#that makes me happy to get indirectly noticed like that by someone who's work i really like but that also likely means

[gamebunny-advance]

Hoo-wee~

Getting any kind of attention from anybody I admire is just too much for my poor heart.

[thequietkid-moonie]

The diference between love and obsession

[ YANDERE COMPARISON ] [ Aventurine ]

[ Honkai Star Rail ]

⚠️ This contain a little bit of spoilers

⚠️ Yandere, I don't support nor try to romanticize this toxic behaivor, is just for entretaiment

The obsession inmense love I have for this man is half to be propotional to the amount of things i have wrote for him, I mean this is the first one 💀

I'm not sorry for what I have just wrote, this is the way I want it see Aventurine and no one will change my mind, take it or leave me enjoy my Aventurine

Aventurine's love is sincere, caring and almost shy, even when Aventurine doesn't even try to hide and is loud about his atraction for someone his love is the complete opposite, he is a gambler, he knows how to hide what he truly feels so the others in the table won't notice his weakeness when playing, but love is diferent

Aventurine's love make him weak and vulnerable, make him truly wish get something, and that something is your safety and happiness, Aventurine's love is loving and caring and thats all he has for you, when he is in love what he wants to most is your happiness

Aventurine's love makes him a mess, it take him a while to fully comprehend his feelings, he is able to reconize the attractions and is evident with it, but when he relice that he is truly in love he becomes a flustered mess, its being so long since last time he had someone who was close enough to his heart to love them and he doesn't know what to do or react

Aventurine's love make him feel freedom but also make him like a teenager in love, he is flirty, teasing and even touchy with you, putting his usual facade to cover up the complete mess he is in the inside, carefully selecting his words to don't mess things up and hiding at his best the inmense blush that threaten to come out everytime he is the one who makes you smile and laugh

Aventurine's love is what lead him to wish more, what lead him to slowly start finding more reasons why living is good and what lead him to slowly find a meaning to life, if he can find someone to truly love again maybe life is not as bad as he thought before

Aventurine's love lead him to care for you, directly or indirectly he is always watching over your well-being, wanting for you to never lack on anything and be only happy, wanting to be able to protect you and take care of you (if you let him and are comfortable with it), but also wanting to be protected and cared by you. Aventurine's love is what make him aware of how truly hurt and lonely he feels and is what makes him crave for your comfort, what lead him to wish for you to care for him, however those are unspoke desires, he will not dare to talk about it unless he is completely sure you reciprocate his feelings

Aventurine's love is what make him fear for your life, his luck has never being exactly kind to him, giving him all he has now but taking away what he truly cares for, so he obviously fears for you, Aventurine will find a way to protect you with his luck and from it too, but if at the end if you decided that he is not the one you love he will accept it and cheer for you, he will be hurt but he will not dare to take your freedom away from you

Aventurine's obssesive love is troublesome for both parts, is like a torture for him to be away from you, the raising anxious thoughts of something bad happening to you hunt him down, leading him to seak your precence in a desperate way

Aventurine is lonely, he has friends and people around but his is truly lonely, last time he had a person that mean for him was when he was a child, or that was until he met you. Aventurine's obsessive love grow slowly, at first you were only another acquaintance, but as time pass and he got to know you better he slowly grow to love you, to need you, to want you

Aventurine's obssesive love make him desperate and needy, he is working by one of the most powerful corporations in all universe, having all the riches he could ever want and yet nothing of that could compare to you, the one and only thing that actually gives a meaning to his life by now

Aventurine is painfully aware of his obssesive love, he knows his feelings are something unhealthy, he noticed them as they started to grow and is being painfully aware of them but those feelings slowly grow and consume him, it makes him feel bad diferent ways and yet, he wants to do things right and win your heart over in a good way, he wants you to truly love him

Aventurine tries to win you with everything he has, trying his best to hide his desesperation, putting a facade of simply attraction at first, slowly making his way towards your heart with his flirty attitude, with beautiful and genuine compliments and even gifts, but if at the end he is not enough to be able to win your heart the right way it will be Aventurine's obsesive love what lead him to forcefuly make stay with him, desperately keeping you close

He is so desperate for your love that it will reach one point where he doesn't care anymore, Aventurine's obsesive love will lead him to be reckless, he is willing to give you all he has and all he is as long as you stay with him, he is willing to stop gambling and even spend all his money on you, he will give you all you ask him as long as you stay at his side

Aventurine's obsesive love is what lead him to idealize you, he had met you as a simple acquaintance, you were just someone he cross paths at first, but at this point you are his all, his only and real reason to stay alive, you are what give a meaning to his life and he need to keep you at his side at all cost, willing or forcefully it doesn't matter as long as you stay at his side, where he can make sure nothing harms you, where he can love you and keep you safe

Aventurine's obsesive love makes him so desperate and needy to the point that he can even accept that you don't truly love him, if you accept to show the affection and care that he craves so much by faking it he will take it and pretend that is fine just to easy the pain of his heart

[ben-talks-art]

Okay... This episode of Digital Circus almost made me cry... almost!

When I saw the first episode of this show I knew I was going to really like it, but I wasn't prepared for how much I was going to love it. This reminds me of when X-Men 97 premiered and even though we were only two episodes in I could already tell this was going to be something special.

I know it's super, super early to say this, but this might become one of my favorite shows. The way they handled this episode really worked for me in a way I haven't felt in a while.

From the very first scene things already start on a really strong note, with our main lead, Pomni, having nightmares about the worst-case scenario from the new situation she's in where she imagines herself being affected by the circus glitch and being abandoned by the rest of the cast.

This does a great job setting up her sense of isolation and how she thinks she's on her own even though they all should be on the same boat together.

This gets highlighted even more as another member of the circus, Ragatha, is seen constantly trying to show her support and getting Pomni to cheer up despite the dreadful situation they're in while Pomni herself just acts indifferent as if she had already given up on everything and everyone.

I found this characterization of hers so relatable because I also used to think for a while that my problems were mine and mine alone and that everyone trying to help me were doing that just out of obligation and not because they really cared.

For some reason it felt "safer" to just assume I couldn't count on anyone because then I wouldn't have to worry about being disappointed in anyone, after all, you can't get disappointed if you don't get your hopes up.

So imagine how hyped I got when I saw that they indirectly made Pomni realize why it's important to rely on people when they switched the roles and placed her on the position where she needed to be there for someone.

I wanted to jump and slam my desk while shouting "Perfect! Perfect! This is just perfect!!"

Everything that needed to be said was being said just in the right way, just at the right time, and with the right amount of emotion, just the right amount of seriousness and levity.

Cause here's the thing, the media often has this obnoxious tendency of portraying antisocial characters as people that need to just "Get over it."

A lot of writers enjoy lumping grumpy characters, and reserved characters, depressed characters, angry characters and all these stuff as people who just need someone to cheer them up and have them forget about their problems, as if they were babies that just need to grow up and learn to be less grumpy so they can join in with the fun alongside everyone else.

You notice that it's always a person in a bad mood + someone who's always cheerful, happy, and with a child-like joyful attitude to be their contrast or someone to call them out on their "grumpyness."

And that always bothers me because it makes it seem like they're downplaying someone's struggle or inner turmoil as if they were minor things that they latch onto to just because nobody has told them to let it go yet.

I like when stories showcase why people struggle so much to let go of this mindset, why they struggle to open up to others and find themselves cheering to their day-to-day lives again.

But I'm also aware that this is not an easy task cause it's basically asking to show someone being depressed for a good portion of your story, and if that goes on for too long or it starts diving into a too heavy of a territory, it can make it a challenge just to watch.

So yeah, I get it, it's hard to find the right balance.

To show why someone needs to overcome their personal demons, while also making it an enjoyable experience to go through.

You don't want a case like Legend Of Korra where Lin Beifong's issues were pretty much treated as a joke, but you also don't want something like the Beast Boy segments from Young Justice where every scene with him just felt the same thing for 5 or 6 episodes, even though they were realistic scenes depicting someone going through what he was dealing with and they all built up to an amazing conclusion with Black Canary... But it was still draining to go through that.

You need to find the right balance and I felt like this episode really succeeded in that. You get why Pomni feels the way she does and you get why Ragatha tries so hard to help her out and why it's important that she keeps trying even when it seems like there is no point.

I really like how Ragtha isn't just "Cheer up, Pomni! Let me show you the secret to enjoying life!", she's actually trying to be sensitive of her situation, giving her the space and time she needs, and being there for her but not forcing herself on her.

She validates Pomni's pain but also knows it's a pain that she needs to learn how to deal with, otherwise, she's just gonna miss out on her own life.

The final scene was the thing that really got me.

When Pomni finally realized that the same way she tried to help out that NPC when they were stuck, she also needs to let others help her out.

It took me so long to realize in life that I don't need to deal with everything on my own, that I had people there for me, that I'm allowed to be vulnerable and make mistakes and that the people around me who love and care about me would still be there for me.

It took way, way too long for me to realize all that, so to see that final shot of Pomni imagining herself falling just like in her dream, but this time she had trust that her friends would be there to catch her, it really hit me good.

I'm not sure how to explain it but for some reason I was really proud of her for learning such an important lesson so quickly that it took me so long to learn myself. Like, I know she's not real, she's a fictional character, but I felt an immense relief while thinking people would watch this, and learn from this, and not make the same mistakes I did.

I have no idea where this show is going, but I feel like I'm in safe hands and can't wait to see what else they're going to do and where they're going to go.

I'm very very hyped for this series!

Also, I know this makes me a monster, but this scene made me laugh. :)

[poraphia]

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Poraphia's Wilbur Soot Masterlist

all of my 'x readers' are gender-neutral unless specified otherwise :)

oneshots ~!

"i see you standing on the sidelines." Wilbur hints to his stubborn rival that there's more to his lyrics than they expect. "a heart-shaped necklace" He was going to give you a heart-shaped necklace after a gig in Paris, but you met your future husband, and it wasn't him. "PDA: public displays of affection." Just because we're keeping this relationship a secret doesn't mean I don't want my good luck kiss before filming. "lead singers love the attention." "clingy wilbur on tour with reader." He can't get enough of you! Even on stage.. "the biggest smile for my biggest fan." "reader is a horror-film actor." He loves your smile! Your big, bloody, and scary smile! "ill hold your hand." "reader anxious picks at hands and nails." It doesn't matter how the first date goes, as long as you feel happy. "don't tell my boyfriend." "reader going through depressive episode." you just couldn't tell the rockstar you haven't been feeling well. instead, he figures it out himself. "one good movie kiss." "Actor!Reader has to kiss someone in front of Wilbur." You haven't kissed him in so long, what's the harm in one stolen movie kiss? "a man of many talents." "reader comforts wil after some slander he saw." He does his best to there for you always, but sometimes he feels like its never enough. "a capricorn? oh, fuck that!" "wilbur finds out reader is a capricorn." after some time flirting with each other, wilbur realized he indirectly gave you a shout out about your star sign! "you're being too loud." "wilbur yells at reader during argument." you're tired and stressed, and the last thing you want is wilbur taking out his stress out on you too. "a dancing rockstar." you spot the rockstar across the bar, and tubbo takes a notice. you've never talked to the man before, so why not dance with him tonight? "cooking stream!" after meeting each other in person after years, you and wilbur finally do a cooking stream together! though.. something tells you that this isn't the last time you cook together.

drabbles ~!

"post-concert approval." After another successful concert, Wilbur relishes in his partner's embrace. "stupid student things." Who likes back to school season? Wilbur knows you don't! "the battle of his teal hoodie." What better way to endure the college life than to steal your boyfriend's merch?

headcanons ~!

"Twitter HCs: Status: Dating!" You and Wilbur do a little tomfoolery on the bird app. "Sleepy Wilbur, Stressed Me" Wilbur is tired from work, but you're stressed and hating yourself. "Morning routines with wilbur." you two can get a bit busy throughout the day, so it's always important to make the mornings count.

mini series ~!

➺ Here's Your Coffee! Love, your concert manager!

"four medium sized coffees, one big fat work crush." "reader is lovejoy's tour manager." You've memorized his coffee order! And maybe the shape of his lips..

"one tall coffee with cream and sugar." It's his last day touring the States. I just want the world to be quiet so I can kiss him, just once.

[b4itslipsaway]

I’ve been a shipper since I was a teenager and I’ve always hated how people are so mean to shippers. Shippers have this beautiful ability to see stories deeper because we have emotional intelligence and understand media literacy.

And I’m confused why people say that romance in plot is unrealistic because quite literally, romance happening is as normal as anything else, in real life. One thing human beings have in common is the feeling of love, that’s one of our main ways of connection in real life and to our favorite stories. And usually a lot of what’s written in television and film, is almost always driven by some type of love.

Like ‘This is Us” for example, that entire story is about love. We see the conflict of these characters, whether it be family dynamic, friendship dynamic, or romantic dynamics; these conflicts always get solved by communication which is a form of love. Communication is a vulnerability between two people who are working to make things better.

