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top 10 of 2023 ✦ first half
tagged by @chanrizard ! thanks again ♡
based mine on spotify since that's where i listen to all my music. also, i really wanted to do something that would allow me to highlight some of my favorite lyrics in these songs. ♡
i'll tag @agibbangs @boba-skz @minchanz @skz-films @yongbonk no pressure ofc ♡
translations credit:
kiss: ©captainuwu
*all other translations came directly from the videos or from colorcodedlyrics
#tag game#long post#flashing tw#fire tw#top 10 of 2023 [jan.-june]#the gifs could look better but what's new#these aren't in order of favoritism btw#but idk how to lay these out so...ig this is it#a few of these songs don't have a video (unless i missed it)#so i did my best with what we've got#it was surprisingly difficult to narrow this down to only 10#i wanted to put honorable mentions but this post is already so long#item and topline are tied but i couldn't think of smth for item </3#so topline it is#special shoutout to volcano for being my top song lyrically ♡#technically spotify doesn't play the canvas video behind the lyrics#but it would've been boring to just have solid different color bgs
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Hunters fight not for fame, but to aid the people whenever they are summoned.
#genshin#genshin impact#genshinedit#genshinet#clorinde#navia#lyney#furina#m:gifs#m:*#m:gifs:clorinde#m:gifs:navia#flashing tw#eye strain tw#clorinde story quest spoilers#genshin spoilers#genshin impact spoilers#gifset is kinda fast but the next fps is PAINFULLY slow...#anyways. i'm late but i finally did this quest#and DAMN what a good quest. genuinely one of the best story quests we've gotten in a LONG time + easily one of the best sqs overall imo#like i was so invested. the D&D aspect was just super super refreshing. i wouldn't be surprised if this was a test for a future mechanic#my only real beef with it is that florian's remorse/redemption felt very sudden/in your face. like i get he was basically possessed but#it really felt like he went from 180 to 0 you know ajkdflj#also the classic focus character dumps their entire tragic backstory on you nearly unprompted but that's like#an issue with every single story quest. and it was alleviated by also tying in navia's history with her as well#lets be real this was rly a clorivia quest the way navia got flustered at the end was SO CUTE I COULD CRY#also lowkey is petronilla gonna be like a skirk/alice/rhine/etc. situation bc they were rly pushing her character here 👀#wait hold on... HERE'S HOW WE CAN BRING CLORINDE'S GREEN CONCEPT DESIGN BACK
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you've heard of: aroacespec "is this person flirting with me" confusion, now get ready for: Does this person think I'm flirting with them (and also are they flirting "back" with me) because I accidentally bumped into them a lot?
#new jersey girl seems to really like me that makes me happy#nobody's been attracted to me before#but it'll make me sad if she asks me out#because even though I LOVE her i think i'd have to say no just because i really imagine myself#with a boyfriend far more than a girlfriend lately and i don't want to put her into a relationship that might end up feeling like#misgendering...#aro#ace#aroace#aroacespec#aromantic#arospec#greyromantic#greyro#I said this#we've been walking all over campus together and she's um. not a very considerate walker i keep#almost getting pushed off the path so that's whyh i keep bumping into her lol#but also she seems to like standing/sitting near me?#and i said 'i think my face is a little...' because i was thinking it felt like it got too much sun#and she was like 'i think your face is a little too-- wait what did u say?'#and i said i didn't even use an adjective but said burnt/red was what i should have siad#and she just said 'i think your face is a little'#like is that an oblique compliment??#okay the funniest part is yesterday she said some random girl came up to her and said she looked pretty and she wasn't sure if it was#flirting or just a compliment so she doesn't even know what flirting is either lol#also she calls me Data now bc i told her about hwo my uncle said my parents consult me like picard consults data lol#tbh maybe i gave her the wrong signals by moisturizing when she was in my room last night?#(kept sticking my hand under my clothes. my roommate brought her in right after i showered)#i asked my roommated if that was weird and she thought it was fine but she might not be the best metric
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I don't know what's been going on with me recently but like...there's this tiny shred of guilt that I'm not doing anything really engaging on here anymore? Like, my creative block is fading out (finally), but I haven't drawn or written anything substantial recently and I feel really weird about that. Not just for you all looking at my blog, but also just in a creative bust kind of way.
