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[leffee]

What are things that inspire you?

Well that depends on the "Inspire me to do what?" question, but I do have a few general choices that apply to pretty much anything. You might as well treat inspiration as motivation for this one, I hope you don't mind me doing that, but again, inspiration would be mostly for a specific thing. Anywhoo! The things that inspire/motivate me the most are:

music, which of course mostly includes any new, wonderful songs I find. Seriously, there is nothing more motivating sometimes than a good song and I have been finding so many absolute bangers from fnaf lately, but let's be honest, in that fandom it's not hard. They can give me a kick to do my chores, go somewhere or finally finish something I have been putting off for way too longs,

fanfics or fanart that really speaks to me for the fandoms that I'm mostly involved, especially my favourite characters

asks in my inbox here on tumblr! Seriously, I cannot express how energy-giving those are whether they are lps-related or just questions that are more about me (like this one!)

delayed gratification (this one is mostly for the motivation really). I love delayed gratification and that's what mostly pushes me to do stuff I really really don't want to do. Just so I'm sure we're on the same page I use that in this way: I need to do something I really don't want to but it's high time -> I find myself something really personally gratifying, it can be anything: food, reading a fanfic, checking if the person I rp with replied, the thing is -> I'm only allowed to get that thing after completing that certain task -> and that motivates me to do that. Yepee delayed gratification!

my Foxy plushie :)

this one is good for inspiration: skinny characters and people too but to a lesser extent. I'm trying to lose weight :] I have been for years D:

good academic grades, just in general. Oh academic gratification my beloved, kinda anyway. I have been brought up to focus on my grades most of all and it sticks to this day, though a bit less, but sometimes there's nothing more serotonin-inducing than a good grade or words of praise from a teacher, or anyone really

That's all I can think for now, I hope it was okay 👌

[sunlit-mess]

something something

[daily-odile]

if it has not been suggested already and you are okay with drawing it-- maybe Odile teaching Bonnie how to make onigiri??

the duo ever!!

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

JAKE: I think the most painful thing in the world is seeing a friend struggle with the exact same shit as you because you have no advice or way to help. That or smooshing yout penid flat with a roofing hammer.

[sc3n3gr4d13ntz]

(OOC)

HELLP!!!!!! not canon to the blog I just thought it'd be funny to post something abt if infected ever found out unpleasant ate his cat LMAOOO

[the-holy-ghosted]

*putting on a moustache and sunglasses*

So like what’s the deal with ghosted what’s that about

now see the deal with Ghosted is that it's not what happens within the events of the film that captivates me so much, though don't get me wrong i love this film to bits, but rather, it's the idea of what happens after the whole thing that makes me FUCKING NUTS

because the whole thing is relatively cut and dry in the sense that we don't have to guess about what happened before and we don't have to guess about how everybody is feeling in the present. we know (MOST) important characters backgrounds and what they're doing at Falkhill and slowly revealing Paul's context was pretty interesting if not a little abrupt at the end there but its the very last scene of this film down to the very frame that flips the whole hour and a half you just watched over on its head and prevents me from getting a good night's sleep because i can't stop thinking about it

ELABORATING WITH A LOT OF SPOILERS UNDER THIS

explaining the plot of this movie is hard without sounding like im writing a pretentious review and not just talking out of my ass on tumblr but for my followers who haven't watched this movie and dont care enough to: Ghosted (2011) is set in a british prison in which Jack (John Lynch) is a long time prisoner who's wife just dumped him apparently on the anniversary of their sons death (tough break) and is being advised by his friend and cellmate Ahmed (Art Malik) (who does NOT get HALF as much screen-time or plot relevance as he DESERVES,) to find something to put his mind to and be proud of outside of his failures Paul (Martin Compston) is a prisoner who was just transferred out of a Young Offenders prison AS FAR AS WE'RE TOLD... though its noticeable from the beginning that hes not a very good liar and his story is suspicious at best Clay (Craig Parkinson) is kindof The Guy of their prison wing whos dealing drugs to other prisoners and assumes the position of authority over everybody else, though compared to other inmates with bigger cliques, his foundations are shaky. the description of this film on letterboxd calls him "the wing beast" and i have never cried laughing so hard reading something in my life

Clay and Jack both hone in on Paul immediately for different reasons. Jack, after his pep talk with Ahmed, sees Paul as a source of "a little self belief, something to be proud of", but Clay scoops him under his wing for being relatively young and impressionable. This puts Jack and Clay at odds with each other. after some plot, Paul gets into very big trouble with Clay and after An Incident is promptly plopped into Jacks hands, who had requested Paul move into his cell earlier but didn't have a good enough excuse for it. Well You've Got A Bloody Good Reason Now ect ect

Jack and Paul buddy up immediately and its noticable that Paul is sort of filling in the empty space where a son would be for Jack, however we discover that Paul has been lying about his past to everybody, including Jack. he lied about his family and he lied about having only just been transferred from Y.O. and hadn't been telling the whole truth about his sentence. what the truth ends up being, in a nutshell, is that Paul is accidentally responsible for the death of Jack's son, having been the one who started the house fire he died in (we were never even told that Jack's son died in a house fire before this, we are only told this in Paul's flashback at the end of the movie and are supposed to act, like, surprised?? whatever). consequentially, Jack flips his lid and prompts my personal favorite scene in this film in which he beats the living shit out of Paul with his bare hands and immediately regrets it the second the adrenaline wears off, hitting an alarm button within the cell that alerts the guards.

the guards whisk him away and he is put in solitary confinement, which we find out was actually the first sequence of the film where hes shown with an absurdly long beard, and considering every other fucking scene he's in is of him shaving his face, i assume this is to show just how long he's been kept in solitary confinement, which quite honestly was kindof exciting to realize at the end of the film.