I bring this example up to say that romantic love in a story isn’t low brow, it’s actually very normal and yes it does drive the plot forward the same way different types of love do. Just like in real life, romantic love can be a really beautiful, healing, and necessary thing for two characters.

So long story short, it is possible for a show like “The Bear” to be critically acclaimed and have a romantic plot. Because for the people who haven’t noticed, a lot of Carmy’s decisions are directly/indirectly influenced by Sydney. Sydney is more important to him than I think people realize, and yes her character drives his story forward. She is healing him, the same way he is to her; which is then causing him to approach his friends and family in a healthier way, simply because they make an effort to understand each other. Their relationship is a trickle down effect of how the show is so beautiful, because they are quite literally changing each others day to day lives.

All that being said, it wouldn’t really be shocking, if he’s falling in love with her.. idk why that would be shocking to people or deemed unnecessary for the plot. It’s very clear that he can’t be without her, and even said he doesn’t wanna do anything without her. Maybe I’m delusional but their love is necessary for the plot. The plot we’ve seen so far isn’t made up, the writers wrote him that way.. wrote him to need her in his life, whether people like it or not. I think without her it would’ve taken him longer to advance in healing, and yes we can all heal alone but it’s also okay to held by another. Connection is a driving force in a story. And to me it’s really beautiful to see Carmy in a soft manner, like as a viewer I’m happy that his character has someone like Sydney.

idk I’ve always thought romantic love is actually very beautiful and necessary, especially if it’s written as well and nuanced as they do in The Bear.

(Idk if this makes sense y’all but it makes sense to me, the story makes sense with them)

[songofthesibyl]

Something I’ve noticed, that gets frustrating, is I feel like characters aren’t allowed to have arcs. It’s difficult because we view characters in two ways; we judge them as people, and we judge them as written characters. So on the one hand we identify with a character and want good things for them, cry when they suffer, are frustrated or disgusted by them; on the other we say they are written inconsistently and out-of-character. We judge the writing instead of the person. Or we have head-canons about their motivations when they have no POV on page. 

Tamlin entirely exists in that context because he is one of the few characters who has significant on-page time who has never gotten a POV (partly why I wanted to write one, because he probably never will). I make guesses about his motivations and how he feels about things based on his words and actions and what kind of picture they paint. And also what I personally find interesting as a writer. 

I’ve said before I think Tamlin’s main problem (he has a few) is one of avoidance. To quote SJM again (about ACOMAF):

“Maybe some people can just keep going, but for a lot of people, myself included, sometimes those traumas linger and need to be faced and healed. In Mist and Fury, Tamlin doesn’t do that and it destroys him.”

She identifies his problem not as narcissistic personality disorder, but as avoidance—his inability to face things that extends to even disassociation. It goes as far back as his history with Rhysand; it extends to his sitting silently behind a bleeding carcass in ACOFAS. It is reflected in his privately burning the wings. In how bottling up his emotions leads to him exploding.

Even now—he indirectly shows remorse to Rhysand in ACOFAS instead of simply apologizing or talking about what happened (Rhysand hasn’t been able to face it either—I mean he didn’t even know where the wings were after all this time—but I’m talking about Tamlin here). Guilt is a difficult emotion to face, maybe the most difficult. Therapist Jonathan Decker of Cinema Therapy:

“Here’s the thing about self-blame: it doesn’t get you anywhere. Guilt can be healthy, guilt can be a good thing if it’s directed at a behavior that you chose, that you can change. If the guilt motivates and inspires you to change, and to choose differently, it’s served its purpose and it’s time to let go. You can have regret and heartache, but guilt will drag you down.”

He goes on:

“Have you done something that’s hurt someone you’ve cared about? I know I have. And I carry that with me. And it weighs on me. And the only way to alleviate the weight is to change and is to grow and then to recognize that beating myself up doesn’t help anything. All I can do is learn and be better. Is take accountability, and do the work to heal. And at that point, there’s always a sense of regret. But we need to give ourselves permission to live. To feel happy. And we may feel like we don’t deserve happiness because of the choices we’ve made that have hurt another, and that may be true. But if you’re unhappy, how does that serve anybody? If you’re unhappy, how does that balance the scales? The best thing any of us can do is to grow, and to be a better person, and to live in love and kindness for others. And if we live in self-loathing, well there’s not a lot of room for love and kindness for others.”

And he’s stuck in self-loathing. Still unable to face anything. His court is rotting from the heart. His character arc is the choice to face everything; or continue to devolve into a mindless beast, like Nago in Princess Mononoke:

Cowardice, capitulating to his own downfall has always been integral to Beast’s story. Belle in Jean Cocteau’s La Belle et la Bête excoriates Beast to not be a coward as he pathetically accepts his fate to lose himself to the Beast; the Beast character in Once Upon a Time fully admits time and time again that he’s a coward. These are the references for Tamlin as a fantasy character.

And that probably doesn’t make for a likable person for a lot of people (apparently not), but the arc I described above is exactly what I find interesting. Not at the expense of the other stories ACOTAR has to offer—it’s simply the most interesting to me. But when I see people react to his scenes post-ACOWAR, it feels like there isn’t an acceptance that he’s a written character, and that the scenes with Rhysand could be building to something. No one is required to like him simply because he is “on a journey” or something; but that is the assumption I’m going on when I’m reading a series of novels—that everything is in service to the story, and that every character belongs to that story.

Even Tamlin.

[zylophie]

I really want to see a full story of Nene's alphabets especially the tears section. It was so good!

A SILENT DESIRE

♬ yue is typing...

↻hii hii, anon! I'll be honest, when X show me this request actually got me all flustered ahhh, I'm so not used to getting praises so your request make me really happy (*´˘`*)♡ this end up being longer than I thought so it's turn from being an oneshot to a mini series somehow...If you want to be tag for the continuation of this series, feel free to send us an ask~

⇉ Part 2....still in progress!

⇄ yandere! kusanagi nene X gender neutral! actor! reader

■ warnings : child abuse, indirectly mentioning of nsfw activities , use of inappropriate words against a child, neglecting a child & physical abuse

► ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : A Silent Desire Pt.1...

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Ever since you were born to this world, life have never been so kind to you at such a young age...

"(name), didn't I tell you that you aren't allowed to go to school today?"

"B-But...I promised my friends that I will come and help out for our farewell party for our homeroom teacher..."

Fidgeting with your little fingers, feeling uneasy under the glaring eyes of your mother who was clearly not happy with the situation...

"And? If you have time to play around, use that time on your studies instead, make yourself useful for once considering how much I spent on raising you!"

"O-Okay, mother... I-I won't do it again..."

"Good, off to your room now"

Feeling satisfied with your answer, the woman slowly make her way back to the living room where an unfamiliar man sat in the middle of the room. He didn't seem friendly as well...

A new one again?

Did she end things with the last one already...?

With that thought cross your mind, you suddenly didn't feel safe in there, not wanting to make your mother's mood turn sour than she already is, you decide to hide in your safe haven; your small bedroom for the time being...

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Flipping through the pages of your textbook, in complete silence for the last few hours, your ears caught the loud slamming of the front door as muffled voices slowly faded into the background, your eyes widen in disbelief when you realize your own mother just literally left you, a small child to feed yourself while she went out to have fun...

So she can go out and have fun but you can't?

Clenching your pencil in frustration as your line of sight begin to blur due to the waterworks, under your clothes were bruises...some were still blueish...

You don't understand...

Is life always this cruel to everyone?

Maybe you should stop trying if it's mean getting your mother mad...you don't want to get hurt again...

"Isabella... don't tell me this was all of your doing..?"

...did she forgot to turn the TV off?

"I guess I go and turn it off before she get back..." Sighing, you start putting your notes and textbooks away on the shelves before jumping off the chair and make your way through the hallways as the tv show continue on...

"Oh sweet, Dorothea... you're pretty sharp I give you that but you can be so so naive...you didn't even notice you were working with the culprit herself"

"Isa, w-why...why you are doing all of this...?"

"Why, you ask? Well...I doubt you understand...but I simply want to burn this world and been born anew!"

"And involving innocent lives just for your sick beliefs? Isa, none of them deserves to die like this!"

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Is it possible for a human to be glowing so brightly like a star?

To be able to stand so strongly and beautiful?

The main character of the show, Dorothea was clearly emotional when confronting her friend and assistant, Isabella.

She didn't seem to faltered for one bit even if the other woman mocked her for her naiveness, there she stand so bravely even in a dangerous situation where her own life is at stakes, she choose to be the voice of the people who unfortunately lose their lives...

She choose to be brave and be a hero...

Can you be like the actress in show one day if you try hard enough? Someone who can stand up for themselves and live truly to your own beliefs? Even when your own life is at risk?

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Looking around your surroundings, there is no life left within the house currently, it's just you and tv...

"I-It's fine if I watch it for a little bit r-right...?"

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"Ahh~ that was so much fun, maybe I should ask for a few days off to go out with him again-"

Before the woman could finish, small footsteps come running towards the entrance and jumping on her skirt as little (color) orbs stared back at her "Mother!!"

"What the heck do you want, brat?"

"A-Act..."

"Huh??"

You could tell that she was getting irritated but you honestly didn't care about that for a moment because you were too excited to even care...let alone fear her at that very moment. This was your only chance to beg her for something...

"I-I want to try a-acting, please?"

"...and why?"

"B-Because I want to be famous like the p-people on the big s-screen too!"

The woman didn't seem too keen on spending any more money on the poor child but you were too determined to give up just yet...not when you could possibly find a way to go outside again...and most importantly now that you have a dream of your own...

"...fine but you know what would happen if you fail, right?"

"Y-Yes, mother...(name) will be a good child..."

"Good..."

And from that point on, your once dull life start to change its colors bit by bit...

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The sprawling scramble intersection as all walk of lives are constantly pouring across the street from all directions going to even other directions. All of them meet in the middle in a frantic mess, bumping, side stepping and swerving around each other as they try to cross the road safely.

Three huge television screens mounted on the buildings facing the intersection flash as commercials appears on the big screen of the scramble crossing, while the rest of the area is covered with lights that are currently turn off and advertisements painting the buildings in bright colors.

Wearing a face mask and a hat, you were walking among the busy streets of the scramble crossing, seemingly making your way out of the crowds as quickly and quietly as possible.

That was until you heard some squealing behind you to which you flinched, thinking you were caught...

"It's (surname) (name)!"

"Upcoming actor at that age...oh, to be young again..."

"If they are starring on this film, it's have to be good, right?"

"I can't wait to get my hands on that movie ticket!"

From the corners of your eyes, you saw one of the huge television on top of the building featuring a clear picture of you dressing up in a very old-fashioned clothing with a scarf wrapping around your neck and a brown top hat, being portrayed as the protagonist's only child in the trailer of the movie which you were pleasantly surprised to see...

"Huh, so they weren't kidding when they were going to promote their movie with my face on the big screen... that's kinda embarrassing... maybe I should have put more makeup on..."

You are an inspiring child actor who is currently on their way to Hollywood, ever since the day you saw that actress on your old small tv, you were inspired to become the star the actress was. Someone that can bring hope and dreams to those who watch you on the big screen just like how you felt as a small child all those years ago.

"...okay! Let's work hard today as well, (name)!"

A broad grin spread across your face, looking at the time as you put your earbuds on, soft music blasting through the mic, placing your hands in your pockets as you quickly make your way out of the crowds to your next destination.

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"Wooow, it's so colorful...and lively here...so this is what a theme park look like in person..." Glancing around the fun rides as far as the naked eyes can see. You could feel that child-like sparks in you, a feeling that you didn't get to experience during your childhood.

You continue on, glancing left and right as loud yet joyful music blasting throughout the amusement park, the crowds are filled with visitors who seek to make the most of their day with the appetizing aroma of the food stalls' different varieties of snacks, drinks and sweets.

Many children and adults were wearing those animal ears shaped headbands on top of their heads, mascots walking around, giving out balloons to small children and taking pictures with the visitors. You can hear the sounds of people screaming from the haunted house, cheering from the rollercoasters as they went through the tracks at high speed.

You truly feel like you were stepping into wonderful itself.

As you were busy admiring the view, from the corner of your eyes, you caught sight of a little boy running off somewhere while seemingly his mother come chasing after the very energetic child, frankly trying to get the child to slow down...

"Mom, we are going to be late for Prince Pegasus show!!"

"Sweetie, hold up don't run off so fast, you're going to get yourself hurt...!"

They soon disappeared into a greenery area of the theme park, it's seem very secluded in fact that you thought it was abandoned for a moment to which you raise a brow at this new discovery "There is an ongoing show in THERE?"

Well, not like you have anything in mind to begin with... wouldn't hurt to check them out while you're still on your day off, right?

⋘ 𝐖𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐄... ⋙

"I must set off with my trusty sword to slay the dastardly demon lord𝅘𝅥𝅮" A young man with short scruffy blonde hair with peach tips shouted, lifting a prop shaped like a sword as he stumbled upon someone...well more like a robot than a person...

