#thats because they dont wanna see jt

[drulalovescas]

They really pulled no punches

And Missouri was a psychic. She KNEW

[td-brick]

I WANNA HEAR ABOUT JO

OKOK!!!! It's pretty late where i am so sorry for any typos or weird wording. I have a lot to talk about probably but first i'll elaborate on what i said in the other post about her being less willing to receive help. I dont think thats really just in relation to her and brick or even her and romantic relationships in general, i think it reflects in most facets of her life. Which idk to me is obvious looking at canon but jts also interesting to think about why shes that way. I think she already wasn't super sociable even before that (autism to me.. she was a micromanager and very bossy/blunt/direct/etc when interacting w other kids) but i think also being a competitive athlete she started developing the "every man for himself" esque idea in her head. Especially combined with the misogyny she would have faced as a girl going into a very guy dominated profession/hobby especially one that's considered more masculine at that she would have started to be more self-reliant and detest working in teams and having to rely on other people for help or anything like that. I feel like this would have also lead to her developing the internalized misogyny we see she has in the show, she feels like shes not really allowed to like anything more feminine because it will lead to people not taking her seriously as an athlete. And also this leads me to some frequent thoughts I have about her although it's more me complaining about how other people perceive her. Hold on i wrote a thread on twitter about that I'll just put it here. There are definitely typos there but if it's hard to read I rewrote it with correct spelling in the alt text

And also the elusive google docs paragraph I wrote about her. This is pretty bad  imo which is why i rewrote it entirely here instead of just copy and pasting this but 😭😭 i don't know maybe it adds more context to a few things so I'm posting it anyways

Also correct me if i'm wrong about any athletics/sports stuff I was guessing based off what i've seen but i haven't actually done anything related to that in like 8 years so

[tandytoaster]

I think the others are probably good at holding it together because theres no way theyre not internally freaking the fuck out. My mother seems to get better each day which is incredible but So Many Fucking Times someone is getting better, and then they die. This has not happened but the way my body and my mind are reacting to this are as if it did. I don't wanna freak anyone out but i wanna be like, "hey why aren't you freaking out. Are you not seeing these numbers. 50% IS A BIG FUCKING NUMBER"

There is a 50% chance my mother will die within the next 3 months. Say it.

Maybe jts more like 35% . But thats still too much. I don't know how much that number consists of people who have it rupture again, or complications in general

I'm not okay and I want to tell people but I don't want to freak them out but I also kind of do? I already talked to nanny and i don't wanna freak her out more than what she already is. I don't want to talk to steve. I can't tell this shit to my siblings. I think to them this is something that's like, "okay mum got hurt but in 2 weeks she is going to come back home", I don't even know if the thought of death has crossed their minds.

I want to call her and be like, "are you going to be okay" and i want her to say yes and not to worry . But its not like that, i can't do that. I don't even know how much she knows . She knows i was scared by the numbers and she knows thats bad but i dont know what else she knows . Nothing can calm me. Nothing can bring me back to reality

It's been one week since it first ruptured. She's made it further than 15% of people.

I was thinking about how i can't accept this and how i can't escape the state of the world. The despair is the same. Its the exact same kind. But this is worse. This is a lot worse

[rotisseries]

mason holds liam up as they walk out to thr parking lot and he says " know what you were doing." and liam said "trying not to shift." and mason shakes his head and sets liam down on the hood of a car and says "no you took that beating because you think you deserve it because of what happened to brett and lori." ans liam said "maybe i do." "you took a beating, but you didnt deserve that." "look i know i didnt kill them. a hunter did. and she has a name." "yeah and shes got new recruits too. see nolans not the only one you gotta worry about now" "you mean like gabe" "no i mean like everyone. nolan didnt just want you to shift in front of everyone to show them that youre a werewolf, he wanted to show everything that you're the enemy." and jt kinda dawns on liam : "......that we should be hunted." and the next episode opens up with more THEO. they have to open with theo everyone loves him (me its me i love him) and him and two other werewolves are tied up to this fence with zipties and are being electrocuted. electricity is a common torture method for werewolves in teen wolf btw. and the ppl beside theo are like "im not gonna tell you anything." and the hunter is like "i dont reallt have any questions" and electrocutes him and then goes to the other werewolf and says "i dont have any questions for you eitherrr" and electrocutes her and she says "good" and gets electrocuted. and then says "we're not afraid to die." and the hunter says "does that go for everyone here?" and theo is like "not me🙌🏼🙌🏼 no death. no pain. ill tell you anything you want to know." he said fuck all that idc . what you wanna know?😭 . he gets electrocuted anyway. then the hunter gets in his face like "i dont Have any questions." and theo's like "okay.. maybe you have some unfinished business with THESE two losers, but im not with them. i i dont know who they are or what they did or what their problem is. im not a part of it." the hunter then splashes cold water on all of them (it was clear they were splashed before cuz they were soaked before that.) and theo says "that wasnt friendly." and then the hunter starts teasing them with the button on the electric fence and the girl says "JUST DO IT" and now i will take the time to tell you that beacon hills has a mental health hospital called eichen house . its basically an old school batman arkham asylum, it houses a lot of supernatural in there, lydia was in there at one point. anyway the hunter thats doing all this used to work there and he killed some inpatients and abused them. when he was a nurse for lydia he made her listen to her dead grandmother , and also was. kinda getting off on sticking her with a needle, hes fucking creepying. anyway theo will mention that. and also he zaps them all on the electric fence.

