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idk how irl celebrities handle fame at a young age like at seventeen i had a couple hundred people regularly interacting with me and putting me on a pedestal and that almost made me crazy. i see new writers getting attention in fandom and i immediately have to put myself in front of them and start barking. get behind me girl
#I FEEL LIKE THIS SHOULD BE TALKED ABOUT MORE LMAO LIKE EVEN THOUGH IT'S A VERY SMALL AMOUNT OF ATTENTION#COMPARED TO LIKE. ACTUAL CELEBRITY#IT'S STILL INSANE LIKE FOR THE PAST THREE YEARS IVE HAD RECURRING INSTANCES OF PEOPLE BEING WEIRD#AND PUSHING BOUNDARIES AND GENERALLY FORGETTING IM AN ACTUAL REAL LIFE PERSON#AND EVEN A LOT OF THOSE WHO AREN'T - ACCIDENTALLY OR INTENTIONALLY - NEGATIVE ABOUT IT#STILL VERY CASUALLY TALK ABOUT ME LIKE IM SOME SUPERIOR FORCE#LIKE IM JUST A GUY ACTUALLY#AND EVEN THOUGH IM ONLY TWENTY I CAN HANDLE IT A LOTTTTTTT BETTER#BUT SOMEONE NEEDS TO DO A STUDY ON THIS SHIT FOR YOUNGER PEOPLE#BC AT SEVENTEEN I REALLY REALLY CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH HOW BAD THAT SHIT WAS FOR ME LMAO#and now i just go crazy overprotective of newer/more unsure writers/artists in fandom#if ur reading this and ive done this to you then my bad <3#like if we're in the same circle and you get a mean ask/comment/experience then it's truly a matter of time before i descend from the sky#sorry <3 it will happen again <3#someone ive interacted with maybe one time: i got a mean ask-#me immediately seeing red: do you want me to kill them for you#nothing triggered this post btw it's just something that's on my mind a lot#i feel like a war veteran and im literally a student. ive been in the trenches besties. i have suffered more than jesus i think
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade
#first fanart in a while!#i was rewatching the ultimate spiderman cartoon bc it was my entire childhood lol#also this also happened bc i watched deadpool and wolverine and loved it but also came out of it loving spideypool and i feel like ive been#played. somehow#their dynamic is so good and crazy and i started reading the spideypool run and its actually so insane im crying#anyways here i am sorry i forgot about tumblr for a little bit i just forgot to log in ndjfhdjjr#school starts back up again and i am Excited (fear) but hopefully i can still post stuff ehe#have a good day and week! :3#spiderman#peter parker#marvel#ok bye
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The hottest part of the Mirror Scene✨️
Him coming and never breaking eye contact with Pen, seeing how her pleasure consumed her and how beautiful she looked while he filled her.
#never leaving my mind#sorry for being hrny it will happen again#bridgerton#penelope bridgerton#colin bridgerton#polin#mirror scene#bridgerton season 3
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y’all know that one audition tape Neil did? Yeah, so anyways make it Soap
#john soap mactavish#cod soap#cod art#soap art#john mactavish#cod fanart#call of duty#cod modern warfare#my art#milky art#cod#sorry for falling off the face of the earth it will happen again#HES SOOO#BTW IF YALL DONT KNOW WHAT IM REFERING TO JUST ASK ILL TELL YALL#my discord friends have just been hearing me talk about this man non stop for the past 3 to 4 days because of his smug fucking grin#i’m going to choke him with my bare hands (affectionately)#neil ellice#bc technically#bubbles the beloved
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made him read a cursed book and now he glows oops
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POV you’ve informed the Queen and the Court’s Sorcerer of something and they very clearly know something that they’re not letting on
#hehe just a silly doodle#Gwen’s great at subtlety so would this even happen? debatable#just feel like they’d definitely get up to magical shenanigans post-canon#plus there were enough things in the show that could make a reappearance#Lady Vivian is visiting? Oh no is she still under the curse??? D: *cue mutual looks of alarm*#(it’s okay she’s not. justiceforvivian2024)#but anyway STILL they’d definitely go sneaking around in the vaults or library to find answers to the latest Situation tm#like yeah magic is legal and Guinevere is literally the queen#but that doesn’t stop them from shiftilly snooping!! shiftilly snooping just Happens when ur friends with Merlin#it’s like enrichment for them#ANYWAY yet again I have NO idea what proper anatomy is and I did not use a reference for Merlin and only glanced at one for Gwen so#sorry I cannot do u justice merlin + guinevere </3#my mom once glanced at one of my doodles when I was home and she was like why does Merlin look like a monkey#WHICH WAS KINDA OUT OF POCKET TBH 😭😭#but maybe one of these days I’ll actually learn drawing-related things so I can better spread my beloved post canon Merlin agenda#Merlin#Gwen#merlin fanart#bbc merlin#my art#art#merwen#EDIT: fixed up the colouring bc it was bothering meee rip
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erm. so those handyman applications amiright
#hermitshipping#sorry for being crazy it will happen again#also#redstoners love him pt 3 maybe#my art#hermitcraft
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The indulgence..............
