❤️ Glad you’re back! ❤️
I can’t remember your request guidelines rn so I’m gonna play it safe. Coddling and complimenting Eddie? 👀
RRRAHHHH THAT WAS QUICK!!!!!!! ALR, YES. Eddie needs to be spoiled and just. so much attention. I am very much willing to give that to him. that being said
cw: Eddie being traumatized (duh), a bit of angst, a dash of relationship issues, dw they fix it, happy ending, fluff
Never Too Much
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okay so bc of Eddie's past, we know he most probably has a lot of trouble getting into relationships, let alone romantic ones.
so when he met you, and obsessed over you, of course, he felt so lucky he could even breathe the same air as you
but nothing good ever lasts for him, everything is ripped away from him by this god forsaken city. he tries not to get too attached (and fails miserably) so he's shy for longer than he should be.
he's just trying to be prepared for when you'll leave him.
he's absolutely surprised when you don't
he doesn't say anything, of course, but he's just utterly confused
how? how didn't you leave him? all this city had taught him was how he wasn't good enough, how he was different, and how different people, people like him, don't get anything nice. don't deserve anything nice.
you notice this. you always do. it's not hard to tell when he's overthinking. he'll stop and take deep breaths or immerse himself in puzzles, but you're working on communication
you decide to start coddling Edward. to spoil him a little bit.
it doesn't even have to be something big, he'll be grateful for whatever you give him, although he doesn't quite know how to tell you or thank you properly
Eddie hadn't been your Eddie for the last two weeks or so, consumed with work and his plans to cleanse the city. He hadn't had the energy to be quite romantic or intimate lately, so things had been a little colder than usual. It hurt. Did he not love you?
One day you realized your mistake. Eddie? Your Eddie worshipped you. Sure, he could have his bad moments and want some time to himself, but after all the neglect and abuse he'd lived, he probably wanted to be coddled. He just was too embarrassed to ask you to do it. No wonder things had been like this. It was your turn to take the lead.
Now you knew, and you decided to take matters into your own hands. For the last couple of weeks you had been thinking of little ways to make him feel better, and today would finally be the day when you unleashed them all onto little unsuspecting Edward.
You hear the creak and slam of the door to your apartment. In comes Edward's tumbling silhouette, shuffling around to plop down on the couch next to you. Your sweet boy, all tired from work, all tired from this city. He always was.
"Eddie! Oh honey I missed you so much...", you coo, and his heart melts, because although he knows you adore him, he's used to having his absence not quite matter.
He's silent as he shuffles a little closer to you, and you immediately receive him with open arms and an inviting hug.
"Tough day?", you ask, and he nods. You do as well, and hold his shoulders.
"I got a little surprise for you, c'mon, follow me", you tell him. He looks at you, eyebrows knitted in confusion. You help him get up and slowly peel off his jacket, take his hand, and lead him to your bathroom.
He doesn't even get to see what it is before a sweet aroma invades his nostrils. Your tiny bathroom, adorned with scented candles, bubbles and rose petals floating on your tiny tub (if you could call it that).
What?
He looks at you, confused. Why would you do this? Why you, such an angelic being, the antithesis of this dirty city, do this for him, a broken man?
"I- you didn't-", he starts.
"I didn't have to, I know. But you've been so stressed lately and I wanted to help you relax...", you explain kindly. You start shredding your clothes, ready to enter the tub with him. You extend your hand to him, and he feels as if he's being dragged to the pearly gates of heaven.
"Besides, I've been missing you so much... I wanted you all to myself a lil' bit...", you say, and ignore the sting in your eyes. You really did miss him so so much...
"You can have me all to yourself whenever you want (Y/n)...", he stutters out, feeling guilty.
"Oh...", you let out. There he was, so kind, so sweet to you, so unapologetically yours.
"Well, in that case...", you say, almost seductively, but cover up a little once again when you remember your appearance. You were so busy planning this whole thing for today, you hadn't even shaved, you hadn't taken care of yourself. It felt overwhelming. What if your appearance ruined this whole things for him?
"Shit- I didn't- I forgot to- Sorry-"
He stares at you, but his eyes sparkle and his round face is flushed as if this was the first time he's ever seen you (which you both know is not the case).
"You know I don't care about those things. I want to see you...", he says, taking your hand. He looks at you, eyes full of adoration. His hands make their way to your waist and caress it gently, bringing you closer. He leaves a chaste kiss on your lips.
A few happy tears escape your eyes. There he was, the Eddie you've been missing. You help him undress, hands sliding lovingly over every inch of skin you know he's not fond of. Eddie. Your Eddie, so soft and round and most of all, so gentle.
You both get in the tub, cuddled up together. You don't even need to say a word. You both occasionally ask each other questions regarding doubts or insecurities, and reassure each other. When you're both satisfied with each other's answers you share the silence, snuggled up.
"You're so pretty, Eddie... my baby..."
He shivers, and you keep going.
"I love you, Eddie. You're kind and so so sweet. You deserve this, Eddie"
You notice by the way he shakes that now it's his turn to cry, happy cry, of course.
"My baby, you're so strong... You're safe here, you're okay. I love you Eddie, I'll never leave you". You coo.
He sobs, feeling free to break down in your presence. You kiss his tears away.
"Th-Thank you... you're too good to me... you do too much...", he hiccups.
"Oh, but don't you get it, Eddie? It's never too much", you reply, and for the first time, he begins to believe it.
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It’s About Time
Ed Nygma/The Riddler x Reader
Prompt: Ed offers to help you with time management when you tell him you’re stressed at work. Your conversation is interrupted by an attack on the GCPD by the Maniax.
