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blizzardfluffykpop · 2 years

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New Fic coming vv soon!

If you are looking for a motorcycle/carshow Hyungwon fic- you have came to the right place.

I am not kidding to you guys when I say I wrote a Hyungwon fic from 3pm this evening to 3am almost 4am today. Although I did take a collective of a four break. I am being absolutely honest when I say it is completely self-indulgent. I'll give you some foreground rn. I always go to a car show with my dad in the winter/spring part of the year. It's huge, well sometimes he'll start talking to someone and brain has always imagined what'd be like to be with a s/o. And I always told myself I'd write a fic- and I've been saying that since I was kid. And finally motorcycle Hyungwon has reached levels of brain rot that are unimaginable so I can write them down. If you are reading this Kebbi- you know how bad it is. I am not joking. So, I have one last read over tomorrow with a clear mind and I'll be ready to post it. (I'll prolly cue it for 10:00 Monday Morning est tbh!)

I just wanted to let you know that it has not let me rest. I literally incorporated so many parts/aspects of it that I could, it's insane. Although, I tried not to make it pertain to me and tried to make it like the average person's favorite cars. So, I didn't include any of my favorite cars (I'm not kidding when I say I've been going to this car show since I was in a stroller) (If you are wondering two of my favorites are the Galaxie 500 and the 65' fast back mustangs). So this is vv reader friendly just absolutely self-indulgent if that makes any sense!

And I know some may not be as knowledgeable in cars, so I really tried to make it simple! I will include a foreword. So, like certain things are explained! If any other terms need to be explained, please send me an ask or a message. (Because some things I don't think need an explanation- may need one!)

Lastly, if I'm not careful my brain will make me continue to write this until I'm no longer on brain rot- but on brain dead.

#new fic soon!#idk i felt like an update would be nice #i absolutely rambled on about it #i'm just thankful i was able to pull myself away to read and eat ngl-#i got to listen to some new songs too which was nice not relevant but i got to say it somewhere-#literally i've been pushing myself to write and just have had horrible writer's block- until it hit me over the head countlessly this morn #ing- it's a writer's possession- i'm telling you-#anyways look forward to monday!#because there is no way I'll get up early enough to have this posted for tomorrow- esp considering it's 4 am...#h.one puts me through horrible fits of brain rot- last time i wrote about him i stayed up all night ofc it was partly cause it was due the #next day here- but also because he doesn't let me rest until i finish writing about him 😭#i haven't written these many words in such a long time 😭#kate rambles #rambles #fic update #and if you made it this far you get to know it's 5.5k+ :) my brain is insane #insane in the membrane- what do we do we swim~ ha ha hahaha swim #sorry i lost it there for a good second #anyways good night have a good day- i'll see you all later-

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originalartblog · 2 years

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Little thing I did for @videogamelover99's Chuuya leaving the PM with Dazai AU!

Enjoy the boys during their 2 years in hiding, driving around Russia (and missing their stupid exit)

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months

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#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #ichiban kasuga #jo sawashiro #masumi arakawa #snap sketches #sorry every time i draw jo i think of this vine its like. a legal requisite in my brain to think of it #unrelated tag ramble time i finished smile. it was. :)#it wasnt especially good but it wasnt the worst thing ever- it was funny but definitely not intentionally LMAO #a sad kind of funny ig but id have to explain the entire series to elaborate on that #i feel slimy saying i didnt really like the romance but it just.. it just didnt work for me..#cant wait to start garden of wind.... second time nakai's chara has a terminal illness and has to reconcile with his family... awesome...#ok bye im gonna make porkfloss onigiri because ive lost control of my life #i need medical attention cause i just keep thinkin bout how cute ttm is.. maybe pork floss onigiri will fix me.. <- doubt

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sillylittleguyinatrenchcoat · 1 year

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geto meme batch bc i love one man <3 + this week’s episode broke me like a sad flimsy piñata

#SO HOW ABT EP5 HUH…………#my favorite ep this season for SURE but also……… dare i say it……. my fave jjk episode overall? I DARE #i saw some ppl say they didnt like the art direction and i dont get that at ALLLL but u do u ig.#every single scene was just insanely good i lost it every 5 seconds like. mappa. i would give u my everything #but WHEWWWW WHEN HE THREW THE MIC?????? obsessed.#yuki carried also <33333 they did her so good!! and SHOKOOOOO MY BELOVED #im a lil sad we didnt get the iconic lighter scene but i cant be disappointed when they made shoko and geto look THAT good #anyways <3 i love suguru geto.#i love his goofy silly emotionally repressed high school friend group #AND i love his goofy silly morally dubious clown family <3 wish we got to see more of em!!#but more than anything i love papa geto and his daughters. mappa made the headpat even cuter somehow i shed actual tears. THOSE R HIS KIDS #geto is so mommy coded im sorry. im sorry for telling the truth #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #suguru geto #geto #jujutsu kaisen memes #jjk memes #satoru gojo #shoko ieiri #haibara yu #mimiko hasaba #nanako hasaba #miguel #larue #manami suda #kenjaku #yuta okkutsu #sashisu #satosugu