There are ideas and themes and such that I would love to play with or dabble in, but I keep stopping them because they're either too self indulgent or there's no visual work to go with it. I don't really know how to describe it? Like I feel like I've been lazy creatively speaking recently when I COULD be getting more ideas out, but it's about the same ship all the time and idk, I also feel like I've gotten to the point where I'm talking too much again? Not that anyone here has made me feel like that and I have asks that I need to answer so I KNOW I'm not talking too much but I'm!!!! Being splashed with the self conscious and self critical and imposter syndrome buckets and I need them to stop!!!!
#toast talks#Not necessarily meant to be a vent so I'm not putting it in my vent tag but!#The save to draft button has become my best friend LOL#Idk it's just that weird feeling that settles in whenever I realize that I haven't actually finished anything and then whenever#I'm asked about eclairette specifically I always have the hardest time answering some questions!#And it's like...I know their story? But I also don't? Because it's just in fragments all over my brain that change sometimes?#And then I get sucked into aus because I love the ideas of aus and seeing characters in different situations#but then I worry that maybe I'm not presenting the characters well enough? Or maybe I'm getting too self indulgent in everything I do?#WHICH ISN'T BAD AT ALL I JUST. My brain. It does things and makes me overthink the most basic enjoyments I have.#And part of me feels like this would be solved if I had more ships but like...idk. I do/did have other ships but eclairette just.#They feel right to me. They're like...a comfort ship now? Idk. Their story is fun and enjoyable to me and even their noncanon lore is#fun for me to run through my head on end.#Hmmm. I think my brain has just been in a weird spot recently and it's because creative juices are pumping but I have not done a creative#in...three months?#Good lird I need to at least doodle them again -#btw still not a vent! Just sorting my brain out and trying to see what it's got going on and what it wants cause??? Get it together girl#We've got lore to make. Canon and otherwise.#If you got this far I love you. If you didn't get this far I love you. I need those blue bitches to do SOMETHING soon.#''they should do each other'' true and correct. But that will have to wait. We gotta get lore written down first!
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did nothing all night, now I can't fall asleep. great!
#I mean. what I did do. is watch night court and think about dan a lot#and there is a possibility that maybe I'm not able to fall asleep because I'm busy putting that man in situations.#must figure out the best way to make a leverage + night court crossover work#for no reason. especially not so eliot (and I) can meet dan#haha no not that at all#no one is thinking about them (us) making out haha that'd be weird :)#so anyway how do I turn my brain off. there should be a switch. just. okay we've had our fun now it's time to go to sleep#but no instead I have to think about that. sigh life is so hard 😔#personal#and now I've also got a headache. well that really doesn't help
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i wont do the post game right now bc my mom is a little annoyed i've been on the switch for the whole day. but Man. good stuff i love this game and its dlc so so much
#clai speaks#i dont really have much to add just. i really loved this HFJBFJF#kieran's the best rival we've ever had. if you dont count n of course#my single complaint is uh. terapagos appeared for such a short while got tossed around like salad and then dlc was over BJDBFJ#like damn imagine being terapagos. waking up. getting master balled from behind amd then forced to do battle like that. eugh#the rest was so good! the bb elite four are fun characters and terarium is a fun place to explore#i was going on about it already but RAHHHH UNOVA MUSICCCCC#hopefully people have documented what stellar tera does by now bc uhh. i still dont know lmao#the stellar tera hat is also just a little terapagos thats so cute..... teraing my terapagos to put terapagos on terapagos#i think my favorite part was when drayton suddenly says you can only use terarium pokemon you caught#i was annoyed at first with the prospect of building a whole team from scratch but really all i did was exp candy a few mons#and it was neat going in with a fresh team instead of my prebuilt one!#shell smash white herb acrobatics minior my beloved (it was a blue one named geno btw. hehe)#briar was not a twist villian like i thought tho which i think is better. would have felt cheap if she was i think#anywho. dlc good :) i'm very pleased with how it all went down
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Your rambling about your crabs is so wholesome!!! 💙💙💙💙🦀
AHHHHH thank you for enabling me to ramble more about them 😍 My kids tease me about my obsession with them. My mom bought them for my oldest when we went to the beach last year (impulse purchase, we discussed later) and when my oldest googled to see what they needed to thrive, they were a little overwhelmed... so they became my hermit crabs. 😅
Painted shells are toxic but most that come from bad conditions have them. We had to wait ~6 months or so before they molted the first time. Both changed shells when they came back up. Eggroll (was supposed to be April but my youngest misheard April as Eggroll, it was hilarious, and Eggroll stuck) is in the pink shell on top and the green shell in the middle. O'Neil is the yellow shell on the bottom and white shell above that.
