#sorry for the tag rant 🙃

[fallenfawnn]

Do you have BPD or have you been tested for it? Your symptoms match it.

everyone in my asks is a therapist today lol

sorry that isn’t really directly at you because you asked pretty directly and respectfully but like.. it’s just been a thing today.

anyways. i actually kind of answered this last week but to summarize.. no, i haven’t been tested. yes, i know i likely meet the diagnostic criteria and heavily relate to the lived experiences of others with BPD. i also am aware of the complexities and overlaps with other things like CPTSD, autism, dissociative disorders, etc.

[blakbonnet]

I've still not recovered from watching the new episodes, I feel so bonkers

anywho, I was wondering what your thoughts were on the new flag? cos I dont think I understood what the reference was or what the meaning of the design is :o it looks cool and sparkly tho

<screencap by @bizarrelittlemew>

It's a cat harkening back to the cat flag everyone made fun of but stede proudly unfurled 🥹 they always did their own shit and they tried to be stereotypical pirates but they've realised they want to be themselves and are owning their goofiness now, was my take

[endwersed]

13 fics to me that is crazy. Can I say I truly enjoyed Striking Out. I really don't understand the hate you got for it. Understand not liking what a character is doing but in the end its truly just a story that the author is creating don't read if you don't like. It's tagged angst with a happy ending. There is going to be parts that make you feel sad or mad but it will get better. Sorry I just really loved what you have written for the story.

It's crazy to me too, anon 😁

Thank you, that's very sweet of you to say - and I do agree with you, when I read a story tagged with angst, I'm expecting angst! Over time, I've come to think that maybe some people took the actions of the characters in that story a little too personally, and that's why the reaction was as... intense as it was.

Either way, as much as I have gotten some negative and demotivating comments on that fic, I have also had some truly lovely ones that have been a joy to read - stuff a lot like this 💖

[gilmores-glorious-blog]

making a post that’s going to get me fucking crucified by this fandom but i don’t really care… bothering the critical role cast or anyone who works for them about OGL and the current D&D drama is unproductive and not helpful. critical role isn’t responsible for this. wizards of the coast is. just because cr has worked with D&D Beyond for years doesn’t mean they support what’s happening now… most people supported WotC up until very recently. and because they’re an actual company and not just some random people playing dnd, they probably aren’t legally allowed to comment on the situation without facing serious repercussions. they are literally in no way responsible for this and why waste your time harassing people who have been nothing but wonderful and accessible to the world of dnd and rpgs as a whole when the actual WotC company is right there, fully to blame? not to mention the general expectation that everyone should be boycotting dnd right now (which apparently extends to boycotting dnd shows) is fucking ridiculous and needs to stop. you can acknowledge that what’s happening is problematic while still enjoying dnd as a whole. don’t act like everyone needs to abandon something that’s been popular for nearly five decades just because some capitalist higher-ups are being assholes. you aren’t better than everyone else, you’re just a dick.

[officialbabayaga]

philip glass should be sending me christmas cards. i'm so attached to the OST for the Illusionist that even though it's less than an hour long i've been listening to it on loop for 4 hours now, with 6 hours to go until this goddamn paper is due 💀

[paperlovesadness]

Tuned into the Grammy's for a bit & it was honestly the reminder I needed on why I don't tune into these things.

Funny thing is that there's legit info out in the world on how the Oscar's work & how it has nothing to to with the movies & everything to do with the money, branding & merchandise (sent over to the members of the academy who usually do not watch the movies at all & are often v open about it 🙃) & we still somehow as a society treat it as some sort of indicator.

Haven't looked into the inner Grammy's workings too close but it's probably a twin situation.

Even 'fair' awards would be controversial in most categories -with art being so subjective. But man oh man why would we ever trust a bunch of members of an American organization made up of super-privileged & out-of-touch folks to - of all people - tell us what music is actually "the best" 🫠

[diorsluv]

feather , part 10

“ i’m saying ‘no, no, no, no more’ ”

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yourusername

liked by lhughes_06, adamfantilli, mackie.samo, and 74,028 others

yourusername little women hurt my brain so i went back to my happy place (aka gossip girl)

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edwards.73 i’m kinda scared to ask but uh… what’s the difference between gossip girl and gilmore girls

→ yourusername unfollow me rn

→ colecaufield wait no he’s valid (i don’t know the difference either)

→ yourusername both of u have asked me this 20 times already. i’m blocking u two.

markestapa i know the difference between gossip girl and gilmore girls!