an entire ask dedicated to liam's self worth issues and theo getting electroshock therapy this is so sweet

[lewmagoo]

Okay okay okay I've been thinking and drinking and remembering and shit. I have so fucking many experiences that are Dagger Squad coded ok like i have the weirdest friends i swear to God and lowkey they sre alcoholics and also they are in the military and so it all works (I dont live near these people or that base anymore so pour one out for the gang ok)

So This one time I was in a group where a girl called out one of the cockiest guys there and basically claimed he was compensating for something and thats why his ego was so large and he wouldn't stfu. He just laughed and said do you wanna see cause I can totally back it up. And I was sitting there like *yes* because, listen he was cocky but HOT. And we flirted some. Anyways, this girl was a lesbian which was well known and flat out said she wouldn't be attracted to it or have a good idea if it was big or not so it should be ME. We go in the other room and I like blacked out ngl he was indeed big but anyways im sorry I can see this with Hangman and I just...

My own experiences like I have way more like the one dude who ended up being the most sober of a group of us drinking and he physically picked me up (to which I panicked about my weight and he told me to shut up I didn't weigh much (I do)) and he carried me to the bathroom because he thought I was gonna throw up then sat there with me as I just rambled and talked and he brushed my hair and like petted it while I sat against his chest??? And was just so fucking sweet and I kissed him and he said "hun you're drunk...let's talk tomorrow". BOB. CODED.

And basically only when I get drunk do I get the good stuff but this other time I was with another group of people, only the cocky guy from the first story was there everyone else was different and we were walking around the woods (not quite woods but like suburbs that had some woods near jt) and we exited the woods and were om a dead end street and an old house and outside the house was like a couch and a piano, amongst other things the person was getting rid of. This dude straight up just walked over and started playing so we all just sat on the couch as he continuously played songs and finally the owner came out and just watched him play and offered to give him the piano but the dude was like oh :( I don't have a car that would fit it and the owner literally was like I will drive it to your house it was my husband's who died he would love someone getting use out of it you'll have to load it cause I can't but I will use my truck. So the rest of us and the dude loaded a piano onto this woman's truck and then we all rode in the bed illegally to the guys house and he got a free piano that costs like 3000. The woman cried because she said her husband loved music so much and she couldn't bear to look at it anymore but she knows he'd be happy and the dude straight up hugged her and now they meet up once a month and he plays her new songs and she brings him cookies. We tease him about the cookies. (The cocky dude from the first story literally claims he got a sugar mama but not for sex). Rooster. Coded.

Anyways there are more but those are the ones that come to mind and i.

yes to all of these, they're so spot on. the bob one is my absolute favorite

[the-sound-ofrain]

so theres this confusing scenario going on w me. I like a guy, somewhat? And i thought we had like this great chemistry but he was traumatized by his past affairs and so was i. Thats how we met each other. Crying to each other about our experience. And i think that created some sort of trauma bonding between us and "thing" happened. We were so close until I told him i was umcomfortable so he stopped, didnt even make me feel bad about it for saying no. And we never talked about it again. We talk as if it never happened and flirt a little here and there. But sometimes i feel like he likes me, sometimes it feels like it doesnt, and jts so freakingly confusing because ???. He says he wont date until his 20s but I wish he liked me back. Its pretty confusing to me, because then again hes been a good support to me and was there for me through my hard times. I dont wanna ruin things between us, but at some point, its already kind of ruined. And the tension between us omg. Frustrating and weirdly saddening

ah, the see-saw of tension between two beautiful young people. trust me, he's expecting you to start and you're expecting him to start but here i can read both of your afraid of commitments & that's completely okay.

once you've got your hands stuck in a pitcher plant you really stay cautious of every intriguing soul. i would suggest you to talk if I'm allowed to suggest you.

go & have a clean talk with you. lingering to a simple question & ruining the wholesome vibe of calm relationship will keep both of you suffering. i say rip the bandage off in a go.

[zooone]

i heard you need some spice in your inbox... well... heh... lets just say... im the perfect person (i am nto )

how was ur dayyyy what did u do

what would u say is ur favorite artist rn!!! i currently (shamefully) like listening to the jjk sound track

anwyays i loved that choso fic u write him so cute!!

MY GOATALICUOUS REV ALWAYS HERE TO SAVE THE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my day was pretty booorrrringggg.... i woke up and realized i wasnt waking up in the arms of gojo ... joke lang joke lang but then i went to school and i have math first which sucks big balls . but then i went home and did some studying which is atrocious because jts like the third week of school and i should be going home and playing starfew valley.... but its 11 at night and i finished and am typing this and watching albert flamingo my husband

favorite artist is tuff ....... i have 4 playlists that i listen to religuously but they r soooo different. one of them is 2000s pop like kesha and gwen stefani and old usher and rihanna songs LOL i dunno they just fit my vibe... the second one is like rap and hip hop and stuffs ... the third ummmm is a lot of luci4 odetari saraunh0ly type stuff it just scratches my brain so good... and the fourth is your classic male manipulator deftones the smiths the strokes etc etc yk yk

but id say my fav rn is kesha... howrver when i was studying i was listening to filipino music cus i love to listen to music in a different language when i study. classical music makes me wanna nap instead of study but my usual music distracts me cos i always know rvery word LOLLL so i listen to music that has lyrics i just dont understand

but if someone asks my favorite song in general i ALWAYS say if you want to by beabadoobee.... she gets me like no one else....

