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polengl-blog · 2 months ago
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There’s a stillness in true satisfaction.
A quiet yes that settles in your bones. It feels like alignment, like fullness, like coming home. Settling, on the other hand— it hums with unrest. It’s shrinking yourself just to stay. It’s holding your breath and calling it love. One nourishes. The other empties. And once you learn the difference, you’ll stop choosing half-loves and start waiting for what’s whole. You weren’t made to dim your light. You were made to feel at peace.
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gravitysoda · 5 months ago
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ideal and the real
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ingravinoveritas · 1 year ago
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David wearing a gorgeously sparkly outfit and black kilt while holding a dog and talking to Michael at the BAFTAs. I cannot...
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chimerafeathers · 2 months ago
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you know what i think Mirabelle deserves to get a little fucked up freaky in how she processes learning about Siffrin’s loops post-canon. for fun. as a treat
thinking about this line in particular and stretching out the implications like taffy
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this is a more romanticized, cutesy facet of her interests but she’s still framing Siffrin’s situation through storytelling. so like. What If.
i mean. this woman loves horror and gore and monsters and horrible things happening to innocent people. IN FICTION. in fiction!!! obviously!!!! and it’s beyond terrible that something even remotely close to any of that happened to her real friend in real life!!
BUT.
maybe. maybe sometimes, if the conditions are right, she gets a little too wrapped up in her imagination about the bloody, awful poetry of it all. maybe Siffrin tells a joke that's a little too dark and gory for anyone else, borderline or full-on Concerning, but she latches onto it without thinking about the Implications and plays along with increasing gruesomeness because FINALLYYYYY someone will play with her in the Horror Space (like Isabeau does in the romance space!!) and then. OOPS. the implications!!!! and she has to recalibrate out of Fun With Fiction mode into Oh No, My Friend Underwent A Horrifying Ordeal mode.
but being able to joke about things, even the awful things, is...kind of comforting, to Siffrin. makes them feel less like they're being babied and pitied and more like what happened was something...normal, almost? something that doesn't have to feel like the end of the world all over again every time it's mentioned, at least. so he tries to reassure her, and Odile and Isabeau have to go “actually can you PLEASE not joke about dying horribly it’s freaking us out and also might not be the Best for you? mentally???”
maybe Mirabelle will get a little Too Into trying to weave meaning and symbolism into the scant details that Siffrin gradually reveals, like she’s trying to finish the orange poem all over again, or eagerly meddling with the romantic reunion of the two actual people in the House with undelivered bonding earrings, writing their story for them without their input.
it’s easier to justify the tragedy of it all when it has a purpose, isn’t it? finding the beauty in the darkness, the love powerful enough to end the world. romanticizing the horrors until her friend can talk about them without shutting down.
and she feels guilty about hearing something and immediately thinking “ohhhhhhh this is JUST like Blorbo From My Novels,” because she should treat Siffrin’s situation with the gravity and care he deserves!! they’re a real person, not a character who exists for entertainment, to represent the ~themes~ of some story.
but if she admits as much…maybe Siffrin is safe to admit that he had started seeing the rest of them as actors, endlessly reciting their lines. maybe that’s just how people process things sometimes, grasping for metaphors when unfiltered reality gets to be too much. maybe it’s okay to talk about that part of it all, too.
#mypost#isat spoilers#is this. is this anything.#much more nervous about this mira post because the basis for it is. tenuous maybe. have not seen something approaching this take Anywhere#thinking about the healer stereotype of being soft and warm and loving#but in reality 'healers' being exposed to the brutal bloody truth of human fragility and anatomy#she's a fighter. she's a healer. she reads the most fucked up gore you can imagine#she's anxious to the point of trembling like a chiuahua sometimes but dammit she WILL stand her ground when it counts#and MAYBE her first avenue of processing the horrors of reality is to revel in the horrors of fiction!#is this a good/healthy approach for her OR siffrin? mmmmmmmaybe not!#but like. idk. i feel like people write Mirabelle as less capable of handling the messiest parts of Siffrin’s recovery#on account of her anxiety. and i get that liking gore in fiction is VERY MUCH not the same as being chill & level headed about it#when faced with the real thing in the context of someone you care about#odile is logical and level headed. isabeau is a pillar of comfort and has defender training. i get why they’re the go-to’s#so! fair enough! but she IS also a fighter and a healer#who is absolutely resolute when something matters to her#i wanna give her more credit for her ability to step up in messy situations#and also. for fun. make her a little Weird about it too.#isat#isat thoughts#mirasif qpr#isat mirabelle#isat siffrin#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#bonnie not mentioned in the gory joke scenario bc i believe siffrin would have the restraint to not do that when they’re around#but not be QUITE as conscious about what’s gonna fly with the adults
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soldrawss · 9 months ago
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Part 2 finally! Part 3 to come soonish,,,
You can find part 1 here!
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nohr-selphias · 1 year ago
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"I love you, Zevran. I hope you know that."
"Yes... Yes, I know that."
— commission art by @sinizade, posted with permission
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diz-eaze · 2 months ago
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albedo and his alternative to baby trap you :(
; soft yandere, parent trap 2.0 but is it really babytrap if you lowkey told him you wouldn't mind a child (yes it still is), low-key delusional albedo, not proofread, throwback to fontaine's quest and albedo teaser #og,
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the concept of breathing life into what was once an illustration is ludicrous. blasphemous, even. if the original hydro archon was punished for turning her familiars into a new race of humans, then is it not fair for an alchemist to be smithed down for a similar sin?
but the silence of the heavens has been going on for numerous centuries; it's hard for albedo to feel even a smidgen of fear, nevermind finding a speck of regret.
being born with special capabilities is rare. training under a great sinner of khaenri'ah is even rarer - it leaves him with skills that far surpasses even the average vision bearer. it grants him the power to tamper and play with the very notion of life itself.
a memory plays at the back of his mind as he settles down his painting materials, for once away from the frigid winters of dragonspine in favor of the fresh breeze found in windrise.
"the traveler told me of what happened in fontaine," albedo begins, gently taking the test tube you pass onto him. "of what became of their prophecy."
"oh?" you muse, now idly playing with the microscope lenses. "pray tell."
albedo settles his canvas down on the stable easel stand, taking out his paints and brushes in preparation. the ever-present wind blows through his messy hair, and he welcomes it.
"it would seem that fontainians were originally oceanids, only transformed into humans by the previous hydro archon." his eyes are trained upon the drops of sweet flower extract falling into the narrow test tube. "the prophecy was punishment for their sin."