I included a picture of their food (they don't eat much but they get a lot of variety, feeding them is fun) and someone in a crabhole/tunnel. They have smeared sand all over the inside tank walls, so the pics from outside the tank are a little blurry.
#justonemorechapternicercy#hermit crabs#my oldest is into tmnt and transformers#so if anyone is wondering#yes their names were supposed to be a reference to april#i guess o'neil still is#eggroll however#hahahaha#hermit crab husbandry#hermit crab care#they require more care than one would expect#but once you've got them set up it's not difficult to maintain#i would advise against tourist traps and pet shops bc they contribute to a terrible trade where they are kept in sub-par conditions#lhcos has adoption options#and there's a lady in the group on fb who is captive breeding#there are ethical ways to obtain them#i guess is what i'm saying#mine were an impulse purchase made without my knowledge#but i did my best to give them the right care#we've had them 8 months!#feels good#though it's always nerve-wracking when they dig down to molt#they can be down for months#that's when they're the most vulnerable#o b s e s s e d#bri rambles#bri answers
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Bad news: the coworker I was covering for was supposed to be back today and wasn’t, so I was once again dealing with three times my usual workload*. He’s supposed to be back tomorrow but then I am covering for a different coworker being gone until like mid-next week
Good news: I finally figured out what activity my brain has been craving for the last several days! I got stuck in one of those like “cannot start new task until The Task is completed but I do not know what The Task is” loops. It was cleaning! I cleaned a whole bunch and feel a lot better, so I should be able to actually finish something tomorrow
Side note, do y’all ever have your brain assign a task Utmost Priority without being able to figure out what task it is? It’s like craving a food but not knowing which food you’re craving.
*it’s difficult to describe why his work is twice as hard for me to do without saying what industry I work in. He’s not doing twice as much work as I am, it’s just transitioning from one person to another makes everyone he works with extra antsy in a way that makes my job harder?
#the person behind the yarn#I did get so stressed out I cried today but I did NOT have an allergic reaction to the stress#so I am taking it as a win. very low bar but one I am very glad to have met. you know?#also in my quest to discover what the heck The Task was that my brain had decided was of utmost importance#I got the dollhouse chair like half upholstered#and figured out there are MANY ways I could have made this chair easier#the chair was not this weeks Priority Task but hey progress is progress#I also got all the pieces of the latest grumpy bunny turned right side out and stuffed#so I just need to sew the head and tail and assemble it#it's getting closer to being done! slower than I intended#but I vacuumed pretty much the whole house (except other peoples' bedrooms)#did a bunch of dishes cleaned the counters found out there's like a weird ledge on top of the microwave that we've apparently never cleaned#that was disgusting I accidentally put my hand in it. 0/10 do not recommend. It's clean now!#also I got to sing a whole bunch. My current best song to sing while cleaning is Baby I Love You by Aretha Franklin#I did my taxes today just in case that was The Task. It was not! I also rescheduled my next doctor appointment
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I rewatched the meetup vlog again and cried
#the description 😭😭😭😭#''we've been online friends for what feels like my whole life'' 😭😭😭😭😭#calling each other best friends 😭😭😭#trying to kiss minutes after meeting 😭😭😭😭#patches !!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭#''it doesn't feel real'' 😭😭😭😭#nervous hops 😭😭😭😭#''i finally got my first glimpse of Florida- my new home'' 😭😭😭😭😭#''WE DID IT!!!''😭😭😭😭😭#i have so many thoughts still 😭😭😭😭😭
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Tbh I’m only keeping Sebastian installed so that Lelianna recognizes Hawke in MOTA and it’s very funny to imagine Hawke justifying why he’s around to their friends. “Look, yeah this dude SUCKS so bad he’s the antithesis to most of us including & especially Anders and Merrill and ME and even the most pro-Chantry/anti-mage of you can’t stand him but he’s paying well and I’d rather keep my friends close and enemies closer, so get off my dick (gender neutral) about it I promise he won’t learn about wicked grace night!”