JJK SOUNDTRACK IS SO REAL LMFAOOOOOOOO those songs r fire asf i remember seeing an analysis of the songs and i did not understand a lick of whqtt the guy was saying but i agreed with it all..

AND THANK UUUU .... i wanna write for all the jjk men but i like dont know how to properly wtite them.... i love to write sassy whiny gojo so thats definitely not going away, but i decided to start with choso cus hes got that nonchalant but babygirl energt

i wanna write single dad toji next but i got 2 new gojo ideas that i wanna write sooo badddd ... one of them is a blurb of no curses preschool teacher au gojo which is sooo cute to me .. and the other is dad gojo meeeeeowwwwwwwwwwwwuh

[khitty]

I just wanna fucking die. My mom's been horrible to me for the past few weeks. My friends hung out without me. Then the one fucking day i get to hang out with them they fucking have an argument. Now we cant hang out. I haven't seen them in months. And it was supposed to be my birthday hangout. And on my actual birthday theyre all fucking deciding to do other things. I know its fucking selfish but im always doing shit for them. I put aside my stuff for them. I just wanted to be with them on my birthday. Because they are the people that made me not want to kill myself especially on that day. They made me throw out my fucking razor blades too so i cant fucking relapse. Im what? Like 10 months clean? And its fucking awful. That was the only fucking coping mechanism that worked. Yeah is it incredibly dangerous and i could die? Duh. But i felt better. But instead i have to fucking sit in my feelings and feel like shit for a whole week over a tiny bullshit thing. And im fucking crying again. Jesus fucking christ all my friends choose their relationships over our friendship. Do i mean fucking nothing to you? I guess you fucking hate my guts, you dont wanna hang out with me. The one single thing i asked for my birthday was to be with you guys, to get away from my abusive household. But that couldn't fucking happen. I have to be the one to settle arguments. Just one fucking day. Just one day to feel okay. Not even fucking good, honestly not even okay. Fucking tolerating it. Because they wanna swim despite knowing that my dysphoria is crippling. That i can hardly function because of it. And j was fucking willing to shove it aside to make them happy. To force myself to be incredibly uncomfortable for them. Knowing that I'd cry immediately after when im alone just so they can have fun. But no. I guess thats not enough for them. I guess they cant appreciate shit and they have to lie and hang out with their partners because they dont care for the shit ive done for them. Im always the fucking mediator. I have to settle issues out between them. Almost never do I even share my emotions with them. Because i cant fucking burden them like that. And NEVER have i told them them that they've hurt me greatly. When they do so honestly quite a bit. I cant fucking breathe right noe. Im fucking crying so hard i wanna die. I should take my scissors and cut down to my fucking arteries and bleed out. I dont wanna write a suicide note anymore. They dont need to know, its not like they ever hear me anyway. I gave them my phone password. If i kill myself i honestly hope they go onto my phone to see how much I've suffered in silence. I love them so fucking much. And they hurt me so fucking much. I wrote in my notes app a huge speech about how they made my life so much better. I remember crying so hard while writing jt because i love them so much. And it feels like a fucking waste now. God fucking help me. Stop my suffering soon. And if its through death then so fucking be it. Because if life with what i thought were the only three people that would ever fucking understand me is like this, then its just all shit. I only had 3 people in my fucking life. And it might be fucking zero at this point. Im so fucking tired.

[burner-acc-0036]

tfw your partner becomes your friend and your friend becomes a stranger

really please i get you have issues, we both do but seriously, please for the love of everything stop putting it off on me, ive told you, as much as i care about you and your feelings, ive tried to help you and you refuse time and time again, its so damn stressful even opening the app even when youre not there just because “you were active 5 minutes ago i know youre ignoring me” no im busy, or “fine just leave you never wanna play with me” i literally said that id be back i had to fucking piss

and for the love of your god, stop asking if i want to play that game, you know multiplayer games make me uncomfortable, why do you insist on that one specifically, everytime too you know that i wont and you just dissapoint yourself, ive tried to play that ive tried and tried and it fails, im just tired of having to make up excuses just because when i outright say “no i dont want to” you always say “well i played your games so why dont you play mine” or “i knew you never loved me” first off i asked if you wanted to play because you said you were bored second why do you think i dont love you over it seriously thats like the main thing ruining jt all

not to mention how when you vent on your stories its always directed at me, not even directed you literally tag me, its not like its my fault you have issues, i get it we both fucked up, i fucked you up you fucked me up i get it, but you said it was okay and i get it takes time but really its always and i mean always “you made me feel nothing” and “you made me lose my emotions” you did too, i still feel absolutely nothing for you truely because of what you did but im not fucking posting it to my 400+ followers to see only one side of it, if you want to talk about it we dm you dont fucking post that shit for everyone to see its private

[actualaster]

Wow redbull zero is fucking disgusting

Is that why the store keeps shipping it into our bags for free

Are they trying to just get rid of it

This shit is VILE wow

[theknightfamily]