"huh," you breathe out, placing down the lenses to look at him. he fights the urge to look away from his materials. "i can't tell if the arrogant one in this situation is the hydro archon or the heavenly principles themselves."
he swatches out each paint on his person, and he lines up the needed brushes for this personal project of his. the first brush, a round brush, is used to prime the canvas.
albedo finishes extracting the sweet flower and takes out a damp cloth to wipe his table's surface with. "why so?"
"think about it," you saunter up to him, leaning in unbearably close to survey his work. in this proximity, he can smell traces of cecilia flowers and windwheel asters on you. his grip on the damp cloth tightens subtly.
"the heavens think of themselves to be the absolute rulers of this world," you puff your cheeks out childishly. "yet they are more akin to tyrants. celestial nails, sins, punishments, the cataclysm... a creation of life is much tamer compared to the heinous acts they've committed!"
albedo mixes and matches his paints - a tint of red, a dollop of brown, tiny amounts yellow, and white added in moderation - in order to emulate the shade closest to your skin tone. his second brush, a flat brush, is used to lay down the overall shape of what he envisions.
"you think so?" he questions, relocating the test tube on its designated rack. he makes no move to inch away from you - not that he wants to, never. "but 'humans' who are not born from breeding are considered to be an anomaly. they are considered an outlier, are they not?"
not that he cares, may it be sinful or otherwise. he merely tells this to get a feel of you, to take a dive into your mind.
"i care little of how a human is produced," you huff out, leaning even more to disrupt his orderly workflow. he wonders how you'd react if he told you he wouldn't care should you trash his camp, so long as you continue to be shoulder to shoulder with him like this. "if it's sentient, it has life. i think all life should be valued, regardless of the creation method. the creations themselves didn't ask to be brought to this world, either."
his deft fingers scrapes paints together to match his hair next. only little tufts of hair for now. the brush dips into the water to be rid of its previous color, reborn anew into a clean slate. he pats it down with a spare cloth and goes back to painting once again.
"you're not wrong," albedo comments, eyes trailing after the flutter of your lashes. the body heat that emanates from you causes his synthetic one to gradually warm up, too.
he hesitates, then. licking his lips as if to buy time before he voices out the question stuck in his throat. you must have noticed his pause, for you peer at him in silent questioning. you nudge him slightly, and his body sways from the motion.
there is little he fears in this world. not when he was raised in the aftermath of the cataclysm, horrors unknown to normal people are found there. but the thought of your opinion of him souring slightly has his heart palpating in dread.
albedo leans closer to the canvas, intent on detailing the cherubic face as much as possible. focused on creating the perfect specimen that earns your adoration.
a beat passes.
"then," he looks down at his workspace, unable to find the strength to look you straight in the eyes. "what do you think of creating life artificially, from the likeness of your image?"
you blink once and tilt your head, though he does not see it. you crowd closer to him, now nearly chest to chest. if you inch even closer, he fears you'll fear the loud thumps resounding deep within his chest.
"a life... with my likeness?" you parrot back, still not comprehending him fully. then, your eyes widen, as if struck with realization. "oh! you mean your magical drawings, right? i still remember that vishap you created! i am dismayed at the poor thing's lower half, however."
his masterpiece is almost finished. sunset is near, and the wind is starting to pick up. it feels as if barbatos himself is advising albedo to stop with his actions. but not even the divine nail from celestia would tear him apart from this painting.
his mind was lingering more on the alchemical method. though, if this is the method that you prefer, then it will be what he goes through with.
"perhaps," still, he nods, "so, what do you think of it?"
you smile, a gleaming, precious one that surpasses crystalflies. "since it's a hypothetical, i suppose the idea would be cute."
the verbal 'hypothetical' is blocked out from his illusioned mind, for he locks onto your explicit agreement, even going as far as to call his idea cute.
he smiles, clearly pleased with your answer.
"i am glad to see you so enthusiastic about this," he parts away from you and begins to tidy up his workspace with renewed vigor, moving with a sense of purpose.
you confusedly look at his back, "about what?"
but you're met with no reply.
albedo finishes his painting with the last brushstroke being an eyelash of the infant. he steps back to observe for any errors made, but he finds none. excitement courses through his body, eager to bring life to this illustration. his mind is already running amok with all the domesticity he will soon witness you do.
his gloves hands reach into the canvas, surpassing the physical barrier as he reaches for the finished painting. it's similar to reaching into a void, but he knows how to navigate this power of his. when he tugs his hands back into reality, he is not empty handed.
in his hands is a crying infant, not just any infant, but his baby with you. within a few seconds after giving it life, the infant opens its mouth and wails.
he kisses the top of its head, endeared at the sight of pale blond strands.
"shhh, your father is here now."
he understands the original hydro archon now. even he would endanger the lives of others for the creation of life.
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birdy-babe · 7 months ago
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I was rewatching Helluva Boss as I do after new episodes drop to find lil things
AND LOOK WHAT I FOUND
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“Are you little creatures not being careful up here?!”
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“You know if YOU get in trouble”
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“I get in trouble”
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“We don’t want that”
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“If you get in trouble, I get in trouble”
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archangeldyke-all · 6 months ago
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Idea: Isha thinks Santa is real and is horrified of him because she thinks he doesn’t like her because she never celebrated before as well, she was a kid in the mines.
When decorating time rolls around she’s all pouty and sad until you and Sev confront the poor baby.
this is so fucking funny hahahaehhhaheahe
men and minors dni
it's christmas eve.
your family doesn't do the traditional christmas, especially since your family wasn't even a family this time last year.
you and sevika's usual christmas tradition is a nice homemade meal by the fire, maybe exchanging a few gifts, ending the night in your matching mr. and mrs. claus lingerie (just two santa hat and whatever red underwear you can find.)
but now you've got the girls, so you're trying to get a little more festive.
jinx and isha drug home a fallen pine tree branch a few days ago, decorating it with streamers and paper snowflakes they made themselves.
you and sevika splurged on christmas lights, hanging them on your front porch and lining the walls of your home with the multi-colored twinkles. of course, you've both been hoarding gifts for the girls-- anything and everything you could find that you thought they might enjoy you've piled up in the you and sevika's super secret hiding spot (under the bed) waiting to be wrapped tonight when the girls go to sleep.
it's been fun!
