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mossambrosiac · 1 year ago
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Meet me at The Dome for a good time 😈
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dimalink · 16 days ago
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Atlas H376 – Killing Floor, creep and trash floor, that kills
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I continue to do results for 2024 year. With my computer. Atlas H376. So, let`s go. And see the game!
2024 year. Past. Not future. As VHS action movie. Creep. Trash. And, someway, so funny. If, of course, to run with gas mask along the dark catacombs. Underground laboratories. Destroyed. And full of creep mutants. It is nice, that it is without a mold and mushrooms, so this is funny now.
Well, you know, everyone has its own taste. And, it is not good idea to discuss other taste. Those year. Yes, it was. Yes. As Silent Hill. Or dirty autumn snow. And, I was playing hard with Killing floor part 1.
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This is trash masterpiece. Gold with color of rust, with its own genre. As Quake the first. But, another way. So, here you have maps, and you run with them and destroy waves with monsters. They are scary as from horror movies. And, these are the things here - enemy waves are approaching. And in the end, it has a boss. And lots of weapons. Between waves, there is place and time to have a little run to the little store. And buy something new. Pistol. Shotgun. Automatic rifle.
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This is Killing Floor. Floor, that is killing. Part 1. It is very trash and so cult with its own words game. Shooter with gasmask. Dark. And scary. Full creep theme. By the way, I have never played another parts. But, I have heard, that first part – it is most with this dark and rust industrial style. Later, developers, changed theme, they gone for another visual.
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I played this game really hard, really lots lots. With a New Year with my little brother with network. We run together. And, well, game itself, is network. And, you can play with network. With another dudes by internet. I played too. And, I played single player.  Same maps. And same enemy waves. All the same, but you are one from the players.
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And, I played this game first half of the year. That’s for sure.2024 year. It was such a creepy, partially. So, that was. That was. As I can say. But, summer was awesome, exciting. And, I played this little game. Why I played so much time? First time, in Steam, I opened for myself a workshop. And, there are there lots of maps, lots of new graphics, monsters. Lots of new weapons. Saying a word – new content with a big amount from fans. Different quality. But, mainly, rather cool things! So, it is very interesting!
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There is, even, map with aliens. Even this is here. Lots of different weapons. So, you can to try lots of them. At the maps. Check it for yourself. Mass of time, I spent on this. I try different maps. So, because of fans content I played it so a long time. It is very interesting! Game for me, is like Doom. Maybe. this is one of the variations for game Doom. Such a fantasy about this.
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Content from fans. Hight quality. It is rather continuing the style of game. Lots creepy, trash. And expands a lot the game. These things made this game with so big playtime! So, developers made all the core game. High quality. Well, it is norm, ok about content. But, game shines with rust, when you add fans content. New guns. Automatic rifles. Well, there are lots of things there. Different new monsters for exchange. And, of course, - new maps.
Actually, it is everything fine. There is even a model with Sonic. Such blue hedgehog from Sega. It looks funny. Or Knuckles even is here. Someone like them. I try lots of weapons there. Most different AK47. From this game, from that game. Cod, Stalker. Everything was taken from games and inserted here. Fans works. Lots of different M16. And most different. Well, I am a gamer, and I am not good with weapons. But, there are lots of these stuff here. Made by fans. Mainly, it is realistically made and for good action.
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 Everything is with setup. What content do you want to see with this current game session. And, so in between the enemy waves. Hell kind. You run into little store. And, see with heart beat attitude, what new interesting to try this time! Maps are also different. They are rather dark. And dark levels. Lots of good stuff this kind is here!
Also, it is ok to play with brother. With network to play really hard! I was very deep about this game for some weekends. That I take on winter hat during spring. And up - I set headphones. For style. And with this look I played with network. All these amazing content, also, works in network. Variations, different content – it is to blow your mind! Some celebration day for fan of this industrial theme.
