#the IDEAL hangout / date night sorry !!

[sensesdialed]

who's gonna build the lego flowers with peter

[jlheon]

୨୧ — led me to you (psh)

pairing. bf! park sunghoon x fem! reader genre. est. relationship + angst + fluff wc. 1200 notes. mentions death ( hoon's ex / reader’s friend are dead ) library.

🗯️ extra peng note. @junislqve sent me tiktok and i was gonna make it super sad but i decided to make it a happy end because i wish i had a bf like hoon!

synopsis. you’ve always wanted to ask sunghoon about his first love

as your one-year anniversary with park sunghoon approaches you can’t help the immense relief and guilt this event holds for you. 

maybe guilt isn’t the best word, but you feel content that he loves you enough to stay with you for all this time despite his past. 

two years before you, park sunghoon was dating a gorgeous girl. they had dated for four years.

you met park sunghoon at the cemetery.

not the most ideal meet-cute. 

no, you didn’t see him while you were visiting your childhood best friend, nor while he was visiting his late girlfriend. rather on the way out.

sunghoon was a gentleman. 

he had seen you crying on the sidewalk and handed you his handkerchief he always kept handy. you graciously accepted it and wiped your tears with it. 

“lose someone recently?” sunghoon breaks the silence. 

“yeah,” you sniffled. “my best friend.”

“i’m all ears if you need someone,” he offers. “it’s nicer to talk to someone who doesn’t know anything about it.”

“i’ll take you up on that,” you give him a small smile. “are you busy right now?” 

“i’m going wherever you are,” he chuckles.

you and sunghoon sat at a booth at your favorite dinner. he orders what your best friend used to order but you don’t comment on it. 

you tell him absolutely everything since he asked of course.

always asking him if you can keep going since he still was a stranger at the end of the say. he’s a good listener, a great one even, he nods and gives you his advice whenever you pause. 

and lastly, sunghoon doesn’t just say “i’m sorry for your loss” like everyone else.

that phrase has always frustrated you since what could they possibly be sorry for? it’s not like your grief is their fault. you don’t want to be constantly pitied. 

it’s refreshing, how he understands everything you say, probably because he relates since he just lost someone too you assume.

you ask sunghoon about who he was visiting at the cemetery and he tells you to not worry your pretty little head over it. 

numbers are exchanged and you quickly fall for park sunghoon hard. 

it becomes a weekly thing for you to meet up with him and hangout. whether it’s talking about your grief because he’s the only one who understands or just walking around town. you like sunghoon.

it takes him a while to reveal who he’s grieving the loss of but when he does your stomach drops and you are unable to form any words.

“i know i should have told you earlier,” sunghoon apologizes. “but you’re my escape.” 

you cry that night when sunghoon drops you home.

you feel horrible for crushing on a guy who lost just his long-term girlfriend. you feel horrible for getting so caught up in your crush that you’ve rarely been grieving your friend.

you know this is what she wants for you, to move on and feel happy again, but you can’t help but wish you’re miserable for as long as you are without her. 

sunghoon won’t let you think about it this way though. 

you told him about everything. you told him you liked him, that you’re sorry because you know he just got out of a relationship, and that you feel horrible for feeling happy for the first time since your friend's passing. 

he hugs you and tells you it’s all going to be okay. he tells you that it’s been two years since his late girlfriend passed and the day you met was because he was visiting her while he was in the area.

sunghoon asks you out on a real date.

since then you two have been going strong. but you can’t shake off the fact you’re his first girlfriend after she passed away.

maybe you’re too curious for your own good.

“hoon?” you ask, picking your head up from where it rested on his chest. 

“yeah baby?” sunghoon shifts his gaze from his phone down to you who is already staring at him.

“can i ask you something?” you start, sitting more upright in his lap. “you don’t have to answer if i’m crossing the line.”

“sure,” he shuts his phone off and puts it aside to give you his full attention. “go ahead, baby.” 

“what was she like?”

“who?” sunghoon quirks an eyebrow.

“your ex,” you whisper, scared you might strike a nerve and ruin the only good thing you had in your life.

“oh,” you feel him tense underneath you. “why?” 

“i feel like we always talk about me,” you pout. “i want to be a good girlfriend and be there for you too.”

“you’re already a good girlfriend,” he kisses your cheek. as good as her? is what you want to ask but bite your tongue.

“sorry for asking,” you frown, ready to return to lying in silence. 

“i can tell you if you really want to know,” sunghoon says with his eyes closed, opening to you nodding, and urging him to continue. 

“we dated for four years, but i knew her since childhood. she was my best friend before my girlfriend. even after getting together, she was still my best friend,” sunghoon’s lips broke out into a smile recalling his late girlfriend.

“she sounds amazing,” you lie, feeling sick at the sight of the stars in his eyes while he talks about his ex. 

“i think you two would get along well,” he chuckles. “she was the best, truly. she understood me well and was always patient with me. i was quite the shy teenage boy. i can’t believe she stuck with me for so long.” 

“you’re the perfect boyfriend, hoon,” you reassure him, resting your head against his shoulder as your eyes brim with tears. “do you miss her?”

“of course i miss her,” sunghoon answers, rubbing the small of your back. 

“sometimes i feel mean,” you sniffle. 

“how could you ever be mean?” he dips his head to catch a glimpse of your wet cheeks. 

“like i stole you from her,” your voice cracks as you avoid eye contact.

“why would you ever think that?” sunghoon raised a hand to your face to dry it. 

“well, you guys never technically broke up,” you reply. “i kinda just came into the picture. i feel selfish for it.” 

“you’re not selfish baby,” he holds you closer. “i love you.”

“i love you too,” your tears falling onto his white shirt, wetting the fabric. 

“i like to think she led me to you,” sunghoon explains, stroking your head. “like she knew you were going to be there that day.”

“you think so?” 

“i know so. she led me to the most perfect girl,” he plants a kiss on your forehead. “we both healed together, didn’t we?” 

you hum in response. tears still cascading down your face and onto your boyfriend's shirt. 

“i know we don’t talk about my feelings a lot,” sunghoon cups your face, making you look him in the eye. “but you saved my life. i don’t know if i would still be here if it wasn’t for you.”

“i love you, hoon” you bury your face in the crook of his neck.

“i love you more.”

[lost-and-ephemeral]

hii can i request angst for love and deepspace, reader and mc are different ppl. our boys made plans with reader but forgot and left them hanging to hangout with the mc instead 😞

Series: In Her Shadow, pt.1 (ft. main trio)

Part 1 | Part 2

It feels like you've never been enough for him.

Pairing: Xavier x reader, Zayne x reader, Rafayel x reader (seperate)

Tags: angst, hurt no comfort, reader is not MC, reader and guys are dating

A/N: Thanks for your request, sweetheart! Hope it doesn't look too OOC.

Part 1 | Part 2

-`♡´- MASTERLIST -`♡´- 

Xavier

Your relationship with Xavier could be called ideal, if not for one nuance.

His colleague, who takes up much of his attention.

There were times when he'd come home and talk about her with such excitement that you'd start to feel like a third wheel. But usually afterwards Xavier would apologize and say that no matter how strong his colleague was, you would still be the best for him.

And you'd like to believe that. Until he forgot about dinner with you because of her.

You've planned a perfect evening and cooked everything he loved so much, knowing how tired he might come back after a mission. Only for him to never show up this evening.

You've been waiting, and waiting, and waiting. Feeling how your heart was breaking even more with each passing minute. Maybe something bad had happened? Maybe he was hurt?

You texted him, only to get back, "Don't worry, I'm fine, my colleague just invited me to the cafe after our mission."

No apologies, no regrets. It seems that he just forgot about you and your plans together.

For a while you were silently sitting in your living room, staring at the phone screen. It was hard to describe all these feelings that were bubbling up inside you. Jealousy, anger. You didn't even bother to remind him about your dinner together and just put all the dishes away in the fridge.

Since when did she become more important than you?

Zayne

You always knew about Zayne's childhood friend. But you couldn't even imagine that she would make you feel so unwanted.

You had plans for today while your lover had the day off. As a cardiac surgeon, Zayne was busy most of the time and would come home late, completely exhausted. Of course, you wanted to spend every free day with him.

Except for one thing.

His childhood friend constantly overshadowed you. Well, you could understand why that was happening. After all, their friendship (or was it more than that already?) had been going on for years, and you couldn't stop Zayne from seeing her.

But…

Sitting alone in the restaurant, at the table you'd booked together, you barely held back tears as you stared at the message marked 'unread'.

When Zayne didn't appear in time, you were surprised. He was always so punctual, what was wrong this time?

But when you asked him where he was, he replied, "Sorry, she asked me to visit an old candy store with her, I'll be back in a few hours," and you realized he'd completely forgotten about you.

And your last message went unread.

"Zayne, but we made a reservation for today."

You sat alone for so long that people started to squint in your direction. The only option was to get up and leave the restaurant before your heart was completely shattered.

And so you did.

Rafayel

Usually Rafayel's studio was always open for you, so you could come to see him anytime.

But as it turned out, you weren't the only one he welcomed with open arms, day or night.

Today was your day off and you were planning to visit Rafayel so you could help him with something in his studio. He asked you to come in the first place. Usually that meant he just wanted to see you and was looking for any excuse, even the silliest one.

But instead you were met with a locked gate.

At first you thought it was just another joke, that Rafayel would come out and let you in, yet some time passed, and you continued to stand there alone. You tried to call him, but it was unsuccessful. No matter how long you waited, no one answered.

Finally you decided to call Thomas to ask him if something important had happened. Maybe Rafayel once again forgot about his own exhibition and had left in a hurry.

But it turned out you were the only one who had been forgotten.

"He said he was going to buy new paints with his bodyguard," Thomas explained. "Or something like that. Better not wait for him until evening, he's unlikely to be back before that time."

Devastated, you stood there for a while longer, thinking about his 'Ms. Bodyguard' who was spending more and more time with your beloved. It wasn't the first she took him away from you.

But this was the last straw.

You turned around, heading back home and desperately holding back tears.

It wasn't fair.

[cherryredstars]

Pairing: Simon “Ghost” Riley x gn!reader

Warnings: Fluff, References to Trauma/PTSD

Summary: Simon in a relationship!

A/N: Love this man, and I’m not sorry.

Word Count: 1.7K (Edited)

Ideally, Simon wouldn’t want to date someone with a military career like him. All he really wants is to have someone to come back home to, and that’s hard when the both of you might be deployed at different times. Plus, he doesn’t want anyone else to see the things he’s seen. He can barely take care of himself with all the PTSD he keeps with him, he doesn’t know how he would be able to care for someone else who’s struggling like him.

At the same time, he’s paranoid of strangers. You never know what they might be hiding, if they’re undercover spies of some sort or hitmen trying to kill the man that’s already dead. He knows everyone has secret intentions, everyone always wants something. Even if it isn’t malicious in nature. 

I don’t think Simon would date an overly nice neighbor who wants to take care of him when he returns from missions. He’d be too suspicious of them and think they’re trying to poison him with the food they bring him. I think his partner would end up being someone he meets purely by accident or someone he sees constantly. Like a barista at the local coffee shop or a cashier at the grocery store he used to work at. If it’s by accident, it must be the most bizarre scenario ever, or else he’ll think it was set up. Like maybe you storm up to him, accusing him of something and he has no idea what you’re talking about, only to find out you're chewing out the wrong person. 

Simon would take it slow, not promising you anything. But, he’d still ask you if you would like to hangout after he gets back from duty. When you agree, he thinks about it all the way to base, then pushes it out of his mind once he puts on his skull mask. There isn't any time for distractions if he wants to make sure that hangout happens. You guys would go on multiple dates before he asks you to go out with him. He finds the tiniest bit of tension falls off his shoulders when you say yes. 

In the beginning of your relationship, Simon never had his back turned towards you. When you guys are together, he’s always facing you or trailing behind you. He never stood besides you and when you guys slept in the same bed, his chest was facing you with a slight space between the two of you. He never really let you touch his back or hug him for more than a second. This was because it, literally and figuratively, prevented you from stabbing him in the back. He went through a lot of shit before he met you, still has to deal with it when he gets deployed for duty, so it’s natural for him to be distrusting and cautious. Even towards someone he agreed to attach himself to.

The day you walked into a room and he didn’t instantly turn around confused you. You thought that maybe he didn’t hear you, so you kindly announce your presence. When you tell him that you’re there, he still doesn’t turn around and continues what he’s doing. All he responds with is, “I know.” You had blinked in confusion before the widest smile appeared on your face. You said nothing else and continued doing what you needed to in the kitchen, both of your backs turned to each other. That same night, Simon turned on his side in his sleep, his chest facing away from you for the first time. 