isha's been endlessly enchanted by the sparkly lights lining the streets, she squeals each time she sees a rudolph or snowman decoration, and she's obsessed with all the sweet treats that come around with this time of year. hot chocolate, christmas cookies, candy canes-- isha loves it all.
jinx has been having a wonderful time introducing isha to all the fun traditions that come around with the season. she custom made herself and isha matching stockings (she made you, vi, and sevika stockings too-- but none of them were quite as sparkly and fun as isha's.) she's been referring to the little girl as her 'elf'-- isha always bursts into giggles when she does. and when there's fresh snow-- jinx has been bundling the little girl up and dragging her outside to introduce her to the joys of snowballs and snowmen and snow angels.
so, overall, you've all been feeling pretty jolly.
but... you're starting to get a little worried tonight, because isha's been becoming increasingly restless.
you've got the fire going, christmas music playing on the radio, the four of you sharing a plate of cookies and sipping on eggnog in matching flannel jammies.
isha's frowning down at her feet, a worried furrow in her brow.
jinx is fighting off sleep on the couch, sevika's stoking the fire. you reach out and nudge the little girl's shoulder.
"you okay, baby?" you ask. sevika blinks over at the pair of you concern on her face as she looks at isha.
isha blinks up at you with anxious eyes. what is santa? she signs.
you look at your wife, the two of you having a panicked, telepathic conversation.
should we tell her he's not real? sevika's face reads.
you shrug. she's only five, she deserves at least one year of believing, don't you think? you ask with a quirk of your brow.
sevika sighs and gestures for you to speak. you giggle.
"santa's an old man who lives in the north pole, making toys all year with the help of his elves. on christmas eve, when we're all sleeping, he travels across the world using magic and flying reindeer, leaving presents for well-behaved kiddos just like you!" you explain happily.
only, isha looks horrified.
he comes in our house when we're sleeping!? she signs. sevika chuckles. what if he robs us?
"nah, kid, santa's a jolly old man. he's not a thief. he's been doin' this for hundreds of years and he's i've never heard of anyone getting robbed by santa." sevika says.
isha still looks skeptical. okay... but what about the song? he sees me when i'm sleeping and knows when i'm awake? how?
sevika snorts. "you're awfully smart for a five year old." she says, ruffling her hair. "santa's magic kid, 's how it all works." she explains.
isha hums, kicking her feet and digesting the new information. jinx snorts awake, blinking around and trying to pretend she's been awake the whole time.
what if he doesn't like me? isha signs.
your heart breaks a little, and you wrap your arm around her. "why wouldn't santa like you, kiddo? you're a great little girl. way better than jinx-- and jinx never got coal."
"hey!" jinx protests.
isha giggles a bit, then she frowns again, a tear trailing down her cheek. but... he never left me presents before.
your heart shatters. beside you, sevika lets out a heartbroken whimper.
"oh, isha baby..." you coo, pulling the girl into your lap.
"santa's not real, isha." jinx cuts in. you and sevika gasp and glare at her and she chuckles. "what?! it's true. he's made up, he's a fairy tale-- parents use him to trick little kids into behaving well."
isha sighs in relief. so, if i'm bad ms. baby and big mama will still give me presents? she asks.
you burst into giggles, and beside you sevika cackles.
"'course, kiddo. sevika gave me a holiday present the same year i blew her fuckin' arm off-- there's not much you can do that'll stop 'em from spoiling you from now on." jinx says.
well... shit. now you've got tears in your eyes. you didn't know that about sevika, and it only makes you love her more. you reach out and grab her hand, only to find it shaking a little. she must be just as affected by jinx's words as you are.
it takes you a few seconds to make sure your voice won't wobble before you speak. "alright, speaking of-- the two of you gotta go to your room so me and sev can put your gifts out. try to sleep, please." you say.
jinx giggles and pulls isha in her arms, both of them hugging and kissing you and sevika goodnight before wandering to their room.
the second their door clicks closed, you and sevika are in eachother's arms, crying with gratitude for your girls; the best gift you could've fucking asked for.
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months ago
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Started a new book series, and has been a journey...an Odyssey, if you will.
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samazing0831 · 7 days ago
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How to Break a Curse - Fred Weasley x Reader
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Fred Weasley has always known how to flirt - except with you. Because with you, it would've meant something. Too much. And so he kept quiet. Even after the war. Even after you'd both survived everything but the truth.
But when a compulsion curse forces Fred to speak every truth he's ever buried - including the ones he's hidden from himself - you're called in to help. What starts as magical diagnosis becomes an unraveling of everything between you: school memories, missed chances, and the love you both spent years refusing to name.
Now the spell is breaking. But what if you're not ready for what comes next?
What if the truth is still too big to say?
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A/N: This fic is for the Fred girlies who like emotional damage, slow-burn mutual pining, and the catharsis of finally saying the things that have gone unsaid for years. If you love accidental confessions, ancient magic, post-war grief, and the slowest of slow burns - this one's for you.
Fred Weasley never told you how he felt.
Not when you bandaged his hand after a failed fireworks charm in fourth year.
Not when Snape paired you together in Potions and you spilled Amortentia all over his notes - and he didn’t care, because your laugh sounded exactly like the fizzing of a sweet joke just before it exploded.
Not even after the war, when you’d grown into your own kind of brilliant, training under the best curse-breakers while he rebuilt the shop and himself at the same time.
You were always in his orbit. Close enough to touch. But never quite his.
He flirted with everyone. Everyone except you.
Because it would have meant something. Too much.
So he didn’t say it.
Not until the day the curse made it impossible not to.
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The last thing Fred remembered before the spell hit was the sound of George saying, “You absolute idiot, don’t eat that -���
Then:
Snap.
Spark.
Dark.
Then:
Truth.
The owl arrived with an irritated rattle of wings and an urgent red seal.
You barely glanced up at first - still hunched over a centuries old scroll, ink smudge on your fingers, neck aching from the angle you’d been craning for hours. You were in the middle of translating an ancient ward-breaking glyph from a Celtic tomb, halfway between brilliance and burnout.
But then your eyes caught the Ministry mark.
You unrolled the parchment with growing unease.
“Urgent magical accident. Diagon Alley. Weasley’s Wizard Wheezes. Spontaneous compulsion spell - patient unable to lie. Curse-breaker assistance required immediately.”
When you saw the name, you cursed under your breath - not because it was Fred Weasley.
But because it was Fred Weasley.
You muttered something unprintable under your breath, grabbed your satchel, and Disapparated without even changing out of your work clothes.