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Well, from the beginning, you see some character arts here. With gasmask. With AK47. Or M16. And some field. And lots of monsters there. Or laboratory, something like, it is abandoned factory under the ground. Everything is with rust. Dark. Everything is so old. And, at last, from the darkness zombies walks. And some creatures with even more scary look. You start to shoot. Wow. Scary and creep. This style has this title. As creep trash shooter – it is definitely masterpiece.
Once again, game has lots of content from fans. Everything is installed automatically and very easy. You can setup your own floor that kills. Your own killing floor. So, I even was a little happy, that I was with this mood. And play a lot this game! I am enough now. This is unbelievable!  It does not hurt you much!
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Playing little games. From time to time i like to play videogames. And write about it. Dima Link is making retro videogames, apps, a little of music, write stories, and some retro more.
WEBSITE: http://www.dimalink.tv-games.ru/home_eng.html ITCHIO: https://dimalink.itch.io/
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basingstokemercury · 1 year ago
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(from a couple of sessions ago)
DM: The river is 250 feet wide.
Me: So out of range for Message (120 ft)... Really wish I'd taken Distant Spell - no that would only get it up to 240... 😖
DM: You're just desperately trying to stretch the spell that extra ten feet...
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beefstrugglenoff · 1 year ago
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my idea of fun is staying up late and organizing a colour coded tagging system.
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stopfunkinwmyheart · 5 days ago
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Also I was like 15 rws consistently on esea I wasn’t just getting on good teams. I’d get lucky sometimes but for the most part if I won I carried. Some little fucking loser that breathes out of his mouth exclusively will cheat in my placement games and then the fucking noobs just cheat because I must be a cheater. Why would I be here if I’m not a retard too.
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loveundermylights · 10 days ago
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naviss · 2 months ago
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🚨 Rust Update 2.14 is here! 🚨 #Rust #Survival
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nakesudatakeyoshi · 3 months ago
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The Last Plague: Blight - An honest review
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Hello again my fellow survivors and welcome to this post where I give you a complete and honest review about the game The Last Plague: Blight. This is going to be a long post, so grab your pen and parchment and keep notes, cuz there are a lot of things to break down. I will try to keep a good structure of the post so you can jump wherever you want: I will begin by briefly giving you my opinion so you can jump in the game if you want immediately, then I will go to game originality, game story, game mechanics, building system, survival system, graphics, requirements, hours of unique play and lastly an overal conclusion of all the above to justify my review and opinion. So, lets jump right in! Newcomers and Veterans of the Blight, bear with me as I tell our story.
Note that I will not make a "what it lacks" category because the dev has recently uploaded the 2025 roadmap and many of the things we want are already there.
I have also colored some lines in different colour, giving you the summary of each section because even I would be bored to read all of this (LOL).
1. My general opinion.
Let's start with the my opinion about the game. Note that this is my personal opinion and I do not expect everyone that has played the game to agree with me. Overal the game is very solid and good. I believe in it and it kept me excited throughout my playthrough and I will still be playing it. It is worth it and even if you don't feel like spending your precious gold fellow traveller, you can try out the DEMO version where there are PLENTY of things to do giving you the complete scene and total package that will convince you to either get it or "teleport outta this world at once".
2. Game originality
Well, it is very hard to speak about game originality. What does it even mean? There are plenty of games in the survival grenre and each day that passes more and more are coming out or being announced. And yet, I have to admit that this game feels a little bit different. Let me explain.
TLP:B (I will be reffering to it like that cuz man, its a long title) offers a unique hardcore (is the key word) survival experience. What do I mean by that is that the game is not only story driven (talking about it later) which by the way, the story is cool, but it is also not the everyday sandbox game where you can build your castle with wood or rock or whatever and grind for gear and stuff. It is unique because it combines those aspects and also it is tough! What do I mean by that? Well, you can call it "close to real life simulation" hard because in order to do the smallest of things you need to put time and effort.
Time? Effort? I do not have these available man you might say, but do not me discouraged you can go play something else its totally cool. BUT if you want to invest some of your time to see how you would actually survive in a situation like this, this is the game for it! And yes you could argue that other games like Green Hell or Sons of the Forest is pretty darn hardcore, but TLP:B takes it to a whole another level and it doesn't feel like it forces anything and bores you, grinding tree after tree for nothing, but it emerges you into the world even more. Wakes up your primal survival instincts!