Simon’s love language is physical touch, and he thinks it’s the cruelest joke ever because that’s the thing that scares him the most now. He’s scared to touch you. He’s scared his rough hands will tear up your skin like sandpaper. Scared that he’ll hold on to you too strongly and you will bruise and shatter under his touch. He’s scared that when he removes his hands from you, a bloody hand print will stain your skin, just like the blood of the thousands of people he’s killed stains his. He has to build up to it. Has to flex his hands to stop himself from constantly grabbing on to you. He keeps a small bottle of hand sanitizer in his pocket, and he uses it whenever he has that urge to touch you, like maybe it’ll protect you from him if he gives in. When he comes home from a mission, he washes his hands raw before he gets into bed and holds you. 

When he finally touches you, it’s small touches. The brushing of knuckles as he passes you, a small grip on the back hem of your shirt to tell you to stop walking, linking your pinkies together on a busy street, him brushing a bit of hair out of your face when you talk to him. Fleeting things that never last long but causes his heart to soar hours afterwards and for you to smile the rest of the day. As the relationship progresses, they last longer and get more bolder. But they still have the same effect on the both of you. 

His favorite receiving love language from his partners are acts of service. Likes when he goes to the cupboard, knowing he’s on his last tea bag, only to find a brand new box of tea next to the old one. Loves when he comes home from a mission to find his mug already on the counter and the kettle is on. Likes walking into the bedroom to find a set of clothing laid out on the bed for him. He appreciates that you already have dinner in the fridge for him to heat up, that you already took out the trash and washed the dishes so he doesn’t feel compelled to do them in his exhausted state. 

His heart warms when he sees his spaces. Or the spaces that are meant to be filled with his things. Like they’ve been waiting for him, like you’ve been waiting for him. He likes walking through the door and seeing the empty space on the floor next to your sneakers, meant to hold Simon’s heavy duty boots. When he walks into the kitchen, he stares at his place at the table that is already set for him with a small smile. Likes the empty hangers in the closet where he’s supposed to hang his clothes back up once they’re washed. Finds warmth in the dusty spots on the bathroom shelves where his hygiene products were placed before he left. Likes walking towards the shared bed after his shower, finding you fast asleep and his side of the bed empty. He likes filling those spots with his things, it’s like time didn’t continue when he left. Like nothing has changed and he was only gone for a few hours instead of months. He loves when you wrap your arms around him, pushing yourself into his side in your sleep. Your arms are his favorite Simon space. 

Despite the fact you do almost all the house chores, only because he's not home to do them himself, he refuses to let you touch his gear bag and clean the stuff in it. He’s scared all the bad things Ghost’s mask was present for would crawl out and hurt you. He tells you it’s fine, that he’ll wash the blood and dirt stained uniform, that he’ll put away everything in the bag. When he’s finished, he shoves the military bag to the back of his side of the closet, vanishing the skull mask from the light. It doesn’t belong there anyways. 

Simon is hesitant to let the rest of the team meet you. The team and you are two different parts of his life, each of you get a side of him the other doesn’t. He’s scared of what will happen when they clash. When Ghost invades Simon’s life off of the field. You reassure him the whole time the both of you get ready to go to a bar the team wanted to have celebratory drinks at. Simon is still nervous, but he can’t help the small smile that grows around the rim of his glass as he watches his family interact as one. He smiles even more when none of the boys hesitate to protect you from handsy customers who want to try their shot with you. That’s good, he thinks. It’s good that you’ll have people to take care of you if he never makes it back home to you. 

Of course, Simon gives you his dog tag. But, the dog tag Simon gives you is different. It’s slightly rusted, older. One that holds a past he has yet to share with you completely. This tag exists before Ghost and Task Force 141. It’s a tag from when Simon was in the SAS, before he was hurt and betrayed by the world as badly. When you ask him why he gave you this tag instead of his more updated tags, his answer echoes in your head: “Because that Simon is the one I am when I’m with you. That’s the Simon I want you to remember me as.” You never took off his dog tag afterwards. 

When Simon stands at the front door in the early hours of the morning, dressed in tactical gear with his military bag at his side, you both stand and stare at each other. He lets you put on his skull mask, the only time he’ll ever let you touch it. In those quiet moments where you both wait for one of the team to pick him up, you ask him in a whisper to come home because you’ll be waiting for him. He doesn’t promise anything, only says that’s his plan.

You never need to ask him why he lets you put on the mask for him. The both of you already know the reason. You already know it’s Ghost’s gift to you. It’s Ghost giving you Simon to take care of. You know it's because Simon is the safest when he’s with you. You know because, every night before he has to leave again, Simon vows to go wherever you are when he thinks you’re asleep. When Ghost walks out the door and closes it behind him, you know it’s Ghost that will be returning home, not Simon. And that’s because Simon never left, he’s right there with you. Everywhere you go.

Simon content pre-write 2.

[sweetadonisbutbetter]

Can you please do Loona x Male Sinner Reader headcanons? Thanks for your time!

of course!! u didn't specify much but I will try my best! also i am not used to writing a male reader so if it comes off as that way- sorry. hope u like it regardless!!! :D

General Relationship HCs! | Loona x Male!Sinner! Reader

Relationship: Romantic Warnnings: None!

For the purpose of this, we are going to say you are going to be some type of hound/wolf/canine

You guys probably met while she was (half-heartedly) putting posters of I.M.P. and later met again when you were asking to put a hit on your ex/deadbeat parent/shitty friend.

When you guys first met while she was out and about- you were on your way to work when you saw her putting up the advertisement

Interested in the service, you asked her for directions, not really paying attention to you, she pointed behind her, where the building was.

Feeling silly at not noticing, you thank her and continue about your day.

Not really the ideal meet cute, but! you would be able to rekindle that at a later date

When you entered the office, you weren’t expecting the same hellhound from the other day, but you were excited regardless.

She was sitting in her seat, feet (paws?) propped up on the desk as she scrolled on her phone. 

Clearing your throat, you asked if they were able to take a hit at the moment. 

Annoyed that someone had spoken to her, she looked up and stopped when she saw you.

You were…cute? Handsome?

Unknown of it, her tail began to wag, her interest piqued at the sight of you

Not that the word to describe you was really important, what was important was that you were talking to her and still waiting for a response.

“Uhh- Yea-”

BlitzØ cut her off before she even finished her word.

After taking you into his office to discuss the hit, Loona was left sitting there, thinking of you

There was no way she had liked you. She literally just met you.

Once you left BlitzØ’s office, you stopped in front of the cute hellhound at the front desk. and attempted to strike  conversation with her

The conversation was..actually enjoyable. You had mentioned a couple of things that Loona enjoyed and were even asking for some of her input

Either it was she was seriously lonely, or you were just speaking to her on a personal level (it was both) but she ended up being the one asking for your number, to which you happily agreed

After you left, Loona was in a better mood than normal, her tail wagging way more now that she felt that she made a friend who was similar to her

The entire time, BlitzØ was watching and planning both your and your hits murder. He was not elated.

You and Loona would have very casual hangouts, exploring the pride ring together and looking for things to do. You two would also hang out at your place, especially since if you guys hung out at her place, there was always the risk of BlitzØ, and you would rather live.

The slow burn between you and Loona was so bad that soon, Moxxie and Millie took notice of two way crush and made bets with one another asto who would confess first. All the while, BlitzØ is SO SOUR. The thinks Moxxie and Millie should be on his side, not trying to get you two together.

It actually takes you both way too long to realize that you even like the other, and even longer to finally confess

The first one to confess was you, while out walking to find something to do. Loona was NOT expecting it and froze.

You thought she was trying to find a way to reject you, so you quickly took back your confession, freaking her out even more. Stopping you, she pulled you into a hug, her tail wagging like crazy. Stunned at the hug, it takes you a moment to even hold her back, but all the while your tail is is going even crazier

Now together, you both just enjoy being with one another

Date nights out are kind of hard to do since you can’t leave the pride ring. Say bye-bye to ozzies (sad noise)

But date nights at home are very common. Normally at your place, (occasionally at hers when BlitzØ was out) you both cook up a meal, and cuddle while watching movies

No one even suspected of you two dating til BlitzØ entered the home earlier than she normally did and spotted you two fast asleep on the couch. 

You woke up to intense shaking and Loona yelling before the shaking stopped. You say your girlfriend pulling her adoptive dad off you, all the while he was spewing curses at you and your mother.

Next day, you dropped by the office with tickets to a horse show and some alcohol for BlitzØ, to serve as an apology. When Moxxie asked you what you were doing there, you explained to him and he just turned to Millie and laughed. 

He won the bet lol

BlitzØ was elated that you got him the ticket, but still growled at you and tried to bite at your hand

With BlitzØ how sedated (for the time) you and Loona can now announce that you are in a relationship (very much to the dismay of BlitzØ) 

In the beginning, there can no PDA, especially around BlitzØ, but once he eventually agrees with the relationship, after seeing how happy and loved Loona is, it still isn’t much but still here.

Loona isn’t a very touchy person, and a bit emotionally stunted, so she doesn’t go out of her way to seek it. At most, she will go up to you and hang around you. You are normally the one who initiates the contact, hand-holding, kisses, hugging, and anything else. 

Once she is secure enough in the relationship, she regularly seeks out physical touch, often enjoying bone-crushing hugs.

Arguments are kinda often in a relationship with her. From her temper and stubbornness, to your own, things can get heated pretty quickly

The best thing is to take some time/space and later, when you both are feeling better, you guys talk it out. Apologies are said, and you guys make amends pretty quickly

A bond activity that you both partake in is telling each other about your lives before one another. Loona recounts her life growing up in the adoption center, and you tell her of your life on earth. 

If you aren’t from L.A. then you tell her what your hometown is like. What you did with your friends, places to eat, the shops and everything you could.

If you were from L.A. you laugh at her experience, agreeing with her that the place is shit, and then telling her that there are some cool spots that you loved to go to when you were alive. 

If she has to go to another ring for work, she will probably be on call with you or messaging you the whole time, sending you pictures so you know what the other rings are like. Maybe even getting you merch or a novelty item there. 

If Loona wanted to take you somewhere because it reminded her of you, she would have to find a way to smuggle you into the other rings. 

Lets say she smuggled you to Beelz’s party, the whole time the other hell hounds are trying to figure out why none of them know you, and why you don’t even smell like them. (Beelz knows, just doesn’t care)

You would also be the number one person to calm her down. Sucks you couldn’t attend her appointment with her (BlitzØ wouldn’t let you lol) 

Overall you two are so cute and as much BlitzØ hates to admit it, you make Loona happy and love her almost as much as him. Moxxie is just glad that she doesn’t call him fat as much and Millie is already planning the wedding.

HOPE THIS IS OKAY!!! again i am not used to male readers but hopefully with time, i get better with it. i just realized that the readers gender never really played an important role into it ☹️☹️i didn't intend for that to happen im so sorry uhhhh i need to get used to this

[officialfics]

Heyyy , can you do a fic where gavi meets the reader through mutual friends and then happens an instant connection between them and they become really close friends and then when the friend group goes for a vacation together gavi confesses his love for the reader also (they all intentionally share bedrooms together excluding gavi and reader so they could share a room) Sorry for being TOO detailed😭😭💓

Yes!! Sorry this took so long, midterms. also please I love how detailed this is, it gives me more to work with.💓☁️

warning: sweet stuff, long fic, none ⚠️

words: 1,6k +

You were at a club with all your friends. it was one of your friends birthday so, the whole friend group went out to celebrate. You had all been out shopping for dresses leading up to the date. All of you had chosen different designs of black dresses. Yours was a slim fit that had a slit on the left leg.

With long arms that flared at your hands. You had also bought a glitter spray; it made the dresses shine at the club. You were all getting hammered tonight there was no doubt about it, so you had to walk to the club and probably take an uber back.

At the club the vibe was immaculate, indicating that it was going to be a good night. The colored lights throughout the whole club set the mood. The music rhythm and vibrations everything was on point. People and drinks were everywhere, everyone taking shots after shots. Your friends made you dance, and you didn't complain, everyone was on the dance floor at this point, letting the music take control over your bodies, after a while you all found a table that was large enough to host the whole friend group. The music was loud, so when some of your friends came up to you from the dance floor, it was hard to make up the words they were saying. Eventually you caught on, they had found the guys they usually hangout with at parties. They wanted to all hang together.

So of course, you went with. They all introduced you to the guys, when one caught your eye, Gavi was his name. his eyes were met with yours and you walked over. He was holding eye contact with constantly, which had you melting. There were butterflies in your stomach. God could he be anymore breathtaking, you thought.

