#so take my bitterness
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what do you mean to tell me a character who was abused in his childhood, constantly compared and overshadowed, disregarded and pressured, had to take up huge responsibilities when he wasn't ready and was mourning and was essentially lied to and constantly disrespected isn't the nicest, most sunshiney, most moral, most selfless, most whateverthefuck person out there?
that's not allowed we have to demonise that character, call him a scum and only see the bad in him
#my post#are you people fucking stupid?#you got so used to having perfect victims in media when someone steps out of that mold you combust#jiang cheng#mxtx#mdzs#mxtx mdzs#victims of abuse and neglect can't be bitter or angry apparently#they have to forgive and forget just because someone else suffered a little more#wwx IS your perfect victim that's why y'all glaze him so much#i don't take criticism
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tea & dates
continuation of bitter tea & oranges
#my love letter to the assassin's bureau (i love the bureaus sm)#i referenced the red carpet and most of the pillows from my actual furnitures lmao#altairs having rlly bad migraine so he napped. malik got him medicinal tea and dates to help wash down the bitter taste#i made the sketch as a vent when i had a rlly bad migraine from low blood pressure 👍 wahaha#i think. with altair being constantly treated like a weapon by rashid. he pushes himself too much#to the point that he forgot to take care himself regularly. so he gets chronic migraines from lack of water+food+constant physical stress#anw i love when my men take care of eachother haha#my art#asscreed#assassins creed 1#assassin's creed 1#assassins creed#assassin's creed#ac1#ac#altair ibn la'ahad#altaïr ibn la'ahad#malik al sayf#malik al-sayf#altmal
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one more batch of doodles from my PIDW fic because i finally finished it recently so of course silly doodles were a must.







also these are silly but the overall tone of the fic is more melancholic btw but i cant help drawing funny little guys you know me
#this mqf is slightly different from how i usually draw him cuz its pidw au#as some of you remember of my other post in the past about it#anyway do NOT be fooled this is a mujiu batch yes but thats because the last few final chapters finally had mujiu content#but like 50% of the fic is just mqf on his misadventures alone you know how i roll hjfkhd#but i decided to give him whimsy and a buddy so that he stops being so sad and bitter lol#mu qingfang#shen jiu#mujiu#anyway shitty lighting quality brought to you by my table lamp and me taking pics of it rn which means at midnight lmaoo
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Once the theatre monkey discovers angsty broadway musicals its all over y'all
or: I got a new personal project I'm workin' on! I'm at the first pass on the animatic rn! I forgot that 'generate matte' is a thing you can do in SB Pro for a whole hour!! I'm suffering!!!
#lmk#lego monkie kid#animatic#wip#storyboarding#fanart#six eared macaque#liu'er mihou#lmk macaque#shadowpeach#sun wukong is not here but he is haunting the mini-narrative#mac thinks HE's doing the haunting lol nah dude your ex-mans is living rent-free in ur cranium#I heard this song in a 'cartoon villain playlist' and only learned later it was from a play and went like:#“and i can feel bitter shadowpeach feels in this chilis tonight”#something something Denial something something river in Egypt#this is what happens when u don't talk about your feelings#POV: you're on the downward spiral but you're taking it like a waterslide#for real my favorite part of mac's character arc is where he's justifiably Bitter About It#but that won't stop him from being UNjustifiably a huge piece of work and Extremely Biased about it#it being the past events where two monkies both managed to fumble the bag in adjacent but slightly different ways#macaque ilu but u are not genre-savvy sometimes#i know mac is a chinese character BUT#he would totally spell theatre <- this way if he learned to read/write in english#i actually headcanon that his magical celestial monkey hearing would make it REALLY easy to pick up new languages but not the writing#oop i forgot: song is For The Record from 36 Questions#which I have not seen so idk how thematically relevant the og song context will be here
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they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr

#I am only a girl living in a society#I make connections#she looks so pretty in blue though I want more#also you’re telling me that rhaenyra saw her walk in all cute looking to not completely crumble at the sight of her?#like my girl got all dolled up for you do something#rhaenyra IS a puppy dog when it comes to those bambi eyes shut up#Alicent was like you think you want her? I’m the love of your life you moron#and rhaenyra is like I KNOW#like she’s been trying to get the other woman to realize that very thing for the last 15+ years#and alicent’s all heartbroken like oh so you’re taking her to wife#and rhaenyra is like nO? WHAT?? all dumb and speechless cause jealous alicent was definitely not on her bingo card this year#whilst also having her own mental breakdown#because how on earth is she meant to explain this to her councel#or jace for that matter#that sure was goint to be a fun future conversation to have with her heir#but also Alicent just strutted into the room and started acting like a scorned wife?