#should probably fix my sleeping schedule

[can-i-go-home-now]

I did indeed finish this piece of art! I kinda like how it turned out for once

The broken heart on his cheek is a way to show he lost all his life's but is back, the way I remember picturing the 3 lives thing is by the characters having 3 little red hearts on their body somewhere! And Tommy had his under his eye

[heeliopheelia]

"keep kissing me like that and i'll marry you" (heeseung x reader)

genre: fluff word count: 0.5k requested by @venividibitchin ♡

warnings: swearing, kissing

a/n: i'm writing way too many kissing hee fics lately, is it just me or are they getting repetitive 😭 but whatever, it's actually my favorite dribble i've written so far!! since we can't have hee getting too many fluffy drabbles, tonight imma probably drop an angsty one for a change!! hope you like this one guys too <3

You've always thought that sleepy Heeseung was the most adorable being on the entire planet earth.

The way that his eyes blink heavily, his dark eyelashes fluttering against his cheeks softly. The slow rising of his chest and the occasional snores that slip out whenever he catches himself drifting away despite his will. The way his head lulls to the side and lands on your shoulder when he finally gives up and allows himself to fall asleep.

In conclusion, you love every single fucking thing about sleepy Heeseung.

That's exactly why you can't resist yourself from assaulting your boyfriend's face as he rests peacefully in the crook of your shoulder, warm breath tickling your neck. Slightly pulling away from him, you start with a small smooch to his cheek, following with a trail of pecks down to his chin. As a soft grunt leaves his throat, you take that as a permission to go all in and start peppering his entire face with kisses.

Now, more awake than not, Heeseung lazily pulls you on his lap and leans his head back, wholeheartedly enjoying being on the receiving side of your affection. You don't stop moving your lips across his drowsy features, lips grazing all the way from the tip of his ear to his sharp jawline.

After teasing him by only kissing the corners of his mouth, you finally press your lips to his fully, relishing in the muffled sigh he lets out. You slowly drag the kiss out, moving sloppily as your fingers play with the hair on the back of his head.

Heeseung hums lowly. "Keep kissing me like that and I'll marry you," he blurts out into your lips, hands kneading your thighs absentmindedly.

Feeling your heart halting in your chest, you pull away slowly, not sure whether you should actually take his words into consideration or it's just the tiredness speaking through him right now. You look into his eyes, only to find his unwavering gaze already set on you.

"Wait, are you serious?" You ask, hands moving to brace on his shoulders.

He only chuckles softly, nuzzling your cheek before finding your lips again. "Yeah, dead serious. Would you want that too?"

You feel the hot rush of adoration for your boyfriend running through your veins and before you can even process the situation soberly, you're nodding your head happily. "Yeah. Very much."

A wide smile stretches Heeseung's lips. "Then it's settled. We're getting married tomorrow."

You snort, pinching his ear gently. "Where? In a fucking Elvis chapel?"

"For all I care, it could even be this godawful Chinese restaurant we went to last week. Now that you agreed, I just wanna wife you up already."

You can't help but giggle out of the buzzing giddiness inside of you, wrapping your arms around his neck as you bury your face in his chest. "Alright, yeah. Okay," you stumble out.

"Okay?" He repeats after you, making sure he's not lovesick enough for his delusional mind to just imagine you saying that.

But when your hands squeeze his t-shirt tightly, he knows he wasn't just dreaming it all and you're right here actually accepting his bizarre proposal.

"Okay."

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[checkadii]

alienation, tolerance, incorrigible

[sleepless-crows]

im going to throw up over how much i have to study

[seventh-district]

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[zydraholic]

Ooh my god everyone hates me I can just feel it I know they do and I can’t even blame them bc I’m acting so fucking childish ugh. I feel bad for thinking that bc nobody’s really done anything that I could solidly point at to justify it and I don’t want to make it sound like they’re the problem bc it’s just me. I know I’m the problem. I don’t know maybe I’m just being paranoid but it’s like I can feel people talking behind my back I can feel it I know what they’re (probably) saying everyone thinks I’m a selfish childish immature whiny disgusting egotistical annoying self pitying piece of shit and it’s because I am I just am I know I am I keep trying to be better and less of a nuisance to everyone around me but I feel like everything I do just makes things worse !!!! I feel so alone and it’s all my own fault

[cavity-collector]

i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit

[master-gatherer]

Was worried I wouldn't be able to write anything this week. But this is good, we've actually made some progress and can start the next scene

[supernovaa-remnant]

…my sleep schedule is getting worse again :/

but in my defense the reason I stayed up tonight was because I was stargazing. here take a picture of the big dipper

the moon was so bright it messed with the long exposure lol. it also made it more difficult to see the stars + it was partially cloudy. so. not ideal conditions, but it was still nice :3

[altruistic-meme]

put some compression sleeves on both knees and had the brief thought of "damn. im toru oikawa." because one is white and one is black.

[thethingything]

had to lay down. woke up at nearly 7am. got overwhelmed by our sleep schedule once again being fucked because yesterday we actually went to bed at roughly the right time and thought "oh this is great we've fixed it". decided that we're just gonna deal with it and it'll be fine. and then our brain decided that no actually we're gonna have a combination of emotions that's maybe gonna give me another breakdown if I can't figure out how to deal with them but I have no fucking clue what to do with them

[justashadetalkative]

Status

I have rediscovered why I hadn't played any computer games in many months

(It's because if I let myself start I don't get anything else done ffff)

[leafgorge]

fuck it

okay uhh

i guess i’ll do one of these?

100 notes: i’ll write more poems and finish my wip paintings

250 notes: i’ll try to fix my sleep schedule

500 notes: i’ll clean my shithole of a room

750 notes: i’ll tell my parents about how detrimental to my mental health they are and seek therapy and a diagnosis

1,000 notes: i’ll come out to my parents

good luck bitches

EDIT: since this is close to getting to 1k notes, i’m going to add a couple more goals :3 i’ll be updating soon on actually doing some of these that i’ve already hit

2,000 notes: i’ll try to actually start hydrating (impossible)

2,500 notes: i’ll pick up guitar again

3,000 notes: i’ll post some of my old works on here

4,000 notes: i’ll try to get prints of my artwork and sell them (get my work published!!)

5,000 notes: i’m going to actually make a plan on how to not buckle under the weight of my own expectations

7,500 notes: i’ll try to stop starving myself

10,000 notes (final boss): i’ll try to get gender-affirming care and maybe cut my hair short (this one probably isn’t going to happen)

edit: oh my god you people terrify me what

okay umm this post has actually genuinely helped with my mental health so uhh

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

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[selvepnea]

It would be so funny for me to go to a rave and come back to a victorian style hotel room after

[reverie-starlight]

Cam, Elliott & Avior >:)

OOOH okay so

Avior my beloved, my favourite character, I have no choice but to wed him <3

Elliot, instant F cause I adore him I think he's so amazing and comforting

and... kill Cam... I like him, I think he's so sweet but I just don't listen to him enough, he's very friend shaped to me!!

I will be visiting your ask box in a moment hehe >:D