#tamaki suoh drabble

[sincerely-astra]

☁️Ouran High School Host Club: Tamaki Suoh x royal reader☁️

The definition of, "M'lady ;)"

Legit, for the first time he saw you, he just knew you were different. Something wasn't adding up for him-

Then he found out you were royalty..., oh god...

It doesn't matter if you're a duchess, prince, or the actual ruler or your kingdom, this boy treats you like a god.

All his time, money, and Honey's sweets, go to you! Doesn't matter how upset it makes the other girls, let's be real, mostly Honey and Kyoya, he believes you should be treated like the royal you are.

If you even want him to tone it down a little bit, and potentially not get him kicked out of his own club, then you're gonna have to be hella blunt to his face. Even then, he'll second guess your decision-

He chills out after that and pretty much treats you like a normal guest..., well, except for the fact that he doesn't and he treats you like fine china compared to everyone else.

Atleast he's actually paying attention to other girls now?

Everyone else in host club dubbed Tamaki the, "Consort" to your royalty, really just goes with Tamaki's whole prince theme.

Honestly, he really tries hard to be your prince charming, even if he comes off more so as the damsel in distress.

When you guys aren't busy with the host club or school, he loves to take you to all kinds of places.

He gets that royal life is super strict, so you haven't had the chance to experience a ton of different things, and he wants to help with that! :))

He'll take you to the mall, festivals, and kind of just..., around town. Albeit, it is all still rich people stuff, but its probably the most social interaction you have gotten in your entire life.

If anyone for some reason tries to bother you two while you are out, either since its literally Tamaki Suoh or the fact that you're royalty, I won't lie in saying that he'll literally shoo them like a dog- It's sweet, but also lowkey embarrassing for you.

He'd stop in a heartbeat if you told him to.

Bro actually can not take any criticism from you- Like, he wouldn't be able to normally, but the fact that you're royalty makes him feel worse about it...

Give this man a hug and a kiss-

[obsessedace-jazz]

Tamaki (ohshc) prob has a pretty cock.

Probably the whole host club Ngl (Obviously not haruhi tho..)

(I love the host club🤤)

(Cw: size kink, size difference, smut, reader doesn’t have pronouns, but they’re amab, etc)

I feel like Tamaki would have a size kink, ngl.

Tamaki Suoh having a pretty-but-small, pathetic little cock. It’s barely over 3 inches, and for a man with his ‘ego’ size, you can’t help but tease him. Your words are harsh, like sandpaper, but he’d be a liar if he said he didn’t crave your teases.

Tamaki Suoh feels so small compared to your monster of a cock that towers over his. Something about that makes him shiver in impure delight. His favorite is how his stomach bulges when you fuck him, so make sure to point it out—it always inches him closer and closer to cumming.

[evereinefaust]

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐩𝐚𝐢~ ࿐ྂ

Pairing: Kyoya Ootori X afab!Reader

Synopsis: Bothering the shadow king of the Host Club is MC's hobby, after all, she's quite fond of her cool senpai.

Word Count: 629

"Hey, senpai~ Whatcha doin'~?" You poked the shadow king in the cheeks while he does something on his laptop.

"I'm calculating the Host Club's income and expenses this week. And if you don't mind, please stop poking my cheeks." Kyoya replied as he fixed his glasses.

"You're no fun, senpai..." you pouted cutely and slumped back on the couch you and Kyoya are sitting in.

You are actually quite fond of your senpai, Kyoya Ootori. He's just one year older than you. You once met him at a grand party your father was having, he is one of the guests invited along with his brothers and father. While walking mindlessly through the crowded room, you bumped into him. That's how you met him. And fortunately, you were enrolled in Ouran and met him once again. You always hang out with the Host Club every time just to be with Kyoya, what can I say, your crush for him grew every now and then. It's crush at first sight. For you, he is the perfect senpai you could ask for. It's hard to admit, but a certain someone also had a crush on him. At that time, you wanted to kill the woman just to have your senpai to yourself. Typical yandere? Hahaha, but no. You are a kind-hearted girl and would never think of doing things like that. Though, you would get jealous if other girls are with Kyoya. It's a pain to admit that he never notice you that way, no matter how many times you tried to gain his attention.

You sighed then stood up from the seat, Kyoya paused then looked at you with suspicion.

"Where are you going?" he urged.

"To Tamaki-senpai, maybe I can spend time with him," you replied then gave him a smile before walking away.

But before you could take another step, a hand stopped you from moving. You looked over to the shadow king and gave you his usual smile.

"Stay."

"Why?" you inquired, turning to face him properly. "I thought you needed space?"

"Did I say that?"

"Well... not exactly, I just thought so..." you glanced away and rubbed your temple.

"Stay here, okay?" Kyoya said, letting go of your hand.

You smiled slightly, knowing that he would like you to accompany him. You sat back beside him and looked in his computer. Your eyes widened after what you saw. He's been watching a video called 'you are my senpai' as his eyes stared at the lyrics.

You are my senpai

my only senpai

you give me dokis

and shades of grey

you'll never notice me

but I still love you

you're sugoi, kawaii desu ne

You blushed because once, you wrote a letter to Kyoya containing the song.

"I-I-I...." you stuttered, searching for the right words.

Kyoya chuckled with eyes closed, he then closed his laptop and set it aside. You watched his action in confusion. His brownish-black orbs met yours. Your face heat up as your heart slammed against your rib cage.

"And you thought that I wouldn't notice you, huh?" he chuckled then cupped your chin with his fingers.

"I-I thought you only view me as your underclassmen..." you said.

When you said that, Kyoya laughed for the first time. He smiled, not his usual smile that tells you that he's faking it, but a real smile. A smile that contains glee.

"Stupid girl." He then leaned on and kissed your lips.

[e/c] hues widened in surprise as your heartbeat becomes rapid, your cheeks turned another shade darker.