→ mackie.samo me too!!

→ yourusername yeah bc u come to my place for gossip girl marathons like every other day

username64 LITTLE WOMEN

username78 FLORENCE PUGH OH MY GOD

jackhughes little women gives me war flashbacks

→ yourusername i wonder why 🤨

→ jackhughes hmmm maybe because you CALLED ME FOR 5 HOURS STRAIGHT JUST TO RANT TO ME ABOUT IT

→ yourusername IM SORRY

username14 is no one gonna talk about how she posted this at 2 in the morning 😭😭

bookerburke_ gossip girl is the one with the guy that played sam in supernatural right

→ yourusername no sweetie that’s gilmore girls…..

→ cole.caufield HEY HOW COME YOU’RE NICE TO HIM ABOUT IT BUT NOT US yourusername

username21 at least bertram isn’t in one of the pics this time

→ username35 LMAO BERTRAM

username69 i’m kinda sorta in love with your taste in tv shows and movies

yourusername

liked by jackhughes, adamfantilli, trevorzegras, and 82,185 others

yourusername went through my old photos and i guess this is sort of a photo dump.. if u ask me to explain the pics i might…….

so for all the trev, luke, jack, quinn, luca, mark, rut, turcs, eddy, and mackie girls, i hope you’re happy 🫶🫶

tagged: trevorzegras, _quinnhughes, mackie.samo, edwards.73, jackhughes, lhughes_06, _alexturcotte, rutgermcgroarty, luca.fantilli, markestapa

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lhughes_06 please for the love of god don’t explain the cow photo

→ username44 what happened in the cow photo 😧

→ yourusername okay username44 so basically i walked out of my parents house and i saw luke’s dumbass in a cow suit standing right next to my car

→ lhughes_06 I WAS 16 AND JACK SAID IF I DID IT HE’D DO MY CHORES FOR TWO WEEKS

adamfantilli why didn’t you post me 🫤🫤

→ yourusername i didn’t have any old bad pics of you 😕

username4 quinner is contemplating his life in that fishing pic

luca.fantilli okay but that cake was kind of good

→ yourusername uh huh maybe bc i made it

→ luca.fantilli ok i don’t know bout all THAT 🤣

→ yourusername ur the worst fantilli brother

trevorzegras i didn’t know everyone fell asleep on top of me on the couch 😅😅

_alexturcotte let me just say i beat cole in arm wrestling

→ cole.caufield yeah butttt who got the bigger gains??

→ _alexturcotte oh shut up

→ yourusername it’s okay turcs, not everyone’s as strong as cauliflower here

→ _alexturcotte BUT I LITERALLY BEAT HIM?? yourusername

→ cole.caufield hey lil drizzy i thought we left that nickname in 2020 🙃

markestapa you know i actually rode that skateboard pretty well

→ yourusername you fell flat on your ass

username76 i love how she’s exposing EVERYONE

edwards.73 hey it was fun getting thrown into the pool

→ yourusername says the one that started screaming bloody fuckin murder as soon as he hit the water

mackie.samo i look so disheveled eating that cake

rutgermcgroarty see me and jack held each other up in that second photo bc we’re just too strong for our own goods

→ jackhughes 🗣️🗣️

→ yourusername whatever helps you sleep at night

next chapter notes ) i’m actually grinding these chapters out it’s insane this one was really fun to make, esp the second post 😈😈 and also no booker this time so i hope yall like it a bit more lmaooo

[dokidoki-muffin]

I posted 182 times in 2022

That's 182 more posts than 2021! (edit: lololo not shit sherlock.. this blog didn't exist then 🤣🤣🤣👌)

176 posts created (97%)

6 posts reblogged (3%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@otomiya-tickles

