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Ok this. And the exit from Regulus' pov???
Coz for the lyrics
"Feels like we had matching wounds
But mine's still black and bruised
And yours is perfectly fine
Feels like we buried alive
Something that never died
So, God, it hurt when I found out"
Coz Sirius ran away and has the "perfect" life with his bsf James, Peter and bf Remus with a dazzling career in a band with them while he left Regulus alone in that house.
Regulus suffered in that house alone for a few yrs and then when finally he had the courage to leave he does, he tries to look for his brother but then realised thru social media that he has been replaced. He goes to see him at one of there shows where they play Family Line????
...and maybe the loneliest by Måneskin as well??
Thinking about sirius singing Family Line and singing "i have my fathers eyes but my sisters when I cry" not knowing his "sister" is trans and misses him too
It's even worse if sirius is performing it and doesn't know regulus is in the audience
The Black Brothers hurt me so deeply
#plz someone see my vision#someone write this if it doesnt exist#and if it does then give it to me!!!!#omg i love the black brothers sm#they r so fucking tragic#i will die on this hill#marauders#regulus black#sirius black#sirius black and regulus black#the black brothers
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i think it'd be funny if someone transmigrated as xin mo. the goddamn evil sword. instead of taking it seriously, they just really fucked around with bingge. and, somehow, ended up having the opposite effect of what it's supposedly rumored to do.
picture this: bingge, on the quest for revenge and power, comes across the almighty xin mo. this demonic sword killed everyone that dared to even try wielding it. and, the few who were lucky enough to have it by their side, eventually succumbed to the swords' will.
it is said that the sword is unlike any other, that it etches into your head and eats away your brain, until eventually it consumes you whole. it whispers, speaking in lust, greed, and hatred. it slowly beckons the wielder into giving in to the worst part of themselves and feeds off of pure sin. but to him, it is no matter; luo bingge will surely tame it.
and then he gets to the sword.
demonic qi practically oozes from xin mo. the aura surrounding it makes every part of luo bingge scream, "run; get away, away from that monster." his gut prods at him, begging bingge that this is probably a really bad idea. it's a little terrifying, how even luo bingge, the determined, vengeful demon, is now getting second thoughts about wielding xin mo from just being in its presence alone.
but luo bingge is too, a monster. so he ignores the screams of plea; pushing every thought of doubt in the back of his head, and tightly grips onto the handle. the world around him seems to spin and shake, tumble and crack, from the amount of force bingge needs to use in order to pull the sword of sin out of its place.
when bingge finally has it perfectly fit into the palms of his calloused hands, he hears whispering. he knows that the sword has accepted him as its new host.
the sword's language crawls up to him, as if it were feeling around his body and mind. checking every nook and cranny for it to settle into bingge's form, truly becoming one with the embodiment of sin. the words flow through his brain like a tragically broken guqin, a melody that holds him in a frighteningly familiar trance - all while simultaneously eating away at his brain in the worst ways possible, akin to a child and their favorite snack. it seems to beckon something, but even with luo bingge's impressive hearing, he cannot make out any words from the tone-deaf musical notes xin mo sings.
and then, it is clear. the land around him settles, and everything is still. xin mo itself seems to be.. content. at least, that is what luo bingge believes.
the language of this wretched sword reflects the state around these two monsters.
luo bingge expects it to demand for bloodshed, for the erotic ecstasy of multiple women, for bingge to steal the last of the finest gems of these horrible, vast lands.
instead, he hears this:
"yoooo damn that shit was crazy. did you see what i did there? man, you know, it feels so fucking good to get out of the dirt. hey, do you know if people can like, feed their swords or something? i'm kinda craving something spicy. we never know, in this wack world! wait, don't hold me like that, buddy. it'll make things real awkward."
but luo bingge is determined to get his revenge, so he puts up with the swords' constant rambling about.. whatever the hell it's thinking.