"I also love you, kouhai." Kyoya pulled away and kissed your forehead.

"I love you too, senpai~" 

[apinchofdoubt]

Everybody assumes that when Tamaki is sick, he’s a melodramatic little baby about it. Hell, Haruhi had assumed the exact same thing for a long time. Mostly because she had never seen him sick.

The thing is, Tamaki almost never gets sick. He’s got a pretty good immune system, and he doesn’t so much as sniffle during allergy season, let alone suffer from colds. So when he gets the flu, nobody really knows how to handle his reaction to being sick.

Which is, of course, full-blown denial.

He refuses to admit that he’s sick. He’s got a burning fever and can hardly go two seconds without sneezing, but he will be Damned if he misses work. Haruhi found him standing at the door, wearing a pair of pajama pants, his bunny slippers, a half-buttoned up shirt, and a hot pink running jacket. She promptly tries to bring him back to bed, which feels akin to trying to cajole an over-tired toddler back into bed.

It takes him an extra long amount of time to get better, mostly because he keeps leaving bed and over-exerting himself when he’s meant to be resting. Haruhi takes it like a champ, mostly because she used to babysit for her neighbors. Surprisingly, baby sensory videos are just as effective on men in their twenties as they are on toddlers.

[morinuu]

☀︎｜tamaki x female reader drabble. you're a client and jealous asf. pining for tamaki lol. angst? maybe. mention of nsfw but nothing's reealllyyy happening. also u have ear piercings & you know haruhi's a girl.

your hands trembled a bit as you stared at the butter knife in held between your fingers, stopped mid-action from spreading the jam on your bread any further.

ouran had the tendency to make you feel lonely, rejected. generally... unhappy.

although there was one thing existing within the grand corridors of ouran that shone like the sun, blinding, immediately burning all of those emotions away. a tall boy whose smile seemed contagious, never failing to make your chest feel fuzzy and warm, as if you'd met a saint before entering heaven.

his blond hair almost radiated a halo surrounding his head, one you could never help but stop and admire.

but you knew you wouldn't be entering heaven, not when you couldn't defeat the disgusting, vile jealousy that sat in your throat whenever his hands would pat her head. or when his words would compliment her 'cuteness! purely adorable manners!' and whatever else he found just delightful on her.

so maybe he wasn't actually burning the negative emotions away. perhaps he was replacing them with others, and not with better ones.

it took a while before you realised tamaki suoh had been waving his hand in your face to bring you back to the conversation.

"miss yn?"

you blinked your thoughts away and looked back at the boy in front of you. with a quick cough to clear your throat, you nodded at the boy and finished spreading the jam on your toast.

"sorry, what were you saying?" you asked with a gentle voice, trying to seem unaffected by the thoughts occupying your brain viciously.

you didn't want to think you disliked haruhi, because she wasn't a bad person. nor had she done anything wrong. she wasn't the problem.

tamaki was.

he and his stupid amethyst-like orbs that sparkled in the sun under the cherry blossom trees during that shitty event the host club was partaking in. his long slender fingers that didn't hold a single scratch on them, proving just how little they'd physically struggled. his delicate pale neck that would be painted a bright pink whenever haruhi did anything.

he was the damn problem.

because you wished his eyes would stare down at you lovingly instead, while his pretty fingers swiped up your folds and played with your clit, his neck and ears flushed because he was rutting his hips on you, panting because of you.

haruhi wasn't to blame if tamaki refused to smear your lipbalm by kissing and licking your mouth in the changing rooms before he had to entertain another client.

so why was she such an irritating sight?

"is everything okay, dear? you haven't finished your tea yet and our date's almost over. that's unusual for you." he frowned slightly and moved a bit closer to you, brushing your hair out of your face to caress your cheek tenderly, as though you were to break.

you always would take the opportunity and lean into his palm, closing your eyes a bit to pretend that any of it was real. he made it seem real every time. and every time you fooled yourself without failure.

'he remembered my tea order!' last week.

'he noticed my haircut!' the month before.

and all those other small, teeny tiny specks of attention he paid to you - they all contributed to your delusions.

"everything's fine, tamaki. i'm just a bit tired. thank you for asking." you assured him and thrived in the feeling of his warm hand on your cheek for however many seconds he'd keep it there before inevitably having to stop.

you wished you could lean just a bit more to the left and peck and bite his fingers as softly as you could.

"if anything is on your mind, remember you can always share it with me, darling. you know i care for you." his hand moved up to caress your ear, the pad of his fingertips tenderly playing with all sorts of different jewellery you'd inserted throughout the surface, before it moved down to your jaw and finally completely separated from your face to rest back on his lap.

oh how you hated (or, tried to at least) his gentle stare and angelic voice that spewed lies in your face shamelessly for money.

that same stupid voice that suddenly got honest and passionate only for the first-year girl disguised as a petit boy.

'liar.'

you shook your head and gave a polite smile, repeating to him that "everything's fine" because you'd rather have the earth swallow you whole than admit your stomach was twisting and turning with raw, sinful envy.

tamaki opened his mouth to say something else, but just before his melodic voice could escape his throat, a yellow dress worn by his next client came into view. 'oh, right. end of appointment.'

"until next time, dear." he chuckled a bit before kissing the back of your hand as farewell.

he might've been called a prince in his club, but your type was always 'the dickheads' as your mum called them. in an ironic way, it made complete sense.

you stared at him walking away while trying to finish your aforementioned tea but to no avail. it was too bitter on your tongue, despite it being your favourite drink of choice, and you couldn't help but feel guilty. because you knew the reason you couldn't stomach it anymore wasn't because it'd gotten cold.

but because just before he went to sit with his next client, he went to check on haruhi.

because he would never turn to look at you the same way - or at all really.

it felt like he belonged to her, with her, and your pathetic attempts at getting closer to him were just an example of you being impudent.

you knew tamaki would never be yours.

and you didn't hate haruhi, but you really fucking wished she would disappear.