@intheticklecloset

@theatregaymer

I tagged 182 of my posts in 2022

#dokidoki asks - 135 posts

#tickling - 25 posts

#dokidoki thoughts - 24 posts

#art - 21 posts

#dokidoki spice - 20 posts

#not art - 9 posts

#just text xD - 8 posts

#dokidoki requests - 7 posts

#yoi - 7 posts

#yuri on ice - 6 posts

Longest Tag: 127 characters

#can't decide if this is a ramble or a rant xD but honestly just let people enjoy what they enjoy and get on with it xD ^^;;;;``

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Anyone here who read Neon Sign Amber by Ogeretsu Tanaka at some point? 🙃 It's still one of my favourite BL mangas to this day! I really love how some of her characters are actually canonically ticklish 💖 This here is inspired by *the moment* from the extra chapter 😳🙈 (For some reason I was motivated for more detailed colours this time)

566 notes - Posted September 7, 2022

#4

I just couldn't leave the other Yuri without tickles >w< How did it come to this? You're free to speculate :P

And yes. I am slowly trying to bring this blog back to life, but I have no plans whatsoever xD So I will just go with the flow ^o^;

618 notes - Posted September 2, 2022

#3

I had quite a few different asks for Sk8 in my inbox, so I tried to combine more characters into this one 🤭✨ Don't ask me, but whenever I see a bratty squirt like Miya, my brain keeps yelling one single thing: Wreck that little shit!!! 😆🔥😈

703 notes - Posted September 27, 2022

#2

I had a bit of extra time today and a decent idea 🤭✨ So there we go!! I hope this is what you wanted anon ^^ (Colo is a bit simpler again because otherwise it takes forever! 😅😬)

762 notes - Posted September 13, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

"Oh, you're sorry? Maybe I should do this every time you mock my cooking 🤔🙃" . Argh fuck it 😂🙈 I originally wanted to write a fic for this as well but I somewhat lost control over my life in October 😬😆 srsly.. there was just so much going on that I barely had time for anything, soooooo for now here's the art post at least 🙄🤣🙈 Yeah. I hope you enjoy it anyway 🙃🙃🙃

817 notes - Posted November 3, 2022

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[dhampling]

I'm so happy there are other people who think Character x OC should NOT be considered x reader, even if it's in second POV.

Like, good for you writing a 40,000 word fic about your OC. That's great, but don't tag it in a way that's supposed to make the reader imagine themselves or their OC.

Sorry if this seems like a rant, I'm just tried of getting excited to seeing new content on Astarion x reader tag and turns out an OC.🙃

hey love!

yeah, completely. i wholly agree.

i remember before i started writing for astarion i’d go through the tags and the sheer amount oc content labelled x reader was disheartening at times. i do think that’s part of the reason i started writing my stuff.

second person ≠ reader

god bless

[mppmaraudergirl]

ATYD ruined the fandom by making Remus into the smooth talking Casanova. It actually hurts me how many people characterize him now. Mainly the TikTok people. That's where I see it the most.

(and don't get me started on Matheo Riddle)

Also I'd love your Sirius rant pls.

Sorry this ask was all over the place.

I was largely out of the fandom when ATYD was being published. (I think I might have published one story that year, but I was pretty much only paying attention to Jily.) I did hear about it in 2020 but there was no chance I'd read it because I'd heard so many people say it's predominantly Wolfstar and James wasn't characterized well (sorry?). I was content ignoring it but man the overabundance of posts (and terrible tagging practices) on that side of the fandom has exposed me to more than I'd ever wanted to see. And as I've said in the past, far be it from me to shit on AUs as someone who pretty much exclusively writes them, but acknowledging and ignoring canon is way different than considering an AU fic to be canon. Seeing people rec ATYD as the "fic that basically started the marauders fandom" nearly gave me an aneurysm.

Anyway... I don't know who the fuck Matheo Riddle is and I don't even want to know 😂

At the rate we're going, I'm sure there will be more Sirius rants to come 🙃

[fixfoxnox]

Honestly, I'm just happy that someone (YOU!) is writing SO MUCH Roach content and making him a main character instead of a side character (AND EVEN BETTER, making a whole (multiple!) universe with him as (one of) the main character(s)). That man deserves so much love :(

- 🥀

Thank you! As I've said before, if there are 1 mission people writing Roach centric fics, I am one of them. If there are 100 people writing Roach centric fics, I am one of them. If there is only one person writing Roach centric fics, it is me. If no one is writing Roach centric fics, I have died.