"Well, if it isn't Ne-Ne The Cyborgian! Perhaps she would join me on my treacherous journey?" The little robot turn around when she heard the loud prince calling for her name, through the mic, a soft voice spoke out "Your Highness, you have restored peace to our village, which had long been troubled by monsters"

As if to express her gratitude to the young prince, the little robot went to grab something in their little bagpack, holding a cup that contains an oddly yellowish liquid within "I bring you a Hyper Drink, my tribe's famous revitalizing potion as a token of our gratitude"

"Oh, a gift for me, how splendid! Based on it's slimy, disgusting appearance, it must be highly effective. I shall drink it at once!" The prince drank the liquid in one go but soon after he drank it, his facial expression turn blueish as he gagged "Blah! What is this?!"

As his senses slowly come back to him, he loudly mumble to himself once realization hit the young prince "Oh, how could I have not realizer...The Cyborgians only drink oil!"

Cue the roaring of laughters from the audience, you almost let out a few chuckles as the show continue on "Well, this is pretty entertaining"

But then a loud thud could be heard from the back of the stage which alerted the young prince "Something's there...I sense a dangerous presence!"

At the prince's exclaim, a big and long shadow of a creature rise itself above the stage as the children squeaked "Wow! It's a big dragon!"

There stood on top of the dragon, a small girl with short pink hair as she yelled out towards the young prince "I'm Emumu, the demon lord's dragon keeper! My dragon will pancake you, foolish prince!"

"Curses! How am I supposed to fight a dragon this enormous?!" The young prince took a step back, thinking deeply on finding a way to defeat the large creature in front of him, as if he suddenly remember an important detail throughout his journey till now "Ah, I see! This dragon can be lulled to sleep with a song! I must think of some song to sing..."

As the prince mumbled to himself, the little robot grab a hold of his white sleeve, gaining his attention as she speak "Your Highness, please allow me to take care of this. I shall sing to the dragon"

And there it was...

A soft and clear voice, singing so beautifully and so gently through the micphone...

Your eyes widen, heart beating fast. You stare at the little robot as she continue to sing her song, you never heard such a beautiful voice, singing so angelic that you almost couldn't breathe for a moment there...

As you couldn't take your eyes off the singer, the children cheered her up "Ooh, the song is so pretty!"

As the song goes on, the dragon was noticeably nodding off, clearly sleepy to which the prince notice the sudden change "Splendid! The dragon is falling into a deep slumber!"

But then something was off when the little robot's eyes flash for a second there, forcing the song to end rather abruptly "Wha...?"

The facial expression of the actor who played as the prince was of one's panic as he try to continue the show "Ne-Ne, what is the matters? It seems your song made you fall asleep before the dragon did!"

"Did her battery ran out...? It's look completely turn off" stating that, you prayed in your heart that they will somehow work it out, feeling slightly worried for the troupe on how are they going to recover from this small accident happening on stage. As it was putting them on a tight spot...

"I need you to sing just a little longer! Perhaps Ne-Ne needs some encouragement from our wonderful audience! Can you please help us?" The prince asked his audience as he encourage them to cheer the little robot on.

"Ne-Ne!! You can do it!!"

"Ne-Ne, you can do it! Please, Ne-Ne..." A painted expression slowly crack through as the prince was getting desperate for a response from the little robot...

"Eek! The loud cheering is confusing my dragon!" The short pink haired girl screams as the dragon shook, seemingly confused. The prince noticed this as he grab his sword from his belt, preparing to strike "Thank you, dear audience! Now that the dragon is stunned, I shall make short work of it!"

Before the actor could move, the weight of the small robot tilt itself onto the poor man "What the...Argh!"

"Huh? Ne-Ne has fallen over, crushing the prince!"

"Is this a part of the show?"

"I can't even tell anymore..."

Chaos spread throughout the audience as the pink haired actress order her companion in a panic "Yiiikes! H-Help! We must save him!"

"N-No...I can still fight! I can't fall in battle...until I defeat the dragon!!" The prince struggled to get the robot off him as he refused to give in despite the heavy weight slowly crushing him to the wooden floor "I can't lose now and disappoint all the children who believe in me!"

"He is going to get crushed if we don't do something about it!" You didn't care anymore if the show get ruined for you cutting in the process of their craft, someone's life could be in danger if you don't, you were about to get up from your seat among the total chaos.

Only to be interrupted by the narrator's announcement...

"Prince Pegasus befriended the dragon and its keeper. His journey was to continue for a long, long time before he would finally cross swords with the demon lord...the end"

"What?!" the blond actor exclaimed in disbelief.

"What happened next? Is it really over? That's boring!"

"The prince had to be rescued by the bad guys? What a wimp!"

"That was a confusing play..."

"It started well but then it became unwatchable... let's go and check out something else instead"

The crowds scattered, leaving the stage behind as disappointment fill the air, giving a gloomy look as the staff members immediately went to lift the robot off the young actor who has a bitter expression, clearly upset with the results of their play going south.

You stared, not sure on what to do now since the show end abruptly but you couldn't just leave and forget that it's never happened.

The feeling of your own craft failing in the worst ways possible will always left a bitter taste behind...

"I guess...I ask them once things settle down"

⋘ 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐄... ⋙

"So you're the real Nene who was controlling that robot?" The blond actor asked, irritated as the smaller girl flinched at his harsh tone "uh..."

"Nene... it's okay, no need to feel bad" the pink haired girl spoke quietly, trying to comfort the timid girl.

"I recharged the robot. It's fully operational again" a tall male with purple hair walked into the group.

"...You forgot to charge it..." His fist clenched in frustration "I can't believe my show was ruined all because of such a stupid mistake!"

"I'm...sorry..."

"I don't need apologies!!"

"Tsukasa, it's not like Nene did it on purpose. After we left yesterday, she stayed behind to rehearse until the late evening..." the taller male step in to defend, trying to calm down the situation with sound of reasons "It's partially my fault too, I forgot to check the battery before the show. Next time, I'll make sure-"

"Next time? And what about today's audience?!" He cut him off as he turn to face the taller male "There is a different show every day. Each time we perform, we are battling to win over the hearts of the audience. That's why we must succeed each and every time!"

The volume of his voice increase rapidly as he continue on with his rage "Didn't you all want to make today's show a success?! Or are you going to tell me you didn't care?!"

"...."

"It's... it's all my fault... It's because I was...too scared to perform in person. I shouldn't have relied on a robot..."

"Nene..."

"So you admit it?! I should've known there was something wrong with you, staying hidden and only talking to us through a robot!" Tsukasa turn to face the grayish green haired girl this time "So you're a shy girl? Not good with public performances? You think that's an excuse?! If you can't even face your own audience, how can you put on a good show?!"

"!!!" Nene gasped.

"Tsukasa, stop it" Rui frowned, disapproval of his actions putting the blame on the poor girl.

"...sorry...I'm s-sorry!" Nene was about to run off when someone decided to cut in the conversation...

"I can understand you're upset but don't you think it's a bit cruel to be yelling at your own coworker?"

꒦꒷︶︶꒷꒦︶︶︶꒷꒦︶꒷꒦꒦꒷︶︶꒷꒦︶︶︶꒷꒦︶꒷꒦

[amrv-5]

5, 12, 14 for ask post :))))

HELLO LIVV!!! I’m DONE WITH WORK sorry for the late answer!!! These were fun!!!! And also. my god retrospective apology for the length of this I got really excited about my Symbolic Worldview Statement About Windchimes In Somewhere to Get To / Sailed Calmly On for a . lot of paragraphs.

5. What do you wish someone would ask you about [insert fic]? Answer it now!

AH well!!!!! Exciting. I’m about to sound so insane for paragraphs and paragraphs. I’ve got metaphors and symbolic imagery operating in very silly places. Here goes:

What’s up with Daniel’s windchimes in Somewhere to Get To and Sailed Calmly On?

And the answer: As with so much in this little fic verse, it comes back indirectly to [loud buzzer noise indicating incoming Parker Being Annoying About A Poem He Loves content] dear old Auden’s “Musée des Beaux Arts.” Sorry to anybody who has heard me be soooo annoying about this poem in relation to these fics in the past. At least it’s a new angle on it (after a restatement of the Poem’s Relation To Blah Blah Etc. So Sorry Hurrying Through It Now). 

Anyway, the poem focuses partially on Breughel’s painting “Landscape with the Fall of Icarus” (see it, and the poem, reproduced at the prior link). As per its title, the painting represents the fall of Icarus, but embedded in a landscape. Icarus is a minute little ocean-splash in the lower right corner of the canvas, a pale pair of legs about to be dragged under the water. Looking at the canvas from a distance, it’s hard to notice him at all. The focus is more on the foreground, where ploughmen go about their work, and on the lovely ship moving through the water. Like us on first viewing, none of the figures in the painting notice, or at least care to act, on the fact Icarus is drowning. This enormous, mythic moment is reduced to a petty background splash—lasting an instant, and then fading away, nobody paying it much mind. 

That’s the topic of Auden’s poem (swear to God we’re getting to the windchimes), which (in excerpt) notes: 

About suffering they were never wrong,

The old Masters: how well they understood

Its human position: how it takes place

While someone else is eating or opening a window or just walking dully along; 

(…) 

In Breughel's Icarus, for instance: how everything turns away

Quite leisurely from the disaster; the ploughman may

Have heard the splash, the forsaken cry,

But for him it was not an important failure; the sun shone

As it had to on the white legs disappearing into the green

Water, and the expensive delicate ship that must have seen

Something amazing, a boy falling out of the sky,

Had somewhere to get to and sailed calmly on.

So that’s the painting, and the poem, which both deal with the sort of tragicomic mundanity of suffering. Somewhere to Get To and Sailed Calmly On are clearly ripped, title-wise, from the last line of the Auden, and that’s because it was a theme I was playing with very consciously through each—there are a lot of characters drowning, in their own ways, and the world spins on. 

OKAY sorry for restating all of that if it’s been read or said before.

In re: the wind chimes: to me, they’re meant to stand—I don’t want to say in opposition to, because both images stem from the same sort of philosophy—but as a partial response to the Icarus-Drowns-Unnoticed theme at play in the fics. Windchimes force a person to acknowledge the existence of the unseen. To me they’re like… symbolic of being a sentinel of joy or care. Happiness (your own) or suffering (of others) is very easy to let slip by unnoticed or at least not consciously registered or responded to (gentle breeze one does not make intentional note of). Treating happiness / joy as a practice instead of a transient, at-random feeling, and being intentional in wanting to perceive others/the world as it stands, helps (I think) Icarus (us, in despair) swim a little stronger, and helps (us, preoccupied) notice drowning strangers when they need it. All of this, translated to fic-verse and imagery, is the ridiculous number of windchimes around the Pierce household, tracking every unseen, unfelt shift of air in a way that is impossible to ignore. They’re doctors, and they’re also, as we learn (to my characterization) people who work actively against an innate despair with the conscious, repeated choice to care, and care widely, and actively look for joy. 

And, then, why Hawkeye finds himself so devastated after the war, and so doubly hurt by his inability to get help: all of that attentiveness to the world, other’s pain, active search for joy against an interior tendency towards the water, has been burnt through by witnessing mass-scale violence he was largely powerless to stop. He’s distressed because he’s put so much of himself into the world, at an unsustainable pace, and nearly none of it comes back to him. Or at least not right away. He brushes a windchime when he comes home, listens to it sound, and then does the same with the same windchime in reverse as he leaves the house and flees to the city. And then, by the end of S2G2, a neighbor’s windchime sounds as BJ brings him a clementine and enjoys a warm day, and as Hawk wakes up to look out into the morning fog. Healing, hope, joy and rejection of despair, caring for one another with intentionality, etc. Sorry if this is sooooo silly but I love the windchimes and I'm so glad I got to talk about them LMAO <3

12. Are there any tropes you used to dislike but have grown on you?

Ouuughhhhh. Hmm. Barring a few specific exceptions, I’m usually down to read just about anything trope-wise; usually it’s more a question of Author Trust or Is It Well-Written In My Opinion, etc. I’d say, though, there are certain Tropes / Themes / Fic Concepts that are hard Nopes for me in most contexts but are for Hawkeye totally fine because, well, he’s a bit of a special bird. 

14. Are there any tropes you would only read if written by a trusted friend or writer?

Major character death. ESPECIALLY in MASH, if we’re not talking a character who’s already… etc. I can think of 2-4 authors who I would MAYBE. MAYBE read a major character death from. Breaks my heart tooooooo much <3

THANK YOU FOR THE QUESTIONS and I’m sorry about the. length. LMAO got excited about my windchimes

[darklydeliciousdesires]

I noticed you take a little backseat to your writing some weeks ago, I'm guessing because of that anon. Watching you start to create again (and write for Guero now? HELL-O!) has made me real happy to see. I miss your stuff beb! Been re-reading lots of your old fics. If anyone tells you that you can't characterize then they are talking shit. You write the MC guys so good! You give them more depth that we can all see is there, but isn't always brought out on the show. You read their intricacies so well. Too many writers on here stick to the script and it gets boring. Too many think their own shit don't stink with their writing and think they're in a place to criticize others. Might have been one of them who attacked your skills, jealous of the deserving attention you get. You give us something more with your fics and fuck fuck fuck, we love you for it Miss D. Never let anybody tell you that's wrong sistah!

