man. watched nimona today and none of you freaks prepared me for how heartbreaking that movie was gonna be to watch as someone who was a suicidal queer kid.
trying to embrace the role of being someone monstrous only to end up being hurt by the very armour you wear, all the little ways people close to you hurt you and how it builds up over time no matter how good things are other times, not wanting to sacrifice any part of your identity no matter how its hated, y'know?? seeing no way out of the constant cycle of betrayal and hurt by 'allies' but finally giving them what they want. becoming so clouded by grief and agony and loneliness that you aren't yourself (but beneath it all you still are (you can still hear a voice in the shadows roars of pain)).
brother how am i supposed to emotionally recover from this one. that reveal is going to be on my mind forever this movies gonna stick with me.
Y'all I can't do this anymore bc Yuuji is literally giving his all against Sukuna, giving his best and using Sukuna's own techniques not to kill him or show off but to save Fushiguro and now I'm losing it because “Everyone around you will die” Sukuna is getting his soul ripped apart by someone so weaker than him, who he always mocked and ridiculed and if this doesn't increase his frustration (read: fascination) idk what will
honestly hearing percy utter the name kronos added ten thousand years to my lifespan because WHAT DO YOU MEAN I AM REALLY WATCHING PERCY JACKSON REALIZE THAT KRONOS IS RISING ON MY SCREEN IN 2024 HOW IS THIS EVEN REAL LIFE???
me fighting for my life trying not to puke on a bus filled with people after eating a grotesque state fair sandwich that had two glazed donuts instead of buns and then immediately riding on the scrambler and the kraken questioning how this could've happened to me
and today i’ll write an essay on how this scene affected me
WAAAAAAAAHAHHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHDVDBFJGNMGGLKEWLLEKEMFMDKELELGOVUJFNFNRJENEJEJEEJENNEBEBRIEOWLEKEDBRNEB STOP STOP STOP STOP DTOO WATOP I CANT DO THIS ANYMOREWEVEEH
thank you
(orlams tears are normal bc i am a fool and forgot about the molasses that was flowing through his veins)
olive oil sex scene was gerita in auf wiederhesen sweetheart 😔🫡 welcome back to the fandom 🩷
THANK YOU I was beginning to realize I was getting the memories mixed up. Sob
I may have read that one really popular continuation on archive because I SWEAR I remember some other shit happening (or maybe it’s more mixed up memories)
Didn’t someone go blind or smth? And I feel like I remember antonio being actually captured and tortured too … Or maybe that was written about in Auf from Italy’s pov
But anyway thank you 😭I feel like I’m going crazy trying to remember everything
Listening to a video game talk in the background of my work and like... were smartphones already so big in 2013? As in, widely adopted to the point of high schoolers bringing them to school? Was that an America/Western Europe thing? I know I have memory issues and 2013 just so happens to be the time that I have trouble remembering but... really? 2013? Was that a thing? Maybe it was and I just can't recall? Uhhh?
I know me not having a smartphone in like 2015 was weird, to the point where I was the 'retro tech' guy back near the end of middle school but... uh. I'm a little confused.