3. Game Story
Well, the story pretty much can be summarized as follows: You live in medieval times. A strange plague has emerged and plunged certain parts of the land into the called blight. These parts are inaccessible because you get infected if you enter the blight and you could potentially die. This doesn't mean that everything else is clear outside these areas. The blight has contaminated other things like lakes and rivers, as well as animals and their meat and also the herbs and shrooms! The blight spreads, you have to find a way to stop it or the end will be upon you!
Now I know that many of you will go like "Aahh, another one of these games huh?" well don't be so quick to judge young earthling, because even if the story does not feel that original or new, it greatly affects the whole game in many ways. "Yes but in every game there is a story bro", well 'bro' take for example other games like Valheim which the story just... exists. There you are a viking that died in battle and you wake up in the realm Valheim where you must prove worthy to enter Valhalla. And that's it. There is nothing else in the game that is a must for the story (except the cool raven of Odin). In TLP:B, every decision you make, every bite out of a cooked contaminated meat you take, every sip of an uncleared water you drink, you are polluted and YOU WILL DIE!
So, although the story is not something new, I like that it affects the whole game in the way it does and it doesn't feel like it's just there. It IS a part of the game in a BIG way.
4. Game mechanics
We have reached this part, haven't we? Since bulding and survival system are parts of the game mechanics, I will include them here in their categories. And we will go through Building, Survival, Fighting. Certain things will be inside other, like smelting and smithing in the building. I hope you are not mad and I will try to make it all clear!
A. Building
A building system that is actually free and to actually build you have to go through the whole process. What I mean by that is that the placement of building foundations are not grid-like and the system is very close to reality. Well you can argue that in all games you can place foundation wherever you like. I know but here you have the freedom of choosing how to place each piece of the foundation and not necessarily in a rectangle. Let's check an example: buidling a basic shelter. In order to do that you have to place 4 posts wherever you like close to each other, then place support beams to create a kind of a base, then build some rafters for the roof and eventually fill the roof with either clay tiles or leaves. And the materials needed are actually a lot, depending on the size of your build. This can lead to pretty good and coold designs that you can create. I like the freedom that this game provides me with and also the process of it, getting the materials and placing them in the right way. It feels real and unique.
Placing other building pieces is the same, you need to have at least one of the materials and you can place a blueprint down, then get the rest of the materials to complete it.
B. Survival
Here we go. I LOVE THIS ASPECT of the game. Where to begin? Lets start from the basics. The materials and resources in general. As in every games, you can find wood on the groung or cut trees. But here is the catch. A single type of material, like wood, can give you MANY types of products connected to it. "Why you make such a fuzz about it Green Hell is the same" I KNOW I KNOW STOP! But here you have event MORE options, and sometimes you need the right tools to do it! As we used wood for our example, let me explain. A tree gives you pine cones, long sticks, sticks, twigs, pine leaves and pine cones. Long sticks can be broken to sticks and the latter to twigs. BUT, different size of trees give you different trunks, different size logs nad then if you use an axe you take firewood, if you saw the trunk you get long planks or short planks. You see where this is going. It is HUGE. And this happens with pretty much everything in game.
Need to start a fire? You need some kindling, some tinder and a tool to start a fire. And even then you cannot be 100% (at least in early stages) that the fire is going to start!
Need to drink water? Boil it first in the fire to be sure it is not polluted. For that you need a bowl, use a small stone to carve a large one into a bowl etc. Need to eat? Kill animals, harvest their meat, cook it on the fire and eat it. But if you eat contaminated meat your blight level increases.
The possibilites and effects of ANYTHING you do are endless and the consequences can be severe, increasing the feeling of verisimilitude and makes you feel like in this game, you are not godmode. It is intimidating and exciting!
Also, as in every game you have hunger and thirst meters, so you do here. But you also have a blight meter that pretty much affects all of your other meters and your survivability, stamina and health. These are pretty much straightforward and obvious.
