when she gushes about horror movies and true crime with a face of someone who got a puppy for Christmas or the way she will use the most bland and basic curse words and apologize profusely right after. It cracks you up! But, kinda like Akane, she gets this fluffy smile whenever she talks about something she likes. You can tell she is extremely happy when she gets to. So let her talk about her interests more often!!!!
❀ fav way to spend time w/ u
She loves to watch horror movies with you at midnight, eat lunch and study together, or even go on adventures to all kinds of different places! To be honest, touring the world is one of the things on her bucket list. Oh, btw she has a bucket list of things she wants to do before she becomes queen and can’t do it because she would be too busy.
❀ way of showing affection
Quality time! But, she likes to spend it most of the time in private. It’s not because she is shy or something (ahem Hinata-) but she just likes it more when it’s just you and no one else.
❀ nicknames
Darling, sweetheart, maybe even Cutie pie! Sometimes flower names as well!
❀ How do they cuddle?
Her cuddles are very soft and snuggly! She will let you sit on her lap and hold you close to her. Maybe she will even hum to you if you want her too!
❀ Scenario
“Her Sonia! Look at these pretty flowers!”
You ran over to a large bed of all kinds of flowers in all kinds of colors.
“Ooo!~ they’re gorgeous, aren’t they? They were planted here very recently by the gardeners.”
You bent over and held one of the flowers close to your nose, soaking in the scent.
“Mmmm~ they smell so good!”
As you stood back up and looked over at Sonia, you realized she was holding a red camellia in her hand.
“My mother always said flowers were like a special kind of language. Some mean loyalty, some mean purity, and some mean love.”
With a careful hand, she placed the flower in your hair.
“This one means love. I want you to know that no matter what happens, no matter where life takes us, I will always love you.”
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❀ Twogami ❀ ~
❀ fav thing about you
Tbh he can’t really pick a favorite. If he ever asks you, he will just say the last thing you were complaining about yourself. For example, if you said your face looked weird, he would say his favorite thing was the shape of your face, or if you said you said you were too clingy, he would say his favorite thing was your willingness to rely on others. But If you kept complaining, he would go on a whole long lecture about how you are literally the most perfect person to him. Don’t tempt him, he truly will.
❀ a way they are adorable
The way he tries to protect you, even in situations where he doesn’t have to. For example of you and him were walking to school together and some on the streets were giving you a weird look, he would move you so he was in between the both of you. And god forbid if they started following the two of you, he wouldn’t hesitate to use his ultimate to trick the person into running away as fast as they could.
❀ fav way to spend time w/ u
Just your everyday things are perfect for him. Eating lunch together, sitting next to you in class, spending time at a restaurant together.
❀ way of showing affection
Acts of service. He wants to make sure you are okay at all times, so if that means protecting you from others, making you some food, or just cuddling you, he would do it all.
❀ nicknames
Doesn’t use them much, he normally uses names, but sometimes if you are lucky he will call you Dear.
❀ How do they cuddle?
Warmly! He is very comfortable when it comes to hugs and snuggling. Though, it does make him a tad nervous, but he will never admit it. As long as you are content, he is as well.
❀ Scenario
(I can’t think of anything I’m sorry T T just know he loves you a lot! He is very devoted to you! Maybe he will even tell you about his ultimate… maybe!)
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❀ Mahiru ❀ ~
❀ fav thing about you
Your willingness to stand up for yourself! She really admires that in people. She will absolutely fall in love if she ever sees you standing up for others. Something about that just makes her heart flutter! She will compliment you with a smile as she approaches you.
❀ a way they are adorable
The way she pouts sometimes. Whenever she finishes an argument with someone, her face is always stuck in a pout. But please, don’t tease her for it or else she won’t hesitate to have an argument with you as well. Just try and cheer her up, she will thank you after.
❀ fav way to spend time w/ u
Making memories! All kinds of memories! A reason she takes pictures of others is so you all can have something to cherish, something that doesn’t fade like a memory. So if you say you want to do all kinds of things with her for the purpose of making memories, she would be overjoyed!!
❀ way of showing affection
Quality time! As said before, she greatly values making memories with others. But also… something cute she does is sometimes in the morning when you sit down at your desk, you might just see a picture of you and Mahiru spending time together after school the previous day. It’s honestly really sweet. <3
❀ nicknames
Doesn’t really use them that much since it makes her a tad shy, but she’ll call you sweetie or baby.
❀ How do they cuddle?
Her cuddles are filled with love for you and only you! She hopes that every time she gives you a hug you can feel just as happy as you make her!
❀ Scenario
“Ah, I’m so glad we finally have some time to relax after class!”
“Yeah, I agree. Class can really stretch on for longer than it needs to thanks to… everyone. Ugh, I mean they are great friends, but sometimes they get needlessly crazy.”
As you and Mahiru chatted while sitting next to the daytime, you felt droplets of water on your legs and shoulders. At first, you thought it was just the water from the fountain, but it gradually started to get heavier.
“Ah, I think it’s starting to rain! Should we go inside?”
“Yeah, we shouldn’t be out here for too long or we will catch a cold.”
Just as the two of you were beginning to walk back inside, something caught your eye. You turned around to see a huge rainbow stretching over the sky. You put a hand on Mahiru's shoulder to stop her.
“Huh? Something wrong?”
“Look! It’s a rainbow! It’s so beautiful!”
She turned around to see the same sight you were. Her eyes lit up, mind reeling with the possibilities of pictures.
“Hey, can you pose in front of it?”
“Heheh… what happened to going inside?”
“Come on, please? Eheh! It will be really pretty!”
“Okay, if you want me to!”