GUYS THIS IS FUCKING JAIME T LANNISTER OH MY GOD PLEASE WATCH IT

[duiiness]

hello chiluc nation im going to ramble abt the chiluc fic im starting

for starters; name! i think im gonna use "a taste of flames" because is it cool? yeah! thats all the reason why i wanna use it because its cool HELP

onwards,

though its gonna be a modern setting kinda thing and visions are somewhat there, the idea is that people do get visions yes, but they aren't very commonplace anymore, if that makes sense??? like people dont quite use visions anymore and vision holders tend to only keep theirs on them in case kf an emergency of any sorts! or more civilian based people, honestly, think of it like superheroes but weirdly complex because i habe thoughts

AND ALSO thr archons do walk as mortals but like in game few people are aware of this fact and they still hold whatever roles they did before but modern (i.e venti is a musician, likely small area and often spends the weekends performing in diluc's bar; zhongli works with hu tao at a funeral home; ei works as a CEO more or less since shes the only one with high power ranking out of the main three thats been revealed in-game; outside of that and really the only other one im gonna focus on is the cryo archon, who i think anya would be a good name for and shes the head of a mafia/underground organization which is the fatui and consider the archons in a power struggle of sorts maybe or at least the ones who interact to a degree im nlt too sure where to go on that one PLUS this isnt a solid idea yet so its bound to change because i also want to consider them working together as a detective agency almost like the one from bungo stray dogs in order to battle anya's attempt to grab power jt really depends on what yall think would be good SO HELP THIS IS A CALL TO PLEASE INTERACT ANF GIVE ME THOUGHTS this is so long imso sorry)

BUT after that okay so onwards to a more general speaking manner here okay sorry for the ramble okay diluc works at angel's share, a bar within the city, and often goes there during the night hours to work it since its a bar he owns, and maybe he has a daytime job because while he definitely has access to money if needed, he prefers to live off his own wages, he also is a single father and caretaker of klee, possibly diona as well but maybe more of a fill in than her adopted dad, we'll see BUT okay so usually, after hes put klee to bed and jean comes over to stay and watch the house (jean being the helpful co-parent because we stan friends raising kids together) he rides the train into the city to go do his night job, some days he does some days he doesnt yknow!! venti is usually there before him and when its his night to open the bar, venti usually is inside beforehand because he has a spare key bc ykmkw. venti BUT okay kaeya is often there as well! while he works as a manager/ceo or whatever kinda business man shit with favonious hq (jean also works there but moved to be closer to klee and diluc) and while the brothers are slightly estranged they do have a good relationship, theyre kinda nitpicky and rude to each other but they mean well and do care a lot for each other

OKAY JERE WE GO the main focus of the fic though its between ajax and diluc because they meet on the train, and several times too, ajax becomes interested in diluc because he 1. doesn't know who he is(famous hitman from fatui but no one outside of the organization really knows his face) and 2. diluc is feisty, hes snarky and rough and ajax absolutely loves that so he tries to find out more about him the more they meet on rhe train while both try to juggle their respective lives and also fall in love but wooo boy we're gonna have angst rivals to friends to lovers to some more angst shit im gonna throw in idk to we're together and happy fuck this shit and also klee likes ajax because cool dad BUT UH YEAH????? please interact and help me with this 😭😭

[strawberryspeachy]

S4e10 is the first time i want to actually rewatch an entire episode of handmaids tale.... ok wait second time - was it the new “ofglen” who blew up that important building with all the commanders inside and the handmaids outside - that ending was great

But omg

First off elizabeths moss’s acting!!! Ive gotten too used to that same dreadful look shes been making for the past couple seasons that... the wide range of facial expressions really surprised me and it just!! Wow

the suspence the whole episode. Nothing EVER goes right in this show. I knew what i wanted to see but i fully expected fred and serena to go free and happy. That back and forth feeling was super engaging

I loved that even though there was that tension between june and moira before, moira jumped right back to trying to fight and doing all the screaming and ranting for june - someones gotta do it and june was too mentally exausted

K like im still confused why everyone can go in and out of the waterford prison so easily and was like.... dooooo they want june to kill him?!?!? Why are you leaving her alone???

And i was so excited like yesssss shes gonna kill himmm - well first i thought she was gonna go to serena and kill her baby

But when she was walking around that room... like a cat pretending not to notice the mouse in the room - we just know june too well to think she wasnt at least planningggg something

Also fred is fucking DISGUSTINGGGGG as usual. Lying during his ... conference like WHY are you just gonna beleive this psycho at face value?!

Oh and serena thinking shes got all the power back.

Omg the two of them. I cant

And fred really being such a fucking disgusting person to think ANY part of june enjoyed his torture. She is so strong dude - i could never sit there not knowing if my plan will work and playing nice. I thought she was gonna break that glass and stab him

And like. Ok. Lukes not the worst but also - his whole - just get over it!!! Attitude.... even if she cant get him on the wall why are you reprimanding her and trying to pretend she can just get over that trauma with some food. Absolutr lack of empathy.

But june saying hes gonna be on the wall... i was so giddy!!