He was cracking jokes all night. Touching you constantly, whispering in your ear because the music was too loud. Giving you goosebumps as his breath was so close to your ear. Leaning in when you had something to say, you could smell his cologne. It was like a drug; you couldn't get enough of him.

His POV

She's flawless, he thought. As soon as she went up to the group, she caught his eye. She had the best personality of people he had ever met. He was trying to seduce her the whole night, there was no way he was going back home tonight without making her fall for him. He didn't have an ideal type, never looking for something serious, now he was. This girl was the girl of his dreams. The way she presented herself and those siren eyes that didn't break eye contact.

He made sure to do everything possible to make her fold.

The two of them had an immediate connection, there was no going back now, they both found a charm in each other that made them fall instantly.

A couple of the girls were so hammered they thought it was time to head home. You of Course wanted to help, since you weren't as drunk. You got the girls an uber and headed home. Tonight, was for sure a sleepless night, so why not make it a selfcare night.

But Gavi was the only thing on your mind, you liked him he was a nice guy and you hoped that you had made a good first impression.You made yourself a green smoothie to sober up a bit, put on your favorite pajamas and tv show and laid in bed. Till you saw that the apartment needed a little tidy up. You went to get the jacket of the floor from the hallway of your apartment to hang it up in the closet, when something fell out of the pocket.

It was a paper note, with a number on it, you knew exactly who's it was. It was from Gavi, sneaky guy. You were happy, now you two could keep in touch. After you tidied up your flat. you got in bed again and was so eager to text him.

Let's just say you two hit it off, he wasted no time in replying to you that night. Now it has been a couple of weeks, Gavi had asked you to hang out on multiple occasions. You two had gotten extremely close, as friends. that's what you thought though. He hadn't asked you out, but you knew he liked you; his eyes told you everything there was to know. You did not mind, you respected that maybe he wanted to prioritise his carrier, even though deep down you wanted more. Or perhaps he wanted to take things slow. Whatever it was, you couldn't be bothered, his company was something special to you, including the movie nights, dinner nights, deep talks and the silence you two could maintain on the low days. You knew that he would have to surrender at some point. And you weren't going to let anything come between this relationship with him. He was your soulmate, and you would wait for him, for as long as it takes.

Little did you know it would happen in the next couple of days...

Gavi had invited the whole friend group over for a pizza and movie night. The group would exchange turns on hosting the pizza night once every month, and tonight was Gavi's turn.

You arrived first to help him out, but he didn't let you yet made you a coffee had you rest on the couch.

People started arriving shortly after, taking seats, pizza was served, and the movie was turned on. Till your B/f/n started talking about a trip to Italy. How all of you had saved up for a trip a while back to have some fun after all the exams were over. Everybody was into the idea and eventually you all bought the tickets. It was a couple of hours later they all headed home leaving you and Gavi at the apartment. You helped him clean up, and he wanted you to stay the night, but you wanted to head home to start packing since the trip was only in a few days. you could feel the adrenaline rushing through your body, you needed an escape from all the schoolwork during the year. Everyone felt the same. Gavi the most though, it was off season for him, so he was able to have some time to spend with his friends and family.

At the airport you all boarded the flight and got into your seats. Now this is where you stared to get suspicious of the incidents that were happening. You and Gavi were seated next to each other. Later the group was giving you looks and whistles every time you and Gavi talked to each other in the slightest. Even the hotel rooms. You had asked your friends how the rooms would be shared, and they all apologized and said they had all already paired up and you and Gavi were the only ones left, meaning you had to share rooms. Now what was going on, you thought.

Walking into the room a problem waiting for you to arrive, there was only one bed.

"Gavi" you said in anticipation

"I know" he spoke immediately knowing what you were thinking.

"Their getting out of control, I will sleep on the floor you take the bed" he demands.

But you weren't going to let that happen, he was shy, but obviously wanted you to be comfortable.

He made you feel safe and sleeping next to him would be more of a pleasure.

•••

It had been three days since you had arrived in Italy and things were going well, this morning you all had breakfast and wanted to head to the beach.

Gavi had been acting weird every time you made eye contact with him, he would make it longer and it made you feel some kind of way, everything happened so fast the next couple of hours.

Chilling at the beach on the sand, the sun hitting your eyes making you squint. Gavi came and asked if you wanted to go in the water with him. The wet sand was beneath your feet felt nice. You were about to start a conversation with Gavi when he shocked you, or did he?

"Y/N I like you" he spills his feeling out of the blue. Well for him, you didn't react. Only smiling at him the sight of the sun shining on your face making you look more beautiful than ever in his eyes.

"Took you long enough, you idiot" you giggled at his flabbergasted face.

"Was I that obvious?" his asked desperate for your answer.

"Gavi, I have liked you ever since that night at the bar, I was just waiting for you to be sure, I will always wait for you I want you to know that, and I want to be yours". You were about to ramble some more. When he steps closer and gently cubs your face with both of his hands and kisses you the most passionate kiss ever. You hummed into his lips, and he took it as a hint to hold you closer and kiss you deeper.

Whistles coming from your group of friends, shouting “finally”. "What kind of slow burn romance were you two on, because damn that took you long" they state indicating they all knew about your feeling for one another.

Walking up to them and seeing Gavi head to the boys as you scanned his face. The smile lines around his eyes and the look of accomplishment he had on his face, made you fall even harder, you loved this boy.

𝐖/𝐍: I’m sorry if this is bad;( I tried my best. Please reblog and give me your thoughts❤️

[eighties-goth-suicide-note]

writing this shit so you wont leave me ( go to sleep ) - kitten - house cat - stray cat - big cat - wildcat - purring - sunbathing - hissing - biting - hunting - scratching - meowing - pouncing - claws - whiskers - collar - catnip - pawprints - night vision thats all from me for now I EXPECT AN ANSWER TO EVERY QUESTION!!!! ;333

i love you my bpd prince <33

kitten 🤍 who was your first darling?

you, silly, and you always will be 🫀

house cat 🤍 what kind of attention do you want from your darling?

k…kidnap…glass cage… SORRY IT WAS THE DEMONS AGAIN i loooove when you lay on me and i can brush your prettty hair and and when you stalk me i giggle and blush like a school girl :333 you could put knife to my neck and i would just ask you if we are gonna kiss!!

stray cat 🤍 how do you feel when your darling interacts with others?

it makes me want to kill myself and choke you to death!!! only i should matter to you!! am i not perfect for you!! interacting with others wont happen EVER because i will kill everyone who ever will try to look at you lalalalalala ^___^

big cat 🤍 do you want to control your darling?

…i know your location 24/7 and have access to your phone…it speaks for itself…

wildcat 🤍 what are some fantasies you have about your darling?

you kidnapping me and locking me in the basement after silly me decided to be upset without a reason so i will learn my lesson!! i would only see you and you would take care of me!!! and i wouldnt be allowwd to go outside because people there could stare at me and im just only YOUR doll!! ^-^ or or me choking you until you almost faint!! biting scratching you,, your body is truly the most delicious meal EVER!! i will literally rip you apart and feast on you like a wild beast i deserve it, i want to see you begging and my hands dirty with your blood,, and then i would take care of you because you are such a good boy and make me happy everyday!! i would clean your wounds, kiss them and make your favorite dish!! sorry i went a little bit insane with this sowwy :3

purring 🤍 what are your top love languages?

quality time…and you made me like physicsl touch..i demand back rubs and headpats NOW.

sunbathing 🤍 what would be your ideal hangout or date with your darling?

i only need to see your face to have idea date.

hissing 🤍 are you jealous?

^___^lalalalalala guess !!!!

biting 🤍 does your obsession makes you violent?

….sometimes…but i control myself when it comes

to you…BUT YOU ARE SOOOO ADORABLE I WANT TO EAT YOU ALIVEEEE

hunting 🤍 do you get to find new darling?

NO. i want to get old with you!!

scratching 🤍 how do you cope with toxic urges you have related to your darling?

…i dissociate…

meowing 🤍 how do you express your love?

WITH EVERYTHING!! i would buy whole world for you!! write so many letters that my hands fall off!! kiss you so much my lips start to rot!!

pouncing 🤍 do you stalk your darling? if yes, how?

🤫

claws 🤍 how do you react to any obstacles between you and your darling? what if they cheated?

i destroy every obstacle that comes to our way!! my mom few months wasnt allowinh to sleepovers?? and now?? my friend didnt likr my bf?? i cut them off without a hesitation ^__^ anf if you ever cheat on me i will break wvery bone in your body!! just the thought of it makes me sick!! i wpuld chole you so bad my fists will pierce your flesh and i will watch you bleed out with a smile!!!! i will make sure it will be slow and paintf!! no one will love you like me!! you will die lnowing you hurt only person who only cared about you and loved you so deeply!!

whiskers 🤍 how close are you with your darling?

we are basically tied tigether :3

collar 🤍 whats the worst thing you could do for your darling?

i dont know.. .. i can cut off everyone.. or hurtmyself if it would made him happy

catnip 🤍 what are your favorite things about your darling?

EVERYTHING I LOVE ALL HIS GOOD AND BAD SIDES I LOVE ALL OF THEM

pawprints 🤍 what are your favorite memories with your darling?

our first date… >w<

night vision 🤍 do you have dreams about your darling?

YES!! they are my favorite ones..especially the ones where we live together..have small cottage..we have cat opposum..dog..2 rats and we go on forest walks everydY…i read books while you sleep on my lap on autumn evevning..i love you so much..

[the-inglorious-king-of-dunces]

39th post

Hey! It's been a fucking while, hasn't it? Haven't really needed to post anything in a long fucking time, but I would really like to scream into the void today, if that's alright, internet.

So, yesterday, I saw my ex at a gas station I went to with the intent of filling up my car's tank. After I left, got home, ate lunch, and went to play video games and talk with my friends, I had a fucking micro panic attack that I was genuinely sure would have happened upon realizing I saw my ex at the gas station, realizing they were a foot away from me at one point, realizing that I was truly still terrified of them... Fuck! I'm still so not okay, and I can't talk to the person I used to about this because I found out within the last month that she cheated on my other friend and lied to me and another mutual friend of the cheater, the cheated on, and myself to make it seem like she was the one who was wronged by the one who was cheated on, so I dropped her as a friend like a hot sack of shit, and upon reflection with the friend who was cheated on, I found out that she intentionally did a lot of the same things to my friend that my ex did to me, so that bridge is now fully burned regardless of what happens to her in her life. And I really don't want to talk to my crush friend about how I'm feeling about all of this because I really don't want to overwhelm her with my issues when she has so much to deal with in her life as is, and I care about her too much to put my issues on her already overflowing plate. And then to add on to it, I had a nightmare about my ex being in my life again last night that made me wake up in fucking heaving tears that I really don't want to disclose to the internet because even remembering the nightmare feels like I'm being violated with their blatant lies again.

I wish I could talk with my crush friend about this, though... and I wish I could tell her more, I wish I could tell her without words that I'm always here to protect and help her if she needs it, that I wish I could have seen the eclipse with her the other day with our hands intertwined, that I wish she and I could just hang out sometime, not as a date, not as anything but just as two old friends catching up because the last time our friend group hung out mostly all together (the hangout where I realized I might have feelings for her) I had to leave shortly after she got there, I wish that I could just look into her eyes while she smiles and then smile earnestly back, I wish I could help her with the situation she is currently in, but I can't talk to her about it or do all of that. At least not anytime soon, because that nightmare, it proved to the irrational side of me that I don't deserve to be there for someone when I failed my ex, despite it being not my fault for the awful situation I was in, it not being my fault for failing them, it not being my fault for not being enough when I couldn't be what their ideal version of me was, the version of me they put on a pedestal and told me to keep steady or I'd fall and get hurt, and I'm too much of a shaky person to keep my hands steady.

I care for my friend who I have a crush on, I really do, and she knows I do care for her and that I like her, but I really feel like for her to have the best life, I can't be in it as anything more than a dude who's been one of her best friends since middle school, you know? I feel like I'm just gonna drag her down with me, farther and farther from happiness.

But she makes me so happy, and I think I make her happy too, she always seems happy to text me, and she wouldn't be the kind of person to keep the feeling of being annoyed or hurt by someone away from that person. So, maybe I can keep making her happy? I'd really like that, honestly

I'm rambling and have gone on way too much about this today, sorry, I just needed to get the worlds out of my head. I guess have a great day, everybody who may read this. Remember to drink plenty of water, eat well and plenty, and get plenty of sun. Remember to love yourself as you love other, and I wish you Love and Laughter always, and see you next time I see you, I guess?