[snookienthusi4st]

HIII!!🤍🤍🤍 Tysm for taking my hcs in consideration!! Could you write about Kyoya x reader relationship? Maybe fluff and idk … more spicy IF YOU WANT OFC 😭. Like maybe how the host will react / his family ( EP 25 when his father slapped him got me down bad )

hii ty again for the req! i wrote a drabble on him introducing the reader to the hosts for the first time, hope that works :3

gn! reader but they get called pretty

warnings: none

no nsfw under the cut

your footsteps sound through the empty hallway as your focused eyes scan for music room 3. your hands tug at the hem of your uniform as you near the instructed room and stop at the door.

you try to knock but the door swings open at the soft touch so you decide to just walk in. the room is decorated beautifully, and you take in the view as you tentatively move further inside. you’re still confused though, analyzing the room.

where is he?

you find yourself walking to an empty table, identical to the ones around you which are filled with different girls fawning over different guys. you wonder where your guy is, but you get snapped out of your thoughts by an ecstatic voice. “well, aren’t you pretty!”

your head snaps to face the sound and you’re met with a blonde with bright eyes and an inviting smile on his face. “thank you,” you mumble, uninterested in anyone besides who you’re looking for but remaining kind. “this is the host club, right?”

he nods cheerily. “you’re in the right place! question is, which out of our charming selection would you like to be courted by today?” you laugh and shake your head, but there’s no snappiness to your next words. “sorry, but i’m here for something else.”

the little professionalism he has deflates and his curiosity overtakes him. “what else would you like then? we have lots of other things i think you’d enjoy; autographs, private sessions, magazines-” he starts to ramble excitedly, but a familiar voice cuts him off. “i think you should calm down.”

you turn your head and your previously skeptic eyes soften at the long awaited sight of your boyfriend to the left of the blonde. “there you are,” you say, standing up and moving to hug him, which he returns as always. meanwhile, the blonde is the quietest he’s been since you came in, stunned into silence at his coworker being affectionate to anyone.

“what’s this about, mommy? what haven’t you been telling me?” he huffs dramatically, feigning disappointment as kyoya wraps an arm around your waist.

“i don’t discuss my personal life unless it’s mentioned,” he murmurs indifferently, his other hand running through your hair as you pull away and look up at him.

“so he’s one of your friends?” you ask meekly, gesturing to the blonde who’s feigning annoyance but still obviously curious. he sighs and smiles, ruffling your hair and looking down at you. “unfortunately enough. tamaki suoh.”

you smile and stick out a hand, which tamaki shakes as he looks over to kyoya. kyoya doesn’t smile much, the sight usually reserved for you and him and the rest of the hosts. so when the blonde watches that look on his face stay, he’s overcome with some type of secondhand happiness that he hasn’t felt before.

“tamaki, this is y/n. we’ve been together for some time now.” he says, looking back down at you as your hands intertwine. “have you now?” he replies, that smile coming back onto his face, which you nod in reply to.

a moment passes before tamaki declares, “stay after host hours, y/n! i want you to meet everyone.”

and that you did.

~

“she flew all the way from france to meet him?” you repeat incredulously with a laugh.

“she did!” honey says, sitting next to you and letting you hold usa. “and she was all over him the second she came in! but he was all ‘i have personal feelings for someone else,’ it was so cute!” mori nods in confirmation, which makes you laugh again.

“and we never knew who he was talking about,” hikaru adds, followed by kaoru, “until today.” you smile and look around at all of the hosts.

“i’m happy i got to meet you all,” you say softly, petting usa’s head and handing her back to honey, “it’s good to know he has a nice group of friends.”

“it’s good to know he has people besides us,” tamaki says amusedly, his eyes on you and kyoya as your hands remain interlinked. “we never would’ve guessed he’d date anyone, with how broody and serious he is.”

kyoya scoffs. “don’t get ahead of yourself.” he mutters, which puts a bigger smile on your face as you look up at him.

[host-club-hq]

Holy Mary

➼ pairing: kyoya ootori x reader

➼ summary: fear is not our friend, we are it's victim. luckily, kyoya isn't a victim for long.

➼ word count: 2.4k

➼ what to expect: "Why do you love me?"

➼ warnings: angst

➼ PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE stay tuned for an AMAZING animatic inspired by this drabble! (i had @glomp-me do a commission for me bc inspiration struck when i heard this song!!)

➼ inspired by the song Mary On A Cross by Ghost

Fear is one of the most formidable enemies of the human race. Rather than causing physical casualties, fear preys on one of the most vulnerable parts of a human being- the mind. It plagues the mind with doubt, angst, dread, and stress that eats away at the immune system, bite after bite out of our courage and strength until we are left with nothing but shells of ourselves. It even causes us to turn on one another; our most trusted friends and family aren't even that if fear gets their way. Fear chases away trust until you're questioning even yourself. 

Kyoya's hands cover his face in a moment of deafening silence, hunched over his mahogany desk in a dimly lit room, save for the desk lamp that allows him to read what's on the surface before him. While once this room, his study, was a place of refuge, creativity, and inspiration that had him sitting in his leather seat for hours upon end, accomplishing means that no one else thought possible of him, it has long since been a place of peace. The once tall ceilings and broad walls seem much too cramped now, feeling as though with each day, they're caving in and creating claustrophobia that Kyoya wasn't aware of before. His unfinished work laughs at him, cackling sinister and malicious, and if Kyoya listens closely enough, he can hear the sly little things they whisper;

"Are you just going to sit there?"

"Useless, pathetic piece of garbage. Just like your father always said."

He can't bring himself to do anything but sit there, just as his work mocks. “Just like your father always said,”  it sneers. “Just like he always said: you'll need to do much more than that to impress me, Kyoya.”