Wind whipped at your scarf the moment you reappeared on the cobbled edge of Diagon Alley. The early evening air was brisk, tinged with wood smoke and the sugary scent of something exploding several doors down.
You climbed the stairs to the flat above with dread curling low in your stomach. You hadn’t seen Fred in months - not since that mutual friend’s wedding, where he’d danced like a man trying to forget something.
You hadn’t forgotten anything.
The door creaked open before you knocked.
“Of course it’s you,” Fred groaned, flopped across the old settee with one hand over his eyes. “Of all the curse-breakers in Britain…”
You dropped your bag by the fireplace and gave him a once-over: flushed cheeks, twitchy fingers, and a slightly panicked glint in his eyes.
“You look like hell,” you said flatly.
Fred blinked. “You smell amazing.”
A pause.
Your brow raised.
“I - I mean -” He turned desperately to George, who was seated on the armrest with a half-eaten Cauldron Cake. “See? I’m broken.”
George choked on his cake, coughing through a laugh. “Oh, he’s so broken.”
Fred didn’t stop talking for the next ten minutes.
It wasn’t that he meant to - in fact, you could see the moment he realized he couldn’t help it, eyes wide with horror as each confession tumbled out of his mouth like a poorly warded truth serum.
“I used to doodle your name and mine in the margins of my Charms notes but made them invisible.”
“I definitely faked a nosebleed once to get you to fix it. You touched my face. It was a whole thing.”
“I flirted with Angelina to distract from the fact that I was in love with someone else. Obviously, it didn’t work.”
You stared at him.
“I -” he began, horrified, “I didn’t mean to say that. Wait. No. I did. I just didn’t mean to say it now.”
You slowly closed your diagnostic journal and looked at him - not the patient, not the prankster, but the boy you used to pass notes to in the library. The boy you tried so hard to ignore, even when he sat two rows over, turning your insides to jelly every time he laughed.
“Well,” you said, rising to your feet, “this is going to be interesting.”
The day faded into a dusky blue-gray outside, street lamps flickering to life below the window. You’d stayed longer than you meant to - partly for professional reasons, partly because Fred had finally stopped talking and fallen asleep, and partly because…
Well.
Because being in that flat again felt like stepping backward into something half-familiar and half-forbidden.
You moved quietly through the room, setting up the last of the diagnostic wards around his bed for overnight monitoring. A soft glow followed your wand tip, encasing the mattress in a protective shimmer.
That’s when you saw it - a photo, old and curling at the edges, tucked just under his lamp.
You reached for it without thinking.
It was one of those enchanted prints from Hogwarts: you and Alicia laughing on the lawn, books open but forgotten. Behind you, Fred photobombed with both thumbs up, mid-wink, grinning like he knew a secret.
He’d cut the photo unevenly to frame just you.
He caught you looking.
“I’ve had that since sixth year,” he said softly. “I never showed anyone. George would’ve never let me live it down.”
Your fingers lingered on the edge of the photo. Something in your chest tightened - an old, bruised feeling you’d never let surface until now.
You remembered that day.
You remembered the way Fred kept circling, teasing Alicia, always just barely brushing by you.
You thought it was a coincidence.
But now… now you weren’t so sure.
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Truth, unfortunately, doesn’t sleep.
You’d only been back at the Weasley flat for one day and already regretted not charging triple.
The spell was something you hadn’t seen in years - an ancient truth-compulsion enchantment originally designed by paranoid Ministry officials during the early wizarding trials. It latched onto emotion. Instinct. Buried thoughts.
It wasn’t just a compulsion to speak.
It was a pressure point in the soul - twisting at instinct and memory, unraveling the threads people usually kept hidden. The deeper someone buried a thought, the faster it rose to the surface. Emotion made it worse. Shame made it impossible. The spell clung to those things like a bloodhound with a grudge.
In short: Fred was a live wire with absolutely no filter.
And he hated it.
Morning light spilled through the window of the flat like a spotlight on bad decisions.
You were in the sitting room again, running another scan - wand calibrated to a specialized focus stone, fingers ready, voice neutral. Fred sat on the edge of the couch, slouched forward slightly with the grim posture of a man preparing to embarrass himself in real time.
He was trying not to look at you.
Bad idea.
“Honestly?” Fred muttered as you hovered a spell-focus over his chest to measure magical resistance, “I can feel your hand through my shirt and it’s killing me. Thought you should know. For science.”
You didn’t blink. “Noted.”
“You’re very professional. That’s frustrating.”
“You can stop talking any time.”
“I really can’t,” he said miserably. “Also, your hair looks really soft today.”
You dropped the focus on his stomach.
He wheezed.
You stepped back calmly, scribbled a note, and pretended not to notice the color blooming at the tops of his ears.
By mid-afternoon, the flat had grown stifling - too small, too loud, too filled with unsaid things that Fred might accidentally say. You relocated to the front of the shop under the guise of needing open space for magical threshold testing, but really, you just needed to breathe.
George had roped Lee Jordan into helping restock a shipment of Fainting Fancies, while you and Fred camped near the warded entrance with a stack of charm protocols and a battered diagnostic wand that sparked if you angled it wrong.
It was mostly boring.
Until you added a layered pressure charm - subtle, but enough to press against the edges of his aura, and casually asked, “How do you feel under magical strain?”
“Terrible,” he said automatically.
You nodded, taking notes.
He paused.
“Also I think about kissing you at least once a day, and it’s so inconvenient.”
You froze.
Fred’s eyes widened. “That wasn’t supposed to come out.”
You didn’t move..
“It’s not new,” he rushed on. “Since sixth year. That stupid Amortentia lesson Snape had us paired up in? Yours smelled like ink and cloves. Mine smelled like you.”
You looked up sharply.
Fred winced. “See? This is awful. You’re going to run back to the Ministry and leave me to rot.”
You let the silence stretch for just long enough to make him sweat.
Then, finally: “I’m not leaving,” you said, quiet but certain. “But you do need to shut up before you give yourself a heart attack.”
“Too late. Already dying. Will definitely haunt you.”
You shook your head, trying very hard not to smile. “You’re ridiculous.”
He smirked. “But charming.”
“Unfortunately.”
That night, the flat settled into a soft quiet - the kind that only comes after a day spent pretending not to feel what you’re feeling.
You stayed in the spare room, door slightly ajar. Moonlight filtered in through the window, painting silver lines across your notebook as you sat cross-legged on the bed, journal open, mind racing.
