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wangxianficrecs · 6 months

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💙 spoke like we meant it by BlackWiresOnHerHead

💙 spoke like we meant it

by BlackWiresOnHerHead (@blackwiresgrowonherhead)

T, 10k, Wangxian

Summary: A smile spreads across Wei Ying’s face. He has a long and extensive list of Favorite Gifts From Lan Zhan, and at the very top of the list are nights like this. “Lan Zhan? Sleepwalking again, huh?” Lan Zhan looks up at him, eyes open but unmistakably glassy, and continues methodically peeling stalks of celery. “Mn.” -- Five times Wei Ying says how he really feels while Lan Zhan is sleepwalking, and one time Lan Zhan is awake to hear it. Kay's comments: What an absolutely adorable story!! Cuteness overload!! I still haven't recovered!! A 5+1 story in which Lan Wangji sleepwalks and his roommate Wei Wuxian looks out for the most adorable sleepwalker in the world. I loved, loved, loved how until the very end the only interactions we had between Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji was only during the night when Lan Wangji sleepwalked, so we really only knew what Wei Wuxian told us about their relationship through their POV. Major cuteness with a hint of angst. Excerpt: He smiles when he speaks again, even though his audience won’t really see it. “Ah, wonderful Lan Zhan, you’ve worked so hard, and you’re going to wake up soon. You need to go back to bed.” Lan Zhan emphatically shakes his head. “I have to make him something. It must be perfect, he deserves—” He shakes his head again, agitated. “He is so good, he doesn’t think he should get good things, but he does. I will give him good things.” “I can—” Wei Ying coughs a little. There’s a lump in his throat, and he wonders if he’ll ever get used to this. All these reminders of how good Lan Zhan really is. How good Lan Zhan is to him. “I can make the cake for Wei Ying. You need to go rest, Lan Zhan. I promise I’ll make him the best osmanthus cake in the world, I just need you to go back to bed.” “If it’s not good, I will kill you,” he says, deathly serious. Wei Ying carefully breathes around the sensation in his chest that feels like it’s being filled by an expanding balloon. “I’ll keep that in mind,” says Wei Ying, and he gently tugs Lan Zhan back to his room to put him to bed.

pov wei wuxian, modern setting, modern no powers, 5+1 things, roommates, friends to lovers, getting together, sleepwalking, sleepwalking lan wangji, humor, fluff and humor, cute, soft lan wangji/wei wuxian, accidental confession, love confessions, family feels, light angst, angst with a happy ending

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lazylittledragon · 2 months

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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:

i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???

#ramble #sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well #if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD #he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE #like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one #holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do #and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that #idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything #also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore #so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks #also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently #also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this #again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable #if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time

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c00kietin · 5 months

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oml sometimes our conversations at the dinner table can be crazy-

as quoted from my dad-

"Don't put yourself down, that's what other people are for! :D"

#he meant this as a joke so do not fret I found this funny lmao #we also spoke in haikus for like half the time just because-#talking

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v-67 · 4 months

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So I'm kinda waiting for Demon Slayer's latest season to be released completely before I start watching it, and every time I scroll around to watch something, I see Tanjiro looking at me like that

And it feels like, he's either judging me or being sad about why I am not watching him😭😂😂

So while scrolling I make a 🥹 face, and say Don't look at me like that, i gotta wait until the whole season is released🥲 and feeling slightly guilty, I scroll around

Also I've completed watching everything in my continue watching list, I only rewatch them because, no reason, love em. Idk why I felt like I needed to say that, but eh.