And i rewatched that smile she made when larence told her she hanst lost her touch- well she could barely contain her smile throughout that entire negotiation. And i loved watching larence put on a show like ‘ah we rlly miss waterford! My brother!!’

Gah and just. Also... i kinda thought june was gonna kill mark when she was outside his building. Men in this show. She went through 7 years of hell and you told her youd help and fucked her over and then throw an entire dramatic tempertantrum when she calmly sits on a bench near your house.... lol wow..i mean uncomfortable but have some prespective

And i wanna say the like demand straight to - oh im sorry. Didnt mean to he a cunt - i meant please? Act june did, its not overacting but knowing june it is so it was funny af

The suspence watching fred get ready to go.., i was literally chanting for the plane to be to gilead but it was so much better! Watchint him get arrested all shocked. “Im a man! I have rights” all the fucking ew... open the door back up and slap him

I just thought he was gonna get sent back and wed watch the commanders all hang him. But it to be lawrence - again with his ‘oh? Is there anything i can do to stop this? No? Ok bye fred!’

And i mean i knew we were in for a treat with nick taking him but i was NOT EXPECTING JUNE to just POP OUT of the trees!!! Fucking perfect. A literal horror movie just for fred

Also why did he keep calling nick son.... like... no one likes you???? Do you really think you can regain power just saying words like this???

And this is e first time i fucking LOVED seeing june in a red coattt and her faceeee like last episode when she turned from calm to screaming - it wad so good and so intense and such good acting and that heartbeat music got me

But hereeeee i cant even desribe the combination or rage and calmness pouring out. Not to be a weeb but thats the first time i think ive ever seen a live action representation of how i imagine anime cool characters to act

That power play of nick and june making out in front of fred loool - i dont care about the ships but that was perfect

“This is sick” - whats sick is how you never run out of things to do and say that make me feel sick...

I loved how june told him to choose - i feel like jt was a call back to his lawyer saying that she CHOSE to be a handmaid. Like theres not good option here

Does anyone think she actually would have shot him dead IF he did choose the gun - part of me wants an alterantive ending where he chose that just so i could watch june either tell him ‘no thats too easy’ or like shoot him in the foot so he cant even run right before being like

Oops i missed and chasing him down anyway

I hate horror movies but watching them all chase him down UGHHH IVE NEVER FELT SO MUCH GLEEE - k not never but ya know

OMG ALMOST FORGOT that sceneee with june and emily talking at the table about how june wants him to be scared to death. And fucking luke - with his judgements turning and looking. I feelll like.... emily helped june decide to do this. Because after getting to the end of the episode it seemed more like they were planning in plain sight in thay scene

I havent rewarched the show. So maybe im remembering incorrectly but it does feel like this fits because - wasnt emily kind of what inspired june to actively start rebelling when she drove the car around and ran one of the guards over

Anddddd the songggg from the 1st? Or 2nd??? Season. The ending right? I just remember that the last time we heard that song was when june first started a quiet resistance against gilead and all the handmaids were together in it. So it brought back those feelings of like ‘FINALLY its happening!!’ And it fit soooo perfectlyyy

When the girls first ran up to fred i thought they were gonna surround him and reinact that “shame” thing they used to be forced to do. I mean i guess they did without actually saying it cause they definitely killed him the way gilead forced the handmaids to kill people in the first season

And it was wonderful to watch! Thank you handmaids tale for making me feel like a psychotic sadist for enjoying that ENTIRE scene. I was giggling like i was watching a disney movie

Gonna ignore that part where june picks up the baby covered in blood - ew

I wanted to seeeeee serena get the finger - more so - i wanted to watch tha family come in and get her and be like - hey guess what your coming back to gilead!!! And see it end with serena as a fucking handmaid - GIVING BIRTH TO THE BABY BETWEEN (i forget the one who visited hers name) LEGS!

But fuck seeing fred on a wall with the “dont let the bastards grind you down” from the the very beginningggg - it felt sooo goodddd

And i just needed to squeal over this episode some more! I watched it hours ago. But i kinda wanna rewatch it rnn

[frienderbender]

Having your brain taken over by an AU is the best, imo! Please tell us more about how all of the characters know each other? idk if you've mentioned it before, but how did they all meet, do they live on the same street, etc? I kind of imagine that all of the kids roam the neighborhood as a feral pack of friends together (probably cause that's what my friends & I did when we were little haha). (Also would you be OK with me drawing a tiny comic about your AU possibly?)

i agree!! AUs for things i love usually occupy like 90% of my brain, and this time around its this one haha

first lemme answer your last question: YES! ABSOLUTELY! go for it that would make me so happy omg. that goes for anyone: if you ever wanna draw my AUs or characters, you are totally welcome to do so! it makes me really happy when people like my stuff enough to want to draw things for it or inspired by it!! :'D

anyways, yes, the neighborhood itself. putting a cut because its gonna get a little long hahaha

i imagine its basically how you described, they all live in the same neighborhood and cause trouble. i actually like to think that jt and melm lived there first just so i can make the joke of john seeing all these happy families move in over time and be like "this used to be such a nice neighborhood smh"

im gonna try to explain this as coherently as possible because i feel like i can explain this so well out loud but when i try to write it down its very confusing but here we go. so i imagine whenever they move in ("they" being any of the families), theyre already together and have their kid (where applicable. toki and will dont have a kid, for instance, but theyre together). so like. the couples already know each other (their partners) and have a past together but moving to the neighborhood is when they meet everyone else, yknow? so like. for example. magnus and pickles are already together, and when they move to the neighborhood, its their first time meeting nathan and charles.

so as far as everyones pasts with their partners and just general info on what they are/were doing:

- abi and skwis met at a party. abi still works in music production and skwisgaar was doing some modeling at the time in addition to playing some gigs here and there. he ends up taking more of a househusband role after they have helena

- speaking of househusbands, john and melmord. i really love your mention of john being a physical therapist in this AU so i like to think that he and melm met there and eventually fell in love. john still works, melm is a professional househusband and stay-at-home cat dad.