These days, Kyoya's thoughts are clouded with nothing but “just like father said, just like he always reminded me, father, father, father.”

Once upon a time, Kyoya's father's words didn't take the toll they do now. There was a time when he simply brushed them off and was utterly determined to prove him wrong. Which he did, if wrenching his own company out from under him and throwing it back into his face was anything to go by. He thought... “that should put an end to it, yes. I'm no longer a failure... but why don't I feel that way?”

But that's just not the case. Constantly hearing of others' successes and accomplishments, his cellphone screen goes alight with, "Hey, Kyoya! We Haven't heard from you in a while; we're celebrating a new line of fashion that the twins have released! Why don't you join us, Mon Ami? We'd love to have you!"

That message was from non-other than his high school best friend, the one and only successor to his family's company by default- Tamaki Suoh. And, what's more, that message had been sent three days ago, a day and then some after the event had already taken place. Kyoya hadn't bothered to respond. 

Hearing of his friends' success used to make Kyoya proud and overjoyed for his peers... but the green monster of jealousy isn't what's preventing him from feeling the same now. No, it's that deep, dark rabbit hole of fear he's fallen down time and time again, only this time it seems to be spiraling out of control. 

Why can't he create something for himself? Why does he have to build on the pillars his brothers and father have set for him? Why isn't that enough for him?

Why hasn't he heard a proud word from his father since he was a child learning to do the most elementary things? 

“That's because”  Kyoya's mind sneers, “no one is proud of you. Who even are you if you can't maintain the empire you were born into?”

And when all of those thoughts have run their course through his mind, they drift to you. 

You. You who came into his life and haven't left since. You're persistent, alright. You pushed through Kyoya's seeming distaste for your consistent affection, pursuing him through high school and winning his heart at the very end. 

You come from an equally wealthy family, the ever prestigious l/n family with it's own profitable empire. Being in Kyoya's class at Ouran Academy meant he'd spent an awful lot of time with you whether he wanted to or not. You remind him of Tamaki in a strange way... you always seem to put others before yourself for no monetary gain... a foreign concept to him, it seems. 

Kyoya guesses that's why he fell in love with you. You just seemed so... different than what he was accustomed to. At first, the feelings bubbling up inside his chest were extremely foreign and even a bit frightening at times. Once he rationalized what he felt toward you, he had almost mustered up the courage to tell you these things when you beat him to the punch and asked him on a date. 

Everything he'd practiced the night before in his room fell straight out of his ass and he stood there speechless, dumbly nodding at your inquiry, which threw you into a squealing frenzy, pecking him on the cheek and telling him, "You won't regret this!" 

It's been three years and Kyoya can't imagine any other path in life. The path that led him to purchasing his own estate after being appointed head of one of his father's string of hospitals and therapeutic resorts, where you now dwell along side him as his loyal, longterm girlfriend. 

Of course, Kyoya had finished college early, now devoting his time to his work as you finished up your last year or so of undergraduate school. You had no goals in mind that you couldn't accomplish with nothing more than an undergraduate degree... honestly, the thought of living in pure domestic bliss with your boyfriend sounds the most appealing. 

But recently, you haven't seen much of the man you share a spacious home with. He keeps himself cooped up in his study day after day and, like the caring girlfriend you are, you begin to worry for his physical and mental well being. 

You're not blind, nor a moron, and you can see the stress and pressure he's still under to live up to his father's unrealistic expectations. Although many a time you've tried to bring up how perfect and wonderful he is in your eyes, it never seems to sway him. Maybe you shouldn't have left it alone so quickly. 

Your bare feet pad against the wooden floors of the extensive hallway leading to two doors across from one another- your shared bedroom and your boyfriend's study. 

You can almost feel a dark, ominous presence seeping through the crack under the door, as if the air is almost visible... and you don't like what you see. 

You cradle a warm cup of tea in your hands anxiously, anticipating what kind of state you might find him in if you open the door. You hope this beverage will coax him to restfulness and bring him to bed with you to coddle and stroke through his jet black locks and whisper sweet nothings to until he feels up to speed. It's terribly late- later than anyone should be up doing anything, let alone working. 

You gently knock thrice to no answer. With the notion that you also are a member of this household, you softly turn the doorknob and push open the heavy door with a quiet grunt. 

The sliver of light let in by you travels across the floor as your eyes follow it, reaching your partner at his desk, unmoving and looking quite tense. 

"Kyoya? Are you alright in here?" Your timid voice travels to his ears, but it's not enough to break him from his trance of self-loathing and despair. His hands slide under his glasses and grip tightly at his face, eyes screwing shut in agony. 

"I brought you some tea... hopefully it'll make you feel tired enough to sleep through the night tonight." As your footfalls near Kyoya's hunched form, you go about picking up stray pieces of paper as you always do when you get the pleasure of visiting his study. 

"Your friends are wondering about you. You... haven't seen them in a while." You try cautiously, neatly stacking the papers and eyeing him from your peripheral vision. 

You finally reach his desk after what seems like hours, gently setting the ivory teacup and saucer beside him and push it toward him persistently. 

"You know, maybe you should go see them soon. I think it would do you well to get out of this stuffy old room and enjoy some social time." You sound like your own mother and you nearly grimace. 

"I... can't." The first sound of Kyoya's hoarse voice reaches your ears and they perk as you blink owlishly at his tone. 

"What?" You question absently. 

Kyoya does his best to lift his hunched form and reveal himself to you, exhausted and worn out. 

His glasses fall to the desk under him and you catch his eyes, eyes that are far too old to belong to a young man, the gleam of years of hard work glistening against his irises. Cloudy and gray, hooded heavily. 

"My god, you look dreadful. You can't spend another minute in here." As much as it sounds like a snarky remark, your tone carries genuine concern. 

"Why do you love me?" His voice sounds monotoned but curious all at once. 