Fred had always been flirtatious - you knew that. He’d turned it into an art form. But this… this wasn’t practiced lines or clever banter. It was too raw. Too uncertain. Too honest.
He wasn’t performing anymore.
He was unraveling.
You traced the edge of the page in your journal, half-distracted.
You’d written his name dozens of times today.
Across the hall, Fred lay on his back, arms folded behind his head, eyes fixed on the ceiling like it might answer all the questions he was too afraid to ask out loud.
Somewhere between blurting out his feelings and realizing you hadn’t run screaming for the hills, something had shifted.
You weren’t just a memory of laughter in a Gryffindor common room anymore. You weren’t just a ghost from a chapter in his past.
You were here. Now.
And the truth was out in the open.
Fred wasn’t sure if that terrified him or freed him - maybe both - but one thing was certain:
He’d waited years to tell you any of this. And now that the dam had cracked, the only thing he wanted was to keep going.
Even if it killed him.
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The day had been nonstop mayhem.
One of the Pygmy Puffs escaped. George accidentally sold a pair of reversible boxers that swapped genders and houses. And Fred? He knocked over an entire display of Banshee Buttons with his elbow, triggering a five-minute wail so loud it shattered two Sneakoscopes and scared a tourist into buying one.
You barely had time to recast the floor-warding spells before locking up.
Now, hours later, the three of you collapsed in the flat upstairs. The lights were low, the fire warm, and half-finished bottles of Firewhisky and butterbeer were scattered across the floor like trophies. You were curled up on the loveseat. Fred sat on the rug nearby, back against the sofa, legs stretched out. George was perched on the windowsill, swirling a cocktail that glowed faintly green.
“This batch might actually kill people,” he said cheerfully. “Which means it’ll sell brilliantly.”
You raised your butterbeer. “To war crimes in candy form.”
Fred clinked his bottle against yours. “Cheers.”
You were all exhausted, a little buzzed, and laughing in that slow, golden way that only happened late at night, when the chaos finally settled and the quiet came.
Which is exactly when George decided to ruin it.
“So,” he said casually, not looking up, “how long did your little school crush on Freddie here last?”
You blinked. Fred turned his head toward you, eyebrows lifting.
You scoffed. “What?”
“Oh come on,” George said. “Everyone knew. Back at school - all those stolen glances over cauldron smoke. The time you tripped over your own robes when he winked at you in Transfiguration?”
“I tripped because Ron threw a Quill-Chewing Chizpurfle at my head,” you muttered.
George smirked. “Right. Sure you did.”
You rolled your eyes. “It wasn’t a big deal. Everyone had a crush on Fred back then.”
Fred raised an eyebrow. “Did they?”
You waved it off, too quickly. “It was school. We were sixteen. It didn’t mean anything.”
The silence that followed landed like a hex.
You didn’t notice it at first - not until Fred sat up straighter. His drink hung forgotten in his hand.
When he spoke, his voice was too quiet to be casual.
“I certainly didn’t have a crush on you.”
You blinked. “What?”
He looked at you - really looked - and in the firelight, his eyes weren’t playful. They were glassy. Raw.
“It wasn’t a crush,” he said again. “A crush was what I had on Angelina in fourth year. It lasted three weeks and ended when she jinxed my eyebrows off. I had a crush on that Slytherin in fourth year who looked like she’d stab someone with a sugar quill.”
He gave a single, humorless laugh.
“You?” He ran a hand through his hair, searching for words. “You were different.”
George, to his credit, said nothing.
Fred turned back to you. His voice steadied - low, but certain.
“I noticed you before you ever noticed me. You were the one person I couldn’t joke with the same way - not because I didn’t want to, but because I didn’t trust myself. Because you mattered.”
Your breath caught.
“I used to memorize where you sat in class,” he said with a crooked smile. “So I’d know where not to sit. Being near you made me forget punchlines.”
Your heart was thudding now, traitorously loud.
“And during the Battle…” His voice faltered. “I didn’t see you at first. And then I did. You were hexing a Death Eater - twice your size, might I add - with your arm bleeding down to your fingertips, and you still yelled at me to keep moving.”
His voice cracked on the last word.
“I thought I was going to lose you. And that night, when you limped past me holding your wand like it was the only thing keeping you upright - I wanted to say something. Anything. I even wanted to kiss you. But I didn’t.”
Silence.
Then:
“I’ve been in love with you for a long time,” Fred said softly. “And now this bloody curse is dragging it out of me like some sort of humiliating game and - Merlin, I wish I’d just told you before. When it was mine to give.”
You stared at him, the past rewriting itself behind your eyes.
George stood quietly. “Right. I’m suddenly feeling very much… like I shouldn’t be here,” he muttered, disappearing down the hall with his drink and saintlike timing.
You were still staring.
“I thought you were just… Fred,” you said finally. “Friendly. Charming. Untouchable.” 
He looked at you then - broken open, not smiling.
“You were always the untouchable one.”
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The flat was still.
Outside, Diagon Alley lay hushed beneath a soft coat of snow, the lamplight glinting off frost-laced eaves. Inside, the fire had dwindled to embers, casting sleepy gold shadows across the floorboards. Fred was curled on the couch beneath a frayed Gryffindor blanket, hands wrapped around a mug of cooling tea.
You sat beside him - not touching, but close enough to feel the space between you hum with everything unsaid.
Neither of you had spoken much since George had retreated to bed with an overly dramatic yawn and an oddly well-timed exit. That conversation - that confession - still hung in the air like dust, impossible to ignore.
You could feel Fred watching you from the corner of your eye.
But you didn’t look.
Not yet.
You were flipping through your spell journal, feigning focus, when Fred flinched.
Your head snapped up. “What was that?”
He winced, one hand going to his side. “Just a flare. Feels like something’s… pushing out.”
You shifted toward him instinctively. “You didn’t say anything earlier.”
“I didn’t want to -” He stopped, then gave a crooked smile. “Didn’t want to interrupt the awkward silence.”
You rolled your eyes, already tugging the blanket aside. Your fingers brushed the hem of his shirt.
“Lift up,” you murmured.
He obeyed.
Beneath his ribs, magic shimmered faintly beneath the skin - a bruised glow ripping with each breath.
You pressed your wand gently to its edge. “This’ll tingle.”
Fred didn’t flinch.
“I trust you,” he said.
You froze.
Just for a second.
Those words landed deeper than they had any right to.
Whether Fred noticed or not, he didn’t let on. He just watched you - quiet, steady, while you worked.