"wait, dude, did you seriously fuck a dying girl? that's wild. yeah, like i know she was dying but it doesn't sound like you wanted it. yo, listen to me, consent is very sexy."
"HAHA hey, dude, sir, man. you wanna play some 'i spy'? we don't have anything else to do. no? too bad, we're playing it. i spy a loser who doesn't wanna play i spy. hint: he's holding me right now."
"okay i know i'm supposed to be this super evil sword and beg to be used - woah that sounded real wrong - but can you at least clean me when you're done killing shit? if you don't, i'm gonna refuse to respond to you and you'll look like a dumbass trying to wield me."
"i can't hear you lalalalalalala you're not being very it girl right now lallalalaalalalla-"
somehow, this is worse than if xin mo was actually eating away at his brain.
weirdly enough though, as luo bingge starts spending more time with this weird ass, seemingly possessed sword, it starts to become more of a.. comfort to have it by his side than pure annoyance. he finds himself responding to it more, like, actually having full on conversations with it. it puts him at ease, wielding xin mo. the hatred doesn't consume him, instead, it seems to soothe the burning rage (and, admittedly, just replace it with small irritation) that holds onto his darkened heart.
xin mo is actually quite kind and caring, for a sword that's supposed represent and be the literal embodiment of sin. sure, it is a hassle to have it cooperate with him sometimes, and it does just ramble on and on about the most random things ever, not giving a single shit if bingge was in the middle of sleeping with maidens and slaying those who get in his way. for the first time, bingge feels so comfortable around something.
it's.. odd. what was supposed to be the turning point in his life, a big step in his plan for revenge, is now something akin to an... acquaintance. not like mobei-jun, or any of the women he's come across, but an actual, dare he say, friend.
sometimes, he finds himself thinking all of this delusional. is this what people were driven mad by? perhaps they simply could not handle dealing with a talking sword. he understands that xin mo was undoubtedly unbearable to be around at the beginning of their alliance, but it has never actually beckoned for blood, power, and sex. if anything, it does the opposite.
maybe he's the delusional one. maybe this is xin mo's way of getting to him.
maybe, xin mo should be considered a thing. the thought feels terribly laughable, as if he were witnessing a person horribly explain themselves. it also makes his teeth grind together in pure agitation.
"hey, you know, you didn't deserve any of the things they did. it wasn't your fault, binghe. the fact that you're half heavenly demon doesn't make you a monster, or any of that wild stuff.. uh, i'm here for you, okay? i know you don't really like talking about all of this or opening up, but i just want you to know that you can.. talk about it. it's not like i can tell anyone else, anyways.
hey- shit i didn't mean to make you cry! wait, wait it's okay to cry! you need to let it out anyways, i promise it doesn't make you weak. there, there. i don't have any hands, so me patting you on the head with my handle will have to do. there, there.. everything will be alright, you'll be okay. i'll be here every step of the way, even if you want to get rid of me."
xin mo, the demonic sword, is more of a person - a good person - than anyone he'd ever come across.
...and then bingge and the xin mo transmigrator become besties or he falls for the damn sword. knowing him, he probably doesn't even know the difference between platonic and romantic attraction anyways. maybe bingge gets a plant body for xin mo using airplane's wack writing. idk i typed all of this down in one sitting.