"Wha- why do I love you?" You parrot out of confusion. 

You go down just like Holy Mary

"Why me? I'm just..."

"Just what?" You urge. 

"Nothing..."

Mary on a, Mary on a cross

"Excuse me? How dare you talk about yourself that way... What's gotten into you, Kyoya?" You reach for him, but he beats you to it.

He stands to his feet abruptly, dark fringe covering his dark expression, lips drawn into a straight line. His hand support himself on the desk, body practically trembling.

Not just another Bloody Mary

He looks as though he's going to say something, but his body weight suddenly sways and in a last attempt to save himself from the blow of a fall, he swipes the teacup to the floor in a piercing shatter, narrowly missing you in the process. 

Mary on a, Mary on a

"Kyoya!" You gasp frantically, reaching out for him desperately as he crumples weakly to the floor. Although your body weight can't support his, you sink to the wooden floor beneath you along with him, allowing his hands to grip your forearms tightly as you cradle his face in your hands. 

You go down just like Holy Mary

"Wha- what's wrong? Are you hurt? Are-"

"How can you stand to be with me?" 

You're cut off effectively by that, breath hitching as you feel his body tremble, eyes trained on his hanging head, almost seeming ashamed. 

Your heart cracks in two at the sight of him so weak an vulnerable, especially cradled in your very arms as he grips your clothing for dear life, like if he were to let you, he'd slip away into the depths of mental illness, and you're the only thing grounding him. 

"I'm confused-"

"I can't... be what you wanted. I can't be the man you fell in love with in school. I never will be again... aren't you scared?" Kyoya hiccups. 

"Scared? Scared of what? What the hell are you talking about-?"

Mary on a, Mary on a cross

Kyoya gently presses his forehead to your chest, inhaling shakily and exhaling in the same manner, "Aren't you afraid of what will happen if you stay with me? Afraid of falling out of love? Of... loving a failure?"

You nearly scoff, placing your finger under Kyoya's chin and lifting his chin upward, an easy feat at the moment. Your soft, benevolent eyes meet his own that are brimming with tears. His lips part gently at the sight of you and he knows he's looking at a goddess in the humble form of a woman, in the form of his lover. 

"Your beauty never, ever scared me."

Like a strange spell encircling his being, Kyoya feels a weight being lifted from his shoulders and the dam breaks. His face contorts in a sob and he presses his face to your chest, face screwing up and throat tightening as he keeps a firm grip to your blouse as his shoulder shake with heart wrenching sobs. 

You hush him quietly, stroking gently along his back as you thread your fingers through his disheveled locks and simply kneel alongside him, where you're meant to be. 

Kyoya feels as though the cap lifts off the top of his overflowing bottle and absolutely everything inside spills out and he's left with a feeling of immense peace in your arms. 

"I love you... for the man you were, the man you are, and the man you will be. And you can try your hardest, but I'm damn well sure there's nothing you'll ever do that will change that. You know how I am." Your tone is soft, free from panic or harshness. 

Kyoya nods, "I do know how you are."

You chuckle softly, cradling Kyoya's head against you as you push his hair from his eyes, "Whatever it is you're going through, we'll get through it together, yeah? There's no need to hide from me or your friends..." You assure quietly. 

Kyoya allows his eyes to slip shut as his ragged breaths slow to steady breathing as your fingers continue to scratch gently against his scalp. A few last tears slide down his cheek, but he now feels content as he's where he's meant to be- in the safety of your arms. 

At just your touch, his fears and anxiety are whisked away for now, as if they were nothing but pesky insects that you shooed with the simple wave of your hand. 

A deep breath in, a deep breath out, Kyoya is content... and for the first time in a long time... he is at peace. He gratefully blames you for helping him find it. 

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[y1ay2]

Hi again! I have another Tamaki Suoh request 🙈 Tamaki x Reader who has all of the qualities of a Disney Princess? Like she's extremely beautiful, can befriend any animal, always kind to everyone and anyone no matter what and stuff like that? Hope it makes sense, Have a great day 🫶✨️

Tamaki x princess!reader

-He absolutely adores you and had his eyes on you ever since he met you

-I feel like Tamaki is the kind of guy to be attracted to Beauty and gets extremely jealous when anyone but himself admires your beauty (probably will throw a tantrum💀)

-He worries that you will get taken advantage by others with your kindness so he tries to be even more protective of you.(literally won’t leave your side)

-During the host clubs activities he would make this costume role-play kind of thing where everyone dresses up as Disney characters and will make sure that you are dressed as a princess and will have a prince costume on.

-one time you and Tamaki when for a walk in the park and while getting ice-cream for you he lost you. Instantly he panics only to find you between the bushes with a bunch animals around your legs and on you lap

-kinda confused 😭

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Quick Drabble of the scenario from before♡;

You and Tamaki were on a date in the park. Hand-in-hand Tamaki was complaining about the all the homework your teachers assigned you until he saw a few children running off with ice-cream in their hands. Quickly he turns to you and before he can say anything you nod saying “yea yea we can get ice-cream. Ill wait for you here!”. He smiles at you with his iconic smile and runs off towards the ice-cream store. After Tamaki orders his dessert he goes back to you with a wide grin on his face but you aren’t there..? ‘Huh? WHERE IS MY Y/N THEYE WERE HERE JUST NOW’. Tears were about to form until he heard a small noise between the bushes. He quickly goes towards the sound and there he saw you with a bunch of animals around. “Oh Tamaki im sorry i didn’t tell you I was here”. He just stood there with a dumbfounded expression.