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acidrcins · 6 months
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did you hear the latest scoop ? we’ve got a new student joining us ! a little birdie told me that they’re called CHAE SEORI, but they kinda remind me of BAE SUZY — don’t ‘cha think ? you’re probably thinkin’ they’re just another TWENTY-SEVEN year old in their FIRST year of some MASTER'S DEGREE IN BIOCHEMISTRY , but wait ‘till you hear about their POISON GENERATION ! nifty, huh ? they’re pretty PRINCIPLED on nullivi, but you should watch out for their VINDICTIVE just in case ! anyway — if you wanna check them out, i heard they’re staying at the YELLOW HALL. oops ! you didn’t hear that one from me !  ༊*·˚
hello, i'm liv and v excited to b here! im a sl*t for anything superpower related and im also still off that gen v high so very excited to be here! all i can offer is this intro post, which i hope covers all the Key Aspects of miss chae seori. if i may summarize, shes just trying her best to be a good person while making questionable decisions and internalizing everything bad that her family has ever said abt her ‪♡‬ a cate dunlap wanda maximoff dupe rly
do like this post if u would like to plot because i would LOVE to and i much prefer d*scord hehe
also tw for mentions of nausea
𖥸 ─ basics
chae seori (often seen with gloves and a mask)
scorpio sun, pisces moon, scorpio rising
born 12 november 1996 in a small town in the outskirts of seoul 
currently a first year masters student, studying biochemistry & living in yellow hall
makes poison out of her fingertips & can infect those through physical contact or through air (if in close proximity)
there have been rumours going around that seori is able to give a kiss of death but she would like to debunk those rumors! her lips are harmless really its just the air around her
big on wearing patches but she wont tell you. will make u guess whether she has one or not. (justifies by saying shes just having fun)
𖥸 ─ personality
tl;dr morally grey girl, who's trying to prove herself as a good person (but it's hard when your powers are literal poison). a little bit of a manic pixie dream girl too
positive: principled, collected, intuitive, charming, inquisitive
negative: reticent, elusive, vindictive, temperamental, self-centered
alignment: chaotic neutral (the only principles she follows are the ones she sets for herself)
character inspirations: heavily inspired by gen v's cate dunlap, the hunger games' finnick odair, mcu's wanda maximoff, looking for alaska's alaska young, yellowjackets' natalie
archetypes: the vixen, the philophobic, the antihero
associated aesthetics: shades of gray, smiles that don't seem to reach your eyes, making questionable decisions but finding ways to justify them to yourself, dark eyes and darker nights, flirtatious touches with a hint of danger, red lipstick, unexplained headaches and waves of nausea
in control of her emotions but has tendencies to lash out. she is working really hard to be a good person!!! (by her standards) (she is thisclose to just saying fuck it and just embracing that she is a Villain tho pls someone enable her)
but she can get very resentful lmfao (example A: in her most recent biochemistry class, she told herself urself it was ok that the guy in class just mansplained a concept that she had already understood in middle school but then also gave him a wave of nausea once class ended because he was so fucking rude and deserved it)
keeps up a facade of being coquettish and flirtatious ( i never watched doona but that was the vibe i got from her gifs lmfao ) i think she can be quite charming tbh the queen of breadcrumbing ‪♡‬ keep them close enough, but never enough to touch. it's sort of a coping mechanism. safe space where no one can see what a shit person she really is and how she doesnt really deserve love
no one really knows much abt her and she intends to keep it that way
heavily motivated by wanting to know more! generally the kind of person who would conduct wild ass experiments or "would you love me if i were a worm" i kinda picture it like how finnick in catching fire is like he's paid with secrets!! same vibe with seori :D
𖥸 ─ background
pretty ordinary life growing up. parents are not particularly rich but they don't struggle either. happy small town family ‪:)
shit hits the fan when shes twelve and her brother is fourteen and they find out hes an anomaly. superhuman strength and speed. finds out after he saves a dog from getting hit by a car
if it had been anyone else, perhaps, they would've been the town's outcast but because it's her older brother, all conventional good looks with conventionally lauded powers, they worship him. he becomes the town's superman, girls come up and take pictures with him, he even gets featured in the town parade and seori is just there in the shadows
it gets even worse two years later when she finds out shes also anomaly! but unlike her brother, seori causes an incident of projectile vomiting after a particularly envious moment where her family forgets her birthday and instead, spends the day with her brother. it is messy and disgusting and it happens in the town center. no one forgets. and seori is no longer there in the shadows, she's actively cast out, whispers about why she cant be more like her brother and this is why anomalies should not be given rights
it takes seori some time to figure out her powers but she gets the hang out of it. not that it matters lol shes the black sheep, the 'villain' because goddamn shes literal poison. even her family treats her that way
she doesn't believe those words until one day she gets into a heated argument with her family. tells her mum that shes a person too and wails her father that no one has called her by her name in years and she's nothing but a stain in their family. they don't deny it and in a fit of rage and hurt and anger, she manages to cause irreversible brain damage to her brother
and that is the moment seori realizes she is the villain everyone talks about and she is the monster (doesnt help that her pupils are dark and her veins are black) !!! not a pretty look (think the monsters in sweet home before they transform kind of vibe) and so she runs
runs and runs and runs to seoul where she gets by on illegal means. she is ashamed of the things she has done (e.g., disrupting the storeowners vision long enough to get food to eat, sent someone into unconsciousness and pretended to be their granddaughter caring for them to get a house to stay, batting doe-eyes to boys who will buy her a pack of ramen) and since then shes actively working on being a better person
swears to keep her feelings in control, only uses her powers when justified (although her moral compass is cracked)
𖥸 ─ wanted connections
thank you if you made it this far! ‪♡‬ ‪♡‬ mwah mwah i appreciate u also i love plotting and just brainstorming so here are some rough ideas but OFC always open to talk !!
friends ! or better yet, friends who only meet late at night and you talk about the stars and your feelings and in the morning you pretend you have no other who the other is
someone who's immune to her....
fellow individuals in #STEM
ok this is really specific BUT what if.. our muses were enemies... and they kissed... and seori's feeling INTENSE emotions and accidentally fucks ur muses' vision up and gives them a headache and she has to pretend like it didnt excite her
she doesnt believe she deserves to be loved, so i would LOVE an angsty first love breakup thing. bonus points if she broke ur muses heart
she accidentally poisons u (she swears its an accident)
u catch her doing some immoral shit and tell her shes not a good person
a sam/cate situation. someone enable her to just fuck it youre not a good person so embrace it!!!
i love angst and antagonism so lets beef (ic)
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valleynix · 2 days
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I haven’t done one of these in a while and I miss doing them SO HERE IT IS
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OKAY starting off strong
Oh how I missed this trauma 🙏 ANYWAYS I think the person here that is hugging reader is mother Miranda herself 👀 maybe it’s an apology for what she’ll to later on 🤯 or maybe to comfort them from that freak
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CASSANDRAAAAAAAAA I missed cass/reader moments SM
The fact that cass was the first person reader called out to because they know she’ll protect them (or even worse end their misery)
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This might just be the dimitrescus looking out for reader but I think Miranda is the one protect them (their mind) from the freak 👀
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OKAY MIGHT BE A REACH BUT what if because reader said this, Miranda put them in the megamycete to train them (at least one of the reasons she put them in there) CUZ A READER TRAINING ARC WITH MIRANDA?!? Reader obviously wanting to go home but also wanting to become stronger (maybe to learn how to get out of there) so they suck it up and train with the person who started their suffering to begin with. and then reader Miranda bonding ensues 🤯🤯🤯
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LMAOOOO NOT CROWMIRANDA THROWING A FIT
May be a little off topic but even with the mindfuckery that’s gonna happen in act 3 I still hope we can get crow reader 🙏🙏
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I know what you are..
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Now say it in English bela 😊😊
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😀
OKAY GODDAMN DIDNT KNOW WE GOING AT FOR PROBABLY 5K WORDS
ANYWAYS BELA SCENE IS FINALLY HERE AND THE MEAL YOUVE PUT ON OUR PLATE IS STEAMING
You said you were worried that the pacing/scene would be off but I can assure that THIS ATE. I’m very picky about scenes like these because I actually don’t really like them in general BUT YOUR WRITING STILL COOKS AND IM ENJOYING MY MEAL
Also I’m glad you included the chp 8 moment with bela because I love that reader now trusts her
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Someone is gonna read that journal and I’m placing all my money on Alcina
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MOTHER MIRANDAAAAA SAVEEE THEMMMM
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So we have a new monstrosity out for reader 😋 my theory is maniac is the true form of the freak (FLOATING FETUSSS)
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God that ending… I’m so scared for what’s gonna happen to reader but SO EXCITED. And as usual I have no idea what’s gonna happen next 💪💪
I love that you chose Cassandra to be the one who witnessed reader pass out, because ngl it kinda implies cass, the one who was supposed to protect reader, failed at saving them from danger. QUE DEPRESSED CASSANDRA
And WATCHER OH SHIT OMG. Ik they were gonna do something horrendous but…. GODDAMN. At least they’re finally with their Alcina, after like… 300 years or something. Really said double it and give it to the next person
Reader wasn’t able to tell Alcina the truth before they passed out ☹️☹️ my theory is that Alcina will read their journal and find out herself. Which makes for an interesting conversation with her daughters and reader when/if they wake up
Welp I’m glad we’re gonna get more reader lunny moments 😁 as they are the only one reader could possibly talk to.. I MEAN THERE IS ALSO MIRANDA 💪💪
GOD I MISSED DOING THIS AND I MISSED TPTM‼️‼️‼️ can’t wait for act 3 and what you’ll do with it 😋 but please take your time and rest! I’ll be here waiting for my meal tbh I kinda wanna reread 20-21 because I forgot to do an analysis 👀
the EXCITEMENT i felt at getting this AUGH THANK YOU
1. it sure is a mystery… i wonder if you’re correct hehe :)
2. CASS, MY BELOVED. she’s the only one that will do what they ask of her with relatively little pushback, and they know the lengths she’ll go to in order to protect her loved ones. their bond is so >>
3. it might be! (it definitely is)
4. potentially!! hehe there were several reasons why she put them in the megamycete
5. LOOOL I LOVE CROW!MIRANDA. she cracks me up so much and i feel like she’s able to be more genuine as a lil crow
6. 🤨🏳️‍🌈
7. she’s NERVOUS
8. LISTEN I THOUGHT IT WAS SO BAD. i’m not the biggest fan of smut myself so on top of it being incredibly difficult to write, it felt so off 😭 im glad everything came across okay!!