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mavspeed · 2 years

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something that really pisses me off is this headcanon that ice would have been or was against mav pulling bradley’s papers for the academy.

like i’m sorry but I need some of you to think for a second. this is a man whose jet wash indirectly also led to the accident that resulted in goose’s death and probably carried that guilt for half his life too. this is also the man who was there to watch mav and carole grieve for the brother/husband they lost for YEARS. not to mention he was close to goose as well since they were both at the academy. like he would have wanted to protect bradley just as much as mav did when he made the decision to pull the papers. it’s a dumb moment for both of them but again. 100% they would have both thought they were doing the right thing for bradley.

#this has been cooking in my head and I needed to let it out #actually while we’re on the topic I’m gonna go right ahead and continue #people saying Mav pulled the papers ONLY because of carole’s wish are.... dumb sorry imma say it!#that’s his best friend’s son. the kid of the brother he lost #like be fr for a second mav isn’t infallible he wasn’t being victimised by carole he knew perfectly well what he was doing #and he did it in part to protect bradley! bc he didn’t want a naval career to kill him just like it did his father!#and ofc you can argue that this doesn’t make sense when Mav raised bradley and knew how much he wanted to be a naval aviator #but. again. that is prob why Mav didn’t step in when bradley chose an alternative path #you can recognise your kid’s wishes and ambitions and want them to succeed and also think that it’s gonna kill them #and act on what YOU think is best for your kid #anyway idk why these headcanons specifically irritate me so goddamn much but they do 😭#icemav were good parents but they weren’t perfect it’s like.... okay to admit that both iceman and maverick fucked up #in this aspect of parenting bradley lmao #su.txt #top gun

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crossbackpoke-check · 1 year

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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman

part one | part two

#me when everybody is posting the maple leafs sad narratives and i am furiously generating this like HOLD ONNNN HOLD ONNNNNNN #honestly i could've been SOOOO MEAN about this because i saw this poem & alexandra got the preview on the poetry blog #where i just reblogged the first half of this poem point blank with the tags #kyle dubas #toronto maple leafs #& got yelled at aksdaksf & it literally only didn't go on this blog bc i usually write more & then it was percolating & i looked up the poe #& it was only the FIRST PART i'd reblogged i didn't know there was more & then brain immediately went brrrrr ok time for an edit.#this is a long one lol & i also have no idea if it makes sense to anybody but me but because y'all know me i will always overexplain so!!#my reasoning for the reasons obvi kyle. that's a given i hope he's doing well i hope he & his family r good but man is not coming in to wor #the second edit took me a stupid amount of time bc i am nitpicky but also i learned how to do the layers & transparency from the claude edi #that actually y'all don't know about lmao but i lost my mind when i saw how perfectly those pictures align i was scrolling getty & was like #ok december i'm gonna do a headline one (in my brain with the november/june quote about choosing to die again) w/ maple leafs playoff odds #how they say at winter break you know who's gonna be in the playoffs & who'll win & they thought they had a shot but it's mitchie overlaid #the 2003-04 team who'd last won a playoff round with the atlantic division stats from dec for 22-23 & how long it's been & dec headlines #i wanted breakup/recent/never loved to be a recent trade acquisition somebody who bounced around & somebody else so i almost had simmer #brodie & zar but then i wanted to make murray for breakup at any time &i forgot zar & him were on the pens together &it hit me like a truc #bc there's a photo of the two of them EXACTLY the same so close it's scary of this one but them as pens so they had to be it & i did always #know never loved again was mitchie. sorry. also mitchie in the penalty box the last game but i couldn't find footage of it & this one works #no i could not find a photo of tyler bertuzzi fighting a leaf for a dog looked at me yes i tried.#i almost made the bunting photo jt but instead it's 'bunting a rat etc' anyway the one i really feel unhinged about is dead pets bc at firs #i was gonna make it the handshake line & look to see if the leafs had drafted anybody on the panthers (dead pet former draft pick)#& they had & it was carter verhaeghe & i couldn't get a good pic of matthews & verhaeghe but it's fine bc i thought about the mo/luke schen #narrative (in which they are a perfect d pair long lost) & schenn was drafted by the leafs & that line fits jut trust me. also how i feel #about the kniesy luminous line that one possessed me it had to be kniesy idk why. i almost put gussy as girls are too pretty though ALSO #did u like my joke. daylight SAVINGS time on the goalie. thank u. also my photo magic on the jt (me very poorly editing in him as an isle)#OK ALSO HOLD ONNNNN there is a part two but i have to wait for the Content i want it will come out as soon as [redacted] or sooner #if i get bad at waiting &everyone will pretend like it is always the way it will be once i have the photos i want. speaking of did the leaf #simply not take a team photo this year?? it Does Not Exist for me i have tried very hard to look for it also i'm excited for part 2 #one of them is named oh you're so unhinged for this one & the finished product is you're unhinged in ways you didn't even know u were sorry #liv in the replies