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Authors note: Hey thanks for submitting again i hope you like it! Sorry i have been so inactive lately exam seasons are coming up :,(

-y ay♬

05/01/23

[thatanimewriter]

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REQUESTS (20/20):

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↳ my presence is your present / ruby rose, weiss schnee, blake belladonna, yang xiao long. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ gn!reader putting themselves in a huge gift box for their partner's birthday ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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↳ pretty privilege / ruby rose, weiss schnee, blake belladonna, yang xiao long, winter schnee, raven branwen, neopolitan. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ male!reader being caught crossdressing ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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↳ comeback / aldini takumi, nakiri erina, nakiri alice, hayama akira. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ gn!reader who is soma's childhood best friend and disappearing then returning suddenly ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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↳ new year (not), new me / dan heng il. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ fem!reader simping for dan heng's new form ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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↳ nap time / shiota nagisa. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ fem!reader falling asleep in class ─ oneshot, fluff, crack.

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↳ dance the night away / nanase haruka. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ fem!reader who overexerts herself when dancing ─ hcs + drabble, fluff.

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↳ neurotypical cooties / gatekeeper, marianne von edmund. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ male!reader who has autism ─ hcs + drabble, fluff, platonic.

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↳ say yes to the fiance / blake belladonna, yang xiao long, pyrrha nikos, neopolitan. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ reader proposing to them ─ hcs, fluff.

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↳ may i have this dance / herman greenhill. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ phantomhive!reader meeting greenhill ─ hcs, fluff.

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↳ hide 'n' seek chasey pt. 2 / kirishima ikuya, toono hiyori, ryugazaki rei, tachibana makoto. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ reader runs away after confessing ─ hcs + drabble, fluff, crack.

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↳ enigma / sunday, dan heng il, aventurine. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ reader like elysia (hi3) ─ hcs, fluff.

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↳ all for one and one for all / aizawa shouta. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ reader who is all might's daughter gets kidnapped by afo ─ hcs, angst, fluff, platonic.

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↳ hoot do you love? / tokoyami fumikage. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ owl!reader ─ hcs, fluff.

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↳ i drink tea, darling / blake belladonna, yang xiao long, nora valkyrie. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ kingsman!reader ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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↳ ...i love it / yukihira soma, aldini takumi, hayama akira, nakiri alice, tsukasa eishi, kobayashi rindou. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ picky eater!reader ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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↳ penny for your thoughts? / oscar pine, edelgard von hresvelg. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ reader like penny from pokemon sv ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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↳ diagnosis / dimitri alexandre blaiddyd, claude von riegan. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ medic!reader ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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↳ i'm gonna punch you / shigino kisumi. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ tickle fight turned steamy ─ hcs + short scenario, fluff, crack.

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↳ happy death day / suoh tamaki, ootori kyoya, fujioka haruhi, hitachiin hikaru, hitachiin kaoru, morinozuka takashi, haninozuka mitsukuni. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ demigod!reader who is a child of hades ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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↳ prince(ss) charming / ootori kyoya. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ demigod!reader who is a child of aphrodite ─ hcs, fluff, crack.

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PERSONAL PROJECTS:

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↳ succulent room sadness / suoh tamaki, ootori kyoya, fujioka haruhi, hitachiin hikaru, hitachiin kaoru, morinozuka takashi, haninozuka mitsukuni. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ gn!reader being in solitary confinement at school during covid and thinking they've been forgotten ─ hcs + short scenario, fluff, crack.

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↳ expectation series / fushiguro megumi, gojo satoru, kugisaki nobara, itadori yuuji. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ gn!reader in various (unlinked) songfics.

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↳ the usual / yukihira soma, aldini takumi, nakiri erina, hayama akira, ibusaki shun, isshiki satoshi. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ gn!reader + artist!reader is becomes a regular at a new local restaurant and the chef develops a crush.

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↳ and on that day / sunday. ⇆ㅤ ◁ㅤ❚❚ㅤ▷ㅤ ↻ _____________________ gn!reader used to be a bodyguard for sunday and robin, but after a certain accident involving robin, now works for siobhan. sunday decides to reconnect in time for this year's charmony festival.

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[deadmanscity-writing]

Requests for fanfiction: OPEN

About Fanfiction:

Rules:

Please be specific about the request, as well as what season/event you want the oneshot/drabble to be set in.

I will do fluff, angst. No spice/smut.

Characters canonly 14 and below will only be platonic.

Characters that are 15+ will only be platonic/romantic.

If a character you are wanting is not on this list feel free to go ahead and submit a request for them, as well as an alternate that is on the list just in case.

How to submit a request is either through the "Requests/Asks" or DM/PM

Fandoms/characters I write for under the cut

My Hero academia

Tamaki Amajiki

Mirio Togata

Shota Aizawa

Hawks/Keigo

Hitoshi Shinso

Deku/Izuku Midoriya

Hanta Sero

Mezu Shoji

Tsuyu Asui

Kyoka Jiro

Mina Ashido

Eijiro Kirishima

FatGum

Haikyuu

Shoyo Hinata

Kenma Kozume

Testurou Kuro

Coach Ukai

Koushi Sagawara

Yū Nishinoya

Asahi Azumane

Keiji Akaashi

Yaku Morisuke

No Guns Life

Juzo Inui

Magi: the labyrinth of magic

Alibaba

Margiana/Marg

Sinbad

Ja'far

Masrur

Sharkkan

Judal

Spartos

Magi: The Adventures of Sinbad

Sinbad

Mystras Leoxses

Vittel

Yunan

Helluva boss

Blitzø

Loona

Stolas

Octavia

Verosika

Stranger things (specify season)

Robin Buckley

Gareth Emerson

Eddie Munson

Steve Harrington

Hunter X Hunter

Gon Freecs

Killua Zoldyck

Illumi Zoldyck

Shalnark

Chrollo Lucifer

Kurapika

Leorio

Kite

Ging

K Project

Misaki Yata

Mikoto Suoh

Yashiro Isana

Oshi no ko

Aqua/Aquamarine Hoshino

MushiShi

Ginko

The Case Study of Vanitas

Vanitas

Noé

Roland

The Great Pretender

Makoto Edamura

Laurent Theirry

Abby/Abigail

Vinland saga

Canute (season one and two)