Oh bloody hell, nonnie! You're so sweet!

That's me after reading your lovely message!

Yeah, I did take a bit of a back seat to my writing after that anon, I won't even lie about that. I'm feeling more confident in myself now, though. I know there was a degree of improvement I needed to take, and I'm still working on that. Quite happily, too.

My little band of friends have really been there for me as well (especially @daydreaming-belle, who has talked me in off the ledge as it were more than once, LOL!) and I know who has my back and who doesn't in supporting me. No idea who it was who sent that anon, but I would like to think you're incorrect and that it wasn't another writer. That kind of back-biting mean-spiritedness is so childish. And for what? They didn't knock me down for long. All being the kind of person to take shots at someone indirectly does is serve to make THEM look like an arsehole, so well done them. Haha!

Again, thank you. People like you make it worth the effort I put in. I'm glad you can see beyond what we're given on the show and get what I'm aiming for. I might not always be right with it, but I am glad I make people happy with what I write, and can only hope I continue to do so.

Big kiss!xx

[loveyourlovelysoul]

Hi lys. I hope you're doing well. I wanted to ask what would you advise to someone (me lol) who doesn't know what to do for a career. I have a vague dream of becoming a dancer and actor but it's impossible in my country plus my family won't ever accept it. And idk why but i also don't like attention or fame but to become successful in these fields fame is very important. I asked a psychic about my career and all they say is i should do something creative or follow my dream and that my spirit guides are hell bend on making me follow my dream but it's so pressuring for me that I'm overwhelmed I can't sleep at night at all. I wake up and I'm panicked about what to do. I can't eat at all because my stomach can't digest food due to stress. I once took antidepressant and it was good until it's effect wore off and the psychic warned me not to take it indirectly cause it's like a substance abuse for me according to her and my guides? I'm literally going crazy. I broke down crying infront of my father today due to constant stress and low health. I don't know what to do anymore i mean is it really necessary to follow passion or dream when I don't have any inner strength or motivation to do it at all?

Hey

First of all, let's try to go step by step: you know, to have all these different thoughts and fears and opinions summing up one after the other is adding even more stress to yourself. So, before taking any decisions, try to go slower and take one thing at time. Cause the more you run around a problem with your mind, the more you focus on yourself being lost and having no answer (and needing one asap), the more your mind makes up stuff and the more you feel overwhelmed and find it harder to find a solution, and then you get a burnout and break down (as you did). Your energies (inner strenght) are focused on overthinking your problem and finding more issues to this problem, so you cannot use them to create clarity nor to work for your dream or anything else. You have to change this if you want to get to a solution.

Find any way you can to take some time off from all this stress, to separate your thoughts from your main problem: staying there won't help you find any solution but just add to your stress and mine your health even more. So please for a while, don't think about your problem, about running out of time, about what you should do or don't. Simply try to find a moment of peace and come back to yourself. To your core, to your body. Focus on you. Maybe do some breathing exercises, follow a guided meditation, try the 54321 exercise... Do any hobby you feel like doing, even just try to nap. You need to be in a better mental and physical state to make important decisions. We cannot make decisions while we're so anxious, stressed, angered or even too happy or excited: any excess of emotion can cloud our mind in a way or another. So try to find time to ground yourself. You have time to follow any career path you want, but you need to be in yourself to make a proper choice, to regain clarity. Right now, seen your state, it would be impossible and useless to make any choice. You need to take care of your person first. So again meditate, take a walk, do anything to calm yourself. Do not give yourself a timing, you're not running out of time to make any decision, it's fine even if you take a whole week for yourself or more. Your personal health comes before anything and now you really need to care about it. When you notice you can sleep, eat again properly and do anything else with a calmer mind, go back to your problem and start analyzing things as follows. (Ofc if you cannot make it alone, please ask for help. Be it to a trusted friend or even a professional figure as a therapist or a psychologist. These people can help you navigate your emotions in a more accurate and proper way and help you find a way out this stress more easily... and also give you the necessary support as in meds, if you really need them -I'll get back to this point).

Please again, it's important: don't do answer what follows now, it will just bring more stress and your answers may not be accurate but dictated by your present mental situation and anxiety (and your need to find answers asap -rush is never a friend, in this case even less). Calm your mind first, ground yourself.

You mentioned having a vague dream of becoming a dancer/actor. So what are the reasons for this? What do you want to obtain? You said you don't feel like staying under the spotlight/having fame, so there must be another reason. Do you like these two endeavours? Are you passionate about them? Do you wake up and your first thought is to dance and act? And it goes on through your day? You can only watch videos of people dancing and acting, and you like studying them and what they do? Be objective in answering, let your fears aside for a moment and talk with your heart. Cause if you do this, if you can only think about dancing and acting, then yes, you should totally follow your dream. GIve it a try, despite it being impossible in your country and fearing your parents reactions (do you really think this or are you just trying to block yourself in fear of making it? -maybe it's not your case but it happens; it's a rooted mental pattern of self sabotaging that many of us end up into: we take any little detail we may read around or hear as a proof for our fears and we let them hinder us). You're here to live your life, and if you live to dance and acting, then at least give yourself the chance to try. You never know what doors can open up for you.

Back to you saying you don't like fame or attention. Why is it so? You rather not shine and staying in the dark? Do you fear being judged by others (maybe by your family more: you may fear disappointing them. You know... sometimes it's just a fear, some others it's something we need to do to make ourself happy and we can only hope they will understand one day), or you fear having haters (which ofc the more you get out of your shell the more you'll find: these people are just envious people or project their fears onto you. Let them say what they want cause it's not about you but about themselves, and know you will have all the help to "fight" them anyway). Is this fear of being under the spotlight a real thing (maybe you're shy or you have some social anxiety that you need to overcome or work through, or you fear being seen by others) or are you trying to add another reason to the list of "I'm not trying this cause I won't ever make it"? As in "I don't have the strenght to actually work for my dream, cause it's impossible and I am not good enough to make it". This is a valid feeling if all your life you've been experiencing being let down and not having received much, having got many no's, having had to overwork to get praised, for example. But trust me that you can work and do things you don't imagine you ever could, in order to make real something you really want to. So if it's fear of putting into some work, of failing a few times before making it, of having to do it alone and against everyone, yeah you're have all the reasons to feel that way. But you also need to be real with yourself. To tell yourself the truth. Not find other excuses or easy ways out. And again, if you really have a dream and want to pursue a certain career, then give yourself the chance to try it. Be clear with yourself: it's gonna take effort, it's gonna be hard, you'll have to work, you may even make mistakes and fail many times before making it, but if you don't give up and start believing in yourself, you will make it. How much do you really want dancing and acting? How much are you willing to give in order to get there?

Ofc if your answers aren't about really wanting to be a dancer or actor (maybe you don't have messages you want to convey throught these endeavour or whatever else), then find time to connect with yourself, check within what are the things and talents you feel are more related with you (is there anything that comes easy to you? Again, be objective, don't play yourself down). Or if there's any other career you find interesting or fascinating. Don't fear having to put in work, having to fail or anything: this is something you'll always have to do for any type of career you'll choose, so don't let this block you or you won't really make any move in any direction ever.

I read you mentioned talking with a psychic and I'm not judging their work ofc (I'm one myself) but when it comes to meds as antidepressant you should ask to professionals in those fields imho: if a psychologist or therapist suggest you a cure as a support to your healing process with them, then sure follow what they prescibe you and keep talking with them about your results or if you need to change something about it. Just don't take stuff randomly by yourself (maybe cause a friend has a certain prescription) cause that would really be unhealthy and counterproductive. A cure in mental field is effective only if it's done on your own person, it needs to be specific for you. Seen that you're into spirituality, I would also remind you to keep in mind these days we have venus and mercury retrogades (until the beginning and half September): this means our minds and insecurities (past stuff) and relationships and finances being under huge stress and it's not the right moment to make important decisions as stress is high and we may be pretty unbalanced. But this is an addition to what I mentioned above.

Hope this can bring some help. Take care of you. All the best<3

---edit:

Try also to understand why you need to rush yourself towards a career asap. What is pushing you there? Do you need independence and the feeling of safety you can get through it, do you need money, or someone else is trying to push you to make something out of your life (family/society: remember there's not a fixed age to find a job nor to get married or do anything. It's a false belief)? If you need money ofc, you can try any career and switch maybe later on to another you like more, but if that's not your need... why the rush?

[the-darklings]

Hello! Not tibyim related. How are you? You doing alright? Just noticed that you seem a bit -I dunno if it's the right term- weary? Tired? Your writing is still wonderful as always, don't worry. It's none of my business but just checking in if you're feeling okay. Take care always!

hi, thank you so much for asking 🤧 I generally prefer keeping any negativity off my blog, so it's a safe space for everyone, but I suppose it would be good to give a bit of context to anyone who cares to know.

tw: death in the family, grief, depression, anon negativity.

So, these last two months have been... a lot. I suffer from depression and kinda hit rock bottom early this year. I managed to sit down with myself and make some manageable changes in my life to get into a better mental state, and it's been treating me really well this year, so I've been way better lately.

But at the end of August, my last remaining grandmother passed away. I lived with her for a portion of my childhood, but my feelings toward her were complicated since she was, directly and indirectly, responsible for many traumas that remain unresolved to this day for me. I felt indifferent towards her passing, but my mom took it hard. I had to travel to get back to my homeland to sort some paperwork etc., and it's just been a lot mentally and emotionally. I've been completely out of the usual routine that kept me emotionally stable and happy. My mom's health has also suffered a great deal since she's now dealing with panic attacks/pre-heart attack levels of high blood pressure and had two dips yesterday, making me a bit more exhausted than usual since I'm worried for her.

tibyim has been the one shining light in this last month and a half, and I'm grateful to all of you for reading it and supporting it so fiercely and lovingly. Writing it and answering your questions has been a wonderful distraction tiding me over.

I also dealt with that anon again yesterday since they came back trying to pass off as a "different" anon while talking the same way and doubling down on the same issues. I'm okay with people not liking tibyim - it's a given with any story that someone out there will not like it - but I honestly don't care to argue with anyone on how I write my own story. Sandman fandom is popular and has hundreds of insanely talented writers producing content for it daily. I've dealt with this type of energy in the past, but it's honestly exhausting, and I didn't want to put this shit on all your dashes, so I dealt with it behind the scenes.

I'm okay for the most part, just drained, and, yes, weary. Work on part 10 should start today, and I'm happy to focus on something positive, but yes, this stuff hits you over the head no matter how used to it you are. Once again, thank you for asking how I am. It's been a while since anyone has asked in such a meaningful fashion.

[shinehyuk]

ENHYPEN reaction to crush going out with someone else

‣ Genre : yandere

tw/cw : abuse, obsession, toxic relationships, murder, blood, strong language, heavy themes, mentions of kidnapping, traumatic experiences, stalking, violation of privacy, please do not read if sensitive/uncomfortable!

request : You should do a yandere enhypen reaction to you with another man

‣ a/n : this is definitely not my proudest work but i hope you enjoy it anyways <3 i also didn't really read through it as i always do since i wanted to release it quickly so if you see any mistakes please lmk <33

Jungwon :

· The second he found out that you have a partner, he instantly went to get rid of that little pest that only stood in the way of making you love him

· How could you be with someone else? Obviously, since he's only lurking in the dark, it's not like you even knew that Jungwon existed, but he still feels quite offended

· His plans of making you naturally love him have been shattered once you came home a little earlier than usual, seeing the male covered in blood from head to toe finishing up cleaning the mess he just made, simply chuckling once he noticed your presence

· "I'll treat you better than they did, darling. Fate brought us together and fate is never wrong, is it?"

Heeseung :

· He's not happy. Not at all. He should've been the one walking by your side right now, whispering sweet nothings into your ear – yet why is he still watching you from far away? If only you knew how much he loves you, it'd all be so much easier

· Something, no, someone has to change that, and it has to be him. He won't stop until he gets exactly what he wants; your love

· He'll swiftly eliminate your partner, and what's a better way to bond than comfort you while you mourn over the death of your dear lover?

· "Don't worry.. you're safe with me now. You're mine."

Jay :

· Words can't describe the rage he felt when he found out – how dare someone other than him claim you?

· Nothing and no one can stand in the way of Jay's obsession. If he had to take over the entire world just to be with you, you better believe that he'd do it without hesitation; so eliminating a single person is nothing but a little pest for him to take care of

· And oh, don't you think that he'll be letting you go either. If you started going out with someone, you might as well do it again with yet another person, and he can't have that, can he now?