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faaun · 7 months

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idk how to live so im going to talk to myself out loud until i do

#listen. take a deep breath. i know your bpm is high but you need to think with me for a second.#remember that you are paper thin. all your facets are sheets of paper and what you gave her is just another one.#make a new one. you dont need it. you dont need her to see you. i know you think you need her but you will be okay. i know its hard.#you wish you could have shown her how you loved her. listen to yourself. you are made of paper.#she might be concrete or maybe wood or maybe gold. you need to start laying your roots elsewhere. shut that thought down #and blink and listen. the parts you keep thinking of arent lost. they still happened and they are yours to keep.#there is beauty in this loss. tell me about the beauty in this loss. its okay to think about it. you got to see it all and nothing more #and this is great because it would have been bad. you know it would be violent in a way you dont need. you know this to be true.#you are going to look at that empty space in her shape and youre going to fill it with everything that happened when you knew her.#the memories with her but then also the the way your friends talked you through it. the game with the clovers.#your first allergic reaction you almost died and you couldnt stop laughing and you were held so close to their hearts.#learning the names for all the floursecent gene tracking dyes that everyone else knows already. about the exam - listen again.#i know you think if you fail your life is over but you need to try your best. youre not going to get a good grade in a uni test for the fir #youre going to make up for it. youre going to make sure you make up for it. do you understand? i love you. you have to do this.#right now you need to sit up. breathe. i know your heart hurts. go to the living room. grab something to eat. i dont care if you feel full.#youre going to clean your mattress heater. youre going to study a bit longer and then youre going to sleep. youre going to tell your mother #im sorry and i might genuinely fail a test. shes going to tell you its okay. if you do badly in this course you can just become a neurosurg #just agree. dont argue right now. its okay. youre okay. you are paper thin. i know any puncture hurts.#breathe. think of your friends. think of their hands in yours. it isnt eternal.youve lived through worse. the empty sky is still beautiful.#the lack of her is still beautiful

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bigmammallama5 · 4 months

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Do you sell your pottery anywhere?

Just through the shop of the community arts center I make/work/teach at! Right now it looks like my tumblers and a mug are still there, but I'm not completely sure since the website has been wonky lately. I guess?? They ship? I've only ever bought items in person from there, but you could ask if you're interested!

#ask me stuff!#pottery #sorry that's the only place #i dont have the space or the bandwidth or resources to run an etsy or anything #but thats more than i used to do lol #besides for friends and family #but yeah its a 60 40 split in profit where i get 60%#and honestly i am 10000% cool with yall getting my pots from sawtooth bc that helps support the arts center #i need to make some more things for them #im also thinking of submitting to their holiday sale at the end of the year but we'll see how much brain space i have #the hardest part is actually saving pots to sell bc i give so many away lmao #and with this last soda kiln in march i'll be giving a lot away and a lot to the studio's seconds sale #bc they arent BAD pots but they arent good enough #too many errors #too many nasty wadding stickages making ugly bottoms #but they can still be nice functional pots for someone who doesnt care about that #i do unfortunately have a box of pots that are lost basically #too much silicon carbide drippings on them #i'll break those and repurpose the pieces for drainage in my potted plants #but also selling through the center makes my taxes A LOT EASIER LMAO #bc i get a form directly from them

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turtlespancake · 2 months

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me when i write a character who is prone to dooming themself and then they run off and doom themself. core traits are stubbornness and a willingness to disregard their own humanity gET BACK HERE IM NOT DONE WITH YOU