Warnings: Mentions of murder, cannibalism, r*pists, abuse, and general graphic violence. Gotham typical violence. Mental health struggles. Sensory issues and meltdowns common with autism. Panic. Near death experiences. Claustrophobia. References to being buried alive. Nightmares.
A/N: I’m rewatching Gotham and I didn’t realize the missed potential for hurt/comfort the first time I watched this show 7 years ago. My work load has been really heavy lately, but this show broke me out of my writers block and I made time for the writing bug. This takes place in the middle of Ed’s Riddler arc. He hasn’t fully become the Riddler yet, but he has already made his first kill. The reader has qualities of an autistic person, but is not explicitly said to be autistic. I accidentally code a lot of my characters to be autistic because I am, but this was more intentional to reflect Ed’s autistic coding. Feel free to read into it or not! You don’t have to be autistic to read and hopefully enjoy this! Crossposted on my AO3 adriansglasses.
“I’ve been so stressed lately.” You sigh. “It’s like I can’t get anything done that I actually need to get done.” You stand in the hallway of the precinct talking to your friend Ed. You were stressing about this case and Jim Gordon was making you go through hundreds of old files for him. You were never part of the real action, but the horrifying crime scene photos and evidence you had to pull through everyday was taking a toll on you. Gordon’s time crunches never helped either. You understood that lives were often on the line, but that didn’t make it any easier.
“What can some people never get enough of and others say is too much? What has the ability to fly when having fun or is stuck completely frozen when you need it to move?” He smiles. You stare at him blankly. You had not been getting enough sleep. You loved hearing his riddles, but you were never the best at giving him the answers. It was so hard for your mind to keep track of it all. “Do you give up?” He asks.
“My brain just isn’t braining right now.” You laugh. “What’s the answer?”
“Time.” He beams, happy with himself. “You should try to implement a better time management plan. You look tired all the time. It’s like you’re not even sleeping.”
“Thanks, Ed.” You give a dry laugh.
“You know what I mean.” You nod in an agreement with him. “You might be the only person who usually knows what I mean.” He says, fiddling with his fingers and the buttons on his coat.
He was right. Nobody quite seemed to get him, but nobody quite seemed to get you either. You had always felt this odd draw to him that you could never quite explain. Truthfully you think you have feelings for him, but you always bury them. He saw you as a friend and he really needed a friend. Besides he had been pinning over Kristen since before you even got to the precinct. You had mixed feelings towards her. On one hand you felt bad for her. She was always getting mixed up with shitty boyfriends who treated her poorly, but on the other hand she had a mean streak. You never liked how she treated Ed. It was like he wasn’t a person with feelings to her and that made you so angry.
“You’re right. I haven’t been sleeping.” You tell him.
“Why is that?” He asks.
“We live in Gotham. With the terrifying shit we see everyday, I don’t know how anyone sleeps.”
“Are you having nightmares again?” He asks, his face painted with concern.
“It’s fine. It’s just work stress. It’s just this case. I’m fine.” You smile. It wasn’t a real smile. Your smiles always came so naturally around Ed that he knew something was off. He was about to press when you heard gunshots coming from down the hall. Your body immediately froze like a dear in headlights in the middle of the hallway.
You’ve had violent people in the precinct before and it always made you nervous, but this was different. The Maniax were on the loose and you knew they were too unhinged to care about survivors or bargains. With Jerome Valeska at the helm, along side cannibals, rapists, and murderers you were terrified. They’d escaped from Arkham days ago and already managed to murder dozens of people. This was far too close to the action for you, as you heard Jerome’s laugh bellowing down the hall from the bullpen; a laugh you remembered from one of your early cases at the precinct. You had felt bad for him and tried to help him when his mother died. You will never forget the laugh he let out when Jim realized he wasn’t as innocent as you’d thought. It ran a chill through your spine.
Everything started moving too fast when you realized you were being pulled down the hall quickly. Once you realized you were holding hands, you tightly grasped Ed’s hand, not wanting to be separated from him. He brings you further down the hall into the ME’s lab.
“W-where are we going?” You stutter. It’s like your mouth can’t keep up with your racing mind.
“Do you trust me?” He looks at you trying to stay calm.
“Ed, what are you doing?” You’re panicking. He can tell. It’s not hard to tell, as your hands fidget and your breathing is heavy. You’re trying to stay calm.
“(Y/N), I need you to trust me.” He places his hands on your shoulders in an effort to ground you with the pressure. You close your eyes and nod, hesitantly. You do trust him.
Ed runs to the cold lockers and opens one, checking to see if it’s empty. He finds a dead body inside. You cringe. Seeing bodies is rare for you and you’re still getting used to it.
“Oh dear… okay… second times the charm…” He mumbles to himself trying to find an empty locker. “Bingo!” He smiles, finding an empty one. The wheels start to turn in your head.
“No! I’m not getting in there!” Your panic increases. Ed shushes you.
“This is our best chance. I promise I’ll let you out as soon as I can.”
“We won’t be together?” Your eyes start to burn. You try to keep back tears. You’re shaking.
“We won’t both fit in the same one. I’m gonna go in the one above you-“
“No no please I- I don’t wanna be by myself! Please don’t leave me!” You cut him off and beg him. Ed awkwardly rubs his thumbs across your shoulders where he places his hands again, still trying to ground you. It’s awkward, but it’s still somewhat calming.