· "It's all your fault, darling – do you want to know why? Because your love belongs to me, and to me only."

Jake :

· Seeing you with someone else makes him feel hurt in a way that he's never experienced before. The way you smile and laugh at the jokes of your new darling – it makes the male go insane

· All he wants in life is for you to be happy, but you should be happy with him, not with some.. idiot who probably doesn't even know how to treat you right

· But you're not going to love someone else on his watch, not when he spent days and nights making sure you got home safe, indirectly comforting you when you were sad – he worked his ass off only for you to be happy with someone else? No. If you won't be happy with him, you'll be happy with no one

· "You hurt me.. so I had to hurt them, and if I could I'd do it a hundred more times – can't you see how much I love you now..?"

Sunghoon :

· The pain that filled his heart is too much for him to handle – he has to get rid of it, and he knows exactly how to do that

· He'll make your partner "magically" disappear, as in not to make you too sad. He certainly doesn't want you to hate him if you found out that the killed someone you loved, now, does he?

· Sunghoon is the only one you can love. You're not going to share your heart with anyone else, not under the male's watch

· "Do you really not know where they went..? What a shame.."

Sunoo :

· Why.. Why are you that happy with someone? Surely that must be one of your cousins that he somehow didn't know about, right..?

· The poor boy's heart sank as he saw you kiss your new partner – no. It was not right. He should be the one holding your hand, not some.. stranger

· He'll go insane, ending your partner's life right before your eyes as he sobs. He knew that he should have claimed your love for himself before it was too late

· "You're mine! Mine! No one else can have you!"

Ni-Ki :

· His heart will snap in half as he watches you and your partner sweetly cuddling on the cameras that he personally set up in your house when his obsession first began

· That should have been him. Tsk, no – it will be him, just you wait. The male just cannot wait to take your lovely partner's place

· After he disposes of your loved one, he'll be more than ready to take his place straight away. He can't have you breaking his heart ever again, can he now?

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· "My, what's wrong, sweetheart? If only you loved me from the very start, I wouldn't have to do this – it's all your fault."

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•~Viktor x GN!Reader Headcanons (Arcane)~•

(My babies! Mama has returned! After my little hiatus to take care of some personal issues, I have decided to come back and take care of my children! Yes! I adopt you all indirectly and shall become your mother figure! But enough about that! Let me explain why I’m writing headcanons for someone other than the absolute sweetheart that is Bruno Madrigal!)

(Now just a disclaimer, I haven’t seen ‘Arcane’ yet nor played League of Legends, but I have fallen in love with this sweet yet broken man that is Viktor. So here I am! Providing my headcanons to you all for comfort! Now as usual, they will be Gender Neutral but feel free to put requests in my box and I will get to them as soon as I possibly can. Now! With that out of the way! Onto Viktor!)

You met Viktor when you both were young, he was a very quiet boy who was fascinated by mechanisms and what made things work. And you…. Weren’t. But that didn’t stop you from trying to understand and talk to him.

You noticed that he was lonely very often, and when you came to notice his crutch, you immediately took sympathy. Leaving the other kids behind to pursue the quiet child.

‘It took some getting used to.’ Viktor would say if you ever brought the topic by up later in life. And since it was a joke, you both just laugh it off. Though when you were young, you agreed that you had more of an ‘artistic’ or ‘emotional’ perspective compared to him.

Though your differences never really made you disagree all that often growing up. Sure there were a few arguments here and there, but you both learnt to talk things out and became better people because of it.

Viktor accepted your creative difference as a taste of change from his lonely lifestyle. With you, the world wasn’t just machines and formulas, it was a brighter world of colour and laughter. And that’s what made him fall for you.

It was a slow realisation, starting off with glances as children, to silent gestures as teens before he could finally realise how much you meant to him.

The poor man was a stammering mess, far from his usual witty and intelligent personality. He was comfortable around you to be open with you but he was still so nervous when he told you everything he felt inside.

Viktor had put his whole heart into confessing to you, and was even embarrassed after the fact. But instead of laughing at him like he expected, you instead smiled and gently kissed his cheek. And that made him shut down.

Though he isn’t really the overly affectionate type, he still made sure to show that he really did care and that he does love you. Even if you probably did more for him when it came to his work.

He falls asleep at his desk quite a bit so more often then not, you’d have to carry him to bed or give him a blanket so he’s comfortable. He feels bad whenever he does this but it doesn’t stop his body from working to the point of exhaustion.

He calls you the light of his life whenever you too get time to yourselves. And you can tell he means it, because truth be told, he’s an honest man when it came to you.

Seeing as Viktor is rather quiet, he’s more of a one to admire. So usually when your back is turned or your attention is elsewhere, his gorgeous eyes would just be on you. Taking in every detail and mentally jotting down all he loves about you.

My mind is made up that this man is rather dorky! When he finds something that he thinks is exciting, he will tell you all about it. Whether it me right then and there, or at the end of his day. It becomes a little happy moment for both of you.

Seeing him happy is actually something that you look forward to, though he says it’s ‘a little too selfless and an unrealistic goal’ , you still make it your mission to see him smile at least once a day. And it works 9/10.

Overall, Viktor is a different man when he’s with you. No drastic changes but he trusts you just as much as you trust him. He values you and your relationship, and so he’s willing to make you happy. He sees you as more of his equal and beloved, but you’re also just [Y/n] to him. His little light.

[itsdanii]

Kyahhh your rejecting you and regretting series is just so freaking good . Uhmmm idk if you are taking requests right now but can I please request for Ushijima and Kita?Thank you so much!

Rejecting you and regretting it pt. 4

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Hey, bub. I'm so glad to hear that you've been enjoying my works. Here's your request for the part 4 and final (as of now) part of the rejecting and regretting you series. Have a good day and stay hydrated! ♥️

genre: angst to fluff

warnings: semi-rude behavior (resolved), no cursing in this one because these men drink their respect women juice daily

ft. ushijima wakatoshi, kita shinsuke

title says it all

Kita Shinsuke

Kita is your childhood friend

The moment the two of you were introduced to each other by your grandmothers, you instantly clicked

Same as through with him, you loved spending your time being productive and following a certain routine so it's no question that as you both grew up, you started gaining romantic feelings towards him

You've been thinking of confessing but never really had the chance because he was always busy with volleyball practice

So when you finally managed to get some alone time, you didn't hesitate to voice out your feelings, not knowing that the answer you're hoping for isn't the answer you're going to get

"You're staring again."

You snapped out of your thoughts when Kita stopped infront of you, his eyebrows furrowing as he studied your face.

"Are you alright?"

"Oh, uh, yes! I'm sorry. I was just thinking," you answered sheepishly while scratching the back of your head.

You mentally cursed yourself for spacing out on him. This is the only chance you're getting and you can't afford to waste it.

"About what?" Shinsuke asked as you both continued your walk on the way home since you only live apart each other. Plus, his grandma had always told him to never let you walk home alone especially at night.

"Huh?"

"You said you were thinking. About what?" Shinsuke gently tugged at the sleeve of your jacket, changing your positions so that he was closer to the road than you are.

You felt yourself blushing at the small gesture and looked at his hand that was still holding your jacket.

You swallowed the lump forming inside your throat and stopped walking, the act stopping Kita as well due to him holding you.

Kita looked at you worriedly and placed both hands on your shoulders, his head dipping slightly to get a closer look at your face. "Are you oka-"

"You," you answered without focusing your gaze to him. "I've been thinking about you."

When you felt him taking his hands off your shoulders, you immediately looked up. "Sorry, did I make you uncomfortable?"

The look he had is something you can't decipher but if you were to analyze it based on what you can see, it's a look you never wanted to see again.

Silence reigned the two of you, eyes staring at each other as if you're both trying to figure out what the other was thinking.

"No," Kita said, breaking the silence. "But it's best if we don't discuss the issue any further."

At that, he faced forward and continued walking as if nothing happened but as you stared at his back, you realized that somehow, he knew what you were trying to imply.

And the sad part is that he chose to ignore it and act unbothered as if he didn't just indirectly broke your heart.

Once you reached your destination, you faced him with an anxious smile and Kita didn't fail to notice this, as well as your habit of shifting from foot to foot whenever you wanted to say something.

"I like you, Shin," you blurted out nervously, your heart beating erratically and your palms becoming sweaty. "I don't know when it started but suddenly, I just woke up and realized that what I'm feeling towards you is no longer within the range of friendship. It's something more and I just wanted to let you know."

"I am well aware of that but I'm sorry, y/n. I can't return your feelings."

You bit your lower lip to hold in your tears and as much as you wanted to shout at him to accept your confession, you can't just force someone to love you back because it doesn’t work that way.

"Geez, can't you even say it gently?" you said with a forced chuckle. "Don't worry, I won't hold any grudges."

You let out a sigh before looking up at him and Kita was surprised to see that there are no traces of anger. He expected you to lash out but it seemed like he was wrong.

"I'll see you tomorrow then. Don't overwork yourself, okay?" With that, you stood on your tiptoes and pressed a kiss on his cheek before turning around to cross the road.

Kita could only stare at you as he watched you enter your household, your figure vanishing from his sight as the door finally closed.

Kita is a practical man.

He knows how to separate what is right from what is wrong.

Because of this, people often see him as someone who's perfect, sometimes even being compared to a robot due to his nature. But Kita is far from perfect, and he knew that.

Because as he laid in his bed that night, he realized that he just made a big, wrong decision, and he had nobody but himself to blame.

-

Kita didn't know if he should be happy or not. Actually, he should be happy. After all, he just rejected you and still, here you are, walking beside him as you made your way to school.

He kept glancing at you, observing wether you were pretending or not but he knew that it isn't in your nature to be a pretentious person. You've always worn your emotions on your sleeve which made it too easy for people to read you.

"Ah, Shin. You don't have to walk me home later," you said with a sheepish smile. "My friend is actually going to walk me home so.."

"Alright. Be sure to send me a message when you're on the way home." Despite how 'normal' it sounded, Kita was actually feeling something unpleasant inside him. It was a feeling he was well aware of but had never experienced himself.

The day progressed fast. One moment, he was entering his first class and the next, he's already checking wether all the sports equipment were put back in their proper places.

As he walked out of the gym, Kita instinctively brought out his phone to check for any messages, yours to be specific.

"Ya alright, Kita-san?" came Atsumu.

Kita simply nodded and glanced at his phone again before keeping it, disappointment filling him as he realized that you're not planning to message him at all.

Without you to walk home with, Kita decided to join his team mates, yet despite the noise his team naturally carried, Kita's mind was still preoccupied.

He thought of how you must be doing or if you arrived home safely. He thought of how different the things would've turned out if he hadn't rejected you.

He thought of you.

"Isn't that y/n-san?"

Kita's attention immediately went back to Earth, his eyes following the direction Atsumu was pointing at and just like he said, you were indeed at the other side of the road, walking alone while hugging yourself as you shivered ever so slightly.

Without any words, Kita headed towards your direction and his team mates knew better than to interfere. After all, they knew their captain well. It wasn't that hard to notice how off he was today.

"I thought I told you to message me."

You gasped as Kita suddenly appeared beside you, draping his jacket over your shoulder which immediately surrounded you with his familiar scent.

"Sorry, I forgot," you said while tugging at the end of his jacket sleeves.

"Mhm, and you also said that your friend is going to walk you home yet I don't see anyone beside you." Kita said with a serious tone.

"About that..." You scratched the back of your head as you tried to think of any excuses but you knew that lying would be pointless.

"What if someone kidnapped you? Or worse, took advantage of you? You know I don't like you walking alone especially when the sun had already set yet you still did it. Why did you lie?"

You felt like a child being scolded by your mother but instead of taking it the wrong way, you knew that Kita was only looking out for you. It was just ironic that he broke your heart yet still showed his deep concern for your being.

"It's because I didn't want to make you uncomfortable," you finally admitted. "I just confessed to you yesterday and I thought thay maybe I might make you uncomfortable if I kept sticking beside you. I didn't want to be an inconvenience."

"What are you talking about?" Kita stopped walking and turned towards you. "You were never an inconvenience and will never be one."

"Sorry, Shin."

"No. I should be the one to apologize. I made a very rash decision yesterday and ended up rejecting you. I thought that having romantic feelings towards someone would just be a waste of time but I came to realize that it isn't a waste of time if its with you," Kita said with a gentle look on his face.

You didn't speak for a few seconds and just let his words sink in, a feeling of hope igniting inside you when you realized what he was trying to say. "Do you mean that?" you asked hopefully.

"Have I ever lied to you?" Seeing you shake your head no, Kita leaned in to press his forehead against yours. "I like you, y/n."

You felt your heart beat picking up with those simple words and without waiting for anything else, you pressed your lips against his.

