i read a lot of angst. I read crimson rivers, I read atyd fuck I read choices for normal people I read they both die at the end, the perks of being a wallflower, dead poets society, call me by your name so i thought in my experience there really isn’t book that would totally emotionaly kill me…well i started the Book thief yesterday. I literally read 30 pages and oh man that book is something else
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One things that I did not expect was how much more disturbing The Mysterious Benedict Society becomes with age. Because as a child, I could simply enjoy the adventures and shenanigans. But now…What would it be like to lose my memory? To not recognize the faces of people I cared about? To die to my old self but be forced to live on, not knowing how much I lost? To be forced to restart my life when I’ve already lived so much of it? I’ve literally spent the entirety of my life laboring over my identity and I could just have all of that ripped away? With no idea if it will ever come back? And what if I become someone else entirely? Someone that the old me would despise? And what if I get my memory back then? Who am I? The person I was before or the person I am now? Literally terrifying to think about.
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one day I will stop putting off tasks for a month that only ended up taking me an hour. today is not that day
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I come bearing amenities for our little AU competition. Good luck ;)
- REBOOT: Second Chance AU Donnie
LOOOOL i love him and his purple flannel i trust him 💜
catch TNV Donnie taking interest and Mikey and Raph just might let him do it if it means defeating 'Void'
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LIKE idk. how do you go through the world being aro but not ace when your culture's main concept of an existence like that boils down to emotionally immature straight guys in bad movies
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all hate to tiktok for taking 'having a space to more openly and actively talk about different cultures' to mean 'cultures are NOT to be shared and we must be vigilantly defensive of our cultures for fear of appropriation, a word that can be applied to any multicultural interaction'. like of course cultural appropriation is a very real problem but ive seen with the access to global multicultural conversation that tiktok provides it's made people TERRIFIED to even interact with cultures other than their own for fear of 'doing it wrong'. like at some point you have to acknowledge that in the real world of the great outdoors, the majority of people are eager to SHARE their cultures. yes there are ignorant questions and biases but also... how do you think those things get unlearnt? i dont understand how deciding that multiculturalism is an elephant in the room instead of a normal thing that should just be talked about and lived with is supposed to benefit anyone? and kids on tiktok are CONVINCED that it's a time bomb of a conversation to have and therefore must be avoided at all costs but like. people generally LOVE their home and their culture and are PROUD of it and want to share it. how have we made it so that showing genuine interest and a desire to understand something so integral to a person's identity is now feared and borderline demonised?
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hey god or whoever is in charge of this shit, please let me age as beautifully as paget brewster and let me be confident in my own skin and to always exude pure sunshine and happiness like her. okay cool thanks sorry for taking up your time <3
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my romanian teacher is doing things differently this year and not just giving us books to read but also films to watch. so far i’ve had to watch finding forrester, good will hunting (but i am yet to watch that one, whoops), scent of a woman, mona lisa smile and today came dead poets society. guess who just came puffy-eyed and crying waterfalls out of that one?
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Who was gonna tell me that Yonah FUCKS !!!!!!!!!
I finally sat down to watch it and sudddenly realized why it made people so upset with Kotoko -- it's "get the audience's ass" pt 2 (part one being Baptism of Fire)
What an Incredible, Precise, Scathing commentary on the public's view of punishment. On how we treat "justice" in the news when it's two parties we don't know. On how hypocritical we want justice but don't want our actions to have any consequences -- we want it to be done but we don't want it to be our fault. She makes a HUGE point about people ignoring mental stress and only feeling bad when people are physically suffering. Before getting attached, people did want the prisoners to get hurt and feel remorse. In real life people are constantly wishing pain onto wrongdoers so they change their ways.
She's making excellent points, as well as the voice drama overall emphasizing the fact that it's the right thing to do to get attached. She's 100% correct, but by framing her as a villain, Yamanaka encourages the audience that we should care about people. We should find out about everyone's lives and get attached before making judgements about them. This project remains about human understanding and love and I am amazed.
And from a character perspective, I just loved her view of the situation! I was worried from the bits of the vd people were posting that she was just going to be painted as a flat, villainous character, but she's so so deep. I love a character who will get their hands dirty to make a better world for the innocent characters they care about. And her speech when hugging Es really revealed how much that burden weighs on her. She isn't violent for fun. She doesn't enjoy it. But her heart is so broken by a world of injustice, she will take on this painful responsibility since she has the power to and others don't.
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