Also, pls pls pls, No spoilers. Waiting for the show to be completely released and I'll binge watch it. So no spoilers okay? Thanks, love you😗✌️

#demon slayer #writeblr #tumblr #random #writerscorner #anime #writeup #anime episodes #writer #anime recommendation #tanjiro kamado #demon slayer tanjiro #kny #kimetsu no yaiba #kimetsu fanart #kny tanjirou #tanjiro kimetsu no yaiba #randomm #nezuko kamado #netflix anime #netflix #a random embarassing fact ig #I had no idea what Netflix and chill actually meant #so when some guy told me lets Netflix and chill I was like yeah okay. also i was trying to be brave and trying out new things #so i said okay #its just some tv and we'll just talk #and i went to his place and I actually saw an episode of a random tv show and then we spoke about art and then i left #plus i had never met him so obv I wasn't going to sit super close to him plus that would be weird(to me) because i need some connection #so later on i told my bestfriend and she explained to me what Netflix and chill actually is and i was just🫠 and i kept remembering that gu #nvm I'm out of hashtags

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pochapal · 8 months

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kumasawa loves to call things "horrible" when she clearly Knows Something

#umineko liveblog #trying to focus in on stuff is so hard when my head's spinning because Beatrice Spoke #fully feels like a bomb was dropped on the story and i can't even articulate how/why yet in the moment #which means that what's happening is the fear overwhelming mechanism deployed in the horror moments #ie overwhelm and freak out the reader enough that they Miss Something so this means i need to pay extra attention #but like. we heard from the actual for real golden witch. HOW am i meant to digest that promptly

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sowearecleariamhere · 1 month

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your blog feels the same kind of safe as the inside of the main hall at a woodcraft camp whilst the rain is chucking it down and now everyone's gathered by the fireplace because we can't have a campfire and we're singing songs and whispering to eachother and laughing because of the shadow puppet shows and we all feel safe and happy even though we feel cold

That is beautiful imagery! Thank you so much <3

#it's described so crystal clear that it feels like you have been in that kind of place #so clear that it feels like I too am there #I hope I understand correctly #and it is a place you would want to be #where you make the best with what you have #cherish the people around you and the time you have together #even in adverse situations and if the world seems cold and cruel #maybe exactly for those reasons #and where you try to find and look at the good things and cradle them in the hands of your heart #because who and what are we if we lose our hope and stop looking for the light in the storm #anyway... if that is not what you meant. oops. ^^'#i just got swept up there #what you wrote really spoke to me #so thank you for this image now living in my head :))#do tell me (if you want to) whether that is what you meant #if it is that is one of the best things I might have ever been told #<3

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scleracentipede · 1 year

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Favorite things about Jonathan Crane?

honestly idk everything ?? I just love that old man so much

what’s everyone’s fave thing about him? Leave it in the replies I’m curious 👀

#probably his highly autism coded nature and being viceriously bullied in format years just spoke to tiny autistic us idk #it’s hard to really explain our fave thing about a special interest it’s like ?? all of it??#I also like that he’s meant to be ‘ugly’ I think he’s beautiful but it’s like yeah ugly bastard solidarity #(not in a self deprecating way we actively desire to be unattractive but that’s like too deep for a silly blog to go into)#but yeah we just love him #also we have introjects of him in our system so it’s like hey that’s my buddy!! he sent that email I didn’t want to #pj talking #answered

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kurp-stuff · 4 months

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Well the french in the last episode of iwtv was certainly something

#I think I needed the subtitles almost as much as someone who does not speak french. Had to re listen to some of the lines like 2 or 3 times #WHILE reading the subs to know wtf they were saying. Or am I stupid ? I'll ask friends what they think #(Not all the lines but some were hard to get for me)#Like i understand the main actors are not fluent. Not sure they even speak french cause sometimes it sounds like they dont know what the #fuck they're saying themselves. But would it kill them to hire at least french actors for background characters who have 2 lines. So that #at least the environement is believable. Like it was okay in the 1st season cause there werent big sentences in french but here..nope #also when Sam Reid speaks english with the french accent it's okay. It works honestly. I mean I think. And at least it's funny.#But in s2 having them act those big sentences wasn't a good idea. Really you can see they dont know where to put what little tonic accent w #have in french. And so it sounds fake. I mean ''ça sonne faux'' but i dont know how to translate that exactly in english. But yeah makes th #lines sound unsincere and meaningless. So the acting is downgraded. And I can see they're putting a lot of effort into it but it does #Make them sound like they're struggling hard. And we go back to the line not feeling right. Like they dont know what they're saying you kno #*I meant intonation rather that tonic accent (maybe ?) french doesnt have a lot of tonic accent(s). but both probably apply to this case)#Im only this bitchy about it cause it's a rather big production. Im pretty sure they have the resources to do better.#I know it most likely the same for any other language that was represented in the show. Or other shows for that matter. It's just that #I dont have expertise on other languages. Tho i dont remember what show i was watching where the actors spoke spanish and even i could tell #they were neither spanish nor from any latin america country. For the record i am not very good at spanish.#iwtv