When the charm finished settling and the light faded, you lowered your wand and leaned back with a quiet breath.
“Thanks,” he said, still watching you like he wasn’t quite ready to stop.
“You should’ve told me it was getting worse.”
He shrugged. “I figured if I ignored it, it might go away.”
You gave him a look. “Has that ever worked?”
He huffed a soft laugh. “No. But that didn’t stop me from trying. With everything else, too.”
The fire crackled. SIlence stretched - not uncomfortable, but fragile.
Fred set down his mug, slowly, like it had become too heavy to hold.
“I thought if I told you,” he said, his voice quiet and raw, “I’d lose you.”
You didn’t move. Couldn’t.
“Back in school. After the battle. Even when you walked in yesterday. I thought if I said something real, it’d break whatever version of you I still had.”
You stared into the fire. Your chest ached.
“But now…” Fred exhaled, low and shaky. “Now I think I’m losing myself instead.”
You turned toward him.
Really turned.
Fred Weasley - the one who always had a joke, a smirk, an escape route - looked worn thin. Like the weight of years, of unspoken truths, had finally caught up.
“I didn’t want it to be a curse that made me say it,” he murmured. “But it did. And now you know. And I don’t know what to do with that.”
You hadn’t realized you were leaning in until you noticed the shift in his gaze - down, briefly, to your mouth.
His breath caught.
So did yours.
And for one suspended heartbeat, you both leaned closer.
Heat. Tension. Gravity.
But then -
Fred paused.
Just enough to pull back.
“Sorry,” he whispered, his eyes dropping.
You eased back too, your heart aching and alive.
“No,” you said softly. “Don’t be.”
Because you weren’t ready. Not yet. Not tonight.
But your hands still tingled from touching him.
And your chest was still tight from almost hearing everything you’d once told yourself not to hope for.
The room went quiet again.
But this time, the quiet wasn’t empty.
It was full of maybe.
And maybe it was almost loud enough to believe in.
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The library at Grimmauld Place smelled like parchment and ghosts.
Dust curled in the corners. Enchanted books drifted lazily above their shelves, still dutiful after decades of neglect. Overhead, the chandelier flickered with an eerie blue light, casting shadows that shifted with the turn of every page.
You and Fred sat opposite each other at the long oak table, a fortress of books stacked between you - most cracked open to smudged entries on psychological hexes, emotional compulsion spells, and ancient, half-forgotten curses. The kind of magic people whispered about, but rarely wrote down.
Fred’s hair was a mess, and his jumper had a new hole scorched into the sleeve from a misfired detection charm. He looked exhausted.
You weren’t faring much better.
But there was something about this - about being here, late, together - that made the silence feel full rather than empty.
You ran a hand through your hair and murmured, “Found something.”
Fred glanced up.
You slid a battered tome across the table. The page was marked with a shaky scrawl and a rust-colored fingerprint. The entry read:
Spell Type: Veritas Malefica
Often mistaken for a standard truth compulsion. Rooted in grief-based magic.
Enchantment reacts violently to emotional suppression - not lies told to others, but lies told to oneself.
Fred blinked slowly. “What does that mean?”
You swallowed. “It means… the more you try to bury what you’re feeling - especially from yourself - the worse it gets.”
He leaned back, the realization settling like stones in his chest.
“So I’ve been making it worse,” he said, voice hollow. “Every time I pretended it didn’t matter. Every time I told myself it wasn’t -”
He didn’t finish.
You looked down at your hands. “You’re not cursed because you lied to other people, Fred. You’re cursed because you’ve been lying to yourself.”
The silence that followed wasn’t sharp - it was heavy. Knowing.
Then Fred laughed - just once. Bitter and tired.
“Of course it’s emotional repression. I couldn’t have just accidentally swallowed a cursed sweet like a normal idiot.”
You almost smiled. Almost.
But then: “There’s something else.”
He looked over.
You hesitated, then pushed forward. “I think I’m the trigger.”
His brow furrowed. “What?”
“Every time the curse flares - it’s when I’m nearby. When I ask you something real. When we’re close.”
Fred stared at you.
Still, you didn’t stop.
“I’m not saying I’m bad for you. I’m saying… I’m the one person you’ve spent years pretending you didn’t feel anything for.”
His eyes dropped away. “Because if I didn’t pretend,” he said quietly, “I wouldn’t have been able to handle it.”
You nodded. “I know.”
Silence settled again - quieter now. Expectant.
And then you said it.
“I liked you too, you know.”
Fred’s head lifted. His gaze found yours - sharp. Breathless.
You weren’t smiling. You were just honest.
“I used to sit two rows behind you in Charms and laugh at your jokes - even the terrible ones. I’d take the long way to class if it meant running into you. I noticed when you stopped joking with me after sixth year. I noticed everything. But you never said anything, so I thought…”
“That it wasn’t real,” Fred finished, barely above a whisper.
You nodded.
A beat passed.
And then - Fred said the thing that mattered most:
“I think that’s when it started. The lie. The one I kept telling myself - that I didn’t feel anything. That you were just… someone I missed a chance with.”
Your breath caught.
Fred leaned in, just slightly, voice raw.
“And the more I lied, the worse it got. The more I smiled and flirted and joked like it didn’t mean anything… the louder it got inside my head. Until the curse made it impossible to ignore.”
You didn’t speak.
And, for once, neither did Fred.
He just looked at you - unguarded. Quiet. Like he was finally allowing himself to be seen.
The silence between you wasn’t heavy anymore.
It was warmer now.
Not because anything had been fixed.
But because nothing was hiding anymore.
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The day after Grimmauld Place, something shifted.
Not in a catastrophic way. No slammed doors. No shouting. No curses gone awry.
Just… distance.
You weren’t cold. You weren’t avoiding him - not outright. But Fred felt it. In the extra beat between your replies. In the way your laughter skimmed the surface but never quite sank. In how your hands were always busy - labeling jars, reorganizing shelves, rereading the same page for the third time.
And Fred - who had spent most of his adult life performing noise in place of honesty - didn’t know how to survive the quiet.
So he filled it.
Poorly.
By midday, he was back to tossing out jokes. Half-hearted ones. Ones with all the punch of a wet sparkler.
“Careful with that,” he said, nodding at a crate of Sneezing Sparkles. “Wouldn’t want you bursting into glitter again. Not without warning me first. I need time to emotionally prepare.”
You didn’t look up. “I’ll keep that in mind.”
