#suicideandpresscoverage

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Hi! Can I ask you a question? I tried to go through your messages but I can’t 🫠

Sure you can, I cannot promise I will answer but I will do my very best.

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where do you go when you don’t feel safe with anyone ?

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Okay edgelord

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She’s the giggle at a funeral

You are sexy and beautiful; handsome and hardcore, intelligent, enigmatic. Unique and crazy. You are all the things the world is meant to be and none of the things that waste it's time. I don't love you anymore now that I come to think of it. I've moved well beyond "love". Something else. How do I know? Because love is a word humans associate with an emotion akin to how a person feels about something. You love your family if you were offered one in this life. You love your kids. You love your wife. Maybe your dog; or thy neighbor. So whatever it is I feel is so beyond the pale of love that I know that it's not love. Take comfort in the idea you may never hear the words I love you again from this mouth. And you won't get this until the morning because I won't send it until then. And I expect a completely emotionless response so know there is never pressure from this side of the veil. I delved deep into the lyrics of take me to church tonight. It's deep. Deeper than I had given time to properly explore. Maybe I knew it was that deep all along but didn't have the ability to appreciate it in the surroundings. Thing is, you really are the giggle at a funeral so this song has always spoken to me. The art that flows from within you is something I respect with a deliberate solemn reverence.

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what happens if we jump? we die

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Pack your bags. We’re going on a feel trip, bitch

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Thank you for being the same color as the bottom of my favorite lake. Now I won’t have to feel sad for leaving you behind.

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Do you ever feel... how do I say.. useless???

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A sigh into the void

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I love the way you love me

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Cry over what you’ve done, not over me having integrity

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On all levels except physical I am dead in the trunk of a car

- pull the trigger

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I wish you’d just leave me alone

- and other lies I tell myself

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Sometimes it’s a dance party with your best friend in your underwear kinda heartbreak