He's my bbygirl and I would die and kill for him. I honestly don't understand why so many people sideline him, even in GhostRoachSoap dynamics I feel like people often treat him like a third wheel in the relationship 🙃

Its really upsetting to me because I'm like if you only want to focus on the GhostSoap dynamic then just write GhostSoap!!! Or the fact that so many people make him a borderline villain in their GhostSoap fics for some reason! Like he's there to somehow "steal" Ghost from Soap or prevent them from being together somehow. I hate it!!! Like if he poses such a threat to their relationship by merely existing, there might be something wrong with that.

Anyways, sorry I went on a rant but every time I scroll through fics I end up finding one where you can just tell from the description whats going on and it makes me very upset. I will fill the Roach tag with positive fics about him, even if it kills me!!!

Anyways, stan Roach, Activision bring him back or else 🔫, GhostRoachSoap number 1 COD ship, Roach centric fics 4 life

[interlagosed]

I can't help but feel like all of this defense of Bianca is purely due to ableism that F1 fans themselves have but don't realize.

The amount of times I've seen people try to pull the "I can't be racist because I have black/brown friends/relatives" card and still have to face consequences, yet she uses her autistic brother as a prop to claim she can't be ableist and people are suddenly like "omg best apology ever, we support our queen."

No. I am autistic. I've gotten bullied for it for much of my life. I don't appreciate seeing Bianca continuing that bullying by encouraging the use of autism as an insult, and I especially don't like her using someone who is autistic to try to cover up her behavior. People need accountability if they're going to learn, and so far her version of "taking accountability" has just been "I'm just a girl, just a kid, only 18, I didn't know better" which luckily she deleted, and then using her autistic brother to try to gain PR brownie points after insulting people with autism.

And I KNOW F1 is full of ableism, not just on twitter but on here too. Hell, I was ranting to a F1 friend maybe a month ago about a post someone made on here about how they didn't like Lando solely because they thought he was neurodivergent but he was too privileged to have to mask his neurodivergent behavior and I just? Girl what in the fucking ableism. Do people realize how exhausting "masking neurodivergent behavior" is? And that post had about a dozen notes - not of people calling it out, but of people agreeing with it. Lance gets the majority of it, but I've also seen people use autism to insult Logan too. He isn't in F1 anymore, but I saw it all the time with Latifi too. Like fucking stop chalking up disliking people to "omg i don't like them because they exhibit behaviors that i associate with autism," that's fucking gross and insulting!!!

Idk I'm tired of reading how I'm anti-women or anti-POC for not immediately accepting her apology and jumping right back in to supporting her. She needs to do a LOT of self-reflecting and attitude changing, as do motorsport fans in general given a lot of responses to this situation. Ableism isn't cool, cute, funny, etc. (Also looking at the fans who repost that RocketPoweredMohawk YouTuber's clips in the tags on Tumblr too. The guy's biggest punchline is "HAHAHAHA lance autistic" yet F1 fans worship the ground he walks on and treats him like peak comedy. Please, find an actual sense of humor that doesn't involve making people with disabilities the punchline of your jokes). It's getting old. It's not funny or quirky or edgy. It's exhausting to constantly run into reminders that most of these people I'm interacting with in my online spaces would never accept me and would probably just bully me if I ever came across them in real life. 🙃

Thank you for saying all of this. I genuinely didn’t even know this was a line of ~commentary (ew) on Lance or Logan. It’s absolutely disgusting. I feel like we’re only just getting to a point where people even understand autism (and let’s be clear…they still don’t lol not really) but shit like this is so gross and only forces autistic people even further into the margins of society. I’m really sorry the fandom is like this. You deserve to take up as much space as you need, and the rest of us need to hold ableists accountable.