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mushiewrites · 1 year

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Hi I’m very anonymous and no one knows who I am ooooh

What inspired Mr.Kitzel?

from this milestone post / mr. kitzel

ohhhhh @cayjno 😇🧡

so it was literally like.....the second time Juno and I had spoken like for a long period of time. I don't know what she said to me, I think it was probably something challenging, and I literally said BET and then wrote this over night

it was based off of a post juno had made (found here), which is a back scratcher called Mr. Tickle, even though thats not her first language or the first language of her country. SOOOOO juno told me what the word was in her first language and I ran with it :D purely out of spite to make juno freak out <3

got some pretty good reactions too <3

anyways... yeah, Mr. Kitzel was for juno <3 I was inspired out of spite and determination to make juno get flustered and angy, and I got what I wanted <3

#anon #asks #heheheheh yes thank u anon!#i was hoping someone would ask this one for this specific reason #and that reason is calling juno out <3 #cayjno #love u bb <3 #the one screenshot got messed up but I am not scrolling back to last sept again <3 #also anon.....whomst are u #are u llama #whomst are #mushies 300 milestone #and when i say second time for a long period of time i meant it was the second time we spoke for like HOURS

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merlinxmagic · 2 years

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That interview was so disappointing wtf

#Like kit barely spoke???#And none of the questions even meant anything #Like bruh no one cares #The one thing we got was jack being a genyalina shipper woo #But other then that it was just darkling shit #Here i was expecting a panel with just kit and jack #Wylan van eck #Jesper fahey #Netflix #Sab netflix #Shadow and bone netflix #Grishaverse #Alina starkov #Nikolai lantsov #tamar kir bataar #Soc #Six of crows #Wesper #Genyalina

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ereborne · 5 months

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Song of the Day: May 1

"Wicked Old Witch" by John Fogerty

#song of the day #it's May now! why does time!#did not finish the work trainings today. did finish setting up the tank for Duncan's frog #hopefully we'll be getting the frog next Saturday so we wanted time for the tank to cycle a while first #today's song comes up in Inheritance by Nora Roberts which I mentioned in those book asks last week (that was last week right)#it's got a ghost in (got lots of ghosts actually. pretty cool ghost setup) who communicates by playing different songs on the MC's tablet #I really love characters like that. very very fun #Bumblebee from Transformers my precious baby <3 #also there was a 'dancehall demon' in this witchy cozy mystery I read the other day #not a great book would not recommend but the demon guy was pretty fun. reminded me of Lorne from Angel kinda #if he spoke in his own voice everybody around would swoon so he had magic background music he used to communicate #it's always a neat mechanic #though if it's not a specific line being played as a specific response Bumblebee-style #but (as in Inheritance and the dancehall demon book both) rather the title of the song that's meant to be the message #then it does require the other character(s) in the scene to have a really quick and accurate ability to recognize and name songs #I kinda like the idea of a song playing and the speaking character going 'oh uh actually I don't know this one. what is it?'#and then either they have to pull out their phone and shazam it or some bullshit #or it plays through and they have to wait however long and then if/when the title line plays the ghost boosts the volume for a split second #like fingerspelling the one sign you don't know but much much slower and with more fast-forwarding through guitar solos