9. honestly, i feel like Cass would be the type to quickly hide it because she knows of its contents. at least some of them, and she (as well as her sisters) would want Alcina to find out through them; it’s their story to tell, after all
10. SHE’S TRYINGGGG
11. NOT THE FLOATING FETUS LMAO. but you’re correct :3 they’re the same being
12. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY KNOWING I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICES WHEN WRITING. that ending has been on my mind for MONTHS- i still don’t feel it was satisfactory but we’re getting there
I’M VERY HAPPY YOU ENJOYED IT!! i hope i can get back into a routine here soon but i make no guarantees. it’s hard to find time 🙃🙃
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ANALYSIS!!!!
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moss-the-moon-moss · 1 year
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Hallo, I'm posting this entry like a week late but it's better than nothing tbh. Anyways this is my first weekly music update, i basically just talk about what music i really like from that week. I will be talking about new music i find, my favourite songs, what playlist im listening to the most and show my spotify stats as well😋
This week, due to the announcements related to Melanie Martinez's new album, I have gone back to my roots and have been listening to all of my favourite songs by her. Melanie has been one of my favourite artists for years now, probably since just before k12 came out!! It's really hard to decide on my favourite songs by her since I really like all of them; despite this I have still decided on my favourite song from each album/ep. From crybaby we have 'pacify her'; from k12 it was a bit harder to decide but i'm going to go with 'highschool sweethearts', and lastly from the after school ep we have 'The bakery'. In the last week almost all of my top songs have slowly become melanie, she's just really amazing like that I guess. Anyways i'm super excited for the new album, her new form is really pretty💕
Here is a playlist with all of my favourite melanie martinez songs!!
Some of the other songs seeping into my spotify stats are from a playlist I have called "WHAT IS THIS MELODY ''. This playlist has quite a bit of crystal castles in it. In Fact the overall theme of this playlist is just crystal castles and other songs that I think are kind of similar. I think that my favourite song this week was probably 'Goth' by Sidewalks and skeletons, this song is on the previously mentioned playlist as well!! I just really love how the song sounds, it's a good one to listen to on loop while doing things😊
Other artists I've listened to a lot this week are Lana Del Rey and Glass Animals. I really got into Lana near the middle of last year due to my friend who is a lana stan, and I'm honestly very grateful for it. Lana has so many amazing songs, i just sometimes feel like i'm on another planet listening to them, she managed to place in my top 3 artists during spotify wrapped last year lmao. I don't particularly have a favourite song by her at the moment but i think ultraviolence and art deco may tie with each other. Anyways moving onto glass animals, they have been my favourite band since around 2016. I initially found them through sally face and creepypasta animated memes; 'pork soda' and 'The other side of paradise' , , they really had a chokehold on us all istg. My favourite album by glass animals is probably 'how to be a human being' . Every single song on that album is a masterpiece, I literally cannot dislike any of them if I tried. My favourite song from HTBAHB is probably 'pork soda'; from zaba its 'black mambo'; from dreamland 'space ghost coast to coast', and finally my favourite single is 'golden antlers'🥰
Heres my favourite songs by glass animals!
And heres my favourites from Lana <3
Majority of the music at the top of my stats came from me listening to them on loop for hours at a time and also from exclusively listening to the same playlist for weeks. I haven't actually listened to them in a while. They're just still up there from listening to them so much. Fun fact "miss you" by south star has been in my top 20 for months now, i listened to it 399 times last year and i can't seem to get rid of it from my stats now. Anyways, I am now currently working to get rid of those songs from my stats😭
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For the WIP thingy, 🗣 and 👻
🗣️Talk about your favourite WIP
i am so excited to talk about this FSHLFSG so i always find multi-chaptered fics super intimidating and i have this thing planned out from start to finish and written about 20k words for it but im too scared to post it unless im at least halfway done bc i dont want to risk abandoning it 〒▽〒
i dont even know if anyone in this fandom knows about these books, its a beyblade x all for the game crossover, you dont need to know anything about aftg, its just the setting but then with the mfb characters and beyblade instead of exy. kyoya is neil (obviously, its me duh) and on the run from his dad and gets recruited for the metal state spirits, a pretty decent college beyblade team. it has its two star players gingka (kind of a mix of kevin/matt) and ryuga (andrew; yup this is ryukyo) who convince kyoya to accept the offer despite him knowing it will put him at risk.
so theyre all in college, and the spirits are gingka as the team captain, then ryuga, kenta, hikaru, benkei, yu and kyoya. ryo is the coach. hyoma the team's physician. hokuto is their psychiatrist lmao.
i dont want to reveal everything yet bc there is some mystery there especially if you dont know the books (and even if you do cos i did make a lot of changes to the original plot); but ill put a short scene at the bottom under the cut if that interests anyone
👻Is there a scene that you find intimidating that you have yet to write?
tbh anything that is very introspective is intimidating to me and i am in particular talking about the dark trio and the dark power right now because thats a thing i promised and desperately wanted to do for mayblade but i am struggling so hard with how exactly to go about this. i have a whole word document dedicated to how the dark power affected each one of the dark trio but the how and why of the conversation(s) they would have about that completely eludes me at the moment bc i need it to be at least kind of in character and it has so many references in canon which is exhausting and intimidating both. i am honestly just writing all the other prompts i still have for mayblade first and probably will be leaving this one for last or until i have a sudden flash of inspiration. you never know.
the worst thing about this is that i have several ideas for several short fics talking about the dark power and the dark trio or just tsubasa or just hikaru (kyoya just wasnt as affected lol) but obv still have the same problem for these. i am so fascinated by what you could do with these kids and their trauma i just wish i knew how to go about it haha ha... ughhh
okay heres the snippet for the aftg crossover:
Kyoya only realizes his mistake once it's already too late. He's too engrossed in teaching Gingka a lesson that he doesn't notice another person appear behind Gingka until they grab his T-shirt and violently yank him around. Kyoya’s back slams against the row of lockers next to the door to the locker room. Ryo angrily shouts, "Ryuga!" but gets no response.