(plot twist: it's not that the transmigrator xin mo had the opposite effect, it was literally just a placebo effect. luo bingge thought that, and thus it actually did help him lmao)
#PIDW but make xin mo a soul eater fan#why did i actually write all of this#idk it just sounded funny but then i kinda got sad at the end because bingge is such a lonely person its genuinely depressing#at least in here he has his this weird talking demonic sword#someone transmigrates into xin mo and ends up becoming an emotional support and comfort sword#i would say that this could be shen yuan but the xin mo transmigrator couldnt give any less of a fuck about bingges plans#and would also annoy sqq if he had to deal with it#might write this#but i need to finish that time travel bingge x reader enemies to friends to lovers thing#yes you heard me right a bingge x reader let me make him happy ok#bingmei already has sqq bingge needs someone :( and therapy but that doesnt exist here#while i thought of this i imagined like this floating talking sword by bingge#i actually have like a lot of WIPs this is only one of them#for some reason i had this idea after seeing this one instagram reel where gojo was cinderellas fairy godmother and sang IT girl#and that inspired an annoying talking xin mo transmigrator#luo binghe#luo bingge#mxtx svsss#svsss#fanfic stuff#the scum villain's self saving system#svsss ideas
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Fear of being left behind, and wanting to be loved as much as you love others. Sometimes little reminders from a friend can help. Peep my tags
#thinking a lot about amy rose lately. I drew this maybe a week or so ago but couldnt parse how i wanted to talk about it#Was rambling to a few friends abt her journey to self love and dismantling comphet-isms and how#If I were to write her#they'd be interconnected#Her attachment over someone who's made it clear he doesnt feel the same way. ogh#Her begging to not be left behind and BEING left behind often is SO#I make a lot of angst of the sonic characters. sorry. I respond well to tragedy (btas enjoyer)#I find Shadow and Amy's friendship so comforting and interesting.#Amy is the reason Shadow remembered Maria's promise and went to help Knux and Sonic in sa2.#I'd even argue that Amy Rose is Shadow the Hedgehog's first friend that he'd say is his friend.#For Rouge and Omega he could pretend that they're just a team and work together. Nothing more.#The idea of them being good friends also gives me a lot of joy.#Amy takes him shopping! Takes him places he didnt know existed. He tries food he'd never had before#Amy gets to share her love of the world with someone she cares about. Someone who. deep down. is kindhearted and wants to do good. wl#wants to love the world as much as her#And I adore that so much!!#Shadow the Hedgehog#Amy Rose#sth#sketches
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something something clones collecting all the different social markers of personhood and still feeling like theyre playing at it you can get the money but youre not made to earn it you can change how you look but youre made to look the same you can be who you want but you'll never undo how you were raised its a terrible horrible pantomime just one more thing maybe the outside will match the inside maybe if you get mad enough it'll sound like a person maybe your violence will look different than the drills. asking the droid is a formality- it exists fundamentally as a thing to do others' bidding and everyone knows that's true
#what does it mean to exist as a person in an environment that subtly reinforces 24/7 that you arent#fundamentally they are people thats unchangeable but until their material circumstances change it doesnt become true across the board#the internal fight of stacking thoughts and rituals and carving out spaces to forget about the unpersoned-since-the-beginning thing will#take its toll#on everyone involved#but giving up is not an option#need some writing on the coruscant guard about someone who does just give up and their vode notice but no natborns do#or something evil like that#txt
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So. ORV au where twsa was a game Yoo Joonghyuk used to play, that has now become their reality. Twsa whose protagonist was Kim Dokja. And now Yoo Joonghyuk has one chance to save him from all those terrible deaths.
#kim dokja still finding ways to sacrifice himself#yoo joonghyuk getting traumatized despite knowing he will come back#but what if he doesnt#orv#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#im sure someone wrote this already#if it does exist indeed please send me a fic link#ao3#writing#omniscient reader's viewpoint#tbw aus list
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with every thing i learn about what the directors of totk said in interviews it all just gets worse huh?