“I’m not leaving you. I would never leave you. I’ll be right next to you the whole time. I promise. I need you to trust me.” You’re not sure if it’s because it’s life or death, or if it’s because it’s Ed, but you reluctantly let him help your shaking body into the mortuary cabinet. When it comes time to let go of his hand and close the cabinet, you don’t want to. Despite quickly running out of time, he knows he needs to be patient. He knows how hard this is for you. He’s always known you’re a bit claustrophobic. He had no idea one of your worst fears was being buried alive. Being stuck in a cold locker wasn’t too far from either of those things. He can hear footsteps far down the hall. The Maniax were never subtle. He kisses the hand he’s holding quickly before closing your locker and climbing into his own. You were surprised by the kiss, but you couldn’t think about that right now and what it could have meant. Your mind couldn’t keep up. He had to leave his own locker unlocked, unable to properly close it from the inside, but he locked yours to make it look more convincing.
When Ed heard you cry, he began to whisper, hoping he could be loud enough for you to hear, but quiet enough for the Maniax to not notice. “It’s okay, (Y/N). I’m still here.” It was enough to quiet your sobs. Tears silently streamed down your cheeks. Ed’s voice had a certain gentleness to it when he spoke to you. He was being especially gentle now. You had seen him angry, upset, anxious, energetic, but his calm voice was reserved for you. Even in this moment when he was admittedly not very calm, he was trying his best to mask his own fears to keep you safe.
You always reserved parts of yourself for each other; parts of yourselves that the other person enabled you to be. You were never as bold as you wanted to be, but when people were rude to Ed you stuck up for him. He brought out a more confident version of you. For Ed, he knew you struggled with staying calm when you were stressed, upset, anxious or scared, even when you were happy. All of your emotions were so big and you rarely knew how to contain them. He tried to stay calm because he knew you saw him as a calming person in your life. He liked being your hero when everyone else only saw him as a weak, odd, nuisance. He also liked that he could read you and that you were honest with him. He trusted you and it helped keep the voice in his head at bay. He didn’t have to question himself with you. He didn’t have to take advice from the voice in his head.
You tried to keep your meltdown as quiet as possible when you heard footsteps approach. They were heavy, not ones you recognized. You knew it had to be one of the Maniax, probably the cannibal. You tried to make your breath as quiet as possible. After what you assume was a poor sweep of the room, the man leaves.
After what seems like hours of being trapped in a corpse you finally hear sirens and then chatter. You hear Ed climb out of the locker above you. He opens your locker and you let out an audible sob.
“I think they’ve gone.” He says, pulling out the drawer to let your body get some much needed air. You start gasping and sobbing, shaking on the drawer of the mortuary cabinet. Your body jolts up. You just want to get away from the locker.
“You’re okay! You’re okay!” Ed catches your body, as your start to fall from the drawer to the floor. You sit on the floor and cling to him, sobbing. At first awkward, he runs his hand along your back, trying to sooth you with the repetitive motion.
“I felt like I was dead- like- like I was gonna get buried alive-“ You gasp for air, sobbing between your words. Ed shushes you.
“We’re okay. They’re gone.” He promises.
You hear fast approaching footsteps. Your brain is moving too fast to decide if the footsteps are familiar or not. You just bury yourself further into Ed’s chest.
“Detective Gordon is here.” He informs you and you relax only slightly.
“Nygma, are they okay?” Jim asks.
“No mortal wounds, they’re just a bit shaken up.” He lets him know.
“You two should probably still get checked out. I need to finish scanning the building for everyone else. So far we’ve got 9 cops dead in the bullpen and… and the commissioner is dead.” He says. It’s almost like you hear Jim, but you don’t. Your mind can’t keep up with anything that’s happening.
After a while you find yourself sitting, waiting for Lee to check you out. Ed had been pulled away for a few minutes to do his job. He didn’t want to leave you, but you assured him you were fine. You didn’t feel fine, but you knew they needed him. As long as you could see him on the other side of the bullpen, you were reluctant, but okay with him stepping away. He left his jacket draped around your shoulders. It helped to be surround by his smell and warmth.
When it was time to go home, Ed guided you to his car. You hadn’t spoken much, but at least you’d finally stopped crying. The car ride was quiet. The only thing that filled the air was Ed’s occasional hum with the radio. Neither of you quite knew what to say. It was a bit ironic considering usually nobody could ever get you two to shut up. You didn’t speak up until he turned onto your street.
“I don’t want to go home.” You said quietly, feeling the panic rise again at the thought of being alone at home again.
“That’s understandable. Would you like to stay at my place?” He asks. You nod, silently. He flicks his turn signal and starts the drive to his place.
“Welcome to Château Nygma.” He smiles, turning on the light. You still have his jacket wrapped around your shoulders. Despite the terror you’ve been through today, his smile is refreshing. You don’t question how he can stay so seemingly sane in times like these, but you’re just glad somebody is. You need that. Maybe you should have questioned it, but you didn’t. He has a nice apartment. It’s not too big. Why would it be for a man who lived by himself? It’s just the right size with cool windows and a comfortable setup.
“Do you want something to eat? I’m a good cook.” He smiles. You don’t know how he can continue to smile, but you’re glad. It starts to make you feel safer. It’s nice to be in a locked apartment with just you and Ed. It’s nice to be in a quiet, secluded place, but not feel alone. It’s far better than sitting on your bed, scared of any serial killers that could be hiding underneath the frame and jumping at any people you hear in the stairwell of your apartment, with an open case file sitting next to you, worried the killers you’re reading about could be onto you any second. Today was a very close call. Too close.