Internally, Kyoya sighs in exasperation. Gingka Hagane and Ryuga Himoto. He is in a room with the two people he has vowed to keep as far away from as possible. In his mind he sends a quick prayer heavenward and apologizes to his mother for all the stupid decisions that have brought him into this situation.
Ryuga fixes him with an unreadable stare of golden eyes. His hands are still clutching Kyoya's shirt, but he looks composed, almost bored. Kyoya returns his gaze with hostility, but knows he wouldn't win a fight against Ryuga because he is taller and in a decidedly more advantageous position than Kyoya.
However, when nothing happens after a few moments, he realizes that this is just Ryuga's intimidation tactic and forcefully tears himself away, taking a few steps back from Ryuga.
He looks at Ryo, whose attention is on Ryuga, a disapproving twist at the corners of his mouth. "Is that your usual tactic for recruiting new bladers?" Ryo turns his attention back to Kyoya. "Because the tactic sucks."
Gingka laughs briefly and Ryo sighs, running a hand over his face, exhausted. "No," he says, rolling his eyes. "It's not our normal tactic. But we usually don't have such a hard time convincing new bladers to join us."
"That surprises me," Kyoya replies dryly which elicits a resigned smile from Ryo.
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thebroccolination · 1 year
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I havent read the novel from between us,but i was suprised seeing youre post about youre fav scene..like the open house one, and that its probably gonna be in the series. like...beeing lgbt isnt really a big deal in bl´s. like homophobie doesnt really exist (what i like, cause its refreshing and a nice change, from the sometimes harsh reality) and most characters in bl´s are queer. like there are more queer then straight characters. 80 % are queer, so its not really a big thing. litteraly kinda everyone is into the same gender (its also the case in between us) so im suprised that there is gonna be such a scene tbh..im genrell curios though, how similar they gonna make it to the novel and what changes and all that. i also read somewhere that win is gonna punch team,after he finds him kinda throwning, is that true?!?! also what is the pool scene so many people talk about? Im curious..
Hi Anon!
Okay so! The thing I love about New as a director is that he's queer himself and outspoken about the kind of stories he wants to tell. He wants to tell multifaceted queer stories (and he loves drama). I imagine that's what drew him to Sheep's writing, because Red Thread is very focused on queer struggle and literal rebirth. Hemp Rope is much lighter by comparison, but it still has some very explicitly queer-oriented scenes and conversations. So the homophobia scene I talked about, the one I'm excited to see, is one of several queer-focused topics in the novel. And Win is canonically bi! Like me! I'm a big, big fan of LazySheep.
As for how similar the series will be to the novel: we don't know, but Sheep tweeted recently to assure people that the series will be very much its own thing and there will be scenes in the series that won't be in the novel. Essentially, it's a true adaptation in that Sheep took elements from her novel and adapted them for the screen. I'm genuinely impressed that she adapted Red Thread into UWMA and Hemp Rope (INCOMPLETE NO LESS) into Between Us. I'm a big, big fan of LazySheep
[SPOILERS FOR THE NOVEL AND THE SERIES] The punch is in the novel. Everyone's mileage will vary on the scene, but I personally didn't mind it. I actually thought it was an interesting character choice since Win is so perpetually calm and composed. The way the novel set up the scene, Team is flippant and almost bratty about the fact that he nearly died, so I interpreted Win punching him as the only moment in Win's life that he actually lost control. Again, it worked for me in the novel. But when they filmed the scene for the pilot teaser last year, Boun decided his version of Win wouldn't do that, so he hugged Prem instead, and New and Sheep both liked the change, and it was received overwhelmingly positively by viewers, so they kept it in the main series as well (you can see the hug in the trailer).
[SPOILERS FOR THE NOVEL AND THE SERIES] The pool scene is the larger event happening around the punch. Team sneaks into the pool after hours when the club is on break because he can't sleep and he's nervous about the upcoming competition. He doesn't stretch first, he swims to exhaustion, his leg cramps up, and he starts to drown. Win is there late doing his vice presidential duties, sees the light on in the pool area, and sees Team at the bottom of the pool. So he saves him. It's probably in the next episode. \:D/
I hope that helps!
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dizzythegreat · 2 years
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all you need is time PART ONE
Time Machine
relatable, hits hard man :(
made me want to cry
i interpreted it as being about wanting to go back to your childhood, wishing you could go back to where you started, to your roots, before you grew up and changed and who you used to be dissolved into memory
the fact that the word “electrons” appears in the song makes me strangely happy. its an uncommon word and its just so cool that it’s in there
the parts about the world ending could be interpreted in a lot of different ways, for me it felt like a cry for your life falling apart around you, collapsing in on yourself like a dying star and wishing you could just go back and undo it all
“we could try a little harder” vs “if i go back, will i do it all the same?” would you truly re-do all the mistakes and experiences that brought you to who you are now? would you try harder and be better, at the cost of the person you are now?
favourite lyric: “should we go back to where we started?”
amazing. 9.6/10
Glitter
taught myself the hand choreo from the video and was unreasonably proud of myself
mostly skipped this one in favour of the new songs tbh because ive listened to it religiously since it came out in 2021 
still a banger though, 8/10
favourite lyric: “i neglected my plants to prove i would”
I’m Just Another Person Oh God
RELATABLE AGAIN
craving adventure, magic, glitter -- but you’re just another person, oh god, and you were not made for this
falling too far down the rabbit hole, seeking excitement and instead finding danger
thinking you’re invincible -- and realizing all too quickly that you’re not
thinking that the world is much kinder than it actually is
ties back into the overall theme of wishing you could turn back time, change what has already been done, regret and nostalgia (all i had i want it back)
favourite lyric: “i prick myself on glass 'cause it shines like glitter”
honourable mention to “where is the rest of me? in a paper boat lost at sea?”
solid 7.8/10
Aluminum
hmmm this one’s a hard one
absolutely adore it, the vibe and the vocals are just 😩
im sure there’s an amazing theme hidden in here somewhere
can’t really relate to this one as much as the others, probably why i’m missing it
the bridge hits hard though, wishing you were more than you are, wishing for adventure and stories to tell, feeling like you’re wasting your potential
im getting all wrAPPED UP in aluminum 
favourite lyric: “i've got bags in my eyes filled with dreams i let die”
another fave lyric: “i wanna be a giant/i want a story to yell/make use of all this crying/make something outta myself”
immaculate, 8.7/10
Cry In The Mirror
ok so at first i definitely misinterpreted this one i think
i took it literally, she likes seeing herself cry, a take on narcissism? 
however now i think its more of a sarcastic “yeah, because i just love seeing myself cry in the mirror.”
because she talks about the doctor not believing her, saying shes just tired, its all in her head and she just needs to get out of bed and start being productive
favourite lyric: “if all of our time is made out of questions then why do we lie making up answers?”
overall its amazing, not one of my faves if im being honest but its still so good, 7/10
Tell Me Have You Been Dancing
deluding yourself into thinking that you’re on their mind as much as they’re on yours
the relationship, whether romantic or not, died a long time ago. but you’re still wondering and caring for them because you know them like you know yourself
being willing to make amends and put yourself back together, but not knowing if they will love you back. should you stop? should you let rest the pieces of what you were?