#sorry for being self indugent it will happen again <3#sensitive wings my beloved arghg it's cringe ik I'm sorryyyyy it's just so fun#doodles#uno's art#gabv1el#ultrakill#also look at me sketching in blue for once waow
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more weird zinks because im insatiable lately. tentatively titled "damn girl yuor some kind of wretched beast"
silly bonus doodle:
#zelda#light dragon#zelink#totk#totk spoilers#loz#loz fanart#zelda totk#for the record. i dont actually think she gets That Weird post-draconification. like i think she keeps sharp nails + teeth but thats it#BUT. i do like to think her eyes get Weird when she uses her powers and it absolutely scares the shit out of link everytime <3#shes fine though. dont worry#i love doing this desat palette with her and light dragon stuff i might be a little obsessed. sorry (it will happen again)#my art
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you dream of devouring your friends whole
#the 'it' and 'that' sif is referring to is the act 3 loop hangout but i enjoy being vague in dialogue it feels natural. tee hee.#serious time means everyone gets noses btw. sorry about the slow metamorphasis back into my usual style from my mimicry#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#isat loop#isat act 5 spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat siffrin#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#sifloop#YES IM TAGGING THE SHIP. THUMBS UP. READ INTO THAT HOW YOU WILL BECAUSE IT WAS ON MY MIND WHEN DRAWING IT AT THE LEAST#aaaaaanyway. my personal reading of loop is. how do you say... flowey-esque. to invoke a fellow antagonistic timelooper. since imo#they do seem even fuuurther gone than sasasap sif was when we saw them. and BOY DOES LATEGAME ISAT SIF HAVE SOME INTRUSTIVE THOUGHTS#so uh. who's to say what happened in there. since we know start again isnt quite congruent as loop never beat the king.#i wouldn't blame them for going maybe a little mad. just a lil#it is important to me that loop is. perhaps a bit haunted. AND THAT THEY GET THROUGH IT!!! but they are haunted#lucabyteart#anyway uhhh. probably should put a cw for implied cannibalism??#cannibalism mention
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A VERY ILLITHID VALENTINE 💝🐙💖
Baldur's Gate 3 (2023)
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#the emperor#gamingedit#bg3edit#dailygaming#userwolfkissed#userfray#userfarllee#usernuclear#userkarlachs#aartyom#userfaarkas#userliliana#miyku#*#my first bg3 set since last year and it’s this 😭#sorry for being deranged it will happen again
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the universe doesn’t want to hurt you, but it will
(inspired by an au by @droidofmay and @definitelynotshouting)
#tem and droid: (crafting an entire au writer style in dms)#me: what if talking to the universe gave you Space Scurvy. would that be fucked up or what#my art#goodtimeswithscar#hermitcraft#anyway#sorry for months of no art <3 it will happen again#due to i’m actually making an insane amount of it that you’re gonna get all at once in august#in the meantime have this doodle. ur welcome :)
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oh shit look who it is!!
please click him for better quality
#aoex#rin okumura#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#blue exorcist is my favorite manga i can't believe i've ever posted anything for it before#i found some really old fanart i made when i was prolly like 9 and it made me pick the books up again#there are 30 now?? when did that happen#i physically can't watch season 3. why is rin so ugly#also sorry for not posting for um. 4 months. my winter break was so shit i kinda lost all motivation for a while#i had to work my way back up to actual stuff on the computer#anyways aoex was like formative media for me. so many of my character designs had/still have elements from the show in them somewhere#all my rat
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A dance under the lights
I’m of the opinion that every video game should have a tongue-in-cheek dance/party/ball scene.
#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#bg3 gale#my art#bg3 fanart#gale#galemance#gale x tav#baldurs gate 3#sorry not sorry for the Cullen spam loll#it will happen again#but I still love Gale dw
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Movie night again with the bros :)
#rook art#hatchetfield#lords in black#bliklotep#tnoy karaxis#nibblenephim#sorry for sillifying your eldritch gods it will happen again <3
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