the thing about the shiekah tech just vanishing and nobody caring enough to look into it was already rough and now i learn they said that -after botw zelda wondered if hyrule as a kingdom was still needed but then totk happens- just sounds like she wondered if hyrule as a kingdom still needed to exist in the way it had been (which would be an interesting change for once and also make sense for her character) and then they took her back into the distant past with the super good guy king of a godly race to teach her the lesson what her place is and that yes, their monarchy needed and good and really given to her by "gods" and what if big evil black man shows up again
i dont have the energy to get into it further but needed to say soemthing about it bc it keeps bothering me :(
#ganondoodles talks#ganondoodles rants#kinda#anyway#zelda#totk#big yt theory guy posted a video about how he doesnt like totk and was very defensive about it knowing hes swinging a bat at hornets nest#and i was surprised by that and commented on it that he isnt as alone in feeling like that as he might think#and bc its youtube theres gotta be some weirdos#so someone really saw my comment in probably 300+ comments by now#and felt the need to say that they didnt get anything from what i said other than me writing -zonai- as sonau#which i considered replying to with -other languages exist-#but its really not worth to get into a discussion with some rando on youtube#i then discovered you cant block people on youtube anymore just mute them either#also their account name had -israel- as the first word in it so#something tells me they wouldnt be very fun to argue with
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Roleswap anyone??


Tell me Fernando wouldn't make a fantastic general/emperor, and that Napoleon wouldn't make a fanastic driver/tp!!
#this might be the most mentally ill thing ive drawn yet....#lmao im like ah this would be a funny idea to draw#and then got WAAYYYYY more into drawing napoleon#to the point of cuteness aggression and sadness that him in f1 isnt real :(#cofi and i made up a whole lore and plot line so if you want a pt 2 of that hmu LMAO#but briefly: hes a driver(2 wdc btw) who got kicked out for smth and then came back as a tp again to torment his former rivals#gahhhhh why is he so cute why isnt he real :( i would stan him so hard you dont understand#with his cute little lesbian bob and introverted but brave and outspoken demeanor....#his mechanics and team in general are all tall men who love to pick him up#but god the plot is just so fun and compelling that it makes me sad that kinda driver doesnt exist irl#my greatest dream is for someone from the actual napoleon fandom to see this#bcs its weird enough for you guys so i cant even imagine what theyd think#BUT PLEASEEE#anyways. this is a very odd post. but im very proud of it :)#lmao this is just like one step closer to actually writing my proper manifesto about it#but yeah i posted that silly meme the other day and it got way more notes that i expected so maybe this will be appealing too?#girls who cannot draw normal fanart#<- like seriously i wont draw napoleon in his normal clothes and fernando vice versa but no prob with the reverse?? my brain...#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#nandopoleon alonsoparte#napoleon bonaparte#napoleon#catie.art
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I've been reading and watching more British shows/books lately and I think you guys will be noticing this in my writing. Besides the fancy words that are once again back in my vocabulary, there's also more Britishness!! Objectively funny concidering it was supposed to have more Britishness from the start. And well. Tom being Tom.
#ao3 writer#maybe im just silly#ask me anything#augh#giggling at my own writing like a gremlin#once again tom can catch these hands#he needs to he stopped I say as the author who writes him like that#the illusion of choice is pretending as if i have any say about how tom portrays himself#as if tom doesnt decide everything#one day someone is going to comment about what kind of tags i write and I'll laugh i make them silly on purpose#my one sided beef with tom (he cannot comprehend my sheer existence and coolness) a 1 million word essay#next chapter; how big of a nerd is rem? good question! you'll see!!!!#i should do one of those qna things soon i should write down dumb questions and wait for people to ask about the questions#i think thats how that works but i can be wrong#i love writing#writing sillyness
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Valentines' personality test ! : 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘
#;valentines test#;dash games#dash games#;m.oriarty#;headcanons#headcanons#/i'll prob be doing this for some of my muses bc its really cute#/the 'keep looking at me like that and-' doesnt really fit him truth be told; BUT#the 'writes you a letter in perfect handwriting'? THAT'S HIM#AND ITS TOO FORMAL#will definitely panic if the person he liked held his hand#he is all mighty and arrogant and prideful; would roast u in a heartbeat#but to that special person..... his whole chuuni facade drops flat like a pancake !!#constantly roasting himself except he is roasting his -future- self#i also don't think he's freaky?? on the opposite; i think he would be more on the shy spectrum#its like when u take a mighty character and suddenly their mind goes poof! when the person they like does something that hits his heartstri#*heartstrings#or just exists nearby#its like;; ahem.. -coughing trying to conceal he is nervous-#frowns easily but still cute;; DEF! he is either being prideful/sassy or serious (condescending)#also he is certainly not quiet; not in a shy sense; he would be quiet ifhe is thinking about things#but he def is not the type of person that hesitates to state his thoughts#in truth; he thinks his thoughts are extremely valuable; if someone comes up with a plan he deems unreasonable#he wont shy away from telling you all its 498574854687 faults WHILE showing you statistics and proofs as of why it would fail
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i just. hit s+ rank in splatoon and i never honestly thought this would happen?? am i cool now.. do i get to be a part of the s4? do i get to be watered down to my running joke all the time?