hopefulness, longing, resentment, beauty
favourite lyric: “your body's contagious, i wish it were mine
so beautiful, the instrumentals are absolutely succulent. 8.9/10
Liar
YES!! ROCK VIBES
absolutely love the “i exhausted ALLLL THE WORDS I KNOW”
i forget where they said it but this song is about having a crush on your friend and not knowing if they like you back
dropping hints and hoping, praying that they like you back
but you know they dont
do you see me as just a kid? which one of us is the oblivious one
sick of this game, you are not the only thing that can make me happy and im sick of pretending that you are
amazing, everything about this song is just amazing. love the message, love the vibe, love the OUTRO
favourite lyric: “and i am quiet because i am scared of what i want/and i am tired of thinking it’s you and nothing else”
9/10
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ok so obviously no pressure but i've been meaning to ask all day: i want to start watching star trek (bc i need to get into classier sci-fi) but have absolutely no idea what to watch first...there are so many different versions man. i thought maybe since you like star trek i could ask you which series you like best so i could start there :P
!!!!! i am so excited i am bouncing up and down (though I dont know about classier scifi……it's mostly silly and hopeful, which is what I like about it, but i wouldn't necessarily call it classy lmao)
Oh there is going to be so much text im so sorry this is probably not what you were counting on lmao
Ok so short answer is: Strange New Worlds if you want a peek into what's happening in here, or whatever vibes with you from the old shows, but probably The Original Series (TOS) (starting from the roots) or The Next Generation (TNG) (still from the roots but a bit more energetic bc its the 80s now) are best
Most of it is on the same timeline, but independent enough that you are safe to start with +- any series you like the premise of i think. That said, I am a big admirer of Strange New Worlds, which imo is the best of both worlds (hehe) in terms of inheriting all the good trek stuff and also being a modern production. It's monster-of-the-week, it touches upon cool topics, and generally just a good show. You might need to look up a bit of context bc it has a small tie to Discovery and I don't remember if they explain it enough within the show (I think they do, but I was also watching them in order so I am biased) (I am also willing to admit that I might generally be nostalgia-baited here bc it is a prequel to The Original Series, aka the very first one with Spock and Kirk etc, but I still believe it's a good show and a good place to start to get a feel of what it's like)
Short answer she said. Oh well.
An even longer answer:
Wiki has a fabulous graph that I love with my whole heart, here it is:
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You probably can't see shit here but here's the link where it's in good resolution: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Star_Trek#History_and_production
I watched trek in 2021, where i sat down and just got through all of the stuff that was out there in order of release start to finish in the span of something like 10 months? 11? i even had a spreadsheet to track my progress, and it was a bit of a mind-altering exercise (I remember emerging out of it like: where am i. what am i watching next. there is no trek left)
All of that is to say that The Original Series is an obvious place to start, but tbh I don't like it much. It is very fun and has a great cultural and historical significance etc, but for me it's way too slow-paced (small attention span girlie here) and, well. misogynistic. It's just very much a product of it's time I suppose. Though I do adore the original cast and my heart belongs to the og wacky alien designs
The Next Generation is better in terms of, well, speed: my brother once said that it resembles a radio spectacle, and he is not entirely wrong. The public seems to agree that the first season is a wash, but tbh I don't find it that objectionable (though i do seem to generally have All The Wrong Opinions, bc I like Enterprise which is apparently considered the worst series overall? Idk it has it's unfortunate moments but I disliked Voyager more) Generally, TNG is a good place to start I think if you want to go in a somewhat chronological order but The Original Series is too much: it's very similar in vibes but a lot more watchable I think.
The last option to start is Deep Space Nine, it's a bit of an add one bc I think they were trying to do something a bit new with it, and I have to say that it took me two seasons to warm up to the main cast (it's not necessarily bad, but I am used to opening up any trek and immediately having 10 new blorbos and that didn't happen there and I was Sad) BUT it is genuinely very good. It's a bit darker in places, has great themes, overarching plot arc, my favourite eugenics plotline, great cast. Basically it's a bit grittier trek for those who are tired of vanilla pink glasses trek. (it's not. actually gritty. it's pretty chill still) It's not a very obvious place to start, both in terms of it's less well-known, and, well, it's the 'one that's not like the others', which is a bit pointless when you don't have a feel of what the others are like, but I don't really know what your taste is and I think it's always better just to watch whatever part vibes with you most instead of aiming for some sort of completionism or whatever. Unless you want the popculture primer that is, then TOS or TNG are your boys
There is a lot of other stuff, but tbh I wouldn't rec it as a place to start for various reasons (Voyager I just plain don't like; Enterprise has a cool premise but it's about the very beginning of space exploration and is much less trek-y bc of it; most of the modern stuff is either not very good or relies heavily on old stuff, either in terms of being prequels/sequels/midquels or being genre deconstruction (like Lower Decks, which I think is great but it's a bit useless if you don't know what it's trying to deconstruct)
Sidenote about the new movies (2009-2016): I don't have anything bad to say about them, I think they were the first trek I ever watched, but they are also very much mid-tier blockbusters in a trek coat and not very trek-like. Are they enjoyable? absolutely. Will they give you a good idea of what trek is? Probably not. They're also the only ones on the alternative timeline, so they don't actually tie into anything before of after and thus aren't a great launching point.
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His hair!!! Yes! I like it too. I also like that they went with a whole different direction with Unmei's design as opposed to the other protagonist's desgins because before this, the protagonists usually looked like Regular guys as far as anime goes
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Like just look at them. Obviously they aren't full regular guy bc this is anime style still, but they aren't too flashy. They did stray away with it when it came to Asuto a bit bc idk what that hair is, but with Unmei they just went all out. It's nice, it's new.
And tbh I think that Haru takes the "regular guy" approach in design choices this time around. Bc in IE we have the main protagonists (the guys above), but we also have the main trios and their designs are mixed when it comes to full anime and just regular guys
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The original trio can all pass as regular guys, gryphon trio (with Tenma) (also apparently GO/Gryphon trio is also their ship name, I found that out when I was looking for images HELP) is mixed, Tsurugi is anime and Shindou is just a guy. Ares trio is like, the most anime.
As for Victory Road idk who the full trio is, maybe we don't even have a trio this time around! They have been mostly focusing on Unmei and Haru and nobody else really, so maybe they opted for a protag duo this time! However, it is possible that Jouji is the third protag bc he's been pretty prominent too, just not as much. Though can't be sure, bc Jouji has been mostly shown with the other important characters rather than a focus like Haru and Unmei...
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This is Jouji btw.
THOUGH it's also possible that a new character entirely is the 3rd protag bc this guy:
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Got shown in the latest PV and I haven't seen him before. He also got shown right before Haru and Unmei so ??? Maybe it's this guy while Jouji fills the role of the best friend or childhood friend instead! I'm really curious, honestly I hope that they do all the new characters justice bc I'm sooo excited to meet them and grow attached to them. Out of the characters I haven't mentioned, I'm personally looking forward to seeing Garyuu and Soji a lot!! I reached the image limit for this one so maybe I can show them later...
ANYWAYS HARU. I'm really excited to see Haru because like AJFIGJFJAJWF!!!! Not only am I excited to see a kid of an older character in general bc I wanna know what Endou was like as a dad, but Haru's story already intrigues me. Haru's title is Soccer Monster and he is incredibly talented and good at soccer (which isn't surprising considering he is THE son of THE legendary goalkeeper Endou Mamoru (Mamoru Endou actually, I'm just used to doing last name, first name for IE lmao) who is known far and wide in the IE world), BUT in reality he finds soccer kinda boring (Endou is crying a river hearing this). And like, you know, obviously he finds it boring because he is simply TOO GOOD at it, he probably doesn't have any challenges anymore right now. So I'm really excited to see what they do with him bc from some things they have shown he and Unmei become friends quickly and Unmei even shares tactics for matches with Haru even though they aren't on the same team (does this mean Haru switches to Unmei's school? I wonder). So I wonder how everything is going to actually play out, I'm guessing that he relearns that soccer is fun together with Unmei, but can't be sure.
