#so I’ll stop 😂

[still-with-koo]

It's only 3 years for me 🥺 but i've never felt so connected to someone i don't even know irl (maybe 2 of my internet friends being the exception) we really have something special going on huh 😝

I'm also loving the fact that they're now allowed to do lies whenever they want... too bad i didn't catch it today since it was way too early here 😭

Ohh god his hair it's just flawless!! Every hairstyle looks good on him but long hair just hits different! And who in this world it's that pretty in the morning?? It's not fair...

I feel like reading something these days cause there's not too much going on.. any book recs? 😁

- ☺️

There’s just something about them, huh? I’ll admit I’ve never ever felt this way about any artist before, not with 1D, not with Bieber, nor TSwift or any before them… I used to only care about the music and it ended there. But this parasocial relationship BTS has been able to build is astonishing. It’s that genuine love that we get back from them, I think. The fact that they seem to care just as much about us as we do them 🥺💜

Right?! His hair is absolutely flawless on his already flawless self :((( He’s the kind of pretty that just makes you happy to look at? When he smiles, just the way his eyes light up makes it feel like everything will be ok?

^^ That smile could light up this city ✨

Ohhh book recs?? Of course, I’d love to!! I’ve been slacking a bit in the reading dept lately but I’m working my way through The Intuitionist by Colson Whitehead, which is a bit slow pacing-wise but otherwise pretty good so far. A few that I’ve enjoyed reading are Sorrow and Bliss by Meg Mason (funny but also introspective & deep), The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller (esp if you’re into greek mythology), and Our Wives Under the Sea by Julia Armfield (super sad but beautifully written). If you end up giving any of these a try, I’d love to hear about it! 🫶

[suja-janee]

I love Lucy Maclean, she’s such a sweetheart

[emry-stars-art]

Just read the whole 'how Andreil pans out' ask and all I'm saying is that I love the idea of Andrew Courting Abram and Abram just absolutely misses that it's what is happening. Part of it is just a cultural difference, Evermore and Palmetto have different courting cultures perhaps?

Another part is that Andrew really does not act all THAT different. He's giving Abram gifts but like Andrew is always giving Abram stuff? It's not new? Yeah they had dinner together but that's just like what they......do?

Another another part is just Abram not even considering himself as someone worthy to be with Prince Andrew like that. He wasn't worthy before and after Evermore and everything I could imagine he feels even less like a person let alone a person who deserves Andrew's positive regard.

IDK I just love the idea of Abram at some point like 6 months into Andrew trying to court him seeing that behavior somewhere else, being told that's how nobility in Palmetto court others, and going to Andrew like "Have you, perchance, been trying to court me?"

Andrew setting his glass aside and looking up from where he's seated, "For 6 moons Abram, glad you've finally noticed." - @jtl-fics

jtl I. Wish. You could have seen my face as I read this, this is so hilarious and heartbreaking and lovely all in one and I’m in LOVE okay i love this so much. And we can totally make it work ahhhhh

Like yes! Yeah! Andrew’s already a gift giver, it’s just what he does as far as Abram’s concerned, and they spend so much time together that dinner isn’t strange those are perfect points. Like to the court it’s starting to become obvious - maybe in the kinds of gifts Andrew gives, or some other small things that are new, yes, but Abram has always taken these things in stride and usually his lack of judgement when Andrew tries new things or changes in little ways is a huge relief but not this time Abram PLEASE

Finally Andrew just bites the bullet and goes for a gesture that’s way more out of character and harder to mistake, which might look something like this (and thank you @leedee013 for tags about them giving each other flowers that I LOVED):

And Abram can’t really form his thoughts into words because like you said; he doesn’t think he should be allowed something like that, there’s no way he’s ever EVER going to assume that Andrew is trying to confess or clue him in to a courting like this, even if it’s in his head now

But then Lady Reynolds sees Abram later heading back to the castle/wherever he stays carrying this bouquet of carnations (fascination), narcissus (honesty/truth) and acacia (hidden love) (let’s not look too closely into these flower meanings lol, i picked the first ones I found and I’ll field all further questions with ‘artistic liberty’ 🫶) and they’re pretty close friends by now so she’s immediately like “oh my GODS Abram who gave that to you”

And Abram quietly says “the prince”

And Allison’s won like three separate bets between various other people of the court and she’s elated

But maybe she takes pity on him when she realizes exactly how clueless Abram is, so she does her best to explain everything and finally, Abram begins to allow the possibility that maybe Andrew is doing all this on purpose. But he would really rather like to be certain.