#the last part is a joke but i do not see a whole lot of recognition of the s4 being. the s4#like yeah they were cool formidable foes in the s1 era and skull even beat goggles despite his plot armor#but now theyre just#there??#dont get me wrong i love their existence but#it feels like theyve been watered down at least a bit#skull is always just getting lost and army is almost always either the manual guy or the curry guy#thats. thats it thats their bits#skull also has the sweets thing#rider is sometimes a considerable foe too but at the same time the s4 doesnt usually consist of him so im not sure how much to count him#that being said it is a kids manga so i dont really expect it to lean too far into the formidable foes thing#even the xblood werent that scary in the long run and ended up goofy despite being who they were#i also get it in terms of fandom#i understand the appeal of something like aloha being cutesy dumb pink guy (who maaaaaaybe commited some crimes and it shows)#i also definitely understand the appeal of army having a thing for curry as well as the manuals#the manuals can be an endearing thing to write about trust me#but i also wouldnt mind seeing more things that center around the likes of the s4 and the xblood and even the best8 being the absolute best#of the best during their prime#reminder that s+ was the highest rank around when the s4 were introduced. same with the xblood#they were the strongest players and id like to see things that center around that#id like to imagine that moving on to the square and splatsville that the s4 would have had a chance to move uo and get into xbattles#i think of all of them skull and army would have the highest chances of actually making it to xrank and being successful#but honestly if mask and aloha could probably make it pretty well too if they got off their asses#and i think rider would excel as well being rider#he has his own kind of near plot armour i think#so do most of the big teams in my opinion#theyre the sort of doomed by the plot that forces them to battle goggles at some point lmao#maybe i could use this in a fic or au one day#maybe someone already has...#(please send to me if you know of any creators who have played around with these vague ideas of strength i wanna see em)
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I think I’ve figured out what bugs me in fandom
#Specifically LU. Especially the time I existed there. It felt like people vaguely romanticized Legend having chronic pain#And there is a difference between being a writer/artist with chronic pain and projecting. And being someone who doesnt#And writing it weirdly. AND THE WAY THEY treatcthese characters like little babies who can’t do stuff for themselves#Do I make sense? Probably not. But I have chronic pain and I don’t like it or the way it’s portrayed actually#Oh well I’m tired and haven’t taken my meds
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uhhhhhhhhhh. android-human romance except its told from the pov of the android slowly gaining consciousness.
#emil stop killingyourself with new wip ideas when youve got exams in less that two weeks that you need to start locking in for. challenge#fucking FAILED. im now thinking about how fun it would be to come up with a format for this.#standardized commands slowly turning more and more into something that resembles an inner monologue. an android whos ever only#existed as the personal assistantservantdog for one human gaining an understanding of life but its So limited bc that one person#is all theyve ever known. and the android can only filter everything through the lense of#Oh. This is how [human] thinks. This is what [human] felt when they did this. I am so glad I can feel closer to [human] now.#hmmm. something about going from a personal-impersonal assistant thats there to make someones life better. and being So good at making#that person's life better that they fall in love with you and suddenly your systems malfunctioning bc of it too.#and now Youre the useless one. and they have to be there for you no matter what and help you through the terrifying realization of#Fuck. I can Feel Things. What the Fuck.#writing#this doesnt even have to be 814. could be.. might be since this is a themcentric place but.. i just like the idea man.#also this likely isnt anything novel. i just dont read/consume a lot of android/scifi stuff so. i wouldnt know#i just like the idea of the evolving format and the unreliable narratorness of it all
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PSA
Okay, new artists or artists that are still learning. Please!!! Do your future self a favor and write dates on your art.