#which left rhaenyra feeling like the asshole parent who stopped paying for child support after the divorce#but also she never wanted a divorce in the first place?? and alicent doesn’t seem to get this?#like she’s already figuring out how to most efficiently empty daemon’s chambers for the woman to move in permanently#but alicent’s still yapping off about not having a place in court anymore and fleeing across the sea#and rhaenyra can’t help the bitter taste in her mouth as she states how that ship came in a little too late for them and it is messyyyy#hotd leaks#house of the dragon leaks#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon#house of the dragon spoilers#rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#bridgerton
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Hello. I wrote a thing a while back, and now i even drew something for it <3 I have so many thoughts about these two..........rotating them in my brain 24/7
#kunst huli#zea dao oc#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard#datv#davrin dragon age#davrin the warden#davrin x rook#davrook#rook datv#rook thorne#datv spoilers#in the fic. the art is fine#crying sobbing wailing every time i have to write the tags. there r so many variationsss#anyway. my hand hurts. gripping the tablet pen like damn dude relax no ones gonna take it from you#also disclaimer i have never been drunk in my life because alcohol is too bitter for me n i live for joy and not suffering#so if anything is off no it isnt. i googled!!!#anyway x2. i lvoe davrin so fucking muchhhhhhhhhhh AUGH#I think they deserve some warden bonding time. after u know. The Horrors
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Revisiting anime-manga comparisons for the SKK dungeon scene, and they are killing me.
Exhibit #1: Chuuya realizing Dazai orchestrated the whole thing first and foremost to mess with him.

He looks so disgruntled. Exasperated, even. At best, he's bemoaning his predicament and already conceding defeat. Like, This slick snake, why do I even bother?
And then. And then there's manga Chuuya:
His face, I'm in fits. If this is his reaction every time Dazai turns the tables on him, I'd prank him too.
#my guy's having a borderline existential crisis#he looks like this will literally disgrace all of his ancestors and progeny to come#he cannot take a loss without being bitter and dramatic and I love him dearly for it#i love both versions but the bloodlust the grudge the desire to one-up dazai at least one time is so real on manga chuuya#bro was SO sure he had him cornered lmaooo#cringefail loser manga chuuya for the win#bsd manga#bsd anime#bsd dazai#bsd dazai osamu#bsd chuuya#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd chuuya nakahara#bsd nakahara chuuya#bsd anime vs manga
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the worsties ever
#laurance is only dressed like that cus in my brain this took place during season 2??? I was being bitter abt how Laur wasnt in LLP#and then made this for some reason#i also just think hed definitely post pictures shirtless for literally no reason#like if someone suggested taking a picture he'd take it off#Uhm anyway ignore the squipples it was a moment of weakness#not ship but do whatever you want#beverly says stuff#aphmau#mystreet#aphmau mystreet#laurance mystreet#zane mystreet#laurance zvahl#zane ro'meave#bev draws#im still fucking around with Laurance's colours btw i NEVER oclour anything so altho the way i draw him is pretty set-#idk abt colours for anyone yet#+overlay#so if they change thats whyyyy#aphverse#aphblr
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i’m obsessed with the idea of cult leader!geto pining for a reader who just fucking hates him ….... maybe it’s someone from his past that he left behind when he defected, maybe they’re bitter and spiteful and all they do is hiss and bite but he’s so smitten. you can do no wrong in his eyes. he deserves the curses and anger, he knows, and he receives them with a smile and eyes full of hearts. he gets giddy when you scowl at him. he just thinks you’re love personified. he’s so gentle and patient that it’s infuriating because nothing you do or say will get him to bite back — it’s like you’re a kitten gnawing at his fist but he does nothing but coo at you even when you draw blood
#SAVE ME MAN CAPABLE OF IMMENSE CRUELTY WHO TURNS INTO A PUPPY IN YOUR PRESENCE…. SAVE ME……….#im thinking abt a kind of sort of sequel to there was no place in nature we could meet….#where reader DOES go with geto and join his cult but they’re still soooo bitter and hateful. there’s so much anger left#and geto is just endlessly patient he’ll wait as long as it takes for them to melt into his embrace again…..#doesnt even mind if they scratch at him or tell him to fuck off he’s in LOVE#im obsessed w cult leader geto and the idea of him being a puppydog w his s/o alone it’s canon to me#ari noises ✩#geto x reader#<- clout chaser moment I JUST WANNA BE ABLE TO FIND THIS AGAIN IF I WRITE SMTH ON IT… :’3#thinking abt him always <33 my silliest little mass murderer
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(Accidentally mis-clicked enter on my last ask. Here's the full "ask")
What he says...