C. Fighting
This might be one aspect where this game might be lacking. I understand the need of originality and freedom that this game wants to introduce to you, so there is no hard combat system with hits, grid-like battle or specific way of attacking. Here you press space and you attack, if the enemy's hitbox is within your attacking spot you deal damage, depending on how precise you are. This sometimes can feel clumsy and frustrating because you will be missing many hits especially early on against the fast moving coyotes.
Also the AI sometimes feels awkward and it can get either stuck sometimes or even behave abnormally. This is still in development and I am sure that the dev will make things right. But overal, it is not that bad.
5. Graphics and Requirements
Okay, I am not really an expert when it comes to graphics or system requirements, but I know when something looks good and when an ol' rusty machine is able to run a game.
The graphics seem ok, there are cool colors and particles within the game. Nothing seems chunky or out of the world and everything kind of fits together in a good way. In some cases, the generation of things in the world could be a little bit better, but it is not a big deal if any at all. Ultra is awesome of course, but low graphics also give you an amazing looking game.
Now when it comes to the requirements, I don't want to talk numbers and parts. These are there, go to steam and watch it. I will talk about personal experience for this matter. My PC is modest and it can run the game easily on high graphics. On the other hand, my laptop is 17 years old and I got the game there on low graphics, and it runs smoothly without lagging or pushing the laptop to its limits. So I reckon it is ok.
6. Unique play
The game offers a good chunk of gameplay. So far it is still early in the development stage, but you can grind 6-10 hours of gameplay even just in demo mode (and of course enjoy the game not speedrun it) so there are a lot of gaming hours that are unique to the game.
7. Overal Summary
"Come on I'm tired be done with it already!" well sorry but you had it coming. You wanted an honest review huh? I tried to explain the game in simple worlds and as quickly as I could, leaving many detalis out of this post in an effort to give you the best picture for you to play it or not.
As I said in the beginning the game is pretty solid and good. There is of course room for improvement, but I know it is coming. The roadmap is already out and we can embark on this journey together with the dev!
The game offers a unique hardcore survival experience, which is more intense and intimidating than other games without it being boring and all for grinding. Good building system, good survival system, uniqueness in resources and materials. What I am looking forward though is the character customization because the game has none yet. Grab your friends and join a world to fight the blight back!
I will be hosting some games from now and then to share experiences with you as well as have some fun together, so stay tuned!
Thanks for reading the post!
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tinakibed · 1 year ago
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hehe getting my boyfriend to watch tinakitten :)
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joystickjewel · 1 year ago
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Top 10 RUST Best Revolver Skins That Look Awesome!
Personal preferences play a significant role in determining what each player considers the best skin. That being said, certain skins stand out for their unique designs and visual appeal, so take these suggestions with a grain of salt for your personal preference. 
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dimalink · 9 months ago
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Project M30 – observations about dark metal
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So, during the summer, I, from time to time, periodically, clean the rust. At the case of my old computer. It has a metal case. And from the start it was covered by very intense cover of rust. So, now, it is, of course, better. Mainly here - to use a special tool, that helps to remove rust. A little rag and a metal brush. And, even, more main thing – it is to rub. And to rub a lot! Most main thing - it is after a tool – it is to rub! Maybe, even in some places to pick and old rust nail to receive some distant places.
Main - to continue rub! I do this all the summer!
And, I want to write about my observations. I cover with anti-rust tool. At the metal. Wait 20-30 min. As in instructions. Later to rub. And metal is starts to be – white. Just like it is new! And this? of course? is a very positive for eye. Such a result!
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But! So, every time, I go to a country house, again. At the next week. I see! And, look, that metal becomes a dark! And this happens, every time. I make a cover this anti-rust tool – I do rub. Metal white again. Later, I go at the next week – it is dark again. Such a little blacker. So, it is, also, a good result!
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This is my observation about I want to write! So, looks like, in result, it is going as a dark color! So, part of a summer – I do these on repeat. I was in a cycle I can say! So, I can say, experimental data! About clean from rust, clean metal.