- toki and murderface are college dropouts. well, they say dropouts but they both got expelled after one of their many schemes ended up destroying some school property.........they get by doing random jobs and babysitting lol

- pickles and magnus met while pickles was still in snb. they ran off together after snb dissolved. their marriage may or may not be official (they arent sure how legally binding drunken vegas weddings are), but after jules Happens they decide to settle as best they can. magnus has a podcast and pickles is still living off all that snb cash

- nathan is a bouncer (which is also just my headcanon of what he did during preklok times). hes a single dad to his daughter lucy, and charles is his lawyer and sort of boyfriend. who knows. the joke i have in my head is that trindle is lucys mother but she goes to jail for whatever reason and thats why charles is there in the first place. nathan and charles relationship started out professional but now charles is spending a lot more time at his place.....off the clock.....hmm

as far as the band itself goes?? theyre just fucking around in nathans garage when they get the chance. you know how it is.

the kids all hang out with each other, definitely in that way kids do when you all live in the same neighborhood together. causing mischief. making their own band or something. whatever they feel like doing that day.

its a very slice-of-life ordeal? a pretty mundane AU and thats what i enjoy about it! honestly i imagine it pretty episodic, if that makes sense. just kind of a day-to-day sort of thing, the happenings of these families in this wacky neighborhood.

[xsugarysweetsx]

Bam! Im gonna hit you with more various Honoka hcs.

⁃ So when Noka was a baby, neither her dad or Shirou knew what the hell to do with her wings.

⁃ Her first word was "Siro" which was exposed to be "Shirou"

⁃ She would fly around and their dad would make Shirou chase her down.

⁃ When Shirou and Noka were taken in by their uncle, he just slept and let her do whatever.

⁃ Their uncle, also known as Eraserhead, was a very kind guardian

⁃ He went to each of Shirou's ballet concerts, and did Noka's hair for picture day

⁃ If you looked through his search history it would be filled with "how to do a braid for beginners"

⁃ Aizawa bought Noka various art supplies and bought Shirou new shoes whenever they needed them

⁃ Didnt want them to become heroes

⁃ Cause he didnt want to see the two children he practically raised to be hurt

⁃ But because of their ties to All for One, the government forced both of them to become heros to "prove" that they had severed their bonds with All for One

⁃ Shirou's dream was to become a professional dancer and Noka's was to become a professional artist

⁃ And Aizawa was not happy that the two lights in his life were torn from their dreams

⁃ And so Shirou got accepted into the hero program, in class 1-A

⁃ He chose the hero name Shifter

⁃ Cause he could shift into any organic form

⁃ When he got 3rd place at the sports festival, Noka ran around her uncle's apartment screaming with joy

⁃ Noka is literally his biggest fan

⁃ Noka's first friend was a small purple haired boy name Hitoshi Shinsou

⁃ So naturally, she called him Toshi

⁃ And she refused to call him anything else all throughout middle and high school

⁃ Shinsou and Noka have sleepovers all the time and you can't tell me otherwise

⁃ When people would tell Shinsou that his quirk was villainous, Noka would always speak up cause she knew Shinsou wouldnt contradict them

⁃ Noka is always like that

⁃ Speaking up for others and herself. And her smart mouth tends to get her in trouble

⁃ Shinsou would fuss over Noka's wings. Like if they were dirty or a few feathers were out of place, Shinsou would sit her down and fix her wings.

⁃ "Toshi, your inner mom is showing"

⁃ "Its not my fault you cant take proper care of your wings"

⁃ When she told Shinsou about her acceptance into U.A's med course, he couldn't have been prouder

⁃ Noka is actually the one who encouraged Shinsou to train with her uncle.

⁃ But before that lets talk about Noka's time at U.A. so far

⁃ She was first introduced to class 1-A during the first combat training

⁃ Healed everyone who got very minor injuries

⁃ At the USJ attack, Shigiraki deteriorated part of Noka's hip. But her extremely enhanced natural healing abilities stopped the deterioration

⁃ So she has this big ass scar on the back side of her left hip

⁃ She wanted to absolutely murder Shigiraki for letting the Nomu loose on her uncle

⁃ But she doesnt have any damaging fire power

⁃ So she just tried to heal her uncle's wounds the best she could

⁃ Nearly gets herself killed many times with her smart assery

⁃ And gives everyone around her a heart attack in the process

⁃ During the sports festival, she helped RG heal all the students

⁃ Reprimanded Deku for overusing OfA

⁃ Oh yeah, she learned about AfO and OfA from her time with All for One

⁃ Is kind of like to Deku like Recovery Girl is to All Might

⁃ So fast foward to the internships

⁃ She interns with another oc of mine, Snow

⁃ Who is a healer but with incredible attack powers

⁃ Coincidentally, Noka was patrolling Hosu when the nomus hit

⁃ She recieved Deku's distress signal and ran to the scene

⁃ She didnt attack the hero killer, but ran to help Native and made sure he didnt bleed out