[taintedcigs]

𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘 — send this to ask me anything, or talk to me abt anything! tell me abt your life, ask for advice, send me memes/tiktoks && more

i’m curious, what’s your ideal/dream first date? or any date in genereal, no only a first?

ahh im sorry it's taking me so long to answer these harmo !! BUT ALL OF UR ASKS ARE SOO GOOD!!

ideal first date is a nice dinner, but then we spent the rest of the night talking, going to different places and spots!! i love going around town at night and finding new spots to hangout!! its so fun, especially going to the beach or hanging by the dock side esp love doing this in the summer bc the nights are breezy and its so peaceful and the view is so pretty :(( !!

in general my dream date would be ideally this or dinner and a movie!!! or getting dinner at a fancy place and THEN going home and baking some desserts as we drink wine/cocktail and then watch a movie!!!!

join my 1k celebration!

[harryhoney-bee]

omg 397

No strings attached

397- "I just wanna fuck you, no strings attached."

Summary: Harry and Y/n have been friends for a long time, always flirting with each other, until one day during the summer they decide to take things to the next level.

Warning: sex in a public place (river).

word count: 3.3K

Plenty of people had told her not to get involved with friends, which would only cause trouble and create uneasiness between the friend group. She agreed with that, she really did, but something about watching Harry swimming only wearing his boxers made her feel wetness in between her legs and warmth on her cheeks.

The friend group had decided to enjoy their last summer as university students by camping together in a forest. Y/n wasn’t very excited at first, spending a whole week in between the woods wasn’t her ideal summer, but after Sarah practically begged her to go, she gave in and packed her bags.

They got by the camping on a Friday night, Y/n greeted everybody with a kiss on the cheek, however, when she was met by the green eyes she hadn't seen for over a month her breathing stopped.

And he noticed, of course, he did. He was as annoying as he was charming, always aware of how much his presence could unsettle her.

She wanted to slap the grin out of his face, but he would probably enjoy that.

Y/n and Harry always flirted with each other during their hangouts, what else would they do when Mitch and Sarah would drag them to double dates all the time? Either way, it was never beyond words, they never even kissed!

So why did she feel like burning when she greeted him? His lips met her cheek and his hand found a place on the base of her back, almost on her ass.

Why did she think about fucking him every chance she got? Y/n wasn’t any virgin, she had had good sex with a decent number of people, so it wasn’t like she wanted to experience anything. The girl would never tell him that, though.

They both tried to spend as far away as they could from each other, almost like an unspoken agreement made between them to prevent jumping at each other's bones.

But everything changed when she decided to go on a walk to the nearest river in the middle of the night, leaving the tent she was sharing with Sarah to go after some fresh air. What she didn’t expect was to find Harry there as well, his wet hair falling down his shoulders, and his boxers clutching to his body, making the outline of his cock visible.

She didn’t wanna stay there behind a tree and stare at him like a creep, but it was like her legs were glued to the ground and her eyes stuck on his body.

It didn’t last long, though. At the moment he emerged from a dive, his eyes locked into hers. At first, he had an expression of confusion on his face, but it quickly changed to an alluring one.

He smiled at her, his hand coming down to his underwear, squeezing the fabric and everything beneath it. “Hi darling, didn’t know you were a peeping tom.”

The girl took some time to find her voice, and the small amount of pride that still inhabited her body to answer, “I just wanted to walk a bit, the river doesn’t belong to you.”

“Damn,” he said, putting both arms to show he was innocent of whatever she was assuming about him, “I never said you couldn’t be here, I just wanted to know why you are hiding behind this tree.”

“I’m not hid-” before she could finish she look at the exact position she was, right behind a tree, half of her body visible on the moonlight and the other half on the shadow of the willow, “I just came here because I was feeling suffocated in that tent. I’m sorry I was being a creep, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.”

She made her way closer to Harry, sitting by the riverside, letting her legs sink in the water while she watched the boy, who was a bit more far away, with the water reaching his chest.

“Make me uncomfortable? I thought you knew me better than this,” he took some steps and stood in front of her, water on his mid-thigh, “I love being looked at, love the attention.”

“Narcissist,” she mumbled, but the word almost stopped in her throat, because his cold hand was now resting on her leg.

“Narcissist? Yeah, maybe. But what can I do when I got myself a pretty girl like you staring at me up and down?” he took her jaw on his finger, making her eyes meet his own, she didn’t realize her eyes had betrayed her again.

“You don’t have me, though,” she whispered.

“No? Then why are you letting me hold your chin like this?”

“I-I don’t know.”

“Oh, you don’t know? Cause I think I do,” he took his hand off her head, putting it on her side, his submerged legs touching her own, “You’ve been clutching your thighs together since you sat here. You also barely talked to me when we had the bonfire.”

“Guess I just don’t have anything to say to you.”

“No?” he repeated the same question he had asked previously. She could feel his breathing on her face, her heart was beating harder, she knew she was socking her underwear right now.”

“ I- maybe, huh-”

“Stop that,” he said, taking her jaw on his hand for the second time in the night, “don’t mumble, tell me exactly what you want, I don't wanna play games."

She took a deep breath, using all of her confidence to said, “I wanna fuck you, no strings attached.”

“That’s it?” He asked, smiling at her and waiting for her response, which came in the form of a nod, “getting bold sweetheart, I like it.”

She lent her body, trying to touch his lips with hers, but he stopped her.

"If you want to kiss me you have to ask, say pretty please," he told her teasingly, he wanted to know how far he could go.

The girl stopped, making a fist on her hands, was he even that worthy?

She didn't answer him, instead took water on her hand and splashed him on the face, "fuck off," she said, trying to get up from the riverside.

Harry stood dumbfounded. "Hey, I’m sorry, ok? I didn't mean to make you mad."

"If you don't want me to be mad, stop being such a tease!"

"Alright," he said, wrapping his tattooed arm around her waist and bringing her closer to him, her shirt rubbing against his wet chest.

His tongue provoked her lips until he finally kissed her. She thought he was gonna be rough, but the kiss was very gentle, his finger playing with the rem of her pants. Her hands were also exploring his body, pulling his long hair and scratching his back slightly, trying not to leave any marks.

His tongue tasted like the watermelon they had eaten hours ago, she couldn't help but crave more of him.

She was getting lost in his mouth but Harry was tugging her arm, and then broke the kiss.

"Hey, hey, you sure you wanna do this? I know I won't be upset if you don't feel like it."

She rolled her eyes but couldn't help but smile, he was being sweet, "I promise I want this, Harry. Do you, though?'

"Oh sweetheart, of course, I do, ya have no idea how hard I am right now." He kissed her jaw, "can you pick up my backpack, it's over there." He pointed at the backpack some meters aways, "I got condoms in there."

"Why would you bring condoms? We're only spending a week here!"

"Hey, I'm just prepared for whatever situation life brings me, like this one," he pecked her on the lips and helped her stand up from the riverside.

He went in the direction of the backpack, he made a gesture indicating the condoms were in the exterior pocket, she quickly found them, taking one closed package with the words "intense" on it.

Y/n walked back to him, dropping the orange packed to the ground near them and getting back to the same position as before, sitting in front of Harry, who was quick to hold her hips and kiss her again, this time he seems more desperate, massaging his pink lips against hers.

“Is it ok if I take off your shirt?” he whispered in her ear while holding her neck gently.

“What if someone sees? Can we do it inside the water? Do you think it will be less visible?” Y/n muttered when Harry bit the skin of his neck.

“We can do whatever you want sweetheart,” he practically moaned, “let me help you off this shirt, lift your arms, can’t wait to see those tits.”

Harry took her shirt off, taking his time to admire the beautiful red bra contrasting her skin, he nipped her collarbone and held her love handles harshly through the fabric of her pants. After a long time just enjoying the taste of her body he decided it was enough, his fast fingers worked on opening the hook with just one hand. He finally got rid of the bra, throwing it away somewhere in the ground.

Hot.

Harry’s mouth met her erected nipple, sucking deeply while pressing his teeth against the nub, “fuck, and think you were hiding those for me for such a long time, kinda rude, don’t you think?”, he purred against her breast.

He stroked her back, running his nails through her skin, a moaning leaving his mouth at the same moment her hand cupped his cock through his boxers. Y/n decided to be bolder and run her hand inside his underwear, the hair of his happy trail and pubic bone irritating her fingers, Harry had probably shaved weeks ago.

The head of his cock was already filled with pre-cum, she moved her hips closer to his body and started rubbing herself against him while starting to stroke his member. She just wanted to give him the same pleasure he was providing to her right now.

Harry’s finger got closer to the center of her black leggings, stroking her clit with his thumb. He left her tits, giving his full attention to her clothed pussy, and her mouth, trying his hardest to concentrate on what he was doing while being masturbated by her soft hands.

“Fuck, Y/n. You feel so good, baby,” he whispered, “like having my cock in your hands? Cause I sure love to have my finger on your cunt.”

“Jesus, you have such a dirty mouth,” she moaned, while pushing him away gently, “let me take off my pants, I need you now, please.”

“So eager,” he teased, before letting her go.

He took off his boxers and grabbed the condom, opening and taking the latex off the package and rolling it down his hard dick. He enjoyed the moment to touch himself while watching Y/n undressing. He knew she wasn’t comfortable standing almost naked out there in the open, so he sweetly rushed her to get into the water with him.

“I want to stay with my underwear on, ok?” she more stated than asked, but Harry still nodded, holding her hand and helping her inside. Y/n was going to say something but Harry interrupted her, grabbing down on her ass and bringing her to him.

Harry’s cock was shamelessly standing tall against her belly, pre-cum touching her skin from the proximity of their bodies. She wrapped one of her arms on his muscular arms while the other was once again on his cock, his vein was very prominent, which made her run her finger up and down, just to tease him and hear his beg of “please”.

Y/n didn’t stay in control for long, Harry's swift fingers pulled her underwear to the side and sank two fingers on her opening, feeling her arousal. “You’ve been this wet for me? Poor thing, your little cunt must be aching.”

His finger was reaching deep parts of her, and his cock was throbbing in her hand. “I just need you,” Y/n put her head on his shoulder, she had never been this close and intimate with him before.

“Need me? Pretty little thing you are,” he breathed, “let’s go deeper so no one sees us.” Harry helped her hooking her legs around his hips, his cock twitching when it came in contact with her pubic bone.

He held one hand on her ass and the other one was pressing her chest against his own, her arms mirroring her legs hooking around his shoulders. She started kissing his neck, his moans only making her kiss his skin more desperately. She didn’t care if it would leave any marks, a part of her even wanted to give him a hickey, having him walking around with the sexual bruises she made on him.

“Please sweetheart, need your pussy now, can I?” Harry purred, making jerk movements with his hip, trying to find some friction.

“Yes, do it, please,” the girl answered, running her tongue on his lips, inviting him for a kiss, which Harry reciprocated.

Harry didn’t wait any longer, he positioned his cock on her cunt, and with a fast slam, he sank himself on her body. He could feel how deep he was inside her, both of their hips touching each other. Y/n kissed him harder in between moans, trying to keep it down so no one would hear their sinful noises.

Her clit was rubbing against his pubic bone, his hair rasping her skin softly. She started to make up and down movements, showing she was ready for Harry to start moving.

The man was quick to catch her body language and jerked his hips on her multiple times. “If I knew you would be this good to fuck I would’ve been friends with you earlier.”

“Such a good cunt and perfect ass, can you feel how my hand fits it perfectly?” he continued his dirty talk, “you’re so wet, sweetheart, just for me.”

Y/n wanted to talk back, tell him she wasn’t wet just for him. Although she needed to admit it, this was the best fuck she had in a long time. When they weren’t completely in the water and Harry was masturbating her, he was so quick to find her clit, as if he knew his way around women’s bodies.

The pace of his hips was as fast as ever now, his cock hitting the exact places to make her pulsing around him, the sound of skin slamming against each other was loud because of the water around them

“Tell me how good I feel,” Harry practically begged.

Y/n eyes rolled back when he hit a deep part on her cunt and jerked his hips right at the most sensitive place on her clit. “You feel so big, never had a cock this big before.”

“No?” he smirked, “Is it leaving a good burn on your pussy? Is it making the inside of your thighs sore?”

“Yeah, you stretch me so well,” she purred on his neck, nibbling his skin gently.

“I wish there were people watching us right now, watching my cock sinking into this pretty cunt, I want them to hear how good I can make you feel.”

Y/n moaned in response, her orgasm was near, she could feel by the way her walls were contracting and her breathing was heavier. The thought of having someone watching them wasn’t fearful anymore, she wanted to show how deep he was taking her, how much of a man he was.