Ushijima Wakatoshi

Being the cousin of Tendou Satori had its perks

And one of those perks is the opportunity to see Ushijima everyday

You are only a year younger than them yet despite that, you get along with the team very well

After all, it had been a part of your daily routine to always visit the school's gym

What you didn't expect, however, was to fall for a certain captain

And you, being one of the most open and honest person, confessed the moment you realized your feelings towards him

And despite being turned down several times already, you still persisted, claiming that you'll do everything to make him fall for you

But sometimes, no matter how hard you try, it just isn't enough

"Where's 'Toshi?" you asked Satori when you entered the gym, flashing a small smile to the others before sitting down on an empty bench.

"Talking to the coach." Satori looked at the plastic you were holding and grinned as he noticed what was inside. "Really, y/n-chan? You know that won't work on Ushiwaka, right?"

You just shrugged and placed the item beside you. "It's worth a try, 'Tori. Who knows? Maybe I'll finally be able to get a reaction out of him."

"Y/n."

You looked behind you upon hearing Wakatoshi. "Hi, Toshi. Did you miss me?" you said and flashed him a bubbly smile.

"You always come here everyday. I do not see any reason for me to miss you," he simply answered before taking a seat beside you, eyes glancing at the carrot stuffed toy before focusing on the court.

Satori, who witnessed the whole exchange, just laughed at you, his eyes squinting as he clutched his stomach in tears. "Well, there's your reaction," he said while still catching his breath.

"You don't have to be so mean, Toshi." You pouted and handed him the stuffed toy you brought.

"What's this for?" he asked in slight confusion while examining the carrot you gave him.

"That's a gift. Haven't you noticed? Its been 8 months since I started courting you." You grinned at him.

"Oh? Y/n's courting captain?" came Tsutomu who was wiping his sweat with a clean towel, eyes glancing at the carrot before he exclaimed, "I want one too!"

"Have it." Your eyes widened when Ushijima handed the carrot stuffed toy to Tsutomu. "I don't need it, and please stop giving me stuff from now on. They are irrelevant."

"I worked hard for that! You don't know how much token I spent just to get that from the claw machine!" You frowned at Wakatoshi and took the toy from Tsutomu who's now obviously confused with what's happening.

"Then I'll pay the amount you spent. Just stop giving me random stuff from now on. I don't need them and I don't have any feelings for you," Ushijima said with a passive voice.

You bowed your head and Satori immediately panicked, his arm reaching out to you but you only recoiled. "You're the worst, Toshi!" you yelled at Ushijima before dropping the toy on the floor and running out of the gym.

All three of them were in shock at your outburst, completely not expecting you to say such thing. You've always been bubbly around them so hearing those words from you was something they never expected coming.

"I think you made y/n mad, Captain," Tsutomu said while picking the carrot and dusting it off.

"But all I did was say the truth," Ushijima reasoned out, eyes focused on Tsutomu who was now hugging the toy that was supposed to be his.

Satori just sighed and turned around to go back practicing.

"Captain?" Tsutomu muttered with a confused look as Ushijima suddenly took the carrot from him.

"It's mine."

-

For the sixth time of the day, Ushijima glanced at the closed door of the gym.

It had been almost a week and he haven't caught a single glimpse of you. No visits, no 'coincidentally' bumping on each other despite having different floor levels, nor surprised bentos. Nothing. It basically felt as if you don't exist anymore.

He doesn't even know why he seemed bothered with it. Wasn't it him who pushed you away? He should feel relieved now that you were no longer bothering him, right?

Then why did it felt like he was missing you?

"Y/n's not coming," Tendou said beside Ushijima.

"I know. They haven't been visiting lately." Ushijima stared at Tendou seriously, making the red hair chuckle before raising his hands up in surrender.

"I don't have any idea where y/n-chan is. Even if I do, my lips are sealed," Tendou said before making a zipper motion.

Ushijima sighed and looked down at the ball resting between his feet. "I don't like it when they're avoiding me."

"Hm, I can't blame my cousin for doing that though. They've been pining over you for quite a while now and each time they confess, you end up rejecting them. I guess yesterday was their breaking point," Satori explained with a shrug, "Maybe you got used to the feeling of them coming back everytime you reject them that you don't know how to feel now that they stopped chasing you."

"I..like y/n."

Just as he said those words, the gym doors suddenly opened. You entered with your usual bubbly expression, a wrapped bento in hand as you made your way to them.

"I noticed that you weren't carrying your bento awhile ago so I brought it with me," you said as you handed the bento to Satori, not even bothering to spare a glance at Ushijima who was intensely looking at you.

"Y/n," Ushijima said making you turn to him.

"Yes Ushijima-san?"

Ushijima blinked at the mention of his surname. He knew that it was normal for people to call him Ushijima since it was his name but hearing you say it seemed bothering for some reason. He was used to you calling him either Toshi or Waka-kun.

"I like you, y/n," he said without hesitation.

Satori facepalmed at Ushijima's straightforwardness. Deciding to give you both some space, he stood up and walked away with his bento, leaving the two of you to talk.

You sat down and crossed your arms over chest, body facing Wakatoshi as you waited for him to explain and apologize properly.

"I'm sorry for how I acted a few days ago, I was merely being honest that time, but now I realized that I like you too... and I also did not mean to disregard your efforts just to get Mr. Carrot," Ushijima said while slightly scooting closer to you, his hand obviously trying to reach for yours.

"You named the stuff toy Mr. Carrot?" you asked with a raise of an eyebrow. "I thought you didn't need it.."

"That was a mistake. Mr. Carrot is actually sleeping in my bed as of this moment." The side of Ushijima's lips curled up when you giggled, the sound making his heart race.

"I appreciate you trying to be nice to me, Toshi, but you really hurt me back then, you know? I even had to stay away for a couple of days," you said before looking down at your lap to play with your fingers.

Panic started bubbling up inside Ushijima at your sudden silence. Swallowing the lump inside his throat, he asked you carefully, "Do you still like me? I'm really sorry, y/n. I missed your presence inside the gym. It's not the same without you. It's been too... quiet. Please give me another chance."

You lifted your head upon hearing that, clearly not expecting Ushijima to say those words in almost a pleading manner.

Ushijima took your surprised reaction as a cue to continue. He carefully took your hand in his, his hand completely engulfing yours as he intertwined your fingers. "I won't be aggressive towards you anymore. I know you said you hate me and I'm not the best at this kind of things but for you, I'll try."

You pulled your hand away from him, only to quickly wrap your arms around him, the action obviously catching Ushijima off guard. "I never hated you, 'Toshi," you mumbled with your face buried to his chest.

"Does that mean you still like me?" He said as soon as he composed himself, an unusual soft expression forming on his face when he felt you nodding.

You felt yourself melting even more to his touch when he secured an arm around your waist. "I like you so much, 'Toshi," you said as you looked up him.

"I like you too, y/n." With that, Ushijima leaned down to press a lingering kiss on your forehead.

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a/n: lately, my mind has been filled with wakatoshi ushijima

[yandere--stuck]

The god of sleep has no dreams of his own. When Hypnos sleeps, it grants him the opportunity of visiting those of others, drifting along as on a gentle river. It’s comforting. Shards and glimpses of lives that aren’t his own, of people and places that won’t ever mean the same to him, the visions indirectly threaded by his fingers. There are far too many dreams for him to make, which is why most aren’t. He brings them to sleep, and their bodies do most of the work.

Regardless, it is his domain. Every mortal needs to sleep, whether they like it or not, which makes him an inevitable part of their life. A third of every human’s day rests in his hands. As payment, all he wants to do is observe, to be in their company. (Hypnos likes humans. They don’t notice him in sleep, or worship him in their days, but he doesn’t mind. It’s easier to handle being ignored when it’s not their choice, when it’s impossible for them to notice him, rather than his mom’s cold eyes passing through him like he’s a sliver of mist.

At least when he’s among the dreams of the living, he’s less alone. There’s no judgement, but no praise either.) With how many mortals and dreams there are to go around, it’s rare for him to visit more than once. Though it’s much rarer for anyone to take note of him. Most people aren’t aware they’re dreaming while doing so, being swept along by their dreams instead of having control, but you’re not one of those. You’re blessed with lucidity, morphing bits and pieces of the experience as you go. Most importantly...

You see him. You laugh. “Well, I didn’t think I was lonely enough to make up some guy to keep me company… Guess you learn something new every day!”

In one motion, you pinch his chin between your fingers and pull his face towards yours. He lets out a surprised noise, at the fact you can touch him in the first place, and the movement itself. And it’s a high and squeaky sound, one that makes him want to curl up in his blanket and slip from this dream to the next. You make no comment on it, only smiling wider.

“Ooooh, your eyes are golden! So pretty… Glad my subconsciousness has good taste, at least.” You add the last part to yourself, laughing again.

You don’t think he’s real, just some made up character of your dream. It’s no surprise you aren’t aware that you can’t dream about someone you’ve never seen before. For now, he’s glad to have you believe that. It’d be more humiliating if you knew a god was making such a fool out of himself, heat rising to his face. His tongue is limp in his mouth. When was the last time someone called him pretty? Had anyone ever called him that, and touched him so carelessly? You save him from the burden of speaking up first.

“What’s your name? Do you have one?”

He hesitates. If you knew who he was, you wouldn’t treat him the same anymore. “I don’t! But, um-!“

Hypnos knows and accepts what others think of him, knows that he’s no good at his job or much else, but if there’s one thing he would excel in, it would be here. He straightens his back a bit from its usual slouch, the tips of his feet grazing the ground as he floats. “I’m here to make sure you’re going to have a grand old time, you know? I know aaaall about having fun in dreams! Why, you could call me an expert! At your service.”

He does this stupid little bow, and immediately regrets it. You laugh, but not at him, and people don’t usually find him this entertaining, he thinks, and if you keep this up, it will become one of his favourite sounds.

“Alright, mister dream expert,” You say with a grin. “What did you have in mind?”

He helps you float like he does, and assists you at conjuring up whatever idea pops into your brain. Hypnos expected you , but that’s not all you do. You try to ask him questions about himself, even if you supposedly don’t think he’s real, and you actually listen. And when you tell him about yourself in return, he does the same. It’s fun, he’s having a good time, and he’s disappointed when he’s jolted awake because of someone walking too close past him. He’ll have to apologise for suddenly disappearing next time. (Next time? Does he want there to be a next time?)

Hypnos makes a habit out of visiting you. You’re not always aware you’re asleep, sometimes your dreams are the same as any other human’s. He savours those days too, at the insights into your life it offers him. However, it’s most enjoyable when you look at him with bright eyes and talk to him, and laugh at things he says and joke around at this side. There’s a warm tightness in his chest around you, he’s happy, he is, but also impossibly nervous to mess up and have your smile turn into a sneer. It’s surprising you even still want to be around him, if past experience is anything to go by, he isn’t any good at not annoying people. But you’re different. You haven’t insulted him at any point, either! You must really be some blessing.

Hypnos thinks he likes you. A lot. He’s never thought of it before, whether this is allowed or not. Never considered the possibility of forming a close bond through dreams. Hypnos decides that it is, and who would he even ask, isn’t he the deity of sleep? He’ll make his own rules, number one being that it’s totally a-okay to have dream friends! That you visit and think about all the time and spend all your time thinking up new fun ideas for! And sometimes you scratch their name into the margins of your lists while zoning out! He’s getting off track. (And, well, this all seems more like a problem exclusive to him…) What he wants most is to have you down here with him, to touch you and feel something, to have you around while you’re awake and asleep.

But to do that... It would be an offense to all sacred rules to meddle directly with the path the Fates had set out for you. Perhaps they’ll have some mercy on him for being family. Either way, he’s going to falsify your cause of death in the records. He's tired of being a bystander in your life. Hypnos doubts whether you can even remember him when you wake up. He isn’t exhausted in his normal way however, it’s no tugging at his eyelids or yawns hidden behind an open palm. This hurts. It’s an ache, an empty hole beyond his ribs. Your warmth needs to fill it, he’s sure. He wouldn’t be able to stand and watch as your life blossomed, how you would inevitably love someone else, be happy and forget about him all together. (It’s unfair. He's never had anyone that wanted be anything of his. Not a friend, not family, not a lover. And now you’re here, the first to not see him as a disgrace, and now he should let himself be stopped by some old rules?) Because compared to what someone right there with you could give, what did he have to offer? If he believed everyone else, he had nothing of worth to give anyone. All he had was this love, what he thinks is love. But you laugh with him, you seem happy, and what he knows of human life is suffering. So many terrible deaths, so many unresolved emotions, so many wishes that never came to be.

Hypnos could save you from it all. You would never have to worry about anything again. But he knows how much humans fear death: It’s reflected so often in their worst nightmares, after all. The last thing he wants to do is scare you.. How surprised you’ll be at suddenly finding out he’s real, not just a figment of imagination!

He’s giddy. The two of you could have be together forever! (And if you didn’t love him back, why would you smile at him like that? Why did you always say you were happy to see him return? He has neither experience in friendships or relationships, but he shares those sentiments, so you must love him too. Otherwise… He doesn’t want to think about it .)