Thofinn (season one and two)

Enar

Snake

BNA: brand new animal

Shirou Ogami

Soul Eater

Black Star

Soul

Death the Kid

Demon Slayer

Tanjiro Kamado Inosuke Hashibira Genya Shinazugawa Giyu Tomioka Kyōjurō Rengoku Tengen Uzui

Hotaru Haganezuka

Zom 100: Bucket List of the Dead

Akira Tendo Kenichiro Ryuzaki Higurashi Kanta Shizuka Mikazuki

Wind Breaker

Jo Togame Haruka Sakura Hajime Umemiya Hayato Suō Kyōtarō Sugishita Akihiko Nirei

Death Note

L Lawliet Light Yagami Touta Matsuda

Delicious in Dungeon/Dungeon Meshi

Namari Laios Marcille Shenshi Chilchuck Kabru

Jujutsu Kaisen

Gojo Satoru

Geto Sugurh

Kento Nanami

Megumi Fushiguro

Nabara Kugisaki

Yuji Itadori

Maki Zenin

Toge Inunaki

Yuta Okkostu

Ino Takuma

[sincerely-astra]

☁️Ouran Highschool Host Club: Haruhi x Commoner reader headcannons☁️

Her first thought is, "Finally, someone who is actually kind of normal!"

Shes actually so glad someone can understand her struggles, especially when it comes to the host clubs eccentricities...

She doesn't push you to visit her in the host club, but if you want to visit she'll give you a discount. (Don't tell Kyoya)

Haruhi avoids the host club like the plague when shes with you.

She just knows they'll say something stupid that will drive you away from her, and she likes you too much for them to do that.

Really, the only host club member that she's okay with barging into your dates is Mori-

You guys go on a lot of picnic dates, or just other simple dates where you can just talk to eachother and enjoy the others company.

She definitely trusts you a lot, and you were to quick to know that she was actually a girl when you first met.

Tamaki is actually so jealous of you.

Kyoya's tired of his whining.

Her favorite gift to give you are red roses, she thinks they are romantic. She also just loves when she comes over and sees them still being taken care of, she likes to know you're thinking about her. :))

Haruhi thought about you the whole time during the dance, she wished it was you she was picked to dance with. :(

[lunar-writes-things]

Planet: Ouran High school Host Club

Luna's Star Chart

🔪- Angst

🌹 - Fluff

🌕 - Headcanons / Drabbles

🌑 - one-shots

🌓 - One-shots and headcanons

Kissing Underneath the Stars With:

Tamaki Suoh

To be seen

Kyoya Ootori

Mommy? 🌹 🌕

Haruhi Fujioka

To be seen

Hikaru Hitachiin

To be seen

Kaoru Hitachiin

To be seen

Mitsukuni "Honey" Haninozuka

To be seen

Takashi "Mori" Morinozuka

To be seen

Laying Under the Stars With:

To Be Seen

To add more characters just request!

[ao3feed-narlie]

Multifandom Oneshots

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/Rb4ayNJ by Helluva_writer Just some one shots to try to get me out of my writers block :,( Words: 166, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Ouran High School Host Club - All Media Types, Kuroshitsuji | Black Butler, Assassination Classroom, QSMP | Quackity SMP, South Park, Dream SMP Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Categories: Gen, Other Characters: Nicholas "Nick" Nelson, Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper), Tao Xu, Elle Argent, Benjamin "Ben" Hope, Sarah Nelson, Victoria "Tori" Spring, Ootori Kyouya, Fujioka Haruhi, Ootori Fuyumi, Hitachiin Kaoru, Hitachiin Hikaru, Suoh Tamaki, Fujioka Ryouji | Ranka, Alexis | Quackity, Wilbur Soot, Tallulah (QSMP), Ranboo (Video Blogging RPF), Toby Smith | Tubbo, Kyle Broflovski, Wendy Testaburger, Stan Marsh, Eric Cartman, Kenny McCormick, Karen McCormick, Leopold "Butters" Stotch, Craig Tucker, Tweek Tweak, Clyde Donovan, Tolkien "Token" Black Relationships: Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring, Alexis | Quackity/Wilbur Soot, Akabane Karma/Shiota Nagisa, Ootori Kyouya/Suoh Tamaki, referenced Benjamin “Ben” Hope/Charles “Charlie” Spring, Nicholas "Nick" Nelson & Tao Xu, Charles "Charlie" Spring & Tao Xu, Ranboo/Toby Smith | Tubbo, Kyle Broflovski/Stan Marsh, Kenny McCormick/Leopold "Butters" Stotch, Craig Tucker/Tweek Tweak Additional Tags: Spoilers for Heartstopper (TV), just drabble to try and get out of my writers block, No smut of Ranboo and Tubbo, Romantically Married Ranboo and Toby Smith | Tubbo, one shots read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/Rb4ayNJ

[fandomlit]

girlfriend (haruhi fujioka x female!reader)

summary a friend of haruhi’s stops by the host club to pick her up, but things spiral when tamaki attempts to woo her into visiting the host club.

a/n im rewatching ouran before it goes off of netflix, so enjoy a blurb of my best girl <3

gif cred belongs to @kotsume​

“haruhi?”

it was a little after the host club had ended, and said hosts were now chatting as they got their things together. they all turned when they heard the voice come from the door of the abandoned music room.

they were surprised to see a very pretty girl in casual dress peeking her head into the room. “sorry, i hope im not interrupting. are you ready to go?”’

“you’re fine, y/n-chan,” haruhi waved, slinging her bag over her shoulder. “let’s head out.”

but before they could scurry away, the mystery girl’s hand was taken and she was pulled into the room.