#rip sebastian enjoyers I simply get 0 enjoyment from choir boy outside of Varric's obvious dislike#I respect u and if it wasn't 'save room for andraste' flavoured I'd LOVE having a cannon no sex romance. But no smooches even? :(#just a little cheek smooch? forehead smooch? no? :( BOO! I'm ace but I want cheek and forehead Smooches!!!#also IK it isn't true in DA cannon but the SECOND Sebastian threatens to march on Kirkwall any of my Hawkes just kill chior boy#like bbgirl IK u loved Elthina but she was absolutely useless and deserved what she got sorry not sorry#*useless at best maliciously manipulative and DEEPLY at fault for everything spiraling like it did at worst#My only regret is Meredith and Cullen weren't with her in there lmfao#the ONE time I picked Seb over Anders was the time I made Carver a Templar. But I LOVE Warden! Carver so much more so. never again#and that hawke only got mad at Anders because MY BROTHER COULD'VE BEEN ON DUTY THERE TONIGHT#not for any moral grandstanding lmfao. sorry my dudes we have 0 moral highground with the number of enemies we've carved through in the game#Seb really does suffer from being DLC though he FEELS like an outsider to the group who keeps inviting himself#dragon age#*tagging for my own blog's sorting system I really hope it doesn't actually show up in the tag after all my rambling tags#bc I'm not here to be rude to people who do actually like the dude I just personally don't
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guess who finally gets to do their teacher evaluation on their shitty clinical professor? :D
#I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT ALL FUCKING SEMESTER#I HAVE SAID AT LEAST HALF A DOZEN TIMES THAT I CANNOT WAIT TO TEAR HER APART IN THE COMMENTS#i had a makeup clinical today with a different professor and it was the best clinical experience of my life#(also we did post conference at barnes and nobles and there was a starbucks there and i got a cupcake which was awesome)#i've been working on this thing for like 45 minutes at this point#i think i've answered all the 'the professor was a dick and a hardass and condescending and unhelpful and didn't seem to give a shit that#she's been a nurse longer than i've even been alive so us first-year nursing students are not nearly as experienced as she is & her job#should be to help us and guide us and not to reprimand us and chastise us for harmless things she doesn't like' questions#now i'm on the 'we've had to do double the amount of paperwork as the other clinical groups because god forbid the school lay out to the#professors and students what we're supposed to do and when we brought it up the head of the department basically went 'fuck you'' questions#i've ranted about this shit so fucking much and it's so nice to finally get to submit it (anonymously) to the school where they can#actually see how much they suck and how shitty an experience this is#god i miss my old school#(i'm glad im not there tho bc if i was living on campus i wouldn't have gotten a second cat and flynneas takes precedence over everything)
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did you know i love my friends so much.