and then. the end scene.

after solitary, Jack is put in cuffs and brought to see Paul who looked Extremely Dead after Jack had him, but hes not dead! just almost dead. Jack is sat next to him and tries to apologize but starts to cry, reaching out a hand to hold Paul's but retracting it regretfully. Paul, having looked unconscious not five seconds before, moves his hand to place it over Jack's...

and then the movie ends. and i am left writhing on my floor in anguish BUT NOT BEFORE I EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT THIS

THIS is what the deal is with Ghosted

the pathetic gestures of "im sorry" and "its okay" are what kill me. sorry is nowhere near enough to justify anything that EITHER of them did, NOR should they be forgiven. AND YET.

and what gets my gears going is the thought of what everything looks like AFTER this scene. after they've bonded so close and after Jack already thought that Paul stopped lying to him, thinking that he could protect Paul from Clay now... after they started to fill the spaces for people they were missing in their lives... and after they've RUINED each others lives. They Have Ruined Each Others Lives and yet Paul probably would have had to DELIBERATELY ASK for them to bring Jack to see him because he just BEAT Paul within an INCH of his life and would NOT !! have brought Jack to see him upon Jack's own request!! Paul would have wanted to see him too!! after all this what does their relationship look like now... the image of father and son has been all but shattered in each other's eyes, one can assume, but are they still close... does the guilt and responsibility drift them apart or does it pull them inseparably together? Ahmed tells Jack that "there is no such thing as coincidence, only fate" but what does their fate look like... does it end here or does it mean that they're together indefinitely? the end of this film swings the door wide open and i think about it. way too often. unacceptably often, even.

all in all theres no reason that this should be my favorite film but it is. if nothing else it's made me look into the other actors involved and branch out with a to-watch list as long as my arm that will only get longer once i branch out from there. is it the perfect movie? no this film is mediocre at best. have i made a number of my friends sit down and watch it and listen to me yell incoherently about it? of course i have.

[lesbianoms]

being added to the fat on someone's tummy but instead of treating it casually they caress and hug and kiss that belly that you're now a part of because they love you very very much and are happy that you're their tummy now.

Aaaaauhgahw this sounds so sweet and cute

Like YES PLEASE give me preds who aren't apathetic about churning their prey into chub. Give me a lovestruck pred who won't keep her hands off of me. Let the whole world see me as I bulge out from her crop tops– how loved I am, with lipstick stains scattered across her belly. Let every burp be a reminder to my pred that I'm still there, still with her~

One vore digestion concept that I love is where the prey sticks around, but in a more... responsive way. Mmmm, I think that would be fun. Like, my pred would go to a restaurant and order something off the menu, and then she'd look down at her tummy and ask:

"Noms? Would you like anything else?"

*Gwwrg... gGOOURRLGLL... ❤️*

"Ooh! We'll also have a chocolate milkshake."

*gggrrnn..!*

"Make that two <3"

Hhhhhhhh, being an older woman's tummy fat sounds good right about now~

[citruscore]

the rest of those art meme requests from a few weeks ago

[bad-tf-fic-ideas]

As someone just getting into tf for the first time ever, this blog is absolutely delightful and hilarious

I might write one or nine of these fic ideas one day, if that's alright with you? (With credit given if I publish them obv)

I'm glad you're enjoying it, anon. And, yeah, go nuts. That kind of info is in my pinned post for anyone looking for more detail.

[nvirskies]

it has been brought to my attention that maybe you guys don't know my requests are open? they are open for any of the characters listed on my pinned or in my carrd!

(reqs from moots + people i've interacted with will take priority over unfamiliar people, but all are welcome to request!)

also i just realized i hit over a hundred followers??? thank you guys so much!!

massive thank yous to all of my mutuals, whether we talk or not, your support is very appreciated! and to everyone who's interacted with me in any way, thank you!

i know 100 isn't a lot to a lot of people but it's a big number to me, especially having made this blog for less than half a year (a little less than three months i think?) so this number is absolutely mind boggling to me. i am literally just a silly little dude on the internet screaming about fictional characters?

anyways keep a look out for a celebratory event coming soon! requests for that will open as soon as i get the details set up :)

also thank you @star-girl69 for letting me know my requests tab was too small oml here's the post pookie

[dummerjan]

i just came across ai covers on youtube and people are requesting songs in the comments instead of getting enraged and i am further losing hope in humanity and turning to misanthropy

[anarchy-and-piglins]

I want to apologize to anybody who ever send me an ask that I didn’t answer, I am offering you a little kiss on the forehead

[ask-heathermason]

whats your favorite artificial flavor (cherry, blue raspberry, etc)

There is no way the person who invented artificial banana has ever tasted the actual fruit before.

[badtnbcideas]

Nothing is changed except the Little Witch now looks like this in the movie.

[plastic-not-elastic]

Omg my son(dc character eel ‘plastic man’ o’brian) has finally returned from war(hiatus) !!!

[pixelglam]

hi! your winderburg townhouse build is stunning and i was wondering what the main cc sets you used in the build? not any specifics just like what the main sets you used for the majority of it! thank you so much x

Hello, I normally don't answer messages like this because it takes too much time but I decided to do it without links because it makes it much easier for me! This covers pretty much every item in the house.

domaine du clos - pierisim

grove - felixandre

florence - felixandre

heimish hall - kkb

mcm collection - pierisim

country set - harrie

fayun - felixandre

kichen - harrie

brownstone - harrie

coastal set - harrie

altbau - felixandre

oak house - pierisim

orjanic - harrie

harluxe - harrie

tiny twavellers - harrie

baysic 1 & 2 - harrie

slouch - charlypancakes

hinterlands - peacemaker

calderone - pierisim

dreamy nursery - rubyred