VS What I read...

("us" as in him and WWX, not the spider just to be clear)
They should make an adaptation called 'The Unfiltered', where Lan Wangji says exactly what's on his mind.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#ask#So glad you came back and resent the ask with the completed joke. Thank you; the punchline is fantastic.#A fairly significant part of LWJ's character is that he *does not* say what he truly wants to.#Frankly he spends a significant part of his life not having the words to describe his feelings and wants.#And when he finally does know what he wants...it is too late to say anything at all.#He is a character that struggles to read between the lines who also needs to be read between the lines.#What a great trait to apply to a character in a series about the harms of taking the world at face value.#Lan Wangji you have my sincerest apologies. In the past I considered you mid. You were the olive of my character charcuterie.#My palate has expanded to appreciate the complexities and necessity of your traits.#Go get 'em. You salty and bitter (+ fruity) king. Those flavours rule. People love you enough to get very mad on polls on your behalf.
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honestly postcanon i need shen qingqiu to tell yue qingyuan his sincere opinion, that he really likes and respects zhangmen-shixiong as a person and always thought he was cool. because i think it'd completely break yue qi's brain
#keri chats#shen qingqiu#yue qingyuan#shen yuan#scum villain's self saving system#listen i love 79 but shen jiu is 1) dead 2) a bitter bitch who had multiple chances at a happier life and actively chose to not take them#instead of starting afresh he CHOSE on purpose to continue the cycle of abuse. his victimhood explains his flaws but it doesn't absolve him#as poignant as yqy's tragedy is tbh i do wanna see him move on postcanon & actually eventually be happy fr. sj has been dead for decades#hearing praise from sqq even if sy is a different person (albeit still a thin-faced one) would be so hglakdjsfkd#tl;dr even though qijiu is my tylenol i think in a scenario where sj doesnt exist anymore yqy needs to move on and get some vitamin D#yqy would probably not handle a system reveal well but the idea of him still being an older brother figure to sy warms my heart#svsss#danmei
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ʕ ˵·ᴥ·ʔ♡ʕ·ᴥ·˵ ʔ
#i was chipping away at it yesterday but i was honestly feeling Too Evil for the vibes#i hate my job so much i needed that fucking break#and the injustice of everyone else who wanted to take a holiday at this time got theirs approved#even though i was the first to put mine down#AUGHHHHHHH i am so angry!!!! and bitter. and angry again.#warrior of light#Ardbert#fanart#speedpaint#i draw sometimes#Final Fantasy XIV
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I think there is an inherent evil in the fact that P.E. really sends their freighters out with limited food supplies and commodifies sweets/treats.
Not a lot of people are familiar with sugar and the value it had when it came to labors but it was expensive and treated as a luxury. Sugar was a sign of being comfortable and prosperity and even wealth as you could afford to get it and use it in abundance. There's definitely something to be discussed that Curly, who doesn't really care for sweets, was offered the one luxury item they are allotted and the fact the sweetener packets are addictive and a reoccurring device in the game.