Even if it feels pointless. Even if it's an ugly wip/sketch. Write that date there.
In the future you'll be able to look back, see your progress, how you progressed. Not just that but how you improved when your hands started making sense, when you figured out eyes or colour theory.
Or take pictures to see the image details of when it was taken. It will help you, i promise.
Having an art portfolio is something EVERY artist should have. Not just if you plan on going to school for it or getting a career in something creative.
This is a record of your progress for YOU. Even if you never show this portfolio to anyone or make a 'see how far we've come' time of post. Art is something humans need to be whole inside. No matter if you are "good" at it or not. You should be allowed to see how you've grown and give yourself that pat on the back.
I know we artists are our own worst critics. But be gentle and keep track.
Most seeds aren't pretty when they go in the ground, but the flower that comes up after that maintenance and care will be euphoric.
#art#fanart#write your dates#i have only been actively an artist for 3-4 years#i do not feel like i have the experience to be giving advice#but i wish someone had told me this 4 years ago#so im putting it out into the world#maybe someone else is in the mindset and part of their art journey i was at 4 years ago#maybe this could help#if not#im just glad i said it#because the me from 4 years ago still lives in me#and they are so warm reading what ive said#we've got this#you started us forward#i will do better with remembering dates#for us#we deserve an art portfolio#we have the supplies sitting in the desk#it doesnt have to be something egotistical to have a portfolio and be your own cheerleader#self appreciation in your art journey is beautiful#kiss your ugly sketches#they still got to be made by you and im sure they are so happy to exist#even if they arent perfect you gave them time and the love to even be put into the world#even if you're angry at the proportions. give them a basic finished form. i know they will thank you for it for still using your effort
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Would like to add fae to the obey me universe
But like the ones that steal your face if you dont follow some unspoken rule they have
#i watched someone play this ARG the other day#where you work at this hotline that is supposed to help people with fae issues#they describe whats happening#and then ur supposed to guess which type of fae it is#and if u guess wrong u end up making the situation like 10 times worse#so now im like#faes are kinda Wilding#if demons exist why not fae too (in obey me lol)#and mc just doesnt know about these thing#so could u imagine if they ran into a fae some day#and theyre like#oh theyre kinda strange but ig we can be friends#it could go so wrong so fast#obey me#super specifc au right here#writing idea#thats the type of stuff i like to write haha
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Tumblr I am going to KILL YOU /drama
#this is the fourth fucking time I've had to change a post to private because SOMEONE decided they wanted to post my story unfinished! :)#GLARES AT WEBBED SITE#anyway fic doesnt exist yet dont even look at me#i swear if it werent for fics being easier to write on here i'd be using a different medium.#v3nt
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biggest wolf 359 weakness so far is that while it's humorous, it isn't very funny
#like it isnt offensive or cringeworthy or something to be embarassed about it just. doesnt make me laugh#I'd call the style “fanfic adaptation of humor media” type of humor. like all the pieces are there it just exists in a kinda uncanny valley#there is no real passion for being funny. its just part of the genre description (light hearted dark comedy that escalates to something#more serious)#like its someone that ultimately is more interested in melodramatic character drama than humor going through the motions because they feel#it's the medium they're writing in#i think tlt struggled with something similar#unlike. hm. homestuck which was primarily made to be funny before it was ever a melodrama
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