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#i met 3+ people this year and i think those 3 i can already call best friends... they are all a lil bit similar to each other and to me and#my twin but we differ too in obvious ways and it's just so beautiful to me!#i like how they come from different walks of life! makes me really feel like i'm maturing and growing up even if that's something i don't#necessarily like either but also i won't be getting into that rn oops. uhm anyways!#i love them all a lot !!!#matching bracelets with my group of 4 for 6+ years now... we've been thru some rough patches but i love them so much!#rn i mostly just have problems w one but it's likely bcs she's in the next year compared to us all. early in the next year but yeah#hehehe <3 OH and also matching necklaces kinda !!! morse code ^___^ we all don't know what's written tho hehe#but yeah matching bracelets w our names ... mwa. love them sm#the other friend met early this year! it was my first experience meeting someone so similar to me and my twin so it meant a lot#i think i'm comfy just being my self w them in the same way i am w my twin bcs 1. they are a guy so i don't have to act uhh in a kinda#way i have to do w one of the friends in my group of 4? not that i'm faking that but it's more freeing! so yeah. we already talked about#our world beliefs and philosophies early in our meeting so that was weirdly uh. central to how we're just comfy#they're a bit diff to me and i can tell in what ways and i kinda don't see eye-to-eye on some topics but i kinda like that i'm trying to be#mature about that! like w adult relationships that i examine but oops won't get into that rn#the other friend!! differs from the other two in that they're the only one who has priorly played ffxiv even if one did character#customization a long time ago and we got em into playing. n the other is about to soon hopefully but otherwise hm i forgot prior to that#THOUGH THOSE TWO. may not have been into ffxiv but DRAKENIER! and those two knew gbf for a while but apparently it was ultimately me/twin#who got em into it finally as far as i'm concerned!! the other is interested too hehe so that all means a lot to me!!#i think it's really funny that. me and lune w em. it's all just a group of 3 EHWHDKJS. altho 2 do know each other#and tbh thx to twt they all might know each other to some extent bcs of my interactions :O ? hmm. just a tad bit tho!#yeah and so the last one... i can see how similar we are but also how we differ and it is very interesting !!!#fun fact the three all like stuff similar to milgram ig ?? two actually do but the other doesnt but hopefully soon but they do like deco*27#yeah ...... !! so anyways yeah it's rlly nice w the last one too bcs it feels like i can really talk to em abt stuff?#i dont really do so often yet but i'd def be comfy w doing so i think. NOT THAT I AM NOT W THE OTHER TWO but it's a lil more ?? !!#i lov that all my closest friends though are into music and video games!! the way that it is differs for us all and that is beautiful tbh#OH. right. i almost forgot i am so sorry#the 4th person i didnt reallt meet this year but we did got closer this year. !!! from xiv#from all of em i actually reallt did just meet them by yk. in game! no similarities were known and it was kinda nice just getting to know
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im actually stupid for real i think
#i was upset w [boy] abt smth and i was like im going to mention this next time it comes up this is ridiculous.#and then later i got a text from him and i was like oh!! its [boy] :-))) this is the best i love to talk to him. forget the other thing#girl what is wrong with you#((its nothing serious. if he does it again I'll say something but I'll let it go))#he's up a few points bc just yesterday actually he fixed this problem we've been having that we cant do homework together effectively#it was really upsetting me bc i really wanted it to work and it seemed like a ridiculous problem to have#and yesterday he texted me like hey i think the problem is that we keep trying to do homework in my bedroom. that is never going to work#and today he invited me to study with him in a library in the quietest room I've ever seen in my whole life#so much as looking at him for too long would be simply too loud. everyone in the library would hate us#and it worked really well we did so much homework for real. i dont think it was overkill at all i think that is necessary for it to work#he fixed it... idek if he finds it particularly fun to do hw w me if it has to happen in this silent room but he knows i rlly wanted to...
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i wish betting on wrestling was like a thing because while i would never win if i bet on anything else (am bad at recognising patterns that actually mean anything) i would cash in soooooo much because i can ALWAYS tell when a jericho feud’s gonna run way too long again 😌
#hello hi . im stressed out this fair sunday evening#feel like im failing at school already its been like a month and yet#one of my teachers v much implied i'd fail her assignment if i didnt do a bunch of extra shit and like#theres reasons for it that i can see from her side but theres also just the issue that i told her about of like#i just dont know how to work with that many materials and slash or i cant go out and buy all these things right now#and then she's like well go down to xyz and ask them to do it for you and its like honey i dont know why you think we've got such a like#mutually beneficial relationship going on between all the applied and fine arts in this school like#thats a fiction that lives in your head ... especially after we just didn't exist in this school for a whole year#and anyway. i went ahead and tried some different materials and its just like. you cant make up what an insane failure thats been#and its not that i didnt try my best its just that like idk what she wants from me#cause anyway theres a reason i picked the materials that i did the first time round#changing those just kinda changes the meaning of the thing in general... which is something SHE teaches us#anyway. and tomorrow i have class w someone who i'm Difficult with (as in like i have a hard time around her im not purposefully difficult)#(its just that she makes me feel that way cause of the 'tism and cause of the fact she thinks she knows how to handle the 'tism)#(she doesnt)#and again i did a lot of work for her im just sure she's gonna expect me to have done more#but in my defense. i need to go to the doctor and see if they can prescribe me some form of ritalin bc my exhaustion was so bad last wk#and has been bad for a hot second lately#and theres really only so much i can do with the spoons at hand#anyway. and im also Sad Right Now because ive been ignored and interrupted while saying things a little too frequently recently#and im not laughing. im having a Time.#i didnt even have that bad of a week all things considered but goddd i need a break
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Loving going to the gym, it's a great supplement for the other sport I do, both to further train the muscles I need to yeet ppl higher for cheerleading and to train the muscles that don't get trained enough from the other stuff I do but.
