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crazypigeonenjoyer · 6 months

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#started testosterone today #guess this is my celebration post #house md #picmix #hate crimes md #crazy pigeon

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onewolfaday · 2 years

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023. love it when wolves do that thing where they just put their mouths on eachothers faces

#theyre so cute when they do it. menaces to eachother #unrelated but i start testosterone today. hi :) i just felt like sharing #wolves #wolf

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theriverbeyond · 1 month

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i have a deep laugh now btw :3 if you even care

#im practicing my falsetto voice today aka visiting my parents.......#YES my parents are dykes NO i havent told them i started T. it's complicated ‼️#anyway everyone say thank you testosterone for making me soooo hot now #it is really hitting me like a truck i will say..... 🫡🙏🤘#trb.txt #trb.hrt

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bloodofgrapes · 2 years

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past and present

#art #Miles Edgeworth #Ace Attorney #this is definitely unrelated to the fact that I finally started testosterone today #a lot of mixed feelings #but overall joy and relief

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plaguedoctormemes · 9 months

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Its extremely funny to me that some people claim that testosterone makes people scary and violent when literally the reason im having horrible violent intrusive thoughts about stupid stuff instead of just rolling my eyes and moving on rn is because i havent had my shot in a few weeks

#the doctor is in #literally whole body tensing n aching because im just filled with so much bitter anger for no reason other than some people online are dumb #dw im picking up my prescription after work today #(also as a note i would have violent thoughts before i even started taking testosterone)

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jasper-dracona · 10 months

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JnwbfjaugenamIbenwjzicnsjxidnnw!!!! 💙✨🏳️‍⚧️✨🏳️‍⚧️💙✨

#GOING TO SEE THE DOCTOR TODAY #GONNA START T #ITS BOY TIME BABEY #IM SO EXCITED #trans #trans guy #trans dude #trans man #transgender #transgender guy #transgender man #transgender dude #trans joy #trans euphoria #gender euphoria #gender #testosterone

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buysomecheese · 7 months

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It’s funny to me that my t-shot day, today, is Leap Day. Like that’s kinda funny I think. I also like that Leap Year is the year I graduate high school + start college. Wouldn’t it be fun to see if I could get my top surgery on Feb. 29, 2028 I think that would be So cool actually

#in other words I started testosterone today #obviously first day I’m not seeing any changes yet y’know #but I’m So excited #I also took my car through the car wash and made significantly less a fool of myself than I did last time #I don’t think I want to make a huge deal about being on testosterone because idk I just want to be A Guy about it #like be stealth about it ig #I’m so excited I feel. calm in my body. and prepared for changes.#and I don’t want to like emphasize that I Wasn’t on T and I’m On T Now ig #idk I’m like conceptualizing this strangely I’m so excited #we’ll reconsider tomorrow lmao

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the-apocalypse-is-cancelled · 1 year

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I deserve a prize for walking around in public knowing everyone is perceiving me as a girl

#its soooo fucking hard today #i really hope i can start testosterone soon

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dismalzelenka · 10 months

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#today i had a pianist during a rehearsal go “wow your voice you just have so much natural talent i mean some people really work for years—”#and i kinda snapped #and i was polite but also i unloaded the entire story of the last thirteen years in the cosmic joke that is my life #this lady got thirteen years of trauma in a twenty minute speed run #she Learned Things today about existential despair and the societal clusterfuck that is the Trans Experience #and how that intersects in the classical singing world in an incredibly challenging and fucked up way #and how i went from scooting under the door into a voice program with seven lessons under me #and then three years later proceeded to fling myself into a testosterone fueled vocal puberty in the midst of a professional singing degree #and lost the respect and support of most of the vocal and choir faculty because everyone thought i was committing professional suicide #if it werent for my own voice teacher (who at some point became the mother figure I'd never had) keeping me afloat i would not be here #i have c-ptsd from the shit i went through in the choir department #i had to drop out of school for a semester because my body just folded under the stress #i started getting migraines severe enough i was hospitalized twice with stroke-like symptoms #two weeks ago i had a former teacher from the early days deadname me in front of our colleagues #she tried to play it off as no big deal and it just reminded me no matter how successful i become in this field #no matter how much work i put in to overcome my past #its always going to come back and find me through people who refuse to learn respect #and somehow! im still here! im making a living in the field i trained for #how many people in my generation in the arts degree sector can say that?? by some metrics i am thriving but jesus goddamn #i clawed and fought and bit and dragged myself to where i am right now and had to find my voice TWICE and the worst part is #she meant well #the pianist i mean #and i was polite when i told my story but it was so important to me that she understood #no amount of talent would have gotten me here without sleepless nights and long hours and blood and sweat and tears and you know what #maybe i am a better person for it but dont compliment me by implying i have some inherent gift from a god i dont even believe in #dont tell me your god put me in this place to teach other people compassion #i didnt brush the door of death as many times as i did for the sake of someone else's enlightenment #its been a long 13 years. hell its been a long 2023. in the last eleven months ive had a fundamental upheaval #of everything i thought i knew and understood about myself #so yea im standing at the gate to hell looking the devil in the eye. try me bitch. ive endured worse.

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lunar-fey · 2 months

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ruh roh!

#this idiot forgot to take his testosterone. literally every day for the last like 2 months.#and guess who decided to fucking say hi. just fucking guess.#(spoiler. my uterus.)#fortunately i have some old pads still but like. rude as fuck bro.#also started the strattera today. so erm hoping for the best

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sleeping-satan · 3 months

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"You enjoying being waited on?" I've been in the hospital for three days and yeah, besides the blood being drawn at 4am, being unable to go outside, needing permission to take a shower or get meds for pain and fever, needing to wake up every hour at night to pee, getting an mri done at 5am where I had to hold my breathe with pneumonia while listening to what sounded like a car horn, being unable to wear clothes, and being kept from eating until 3pm today, yeah, room service is nice.

#I'm also unable to get my testosterone or meloxicam #I could go on #but yeah I started crying today and my sister asked me that question later #like she doesn't know the tests im getting and shit but I knew I'd get a comment like that eventually #random shit

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duvgaleni · 10 months

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#it is 8:12 am and my veins are on fire #i got in a car accident two days ago #yesterday i finished a painting thats genuinely my favorite piece of art in any medium that ive made in years #and today im talking to two different doctors about starting testosterone #i am thrumming with energy how bizarre for mid december #personal

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chronic-monachopsis · 2 years

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