#rambling #surprisingly this is not about jakob.. im just really consistent about my favorite character archetypes 😭😭#WARNING THE NOTES ON THIS ARE REALLY LONG I STARTED RAMBLING #“ouhh i have a headache i'll just lie down and rotate my blorbos in no general direction for a while until it goes away” and then boom.#serious plot considerations. 2 questions answered 24million new questions raised. this is specifically Not what i asked for.#so now im sitting here STILL dizzy running mental calculations on how i can get this bitch out of peril without reworking everything #but they literally keep dying in every timeline 😭😭 every single plausible road leads to them running off and screwing themself over #“character who doesn't realize they want to live until it's way too late to look back” VS #“character who is forced to live and handle the things they never though they'd survive long enough to deal with” FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT.#fucking hell i have never had this much trouble writing a character as i have with them #they genuinely do just run off and do shit without my permission and then i have to pace for an hour or two wondering #“ok they wOULD do that. but should they. do i feel like i can confidently write that.”#im like constantly in this tug of war trying to get them to CHILL #but also they are absolutely my favorite character from the entire project. but like. FUCK GET BACK HERE #is death the most satisfying end to this arc? is someone who was Set on dying then NOT dying the most satisfying end to the arc?#how many bridges can you burn until you irreparably set yourself aflame too?#would ghost or revival plotline work?? would it make sense with the worldbuilding??#do i just Like Them enough to want them to not die?? where do i draw the line between personal bias and a good arc?#is death not feeling as impactful as survival solely because i've been writing for so long that it's lost the initial impact?#and other such plot considerations...#im gonna have such an easy time writing another character though 😭😭 because THAT character's dynamic in the second act #is to stare at character 1 and be like “why are you like this. i mean i know Why but can you chill. please.” and like damn bro me too #actually wait no i think kaey.a is the hardest character i've ever written i take it back #had to worry about his 20million facades AND his Actual feelings AND canon compliance. shit is hard #i still havent finished the k/aeya fic i started back when the chasm first released which is uhh. two years ago. oops.#i think i struggle writing emotionally repressed liars i think thats what this is 😭😭 anyways.#(voice of guy who has been obsessed with nonlinear narratives and tragedies for several years):#“is it too much to kill this character in a nonlinear exploration game with tragic elements”#like bitch what are you talking about 😭😭 YOU'RE the target audience here figure it out #sorry the notes on this are just my writing journal now apparently

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aftermathing · 3 months

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white man experiences racism for the first time. sad!

#Every time I instinctively select Astarion to lead the party and try to talk to someone and they say I smell like shit and to fuck off #im kinda like. good. put him in his place. this is lae'zel's turf #bg3 #aslo when he stands directly in the sunlight he hurts my eyes ALDKJSLGK #Also I have a mod that removes the girls' makeup so that's why my kar and lae look prettier than your games' does #ugh I cowered away from wyll art and sc with horns for so long because i thought it was act iii spoilers #but it turns out it's a good thing that happens five minutes in that usually everyone does because it's good #and I'm the only person on earth who fucked up and lost karlach bc I saved a child from being murdered in cold blood #which started a battle in the grove #so to be in character i had wyll kill karlach because i couldn't recruit her but i found her head in a chest and can't play that save anymo #after starting this second playthrough as astarion and becoming friends with karlach #and how she is so kind and loving and affectionate even though she feels no approval towards astarion #literally the other two are high approval but karlach is stuck firmly at neutral or fair #but she still talks to me like a friend and that makes me cry and i killed her in cold blood before i even knew her and i didn't mean to #sorry i hope i get meds that makes me care about humans as much as i care about characters :(

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hydrachea · 4 months

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For the first time ever I had guarantees for both banners(!) and wanted both characters equally(!!), so I let the weapon banner decide who I'd pull.

It has decided. For now abs prevail.

#might catch clorinde on a rerun still because on god her animations are SO COOL #but i fumbled haitham twice (first time saving for hu tao second time lost 50/50)#so i'm VERY happy to finally have my hands on him #and waiting paid off since i don't just get to have c0 but c0r1 #into the mines now! the mines!#i already have a flower and feather but nothing else for a good 4pc gilded so he's running 2pc gilded 2pc wanderer #genshin #ray's records #sorry tighnari you'll have your pieces back eventually

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kr-cube · 3 months

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read a post that said chappell roan's music was boring as fuck and thought they were just being annoying on purpose. Sad to learn this person was right