“If you’re not sure, that’s okay too.” He continues, noticing you’re deep in thought.
“Oh…uh yeah… I’m not sure what I want… It’s like my body needs things, but I’m just a little bit too overwhelmed to figure it out.” You look down, shyly.
“Do you want to just sit? I can put on some music?” He questions referencing the record player with his hands.
“That sounds okay. I think I can do that.” You nod. He puts on some quiet music, not too loud to overstimulate you and you make your way to the couch. He brings you a glass of water.
“I can imagine it might be hard for you to have an appetite given your increased levels of adrenaline today, but you should at least drink this.” You take the water from him and begin to sip it. You didn’t realize how nice cold water could feel. You drink it quickly, before setting the glass down.
“Thank you.”
Ed sits down and you gravitate towards him.
“How do you do it?” You ask.
“How do I do what?” He looks for clarification.
“Your job. There’s so much death everywhere.”
“I don’t know. I just sort of do. Honestly I think it’s fascinating…” He pauses, looking away from you. “Sorry. That probably sounds weird.”
“It does, but that’s okay. I like the fact that you’re different and you’re honest. It’s comforting. You’re a better man than all of those crooked cops walking around beating up women and mobsters alike.”
“You think so?” He asks.
“Yeah, I do.” You smile. This time it’s a real smile. Ed smiles too. It’s nice to know after everything he’s done for you to make you comfortable, you can say something to make him feel better.
“I’m sorry all of this has been so awful for you.” He says.
“I know we’re doing good and it’s important to do good in a world of so much bad, but sometimes I just wish nobody had to do it. I can’t even fathom what would make somebody what kill another person. Maybe out of necessity, but it scares me that people actually enjoy it.”
“Yeah.” Ed shifts uncomfortably. You think he must agree with you and that’s why he’s unconformable. You don’t know that he killed Officer Doherty for abusing Kristen just over a month ago.
The two of you talk for quite some time until you end up falling asleep next to him on the couch. He doesn’t mind when you fall into his lap. He lets you sleep, smiling down at you. He didn’t dare move. He didn’t want to wake you. He was afraid of breathing too deeply and shifting too much underneath you. He eventually falls asleep sitting up with you still in his lap.
Everything is peaceful until you shoot up screaming, in a cold sweat. You’ve had another nightmare. This time is different. You’re disoriented. You don’t know where you are. You feel hands touching you.
“(Y/N), it’s me! It’s Ed! You had another nightmare.” You look at his face to see him distraught, unsure of what to do. Your tossing and turning had woken him up. He was awake only seconds before you.
Your eyes begin to well with tears. “I just want it to stop. When will all of this stop?” You cry.
“When will what stop?” He asks.
“Everything! I just want to stop feeling like this. I want to stop being afraid. I should be used to the job by now.”
“Maybe you just need more time to get used to it! I know we talked about time management earlier. I can help you with your schedule.” He offers.
“I don’t want to manage my time. I just want it to freeze. I just wish time would freeze so I could just breathe and catch up!”
Ed looks at you defeated. He doesn’t know what to say. He likes riddles because riddles always have answers. He doesn’t know what to do when there’s a problem with no solution.
“I’m sorry.” He settles with saying. “Would a hug help?” He’s just grasping at anything he’s seen people do when trying to comfort other people with problems and no solutions.
“Yes.” You say quietly, burying your head in his chest. Despite being the one to offer the hug, he’s a little awkward at first. He eventually settles in.
“Is this helping?” He asks.
“Yes.” You tell him. Of course, Ed being who he is, even now he’s still looking for a solution. He doesn’t realize he may be the solution, or at least someone to help make the problem smaller. “You always help.” You add.
“I’m sure most of our coworkers would disagree.” He laughs.
“I never thanked you for earlier today.” You say quietly.
“It was nothing.” He smiles.
“No, Ed. Keeping me safe in a life or death situation isn’t nothing.”
“I’m sure anyone would have done it.” He argues.
“No, they wouldn’t have.” You tell him.
“I’ll always protect you.” He pulls you closer, shifting awkwardly underneath you. “You know… my apartment is always open if you want to sleep with me- I- I mean sleep with me in attendance- I- I mean sleep with each other- I- I mean near each other- you know! In case you have nightmares!”
“I might just have to take you up on that. This is the first night I’ve felt okay enough to be able to maybe go back to sleep afterwards.” You smile, trying not to laugh. You don’t want him to think you’re making fun of him. Truthfully you think he’s sweet and funny.
“You should go back to sleep and since I didn’t get to make you dinner I’ll be making you the best breakfast of your life tomorrow.” He beams.
“You better.” You snuggle into him. Ed is too awkward to suggest you go lay in his bed tonight and you’re too tired to care. You spend the rest of the night on the couch together. You can save the bed for tomorrow night. You know when you wake up in the morning you’ll be coming back. It was the most sleep you’ve gotten in weeks.
Ed wakes up before you and sneaks off the couch to start breakfast. He truthfully was a very good cook. His own sensory issues with food made him very particular about how it’s prepared. You wake up to the smell of something good in the oven. Ed is nowhere to be seen, but you hear him in the bathroom. He’s talking. You knew he often talked to himself, but he sounded like he was talking to someone else. Maybe he was on the phone. You were sure you were hearing one half of a conversation.
“I told you we could trust them. They like me for me. They think I’m a good man.”
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Can i get a battinson x reader where the reader is kidnapped by the riddler because the riddler is yandere for the reader. He keeps her for months and batman is trying to find the reader but can't. One day he finds the reader and batman captures her because she keeps running away from him but he needs info about the riddler. He tends to her wounds and falls in love with her and asks her to stay. Alfred becomes her dad to and just fluff of him comforting her even though she's scared a lil. TYSM!!