“Harry, I- I’m so close,” she held onto his neck, trying to press herself on him even more, “could you touch me? Please?”

He kissed her deeply, tasting every inch of her mouth while pounding into her needy cunt. “Of course, my darling, hold on to me.” He let go of her back, one hand still on her ass, the other one made its way to her button, with his middle finger he started massaging her clit.

His rhythm was very sloppy now since he couldn’t fully hold her in the place he wanted. Her walls were squeezing him so hard, she truly was close. As if his thoughts were predicting reality, she started to shake slightly, her tights gluing to his hips “look at my pretty girl cumming on my cock, go on, drench me,” he told her, a moan leaving his mouth when she bit his shoulder.

He was still rubbing her clit and fucking her, not stopping or slowing down, “feeling good, sweetheart?”

Y/n could only nod, the pleasure still running through her body. She was very sensitive now, she would have asked for Harry to be a little more gentle, but Y/n could see the desire on his face, the need to release inside her. She wanted to make him orgasm the same way he just did to her. Her mind was still dizzy, but she could tell he was close by his desperate thrusts.

“Sweetheart, you have no idea how good you feel wrapped around me, I could spend the rest of my life buried into you,” he moaned, Y/n’s nails holding herself even more on his shoulder.

“Cum for me, Harry, go on.”

And he did, with a couple more thrusting he was realising his seed inside her cunt, but he didn’t stop moving his hips on her. “So good and warm, don’t wanna stop,” he mumbled to her. With one more jerk from his hips, he came again, shooting ropes of cum on the condom, feeling the latex at its fullest.

They both stood there, her head on his shoulder while he breathed in and out, trying to calm down. “Are you okay? Was I too rough?” he asked, kissing her cheek.

Y/n could swear she felt butterflies on her stomach.

“I’m okay, but could you, like, get it out? It’s getting a bit uncomfortable,” she asked timidly, having a full condom inside of you wasn’t such a good feeling.

“Oh yeah, sorry. Here, let me help you.” He gently unhooked her thighs from his hips, his cock leaving her slit right after, the condom clutching to his dick. He placed her underwear in the right place and followed her when she was leaving the water.

“There's a towel in my bag, you can dry yourself with it if you want, sweetheart,” he told her. He wanted her to feel pleased with him, he wasn’t the kind to fuck a girl and just leave her, his mom raised him better than that.

She said a sweet “thank you”, before opening the bag and taking off a fluff towel, giving Harry the bag while she was drying herself and putting on her clothes. Harry, on the other hand, was getting rid of the condom, tying a knot on it, and putting it inside the backpack so he could discard it later.

He looked at the girl, who was already dressed and looking down, avoiding his gaze. He chuckled to himself while putting on his sweatpants, without any boxers since they were soaked, he decided the night was warm enough to be shirtless.

“Are you ready to go, Y/n? Or wanna stay here a bit more, I can make you company if you want,” he suggested. He should've dried himself, now his pants were getting wet, he just didn’t wanna ask for his towel back because she was still holding it.

“No, thank you, it’s ok,” Y/n answered him smiling, “I’m very tired.”

“Oh, so I tired you out? That's good to know,” he teased, pushing her with his shoulder playfully.

She laughed at him, “shut up! I’ve had better.”

“That’s not what you told me back there, though. Wanna come back so I can show you why I’m the best you’ve ever had?”

Y/n looked at him sternly now, “there will be no next time, Harry.”

He rolled his eyes and embraced her shoulder, “whatever you say, sweetheart.”

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So I saw your must recent j potter x reader fic, and for some reason can’t shake this idea out of my head, what if… reader was “in love” with James but once he starts dating lily she starts to hangout with sirius, to get space from the couple, and then she starts to fall for him ( who had a crush on her since for ever) and James notices how close they are being and starts to get jealous and confronts Sirius about it and it gets pretty heated at the point where Sirius just shouts that he is in love with her? I’m so sorry this is sooo detailed and lame 😩

OMG OMG MY FIRST EVER REQUEST!!! I HOPE MY WRITING DOES JUSTICE TO YOUR THOUGHTS...IM SUCH A CRAP WRITER BUT STILL....

AND NO. THIS IS NOT LAME. Never think that your opinion is lame.

Not A One-Sided Love - S. Black x Reader x J. Potter

Words: 2,254 words

Pairing: Sirius Black x Fem!Reader , James Potter x Fem!Reader

Warning: Angst, one sided love, crap writing, use of swear words, mentions of starving, let me know if there are more.

You needed to distract yourself. This was getting out of hand. You were starting to fall apart now. Not attending classes, starving yourself, spacing yourself from your social circle, you were destroying yourself.

But they were everywhere. James and Lily were the ideal pair, the most loved couple, the most envied one as well.

You never told him how you felt. Both of you, you and James had spent so much time with each other, but not a single time did you have the courage to tell him that you were in love with him.

He had spent years going after that certain redhead that you, and everybody else were sure no other girl caught his attention.

And now they were dating.

And you were hurting.

"Y/N, are you ok?" the voice of Sirius Black snapped you out of your thoughts. You looked at him and blinked a few times before smiling a soft smile at him, which he reciprocated.

"Yeah, just zoned out," you said and he chuckled.

"I must agree today's day was tiring. Do you wanna go to the Black Lake to rest for some time?" he asked, deep down fearing a rejection.

He has had a crush on you for what felt like forever. He knew you were in love with James and it pained him but being the best friend he was, he comforted you every time you came back to the Common Room crying because you saw James and Lily come out of a broom closet.

"Sure," you said and stood up from the table of the Great Hall, where you were sitting, and walked out with him, fingers interlocked.

"Where are you going?" James Potter's voice rang through the Hall and a few heads snapped up towards your and Sirius's direction.

"To distract our minds," Sirius swiftly said and turned back, dragging you out of the Great Hall.

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It had been a few months since you and Sirius started hanging out more than ever. Usually before this, you would only hang out with him when all of your friends were there too but now, you both had late night talks on the bank of the Black Lake, a dozen inside jokes and puns and feelings you both knew were strong.

You had first realized it when a few weeks ago both of you were laying on the bank, just like you do, watching the constellations in the sky. The moon shone brightly over both of yours' faces, illuminating them.

You had told Sirius a joke and he had barked out a laugh which you once found annoying but now, it fluttered your heart. Your eyes looked over to him to see his perfect features illuminated in the moonlight.

It wasn't deniable that Sirius Black was hot but right now, he looked as hot as ever. As beautiful and breath-taking as ever.

His grey eyes shone as bright as the moon itself and his face looked the same, and in that moment you knew, that you had feelings for Sirius Black.

The feelings helped a lot too. So did your meetups. You no longer cried yourself to sleep. You no longer felt anger or jealousy when you saw James and Lily together.

Meanwhile James did.

He noticed how close you and Sirius became over the weeks. How both of you would enter the Great Hall, hand in hand, muttering inside joked to each other and blushing profusely.

It made him angry that you weren't talking to him anymore and it made him jealous that you weren't spending time with him. He was your best friend too, you're supposed to spend time with him as well.

Why did it start bothering him so much?

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The morning went as usual. James sat next to Lily and Y/N sat next to Sirius. James and Lily didn't talk whereas Y/N and Sirius talked and laughed, talked and laughed, and anger bubbled inside of James.

He had started feeling like this since last week, when he had seen Sirius place a kiss on your forehead, and your cheeks turned pink. He felt something rile up inside him. Definitely not jealousy, right?

"Sirius, can we talk," James said and Y/N and Sirius looked at him. Sirius gave a firm nod before standing up, kissing Y/N on the cheek and waited for James to stand up, which he did soon, and left the Great Hall.

"What do you wanna talk 'bout, Prongs?" Sirius questioned. James stayed silent and walked through corridors until he found an empty classroom. He motioned for Sirius to get inside and locked the door with a spell when he got inside too.

"Prongsieee what's going onnn," Sirius said in a sing-song voice but quietened when he saw James's face holding no emotion.

"What's going on between you and Y/N?" James asked with a stone-cold expression.

His feelings towards yours and Sirius's friendship weren't positive and it took him a few days to realize that he DID in fact, developed feelings for you.

He didn't like the way you and Sirius laughed at anything the other did or told, how you both sat too closed for the title of 'Friends' and how you both looked at each other straight in the eyes with pink tinted cheeks. Sirius had stopped sleeping with random girls since you both started hanging out.

"Nothing's going on between me and Y/N, James. Why do you ask?" Sirius nonchalantly said, while going to sit on a nearby bench, but James wasn't satisfied with his answer.

"Then why have you started hanging out with her more than you used to do?" James spoke up again. His fists were clenching on his sides. Sirius looked up at him, the usual glint in his eyes going away.

He sat up from the bench and walked towards James, stopping when he was a good seven feet away from him, and looked him dead in the eye.

"It's none of your business James. The last time I saw you hanging out with Y/N was a year ago," Sirius said. James was shocked by realizing the fact that he did, in fact stopped talking to you once he started dating Lily.

"Do you have any idea how much that girl was hurting. You were the only person she trusted with her life and you suddenly threw her out of your life like a scab. She was in love with you for Merlin's sake," Sirius spat.

James staggered back but gained his balance quickly.

"She- she was in love with me?" he asked dumbfounded.

Sirius faked a loud laugh.

"Of course you didn't know. How didn't you see the broken expression on her face after you and Lily first announced your relationship, her teary eyes whenever she saw you kissing Lily in hallways or in meals?" Sirius said, his heart clenching once again to remember the hurtful expressions of the girl he loved so much.

"You were so oblivious, weren't you?"

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You were waiting for Sirius to come back so you could finish the story you were telling him. It had been a few minutes since he was gone with James.

So curiosity got the best of you and you decided to go and look out for him. You stood up from where you were sitting and exited the Great Hall in hopes of finding Sirius and James.

You reached an empty corridor and were walking past it when you heard muffled voices of fighting. Gulping, you reached for the door of the class, from which the noises were coming. The door opened slightly and you peaked in to see two familiar faces, standing in front of each other.

Both looked visibly tired and frustrated. Sirius and James fighting wasn't a normal thing.

You tried hearing what the fight was about, peaking inside.

"You should stay away from her," James snarled and Sirius's eyes widened.

"Oh...well I hate to break it to you but I can't," Sirius said, in a mocking tone.

"Why can't you," James's brows furrowed at Sirius's reaction. He opened his mouth to say something but abruptly stopped.

"Because... she needs someone. She needs someone to calm her down when she looks at you and Lily looking so smitten with each other. She needs someone to help her drift her mind from you. She needs...me, and I need her," Sirius whispered the last part, but it was quite audible in the empty class room.

"You're joking. I JUST FUCKING TOLD YOU I HAVE FEELINGS FOR Y/N AND YOU/RE TELLING ME 'SHE NEEDS ME AND I NEED HER'? WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO WITH HER, SIRIUS? THROW HER AWAY ONCE YOU'RE DONE FUCKING HER?" James shouted the last part.

"I LOVE HER FOR FUCK'S SAKE"

Silence.

No one spoke a thing. Not you, not James, nor Sirius.

"You...what?" James whispered, voice slightly shaky from just hearing the big confession.

Sirius ran a hand through his hair. He didn't mean to blurt it out. He had meant to confess it to Y/N soon. Maybe while they were stargazing.

"I love her, James. I have loved her since fourth year. It had hut me to see her so in love with you but I kept it hidden, so that she could be happy. I finally found a way to spend time with her and every moment spent has been the happiest of my life. I really lover her, mate," Sirius admitted, looking at the ground.

An audible gasp left your lips as soon as Sirius's speech finished. Both of their heads whipped towards your direction to see Y/N standing at the entrance of the class room covering her mouth with her hand.

"Y/N-" Sirius was cut off by James walking up to Y/N and pulling her into a tight hug, nuzzling his head in the crook of her neck.

Anger bubbled inside of Sirius watching the scene, but he kept it to himself, emitting a loud sigh.

"Can you give us a moment, James?" Y/N asked, pulling away from the hazel eyed boy, whose face turned into a frown, looking between the girl he fancied and his best mate, but nodding reluctantly and leaving the class room.

"Is it true, Sirius?" you whispered to him and he nodded, looking up to meet your eyes staring right at his.

"It's been true for three years Y/N", he said with a sad chuckle, looking everywhere but at her.

"How do I know you won't throw me out like your hookups?" you questioned to which his eyes finally met yours, but his eyes now held an emotion.

Pain.

It hurt him to think that you thought he would leave you once he got you. He would never. He would hold you forever, cherish you forever, never let you go.