Fred winced. He couldn’t tell if you were irritated, distracted, or just… elsewhere.
He hated it.
He hated not knowing.
By the time you’d locked up for the night, the air between you was taut - stretched thin by all the things unsaid.
Fred lingered behind the counter, pacing. You were counting inventory. Precisely. Methodically. Like precision could protect you.
“You’re not… avoiding me, are you?”
You glanced up. “No.”
He nodded too fast. “Right. Cool.”
You went back to counting. “I just needed space.”
“From me?”
You hesitated. “From everything.”
Fred leaned against the doorframe, scrubbing a hand through his hair. “Is this about what I said?”
You didn’t answer.
Which, of course, made it worse.
Fred smiled - the brittle kind, the kind that hurt to wear. “Because I can take it back, you know. If that’s what you need. The curse is still having a laugh - I’ll probably say something worse tomorrow. Might as well get ahead of it.”
You closed the ledger. “Fred -”
“No, seriously,” he cut in, too fast, too loud. “We’ll pretend none of it happened. I’ll go back to flirting and making things weird in a fun way. We’ll rewind. Reset. Or maybe -” He laughed, sharp and thin. “Maybe I’ll just stop talking altogether. That seems safer.”
You stared at him. “That’s not fair.”
“Oh, I know,” he said, voice rising. “But neither is falling in love with someone who’s not ready to hear it.”
The words echoed - harsh and hollow.
Fred froze, eyes wide, as if he’d just heard himself speak.
You swallowed. “Fred…”
“I didn’t mean to -” He stopped. Exhaled. Then, quietly, “No. I did. I meant to say it. I’m not sorry.”
You didn’t move.
“I think I’m in love with you,” he said again, softer. “And I hate that I didn’t say it years ago. Before the shop. Before the war. Before I was a complete and total jackass to you in school. Before I let a damn curse speak for me.”
The room went still.
And you?
You didn’t say it back.
Not because it wasn’t true. Not because you didn’t want to.
But because you weren’t ready.
The words were there - somewhere beneath your ribs, curled like a secret. But they hadn’t found their shape yet. They hadn’t learned how to stand.
And Fred - as much as it ached - deserved more than almost.
So you looked at him - open, aching, real - and said:
“...I can’t say it right now. Not like this.”
Fred didn’t speak. Just nodded. Once. Slow and sharp, like something cracking.
Then he turned away.
That night, the flat was quiet again.
But this time, it wasn’t full of maybe.
It was full of waiting.
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The ancient ritual site felt like it was holding its breath.
A ring of weathered stones stood half-sunken in the frostbitten earth, their surfaces carved with runes long faded by time but not by meaning. The clearing was silent, save for the whisper of the wind through the bare trees - a hush that felt less like absence and more like reverence.
You stood with Fred in the center of the circle, boots crunching softly against brittle grass rimmed with ice. The winter air curled at your sleeves and stung your nose, but the real chill came from the magic itself - thick and waiting, like fog with a heartbeat.
Above, the sky stretched iron-gray, heavy with unshed snow. The clouds did not move. The world did not move. It was as if everything - time, wind, fate - had stilled to bear witness.
You turned to him, wand at your side. He hadn’t spoken since you both Apparated. Just stood beside you, solid and tense, like he was bracing for something he couldn’t name.
“This is the last chance to back out,” you said softly.
Fred shook his head, jaw tight. “I don’t want to be forced anymore. Not even into the truth.”
You searched his face, looking for doubt. All you found was exhaustion - and resolve.
“Even if that means you don’t say it again?” you asked, voice low. “Even if that disappears with the spell?”
A beat passed.
Then: “I’ll say it again,” Fred said, almost in a whisper. “I’ll say it as many times as you can bear. As long as you let me.”
It nearly undid you - the quiet certainty in him. The gentleness. How hard he was trying not to sway you.
You raised your wand.
Your hand trembled as you drew the final rune, its golden light blooming to life beneath your feet. A delicate warmth pulsed outward - soft, not showy. No sparks. No lightning. Just a subtle kind of release, like a breath held for too long finally leaving the body.
Fred gasped - once, sharply - and staggered a step back. Then stilled.
The pressure - that slow, suffocating undertow he’d learned to live with - had vanished.
No more tug beneath his magic.
No more invisible leash between his chest and his tongue.
It was gone.
And what remained was just him.
Unfiltered. Unbound.
Uncertain.
He looked up at you, and something in his face had shifted. Not dramatically - but undeniably. His eyes, usually full of mischief or guarded deflection, were open in a way you hadn’t seen before. Vulnerable. Luminous.
Like someone standing in the wreckage of something invisible but heavy - and trying to figure out what to do with the air that came rushing in.
You didn’t speak.
Neither did he.
Because the spell was broken.
But the moment wasn’t.
You didn’t want to rush it. Didn’t want to shutter the fragile, aching stillness. So you stood there, breathing the same winter air, magic still humming faintly beneath your boots, waiting to see what - if anything - would come next.
Nothing did.
Fred offered a faint, searching smile - one that didn’t ask for anything, only promised.
Then he turned, and you followed him home.
Back at the flat, the silence continued - softer now, but not without weight. You sat on the edge of your bed, coat still buttoned, staring at the floor like it might offer answers.
Fred had gone to his room without a word. Not out of coldness. Just… to give you space. To let the choice be yours now.
And that was what gutted you most.
Because for so long, he had been the one stuck between wanting and not being able to say it. He had been cursed, compelled, uncertain.
Now, he was free.
And you were the one who didn’t know what to say.
You paced the length of your room, again and again, like maybe motion could organize the ache in your chest. Like maybe you’d trip over the answer in your own footsteps.
The curse was gone. You’d done what you came to do. You’d given him back his voice.
So why did it feel like you were the one unraveling?
Because he hadn’t said it again.
Hadn’t kissed you.
Hadn’t needed to.
And still - still - you felt the gravity of him in every breath. Still, your bones ached with the pressure of something half-formed.
The truth?
You wanted to run to his door and say it first.
But you didn’t know how.
The words lived inside you now - no longer curled and waiting like they had been. They were restless. Rising. Trying to find shape in a mouth that wasn’t ready to give them sound.
You pressed a hand to your chest. It felt like mourning something you hadn’t even lost. Like standing at the edge of a choice so big, you couldn’t see where it ended.
Because the spell was broken.
But your heart was still spellbound.
And for the first time in all of this…
The choice - terrifying, impossible, real - was yours.