Really really sorry for the long wait! But it's here now <3 I hope you love it, and maybe even turn out as you expected.. :)
This idea was just *chef kiss* ISTG you all have so many beautiful and lovely ideas!
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TW!: Very brutal and maybe a bit graphic? What I mean is breaking bones in detail, and violence if you squint. Gaslighting, manipulation, toxic and abusive "relationship", trauma/panic attack if you squint.
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Note: It's funny I wrote 'Running up that hill' and then Stranger Things S4 came out lmao. I didn't even know about the song until ST 4 came LDAD but now I'm addicted to it.
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ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴀᴠɪᴏᴜʀ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴠɪʟ – ꜰᴀʟʟ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜᴇʟʟ ᴛᴏɢᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴀ ʙʟɪꜱꜱ
“My dear..” his voice gave her chills. “Trying to escape again? I taught you better than this,”
“I’m sorry..I’m sorry..” she begged and cried, “I didn’t mean to..”
‘I just wanted to go home..I just…’ How did it even come to this? How long has it been since she has seen the outside of this bird cage?
He kneels to her eyes level, hand stroking her cheek making her flinch, “I just wants the best for you, please know that..”
“You made me do this, this is all for you..” It scared her how his voice was so soft, yet the malice from him was clear.
She prepared for any punishment handed out to her as she begged someone to set her free.
Anyone..
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“Months, Alfred, months, she has been missing for months. Along with Riddler.”
Bruce huffs frustrated, “She is a curcial key yet not once has she been seen nor found.”
“Do you really think she might be riddler’s accomplice?” Alfred puts the tea beside him.
“Riddler has no reason to kidnap a person like that, unless to mess with me. But there has been no sign of her, no hostage threats or anything – so there is a slight chance–”
“Well, commissioner Gordon might be a bit of help,”
“What?”
“He is waiting for you upstairs, it’s about Y/N L/N.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He chugs down the tea, quickly dashing upstairs.
“You never let me get the chance too,” Alfred sighs, following pursuit.
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Hours has passed and all she felt was numb, tears has dried and the aches semmed to have faded.
She hugged her knees, as she was locked in the room, ankle chanied making her unable to leave.
Maybe she was doomed to be like this forever? Was this really her fate?
The more she thought about it, the more she felt the taste of despair. But deep down, a small fuel still burned and longed for any chance to run, to get out of here.
Maybe she should just wait, act like a good girl so he can let his guard down, and then she can strike.
Yet, the toxictiy in her minds seemed to differ. Maybe it was for the best, Gotham is indeed dangerous. She has seen it’s ugly side, and how uglier it can get. Maybe it was indeed the best for her, after all if she is good he won’t harm her. She just need to..
The sound of someone breaking through some doors, could be heard.
‘What..?’ She looks up, ‘What’s happening..?’
Her breathing quickens, it couldn’t be Edward, he was already out for business and wouldn’t come back for awhile. But what if this was some sick morbid joke to make her scared of escaping? To fear the outside, to prove how dangerous and brutal Gotham is?
The sound grew louder, and louder, closer and closer. Until it reached hers.
“Eep!” She coward for a second or two, before quickly thinking of a way to get out here.
“RIDDLER!” the voice booms from the other side. It was deep, it was stern.
“Y/N L/N!” it yells again, trying to bust down the door.
The person behind that door wasn’t riddler, no, his voice was way to deep.
Then who could it be?
‘Now is not the time to think about that!’ She scolded as she looked around for a way out.
Was it such a time where she wished Edward was here, just like now?
Fear and aderline kept rising, it’s a good thing Edward made that door a tad bit stronger, or else they would have busted through that door the second they hitted it.
“...!”
Her eyes landed on a window beside her, a sense of relief, she scanned around the empty room, looking for some sort of way to break the chains. But to her despair, there was none.
“Y/N!” A hole was made through that door, it won’t last much longer.
Panicked she tried to free herself, yanking at the chains around her ankel in hopes that it would break.
CRACK!
The sound of a bone breaking could be heard, and she screamed in pain.
The person stopped for a moment, before they continued, much faster and stronger.
The sound of the chains breaking was like music to her ears, and she crawled back towards the window just as the door bursts opened.
The man before her was wearing some sort of suit looking like a bat, his eyes pierving through her.
Gotham is dangerous my dear, there are so many people out there seeking to harm you.
Especially the man in a batsuit.
Don’t trust him, don’t trust any of them.
They just want to harm you, they are no good for you, if only you knew their evil deeds.
It’s ok, I’ll protect you from them.
I love you.
I love you, my sweet little angel.
His sweet whispers of lies sang in her head, eyes starring terrified at the man in the batsuit.
With each steps he took closer to her, the more she back away until she felt the wall hit her back.
The man in the batsuit looked at the chains for a moment, before turning his eyes towards her.
“ Y/N L/N.” He calls out to her.
Y/N looks behind her, noticing she is right under the window, before turning her eyes towards his.
“I believe there is something we need to discuss.”
‘Discuss? is that an excuse to..--’ She didn’t want to think about the last few words.
It’s amazing what a person can do to someone just in a few months. The poison of lies being fed to your brain to the point it becomes the truth.
“I..” Words got stuck in her throat, trembling and having no other choice, she slids out of the window. Afterall she doesn’t want to be in pain anymore, and the damage of the fall will only be temporarily. At least that’s what she told herself.