[neteyamsilly]

hi baeee 💕 i hope you're doing great today!

i absolutely love your dad!jake fic!! but i legit got so sad at the part when she tamed her ikran and no one was there to see her 😿 it reminded me about how my parents didn't go to my graduation because my dad had work to do and my mom was busy taking care of my older brother. i was left alone, meanwhile everybody had their parents to celebrate with them. i got like 2 awards in the graduation ceremony and my parents weren't there to congratulate me 🙃 to make it worst everybody kept asking me where my parents were and my friend's mom had to go up the stage with me to take the trophy 😬

they way you portrayed her feelings was so good!! don't know if i want to feel that way again but could you please add me to your taglist!

that's all baee sorry for the rant 😅 thank you for making such a great fic 🤍

hi angel, thank you so much for the ask!

and gosh im so sorry 😭😭😭 cant imagine how lonely that must have felt. i hope you guys had a celebration of some kind later after you got back home...

sorry to inflict pain on you guys with this fic but i promise it'll get good, we have a bit more suffering to do first so it feels earned. i'll tag you in the next part!

[gay-dorito-dust]

Leon intellectualizing me mes just comes with the man. It'll go straight over his head and the interrogation will start. It's not to prove his point, but like you said, he's unnecessarily philosophical.

..ngl 🥺 I am too. It's the dance between rubbing my forehead and walking away or over-analyzing with him. 🤡

~~~~~~ incoming rant ~~~

"I made it everyone's problem" ahhhh 🤣🤣🤣 good work solider. Lmao I love that.

That's the thing there was never a point to them! They barely did their jobs and they kept fucking over groot, grouch, gruis, whatever the hell his name is. They're not even useful henchmen. They couldn't even do the one job they had ➡️ ELECTRIC CHAIR!

*clears throat and fixes hair*

Sorry for the rant. I genuinely despise the minions and think they dealt a hand in the extinction of humanity. I've seen the original concept art, BUT that's not what we got. Whoever dealt out a soulless, lazy, bootleg version deserves the smite of every horrific eldritch god.

~~~back to Leon ✨️🥚~~~~~~

You know when he reads it he's gunna squint and then pull out his readers (that sit on his nose cuz he's cool like that 😎).

Omg!! Say it louder for those in the back because they really love depicting Leon like a suave, charming, mysterious, badass. As much I eat that shit up. He is a badass but bb he's goofy, awkward, and believes he's a cool kid.

"Where did everyone go? BiNGo?" 🥴

"I’m sure you boys didn’t just tag along so we can sing kumbaya together at some boy scout bonfire." 🙃 Leon, get out. You're walking the rest of the way.

Ashley deserves more credit after surviving a murderous cult AND Leon's one liners. I know I would've accidentally hurt his feelings by the 6th one liner.

I over analyse stuff too much and it’s grown into a game of ‘is it something deep? Or am I just trying to find something that wasn’t there in the first place?’

Mate, Leon was saving that ‘where did everybody going? Bingo?’ One line in his back pocket and he found the opportunity in the WEIRDEST way possible.

Which leads me to think that Leon has shit comedic timing.

Plus his one liners only hit with those who like that type of shit. (guilty as charged.)

Tbh I’d let him speak his one liners, tell him out of pity that they’re good whilst dying inside from how bad they are. (cuz I have the backbone of a chocolate eclair. What a twat.)

I’d only be encouraging this behaviour of his and for that I must apologise…for making everyone else suffer alongside me. ❤️

-extremely short rant-

The minions were only there to be made into toys for kids and comedic effect with their running gags of fart gun/bananas and literally nothing else.

-rant over-

Leon be like;

Ashley is the bravest solider cuz I wouldn’t be able to do it. Not a chance. I’d crack and be like to the weird cult ‘kill me now thnx.’