Anyways, Unmei! Apparently Unmei starts out hating soccer and then ????? And now we gotta bring back soccer??? Really curious how the plot is going to play out here too. Also, Unmei himself doesn't actually play, he's actually going to be the team's manager. Though he does know how to play soccer from what we have seen, so I wouldn't be surprised if they go PLOT TWIST and Unmei ends up becoming an actual player later in the game. But him not being a player is also a new approach for a protagonist!!! They are doing so many new things with this game!!! I like it and I am excited to actually see the whole game and experience the new story!!!!!!!!!!
im excited for u!!!1 it sounds cool!!! also JOUJI LOOKS COOL AS FUCK
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sunflouwerhabit · 6 months
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hii! it's me again! (i'm thinking of getting a patent for this phrase ahaha) 
1st I'm very glad that my messages make you happy there's a lot of care into them AND your writing makes ME very happy so, feels like a fair trade. 
2nd SOTB IS SO ROMANTIC LIKE!!! I love how she combines a more mystical/ethereal view of love to a very mundane and domestic side of it <3 Also I agree very much, love the version with more lana, I think it really suits her voice.
3rd omg which other album would make your top three??? this is now a very serious question. And also, COWBOY LIKE ME AU WHENNN. 
4th IT WAS LOUIS' HATER ERA BUT I LOVE IT SOOOOO MUCH. I love him throughout the whole fic tbh, I think sometimes authors when writing ""enemies"" to lovers (i mean are they really enemies if Harry was in love with him FOR MONTHS 💀) either make the first conflict too harsh or then make characters' reaction not proportionate at all with the event itself but I think that Louis' behavior in yours was so credible, I really really loved dtl. 
5th I WANT TO GO. I live in europe sooo I thought I had already gotten over my "I wanna live in the USA when I grow up 😍" era, but reading your descriptions of Cleveland made me want to AT LEAST go there to visit it. 
6th OK SO. I HAVE STARTED THE INNINGS. IN FACT, I'VE READ ALMOST ALL OF THEM. I think the next one is the tenth. I'm trying to save them because I usually read really fast (I read write this down in like... two days........) but I've been struggling with finding new fics (if you have any recommendations plz do tell) and I'm not ready to finish the innings because then I won't have any ""new dtl content" for when I'm really struggling with finding something to read before bed. so. yeah. who knows. in a month I've read 10 innings so it probably won't last much longer ahahah BUT I'M LOVING IT SO SO MUCH. I could probably give you a review on each of the innings and explain why I loved every single one of them but I reckon that would make a too long of tumblr ask so... I won't ❤️ but I will say that I LOVE HARRY SO MUCH. like I love dtl louis in the sense of: I would love to be his friend, I would love to hang out with him. HARRY THOUGH??? He's like: COMFORT CHARACTER. I KNOW I ALREADY SAID THIS BEFOFE BUT HE REALLY IS. THE FIRST INNING??????? KNOWING HIS INNER THOUGHTS????? like. I can't. I CANT. Don't think I'll survive dtl (harry's version) :)))
(also!!!! I didn't know anything about baseball before I read dtl and I thought it would be good to have a mere idea of the game before starting the fic so I spent approximately 3 hours on youtube watching videos like "how to play baseball (BASICS)" or "how to play baseball (BASICS (FOR EUROPEANS WHO HAVE NEVER WATCHED A GAME))", just kidding this last one didn't exist. BUT IT SHOULD. It would've been helpful. Anyway rn I still haven't started supporting a team (bc honestly I get very overwhelmed with the amount of games and since my knowledge of RL baseball is close to 0 I'm not sure how I'm supposed to watch it or how do people usually follow the season) BUT I WILL SAY THAT I DONT THINK I COULD EVER SUPPORT THE CUBS. Just bc in my mind they're forever meanies and I just can't. So thanks for that!!!!!)
7th IM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT YOU HAVE PREPARED FOR THEM. I SWEAR TIS THE DAMN SEASON AND I'VE STARTED LISTENING TO EVERMORE AGAIN AND I REALLY FEEL THE SUDDEN NEED TO REREAD WRITE THIS DOWN. but I think I'm going to save it for christmas cause I think it will be sooo comforting because HOLIDAYS. So, until then I'll just listen to evermore and think about them.
8th whiiiiich brings me to the point of this whole ask! I watched the eras tour film today and when it got to champagne problems all I could think about was liam. Like my friends were crying (we're all very devoted Taylor/Louis/Harry fans) and I was thinking about the fact that Liam did buy champagne. In your fic. Honestly I was thinking about them the whole time. So yeah, you have officially altered the way I perceive evermore, thank you so much.
9th (bc 9 innings) have you been to the eras tour? or have you watched the film?? If no to both YOU NEED TO WATCH THE FILM as soon as it's available!!! it's so good!! If yes to both, what did you think of it? If yes to one of them and no to other, plz do ramble about it, I'd love to hear (read) your thoughts.
ANYWAY this is once again VERY long. IM SORRY! I hope you have a great weekend AND THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING SO SWEET AND TALKATIVE IN YOUR REPLIES!!! 💓 I LOVE YOU!!!! :) 
HIIIIIIIIIIIII <33333 i am back to answer after a bit of a hiatus :-)))) ((writing took over my LIFE this past month. i am so behind in EVERYTHING 😭♥️)) but omg anyway i am BACK!!
stoppppp i love the idea of a tradeoff between my stories and these comments??? that is simply??? so cute i will sob :'))))
I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE YOUR ANALYSIS OF SOTB S O MUCH!!!! like the juxtaposition between the sheer impractical allure of it all to how NORMAL life becomes between two long term partners??? sahhsldfjsfsf i think that's why i love the line "my flight was awful thanks for asking" sO MUCH like UGH
OOOOOOO i loveeeeeeee this question! so my top three taylor albums are: evermore, speak now (taylor's version), and folklore!!!! i love every album she has ever released, but those 3 are so special to meeee
LOUIS THE HATER <3 love him sm. he's so perfect and so unserious sjflsdfjsdjfsf but i also have those same reservations with enemies to lovers so i am so happy to know down the line still felt realistic!!! i LOVE tropes when it's enemies to lovers on the surface, but it's so obvious that only one takes the rivalry seriously sdfjksdfjsf and writing smitten harry always makes me so happy!!!
and AHHHHHHHHH i am so happy to be of service with that particular mission:'))))))))) i can attest to cleveland being a wonderful place to visit, if it's possible <3333 i have been to europe once but would love to see more countries and cities in the future!!!!!