“...!” The man reaches towards her, hands barely grasping as she fell further down.
“DAMN IT!” He yells, the window was obviously to small for him to slip out like she did, if so, he had to take off his suit – something he can’t afford to do. So, not having much option he dashed to get outside.
Coordinating her body right, she landed on her feets and legs, breaking both of them.
“AAGH!” tears slid down from the unbearable pain, masked with the heavy rain of Gotham.
She had landed in an allyway, and having no choice she dragged her body somewhere.
Somewhere far away from the person, from him.
And it was impressive how far she had gotten that it took a quite a while for the man to catch up until another man stood before her, gun pointing at her.
“Stand–!”
‘Ah, he must have called for back up or some sort…I’m doomed..’
Her breathing became heavy and the man seemed to lower his gun at the sight of her state. Horrified and concerned is a way to decribe his expression.
“You..” He began, but ended at that as he remained speechless as he was probably not expecting this situation, “What the hell did he do to you?”
Bruises, marks, cuts, scars and bandages decorated and littered all over her body.
“Broke me.” She answered a smile on her face despite the tears.
She felt someone pull against them, knocking her unconscious as she tried to struuggle with all the energy she barely had left.
–
Y/N found herself on the floor as soon as she woke up, trying to crawl, to drag her body away from this unkown place.
With the stone cold walls, it looked like a cave. Yet there wasn’t any dirt nor rocks beneath her, it was actually a sturdy floor.
When she had opened her eyes seconds ago, she was sitting in a hostpital dialysis bed.
Panicked, as memories of the past with Edward kicked in, her first instinct was getting away.
She remembered it, that day when hell had just begun.
–
“Oh, you’re finally awake!” His cheery voice rang in her dizzy state.
“Where..”
“Our home!” He chriped, Ah, my love at last, I can finally have you all for myself.”
“Nobody is going to take you away from me now...”
Gaining her concious fully she immediatly panicked. She was strapped against a bed-like chair.
“There is no need to panic, no need to fear. I’m here, and only me here..”
He stroked her hair, “And you’re safe here with me, I’ll protect you..”
In a quick movement, she bit his hand making him yank his hand back, backing away a bit.
“How dare you! After all the things I did for you!”
“For me?! How is this for me?! I don’t even know who you are!”
It was stupid the ask him to let her go, she knew it.
As looking into his eyes, a deep sense of twisted love, no, obsession, painted them – telling her he won’t let her go. Her freedom had been stolen from a single person.
It’s scary how easy it is, with just a flick of hand.
She shut her mouth, fear kicked in at his glare.
What happened? She was so brave a moment ago, but just a gaze like this, she felt chills.
“There is no helping it, everyone has to learn something right?” His grip around his hand tightened. And she gulped.
First day, the first punishments.
–
“Don’t move.” An icy voice rang, “Unless you want me to tie you down.”
She flinched. And the voice behind her, picked her up and placed her back on the dialysis bed.
Dark brown hair, newly shaved with dark eyeshadow and piercing blue eyes. His body language seemed like someone who is stoic and stern.
And in a weird sense of way, he was handsome. Maybe she would have thought he was more devilishly handsome hadn’t it been for him being her capture.
“Please let me go..” She whispered a plea.
“I will, once I get the information I need from you.” He tended her wounds making her hiss, “So start talking.”
“What information..?”
“About the Riddler,”
Her breathing hitched, “I.. don’t know..”
“You disappeared with him for a few months, and you’re telling me that there’s–” He stopped in mid-sentence.
It didn’t take a genius like him to understand her expression. Horrified, frightened.
“I didn’t go with him, he..” her breathening quickened,
‘Oh god what if he founds out I’m here? What would he do? what..’
“I need to go..! Please let me go!” She began screaming,
No matter where you run, I’ll always find you, we are meant to be, this is fate..
“If he finds me...if he..”
Trying to run away again? What did I say about this? What did I teach you regarding this?
“Hey, breathe!” His voice snapped her out of her thoughts.
Seeing her breathing slowing down he began, “He isn’t going to find you, you’re safe here.”
She didn’t utter a word. Tears stained her cheeks.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it that way. I should have known better,”
“It’s nothing.” Her voice was flat.
His lips formd into a thin line as he continued to patch her up, without another word uttered.
–
Bruce.
Bruce Wayne was his name, hiding behind that fearful mask.
He had offered her to stay here in sake of her her safety, to which, without really knowing why. She agreed and accepted it.
Maybe because she feared what would happened if she rejected the offer, considering she was taught to accept. And accept.
But days went by, she felt hostile yet so peaceful, conflicted.
She hadn’t felt this in awhile.
This safety, this warmth, the tender of his care. But that’s what scared her, having forgotten what it was like, used to the opposite, it didn’t feel safe either.
Y/N strolls through the garden in a wheelchair with Alfred beside her, his butler.
“You got an appointment with the physical therapist next monday.”
“Ah, right. My legs are better now, right?” Her voice was quiet, scared if it was any higher, she would be punished, but despite her wrong doings during her stay, never once was she punished, nor yelled at.
Bruce tone may have been sharp at times, yes, but it had always been like that. And after awhile his tone grew more gentle, learning quickly that sharp tones scares her.
“Sort of, but due to not having walked for days or months, walking and moving your legs would be no simple tasks.”
Y/N laughs at that, “I guess so. Sorry it was stupid.”
“Nothing is stupid, miss.”
She smiles at that, the feeling of reassurance floods in.
Something she had missed.
Something she used to get from her dad.