So he visits you. Hypnos floats above your bed, watching down upon you. He caresses your face as you rest, watching you through lidded eyes. You called him it first, but you’re pretty too. He doesn’t care about your hair being a mess, or the dried drool on your chin, or how you lay in a weird position, legs and blanket all tangled up. Your soft breaths are adorable, and he wants to coo at you, to make your face turn warm instead of his.

The thought of his brother seeing you and taking your soul makes him uncomfortable, he wants this vision of you to be only his.

Your eyes crack open with a little groan and before you have the chance to struggle or cry out, he presses a kiss against your forehead, forcing some of his raw power into your frail, mortal body.

It shouldn’t hurt. He asked. Your form was never meant to take godly powers, it’s too overwhelming, destroying you from within, and you go limp within a second. It’s like you fell asleep. A sleep so deep you will never awaken again. (i know hypnos doesn’t govern dreams his sons do but i had an Idea,, hope u enjoyed!!)

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(THIS IS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE OH MY GOSH!!!!! You're so talented, this is written so beautifully, it's amazing!!!!

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO POST!!! I've had a busy past few days ^^; I also hope it's okay that I had to edit it, or it'd be a big block of text, hehe. Thank you so much again!!!! 💚💚💚)

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known stranger | jjk | Chapter 1

people say your bestfriend's rival is your rival too. But what if you fall for your rival.

✿ Pairing :  Jungkook × female reader, Jimin × best friend reader

✿ Genre : enemies to lovers, stranger au, personal assistant au, manager au, mutual au.

✿ Summary : always seen him around your mutual friend, but one day you  noticed the known face. Everyone find you so interesting that they always want to be your best friend, yet you never find anyone close to your heart. Jimin your so called bestfriend gone through the worse break up but instead of caring him you fall for his rival. You never thought of liking someone who would beat your bestfriend, but you fall for Jungkook there. Unfortunately, Jungkook became your personal assistant who hated you the most for supporting Jimin. What if Jungkook also wants you back?

✿ Warnings : fluff, strong languages, reader is a psychopath, angst, anxiety, anxiousness, double faced, bullying, overthinking, mean people, Jimin here is the meanest, ignoring, explicit, smut, fake friends, manager and personal assistant au, mutual friend, swearing, filled with flirty lines, rival, lovey dovey, break up, makeout, humiliation, oneshot, texting.

✿ Series : a drabble fanfiction of 3 sets

✿ Word Limit : 5 k+

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✿ Author's note : wishing you many happy returns of the day, kook. I thought of making this fanfic a oneshot but my mind never cooperates with me. So, here I'm again with my drabble series. Read it and let me know if you liked it. To get add on taglist, send an ask.

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"See, I changed your contact name to 'Bestie' , it's looking perfect dude." Jimin rejoiced. You just gladly looked at his phone screen with your two owl eyes. "Now, you also need to change my contact name in your phone to 'bestie'. Do it fast, I'm waiting, piggy."  Jimin said happily.

"Ya, I'll do it later some day." You weirdly smiled at him. It's always been like that. Jimin being too clingy, always said that you're his best friend, his own girl, whom he adores the most. But somewhere you never felt that. You never denied him of being your friend or you can say your best friend but you always hesitated to accept. You never called him sweetly, never even seen him like your bestfriend but something less than that. A vibe just didn't match with him. Yet, he was always the one who texted you, asked for hanging out, call you by pet names, always loved you, always treat you like his bestfriend. You never showed this emotions neither you did denied all that .

"You always do this things. You know, you're always first for me. First priority,____(y/n)." Jimin sighed.

"Ya, always first. But-" you got intreuppted by him.

This Areum gonna kill me one day. This girl already broke up with me but still cling to me." Jimin said while checking his phone. Few weeks ago, Jimin had a worst broke up. More likely, a betrayal kinda thing happened with him. Before that he was so happy, bright and always busy with his girlfriend. And never ever asked you how were you back then. There you got it, how really a toxic person he was. That's why, you never wanted to call him your special person. Cause after every break up he only comes to you. And during his relationship phase he never even asked you nor did he talk to you. A complete stranger basically.

" Why don't you just ignore her. Block her if she's distrubing you so much." You said.

"I did, but still. Well, she's only for fun. She also have fun making out with me and I do the same. So no problem." Jimin chuckled.

"Also fun when she calls his boyfriend and his friends to beat you up as you're assign of molesting her." You rolled your eyes.

"____, you clearly know that. You have seen that. She was the first who directed me to kiss her , touch her and everything. But later that bitch just called her bodyguard boyfriend to help her out. It's only a strategy for breaking up with me." Jimin sighed.

"Then, why did you do the same thing again Jimin? Just leave her. It really feel bad to see your friend suffering." You asked.

"Bestfriend not friend." Jimin corrected.

"Whatever. Do you want to have red stamps on your ass again?" You sighed.

"No, but I can't. That time I was so mad at Areum so I didn't do any harm to her boyfriend. Unless I would have kicked him in nuts." Jimin giggled.

"Everything is not a joke, Jimin." You rolled your eyes as you left for your daily shift.

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You got freahen up after a hectic day at your work. After taking good hot shower, you sat on your bed and checked your phone. You glared at how many messages Jimin had sent you to ask about your day, your mood, what's you're doing and stuff like that. You completely ignored it. Sometimes you feel that, the boy put so much of his time on you just to get some friendly love from you. But at the second thought, you imagine all those moments when he ignored you, your texts, your calls for hours and days just because he don't need you.

At last you saw the flooded messages at the new group chat you got added. You don't have enough patience to read what the group chat was about and who were the members. So, you directly called the one who added you.

It's Bora, who added you. Your long lost another best friend. Who also treated you like her best friend but you never like being her friend. But you felt so glad that someone still remembered you. You called her.

"Hello!"  You nervously chuckled.

"____, I missed you bub. Don't you missed me sweets?" Bora excitedly asked.

"Sure. I-I mean I did. A lot. Bora." You weirdly smiled

"Then you're definitely coming to the Mall? Don't you?" Bora asked.

"Mall? About what?" You asked.

"I added you to the gc dude. Checked that. Everyone is coming. Please you also need to come. I have many things to talk about you." Bora pleased.

"I saw that, that's why I called you. Cool idea! Definitely gonna come Bora." You said.

"Call me sunshine. Okayy, tomorrow at eight at evening near the south mall. Don't be late. We all will be there." Bora said happily.

"Sure sunshine. I'll be there promise. Good night. Meet you tomorrow." You said cheerfully.

You're kinda excited to meet your old goldies. Not to lie but you missed them so much. All the shit they talk, crazyness they do and everything about them is all you need right now. You missed Bora in real. Like, in days she was so toxic that gives you anxiety unnecessarily but still she missed you. You always love the person who mentioned you anywhere unless or untill it's Jimin.

At the Mall, you're already late to go their after your hectic schedule. But still you're not late as it's only nine and they asked you to be their till eight. But you always a late lateefa. More like a queen for whom everyone waits. You saw Bora, and ran cheerfully towards her.

"Sunshine!" You sang.

"_____, again late." Bora exclaimed arrogantly.

"Really sorry Bora. Tell me if I missed anything." You asked.

"Everything. Legit everything." Bora said.

"Why? I'll cry dude." You sighed

"Everyone already gone for movie. I'm just here to wait for you girl. Thank me." Bora rolled her eyes

"Then let's go for the movie. We can join the movie." You cheerfully smiled.

"Wait. I didn't call you here to hangout with you. I need to tell you many things." Bora said.

"Then whom we're waiting for. Let's have some goosip coffee, Sunshine." You chuckled as both of you just walked upto the near counter coffee shop. There you sat the same place you used to and have endless laughter.

She explained how she's going to marry the man of her dreams. Tells you everything about what happening in every one's life and their love life. During your old days to, Bora was the one who tells you all the goosip and love life of others. She was so much interested in other life than her own. Unfortunately you were always the one who used to hear all those boring goosips. You were never interested, neither you are now interested.

As the weather is getting happier the dark clouds surrounds the mood. You saw Areum and his Boyfriend Seokjin was also there at the mall. They're strolling down the Mall with grabbing eachother hands. They looked so happy. But you felt so bad for his boyfriend Seokjin. He never knew the actual face of Areum. You have seen after Jimin's break up also, she used to make out with him. Jimin share each and everything about that. How she bite his upper lip so much and how she was acting that everything was good and still were together. Jimin was an actual fool and you knew that. He didn't understand that, the thing which he was telling fun and gain is actually the entire opposite. Areum was all having fun with her new rich boyfriend and having a good physical life with Jimin. But here Jimin was always so sad because of her. She's an actual bitch  and act like an innocent fool.

"Bora, this is the girl I'm talking about." You pointed at Areum indirectly.

"She was Jimin's girlfriend? Ew. I always know he had a bad taste." Bora said.

"See the boy beside her, he's her new boyfriend. A total bitch." You fumed. As both of you sitting at the corner of the coffee cafe looking at them and goosiping.

"That's Seokjin. Lord." Bora yelled.

"You know him?" You asked.

"For sure. He's the friend of Jungkook. That boy is way too flirt." She giggled.

"Jungkook? You mean that boy?" You asked.

"Ya, remember during the high school party I invited him. You met him quite a few time, ____" she said.

"Wait. There's a  Long story about him also dude. Let me finish." You chuckled as you sipped your cold brew.

You explained her how during the break up of Jimin and Areum, she called her new boyfriend. With his new boyfriend there was Jungkook there to threaten Jimin. You had witnessed all the threatening Jungkook given. The way he said 'back off your little ass' , 'fuck another girlfriend, leave Areum' , 'seokjin is like my brother, if anything happens to her girl I won't leave you". All his aggression, confidence in his eyes and a way of firece. Not to mention you liked it.

All this years, you have seen Jungkook. You have seen him in the partis, malls and streets. But after he threatened your bestfriend, you kind of liked him. After that you noticed him in real. How he was flexing his arms while talking to Jimin, how he was rolling his eyes, how he was just standing there looking immensely handsome. With the white t-shirt on and cargo pants, he was looking handsome. That's the first time you actually noticed him.

You really felt bad for Jimin that all the boys get over him. But a certain part of your giggling to recalling all the moment of Jungkook. You never talked to him, neither he took an interest on you. You both were just a known stranger to each other. Known by the faces and stranger by the identity.

At the end of the meet and greet day, you were on your way to outside. Bora was with you. You both were laughing. You met with other old friends too after so long. You took some good memories photo and you felt so good at the end.

"Bora! Hey!" Someone shouted at Bora who was standing beside you at the exit of the mall. She looked back and realized it's Jungkook.

"Hey, Kook. You're here." She giggled.

"Come here with Seokjin. You too here?" Jungkook asked.

"Yeah, with _____(y/n). Meet my bestu." She pointed at you.

"I see." Jungkook just rolled his eyes on you. It's completely like ignoring you. You also completely just looked at your phone to cut off eye contact. It was like ignoring both of their conversation.

You know why he always looked so uninterested on you. After Jimin's broke up, you took Jimin's side and then all those so called cold war started. He absolutely hate you because you opposed him and supported your friend. But you know you were correct. But that never mean that you could not have a crush on him.

His dark hairs falling at his eyes with the little puppy eyes look immensely fierce. His everything is quite recognisable and you remembered each of the detailed about him. But always a guilt that you never spoke to him. You wanted to but his expression kills your inner whore.

"Then spend time with Seokjin. Meet me soon." Bora said.

"Cool. You also spend time with your bestu. I'll meet you soon." Jungkook greeted as he left both of you alone. He gave you a scary look before leaving which you clearly noticed but rolled your eyes.

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You entered at your work place. That day you had a lot of work to do. So, you piled up all the papers needed for the work. Basically, you were working as a manager in a hotel as you want to have enough money to publish your book. You work daily so hard to accomplish all your dreams to be a writer. Being a manager you saved enough for your book and have enough to spend the rest on your own. Your work was always way to comfortable for you.

"Good Morning,____." Your boss entered at your work place and greeted you.

"Good morning boss. Do you need something?" You asked.

"I want you to meet someone. Kook! Come in." He shouted to call someone. As he called, a guy entered in the room and it's none other than Jungkook itself.

"Meet Jungkook. From now onwards he will assist you. Your personal assistant." He said.

"Dad! I'm not anyone's assistant here. I'm not doing this thing." Jungkook barked angrily.

"You have to think about that before the car accident. To be more sincere, you have to work as an assistant until or unless I'm sure you can do something on your own." Your boss hissed. You never knew that Jung kook was son of your boss. Your boss looked quite young for a big boy like Jungkook. And never did Jungkook had been in this five star hotel you worked at. You were quite shocked while giggling inside that he had to assist you. That's mean proper supremacy.

"But dad -" Jungkook been cut off by him.