"I know you have no reason to believe me, but just listen to me, then decide what you want", he said and took a deep breath. He looked at you for approval, to which you nodded, folding your arms to your chest.

"I've been in love with you. It's been a while, but I kept it hidden because you were undoubtedly so in love with James. I wanted you to look at me the way you looked at James. I wanted you to spend time with me just like you did with him. After he started dating Lily, and you became so broken, it hurt me. It hurt me to look at you crying yourself to sleep, it hurt me to look at your eyes look so empty, so emotionless".

"Our late-night hangouts became an excuse for me to spend time with you. It was the only part of the day when you looked so happy, and it was because of me. You have no idea, Y/N, how much happiness it brought me to look at you smiling at my jokes, listening to me rant about my family".

"You never judged me, you just listened, and comforted. Your hugs, your kisses, I want to feel it everyday. I want to call you mine and hold you forever and-", he was shut up by you smashing your lips onto his.

At first, he was too shocked to reply, but when he finally understood what you were doing, he melted into the kiss. He kissed you back with passion, tongues colliding. This kiss held unspoken words and feelings.

Sirius felt Y/N smirk into the kiss, to which he did too. They broke apart, eyes opening to look at each other. Strong gazes which held a glint in them. A glint of love.

"I love you, Y/N" Sirius said.

"I may be in love with you too, Sirius," Y/N said, smiling a warm smile at him, which he reciprocated.

Y/N had admired him from the start, how he survived his vile parents, his family drama while staying the prankster he was. Guess all she needed was a push and bam!

All they did for few minutes was look at each other and smile. Neither of them believing what happened, until Y/N broke the silence.

"Let's go back," she said. Sirius nodded and grabbed her hand, interlocking his fingers with hers.

That's how they walked out of the class, hands entwined and big smiles on both of their faces. Right now, they were in their own happy world and nothing could get them out of it.

Their abyss of happiness.

[let-me-luve-you]

Separated Cherries

Tom Holland x Sister

Summary: The reader deals with anxiety and one form of the readers anxiety is separation anxiety. She really misses Tom so he flies her to Cleveland while he’s working on Cherry. He later admits how hard it was for him to worry about her and focus on the seriousness of the character.

Warnings: anxiety, separation anxiety, angst, protective Tom, talks of Cherry (nothing is mentioned specific i don’t think, but I do mention that it was hard for Tom to film it and how it deals with difficult topics)

A/N: I’m awful. I’m so sorry. I’m sorry for the late post but I hope you enjoy it!! This was for a special person and I hope they enjoy it! Also I mention a scene in Cherry but don’t go into detail but if you have watched the press tour, you may know what scene I’m talking about. Or if you’ve seen the movie, you may know what scene I’m talking about. I tried to avoid spoilers so I hope you like this story.

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The days leading up to Tom leaving, you didn’t leave his side. He didn’t mind though. He loved having you around. You grounded him and reminded of the normal life he left behind when he went to be The Tom Holland the world knows and loves.

Earlier this month, Tom took you with him to Utah for a convention. You had never gone to one before so Tom thought this would be a good time. Tom also was being a little selfish and wanted you there with him since he was still dealing with the news of Spider-Man leaving the MCU.

Now he’s about to leave for Cleveland to film Cherry. A movie Tom knew was going to be a challenge for him. The Russo’s fought for him to be in this movie. They wanted Tom in this role more than anybody. They even got a job for Harry. You had asked Tom, when he first learned of the filming dates, if you could go with him. Since Tom knew the contents of the movie and how dark it was, he didn’t want you around that, so he said no.

Now, it’s the night before he’s leaving. You are curled up on his bed watching him pack his bag. “Don’t forget your blue light glasses.” You said.

“Already have them packed in my carry-on with my laptop and chargers.” He said to you with a smile. “Thank you though. I do forget them all the time.” You laughed.

You turned serious, “I’m going to miss you. I know you said I couldn’t go, but I still wish I could go with you.” Tom sighed.

“I know. I’m going to miss you too, but this film is just going to be dealing with a lot of serious issues and I don’t want you to have to see me like that.” He said, honestly.

“I know. Can I still call you though?” You asked sheepishly.

“Always.” He said before turning to his dresser to get socks and underwear. “So, what are your plans for the next few months?”

“I plan on helping mum. She apparently has a lot of shoots. Probably taste test all of Sam’s food.” You laughed.

“I’m so jealous. I have yet to find something I don’t like of Sam’s.” Tom said.

“He is a great cook.” Tom agreed. “Paddy apparently has a show he’s going to be on, so I’ll help him with that in any way I can. And Dad is working on a new book, so whatever he needs me to do, I’ll do.”

“You really are great, you know that?” Tom asked as he paused his packing to come sit next to you. He wrapped you in a hug. “Are you going to do anything for you?” You shrugged. “Do me a favor? Do something for you. Learn to do more for you. You help all of those around you, but you rarely do things for you. Draw more or hide away and read. Go out to a party or go do something with your friends. Remember to take care of you. Promise me, you’ll try to do that.”

“Promise.” You said. He squeezed you tighter in the hug and gave you a kiss on your head before getting up to finish his packing.

The rest of the night was uneventful. Tom finished packing and put his bags by the front door. You both got comfy on his bed and watched a movie. You were the first to fall asleep and first to wake up the next day. Tom’s and Harry’s flight wasn’t until 10 am and it was currently 630. You decided to make them a good breakfast so they would be fine until the flight gave out their lunch.

“What are you doing?” You heard a tired voice. You looked over your shoulder to see Tom walking up to sit at the counter. You smiled at him and fixed him a cup of tea.

“I’m making you and Harry breakfast.” You said cheerfully. You walked back over to the stove and finished making the eggwhite omelet. Tom was on a strict diet so you made something he could eat, but also something that he liked. You put it on a plate and set it in front of him.

“You didn’t have to do this.” Tom said. “But thank you. This looks delicious.” “What looks delicious?” Harry asked as he sat next to Tom. “Oooh. I want one.”

“It’s coming right up.” You said as you set a tea in front of him and turned back to making his omelette.

“Thank you Y/N.” Harry said, taking a sip of his freshly made tea. “Can I hire you to be my personal assistant?” You all laughed. “When we get home, I’ll treat you to dinner via Sam’s cooking.”

“Sounds good to me. I’m holding you to it.” You said. “I’m really going to miss you guys.”

“Just a few months and then we will be home for Christmas.” Tom said standing up to put his plate in the sink.

“I know. Still sucks. I hate when you leave.” You opened up. You had been holding it in. You felt bad for dropping it on him right before he leaves, but it needed to be said. “It always just feels different around here. I don’t know how to describe it, but it doesn’t feel like we are complete.”

“I know it’s not ideal to have two brothers that are constantly traveling for work. That we aren’t here for family dinners, but we are a phone call or text away. Reach out and we will try to answer as quickly as possible.” Tom said looking into your eyes. You could see that he meant them.”

“Ignore me. I’m just in my feels this morning. I’ll be okay.” You whispered. You wrapped Tom in a hug. “I’m proud of you, you know? It’s so great to see you out there doing what you love and seeing the people’s lives that you touch.”

“Thank you y/n/n. I love you.” Tom said kissing your forehead.

“Love you too.” You squeezed him tighter before pulling away and wrapping Harry in a hug. “Love you too Hairball.”

Harry scoffed at the nickname you gave him when you were both extremely young and you were mad at him. “Don’t call me that…” He paused before hugging you back. “Love you too.”

“Now you better get going before you’re late.” You said. “I also packed you small snack bags and put them in your carry ons.”

“You’re the best.” Tom said as he walked to put his shoes on. “Thank you y/n/n.” Harry said doing the same.

You watched them grab their bags and walk out of the house with one last smile. You sighed and went back to your room to take a nap. Already missing your brothers, you decided to turn on Spider-Man Homecoming.

It is now mid-October and you were missing Tom and Harry more than anything. You tried to hangout with Sam and Paddy more to try to not feel the sadness of missing your other two brothers. Paddy didn’t want to hangout with you. He was too busy hanging out with his friends and playing football. Sam was always at the restaurant or in the kitchen at your parents house. You would stay with him and watch him cook, but it wasn’t the same.

Your sleep schedule was messed up due to the fact you were staying up late watching Netflix. Looking over at the clock, it read 3 am. Pulling your phone from your bedside table, you pulled up Tom’s contact and decided to FaceTime him. It only rang for a couple of seconds before he answered.

“Is everything okay?” Tom asked worriedly. You could tell he was laying in bed.

“Yeah. I just wanted to talk to you.” You answered honestly.

“It’s 3 am where you are! Why are you not asleep?” His eyes widened as he realized how late it was for you.

“I can’t. My schedules messed up. I’m fine. Did I wake you?” You asked, scared of the answer.

“No. I was just watching some TV before I went to bed. I have a 7am call time.” He said and you breathed a sigh of relief for not waking him.

“How was filming today?” You said looking at his tired eyes.

“It was good. We did a hard scene today, but it went really well. We have another hard, long day again tomorrow.” Tom rubbed the tired out of his eyes. He was just about to fall asleep when called.

“I’m sorry you’ve had some hard days.” You said sincerely.

“Thanks but it’s okay. Thankfully Harry’s here. He’s really helping me.” Tom sighed.

“I’d help you if I was there. I know it’s hard, but I’m proud of you.” You said with your eyes tearing up.

“Are you doing okay?” Tom asked concern noticing the change of tone in your voice. “Mum said you’ve been at the house a lot.”

“I’m doing okay. I went and got my nails done today with Chandra.” You said showing Tom the Marvel based nails. With Tom only being a year older than you, he got you into Marvel when you were younger. Spider-Man was always your favorite and when Tom got the role, you celebrated just as much or even more than he did.

“I like them. They’re pretty.” Tom said with a small smile. “How are you holding up though with me and Harry being gone? I haven’t asked in a while.”

You sighed and looked away from Tom. You didn’t want him to know how much you missed him, but you missed your best friend. “I’m good. Been hanging out with friends more and I help Sam when he’s at home. Mum, Dad, and I have had movie nights. It’s been good.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?” He asked, still concerned. You felt a tear you had been fighting fall down your cheek. You looked away from the phone. “Y/N/N. Look at me.”

Shaking your head, “I’m fine Tom. I just miss my best friend.”

“I’m sorry. I wish there was something I could do.” He said.

“I’ll be okay.” You whispered.

“How about this…” Tom said. “Let me fly you out to visit. We are about to do some of the easier stuff and you can come stay with us while the scenes aren’t so intense.”

“You don’t have to do that. I’m just being weird.” You said not wanting for him to be pressured into inviting you.

“Separation anxiety isn’t you being weird. It’s an actual thing.” He said sincerely. He cared about you. You didn’t know you had this issue until Tom got the role of Spider-Man and left for Atlanta. Your mum noticed you clingy to them more or your other brothers. When Tom arrived home you stuck to him like glue. Your mum decided to take you to a doctor to see if there was anything to do for you. You learned the anxiety medicine didn’t help you and talking to a therapist only went so far. All you wanted, was to be with your whole family.

“I’ll get Harry to schedule you a flight. Pack warm clothes and at least two weeks worth.” He said.

“No, Tom, it’s okay. I’ll be okay.” You fought back.

“I’m serious. Come stay with us. Harry will get your flight.” He kept fighting back.

“If you're sure.” You said softly. Tom almost didn’t hear it.

“I’m sure. I miss you too. Plus having you here may help me.” Tom said, laying back down on his pillow. You could tell he was tired, but he was staying awake for you.

“I appreciate it, T.” You spoke honestly. “I really do miss you. I love you.”

“Love you too y/n/n.” He whispered while fighting to keep his eyes open.

“Get some sleep. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

“Night.” Tom said before hanging up. You smiled knowing you were finally going to get to see your brother again very soon. You laid back on your bed and finally felt the exhaustion from staying up late. You could worry about what you were going to pack tomorrow.

When Tom told Harry to schedule you a flight out, Harry accidentally scheduled it too early. Tom still had some hard scenes to film. When you landed in America, he didn’t want you to come to set, but he didn’t want to leave you at home either.

Harry showed you where you could go and couldn’t. You basically only went to Tom’s trailer, the bathroom, the food tent, and Tom’s chair. Today, Tom begged you not to come because he knew the day was full of hard things. He knew what the last scene was going to be filmed and he didn’t want you to see that.

You insisted you could handle it. You didn’t want to be alone. You wanted to spend time with your brother. Tom finally gave in after you promised you would stay in his trailer during that final scene.

Throughout the day, you stayed close to Tom. When he wasn’t filming or on set, you were right beside him. He tried to be understanding of how you were feeling, but he really needed to step away from everything he’s been feeling for filming.