But he was no longer here to fill that tasks, nor any of her family members.
In a strange sense of way, Alfred and Bruce was all that she had left now.
“Everything is going to be alright, miss..” Alfred carefully puts a hand on her shoulder.
“Thanks, Alfred..”
They strolled around for a moment, comfortable silence took place.
“It’s pretty…” Y/N suddenly spoke up.
“Do you like them?”
She smiles softly, “Yes, lilies somehow gives me comfort, especially poppies.”
Alfred didn't question it, mumbling out a,
“I see,”
And thus they both stood there in awhile admiring the flowers as the gentle breeze passes by.
–
Soon after, she grew more and more closer to them, feeling more comfortable.
“Therapy session was great!” Y/N began to tell Bruce on how it went, not only with physical therapy, but with normal therapy as well, as they strolled down the street. Her eyes sparkling so bright, brighter than before.
Bruce felt a ting of warmth soothe through at that. At how lively she looked, at how lovely she looked. Her smile brightens his surrounding, the way her eyes shines –
His sun in life. She was his sun in life.
And that warmth continued to grow and radiate each day.
As soon as she finishes, Bruce chuckles and ask if he could quickly excuse himself.
Y/N felt nervous, scared, her smile falter.
‘No, no..keep smiling’ He had a strong urge to say it, the thought became intense.
“I’ll be close by, and I’ll be quick.”
She fidgets not answering.
“Y/N look at me,”
“...”
“Please look at me..”
She looks up, meeting his blue orbs.
“Can you believe me when I say it’s safe?” There it was again, his tenderness.
“But what if..”
“He wouldn’t be stupid enough to do it in such a public place like this,”
“He is crazy enough,”
“Okay,” He breathes, “I won’t leave then. We’ll go there together.”
She blinked, “huh?” She didn’t expect for him to give in so easily. Usually he would discuss until earth ended. That was how stubborn he was.
Without an answer Bruce takes the wheelchair, pushing her through the street, the speed was fast.
“Bruce?”
“Bruce!”
Her laughter echoes in his ears, and yet again he felt the warmth seeping through.
He wanted this. Exactly this. Her happiness, for her to stay happy.
It felt like her happiness was also his.
If she’s happy, then so is he.
–
“Here you go,” The florist hands him a boquet of lilies.
“Who are these for?” Y/N felt a sting in her heart, the strange bitterness flooded, they replaced the bliss she just felt a moment ago.
‘Is he seeing someone? I mean he has been out a lot lately, I thought it was because of his jobs. But..what if..’
You and him aren’t meant to be, why are you so disapointed Y/N?
We are meant to be, you and me.
His voice dugged into her ear, each word filled with venom.
“You?”
“Huh?” Y/N looks taken a back as she snaps out of her trance.
“These are for you,” he hands her the boquet,
“You didn’t know? I have always been gifting you flowers, till now.”
“I-i do, but these are different from the ones you gift me. You usually give me poppies.”
“Ah, I thought a change might do.”
Y/N became silent, and time seemed to stop. The sting and the bitterness washed away.
She felt ease, her cheeks getting warmer. She felt happy, a tender smile plastered on her face. She felt so…
“Thank you, Bruce..”
–
Days, months passes by, yet again like a flash, like a flick of a hand.
She and Bruce grew closer, closer more than anyone else. More than Alfred who filled her role as a father figure.
Her feelings are growing stronger each day, every minute with Bruce, every moments, seconds with him.
From baking to road trips.
From road trips to picnics, to a warm day at a beach.
To when she could finally walk. Running up that hill.
She felt so free, so alive. She felt like flying instead of falling.
Flying with him.
And without her knowing, he felt it aswell.
This, this feeling of being alive, to fly high into the sky.
And there were times.
Times where she felt like she was drowning, her past sinking her further down the ocean.
Times where she felt like flying, where she can breahte, where the cold is no longer there.
But, that was what love was – bestowing tough and hard times, but also times where happiness lurks, the feeling of bliss. Together.
Love’s ups and downs –
Together, getting through it together.
“We caught him,” Bruce states, as Y/N cleaned the cut on his cheek after a rough night for him.
“Who?”
“Riddler.”
She flinched, backing slightly away at the mentioning of Edward.
“He..he is…”
“Locked in Arkham Asylum,” Bruce looks up at her, “Are you..”
“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine…” She moves back, returning to clean his wounds.
“I’m sorry I should have..--”
“It’s fine, Bruce. Thank you for telling me sooner than later.”
He takes a hold of her wrists, old scratches decorated it from the past, when she used it as a coping mechanism when she was scared.
He didn’t know why he did that, he just wanted to. He wanted to..
She stops, time stops. And it just felt it was them, just them.
“What now? What do you want to do now?” He breaks the silence.
Close, they were close. If she leaned a bit in, their lips would have connected.
“I don’t know..but I want to pay him a visit.”
Silence filled the place again.
“Wait, you..”
“No,” She cuts in before he could finish, “I just want to face him, to confront him.”
‘So I can move on,
move on with you’
“And here?” He hesitates. He doesn’t want to hear her reply either, his heart was hammering way to much.
“I..” her breathing hitches.
‘I want to stay,’
You’ll just be a bother.
“I don’t know,” She gives a sad smile, “we’ll see..”
He nods, his throat tightens.
He let’s go and she pulls away.
Both missing each others warmth.
“I can get the visit permission from them, but are you sure?”
She packs the first aid kit, “Yeah,” Y/N puts it back on the shelf, “I want to move on. And I believe to do that I need to confront what’s standing in the way, what’s chaining me to the past.”