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It was a little, that I was a little upset. So, u know, I do rub this metal, so what? It was white. And, later, I see - again dark. But, later, I start to think, that it is normal! I think, everything is normal! So, saying short, it will to be some dark color!
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So, right now, about this thing, I want to write! So, it is, something in between result, but a very valuable observation! About how the things are going. And about such a valuable aspect! So, in idea, maybe, if to rub this darker parts, then it can be white, in theory. So, in fragments, I have such result. But, this requires time and physical strength. So, it is hard.
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Most main thing, that main part of the rust is going away! And I have a positive result, and good with it! So, I have in result such a darker metal color. So, it is also a good thing!
And this is my result in between. In this process! Process to continue!
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So, these days, I was doing a metal case. And, I will need to check other parts. They are all also are covered with rust. And this expectation, I was doing, already, in august.
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Metal brush - it is my best friend. As a gloves – in this process. It happens, that I have some corns at my hands. After several hours of this things. This process requires lots of time and some physical power. So, it is better to do all of these with gloves.
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Some big raw parts of rust – even with a nail, old nail in use here. It was like that. And main instrument -it is metal brush.
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iron (hardware) and programs. From time to time i restore computers, retro computers. Try retro soft. Check some programs. And write about all of these. Dima Link is making retro videogames, apps, a little of music, write stories, and some retro more.
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veryashleyy · 2 years ago
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Hey guys :(
My boyfriend cheated on me so I decided to spend a lot of his money on steam giftcards enjoy
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sasorikigai · 2 years ago
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Highkey proud of myself for writing not just one, but TWO fucking long para replies for asks that had been sitting in my draft for so long. I am slowly, but surely attempting to write more often, as I'm still in a recovery mode from the major marathon two weeks ago. I still have another one in my belt coming up in December, but until then, I am going to take things easy and try to concentrate on being on here more often.
Meanwhile, my inbox is always open for memes and shenanigans. TBH I really haven't had much muse since MK1 hugely disappointed me as a Hanzo/Scorpion fan, so that really hurt my muse and my damn will to be on here, but I'm kinda passed that phase now and I'm more like... Fuck everything. I make my own canon and ignore shit I don't vibe with. After all, this is exactly why I'm canon divergent.
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meadowfics · 1 month ago
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y2k
namgyu x f!reader AU
it is the twelfth year of the annual squid games. the year 2000.
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warnings: AU, canon violence, swearing, drug addiction!
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in the year 2000, the world hums with a weird sensation. maybe similar to a jittery pulse.
the online world is still shaking off the y2k scare that had folks hoarding weird spam stuff and hoping that their pcs wouldn’t fry.
dial-up modems screech like banshees, nu-metal blares from boomboxes, and flip phones are a new thing going since most people had either that or pagers.
the games aka the squid games, are now in their twelfth year. its lurk in the underbelly of this strange era...a brutal carnival for the desperate.
you are here because your life got snatched.
someone swiped your identity, drained your bank account, and left you drowning in debt. no job, no home, just a name and a ledger bleeding red.
the world dodged its doomsday, but yours crashed anyway.
you’re in a sprawling warehouse, the air heavy with damp rot and the hum of dying fluorescents. the year 2000 is stitched into every detail: guards in baggy cargo pants and oakley shades, their walkie-talkies crackling with static. a clunky crt monitor in the corner flickers with green text, tallying bets.
contestants complain to the guards about their tamagotchis being taken away, which drives you crazy since you just came here to play games for more than start your life again.
your tracksuit, an ugly green color, would never be seen in a spice girls video, you thought. it chafes as you shift, heart pounding.
the games are about to start, and you’re not ready.
player 124, or as you know of as namgyu, is here too.
you’ve seen him before, working near the velvet ropes at club pentagon, that grimy hotspot where you danced to american rap music and dodged sticky floors.
he was all charisma there, with his silky hair and a grin that could sell you anything. you’re acquaintances, nothing more...just nods and stupid half-smiles when talking to a mutual friend who was no where near here.