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shopcat · 7 months

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as much as i enjoy conceptually the whole Everyone finds out how zuko got his scar tropey thing bc i agree it's a strange little knowledge gap for them to have to be happily exploited for like, patting him on the head, but i also feel like it's just like. well OBVIOUSLY it's an excuse to throw some love at him which is good and i like it but when people use it as a way to like ... have people tell him it was Wrong and Bad well that's just stupid. the literal entire point of his confrontation with ozai during the eclipse is zuko TELLING his father that himself and then leaving to follow his own path. it's one of his biggest moments as a character and IS his most defining moment of deciding to take a stand against his father. like he knows it was bad he came to that conclusion himself he literally even said it was cruel!!! "how could you possibly justify duelling a child. it was cruel and it was wrong"!!!! he doesn't need people telling him Child Abuse Is Bad Zuko like. he knows. it's kind of part of his whole arc.

#🐾#it's honestly crazy how people can see a character who spent honestly the vast majority of all 3 seasons coming to terms with EVERYTHING #about his place in the war about his family about his father about who he is as a person and what he needs to do #overcoming the indoctrination. letting go of the need for his fathers Approval. and realising he was wrong BY HIMSELF!!#when he says as well that he had to come to the conclusion ON HIS OWN!! .. WHEN he was banished #and then just be like. we need to tell him #like Oh my god.. he knows ...#the thing about that trope that makes it interesting is how he got his scar is a significant and also defining part of who he is #via the snowballing results. and his friends who he had been you know hunting not knowing that huge part of him is like DUDE #but i honestly kind of like it as well like i dunno that's why it's so interesting #people literlalt lvoe zuko bc of his you know. entire character. it's not just because he's sometimes funny or silly #and you're meant to love his character and his ''redemption arc'' wasn't a true redemption arc or maybe it's just the best one on earth #well it probably is ngl. bc from the very beginning you're meant to be rooting for him #he's set up almost immediately against zhao. he's countered with his sympathetic kindly uncle #we learn and it is INTEGRAL!!! that we learn that he got hurt when he spoke out specifically on the behalf of innocent people #in an act that was ultimately futile bc they were torn up in the war machine.#like i don't know believe me zuko knows Why the war is bad and Why his dad is bad specifically that's the whole damn point #walks away kicking a can #child abuse mention

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manicpixiefelix · 8 months

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Took a nap in the middle of the day and had the most bizarre series of dreams, some were in fact nightmares, HOWEVER Ollie and Felix were in the last one??? Felix Catton continues to be the most beautiful man I've ever seen in my conscious or unconscious life???? All I got was one of the best and most real feeling kisses I've ever had in a dream, and I'm so mad I woke up. :(

cannot escape Saltburn or the Felix/Reader/Oliver fantasies even while asleep it seems...

(my tags are for posterity lol sorry but if you wanna read the full dream go right ahead. I reached the tag limit but all that was left was essentially the main text of this post lol)