AND AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! THE EXTRA INNINGS!!!!!! i love that you are trying to read them slower (reading write this down in two days is SO IMPRESSIVE i CANT). it also makes me giggle because i am pretty sure this ask was sent in before innings 13-15 were published, so!!!!! i hope you enjoyed those three monsters (writing those was.... a lot hajlfasjfsdlf). i need to make a fic rec list sooooooon! i have so many! my favorite fic of all time is mine would be you by crinkle-eyed-boo! :-) but AHHHHHHH i am so so so happy you love down the line harry so much! i simply want my own personal dtl harry???? like where can i find one of him???? he's just a baby????? :'))))))) i love everyone in dtl but he's just so special i aDORE HIM <3333 but also ALSO ALSO i am giggling at all the effort you put into learning about baseball!!! i love the dedication!!!!! ((a video for europeans especially is such a good idea i will get on that sjdfjlsfsdfsdf)) i actually made a powerpoint explaining baseball basics for my one friend! i should link in on ao3 so you all have it hehehehe aLSO ALSO ALSO ALSO- if you still need a team to root for.... might i suggest the cleveland guardians :D
AND :'))))))) it is officially OFFICIALLY evermore season!!!! tis the damn season!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is truly the ideal time to read write this down. i will be playing my evermore vinyl on repeat for the next month :')
BUT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD OH NO I AM CRYING FOR YOU???? THAT IS SO DEVASTATING?????? POOR LIAM 😭😭😭😭😭 i feel your pain so much though because so many songs on evermore now remind me SO MUCH of write this down and it HURTS
AND!!! i have been to the era's tour!!!!!! i went to pittsburgh night two and my surprise songs were story of us and seven and it was the best night of my life! i dressed up as a speak now disco ball. it was just ahhsldfjsdlkfjskflsf. evermore was my favorite era of the night. tis the damn season. marjorie. TOLERATE IT. like are you KIDDING???????????? i also loved the pure joy in the stadium during the fearless set. and she had so many of my favorite songs on the setlist. im just aljdsfklsjfskfjsf i would love to relive that night again and again :') and i saw the movie the day it was released! i may actually go see it again this week with some family!!!!! i love it so so so so much! are you seeing the era's tour??? :')
♥️♥️♥️ i am so sorry it has taken me a million and one years to answer your message, but i hope you are doing well and you may always always always feel free to ramble in my asks i love these messages SO MUCH <333333
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I HOPE YOU NEVER HAVE TO TAKE THE BUS AGAIN CUZ THIS JUST SOUNDS SO ANNOYINNNGGG
I LOVED EVERY SECONF OF THE YANGYANG FIC BOTH CUZ OF THE STORY AND THE SONG CHOICES!!!! awsten being a guitar teacher is just such a weird thing imo like i would've never imagined that about him ngl :o but now i see the fic in a new light might reread it once more later in the week🫢
I LOVE LOVEJOY SOOMUCH AND ITS SO RARE TO FIND SOMEONE WHO ALSO DOES!!!! (THAT IS ONE OF MY FAV PARTS FROM THE FIC!!! LIKE THE LOVEJOY LYRICS TOOK ME BY SURPRISE) perfume is one of their best songs istg!! i'm so glad tommy convinced them to release it!!! i was(and still am) such a diehard mc youtuber fan;-; wilbur and tommys vlogs are just so funny!! i'm glad they led u to lovejoy cuz their music is truly amaziiinnggggg;-;
aespa are so amazing i'm so excited about their upcoming album all of the songs sound like such a bop!! U SOULD CHECK OUT BEABADOBEE I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH HER MUSIC SINCE SUMMER SHE IS SO GOOD!!! I RECOMMEND HER VERY MUCH!!! AND I HOPE U WILL ENJOY HER MUSIC AS WELL
HIHIHI OFC I LOVE 5SOS🫢🥰 tbh when i realized how many of the same artists we both listen to i was like this person was meant for me💆‍♀️i love ur music taste so much!!!! and i will check out wallows cuz i listened to a couple of their songs before that were popular but i never really checked them out so thank u💞💖💓 (i'm an avid listener for both chase atlantic and the driver era as well🫡) wahhh i will check out baekhyun too i always see his name but i never listened to him!!! (and the way u wrote that made me laugh so hard, i hope u will win against haechan some day don't give up the fight🤞)
i'm so scared to recommend cuz they might not be ur taste in music😟buuttt some of my fav songs atm: kár by elefánt, macskák by elefánt, bálnák by dzsúdló, sprint by dzsúdló, na mindegy by carson coma, porszem my carson coma (and tbh i recommend anything by carson coma i feel like they would fit ur music taste the best if u happened to like any of these)
i may happened to be from hungary yesss🫣so hi neighbor🥳🙋‍♀️
(IM SORRY FOR WRITING THIS MUCH I KNOW U PROBABLY DONT MIND BIT I STILL FEEL THE NEED TO SAY SORRY - liebestraum anon💕)
I PROMISED TO MYSELF TO NEVER FEEL PRESSURED TO DO SO EVER AGAIN HAHAHA.
AAAAH thank u sm for saying that!!! awsten being a guitar teacher is a weird concept i agree but it strangely fits?? also i remember him saying he used to teach 5sos songs which made my heart so happy AHAHA anyways perfume is literally the best song ever and lovejoy slap idc what anyone says. tommy deserves the whole world for convincing them to keep the song i owe him my life AHAHA you being a mcyt fan is so valid of you. i had my mc phase when i was younger (mainly bc i have an older brother so we played together) so i was big on my slovak/czech mc youtubers back in the day HAHA but nowadays i dont watch many youtubers tbh,,, i WAS a big sidemen girlie tho DJFKLA i still watch their vids sometimes. also the uk commentery scene back in the day had such a chokehold on me that i still follow will, alex and memelous on instagram lmaoo
DID U SEE THE CLIPS FROM AESPAS CONCERT ningnings solo killed me. i love that girl w my whole heart and thIS ?? if they dont add the solos to the album im gonna riot
i havent had time to check up beabadobee but i promise to do so soon and then give u a report!! if u have any favorite songs from her pls send them my way!!
GIRL WE ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER our music taste matches so well what the fuck this never happened to me before AAA YOU EVEN LIKE THE DRIVER ERA????????? ross lynch was my first ever celebrity crush and im afraid to admit that he has the same hold on me now that im almost 20 than he had back when i was 9. i dont know ALL wallows songs btw im more of a casual fan but the ones i know are so good omg. also baekhyun!!! my kr&b king!! pls listen to his music he is such a good vocalist AAA (i dont think im winning against hyuck any time soon tho >:()
also im now listening to the songs you recommended so let me give you a live reaction. kár sounds very very vibey omg i love it actually ???? went straight to my playlist i love the synth?? macskák has very edgy depressed vibe i love it too omg?????? in my playlist you go. bálnák sounds like a nct dream b-side but in hungarian i stan. very very vibey. sprint has a very good beat!! its enjoyable to listen to but not really my vibe tbh. na mindegy is sO FUCKING GOOD WHAT ?? you were right this is truly my vibe i added this to my playlist too omg. porszem towards the end when it gets louder?? slaps. my favorites were definitely the first two and then na mindegy !!!!!
hello neighbor hhhh im slovak <33 (if you didnt know already bc i slap it to everyones face LMAO)
dont apologize for writing so much i really enjoyed talking abt music w you!!!!!! <33
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mel my love hi !! i´m finally here to reply to your message! sorry it took me so long!!
first of all thanks so much for the support! i´m almost done with all my deadlines so yay!
and aaaah i totally get it noeasy is one of my face skz albums too! i just love those songs so much (star lost? my biggest love) and same!! i love their title tracks they're always so fun and hype! noise music our beloved <3
and omg that's so funny i totally get that! i actually had that with ateez. i remember first listening to pirate king and thinking ????? no. but then a couple of months (? sorry i have no sense of time) later i heard it again and was like ?????? yes. why did i ever hate this ashjdfsfhgjk.