It is used as a reward but also to mask the bitter reality or taste of a lot of the events. The mouthwash has just enough sugar to cover the ethanol hence why Swansea drinks so much of it, but has to much to be a disinfectant, only hurting Daisuke more (note he loves sugar). The cake is awarded for Curly and made by him, someone who doesn't care for confections, and serving it commences the bitter reveal of their firing. Jimmy gets Daisuke to use an extra sweetener packet to cover up the extra alcohol in the mocktail and we know where that leads.
At the end when there is no more sugar to cover up the bitter things, we taste the horrors clear as day. They were always a lingering bitter taste in the games story but at the end that's all that's there.
#im hungry and thinking of the food quality in MW and honestly id rather eat jail food it seems better for my health and crude#but yeah sugar is a big thing in MW that comes up a lot both in sweet things covering up bitter things but how we can tie it to the#characters and how everytime a sweet character falters the bitter reality and outcome settle in cause after a while the flavors are no#longer differing or seperate and now you just have something slightly unenjoyable but not awful so you take another bite#not realizing how sick you are still making yourself and thats how MW feels until you get to the end of the game where you just feel sick#something something pills can have sugar casings to make them more appealing to eat not that curly could taste them as he has no tongue#anya and curly where both too sweet for their own good and the things they did were ineffectual with reaching jimmy in any meaningful#way outside of guilt. daisuke used his sweet disposition to mask how bitter he felt in the situation. swansea just felt this was a bitter#send off to a live he never thought was sweet#theres enough sugar to make you keep eating but bitter to the point you cant notice the cavity thats forming#tag talking for the win baby#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing
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Aragorn & Theoden 4k
#lotr#lord of the rings#aragorn#lotredit#4k#theoden of rohan#theoden king#two towers#the two towers#viggo mortensen#bernard hill#Aragorn's reaction is so hopeful in this scene#He thinks they get help#But Theoden is so bitter and sad because he knows better#In the last gif Aragorn begins to understand how damaged the relationship between gondor and rohan is#And I think he vows to himself I make it better#Helms Klamm is I think a huge turning point for him to decide maybe I should take my rightful place and become king because I can do better#Theoden's outburst gets me every time because he really is alone to defend his people#and he has been let down to often#Makes it all more important that the elves really come#And that he decides that he goes to help gondor later#But I think he does it for Aragorn
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because what difference is there between death and absence to the ones who were left behind? -- monique truong, bitter in the mouth
#missed rebels remembered day because i was in the academic trenches and couldn't draw anything#but when i was doing my course reading i read this part of bitter in the mouth#and had a Vision#so take this instead#star wars#star wars rebels#sabine wren
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Some top tier Caduceus quotes I've been thinking about in these Downfall times. Something about how so much of Ludinus' position seems to rest on revenge. Showing Bells Hells the squabbling of the gods as they debate what to do about Aeor, and asking 'You can just watch bad people get away with it?'
It doesn't matter if the gods were wrong for their choices. Killing them won't bring back Aeor and it won't stop the violence that Ludinus and the Ruby Vanguard have visited on the world. I just don't see what it's for.
#I'm not good at writing essays so feel free to take this idea and run with it#I am waiting for Downfall to reveal something that actually impacts the situation now in 843 PD#It could happen! I'm curious to see what it would be!#it could also not happen. and honestly without a potential reveal like that Ludinus' argument is so so hollow and bitter#but. even if something relevant is revealed in Downfall#it doesn't change the fact that Ludinus is manipulating people based on his own desire for revenge#not to go on a tangent but now I'm thinking about Orym#people saying he's bent on revenge? no!#he's trying to make sure no one makes him again.#anyway#this is a standout moment from caduceus#(and I happened to relisten recently because it's ep 98 and I'm doing a parallel relisten)#and these quotes are just echoing in my head as I'm watching downfall#critical role#downfall#exu downfall#cr downfall#caduceus clay#campaign 2#mighty nein#nott the brave#veth brenatto#beauregard lionett
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