The gym alone could never be enough for me bc I am fundamentally a lazy person. I'm not gonna really ever push myself as far on my own as I will when we're soo close to hitting this stunt, let's do it one more time, come on
Anyway we did double base for almost the full 90 minutes yesterday (one flyer on just two bases), most of the speed upwards has to come from me, I am so sore but yes we did hit it
#we've done double base before but to a one way extension so far only in one specific combo#(our best (and lightest) flyer our best (and strongest) base and me (usually a back probably the strongest person on the team)#and now we did it with a different flyer and a different base#and it took a while but we got there! but fuck at the end i really had to push to still put all my energy in#but you gotta put all your energy in every time or we don't get the height#and then the other base has no chance at catching the flyers other foot#(that's why most of the strength up come from me - she needs to turn to get fully under the flyer and catch her second foot)#(once we're up there most of the weight is on her though I'm not gonna pretend I'm doing all the work here lmao)#but yeah it's basically squats to overhead extention over and over again with a what 50? 55kg flyer?#and we'd already done a lot of double base to elevator (so shoulder high) with our other less experienced flyer#she'd never done it before at all which means she puts less momentum into it herself and she stands up less straight#so you have to balance out more on the way up#but we did it! I'm so proud of her! she hasn't been in this long and she's so good!#but yeah now my legs and ass and shoulders are all quite sore lol#but it's good. i wanna do partnerstunts eventually and well. even with our ridiculously light as a feather flyer that's difficult#so this is good practice bc well. I'd never push myself this far in the gym lol
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who even give a fuck. yknow
#getting drunk before work because who gives a shit ^_^d#yesterday was real fucking bad so im thinking like why am i even fucking trying you know none of these assholes even talk to me#unless its to go ermmmm i cant help noticing your department isnt achieving infinite growth when will you guys stop sucking#shit? just curious yhaha and if they want to talk about me they go behind my back and ask other people why im cutting#which a) i wear short sleeves this isnt a secret im keeping and 2) fuck you for deciding its your business and then NOT EVEN#ASKING /ME/ but whatever thy want to get pissy at me for their own failure to communicate fucking let them i dont care#ive been killing myself for this stupid job for a year now i wake up in the morning and my first thought is how bad my knee hurts#im one of the best we've got and what do i have to show for it no one fucking talks to me i dont care#no one will go 'hey did you get fucking sloshed before coming here' becaus etheyre scared of talking to m e for some reason#i literally dont know but if they ask then like who fucking cares this isnt on me i dont feel human doing this job i dont feel like a perso#no one treats me like one unless i waste time quote unquote to not do my job and talk to people who like care if i live or die or whatever#so like who fucking cares even ill do whatever i want ill get drunk before work ill do shit at my job ill talk to someone i love fuck it#whatever!!! should have acted like i was a person instead of ignoring the people youre throwing into a meatgrinder for profit i guess#who fucking cares!#already had my MOTHER get weird about me buyng booze for reasons that are none of her fucking business and that she#wouldnt know the details of anyway if she hadnt been snooping because i have no privacy and no space of my own lol#so might as well drink it i guess it was 30 bucks anyway and i dont have any fucking moneyyyyyyyy so what am i#who am i fucking KIDDINGGGGGGGGGG lol its fucked its all fucked!!! whatever!!! who give a shit!!! nothing fucking matters
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