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callingvalhal · 2 months

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I’m so fed up with the medical system here I’m going to pull all my hair out the big medical groups won’t accept patients from each other even if it’s in the benefit of the patient!!!

#I call my insurance to change my referral bcus my current gi doctor is not helpful #they tell me to pick a new gi doctor (how am I supposed to know??? who to pick???) then call that foctor #and ask if they’re taking new patients and how long appointments are #so I do that #I call the gi that the ER doctor told me about #but they’re a different medical group than my primary doctor (who is doing the referral) so they won’t take me #so now I’m back to square one #just staring at a long list of random doctors and trying to decide which one might be helpful #so I try another one and he retired 5 years ago!!!

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earthsbestdefnder · 2 years

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the way it just feels like everything is falling to pieces

#not in a big picture sort of way #but in like a #i thought I nailed down a makeup artist for my wedding but at the trial it went horribly #so now I’m back to square one #and I don’t have time to be at square one!#taryn rambles

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kaweeella · 2 months

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I have a very important question

#surveys #uhhh #game design #musical instruments #video games #I've been thinking about this for weeks #ever since I had this conversation with my sister #oh wait #band kids #I summon thee. your opinions are important for this I think #this happened because I was talking to my sister about a game with people who can do magic #through music and I was thinking fast travel would be flute music cause I’m biased #but she thought that drums would fit better because she’s biased but also I can kinda see her point #so I was looking into it a bit and found out there’s this trope called warp whistle #which includes any woodwind instrument which is good because I’m not sure if whistles count as an instrument or not? something to think abou #thats how tv tropes describes a warp whistle anyway #anyway that would also include flutes but now that I’ve thought about it more I’ve found some other options that I like which basically puts #me back at square one #so any input at all is greatly valuable to me #I did also consider an ocarina but that felt a little too Zelda-y

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pop-punklouis · 20 days

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#i hate even using this word but like. it’s always so cool when you haven’t seen your ‘situationship’ in months and feel like you’re fine #and great #only to see them in passing one day and IMMEDIATELY feel like you need to be committed into an asylum #the universe really said: ‘back at square one bitch you thought you were fine!’#and now i’m in the grocery store staring at lettuce heads wishing i could have novacaine injected into my BRAIN!!!!!!#fuck!!!!!!#anyway <3

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cosmictap · 1 month

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Eating ice cream at midnight instead of coping with the realisation that you truly cannot fall in love with people are therefore will always be missing something that everyone else has

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jasontoddenthusiastt · 11 months

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Everytime I see a snippet from the outlaws webtoon I’m that much more relieved that I don’t read it regularly anymore

#everything looks out of context and I’m sure reading it in full won’t give it any more context either #Talia is now added to the list of characters they did some absolute horrid cringe shit to #i did read some parts of Bruce and Jason ‘making amends’#but it’s just so funny because they did absolutely nothing to advance their conflict they’re just reset back to square one #of Jason being like ‘I LIKE being an ~edgy outlaw~’#and Bruce is like you never needed my approval to be ~edgy~ but if you kill in Gotham again I will bash your skull into a wall #like what do you think will happen if he tries to kill someone in Gotham again. you can never go back to that again #now that you’ve thrown them into this weird box

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spicyliumang · 4 months

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I’ve been trying to get Enya’s y8 lore down for the last 3 days but all I’ve managed is to stare at this blank draft KSKDKSKS😭

#like its not that I don’t know what to type in fact its the opposite😭#its just getting started has been tough…😭 and also the 10000 other ideas at the same time #also working on commississons too so it’s been blank for a while LMAO #and I have to do Leo’s ref…😭 but I always end up getting a new Enyao idea or see a pretty ref I wanna do #plus a bunch of other WIPS #AAAAA I’m just ansty… and need to refill meds again… I’ve had awful focus sjdkdkd #monster has helped at least :’) but only for maybe a day and we’re back at square one #AND MY ALLERGIES… MY BIGGEST BEEF RN #even now I’m sneezing and it gets so bad I can barely get any thing done #I just end up fatigued and congested bc of it…💀#on that note does anyone else who take SSRIS and ADHD meds get a reaction when you go without for a bit…?😭#I mean besides the brainzaps for me its like I end up getting an allergy flare up #maybe once I square the next payment away I should talk to my perscriber about that😭#okay I was going to brainstorm more but ended up talking to the Zhaobot instead…help

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babyforestnymph · 7 months

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my sleep schedule is so bad i just kinda sleep whenever and i never know exactly when that’s gonna be