And of course I had to draw your little exchange but I did it from memory so apologies for the changes in dialogue but I love it:

ANYWAY from there, when it’s cleared up, it’s just them being dumb and sweet and grasping at straws for how to be in love and natural about it (because they’re both very private people and a good number of average/expected acts of courtship aren’t necessarily in their wheelhouse) 😭🥹 and not to add yet more hurt/comfort but Andrew is so so determined to figure out a way to assure and reassure Abram that he knows what he’s doing, yes Abram is worth it, yes he’s doing these things because he wants to. If he didn’t want to he wouldn’t be doing it in the first place. And I’ll bring it back around by using my previously mentioned artistic liberty to say that yes Prince Andrew loves having his hands held/kissed (just by Abram naturally) and Abram figures this out and absolutely uses it against him. They love each other your honor

Okay anyway thank you for the ask, I’m SO lucky to have such brilliant people in my inbox 🥰

[girl-monkey-odalys]

Silly little edit I did awhile ago 🙈

My OCs took Kickenklober out for a night on the town at The Salty Simiano (the restaurant from my fic). 😂

I headcannon that he likes foo foo drinks 🍹

Also that he unintentionally got into a bar fight on this night 😂

Luckily, @picapicamagpie’s OC Cadence was there. She took out the other guy 💪🏼

[applecherry108]

What’s cuter than turtle tots? Turtles tots in JAMMIES. ;w;

[roscolate]

*inhales slowly and deeply*

SOOO MARIO FAM HOW WE FEELIN’

[blupengu]

Y’all is Hollow Knight hard or do I just suck because oh my god??

[tsuchinokoroyale]

🦃🔪

[rubysundaey]

the silly phighting song guy

(no alt versions this time. if the actual penny bank didn’t get to see any alt versions you guys don’t get to see any either)

(blinkies by me as always :3c)

[fuzzyunicorn]

[poisonroot]

fighting for my life trying to get unpaid time off from work for a trip 😭

[woundedheartwithin]

Something y’all need to know about me is, if I message you or tag you or send you an ask or comment or address you in the tags, I am NOT expecting an answer! Not ever, and I mean that. I will not get upset if you never reply to it, and this is for two reasons:

1. I know intimately how stressful and scary and exhausting notifications can be, especially when you’re not feeling so great mentally/physically/emotionally, and I will automatically assume this is the case if I don’t get a reply, even if I see you actively posting on my dash

2. I have already forgotten that I sent you something

[flowercrowngods]

Hi! This might not be too helpful but I thought I'd share anyway just in case. You wrote in an ask reply tag that you realized that you are not a person who is okay but that it is alright. That reminded me so much of some of my own realisations about myself. I've come to learn that I cannot handle as much as others. Cannot take on as many tasks, as many meet ups (even friendly), or fill my day with as many things as people around me. It always felt like that meant that I was somehow less or weaker. But runninng into the same phenomenon over and over again made me question things. Also I would never think this about anyone else, this painful way of thinking was only reserved for myself. But with time I figured that maybe it was absolutely okay to have a different capacity for things. This is FINE. I'm not wrong or weak for this. Don't get me wrong, its still a daily struggle to remind myself, but it does get easier to believe.

So when I read this tag of yours I was really hoping that you meant it in a similar way, where this knowledge can bring comfort. You deserve the comfort! Wish I could hug you tightly 🫂

i love that you sent me this ask. i love that you worked (and are working) towards acceptance and respect and gentleness. you deserve that and i’m proud of you 🤍

as for myself, it’s a bit like that too, yeah

“i’m not okay but it’s fine it’s fine we move on anyway”

some days it means “i’m not okay but what the hell am i gonna do about it now except watch cartoons and try not to think until not being okay is not as prevalent and choking anymore”

some days it means “i’m not okay but i’ll try anyway, who knows what good might come of it”

some days it means “i’m not okay but in 10 minutes or an hour or tomorrow might be so i’ll put myself out there”

some days it means “i’m not okay and i haven’t been and maybe never will be and i get to mourn that, i get to be angry for all the past versions of myself who were refused help, i get to do things for them, because we are not okay and we get to be angry but still we deserve nice things”

some days it means “i’m not okay and that’s fine because there are people who will help me”

some days it means “i’m not okay and i will take a break now, i will breathe and try again later, or accept that simply cannot do this right now”

sometimes we just live with that mental limp, and some days it’s worse than others. we can’t pretend like it’s not there — what good would that bring? no, we just live with it. it’s fine, it’s fine, we move on anyway. but still we get to decide how and at what pace and in which direction we move on. it’s just the moving on part that is non-negotiable, and i feel like we deserve more credit for that — mostly from ourselves.

[rosicheeks]

I still remember the first time I saw one of your posts. It was a "horny rant" post, all tags. It caught my attention because it was a "." with nothing but tags. Many, many tags. As I was reading it, my mouth opened on its own and ngl I drooled a little! You wrote so honestly and in such detail! I was genuinely turned on!

When I was finished reading it, I read it again and again! I then sent you an anon asking if you were real! You answered that of course you were real. I then spent the next 2 hours scrolling through your blog and falling deeper in love with this amazing, beautiful, sexy and most importantly honest Princess!

[starbuck]

hate when you send a cringe fail message to someone and then suddenly you’re checking for a response every two seconds so it can just be over one way or another and put you out of your misery

[lisanamjoon]

me, in a death grip type of hug from my aunt: please let me go i’m uncomfortable

my mom: she doesn’t like to be touched

my aunt, laughing: i know