"Meet _____(y/n). I really want you to work with her. She's sincere as well as profound at her work. I think you will be a good Manager -  assistant thing." You boss said. As he mentioned your name , Jungkook looks at you. He was as stun as you.

"Thanks Boss. Hello Mr. Jeon Jungkook." You greeted and try to be as professional as you want to stop him from invading in your personal life.

"Now, you both can start your work. I'm leaving." You boss said as he left your work place leaving you and Jungkook alone.

For few minutes it was like a dread silence. Only your computer making the typing sound. You don't know how to start a conversation. The only thing you know was that you should be professional with him. No perosnal talks. Only see him as your assistant or more like your boss's son. Jungkook was there right behind you still astonished and don't know from where to start. He was already feeling so sad about being someone's assistant but it made worse after realising it's you. You were his manager. Internally he hated you, but you liked him. You know he hated so much. But neither you had talked to him nor he talked to you. It was an internal war of friendship. Because both of your mutual friends were rivals. So, you both also knew you have to be each other rivals too.

"You work here?" Jungkook smirked.

"Yes, Mr. Jeon. As you're my assistant now, I'll teach what you have to do." You weirdly smiled.

"I'm not your assistant first of all. It's for my dad sake. Or I would never have to work here." Jungkook arrogantly said.

"It's okay Mr. Jeon. But I have to abide by my boss rules." You said.

"What's with Mr. Jeon? Don't you know me?" Jungkook asked smirkingly.

"Do I?" You asked.

"Dude, you're Bora's as well as Jimin's bestfriend. I clearly have seen you hundreds of times. Don't deny that you never have seen me." Jungkook smirked.

"Sorry, Mr. Jeon. But I'm at my work place. No perosnal talks please." You hesitantly said. You felt like a large piece of stone got off from your heart. You never want to talk to him about your personal matters or it would go real wrong.

"Stop calling me Mr. Jeon for God sake. Call me Jungkook." He ranted.

"Okay, Mr. Jungkook. Anything you like." You said.

" God! You're so annoying dude. No more formalities please. Jungkook only." Jungkook yelled at you. You know how to annoy people. You were just testing his patience and as expected he was way more patienceless than you have thought.

"Okay Jungkook. Call me _____(y/n) then." You smirked.

"Whatever." Jungkook rolled his eyes as he sits at the table.

He was on his phone through out you were working. You thought of giving him some work. But the way he was sitting, getting annoyed by you and those priceless smiles across his face whenever he was playing in his phone. You can't deny but you want to admire him all day long. You and Jungkook was all alone in the room. No one was there. You were working on your files and peeping at him when he was not looking at you.

"Dude, give me some work or something. I'm getting bored." Jungkook sighed as he put his phone aside and looked at you.

"I thought you don't want to work! But sure, being your manager I'll give some work to do." You proudly said.

"Only for my dad. And also I'm bored so thought doing something with you." Jungkook said.

"Something with me?" You asked. Your sarcasm is way too knowledgeable to your friends. How you turn simple things to some random jokes.

"I-I mean some work with you." Jungkook stumbled.

You told him everything he have to do. All the rules and regulations he had to follow. But at all your words he just rolled his eyes. That kind of annoying to you and you want to beat the shit out of him. But you can be a bigger annoyance than him. And you decide to be one. As Jungkook would never find you interesting or beautiful but you would force him to do so.

After the work, when you finished all your daily work and wrote down all the things you have to do tomorrow on your diary. You were ready to go to your home and work in your book and have some delicious coffee.

"Jungkook now you're good to go. See you tomorrow." You greeted him with a smile.

"So, now what are you gonna do?" Jungkook asked.

"We did all the work today so early. So, now you can go home and so do I." You said.

"Go home! Don't you have anywhere to go? Hangout or parties?" Jungkook chuckled devilishly.

"I prefer home Jungkook. Meet you tomorrow." You said and you're on your way to exit.

"Wait ____. I'm trying to start a conversation. And you're only ignoring me." Jungkook yelled.

"I'm not ignoring. It's just I have pile of work to do." You laughed

"So, if your professional life ended can we talk about your personal life?" Jungkook asked jokingly.

"No. I don't want to." You said as you left the venue for your home. Jungkook was standing there all astonished that why you react like that. Thinks if he asked you something wrong.

As soon as you reached home, you got a text from an unknown number.

You're internally giggling and smirking that it was not you who texted first but it was him. You were happy that finally you got his number. But still you don't want to show that you liked him or anything. You just want to be professional with him so that he'll beg you to talk to him. You're way too annoying and you want to show that to him. You now just want to go tomorrow and annoy him more and more.

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"You did well today. You should be proud of yourself!" You smiled at him.

"I'm always proud of myself. Well, now home?" Jungkook asked.

"Yeah, let me just get my things and we'll be good to go." You said as you packed your bag up.

There Jungkook standing looking at you and your curves. He was really so rude to you at first but now he was cooperating with you. He does everything you told him and obediently he did that. As you were busy packing your things. He grabbed your diary across the table to hand over to you.

But before that he looked through the pages of the diary. First few pages, you marked all your day to day plan. Yet as he turn the pages over he looked the brief description you have pointed about everyone. This was something you do whenever you find someone interesting. You always note down their physical and behavioural characteristics about them. Because in a thought that maybe it'll help you in the near future on your books. You always make your books character with attachment of the real people existed. It's kind of a thing you really like.

"His deep ocean eyes when he looked at his rival. For me it his dark hairs which he glides with his veiny hands." Jungkook louldy sang. As you didn't noticed that Jungkook already have your diary and you're looking for it. But those lines he sang just clicked your mind.

"Jungkook! What the hell? Give me my diary." You shouted at him and punched his arms.

"Dude, I'm giving. Wait, let me read some more." Jungkook chuckled devilishly.

"Give me or I'll leave." You rolled your eyes. As he gave the diary back to you. You look at the pages he turn over and generously you looked at it. Properly examining if he fold any of the pages.

"It's okay. I didn't eat your pages." He rolled his eyes.

"I'll check that up." You arrogantly said as you pick your bag up and left for home.

The lines Jungkook read loudly was actually about him. You have written everything about him which you find interesting. You don't want to reveal your secret that you liked him. But you just wished that he didn't read his name there.

As soon as you went home, you got Jungkook's text. It's now kind of become a routine for you to get text from him at night. The whole day you just spend with him and at night we wished you 'sleep well' to end the day. You can't thank your boss enough for him. He's rude but kind. You're annoying but sweet.

"Today we don't have many work Jungkook. You can take a leave today. " You said as you pile up the papers.

"It's okay, I'll help you." Jungkook nonchantly said.

"Well, I also don't have work. So, I'm leaving already." You chuckled.

"It's only afternoon dude." Jungkook sighed

"So? You're so enthusiastic to work, huh?" You asked.

"For you." Jungkook sighed under his breath.

"Wait. You're free now? Any plans for evening?" He asked.

"No I guess. Will eat and watch something so far." You excitedly said.

"Let's hangout?" Jungkook smirked

"Huh? With whom?" You dumbly asked.

"With me of course dude. You and me. I never have talked to you in person. You always so professional." Jungkook giggled

"Umm... I might be - " you got intreuppted by him.

"Please don't say no. I also want to know why every one wants you be there bestfriend." Jungkook pleased. You really want to go at the first go but you want him to plead to you. And he did, and you accepted that.

"Okay then but home by night." You smiled. 

He accepted and asked you to wait for him till he take his car at the front. You waited for him at the main door. But you saw he forget his phone at the table. And repeatedly his phone just lights up as there were messages flooded on his phone. You decided to peep into it. Your inner detective rises as you checked his phone. You know it's wrong to check anyone's personal thing but he also did first with your diary. You looked at the top messages, it's filled with many flirty girls texts, some work related texts and lastly Seokjin text which popped up as soon as you open it.

Your inner self was burning right then. You thought Jungkook was not like that but you were wrong. He was like that, a total rude brat. But before you he acts like all sweet and flirty. Yet he was totally the different personality in real. He still thinks of you as a ugly and rival person. You can't process what did he mean by 'I'll fuck a pig than you'. You were keep repeating the lines in your head. The more you imagine it, the more your blood was boiling for him. He was traitor or a chameleon who only knows how to changes colour. You can guess how he thinks about you. He only thinks about you as a ugly, little and fatty bestfriend of his rival. You just want to see him and kick him so hard and want to know why he acts like he actually interested in you.

You were already been worse , you don't want anymore to get worst. You only need to go home and drift in your blanket and sleep till you forget that Jungkook is okay to fuck a pig but not you.

You left for your home without greeting Jungkook a bye. You don't want to hangout with him anymore. You now just want him to beg you to fuck him. You're a total psychopath for this. Your ego is far more bigger than anything in this world. Either he should beg you to fuck him or you never will see his face. You know your ways how to do that. As you think, Jungkook already called you to enquire why did you left after promising for hanging out. But you declined the call. He texted you over hundreds time to know what's wrong with you. But neither you did answer. You were completely ignoring him.

The past days you just ignored him, his texts and calls everything. Everytime he comes to talk to you at interval you just passed him. If comes to ask you something you directed him to the other managers. Even ones he asked you why you were acting so differently and ignoring him. But you straight up rolled your eyes on him. He got so annoyed by your actions. He only wants to know if he made some mistakes. But more than the mistakes you feel that it's a double game. He only wants to insult you and nothing else. You also know it's better to stay away from double faced people.

You were at your workplace constantly ignoring Jungkook. You never pick any personal calls during your work. But as it's lunch time and Jimin was calling you, being a good bestfriend you picked it up.

"Bestie! You're at work?" Jimin asked through the phone.

"Umm.. yeah. Anything?" You said.

"Today, I prepared dinner for you. Specially for you. Please come over at my place." Jimin said.

"Ahhh! Jimin! Tonight I can't. There's a lot of undone work." You ranted.

"You always say this things. Shut up, you have to. Else I will pick you up. Okay?" Jimin asked smiling.

"No need to come here. I'll come, it'll be late." You sighed.

"Great bae. Love you always." Jimin sang.

"Meet you tonight. Bye." You said.

"Say it back, piggy." Jimin shouted.

"Ahhhh love you Jimin! Bye." You also sang the same way he did and declined the call. You were already tired and again you have to go there.

Someone was there to noticed all the things you were doing, it's Jungkook. He heard all the talks with Jimin. Heard the way you have a plan tonight with Jimin, the way you sang love you to Jimin and the way you were giggling all the time talking to Jimin and not him. His inner spirit boiled to know you were again talking to that little brat who was his rival and he got jealous that you never hangout with him but you at once get ready to hangout with Jimin. He couldn't sit with his inner boiling ego. He need to ask you what happened, why did you hangout with Jimin and many other questions which a boyfriend need to ask his girlfriend. Time by time there was some sudden urge which keep him engaged with you. It  could be your personality, your way of showing emotions and everything you do. He also fall for you but still didn't know it.

Jungkook just entered the room where you were working and shut the door arrogantly. You were amazed what he just did but without caring much you did your work.

"Working, huh?" He asked. You just nodded a yes.

"Free tonight? Thinking of taking you to any restaurant." Jungkook smirked.

"Busy tonight. Hope you will understand." You rolled your eyes.

"Busy tonight with your boyfriend Jimin, huh?" Jungkook chuckled devilishly. Your eyes just burned to hear that. You frowned.

"Sry, my mistake. I mean your so called best friend Jimin." Jungkook rolled his eyes.

"Jungkook, mind your own business." You shouted. He walk up to you and stand straight right before your face.

"Now,I understand why Jimin broke up with Areum. Jimin got you." He said as he pinned you at the wall. He thoroughly looked into your eyes leaving no gap. His hot steamy breath could be sensed by your cold skin. Each word he spokes makes your heart pound. His wide chest touches your torso. He was furious and angry that time you could clearly guess. But more he come nearer to you. You felt like hugging him. Instead of asking him to leave you, you just glared into his eyes. Both of you were stolen in each other eyes. No one was taking back.

"Love you Jiminiee." Jungkook mimicked you.

"Jungkook, stop it"

"Tell me that you love Jimin and I'll leave."

"What if we stand like this forever." You winked.

"Don't play with me, ____(y/n)" Jungkook smirked as he come closer to your face.

"What if I kiss you now?" You smirkingly said.

"Then do that! Jimin again got a cheater girlfriend. Poor Jimin." Jungkook giggled.

"I'm glad that he didn't get a girlfriend like Areum." You frowned.

"Mind your business. Dare not to speak anything about them." Jungkook arrogantly said.

"Who started, huh? Who's now pinning me? Who's jealous about Jimin? Who wants to take me to dinner? Hear yourself, baby." You playfully winked as you punched him to get off from him. He took a back from you.

"Seokjin is right my taste is real bad. Live with your Jimin happily." Jungkook said.

"First of all he's right to say that. Having a friend like Seokjin shows your taste. Secondly, Jimin is not my boyfriend. Lastly, don't ever dare to talk to me and fuck off." You ranted as you leave the room.

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