#i will say the early part of the dream was very different. i Was jason momoa for a while there. also a child. also maybe peacemaker #evan Peters as magneto was tearing apart school buses and children and also he fucked my (whoever i was as jason momoa) mom which i saw??#then there was two of me (jason momoa)?? he also may have become peacemaker i might be misremembering. we were in the jungle #no metal so he wasnt a threat #except he was peacemaker and i (artie the writer in the body of jason momoa) am not a good fighter and he bullied me for it. womp womp #then we were saved by a tribe of superheroes who lived in the jungle and were definitely pitting us against each other #but i wasnt Jason momoa anymore except i was when i was swinging through the jungle like george of the jungle #but i was me when i got to the beach and started swimming and hunting for food and shoving every random piece of food into my mouth #except the eel which i was told i had to cook 😞#cooked the eel over a tealight at the beach camp/tribe which i was apparently part of even though i was meant to have been with the forest #also spoke to some irl collegues from the festivals i worked at last year and aparently as an 'initiate' to the tribe i and the others #have to find a place to sleep in the open #also that theres some kind of game???? some weird game that happens with the forest tribe initiates???? like hide and seek #and we on the beach only have a set time to prepare #immediately me and the rest of the beach initiates are like Get Fukt were not sleeping on the sand and gravitate towards #the weird warehouse based playground?? that was there for some reason?? and had so many security cameras??? what was my mind doing honestly #its under cover but the two other initiates im close to now dont feel like its secure enough to not be found #also the hide and seek aspect now has sinister undertones for those doing the hiding it seems. its more nightmare again #im a very awkward person irl with touch (its the autism lol) so it was big of me to hold hands with this dude #because we were running out of time to hide and i was afraiddddd #for the record i shouldnt have been lmfao #ANYWAYS idk when or who gives me the tip that i should hide on the other side of these weird black bed frame situations #but im assured by a girl i went to uni with (maddy i lov u thanks for cameoing in my dream???) that it works???#so im squeezed up in the corner behind this loft bedframe and it turns out the hiders can see like it's a sunny daytime #seekers are going around in the dark #makes it much less spooky #also it means i just got to watch fi and ollie (and others) being hot and essentially hunting people down #(hm do i have a thing for predator/prey dynamics??? that's future arties problem to think about)#the point is fi and ollie find my friend maddy #who is just in front of me but i duck out of their grasp consistently but they're weirdly persistent so much that even maddy comments on it

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randomraytrash · 1 year

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And I thought my reaction to my best friend coming out to me when we were like 12 was bad, good Lord Ted

#ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #To be clear I didn't react bad to the coming out but my best friend said she was “coming out” to me and my first language is not English #And we weren't communicating in English but for some reason she used “coming out” in English instead of telling me “Fratè so' lesbica”#So I didn't really understand what or where she was “coming out” from??? Like the hell she meant?#But I tried to play it cool because she was dead serious and on the verge of tears #I literally smiled (internally scrambling to understand what the hell she was talking about) and said “Okay cool”#Years later she still refer to my reaction as the best and the worst reaction she ever had to her coming out #Best because once she finally spoke in terms I understood I was cool with it for real #bad because it was a really underwhelming and boring reaction and I apparently didn't ask many question and immediately said we were cool #For context I had to google what coming out meant later that day #luckily after telling me that term she helpfully explain with crude words what genitals she liked to eat so I catch up really fast too #But still a bit to late to have a proper reaction that wasn't a smile blue screen and a internal panicking

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backjustforberena · 2 years

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I have so many thoughts about Rhaenys Targaryen and especially after hearing Eve actually talk through those scenes in that podcast. I just wish I could sit down and talk to her about it for hours because I know she could

Also hear more about the conversations she had with Steve about Corlys embodying masculinity and Rhaenys being the pinnacle of feminine strength and not having to sacrifice either in either their strongest or weakest moments and that even coming into conversations around costuming.

#like eve's armour was meant to be a bit more thuggish #and have a throat guard #and i know we spoke about her black outfit being very masculine #but omg it's still made of soft as heck fabrics #and accentuates her curves and has that length expected for a woman etc etc #rhaenys targaryen

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haarute · 11 months

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i genuinely believe i could do well as a death growl vocalist in a shitty metal band that doesn't have any future ahead of them but we're all just having fun so nobody minds our lack of quality too much

#long way of saying i think i can perform at like a mediocre but decent enough 7/10 i think. until i get tired.#it is the only way of singing i can do because lord knows there's nothing clean in my vocals lmao #fun fact i learned how to sing harsh vocals because when i was 13 my best friend at the time and i said we'd sing a duet of Ichirin no Hana #also i was huge into maximum the hormone and slipknot at the time. obviously.#but yeah i put all of my musical spec points into learning how to do that part specifically.#we never did sing that together. but i spoke to her again after almost a decade and she brought this up herself #which was very heartwarming as i never forgot how much that meant for me at the time. glad to know she remembered too.

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