“my, you’re very pretty!” haruhi face-palmed as she walked tamaki attempt to sweet talk you. “like a ray of sunshine, your presence has already brought light to this room!”

“uh, thanks..,” you spoke, snatching your hand back as haruhi approached you. 

“sorry about that,” she apologized. “that’s tamaki, he’s the leader around here.”

you nodded. “so that’s what this whole host club thing is about, huh? suits you.”

“you’re crazy.”

“they talk as if we’re not here,” hikaru whispered, huddling with his twin and honey.

“yeah!” honey agreed. “they must be very close.”

“that girl is in a few of our classes, but she’s not usually in commoner’s clothing..,” kaoru pointed out quietly.

“well, it is after school..”

they looked back to see that tamaki had budded himself back into the conversation.

“ah! another commoner, then,” tamaki spoke broadly, sweeping your chin into his hand. “have you ever considered indulging your deepest desires? we’re all about that here at the host club.”

you blinked at haruhi amusedly before turning back to the proud blonde. “thanks, but i have a girlfriend.” that caught every one’s attention. tamaki drew back from you.

“a girlfriend?!” the twins and honey exclaimed in surprise.

you gave them a playful look, pointing at the twins. “you two were all up on each other two seconds ago, gay should not surprise you.” you turned back to haruhi with a laugh, “you ready?”

“yeah,” she chuckled, reaching over to take your hand. tamaki went stark white, gasping dramatically. “i’ll see you guys tomorrow.” she waved briefly at the stunned room before you two walked down the hall giggling.

“i-i-i-i..”

“don’t be so surprised, tamaki,” kyoya spoke casually as he packed up his laptop. “all that time pleasing women was bound to have some effect on haruhi. besides, you didn’t really think that she was 100% straight, did you?”

“i had hope!”

[hostagine]

Never Ever Ever

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Tamaki and Haruhi break up, but Hikaru's the only one heartbroken.

Unrequited love + Angst

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"Are you still angry with me?" 

What made him think he was angry at him? Was it the silent treatment all day or the aggressive side eyeing? He wasn't sure. But the way Hikaru was sitting, slouched over on a log by himself, behind the lake house they'd been staying at, hiding his face, he knew he wasn't happy.

He rarely ever wondered what he was thinking. He didn't have to. He was an open book. He always said what he thought. Hikaru's heart didn't just show on his sleeve, he walked with it, carelessly, and talked with it, thoughtlessly. He practically held it in his hands for anyone to take it. It made it very easy to love him, or hate him. To steal his heart or to break it. 

Tamaki supposed that he must've done both. 

"You don't even know why you're angry," 

"Shut up," Hikaru sneered, fists full of his own hair. "You're a piece of shit that's why." 

"Are you really that mad that we broke up? That you'd call me names?" Tamaki asked quietly, watching as the muscles in Hikaru's back flexed. He shouldn't be provoking him but if Kaoru wasn't going to do it, someone had to. "I kind of expected you to make a fool of yourself in front of everyone, sure. But to be honest, I thought you'd be happy." 

"Why would I be happy? because I liked Haruhi?" Hikaru snapped, standing to his full height. He had the balls to mock him now? "Am I not supposed to be angry? Should I cackle and twiddle my fingers like an antagonist in what you think is your cute little romantic comedy? Should I be hovering over her shoulder, hoping she'll see me as a rebound to forget about you? The fuck am I to you?"

"You know that's not what I meant." Tamaki scoffed, tightening his coat around himself to shield away from the cold. "Despite popular belief, I don't actually think everything is about me, ass."  

"You cheated on Haruhi."

"I did not cheat. You're the only one that thinks that."

Hikaru finally turned to face him, his cheeks twitched and the specks of gold reflected in his eyes looked primal as the sun danced off the water and shown on his face. "Spell it out for me then. You were engaged to Haruhi when you fell in love with someone else. Look me in the eye and tell me I'm wrong. I saw you two at the party this weekend. You kissed Ayame." 

Tamaki had gone quiet. He was speechless but it's not to be mistaken for guilty silence. He was just so focused on the fire in his eyes he forgot he was defending himself. 

"We already called it quits by then," Tamaki said when he noticed Hikaru beginning to walk away, most likely to finish his tantrum someplace else. "You've never been in love with anyone before so you don't know how it feels or know that sometimes people fall out of love too."

Hikaru inhaled sharply as Tamaki continued.

"Haruhi and I don't love each other anymore. I didn't cheat on her. You just keep saying that to justify being angry, because you don't know why you're angry." 

"Stop pretending like you understand!" Hikaru shouted. "I hate it when everyone thinks they know how I feel." 

"Then just say what you're thinking, so I can understand." Tamaki shouted back, but he was more desperate. He didn't care if Hikaru was angry at him or thought ill of him but he couldn't stand knowing he caused him grief for whatever reason. "What did I do? Is it because you're jealous?"

"I'm angry because you don't love her anymore-" Hikaru said before he stopped himself.  "For fucks sake. Are you happy now?" 

After another awkward pause, Tamaki gave a frustrated sigh, pulling his hand out to rub into his hair. "Haruhi isn't exactly heartbroken now is she? So you're just going to have to get over it."

Get over it?

"How?" He whispered.

"Come again?" Tamaki grumbled. 

Hikaru opened his fist and looked down at the marks his nails left in his hand. "I don't care how Haruhi feels about you. She doesn't love you anymore? Good. You suck." 

"You suck." Tamaki muttered under him.  

"But it's not fair that you get to be over her." His voice strained, struggling to convey both of his most complicated feelings. Being angry, and being sorry for himself. "You've been together for 4 years. You got to spend everyday with her. You got to live with her, sleep next to her- fuck, you were supposed to marry her next year..." 

"And?" Tamaki dared. 

"And yesterday," Hikaru hesitated, "Haruhi told me that I'm... like a brother to her."

"So how can you fall out of love with her and I can't?"