#my husband works night shift so usually i stay up most nights #and sleep during the day #cause i can’t sleep at night anyways #but now it’s daytime and im awake bc i took a nap during the nighttime #and now my sleep schedule is super mega ultra fucked #and we’re back to square one #oh well i’m just glad i’ve been sleeping at all #insomnia is a bitch

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waugh-bao · 1 year

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A Day in NYC (2023)

#we did Paris Baguette (Times Square) -> Williamsburg -> Brighton Beach/Little Odessa -> Chinatown -> Midtown -> Trains @ Grand Central #(we being me and my mom. whose hand is making a cameo holding the ramyun earrings. I’m the one eating an umeboshi onigiri @ 10 am. like the #uncouth monster I am)#I’d like to say I was cultured and did the Met and MoMA and all that #(which I have done before. when I was living near the city and came down every weekend)#but I only had a day here before flying onwards somewhere else #so I indulged myself in buying Russian books and vintage clothes and vinyls and going to some of my favorite food spots #(paris baguette. taïm. meet fresh.)#(red bean on desserts is in fact always the superior choice)#and now I have to say goodbye to the family that met up with me here #before flying into my next destination and then back to school #if I just keep getting on planes I can forget that I have orals prep starting next quarter (ie hell)

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gl0rificus · 2 years

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#ignore #i feel like i’m actually losing what little progress i’ve made with my body #like i’m back to square one #why is it so hard for me when it’s so easy for everyone else #it’s been 3 months ffs i should be seeing a good amount of progress by now but i see hardly anything

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bjurnberg · 6 months

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My work boots are the most expensive shoes I’ve ever owned.

Also the most comfortable. I chose them after trying on several different brands and comparing lifespan vs usage vs comfort - I needed them for a physically demanding job, not the weekend hiking trails. I could have easily chosen cheaper boots that would have lasted long enough to be worth their low price, but I know the Sam Vimes Boot Theory and knew weaker, less comfortable boots would make my life harder in the long run.

So when the outside edge of the heel started wearing down after three years of heavy use I went to the shop I got them from and said “hey this is a common problem for me with how I walk but now it’s affecting my ankles and knees and I don’t wanna have to buy a new pair, is there a way to fix this?”

The salesman at this very fancy upscale boot store said “oh yeah, there’s a shoe repair place that can give you some heel guards - it’ll keep the rubber from wearing out.”

So at 8am this morning right after my 9hr shift ends I went to the shoe repair shop and it is the most hole-in-the-wall, is-this-a-real-business-or-a-mafia-front, am-I-gonna-get-shot tiny cinder block cube I’ve ever seen in my life. I grew up plenty poor and love me a good hole-in-the-wall business, but going from upscale store to this cash-only repair shop gave me whiplash. Wasn’t expecting this when a guy who wears three piece suits to sell boots said it’s the best place to go.

The skinny kid behind the counter looks somehow 16 and 25 at the same time, but when I tell him this place was recommended he smiles and says to hand over my boots. I hand him the vaguely warm foot-smelling boots, and stand in my socks in the 3’ square entryway surrounded by every color leather polish you could buy and watch as he turns my boots around in his hands, sizes up a crescent moon bits of plastic, and unceremoniously hammers tiny nails through them before handing them back.

The heels are perfectly level again. I can walk without almost rolling my ankles. They don’t clack loudly on the pavement or feel different. This is gonna fix my knee pain. It cost $10.

This kid had every tool he needed within arms reach, worked fast and smoothly, I was in and out the door in less than 8 minutes, and it only cost $10.

I didn’t think anything could cost only $10 anymore. I’m so used to hyperinflation prices I was spiritually thrown back to the 1400’s visiting the cobbler in town square. This kid might have been that cobbler and just decided to never die.

I’m still reeling from the whiplash, and gobsmacked at the price, and thrilled I didn’t have to go buy new, worse work boots (cuz I don’t have that kind of money for a second pair, I’m expecting these ones to last a decade) and it feels like I just experienced one of the rare little chunks of magic that floats around our world.

#shoe repair #cobbler magic #good work boots are a necessary part of life #and finding a cobbler I can take other shoes to is gonna change my life #I love craftsmen #bjurnberg

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hoennislands · 5 days

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I feel like I’ve been seeing a bunch of “let women be feminine” “men deserve to be loved”, “we need more media with men being friends” type of opinions lately

#allie.txt #got a post but it didn’t go through that made less sense but I’m just noticing opinions where #they’re questioning norms and more people feel the same way #but it’s come to the point where that opinion has become to popular people are now contradicting it so we’re back to square one #s*x scene discourse for an example ig #it’s kind of annoying

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fingertipsmp3 · 25 days

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Whyyyyyy is my quad lag back