aah i see! i hope you liked the title/album! and yes omg that's so fitting ahjkdf. your love for minho truly is the cutest :(
and ofc !! it had to be taste !!! but it's valid so i'll accept ahsdkg. i recently finally saw a vid of them performing it and !!! insanity.
as for which groups i like, we actually have a lot of groups in common! nct, svt and txt are also loves ! (pls dont ask me to pick biases im very bad at picking favorites ahfjdskhg) and omg day6!! in love with their music truly. i've listened to the rose and nflying and i've actually recently been getting into xheroes and p1h ! i adore kbands (and bands in general tbh) so much!
as for girlgroups, i actually listen to a lot of them as well ! i actually haven't really listened much to stayc but they seem so lovely ! my faves are probs itzy, le ssera, twice, red velvet, purple kiss and billlie? but i'm probably forgetting some agskdh. i actually love a lot of soloists as well but i'll stop here ahsdkf
and yes thanks so much for introducing me to his fancams !! it was so fun ! and ahfjkdhkjf he's insane i love him so. also i think i actually knew that cam!! and ugh so true he's so good it's sickening truly
as always wishing you a lovely day/night and !!!! merry merry christmas! i hope you have lovely holidays full of love and laughter and peace and ofc good food ! sending you all my love ! *hugs* - 🌻
okay but ateez…..their recent cb was really good like im still obsessed with cyberpunk, new world, etc lol im looking forward to the cb coming up!! idk much about them but i feel like ive absorbed some things through my moots 😂 i had the same thing with ateez too when i first got into kpop, i was like idk if this is for me either but now with nct and skz noise music i think my taste has changed LOL. it’s so interesting how our taste in art (not just music) can vary depending on the timing of when we come across it
the taste performance was crazy let’s not talk about that bc it makes me so unwell HAHAHA (aka lets talk about it bc i am so whipped for that man). lee know in that silk shirt 🥴🥴 how did u like skz replay?? omg and the danceracha stage for gayo daejejeon on new years eve, i cant wait for that 😁
i looove day6’s music too, i think their songs and lyrics have this feeing in them that idk how to explain but it’s relatable, and it also conveys a feeling of hope? i like rock sounds in general which i think is why i like kbands so much ^^ do u have any other fav kbands or bands besides the ones we already talked about? (also fine if u dont lol we listed a lot already)
ooh i listened to billie’s stuff recently and i liked it a lot, i also like their concept and even like the album/track titles! and they make a whole separate album thats a soundtrack for their actual album?? i think thats so cool
i hope you had a very merry xmas and are having a joyful holiday season 💕💕 im excited to find out who u are soon hehehe <33
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daintydreamsy · 2 years
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Hi! Can you please do a headcanon about survivor s/o who is extremely shy, scared & the event of the oletus Manor with memory/little girl, hastur, Jack & luchino pls. Also t for the headcanon of little girl/memory is 100% PLATONIC PLS!
alriight, i hope i portrayed the shy survivor well! im always a little hesitant to write about them cause im afraid itll be like... overly cliche? hope you enjoy! (✯ᴗ✯) also im so excited about luchino I LOVE THAT GUY!! i've included: Memory, Hastur, Jack, and Luchino -
Memory: the little girl herself is really quiet and, honestly? kind of nervous around new people. I mean, imagine this poor kid who's been thrown to this. I think you guys would get along great. immediate parental-figure to her tbh. everyone in the damn manor is. this kid is literally never going to get away from the "see when I was your age-" kind of thing. but you? she's relaxed around you. you still make sure she's safe, but with your quiet demeanor, she feels like she can be a little more lax with her... dumb kid stuff. you're not going to be loud, or confront her on anything unless its life-threatening. she likes it! and maybe takes a little bit of an advantage of it. if you say something is okay, then she's gonna flaunt it to everyone who tells her it isn't. she likes baking with you, its a quiet activity that doesn't require anyone else nearby. you don't need to talk to anyone but her, and, honestly? she does the majority of the talking anyway. she likes you better than most adults! you just let her talk and don't tell her that eating the burnt part of the cookie is bad!
Hastur: out of both of the deities in the manor, Hastur is probably the better one to go to. Yidhra is nice! but she is so fucking scary oh my god. Hastur is quiet as well, but he's definitely not shy. if he finds you interesting, then he will talk to you about it. even if you're not responding in full sentences because holy shit an actual god is talking to you! if anyone were to make you feel uncomfortable, whether it be by forcing you into a situation you don't want to be in, or taking advantage of your shyness (memory...), he would step in. in the events of the manor, unfortunately, there isn't much Hastur can do to stop them from happening. unlike you, a survivor, Hastur feels no fear to the manor. he cannot be hurt (except for stuns), he is a powerful deity, and therefore the terror is almost minimized. and, Hastur doesn't so much as feel empathy. he has never needed to. but for you, he is willing to nod along as you whisper about the match(es) that day, and offer a shoulder of support. maybe a head pat, if you had a particularly bad day. he is nice to you, and although you're a little awkward to him, he pays it nearly no mind.
Jack: now THIS guy, on the other hand, is not even close to as kind as Hastur. he immediately flocks to you, after you get absolutely destroyed in a match. he finds your terror endearing, in some weird way. he is part psychopath, after all. but when you really don't respond to him, or even give him any attention, he wonders if you're turned off by him, y'know, trying to murder you. so he tries to make it up to you! by cornering you after he murdered all of your teammates! so approachable! when you finally admit that you're just shy, and a bit nervous, he feels really bad. like super bad. he did just murder your entire support system and corner you in the back of China Town. once you get past the first introduction, where he profusely apologizes for being uncaring towards your feelings, its mostly just him trying to woo you. he's flirtatious, there's no denying that. so he'll bring you flowers, and bask in your gorgeous flustered face. sometimes he'll cook you your favorite meal and bring it to you, sending you random presents, the works. I think that Jack was (maybe) a survivor before he became the Ripper, so he understands your fear to the manor, and assures you he'll try to go soft on you during matches with him. he keeps his promise, sometimes... he's more empathetic than Hastur, but don't think he'll go easy on ya!
♥Luchino: Luchino is, to no one's surprise, incredibly awkward. like, he's definitely not shy by a long shot, but he's so awkward about initiating conversations with anyone. especially since he's so physically terrifying. he's afraid he'll scare anyone by trying to talk to them! so, if you want to talk to him, sorry honey, but you're gonna have to talk to him first. but honestly? once you get over the hurdle of talking, being with him is so damn easy. he's so chill, very go-with-the-flow. definitely not as awkward as before, and really nice. he understands your feelings of fear, and applauds you multiple times for coming so far in the manor. and even more so to talk to him, he knows how intimidating he can be, so expect lots of head pats from him. since his transformation, Luchino doesn't feel fear as effectively as before. but during his transformation? pure terror. he gets disgustingly scared when thinking of the pain he had been in, no matter how long or short it took. he's incredibly sympathetic to you, but don't tease him about it! if anyone makes note of how kind he is to you during matches (giving you the dungeon, or purposefully missing his jumps and hits so he doesn't hurt you), he'll get very embarrassed about it most days with him are spent in comfy silence. sometimes he'll speak up, but with you both being on the quieter and shyer side, its a good comfortable silence. he's good with helping you deal with your bouts of shyness, but is in no way shape or form good with dealing with his own. what a hypocrite!
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