Leon: *after cutting off an arm of a villager* looks like you’ve been disarmed 😎

Ashley:

[singsweetmelodies]

just wanted to say that your charlos tags on the notp post were a WHOLE ASS MOOD

like i can't deny the chemistry because i'd have a lifetime supply of smoothies from the level of 🍓🍊🍌🥝🍇 in those c2 videos. but i just cannot indulge in it whatsoever

i can't even point to a specific moment that turned me from 'oh they have a fun teammate dynamic!' to a full-blown hater ('hater' is a bit strong but close enough) but it must've been something to do with the fans...

anyways, just wanted to express my gratitude for those tags. nice to know that i'm not alone

darling anon!! thank you so much for this ask - and oh, bestie, you are definitely not alone. you are so not alone, and i am actually hugging you rn, because it's always fab to find someone who agrees with your ship opinion 👌 sorry to the charlos fans out there, but it just can't be for us. #rip

and that third paragraph of yours - ah, man, i feel you so much. i also used to genuinely enjoy their teammate dynamic a lot (loved watching the c2 challenges, etc etc.) and i also can't quite point to a specific moment when this changed? but i do know the general themes about it, and since i had an incredibly long exhausting day at work today, i'm quite in the mood to rant about them. i will do so under the cut, though, lmao, because goodness knows i'm in a petty mood tonight.

any and all passionate charlos or just carlos sainz fans - please do not click on the readmore, because i'm not going to be terribly nice to your fav here, i'm afraid 🙃

so for me, when i first got into f1, it wouldn't have been inaccurate to say that i kinda loved carlos sainz. i loved the carlando/mclaren videos, and i loved the c2 challenges. he's funny, and he's pretty, and he has a cute dog, and he drives for ferrari... what more could you want?

the thing is, though. i am a charles girlie first and foremost. even though i liked carlos, he was never on the same level as charles for me. especially not in terms of driving - because, well, just look at the start of the 2022 season. enough said.

what started getting to me was that group of passionate carlos fans (the carlos girlies) who seemed to seriously think that carlos is a better driver than charles. they would slander charles and call him an inconsistent/reckless driver, while saying carlos was so much better. obviously, this rubbed me up quite the wrong way. and then at the same time, i was seeing carlos on my screen giving interviews where he would insist that if he'd had a few more laps, he would have overtaken max's red bull. like... i'm sorry, but that was never going to happen. in any world. pffft. (my thoughts at this point went: arrogant! he thinks he's better than he actually is.)

so that got me to like carlos himself a little less, which obviously has an influence on the ship as a whole. i mean, it would be hard to like a ship if you only really like one of the two partners in it, right? right? this is what i've always thought, anyway... except that a lot of charlos shippers seem to like carlos a lot more than charles. which is to say: in so many of their fics/characterisations, it's all glorifying carlos, while charles is essentially his arm candy with all the character depth of a rather pretty paper cutout. less than ideal...

the last thing, and perhaps the pettiest of all, lmao, is just that i'm incredibly possessive and insane about piarles. i acknowledge it. in fact, i fully own it. they are my ship, and i want them and only them to be endgame, always. now, obviously i don't expect everyone to agree with me 😂😂 but i don't particularly want to be seeing any content on my dash that features charles/anyone other than pierre as an endgame ship. and charlos usually is portrayed as an endgame ship/they're meant for each other etc. etc. well, sorry. to me, charles is meant for pierre, and pierre only. charlos is out. the end 🫶

[veone]

to start sorry about the misgendering you chance your pronounces like few days so sorry this has her instead of rots. 

🙃this is why i think your white with proof instead of a gut feeling and shit you say and you confirmed that the white peep in my inbox is you...@corspetrait

-so tran-gyaru is obviously corspetrait/gyarutrait/dollietrait. the guy sims name is seth and has this angelic baby blue aesthetic going on that corspetrait posted, which matches with the little collection of similar blue n gold clothing stuff that has seth whole name under there as an oc of trans gyaru and this other very ugly and hard to read tumblt has them posting said collection of cloths n shit and on this tumblr is a white person with blue eyes and light hair that's bleached and dyed red according to corpse.  

that said white person who has spoken over the me and other black people and brown poc for not having the same opinion about shit don’t effect em and or has multiple diffrent experiences across the many ethnicities and social class and countries that have queer people in em so it ain’t open ended as you’d like rots. i have aready posted my actually issue with corspe. here🧋 and in my veone rants tag and corpse has some of my post i deleted calling them white. 

none of this from lolcow. which i have read and its mostly shitting on your for having neo pronounce which i don’t support. and being like you in neocities or something programming related which i know you do you mentioned it. 

also confirmation this red head person is corpses. who is a white person with blue eyes i will not post the pic because doxing.