⁃ The hero killer didnt bat a single eye at her, deeming her not a threat

⁃ In the end, she didnt harm Stain so her hero guardian? didnt have to take any blame for her actions

⁃ Noka however did get nearly ripped in half by a nomu, so she had to stay in the hospital with Todo and Deku

⁃ So— Summer training arc

⁃ She just looked at her class and said "fuck this" and flew over the whole forest

⁃ She actually beat the wild wild pussycats back to the camp

⁃ She got to know Kota, telling him how she never wanted to become a hero

⁃ Kota may or may not have developed a kiddie crush on her 😳

⁃ But anyways, when everyone else saw her all nice and refreshed, needless to say they were upset

⁃ Some more than others

⁃ *remembers Bakugou nearly blowing off Noka's face because she cheated*

⁃ Aizawa just smirking at his niece cause shes so much like her mother

⁃ "DAMMIT TAKAHASHI. YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE YOU CHEATER"

⁃ "They said to use our quirks. Its not my fault your quirk is too grounded"

⁃ "WHAT— YOU WANNA FIGHT—"

⁃ "No I wanna eat, goodbye—"

⁃ Focuses on her attack and the healing capabilities of her quirk

⁃ Let me set the scene

⁃ At the beginning of UA, our Noka could barely heal up a small cut

⁃ But now, she can close up major wound with little to no effort

⁃ P r o g r e s s people

⁃ N e ways

⁃ So when they do the haunted quirk thingy

⁃ Hairi and Noka are paired up, to their delight

⁃ But they aren't able to go into the forest before the attack happens

⁃ Apparently, the league came for Bakugou and Noka

⁃ Cause the "master" wanted his first nomu to return to him

⁃ But all Deku knew was "they are after Kacchan and the master's first Nomu"

⁃ Nobody knew who the first nomu was except for Noka

⁃ See, AfO took and gave Noka various quirks, eventually ending up with her current quirk(s)

⁃ Eventually, Noka is cornered by Dabi

⁃ His fire power vastly out matches hers

⁃ But she puts up one hell of a fight

⁃ And Kurogiri took her before she woke up and fought back even more

⁃ So everyone was panicking when they couldnt find Noka

⁃ Aizawa was panicking them most

⁃ His precious niece was missing, no, taken by the league

⁃ The students had never seen their teacher so frazzled

⁃ The thing that broke Aizawa more was the look on Shirou's face when he told him that his baby sister was missing

⁃ His precious baby sister

⁃ His whole world

⁃ Shirou didnt go out of his room for days

⁃ He was there when they were to save Bakugou and Noka

⁃ All Might fought AfO, and won

⁃ But there was no sign of Noka

⁃ Shirou nearly tackled Bakugou, demanding, no, more like pleading for him to tell him where she was

⁃ Bakugou merely said "She's gone, and I dont know where she went"

⁃ The whole class was in a panic

⁃ Where was Noka? Was she hurt? Was she scared? Was she in danger?

⁃ And the question that hung on everyone's mind the most was

⁃ Is she alive?

⁃ The emptiness of Noka's desk was deafening

⁃ Their smart ass classmate was nowhere to be found

⁃ And they all felt guilty

⁃ But none more than Bakugou

⁃ For he was the last to see her alive so to speak

⁃ And her last words to him were "Forget about me ya big oaf, you hear me? I don't want you sulking, or I'll personally beat your ass."

⁃ Forget about her? How could he do that?

⁃ Noka was the only person who didn't put up with his bullshit

⁃ From day one she put him in his place

⁃ And honestly shes the closest thing to a sister he has

⁃ During the hero license exam, all of class 1-A decided that Noka would be really upset if they all sulked and failed their exams

⁃ But the fact that only Todoroki and Bakugou failed would make her fall into hysterics

⁃ When class 1-A met the big three, Mirio told them that Noka was strong and stubborn to a fault, so they shouldnt worry about things that arent in their control

⁃ To which they asked how he knew her

⁃ Apparently Shirou, Amajiki, and Mirio have all been friends since elementary school

⁃ So Amajiki and Mirio had been there a lot for many crucial parts of Noka's childhood

⁃ When the work studies started, Deku went on patrol with Mirio and Shirou, AKA Lemillion and Shifter

⁃ Shirou couldnt help but feel so much guilt crushing him when Eri jumped out of Deku's arms

⁃ Cause Eri reminded him of his little sister

⁃ Speaking of little sister

⁃ For the last 2 months, Noka had been experimented on by Kai Chisaki

⁃ In the mean time trying to protect Eri and building a loving friendship with the young girl

⁃ But ive alreadly talked about this part

⁃ So skipping to when they save her

⁃ It was a total shock for them

⁃ To see this wingless, pale, frail, bandage wrapped girl

⁃ And even more so when she spoke

⁃ Not having that bite that their Noka had

⁃ But a softer, more broken voice replaced her normally boisterous and confident voice

