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I think we as a society moved on too quick from the fact that Aaron Minyard majors in biological sciences. AND HE'S GOOD AT IT? HE ENJOYS IT? HE AND KATELYN BOTH MAJOR IN IT???? DOCTORATE COUPLE HELLO? BRO LOOKS AT BIOCHEM WITH NO FEAR WHATSOEVER?
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me to myself in the mirror rn: shut up shut up shut up shut up
fucking channie to sleep yes? but imagine whenever you do... you two lovesick losers just fall asleep in those same positions...
channie on his tummy, nuzzling his head against his arm as you lie on his back, melting into him and snuggling into his shoulder or back... strap still nestled inside....
losers in love,,,,,,
you on your back snoozing away as a peacefully sleeping channie has his head tucked either in your neck or is laying on your chest (oh you'd loove if his mommy kink activated and he went mimis while sucking on your tits~) his dick still inside of you oops accidental cockwarming🩷
uweee sobs just him feeling so soft and warm and sleepy he can’t even get up anymore to clean up, just wants to pass out in the safety of your embrace (and so do you hehehe big buff man going all melty and gooey in your arms)
LOSERS IN LOVE
fucking channie to sleep 🥰 my favorite
this is so heartmelting and definitely one of the best ways to make sure channie actually gets some rest hehe…he feels so safe and warm and protected all tangled up in you that for once he’s out like a light <3 the visual of him w his face buried into his big strong bicep as he dozes off is so adorable, you can see the way his lips pucker against his skin into that lil duckling pout ): his tiny, sensitive whimpers each time ur strap shifts inside him eventually fade out into soft hums and snores as you press kisses down his neck and spine to soothe him to sleep~
channie…..resting his head on your chest…drifting off as he listens to the calming sound of your heartbeat, mouthing and sucking drowsily at your nipples to lull himself to sleep…still buried deep inside you w your warmth wrapped around him…baby boy would never want to move again in his life he’s fully content staying like that forever, safe and warm and surrounded by you ㅠㅠ when you wake up and gently try to usher him off of you he’d let out the sweetest whine of protest bc he doesn’t wanna pull out for even a second ❤️🩹
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thunderstorm afternoon :)
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Heeeeeeey-Remember that fic I mentioned that I was writing? Well, I got the first 2 (relatively short) chapters out. And I’m currently working on the longer ones right now to help with writers block. I’m going insane (/positive)
(chaotic-and-mentally-ill )
aaaAAAAAAAHHH
the link didn’t work for me so i hunted it down and i hope that works???
(if not: https://archiveofourown.org/works/51020011/chapters/128901406)
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Sorry to all of you who are patiently waiting for the final chapters of my WIP. I’m in the hospital again (developed a hiatal hernia that had me rushed to the ER because of pain and low O2 sats). Now, I’m pretty drugged up rn so anything I write for “Tender is the touch” has a high likelihood of making zero sense. I’ve literally been trying to write this post since yesterday but I keep going in and out sleep and waking up to find I’ve written nonsense.
I’m still struggling to breathe and the new tracheostomy will probably happen soon in the next week or so, before I have the hernia repair surgery. The anesthesiology team are worried that my airway won’t tolerate an endotracheal tube very well, too much scar tissue.
Honestly, this all really fucking sucks. I don’t want any more surgery and I don’t want a new trach. Being in the ICU with its sounds and smells is super triggering for my medical trauma, tbh. I’m so tired and I’m so scared. But I am grateful for my sweet, angel of a nurse who has been sitting with me when she has time to help me through the extreme anxiety and panic attacks. She’s been holding my hand and giving me cool cloths for my forehead. She’s even told me stories about her little baby, and shared photos with me, since I told her I love babies. It’s helped a bit. It’s a good distraction at the very least.
Please send any good thoughts, vibes, prayers or whatever you prefer to send. I need good vibes for better seizure management (already had two tonic clonic seizures since being admitted to the hospital yesterday morning), good vibes for my heart to continue to handle the extra stress my body is under right now, and good vibes for the hernia surgery I’m going to have in the coming days.
Thank god for the cocktail of heavy meds that are keeping me comfy and calm and the extra breathing support I’m receiving now to help with the air hunger.
Hopefully I’ll be back to my writing sometime in the next week or so. I have to remind myself that these hospital stays never last forever. Thanks for all of your continued patience. 💜
(Hope this wasn’t just one big long wall of nonsense-text. lol)
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Me on Saturdays, vibrating with excitement while at work or on the town: Fuck yeah! Shot day! I can’t wait until 4:45!
Me at 4:45 that same Saturday, with all of my supplies laid out, realizing I do in fact have to stick that long-ass needle into my thigh once more: Fuck. Yeah. Shot day. Fuck.
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why is march like this
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the more i learn about ED nursing at uni the more i'm convinced that i will never set foot in the emergency department as a nurse, like i'm not touching that specialty with a 10 foot pole—
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The funniest recurring comment I got from the nurses when I was a psych unit desk clerk was "wow you're great with psychotic patients, have you thought about becoming a nurse?"
Like my dude There is a reason I'm good with fellow psychotics and it is the opposite of what you assumed
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hi ally!!! loved the a&e chapter i think you did a wonderful job and i liked seeing the new cast of characters especially denise! i think you should try to not worry too much about your unbetaed fics because you’ve nailed the last two 🩵🩵
Yay!! Thank you so much! I was really worried about the previous chapter and this one due to the lack of beta reading / the absence of my usual sounding board - the timing was also incredible with it being the two "big" chapters in the fic (and by that I mean the break up and then fictional!Matty admitting he had a problem and needed help) and I'm so glad that even with the behind the scenes changes to the process you enjoyed the chapter! I was really excited to get to bring Fictional!Denise into the story, and am so happy to hear that you liked my version of her! Thank you so much again for your kind words, for taking the time to reach out and for reading! I really appreciate it and hope that you like the last few chapters as well!
❤️Ally
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oh to be a nursing student while also neglecting my studies to play baldurs gate
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as annoyed as i usually was from emilie’s blog & social media posts that were mostly just trying to push bad merch, it’s been so long now that i almost miss it! i’m not really worried about her or anything but i do wonder what happened for her to just willingly disappear from her own online community. i miss her selfies and all the ‘exciting updates’ that never amount to anything
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i gotta be careful telling people my career path bc they seem to clock my trauma Immediately
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Is the sun more golden and gorgeous and spilling out to paint the skies more abundantly in joy, or am i just always commuting during golden hour XD
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