“How’s your sandwich?” Tom asked at dinner. It had been a long day and there was only one more thing to film before there were four days off.

“It’s good. How’s your salad?” You asked, pointing at his plate.

“It’s good.” He said nonchalantly. You knew he was craving more food. You had asked Harry to go get him a cheeseburger with fries. You looked up and noticed him carrying a bag from Five Guys.

You smiled and Tom looked over his shoulder. “Thanks for going to get that Harry.” You said as Harry sat next to you. You grabbed the bag and pulled out the burger and fries. “Eat up Tom. I know you’re hungry for more.”

“I can’t you guys.” Tom said in a defeated tone. “I’m still on this diet. I can’t. I can’t do that to everyone that’s working on this film.”

You sighed, “Tom, you have had salads everyday for two weeks. You can have one burger. You need more food.” Tom looked at you and then looked at Harry.

“I mean, I did go get it and I agree with Y/N. You do need to eat more and it will be okay. One cheeseburger won’t hurt.” Harry said. Finally Tom agreed to eating the food Harry brought. “Y/n/n are you going to set tonight?”

“No. I promised Tom I wouldn’t be there.” You answered honestly. Harry looked over at Tom shocked. Harry figured Tom would want you there since it’s such a hard scene. Maybe have someone other than him that’s familiar.

“You can come work with me.” Harry told you.

Tom looked up at him shocked. “I don’t want her to see this. It’ll be hard enough to have her watching it in the movie.”

“I think it’ll be good for her to be there. It’s a hard scene and I won’t be able to be there between takes.” Harry said. Harry was doing a new role tonight and needed to focus on that.

“It’s okay Harry. I can wait in the trailer. I brought my book.” You said with a smile. Trying to help Tom out so he doesn’t feel like he’s being teamed up on. Tom smiled at you gratefully. Harry turned to Tom and started to whisper something to him. You watched Tom’s demeanor change. He rolled his eyes before turning back to you.

“You can come. Bring your book and a blanket. You can sit in my chair.” Tom said finally giving into Harry.

“It’s okay. I don’t mind waiting in the trailer. Promise.” You told Tom. Tom finished eating his food before standing up to go to his trailer with you and Harry following. He walked in and grabbed your book off of the counter and grabbed your blanket. “Let’s go.” Tom said as he walked out the door towards the set.

“Tom. I’m not going.” You said. Harry shook his head and started to push you towards set. “I promised I wouldn’t go.”

“Come on y/n/n. I promise it’s okay. I don’t count this as a broken promise. I want you there.” Tom said with a sigh. You decided not to keep fighting with him about it. You ran to catch up with him and grabbed the blanket and book from him. “Thank you.” He whispered. “This is going to be a difficult scene to watch, so I’m sorry for what you have to see.”

“It’s okay Tom. I’m a big girl. I can handle it.” You said with a small smile.

Later that night, Tom was in the makeup trailer getting his makeup removed. You were sitting in his trailer with Harry waiting to go home. You tried to hold in your tears. You hated seeing Tom like that.

“Are you okay?” Harry asked.

“Great.” You said forcing a smile.

Harry looked at you skeptically and then nodded. He pulled out his phone and sent the video he got to Tom. You were exhausted and just wanted to go to sleep. You decided to lay down and rest your eyes until Tom got back. You were just about to fall into a deep sleep when you heard Tom walk in.

“Should I send this to mum?” Tom asked with a laugh.

“Do it.” Harry laughed. “But first, let’s go home. I think someone needs a bed.”

Tom looked over at your sleeping body. He smiled at you. Harry was right. Having you there helped him. This was probably the hardest scene he was going to have to film in the whole movie.

“Go get the car. I’ll bring her out.” Tom said as he started putting your stuff in your backpack. He quickly put his and your backpacks over his shoulder before he moved over towards you. He picked you up bridal style and made sure the blanket didn’t fall off. “Shhh. It’s just me. We’re going home.” He said when you started to wake.

Pulling up to the house, Tom decided to shake you awake this time. You woke and looked around confused before you unbuckled and walked into the house. You crashed on the couch and watched Tom set your backpack in the chair.

“How are you doing? Today was hard.” You said.

Tom picked your feet up and sat down before he placed your feet in his lap. He laid his head back. “Today sucked. I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight.” Tom said with a sigh.

“Want to talk about it?” You asked.

“No. There isn’t much to talk about. I just need to get out of that mental mindset.” Tom said honestly. “How are you? That had to be hard to watch.”

You finally let a tear slip. “I’m okay. I just didn’t like seeing you like that.”

“I’m sorry. You weren’t supposed to see the hard parts.” He said, pulling you into a hug.

“It’s okay. I promise. It’s scary to think people actually go through that. I don’t want to see you or anyone go through this.” You whispered.

“Hopefully this movie brings light to these situations and starts a conversation.” Tom said, giving you a kiss on the head before releasing you. “Now no more talks of this. Let’s try to forget about today and watch a movie instead.”

Tom started up a comedy to try and bring the mood up. Harry joined you after changing into his pajamas. Mid way through the movie, you fell asleep. Tom looked over at you. He knew you being here helped you, but in his head he was worried about you and everything you were seeing. It was hard to focus on you and filming.

It’s now been a year since Tom finished filming Cherry. Tom invited you to come with him to film Spider-Man No Way Home. He went three months without seeing you after the pandemic due to his heavy film schedule for Uncharted. He knew those were hard days for you since you went from spending all day with him to not even seeing him.

Now Tom was doing press for Cherry since it is due to come out in a few weeks. He set up in the living room. Harry had got a ring light to make the videos look better. You were supposed to be out while Tom was doing his few interviews for the day, but you got back early. He still had one more to go. You decided to sit in your room so you wouldn’t interrupt.

Even with your door closed, you could hear Tom talking to the interviewer. What you heard made your heart stop.

“Tom, your brother and sister were with you when filming Cherry, right?” they asked.

“They were. Harry helped on the film. Even had a small role. And my sister, Y/N, came out to visit and stayed the rest of filming.” Tom answered.

“Did having them there help you?”

“It did. This was a role I had to go to a dark place. Having them there really helped ground me and bring me back from that dark place. They definitely had my back during these times. I was actually on a strict diet throughout filming. Y/N actually made Harry go get me a cheeseburger on her first night there because she knew that I needed a little more substance. I had two weeks worth of salads and she knew I needed a little more. On nights of hard filming, we would all sit in the living room and watch a comedy because it all took us a while to calm down from the day. So having them there was very important to me.”

“That's amazing to hear.” they said. “It’s always good to have family there for you. You said there were hard filming nights. Even though it was hard, which was your favorite?”

“There was one scene that was extremely hard to film. The entire day was hard. Sadly, it was my sister’s first day there. I didn’t want her to see those scenes, but it was good to have her there. The day was a couple of scenes that dealt with something with Emily. The whole day was based on that situation. It was a variety of emotions. I had to be scared, angry, sad.” Tom said. “I actually sent my mum a video from that and she was not happy. She called me immediately to tell me she didn’t appreciate it.” He laughed.

“Can you give us a hint of what that was?” they asked.

“I don’t want to give too much away, but it’s when I’m in the truck. You’ll know when you see it because it involves Emily and it’s very hard to watch.” Tom said.

“You say it’s hard to watch and that was your sister’s first day, how did she handle it? And how did Harry handle it?” you heard them ask. They were starting to dig deeper.

“Harry was the one that filmed that scene so I could send it to my mum.” Tom laughed. He knew Nikki would give him heck for it later, but he knew it was only because she cared. “My sister actually hated watching that scene. She’ll hate me for saying this, but she cried. It scared her because she said it felt real and she didn’t want to see anyone like that.”

“That makes sense. Both of you are close in age, how are the two of yours relationship? It has to be good for you to allow her to visit during such a hard movie.”

“We are very close. She’s my best friend. I can say this because she openly talks about it and helps raise money for charities, but she has anxiety and one thing that really affects her is her separation anxiety. It was great to have her on set because she brought me back to myself, helped me get out of that dark mindset. But at times, I felt I was more worried about her and making sure she was okay. Mixing the stress of taking care of her and the stress of playing the role was hard to take on.”

You listened and felt tears build up. You made Tom’s job harder. You felt a tear fall down your face and you held back a sob so Tom couldn’t hear. You immediately went to the closest and grabbed your suitcase. You started packing your clothes. Once you were finished you set it near the door and grabbed your laptop so you could find a plane ticket. Tom walked in as you were searching.

“Why is your suitcase out?” He asked, confused.

“I’m going home.” You said shortly.

“Why?” He questioned.

“I’m just a burden to you. I don’t want you to have to worry about me while you focus on filming. I just like being in the same city as you. I didn’t mean to add stress to you.” You said as a tear slipped.

Tom sighed, “You heard?” He asked. You nodded. “Did you hear everything?”

“I didn’t need to. I heard enough.” You said honestly.

“So you didn’t hear what I said after that?” He asked. You shook your head. “I told them that it was worth it. That I would go through 20 times the stress if it meant you were happy and safe. That your anxiety wasn’t holding you back. That I used some of the stress from caring about you to help with the film. You remember the emotional scene in Morocco.” You once again shook your head. “I used the stress to make that scene. I know that sounds bad, but I think that really helped me hit the emotion I needed.”

“That was a beautiful scene. From what I saw, it’s one of my favorites for you. It’s heartbreaking, but you made the viewers feel what you were feeling. That was because of me?” Tom nodded his head.

“I’m sorry for admitting to it, but just know, if we redid all of the filming, I would have you there from day 1. I love having you around. I have all this noise around me that is trying to change me and having you here helps keep me the kid from Kingston.” Tom said. “Please don’t leave. I really do want you here.”

You looked around at your room. You then focused on your suitcase. You thought about it. “I’ll stay.” Tom smiled when you looked at him. “Only if you promise me something.”

“Anything.” He agreed.

“If I am stressing you out, in the way, or affecting your work, you tell me. I’ll stay here for a few days or I’ll go home. I don’t want to burden you with my problems.”

“Your anxiety isn't a problem. It’s something you battle and I want to help you fight.” Tom interfered.

“I know. And you will. But if it affects you, it isn’t fighting, it’s a problem. So please promise me that you’ll tell me.” You begged.

“I promise. But know you are never a burden to me. You are my best friend and I love you. I want you here. Trust me on that.” Tom said as he pulled you into a hug. “Now, are you ready to go to dinner? We have an early day on set tomorrow.”

You nodded. You knew that your anxiety was a battle but you didn’t want to bother Tom. You knew he was telling the truth when he said you weren’t a burden. You knew the thought would come back, but you had to tell yourself that it was your anxiety. Now working on your separation anxiety would be worked on at a later date.

[septemberlove]

I need to know:

What would your ideal date be with Trunks, Macaque, Shadow, and L?

(You can also add other F/Os too!)

@askthelovenest

(SORRY THIS IS LATE @askthelovenest)

OOOH all of my boys huh? Hmmm. Honestly any date with them is ideal (haha) but if I were to pick some...

Trunks, ideally any day I can drag him away from Time Patrol stuff is great, I'd definitely like to take him on more chill, fun dates. Arcades, movies, stuff he didn't and still doesn't get to experience that much. I'd give him the world but for now I'll settle for some chill afternoon hangout style dates.

Macaque is tricky, honestly we hang out a lot and I'd consider it dates, nights in watching movies or playing video games. But I can also see him wanting to go out at night, to a cool night market or late night picnic in a nice spot overlooking the city. Maybe I could convince him to show me one of his shadow plays, that'd definitely be cool!

Shadow, well pretty similar to Macaque in that we have a lot of stay at home dates, but it's cause it's a preference. I know he favors more personal, private kinda dates than more public ones of going out and doing stuff. Still, I'd like to ride on his bike with him and do some sight seeing! Probably stop by a cafe too.

L is probably the most difficult, he's pretty reclusive for obvious reasons. Again, another that likes stay-at-home stuff but if not that I can absolutely see him doing the sorta thing of "renting out a whole theater or restaurant or other place for the two of us." And I wouldn't complain that would be awesome! That and baking dates, I know he loves sweets as much as I do and being someone who loves to bake that's definitely something we have a good time doing.

Thank you for the question!!

[moons-and-stars-and-shit]

Requested by: @sora-san-senpai

○Basic info::

●she/her pronouns

●Bisexual

●personality is INTP-T type

●A Taurus

●an oikawa and yamaguchi kinnie (How contradicting)

○appearance::

●5'6 ft

●Asian (more on the Indian side)

●dark chocolate brown hair (till my waist)

●got a medium bank but nice tiddies and thicc thighs😩

●brown eyes

●dark circles😔

●glasses

●chubby cheeks

●I have bangs too

●thin lips

●I stay at home most of the time so-sweatpants, a loose tee and occasional outings- that skater skirt and hoodie shit.