now, he’s stripped of his nice materialistic things, standing across the warehouse in a matching tracksuit, his eyes catching yours for a split second before darting away.
there’s no velvet rope here, just vulnerability.
the first game is red light green light. you survive, namgyu did too. unfortunately, 80 players did not.
the next game is red rover, a twisted take on the playground classic. the guards bark rules through megaphones: two teams, a chain of linked arms, and a sprint across a concrete field littered with broken glass and rusted rebar.
break the chain, you score.
get caught, you’re out...permanently.
the stakes sink in as you notice the red stains on the floor, not fresh but not old either. your team lines up, and namgyu’s on the other side, his jaw tight.
you lock eyes again, and this time, he doesn’t look away.
there’s something there...fear, maybe?? most likely not. maybe its a flicker of defiance and toughness that you recognize from the club, like he’s daring the world to break him.
the whistle blows. you grip your teammates’ hands, knuckles white, as the first runner charges. it’s chaos...screams, snapping bones, the crunch of glass under sneakers.
namgyu’s team calls your player number, 099, and your stomach lurches. he’s the one sprinting, his lanky frame barreling toward you. you brace, but he’s fast, slamming into the chain with a force that rips your arm from its socket.
pain blinds you, but you hold on, and he’s caught, pinned by your team. namgyu's breath is hot on your face, and for a moment, it’s just you two, his eyes wide with something like apology.
“great job, y/n,” he mutters, before they drag him back.
you survive the round, but others don’t. bodies litter the floor, and the guards don’t bother cleaning up.
namgyu’s still in, and you catch him watching you, his cool-guy mask slipping. you stand there, green tracksuit smeared with dirt and sweat and your arm is throbbing where namgyu’s charge nearly tore it free.
you tell yourself you’re fine, that the crumpled bodies on the concrete full of strangers are just numbers... you try to say that they don’t touch you. you’re tough, you think, jaw clenched, eyes dry.
the lie cracks when you catch namgyu’s gaze across the dormitory after the games are over.
he’s not a stranger, not quite. that sliver of familiarity is a lifeline you didn’t know you needed until you move, weaving through the shell-shocked survivors, your sneakers crunching on the hard floor.
namgyu’s leaning against his bed as you approach, “hey,” you mutter, voice rough, and he looks up, startled,
“you okay?” it’s a stupid question, but it’s all you’ve got.
he doesn’t answer, just offers you a cigarette that he was able to sneak into the dorms, and you take it, even though you don’t smoke.
the silence between you isn’t empty since it’s heavy. you lean against the bed pillar next to him, close enough that your shoulders brush, and the contact sends a jolt through you, grounding you in a way you didn’t expect.
you need him but not as a savior, as a mirror. he is someone who reminds you of who you were before the games, before the debt, before the world chewed you up.
he needs you too, you can tell, in the way he doesn’t pull away.
you’re not friends, not yet, but in this moment, you’re all each other has, two lost souls clutching at the ghost of a life you both want back.
unfortunately, the games grind on.
tug-of-war over a the ground that is at least one hundred feet below, deep enough to kill you once you fall. the both of you had to play the marbles game where losers don’t walk away. thankfully, you and namgyu did not chose each other as partners for that game.
each round binds you and namgyu closer, not by choice but by necessity. you’re both scrappy, quick thinkers. he’s got a knack for reading people, you’ve got a stubborn streak that refuses to break.
between rounds, you talk.
he tells you about his mom, who thinks he’s still slinging drinks, not gambling his life. you admit how your stolen identity left you sleeping in bus stations, how debt collectors hounded you into the games.
namgyu listens, really listens, since he had no idea that this had happened to you. you've disappeared from the club scene almost a year ago, but he didn't know why. now, he did.
you start to see past the club promoter sheen to the guy underneath, a guy who's trying to act tough but is fighting his demons underneath.
in the final game, it’s just you, namgyu, and a handful of others.
the guards unveil a maze, walls lined with razor wire and tripwires rigged to god-knows-what.
you remember the 45.6 billion won. it is enough to buy your life back and to pay off his debt. it is enough to start over.
this is the time where you both decide to team up, no question. namgyu starts to get bold, and his hand brushes yours as you navigate the maze, and it’s not an accident.