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The snow had stopped sometime after sundown, leaving Diagon Alley blanketed in a hush that felt almost reverent. The night sky stretched out in every direction — wide, open, impossibly clear — the stars above pricking like tiny wounds in navy velvet. Below, the last shops were shuttering, the alley buzzing faintly with the warmth of distant laughter and clinking glass.
But up here, it was quiet. Up here, it was just you and him.
Fred stood near the edge of the rooftop, his hands tucked deep into the pockets of his coat, his breath curling into soft clouds that disappeared into the night. He looked different now — not visibly, not in any way you could point to — but something in his posture had changed. It was like he’d dropped something heavy that had been pulling him sideways for months, and now he was learning how to stand up straight again.
He didn’t hear you at first. Or maybe he did, and just didn’t know what to say.
You let the silence stretch.
It was the first time in ages he wasn’t being pulled by magic — wasn’t under its thumb, its push, its pressure. For the first time, everything he felt was real. Every look. Every word. Every breath between us.
And that meant he had to choose now. Really choose.
You stepped closer.
He turned at the sound, his gaze finding yours fast — startled, raw, searching. Like he wasn’t sure what he’d see when he looked at you. Like part of him was still afraid you wouldn’t come.
But you had.
“Hey,” he said, soft.
“Hey.”
You moved to stand beside him, your coat brushing his, your fingers twitching at your sides with nerves you hadn’t expected. The wind had teeth, but you barely felt it.
The weight between you wasn’t a curse anymore. It was something else now. Something human.
“Cold up here,” he said, his voice too casual, too quiet.
You smiled faintly. “Didn’t think you’d mind. You used to say the cold made you feel alive.”
He huffed a laugh, something wistful and a little hollow. “Yeah. That was before I knew what feeling alive actually felt like.”
You turned to look at him — really look. “How does it feel now?”
Fred hesitated. Then, slowly, he met your eyes.
“Loud,” he said. “Like everything’s louder. Brighter. Sharper.”
“And scary?”
He nodded once. “Yeah. That too.”
You could see it — the flicker of uncertainty. He wasn’t hiding behind jokes or masks. There was no spell smoothing the way, no magic buffering the vulnerability. It was just Fred. Scared. Honest. Free.
“You don’t have to say anything,” you said. “I just wanted to be here. To see you. You.”
Fred blinked, jaw tightening. “But I want to say it.”
Your heart skipped.
“I’ve wanted to say it for a while,” he continued. “Even when I wasn’t sure if it was me or the curse talking. And when we broke it, I thought… if it was real, it would still be there. And it is. It is.”
He took a shaky breath. “I love you.”
The words fell out in the quiet like they belonged there. Like they’d been waiting for the right moment to land.
You didn’t answer right away.
You stepped forward, slow and steady, until there was barely space between you. Then you slipped your hands into his coat, fingers wrapping around his — solid, grounding.
“I know,” you said gently. “And I believe you now.”
Fred’s eyes filled. He laughed — a watery, disbelieving thing — and then leaned his forehead against yours.
“No magic,” he whispered.
“No magic,” you echoed.
Just breath and cold and stars. Just you and him and the night around you holding its breath.
And then, you kissed him.
Soft, certain. Real.
It wasn’t a rush or a rescue. It wasn’t a promise or an apology. It was a beginning — honest and slow, stitched together with everything you’d fought for.
Fred kissed you back like he finally had permission to feel — really feel. His hands rose to your waist, your cheek, your jaw, not desperate but careful. Like he didn’t want to forget a single detail.
When you finally pulled apart, just enough to breathe, your foreheads stayed pressed together. You could feel him smile, wide and shaky and undone.
“Still cursed,” he said, voice barely there.
You blinked. “What?”
He smiled wider. “Hopelessly. By you.”
You laughed against his lips. “You idiot.”
“You love me anyway,” he said.
You kissed him again.
Not because a spell told you to.
But because you’d fought for this.
And it was yours now.
All of it.
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maxiglow · 18 days ago
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slow mornings >>>
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softiedingo · 2 years ago
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he's just a cute lil guy wearing glasses 🥹🤏🏻
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cecropiacrown · 5 months ago
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Thinking about Mu Qing who has bouts of sleeplessness that only his roommate and rival-turned-friend, Feng Xin, knows about. Just the inherent intimacy of having shared that secret - even if it was out of necessity - ruins me. So, just imagine:
One sleepless night, Feng Xin finds himself getting up to pee at 2:30 in the morning, only to realize Mu Qing is awake and in the living room. Mu Qing is dressed for bed, his hair is down, and he has his glasses on. He's trying to read a book all curled up in the corner of the couch that Feng Xin typically sits in.
Feng Xin finishes washing his hands in the bathroom and then goes to sit with Mu Qing on the couch - closer than they would sit if this was during the day. There's a single lamp on in the room and the two of them stay quiet.
Feng Xin picks up some kind of handheld game and plays for a bit with the volume turned down all the way, and just keeps Mu Qing company.
After a good while, Mu Qing shifts and pushes his glasses up into his hair to rub at his eyes and the bridge of his nose, leaving his book on the arm of the couch. Feng Xin recognizes this for what it is - an invitation - and sets his game back onto the coffee table.
The two aren't new to this so Feng Xin doesn't hesitate when he says in a low, warm voice: "Let's go to sleep, A-Qing."
And Mu Qing doesn't fight him. He sets his glasses on the table and turns the lamp off.
The two of them walk through the dark and to Feng Xin's room.
The first few times they did this, it was difficult for both of them. It was vulnerable and tense and Mu Qing couldn't help but fight and cringe - but it's easy now, when they crawl into bed together.
Mu Qing only stops for a moment - like he might be thinking it over - before he lets himself relax into Feng Xin's arms and rest his head on his chest.
Feng Xin eases them into the bed, makes sure they're properly covered with the blanket, and then threads his fingers through Mu Qing's hair.
He finger-combs the ends before working up along the nape of Mu Qing's neck and up further after that to scratch gently at his scalp. So tender - he strokes Mu Qing's hair until they both fall soundly asleep.
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ingravinoveritas · 1 year ago
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Michael on the Zoe Ball Show on March 1st: "And he looks good in a kilt as well, doesn't he?"
David on Comic Relief tonight:
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rachelethearistocrat · 2 months ago
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Japanese Dub: "My Lord!/Master!" ("Bocchan!")
= 😢
English Dub: "I'm HERE!"
= 😦😧😢😭💔
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