#likeee i have lost any sort of fate in usa pop female singers a long time ago but #so many friends so many people online hailed her as the second coming of lady gaga or something #and when i finally decide to give her album a listen its just... 40 minutes of the most boring 2010s pop #not even trying to hide the fact that this is her take on taylor swifts 1989. but even more boring and with a better voice #she does have a nice voice and the production was good but with the sole purpose of grabbing lesbian taylor swift fans its sooo obvious man #i wish lesbians made good music. like for real good music. (im talking about patti smith/pj harvey/fiona apple levels of good music.#sorry im that type of person with that type of normal taste but my god. not a single artist does it like them nowadays. and its annoying)#female artists no longer hit like mid 90s tori amos and its so sad. and fuck 2010s pop i hate that shit i cant believe we are back to that #so fast #i saw an add to a concert with only 'queer female artists' and everyone was saying oh this is sooo lesbian coded and shit. i hate it. so #so so much. i hate the stereotypical 'lesbian music' that goes around online. not because i dont believe people cant enjoy things #like you do you but for me all that stuff is soooo boring and seeing that encapsulate what 'lesbian taste' is #is so wrong

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todayisafridaynight · 5 months

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YOUR PREV POST IS SOOO REAL DUDE. Mine scolding daigo was the hottest thing ever bro and daigo himself saying other than kashiwagi mine is the only guy who has the balls to scold him like that.. giggling and kicking my feet in the airrrrrr

no thats what im saying like im going to throw up and cry and i will simply need thirty minutes alone its so good whenever i thinka bout it ..........

#snap chats #SECOND ANON YOURE SO REAL LIKE I LOVE KIRYU BUT SOMETIMES HE NEEDS TO GET KICKED IN THE PANTS #ALLEGEDLY.#balancing being a kiryu and daigo fan is so real ...... i love daigo and kiryu was mad unfair to him #but i also love kiryu because he's so messy but also means well but intention is lost on actiona nd ouuugughh......#mine's frustration is so relatable too like seeing- even just a friend Period- stress themselves out like that #and you just wanna grab them by the shoulders and shake them and be like MOTHERFUCKER !!!!!!!!!!!! lovingly.#like UGH its so good ... its also an aspect of mine i love so much #like yes he wants bonds and relationships but that doesnt make him a doormat or a yesman yk what i mean #like he'll agree with daigo and follow daigo on things but he won't always agree if he thinks he has a better idea #whether that idea Is actually better is not relevant the point is i love how he can disagree with daigo but still adore him #and vice versa in that daigo can take that criticism and not take it so personally and values it #hmm... i love mine and daigo i think ....... together and as individuals.... they just ... //mashes dolls together//#they go together so well .... complete each other even ... im sorry im being menty

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emiliosandozsequence · 8 months

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i think penny robinson should be allowed to kill her family actually

#i'm watching lost in space and good grief it's bad #but it's got toby stephens in it and the second season is much better than the first one and i feel so sorry for this girl #her family is so shitty to her and she gets put in the worst situations for zero reason other than she has the worst luck #i relate to her a lot #txt

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goddess-of-frot · 15 days

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Alright I’m back

#Lost a good chunk of libido due to major life plans being put completely on hold for reasons outside my control #That and each time I’d reblog a donation post I’d literally receive 10 more and that stressed me out #And a bunch of other reasons #Anyways if anyone has tips on getting an apartment in Seattle when you have savings but not jobs cause you’re not local yet #Let me know #I’d like to live in a state that didn’t just slash 90% of HRT access for the second time in the past year and I can legally use the bathroo #Sorry I know I don’t normally post bummer stuff on here but things have been kinda fucked recently hence the break

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cubedmango · 1 year

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thought id see some deep and thought-provoking discussions about the philosophical and moral questions posed in atsv but all im seeing is a whole bunch of "the whole spider society is evil and fucked up for trying to save the entire fabric of the multiverse even if they have to bear personal grief for it and miles is the only Good One" and man . expected too much from the 'spends 90% time and energy thirsting for scary big vampire guy' fandom huh

#sorry im just . kinda really mad abt takes im seeing (against my will but alas..... twt fyp and ao3 tag cursed as hell)#like ???? just not getting the nuance of the conflict in the movie at All . its not supposed to be one side wholly good one side wholly bad #taking ppl away from this movie for a second and sitting them in front of the trolley problem . baby steps so try to understand this first #NOT ABT MIGUELS METHODS BTW THEY WERE 100% FUCKED UP !!!! he went way too far thats not even up for debate #but more the mindset he was coming from which is still justified from his perspective like dude lost an entire World!! comprehend that !!!!#also ppl getting on gwens and peter bs and peni's cases abt 'betraying' miles like theyre doing smth insanely evil like bro..... enough #aauagghhgh psychic damage from bad takes is happening i need to stop reading these #ummnmnm . dunno if i should even post this idk maybe im the only one thinking too hard abt it #atsv spoilers #my post

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