“we’re getting out,” he says, voice low. you believe him, because you have to.
you move like ghosts, dodging traps, his quick thinking saving you from a collapsing wall, your instincts pulling him from a hidden blade. the others fall...one to a misstep, another to greed.
it’s down to you two.
the exit’s in sight, but only one of you can claim the prize and decide if you want to split it.
namgyu hesitates, his eyes searching yours.
“take it,” he says, but you shake your head.
you step through together, hands clasped, and the guards, for reasons you’ll never know, let it slide.
in the beginning, they said there could be more than one winner. you were unaware that this was their 'treat' from the VIPs for it being the new millennium.
anyways, the new freedom tastes like shit even though it was supposed to be a relief.
the 45.6 billion won is yours, split down the middle, wired to new accounts under fake names. but the games carve scars that money can’t touch.
you see the warehouse in your dreams, hear the screams, feel namgyu’s breath on your face.
he’s haunted too, his old self is long gone.
you move to a dingy apartment in seoul, splitting rent to stay close.
the cash could buy mansions, but you’re both too raw and too broken to care.
the trauma festers, and you both spiral.
thanks to namgyu's club connections, people take you to seoul’s underworld is flush with escapes. pills, powders, needles, you name it all.
you start small, numbing the nightmares. at first it was only weed. you refused to get more. however, tolerance is an ugly and hungry beast.
namgyu’s worse, his past club connections feeding the habit since he already was on drugs before. you find him one night, slumped in a bathroom, eyes glassy, and you drag him home, screaming through tears.
he does the same for you weeks later, when you’re too far gone to stand.
the money dwindles, eaten by dealers and binges, but it’s the addiction that binds you now, a sick mirror of the games.
love grows in the cracks.
namgyu’s feelings, once a flicker, burn steady through the haze. he holds you when you shake, whispers you’re enough when you feel like nothing.
you’re still reserved, walls crumbling slow, but his patience is endless. one night, sober for the first time in months, you kiss him, and it’s not gratitude or desperation... it’s that weird feeling of love that you never expected to come.
he kisses back, and you both cry. well, you cried first then namgyu did after you stopped. surviving the games was nothing compared to surviving yourselves.
recovery is brutal.
rehab’s a sterile hell, all group therapy and withdrawal sweats.
you and namgyu go together, leaning on each other. the cravings claw, but you fight, because losing him would be worse than losing yourself.
you relapse once, he does twice, but you pull each other back.
the money is still there. luckily you and namgyu weren't stup[id enough to blow it all on drugs and other shit.
what’s left buys a small house in the countryside, far from seoul’s temptations of bad things.
you plant a garden, namgyu learns to cook.
the games fade, not gone but buried, like a bruise you don’t press.
you’re together, not perfect but whole.
namgyu’s strange laugh comes back, softer now, and you let yourself love him fully, walls down. you don’t talk about the games, don’t need to.
by the next year 2001, you and namgyu established a bond that could last into the next millennium.
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that-gay-guy-from-hell · 10 months ago
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A tragedy in two parts:
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Don't worry, Rust gives some head pets later as a "good boy" without actually calling Zero a "good boy".
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Forgot to post this here lmao (also sorry if the layout is strange, I'm on my cellphone not my PC lmao). I have more Zero x Rust brainrot art coming soon and maybe some other stuff..? Tbh Zero and Rust have consumed my time and I've not worked on anything else lmfaoooo.
Zero throwing it back thing is in reference to this video:
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joystickjewel · 1 year ago
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Top 15 RUST Best Skins That Look Really Cool
I've delved into the realm of skins, ranking 15 stunning options. Keep in mind, that these skins don't offer any buffs, so my rankings are purely subjective, varying based on personal preference. From vibrant patterns to sleek designs, discover the skins that resonate most with your style in the wild landscapes of Rust.
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