●an invisible mole on my upper lip

○personality::

●introverted

●likes procastinating

●severe adhd

●lazy

●foodie

●no sports except maybe swimming, tennis and volleyball

●stay at home

●sucker for late night drives

●night owl

●rain. I love rain ..

●bipolar

●sometimes superiority complex

●but sometimes inferiority complex

●playful

●friendly

●kind

●supportive

●insecure

●adaptable

●I can adapt to a person's liking somehow

●not really emotional

●rarely cries

●A weird pervy personality

●(bipolar amirite 😩😩)

●I constantly focus on the negative instead of the positive

○hobbies::

●writing

●reading

●art

●music

●baking/cooking

●learnt around 7 languages

○likes

●Rain

●anime

●kpop

●reading

●angst(idk-)

●food

●A bug sucker for that ancient far East dynasty thing- (like china/japan/korea)

●Cats ... baby cats

●sour and spicy things

○dislikes::

●try hards

●no exercise pls

●mis judging me

●not accepting me for me

●bullies

○Ideal relationship::

●supportive s/o

●loving

●dorky

●if they are hurting I want to help them

●someone close to my personality

●honest

●loves me for me and very much

●playful, never a dull moment

●low-key wants a clingy (not really clingy ) s/o

●and id love to baby you

●spoil u

● sugar mommy-NO

this is long sorry for the wait(^^)

@sora-san-senpai

Romantic Matchup

Kenma Kozume

How Y’all Met

Okkkk

So you we’re originally friends with Kuroo

Mans sure has a type when it comes to friends

But anyways

He noticed how you and Kenma STRUGGLED with making new friends

So he did what any good friend would do and introduced you two

He was expecting you two to be all shy with each other

Honestly he was expecting y’all just to not talk to each other

What he DIDNT expect was for you two to hit it off so we’ll 😀

Like shit after he introduced you two

Y’all were talking like crazy

Y’all just had a lot in common

Soon enough you two started hanging out

Without Kuroo 🥲

They would be very simple hangouts

Like playing games at his house

Baking at yours

Or even just sitting on the couch enjoying each other’s company

So you two became extremely close

And one day

Some creep at school was harassing you

So you know what our boy kenma did

Defended you of course!

He walked up to you two and pretended to be your boyfriend

And he told the dude to buzz off

Of course you thanked him

And it was that moment he realized that he ACTUALLY wanted to be your boyfriend

He wanted to be that person you could ALWAYS count on to protect you

So he asked how you would feel about actually dating

And that’s when you confessed your feelings for him

And bippidy boppidy boo y’all started dating

What They Love About You

Oh he ADORES the fact that your a fellow introvert

Because he never has to put himself in awkward situations to please you

Omg he LOVES that your a night owl

Poor boy never has anyone to talk to at 3 am 😔

But now he has you!

Honestly he loves that your lazy

He’s not the most active person himself

And he already has Kuroo on his back for that

So he’s glad your not on his back about it too

He likes that your not really a emotional person

Only because he doesn’t know how to deal with human emotions 🥲

But if you’re ever upset PLEASE go to him

He will help you I promise

OMG

he loves how much you spoil him

Like shit he’s a little baby sometimes

Oh your height is PERFECT to him

Because he’s still taller

But only by an inch

He just likes how you two are practically the same height

Favorite Things To Do Together

UGH

Honestly just staying at home with you

ESPECIALLY on rainy days 😩

Y’all will usually just bake all day then have a total sugar crash and just nap on the couch together

All while it’s pouring rain outside

I’m talking thunder, lightning

The good shit

It’s always a vibe

Random Hc

Kenmas a little baker!

Granted he can only make simple things like cookie

But he can make that shit from scratch

It’s decorating that he’s not great at...

His cakes always end up looking like this

But they always taste great soooo

Most of your text messages happen between 1 am and 4 am

Kuroo takes full credit for your relationship 💀

Astrology

These two Signs are thought of as being karmically linked.

They’re both looking for security in a relationship and they share a love of art, poetry and culture.

This relationship may start slowly as, on the surface, they might have few common interests.

However, once they understand one another they may learn they have much more in common than was first apparent.

Taurus and Libra both have a love for the arts. They appreciate fine dining and theater, collecting art and music.

Pleasure — physical, aesthetic — is a premium for these two Signs.

They both love to woo and be wooed; courtship is a necessary part of any romantic relationship for them, and since they both have this need, they fit well together.

Taurus appreciates Libra’s charm; if stubborn Taurus doesn’t get their way, diplomatic Libra is able to smooth things over and keep the peace.

Libra appreciates the luxuries that sensual Taurus provides them.

They also have much to teach one another:

Libra can help Taurus see the different sides of a situation, and Taurus can help Libra overcome their notorious indecision.

Overall Aesthetic

After Hours 🌙

Chanel - Frank Ocean

My Future - Billie Eillish

Yeah Right - Joji

Can I Call You Tonight? - Dayglow

[jungwnn]

Hi! Saw you were taking ship requests! May I have a ship with enhypen and txt ? :)

Appearance: 5”6, natural dirty blonde hair but just recently got blonde highlights (kinda like britney spears y2k highlights) I have blueish-greenish eyes and am hungarian/american so kinda eastern european looking. I describe my style as comfortable but fashionable, my ideal style is similar to enhypen’s not for sale performance outfits, I enjoy flowy comfy pants with colorful tops and nice jewelry:) i enjoy wearing makeup but i always just go for the simple/natural look.

Personality: I’m a sagittarius 02 liner (sag moon pisces rising) mbti is isfj-t and my enneagram type is 3! I have a friend group that only consists of my 2 best friends, and I’m a year older than both of them so I’m considered the mom friend. I honestly prefer being alone most of the time, I really value my alone time and everytime I hang out with my friends or spend a day with a group of people I tend to need alone time after to recharge. Most of the people I know have said I was very intimidating when they met me, but I most of the time am a very kind soul who is wise and intelligent in many areas.

Hobbies: I absolutely am in love with traveling, it’s all I want to do in life, I love experiencing new adventures, hearing new languages and learning them, while learning about new cultures as well. I also love listening to music, it really is my way to escape reality. Some of my favorite artists include bts, enhypen, itzy, txt, alessia cara, bazzi, and coldplay!

Likes: cats, rainy weather, learning new languages, the smell of lavendar, thrifting, ICED COFFEE🧎🏼‍♀️ blueberry eggo waffles </3

Sorry if this was a lot:( thank you so much

PLS U SOUND SO COOL BYE 😩✋

okay okay while I was reading this I immediately thought of my boy heeseung like I know y’all would instantly click if y’all met !!

Where do I even start like omg, just let me add y’all would be the most fashionable couple to exist I don’t make the rules, Everyone wishes they were the both of you, I JUST KNOW YALL WOULD TAKE SOME BOMB ASS PICTURES TOGETHER BYE. pls just power couple goals everything that anyone could want BYE. He would be so respectful and sweet like dude just wants to make you happy like it’s insane how much he loves you!! He is a boy who enjoys his alone time as well so He would immediately respect that you need your own as well! Y’all are both so chill this relationship would be so fun and feel so calm! But this is Heeseung we are talking about! He will still tease you, in a playful way of course!! He would walk over to you in front of your friends like “ hey ramen face” and you’d stand there like 🧍I’m breaking up with you. He would always call you weird ass nicknames just because he likes seeing your reaction and he always gets a kick out of it. PLS I JUST KNOW HIS ASS TRIED TO ACT ALL COOL AND SLICK WHEN YALL BARELY STARTED DATING, I just know his ass sat there and did the whole fake yawn and arm over the shoulder shit BYE. He just thought you were so cool and pretty (which you are😩✋) that he wanted you to think the same about him! He would never admit it his massive heart eyes that he has for you, like everyone can see it. Just by the little touches and small acts of affection he does! Your hangouts would usually consist of sleepovers and late coffee runs. Like one day y’all thought getting coffee?? At 7 pm would be a good idea.. yeah y’all didn’t sleep that night. The night consisted on laying on each others shoulders, cuddling talking about where you would want to travel, what would you want to do. The conversation just natural,y flows between you two. As the night passed he convinced you that y’all should make ramen at 6 am🧍 so y’all went downstairs and y’all tried key word is tried to be quiet, but Heeseung pulled the pan out of the cabinet which caused a loud grumble, both of your sleep deprived heads thought it was the funniest thing ever. Heeseung wrapped his arms around you in a back hug hiding his face in your neck to stiffen his own laughter, both of y’all just being close to tears at how funny it was. That was then a sleepy Sunoo walked in telling y’all to quiet down. Did you try? Yes, did you succeed? No.

Okay okay !! So the overall relationship would consist of:

☼texting each other random animal photos

☼small kisses before leaving each other

☼lots and lots of inside jokes

☼gives you his rings or necklaces that he thinks would look good on u

☼likes to play with your hair

☼always talking about how much he wants to see the world with you

☼pls wear his sweater he’ll be so red and so shy all day

okay okay txt !! I ship u with mr. kang taehyun himself!! Look at this cutie pie !

Pls I just know this boy would adore you, He would instantly melt when he looks at you. He ain’t gonna let you know that because terry ain’t no simp. He was definitely a lot more shy in the beginning of your relationship. He isn’t very huge on PDA but he loves holding your hand and he loves loves loves!! hugging you especially in private. He really values his time with you and loves to just be around you whenever he can. He’s a busy busy boy but he always makes time for you whenever you want to hang out or just call on the phone. Speaking of phone calls!! He loves calling you at mf crack ass dawn in the morning during his workouts! Which you get kinda grumpy but like his smile is so cute how can you say no. He secretly thinks your grumpy face is cute ngl. You make his heart just melt In general how dare you. He always brings you a coffee whenever he sees you like he got your coffee order memorized in his heart. He is always doing things just to show you how much he loves you!! He may seem so calm and cool but every time you kiss his cheek or even do something simple like lay your head on his shoulder he is screaming internally. The way you make him BLUSH is insane how do you have that power!?!? Soobin and Beomgyu will tease him in front of you just so he can be embarrassed it’s not funny. “Hey Hey did you know Taehyun alwaaays talks about you?” Soobin would start “He even bought those waffles you like just in case your hungry~” Beomgyu would say. And no joke taehyun would deadass stand there like this emoji 🧍like he was trying to keep his cool and composed image and they out here exposing that he’s soft for you? the nerve. Dude is just head over heels and you make him so happy. Pls just give him all the love you can so he can smile !

your overall relationship would consist of!!

☼this man will tickle you so much

☼coffee shop dates coffee shop dates

☼teases you abt your height like calm down terry 🙄✋

☼y’all both so smart I know y’all be coming up with the best comebacks

☼HE LIKES TO SHOW YOU HIS MAGIC TRICKS

☼he gets so smiley seeing your reaction to them

☼if you don’t know much already he would most definitely teach you Korean !!

a/n; aaaa!! I hope you enjoy it < 3 MWAH MWAH MWAH !

[luxurybrownbarbie]

Omg I’m sorry for asking all this advise on this guy I’ve been on two dates with that we’re both cut short but I just wanted to give you an update on the situation. So he’s been pretty inconsistent with communicating with me. A week would go by and he would reach out so yesterday I just Snapchatted him. He answered and we started talking about our day, and then he goes “Can I ask you something?What do you want out of this? I’m not sure if you’re just looking for a friend or not?”And then I said well I’m looking for a relationship ideally, what about you? And he goes I want go find someone to deeply connect with both spiritually and physically. And then I said oh I’m looking for the same. And he goes “well i don’t really get the vibe when we hangout:/ I didn’t even get to hold your hand🤷And I said well we have only been on like one date, the other one got cut short I know my fault but next time I want to hangout longer And then he goes “how much longer LOL”. And then I was like I mean definitely longer than the last time😅 (the date was 30 minutes cause I told him I had to see my grandma after the dinner cause he asked, and then he got disappointed I didn’t let him know in advance and said he wasn’t hungry) “Then he goes how about a whole night”. Then I was like “sure we can do that haha” Then he goes “great!” And stops texting me lol. To me, him asking to see me “whole night next time means he wants to hookup and not just spend more time together?? Idk though.

Sis, everyone and their mother told you to cut this off. Now this is just getting ridiculous.

Yes, he wants to hook up with you. This is not going anywhere meaningful.

I really don’t know if you actually want advice, because two of us told you to stop talking to him and many others agreed, and you didn’t listen. So.