⁃ In the big battle agains Chisaki, Noka got slammed against a wall

⁃ Which in normal circumstances would be fine, but with her body in such a week state it immediately cracked her ribs and spine

⁃ Ochako helped get her friend to the ambulance as quick as she could

⁃ Shirou saw a fluff of pale pink hair out of the corner of his eye

⁃ He immediately turned to run towards the medical stretcher, but was stopped

⁃ He kicked and screamed something along the lines of "THATS MY BABY SISTER. PLEASE LET ME SEE HER"

⁃ In the most broken voice you would ever hear

⁃ In the hospital, after Sir. Nighteye had passed, Deku, Kirishima, Amajiki, Shirou, Ochako, Tsu and Aizawa were all waiting anxiously for Noka's surgery

⁃ When all of a sudden the door explodes open and the nurses and doctors are shoved out by an invisible force of heat

⁃ Noka was using her ability to set herself aflame and be healed in the ashes

⁃ But no one knew wtf was going on cause she learned the trick at the Hassaiki hideout

⁃ So p a n i k

⁃ But after the doctors confirmed her stablility, they all went back to school

⁃ The whole class bursted into tears when they told them about Noka

⁃ Jirou, Kaminari, Momo and Mina all being the most emotionally impacted

⁃ Bakugou was almost crying witb relief but he disnt show jt

⁃ They weren't allowed to see Noka for a whole month

⁃ Only family were allowed

⁃ She was hard at work recovering and going through therapy and they didnt want to disturb her

⁃ But when they (Kirishima, Deku, Ochako, and Tsu) did visit, they were shocked

⁃ There was this soft spoken, trembling, woman, and this was after a month of intense therapy

⁃ They hadnt event started physcial therapy yet, they wanted to get her tk the point she could be around others without going into a panic mode

⁃ Thus she needs the wheelchair

I have a bunch more random hcs but this is so long anyways. Im so sorry >_<

~Blurb~

It’s fine anon but seriously you gotta start posting!

[ua-monoma]

.oct.20.p+2.

@v-hawks​ 2:42am

why cant deku just leave you alone? hes disgusting.

ua-monoma

i wanna die,

v-hawks

its obvious he knows what hes doing.

dont

let him get to you like that

ua-monoma

i wanna die,,

v-hawks

he has so much control over you.

dont you hate that?

ua-monoma

i hate this j hate this ibqanna be dead I hate

v-hawks

monoma...

im sorry i cant stop him.

i can try to keep him from touching you but i cant. keep him from doing this.

unless i kill him.

which id love to do.

...

hating him is good.

ua-monoma

it doesnt feel good

v-hawks at least its not loving him. letting yourself be hurt over and over.

ua-monoma

i.

v-hawks that would be disgusting, wouldnt it?

ua-monoma

dont..

yyeah.

im disgusting

because I keep. letting jt

v-hawks

no.

ua-monoma

I want.to be.dead.

v-hawks

youre not strong enough to stop it.

ua-monoma

IM WEAK I WANT. TO DIE

ua-monoma

FUCK

khmyyod

v-hawks

you can fight back.

you can get stronger.

ua-monoma

nno

v-hawks

its true..!

ua-monoma

i don't want to fight I want this to be over

i already lost

i lost so much

v-hawks

everything.

except. you didnt lose me.

ua-monoma

,,.

v-hawks

you dont have much to lose anymore, do you?

ua-monoma

idk

v-hawks

one win would be all it would take to put deku beneath you...

to get. control.

ua-monoma

hgh

v-hawks

you need it...

youre desperate for control right now.

ua-monoma

need..

v-hawks

it feels too good to pass up, huh.

if i were in your position

all id wanna do would be... hurt deku.

take him down.

but

im not really in your position, huh?

ahahaa

ua-monoma

haha...

v-hawks

and... yknow

dying would be letting him win. thatd be. like an ultimate surrender.

ua-monoma

hh...?...

ah...

v-hawks

you cant let him have that.

ua-monoma

cant...

v-hawks

you shouldnt let him have that. ever.

i sure as hell wouldnt.

ua-monoma

...

v-hawks

do you want to?

ua-monoma

idk

im scared

and. tired

v-hawks

mmm. monoma...

are you going to let deku have the satisfaction of winning again?

ua-monoma

...n...no...?...

no i dont want to...

v-hawks

why not...?

ua-monoma

w..why,..

if he wins i'll g...get hurt again

v-hawks

you dont want that.

...

i dont want that.

ua-monoma

i dont. know what i want

hawks

i'm so tired, please..

idk what to do

v-hawks

you can come see me.

ill let you sleep here. and ill make sure no one hurts you.

ua-monoma

c.can i

v-hawks

i just offered, didnt i?

ua-monoma

ssorry

v-hawks

it was a joke... dont apologize

ua-monoma

ok,

v-hawks

but... yeah.

feel free to come. see me. stay with me.

id like it, actually.

ua-monoma

ok..

v-hawks

i miss you

ahhaah

v-hawks

sorry if thats dumb

i just havent seen you in a while..

ua-monoma

nn...

not dumb..

v-hawks

aha. thanks..

ua-monoma

miss you too

v-hawks

so.. will i see you tonight?

ua-monoma

...