She felt someone spin her around, the same warmth emitting from her waist. Calloused hands holding her tightly.
“Time.” He said, “is important when healing, when leaving the past.”
Y/N widens her eyes, stunned and flustered.
Although they were close when she was taking care of his wounds, she still felt like butterflies swarming her stomach. Getting the warmth she craved, she missed a second ago.
Him, he was the cause of this. This emotional rollercoaster, like a drug, a drug she wanted more of.
Him, his everything, she wanted his everything, the ugly scars and his flawless ones.
“If you jump too quickly before the time, you’re bound to wound again. So I’m asking you again.” he pauses, “Are you sure about this?”
She gulps, her gaze downwards.
Memories of Edward floods in, and yet again she felt like drowning. But with his warmth she was floating again.
Head out of the water, breathing, barely.
What’s holding her back from coming on land? To safety?
She knew, deep down, to be able to swim, to get to land, she needed to let him go.
To let the past go, to confront. Running has been tiring, and it will always appear again, and again – like an evil cycle by him. And she needed to break it, to break from him. The chains, the toxins in her brain, him.
If she does that then..
She breathes, she looks up at his piercing blue eyes, her hand around his arms.
“I’m sure.”
–
“You’re here..” he lets out like a saviour before him, “you came,”
Y/N silently sat down.
“I’ve been looking for–”
“Edward.” Her voice was cold,
His happy face fell.
“You and I..”
We are meant to be, you and me.
“Are not meant to be.” A statement, a fact.
She wanted to get this done quickly, to get her point across.
“No, no, no..” Edward shakes his head, “you–”
“You’re delusional.” She didn’t let him finish, “All this pain, all the suffering I had to go through. Blaming myself for just wanting to survive, to live, that I clung to you for that.”
“But it’s not my fault. It’s a human nature.” a smile plastered, but not for him, not for Edward, “and he made me realize that.”
He laughs, “I’m not delusional, Y/N! Open your eyes! He doesn’t love you the way I do, the way I’d do anything to keep you by my side, the way I want you to be happy! You and him are not meant to be. You need me, Y/N, you relied on me back then, what changed? WHAT CHANGED? YOU AND HIM..” He slammed his fists onto the table, clearly the thoughts of Bruce and her was like an oil to the fire.
She shakes her head, numbed,
“You’re sick Edward. I don’t need a sick person like you, but clearly and strangely you need me.”
“Y/N..Angel you don’t understand..”
“There is a difference between doing anything to keep a person by their side and doing anything for their happiness.” She stands up,
“Burn in hell, Edward Nigma, I hope you get the taste of pain I once felt when my freedom was taken away from me.”
She puts the phone back, leaving as Edward calls out for her.
And maybe, she was cruel to say that. But even so, even if he really was sick, it doesn’t excuse for the hell he had shown her, the hell she felt with him.
No, it was worse than hell. She would rather be in hell than be with him. Hell was a better place.
Y/N could only wish the same pain, fell upon him as she left the Arkham Asylum, leaving the past behind, and finally moving forward, swimming.
–
Stepping outside she was greeted by the rain. Y/N looks up at the sky, before exiting to the gate.
“How do you feel?” A familiar voice rang in her ear as an umbrella hovered over her head.
She looks up at him, his blue eyes.
“Good..It will take some time, but..” She smiles, “I feel like I can finally move on..”
“That’s good, Y/N, I’m proud and happy for you” Bruce smiles back, a gentle look to him, “Let’s head back before–”
“Bruce..” She interrupts, her breathing shaky.
“Is something wrong?” he grew worried, putting a hand on her shoulder as he looks around for a moment, for any dangers.
And as soon as it seems clear and safe, his gaze went back to her.
“Y/N-”
Y/N’s lips, wet from the rain, clashed against his dry ones – yet to be touched by the rain.
Time stilled. It was just them now, everyhting else vanished to thin air. A moment where every emotions clashed.
She pulled away, but he pulled her closer – not wanting this moment to end.
Their silence, their movements and the way their eyes said the words, they understood;
The way their heart was beating for each other.
–
Y/N flutters her eyes open as she heards the curtains open.
“Good morning you two,” Alfred greets, “It’s 12’ clock, lunch is downstairs.”
She hears Bruce groan beside her, dragging her down with him as she sat up.
“A little longer..”
“20 minutes or you’ll get leftovers.” Alfred leaves.
“He is really overprotective of you,” Bruce mumbles, “He has known me since I was a kid, yet he lectures me on how to treat you right, thinking somehow I’ll hurt you. I think my back burns everytime he sees us, or me touch you ever since yesterday.”
Y/N laughs turning to face him. Bare chested, his brown hair messy. scratches on his back from the night. He looked so good. A god prehaps? No,
the devil. He was the devil.
“Well, good morning to you too sir,” She raises an eyebrow, teasing.
He buries his face more against her chest,
“Morning, love.”
“I personally think he is celebrating since yesterday after it was clear we were late and drenched, due to the make out session in the rain.” Y/N strokes his hair,
“Well it doesn’t matter cause in the end, I’m pretty sure I’m not getting the leftovers, but you are.”
He laughs heartily at that. God that laugh.
Everything about him, she fell, his laugh, his smile, his everything,
she fell for him.
And it didn't matter if he was really the devil. She would gladly, go and fall into hell with him – together.
Y/N snakes her hands to cup his face.
“I love you,” She whispered.
“I love you too,” He responded back and kissed –
both feeling such intense bliss.
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